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whatiwillsay · 4 years ago

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submission: we need to talk about ttb (spade-riddles)

Hey Cam. Seeing that ask defending TTB’s doxxing has sort of pushed me to finally share some of my story on Tumblr, I guess. I haven’t had the opportunity to talk about this to anyone fully, so this will probably be long, but I hope you don’t mind me venting.

I’m one of the people that got emailed by TTB. I don’t feel comfortable posting this off anon, but I was in a Discord server with you and @bisluthq and some other people back in Dec/Jan. I don’t know if you remember me, but my name on there was one word and began with an L and ended with an S.

I want to share the full story, but I also don’t feel comfortable with sharing certain details publicly because I’m still very wary of getting outed further by her if she sees this, so I’m gonna be vague about some things

Request to her followers — If you see this, please don’t send this to her. Like I’m genuinely asking you not to because I don’t trust her not to cross any more lines. My dad is a major homophobe with serious anger issues who has literally been arrested for violence before, and she doesn’t really think carefully or maybe even care about how any actions she takes could lead to people being harmed, so I’m not eager to see how she might react.

Anyway, I first got an email back in December, and I was really freaked out by it at first. I spoke to one of my mutuals about it, and although we both agreed it was super weird and invasive and creepy, we ended up trying to see the funny side of it. So, I kinda just brushed it off and moved on. I was mainly just really confused about why I had been targeted because at the time, I thought it was only me who’d gotten an email like that. I didn’t understand why she’d specifically targeted me instead of other people who she clearly disliked a lot more.

About a week later, I saw someone on Tumblr mentioning a strange email, and I realised other people must have gotten them too. I spoke to Nat about what happened to me and ended up in the Discord

At the time, I felt like I’d gotten off really easy comparatively to others because I initially didn’t realise that she’d contacted anyone else. And so I tried to act chill about it because I didn’t want to make things about me, but honestly, I was extremely anxious. I felt on edge for over a week. I would keep checking her blog again and again because I was super worried that she would post our personal details publicly. I scrolled through my entire blog from start to finish and deleted a lot of posts that were either personal or that I just didn’t want anyone I knew in real life to read.

This part I have to be vague about because it would basically give away who I am, but it was only a while later when I thought I was in the clear that someone I knew in real life texted me and mentioned seeing a weird email about me. The email had been sent a while back, and they’d been shown it by the original recipient/s. Multiple people had been shown it, but luckily (kinda), only two of those people were actually people I saw on a regular basis

I’m mostly closeted, but I’m kind of technically out to a few of my immediate family members. But it’s very much a DADT situation because they’re not accepting, and they like to just pretend I’m straight. And so I basically have to act closeted even when I’m around them, and I can’t even ALLUDE to being gay.

But with my dad, it’s different. He’s very homophobic. I’m only gonna mention this next part so that people understand what kind of dangerous situation that TTB could have put me in. (And the other people that she doxxed too because she didn’t know how safe their individual situations were). It’s all really personal, and I wouldn’t ordinarily feel comfortable sharing any of this at all, even anonymously, but I think it needs to be said because her actions were extremely fucking irresponsible.

Right, so when I first “came out” to my dad, it was actually an accident, and he reacted… extremely badly. This was back in like… 2018 or 2019, I can’t remember the exact year

(TW // physical abuse, homophobia)

He was extremely angry, literally shaking. He yelled at me, he described in graphic detail how he was going to “break every bone in my body”, “strangle the life out of me”, “drown me”, etc. He kept telling me that I’m disgusting and going to Hell, you get the idea. He was having a lot of fun with making strangling motions and stabbing motions with his hands, and he kept slamming his hand onto the table. That went on for about 15 minutes, and then he stood up and threw a chair from the dining table at me. That was fun lol. And he punched me in the head pretty hard which kinda knocked me back. I felt dizzy, I had to sit down on the floor. At that point, my mum who had been crying and asking him to stop physically intervened, and he ended up storming out of the house instead. My mum’s a genuinely good person btw. She’s a little homophobic, but she cares about me a lot, and I’m very grateful for her. She hates him too, but she’s kinda stuck with him… It wasn’t her fault

He literally hates gay people. He complains about us on the regular. One time, he threw the remote at the TV and cracked the screen just because there was a gay male couple kissing onscreen. Another time, he threw a rock at a gay man on the street. There was also a time where he forced a few of my siblings (who didn’t want to do it) to throw peeled oranges out of the window at people celebrating pride while he drove past them and yelled insults at them. He found that really funny. Anyway, I’m sure you guys get the idea of what kind of person he is

He hasn’t laid a hand on anybody in several months though, so I do think he’s trying to be better at least. Like he’s still verbally abusive and controlling and awful, but I appreciate that he’s at least making an effort to calm down with the hitting and kicking and stuff

Anyway, with my dad, it’s less DADT and more that I think he’s got it in his head that he managed to scare me into “seeing the error of my ways” and that I’ve “stopped choosing to be gay” and that I’m now straight. So, if it had been HIM who had gotten that email, it would’ve been like… extremely bad. Like I’m getting anxious just thinking about it. And this is why I’m so angry at TTB. It was extremely, extremely irresponsible of her to not consider these kinds of possibilities before she sent out her stupid emails. She’s supposed to be an ally, but it didn’t even cross her mind that these emails would lead to people being outed and possibly even harmed?? It’s not okay at all. I’m just very grateful that she didn’t send one to him because I don’t even know what kind of situation I would be in right now.

Anyway, enough about my fucking awful dad… I feel uncomfortable that I even typed all of that out, but I wanted people to understand how dangerous her actions could have been. Like I mean, my dad’s got PTSD and extreme anger issues from his teenage years, so I do try not to judge him TOO harshly, but there’s no excuse for being a huge bigot or occasionally violent. The idea of him being the one who got that email is still so scary to me. Like my heart is racing just thinking about it

One of the people that DID read the email was the male friend I mentioned earlier though. He was shown it by someone else for a particular reason, and he was a very important person to me. Like he was a good guy, we were close, he helped me out with certain personal issues I have and is one of only two people that I know in real life that I felt comfortable confiding in about them. We’d always meet up once a week, sometimes twice, and we’d just talk about stuff and make an effort to help each other out with things. Like he was very important to me.

It turns out that he’d looked through my blog before I’d got around to scrubbing it, and he asked me if I was gay in person the next time we met up. I couldn’t lie because like… he’d have known I was lying right to his face. So, I told him I was, and you should have seen his face. It made me feel so awful about myself. He looked really stunned and shocked and kinda uncomfortable. Like it got so awkward, and I started rambling and making things worse. He was avoiding eye contact, and my voice was shaking.

I ended up making up an excuse to leave about 5 mins later and had an actual anxiety attack. Again, this is embarrassing and something I’d never usually talk about online, but I just want to get it all off my chest so that I can move past it all.

So, I was like on the verge of tears (I don’t cry easily), I couldn’t breathe properly, I was pacing around the building, and I just wanted to escape, so I headed straight for the doors. There was a queue of about 100 people lined up and waiting to leave, and I couldn’t think straight or breathe and just needed to be outside, so I tried to go out through the other exit which is for staff only. The security guard stopped me and basically publicly humiliated me in front of all of those people. He loudly shamed me and said I “didn’t have any decency” for attempted to jump the queue, lectured me in this really condescending tone, and then sent me right to the back of that huge line. Meanwhile, I was literally in the midst of a bad anxiety attack.

And then I eventually got outside and had to call my mum to come and pick me up instead of just making my own way home like I usually do. She’s amazing though tbh because she actually came to get me and didn’t even question why. I had to skip all of my plans for the rest of the day and instead just hid upstairs in my bedroom with the lights off until the next day. I refused to tell any of my family members what had happened even though they kept asking. I just felt so, so awful, and my anxiety was through the roof

To be honest, before that happened, my mindset was like: “I mean, if I get outed, it obviously wouldn’t be good, but I think I’d be able to deal with it fine”. But then, when it actually happened, and I saw the way my close friend reacted, I had like a whole emotional breakdown lol. It’s like, you think you’d be fairly chill in a situation, but when it actually happens, your reaction can be really unpredictable. I was so embarrassed by everything about that entire incident. I didn’t even want to show my face the next day.

It’s been almost two months since that happened, and in that entire time, my friend has contacted me once. We literally used to meet up once or twice a week (and during lockdown, we’d do video calls or phone calls instead), but since then, we’ve barely even spoken. Things are just so awkward now. I know this sounds stupid, but I feel like TTB’s taken one of my best friends away from me. I don’t think he’s a homophobe or anything, he has openly gay friends and is fairly accepting, but I think it’s just the way that he found out that has just made things so weird between us now. I feel like if I’d had the chance to come out to him myself in my own way, he wouldn’t have reacted like that. But I’m gonna text him next week and see if we can maybe try to fix our friendship, but I doubt it at this point

The other people who were shown the email, I mostly just avoid. I don’t really care about them knowing that much because I wasn’t close to them, but it’s just really embarrassing knowing that they probably scrolled through my Tumblr blog before I scrubbed it

And about Tumblr… This used to be the only place that I could fully be myself. It was like a “safe space” for me which feels ironic now. But I haven’t been active on my blog since December. I still lurk occasionally, but I just don’t feel comfortable here anymore. I did consider deleting my current blog and starting afresh with a new one, but I don’t think it’d make much of a difference… Like she’s kind of ruined Tumblr for me. I do still enjoy reading people’s blogs every now and then, but I don’t feel relaxed here anymore, I just feel on edge.

It’s mainly the fact that SHE’S still here. She still has a platform, she still has a bunch of followers. It’s been so hard seeing her face next to no consequences whatsoever for the horrible things that she’s done to so many different people. And it upsets me that she hasn’t even acknowledged that what she did was wrong. Plus, it makes me feel even worse that the Hard Kay blogs and some other people are still supporting her and pretending that this whole thing just didn’t happen. Like do they just not care? Or is it that she’s twisted things and made them believe that the situation was different to what it actually was?

And tbh, this whole situation has even set me back in my own sort of personal self-acceptance journey. I had such bad internalised homophobia when I was younger, and it took me so many years to get to a place where I had mostly accepted myself. But now I just feel ashamed again, and I’ve gone back to my old habit of trying to force myself to be attracted to men. Like I downloaded Tinder the other day and set my preference to men and was swiping through profiles. It’s kinda silly actually. I did snap out of it and delete the app the next day though. But I don’t know, I feel like this whole thing has just kinda fucked with me a bit. I am trying to work this stuff out and get back to normal though. I think I’ll be good again in maybe a month or so, hopefully.

And… yeah. I just really resent her, and this situation upsets me. Because the reason she did this was so petty and ridiculous, and I guess she didn’t even realise how much it would impact people? Like I do know that my situation wasn’t as bad as some of the other people’s situations, and I feel really bad for them, and I hope they’re all doing okay. I can’t imagine what it must have been like for them. But it still has impacted me a lot more than I actually thought it would. I thought I’d get over it within a couple of weeks. But it’s been like two months, and I’m still not completely over it

I know it might not sound like a huge thing, but being outed really does affect you, even if it’s only to a few people. Because to me, I feel like I’ve had my sense of like, security and comfort taken away, and it’s kinda distressing. Sorry if I sound dramatic with any of this, I just really needed to say all of this stuff to other people besides myself lol

Like her actions have literally led to me being outed to a few people. A close friendship that I had has basically been ruined. I don’t feel comfortable or secure on Tumblr anymore, even though it used to be an important outlet for me. I’ve had a resurgence of anxiety about my sexuality. Etc.

And again, my dad is extremely homophobic and literally made death threats to me and physically attacked me back when I accidentally came out to him in 2018 or 2019. And if he had gotten that email, I don’t even know what would have happened. I don’t think he would have like… SERIOUSLY physically harmed me, but there would definitely have been a repeat of the first incident. More throwing chairs at me and hitting and screaming and death threats. I don’t really want to think about it.

It just bothers me that she didn’t even consider that? Like did it not even cross her mind? And my dad is bad, but I’m sure there are people in the fandom who have even worse parents, and she could have got one of those people instead. It’s just so… I don’t know, it’s just so frustrating to me.

Anyway, I just hate her for what she did… Like maybe I shouldn’t, but I really do resent her so much, and I don’t think I could forgive her even if she apologised to us all (which I don’t think she even would because she doesn’t seem to have any decency whatsoever). The least she could do is at least express some kind of remorse, but she just genuinely doesn’t care, and that’s super messed up. All over some stupid Tumblr blog that is much less important than she thinks it is.

But anyway… I apologise for the whole rant, and if anybody read all the way down to here, I appreciate it. I do actually feel a bit better now that I’ve got this all typed out. And I’m sorry for the oversharing lol, I usually don’t do this, but I just felt like I really needed to tell people and get it off my chest so that I can try to get over it — L

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ok L i am trying to remain calm here because this isn’t about me. but i am very emotional right now. i am so so so infinitely sorry that you had to go through this harrowing and terrifying experience. ttb (now blogging under spade-riddles) is absolutely disgusting, lower than dirt, that she would put your life, safety, and well-being at risk over a fucking kaylor blog.

please please please im me or get in touch somehow because i want to offer you support. have you been financially impacted by this? we can raise money. do you need therapy? we can help you find the support you need. this community is unequivocally here for you. whatever you need, if it’s in my power to help you get it, i will. you have my solemn promise on that.

i am so deeply and desperately sorry that you have gone through this. i was shaking while reading your story.

i am in touch with other people and we are in discussion about the best way to let tumblr know what happened. this will be a safe space for you (and all of us) again if it’s the last thing i do. this community is 100% here for you in any way we can help, sending you all the support and love we have.

#submission #tw: abuse #tw: homophobia

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longhornfabrays · 5 years ago

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Calming the Waters || Faberry

Who: Quinn Fabray and @longhornrachel

Where: Quinn’s room at the sorority house

When: May 22, 2020, after her talk with Finn

Notes: Quinn and Rachel talk to make amends.

QUINN

After Finn left in a rush, Quinn decided to text Rachel. She made amends with one person, might as well go for two, right? Rachel would probably be the hardest one to apologize to, though. Sure, Marley slapped her, but she felt like she hurt Rachel more. Everything she had said in the past, she knew it did some damage to their friendship. She just wanted to make things better.

So, she had been checking comments now on her social media stuff for her gaming channel while she waited for Rachel to show up so then maybe, just maybe, they could be friends again.

RACHEL

Rachel wasn't sure if this was a good idea or not, but here she was, pulling up to the sorority house to talk to Quinn. Maybe they should have done this over texts, where Rachel would at least have the screen to protect her. Yes, what Quinn had said was mean and unnecessary, but it wasn't like deep down Rachel hadn't been thinking of it. But Quinn had poked and poked and Rachel couldn't handle that again. But she also knew the blonde was going through her own things and maybe this was a good thing for them. They both had things to work through on their own, but maybe now they'd be okay again. She headed into the house and for Quinn's room, knocking on the door.May 24, 2020

QUINN

For the second time that day, the blonde heard a knock on the door and she walked over to open it. She made a polite smile at Rachel and moved so the girl could come inside. "Hey, Rachel." She said and closed the door once she was inside. "Thank you for meeting with me." She said as civil as she could and took a breath. She reminded herself that this was to mend things up between them. She just had to stop herself from getting too defensive.

RACHEL

Rachel walked into Quinn’s room her hands clasped behind her back. She could do this. She could be open to whatever Quinn wanted to say and not let herself get too hurt by anything she might not like

QUINN

She led the to the bed and took a deep breath as she sat down. This was definitely more awkward than it was was Finn just a few hours ago. "So, should I just start or do you want to do some pleasantries first?"

RACHEL

Rachel sat as well, looking over at the blonde. "I think it would be better if we skipped the pleasantries, we're adult enough to do so I think?"

QUINN

She shrugged. "My mother would say pleasantries are a must, but okay." She smoothed out her dress and took a deep breath. "Well, first I want to apologize for all the things I said. I shouldn't have and I now know what exactly came over me."

RACHEL

"Well my mother didn't exist and Dad always told me not to waste time with small talk," she said archly, though she didn't mean it and she didn't mean to be so hard. She bit her lip and looked over at Quinn. "I'm sorry..." she apologized before listening to the blonde. "And what exactly came over you?"

QUINN

"Explains so much." She mumbled and took a deep breath. "How unsure I am of everything. My future, my love life, my major..." She swallowed and shrugged. "The news of the baby and you two getting together... It seemed so certain. So permanent. You guys figuring out this complicated situation while I couldn't figure out anything just made something snap within me. And I took it all out on you three. I regret that." She met her eyes. "I really do, Rachel."

RACHEL

Rachel rolled her eyes at the subtle dig but listened carefully to Quinn's words. Of course it had to be hard to not be certain, hadn't Rachel dealt with that on her own? She had been so certain of NYADA and Broadway that when it had ended she didn't know what to do with herself. It was very lucky her Dad's had made her apply to UT because if they hadn't she wouldn't have had it in her to even try. She had had 3 month to mope before she had joined as a freshman and began working on her degree. But Quinn had had at best a week or two to get use to any of these things. Rachel softened and put her hands on Quinn's. "I'm sorry you've been feeling all of these things and you didn't think you could come talk to me about it...We're young but so close to the end of something...It only makes sense"

QUINN

She was surprised when Rachel touched her hands. She didn't expect that so soon. Maybe that was a good thing? "I didn't know how when all i was doing was taking it out on you." Quinn sighed. "We're going to be seniors and I'm wondering if my major is right. If the career path ahead of me is right. The only thing I am certain of right now is making things better between you three, keeping the amazing friendships I have, and... the fact that I am..." She swallowed and bit her lip before looking back at Rachel. "I'm a lesbian."

RACHEL

"Well...do you see yourself doing your major for the rest of your life? What did you want to do with your degree in English?" she asked nodding as she thought about it. But then Quinn said she was a lesbian and Rachel gasped softly. "Really?" she asked her, not so much in shock but more so in pride. "I know that can be so hard to say...to realize...And you're sure you're a lesbian? And not bi, or pan?" she asked squeezing Quinn's hands in hers. "Thank you for sharing with me"

QUINN

She shook her head. "I don't. It was easy to pick. Something people expected from me. I'm not sure what I would do." That was a lie. She would go into game developing. She would love to make her own games. It would be amazing to be part of a team like that. But she was still hiding that side of her for some unknown reason. Because she was used to it. At Rachel's reaction, she smiled and nodded. "Yes, I'm a lesbian. If being with Kyle and Finn and the other guys I have been with didn't make me feel anything and the girls... had me feeling like I was where I was meant to be means anything, it definitely is that I am a hundred percent into girls." She smiled. "Of course. But, don't tell anyone? It's not like I'm hiding it, but I want to come out to people on my terms. So, you, Finn, Sebastian, and Brittany are the only ones who know officially."

RACHEL

Rachel nodded slowly. "Well I hate to tell you this, but you're an adult now...You get to decide what you do now" she said with a smile. She listened to her talking and smile at her, giving her a hug. "Thank you for telling me...I'm so proud of you for living your truth. Honestly, if I wasn't with Finn and I knew you were available well who wouldn't shoot their shot!" she said with a smile and a wink. "Your secret is safe with me"(edited)

QUINN

She raised an eyebrow for a moment. "If only it was that simple." She said before hugging the girl back. "Thanks. Glad to know I have so many options. Except, I'm kinda hoping something happens with someone." She smiled bigger than before. "Thank you, Rachel. Are we okay?"

RACHEL

"It is that simple Quinn...I believe in you, so believe in me and then you can do anything" she said with a smile as she pulled away to look at her. "Ooo...with who? Do I know her?" she asked with a large grin. "We're okay...I can't be mad at you for trying to figure yourself out...that's all any of us are trying to do"

QUINN

Quinn sighed. "Thanks, Rachel. I guess I'll think about it." She shrugged. "You might. Well, you do. She's the cute blonde dancer in your glee club." She smiled more. "Thank you, again. And I really am sorry for all this."

RACHEL

"Wait Brittney Pierce?" she asked with a smile. "She's great!" she said with a happy nod. "You guys would make a lovely couple...so blonde..."

QUINN

She laughed softly. "Yes, Brittany. She's helped me a lot recently and I am feeling stuff for her. I just hope this trip we're taking goes well and maybe something will happen?" She shrugged.

RACHEL

"Quinn, she'd be crazy not to want something to happen there...and good for you. I know moving fast can be scary, I mean look at me and Finn...he's moving in soon...and it's all going ridiculously fast...but I'm so happy! And that's what I want for you"

QUINN

Her smile kinda faltered as Finn was mentioned. She had her thoughts about all this, but she didn't want to ruin something she just fixed. "I'm glad you two are happy. Really, I am." She told the girl. "And I hope she feels the same. It's something her and I need to discuss. Either way, things will work out. I know that much."

RACHEL

"Thanks...it means a lot...I know it s a weird situation to be in, but I know that Finn loves me and I know I've never felt anything like this before...He means everything to me" she said with a small shrug. "True...things that are meant to be will be"

QUINN

She nodded, fighting all instincts to speak her mind about their situation. She was going to have to keep that mainly to herself now. Let them deal with it. "Speaking of, how is Miss Marley?"

RACHEL

"She's okay...She's tired I think...And her and I have been having little spats...I think we've been apart too long and only able to talk to tumblr or texting and its so hard to read someone online you know?"

QUINN

She nodded. "I get that. Frannie and I have our issues with that. If you don't mind me asking, what have the spats been about?"

RACHEL

"Feelings mostly," she said with a shrug. "She got mad at me because I called her and Finn friends, and she thinks its not as simple as that...and I got mad because I didn't think calling them friends was derogatory...I mean I can't exactly call them soulmates if I'm the one dating him can I?" she sighed and shook her head. "I shouldn't be talking about it without her permission..."

QUINN

Quinn shrugged and nodded. "Well, I can see where she sees it as not as simple as that. They are having a baby together. I'm not sure what else you would call it though. It's definitely complicated." There the word was. The one Quinn used most to describe their situation. "You can tell me anything. It's not like I'm going to tell her."

RACHEL

"Like you said...it's complicated...She can't just ask me to call it something more and be okay with it because we're sisters...I mean what would you do Quinn?" she asked with a sigh. "Because I don't know what to do...It just feels like she's doing all the things a good girlfriend should and I'm not...and then I wonder if maybe I'm just a bad girlfriend"

QUINN

"Did she say what she wanted you to call it?" The blonde asked her. "What do you mean? What is she doing?"

RACHEL

"No she said she wasn't sure what she wanted to call it, just not friends cause they were more than that" she said with a shrug. "She's checking in on him and going over to be with him...and just things I didn't think to do...or thought were being too much"

QUINN

"She probably doesn't know what to call it either. Like I said, it's complicated. They are more, but not dating. it's weird. Plus, her emotions are probably all over the place. I wouldn't take it to heart." Quinn told her. "So she's being a friend to him? There's a weird difference between being a best friend and being the girlfriend. The friend can do something that if the girlfriend did it could be too much."

RACHEL

"I don't know...Maybe I'm just paranoid because of how she talked about him...it just felt like more...and I don't think she'd ever do anything to hurt me, it just hurts sometimes because I know a lot of people," you included, she thought, "Don't think Finn and I are really in love...or really care about each other, but I know we do...and I know that this is a hard situation but life is full of hard situations"

QUINN

"You two are close. I don't think she'd ever do something to purposely hurt you either." She told him. "How do you think she talks about him?" She questioned more. She really did have an act of prying. "I'm sure you two are in love and care about each other. There's not a doubt about that. And this is a hard situation. If it was me in your position, I would've broken things off with Finn and let him and Marley figure their stuff out. If he still wanted something with me later and nothing was going on with him and Marley, I might consider it." She took a breath. "That's me, though. You feel secure in your relationship and you trust them, you shouldn't let me or others get to you. If things work out, great. If not, you'll all move on and still stay close if you guys are as close as you think. If not, that's just how God wanted things to be."

RACHEL

Rachel bit her lip and nodded. "I don't think either of them would hurt me...Finn's not that kind of guy...And he told me he wants to be with me and I trust him. I think if he wanted to be with Marley he'd be with her, and he's not. And like you said, she's going through so many hormones and changes that it's probably hard for her...I'm not that worried about it...not anymore"

QUINN

Quinn touched the girl's back. "Then you just got to trust them. That's all you have to do." She smiled softly. "And it is. I'm sure it's hard for her. But, it's hard for you too."

RACHEL

“It’s hard for us all but we’ll figure it out...I mean we have to”

QUINN

She nodded. "You guys will." She sighed. "Can I ask you something?"

RACHEL

“You can...I can’t promise I’ll answer it”

QUINN

She took a moment before deciding to ask still. "Why do you kind of change the subject when it's brought up that it must be hard for you or something? Because it must be really hard. And I know I've said this before, but you don't have to be okay, Rach. I don't mean to have you be mad or anything. I'm really trying to look out for you." She sighed and bit her lip to hopefully not start anything again

RACHEL

“Because it’s not hard. Not anymore. Finn and I talked. He said he’s all in. I’m all in. And I have to take him at his word on it. What Marley and he have or had...it’s a non issue for me now because I trust him and her. If they wanted to be together they’d be together.”

QUINN

She took a deep breath and nodded. "Okay. Just remember it's okay to not be okay." She said and left it at that.

RACHEL

She nodded. “I know...and like I said before. You can I told me so all you want if it goes bad”

QUINN

She shook her head. "How about a hug instead?" She smiled softly.

RACHEL

“I will gladly accept a hug”

QUINN

"Even now?" She grinned and opened her arms for a hug.

RACHEL

Rachel laughed and wrapped Quinn in a hug

QUINN

She smiled and hugged Rachel tightly. "I'm glad we're okay."

RACHEL

“Me too...I really hated having to be mad at you” she said with a laugh

QUINN

"I hated having to be mad at you too." She laughed with her.

RACHEL

“Let’s agree to not do that again...at least for a while” she teased.

QUINN

She nodded. "Agreed." The blonde looked into her eyes. "So, anything exciting I missed?"

RACHEL

“I’m taking Blaine and Sam on vacation soon!”

QUINN

"Really? Where to?" She asked.

RACHEL

“It’s a secret...We don’t want Sam to find out. So I haven’t told anyone...well except Finn but he’s my better half so of course he knows”

QUINN

"Oh, well, I'm sure you guys will have fun." She smiled at her.

RACHEL

“I hope so...Sam deserves it. He’s such a good guy”

QUINN

Quinn nodded. "He is. He really is. I should talk to him before I go on my trip. Explain the reasoning behind me not dating him."

RACHEL

“He’d be very understanding...I mean that’s just how Sam is...but he also wouldn’t press you for it”

QUINN

"I know. But he deserves to know. I'll text him soon." She told her. "Anything else?"

RACHEL

“I aced all of my classes?” She said with a laugh. “I sang the hardest song I’ve ever sung in my life and it was perfect...all thanks to Finn”

QUINN

"That's good. I'm glad it all went well for you." She smiled at her.

RACHEL

“What about you?”

QUINN

"Same with the classes. I passed all mine. Um, tonight's my last night at the sorority house since I'm moving into an apartment. Going on this trip with Brittany... Otherwise nothing too much." She shrugged.

RACHEL

“Congratulations” she said with a smile. “Are you going to live here again next year?”

QUINN

She shook her head. "No. I'll stay at the apartment. I'll still be part of the sorority, just living off campus."

RACHEL

“Ahh...me too...well aside from the sorority part”

QUINN

She laughed. "Is Marley and Finn gonna live with you still?"

RACHEL

“Marley will...I Hope Finn will too”

QUINN

"I'm sure with the baby, he'll want to stay close, right?"

RACHEL

“I think so”

QUINN

"Speaking of which, do you know if they need anything? How are they with the medical bills and stuff? I want to help out." Quinn told her.

RACHEL

“Oh my Dad’s are taking care of it all” she said with a nod. “And they both have jobs lined up with my Dad too”

QUINN

She raised an eyebrow. "Really? That's really generous of your dads."

RACHEL

“Marley’s like another daughter to them. They said it was a no brained”

QUINN

She nodded. "That's cute they think of her like that. So they don't need anything?"

RACHEL

“I mean if they need anything my Dad’s will buy it for them. Maybe you could give them something that’s not a need. Maybe like a want?”

QUINN

"Like what?" She asked curiously, wondering what the two would want.

RACHEL

“Maybe something not baby related? I mean everything is about the baby right now. Maybe give them both something them related?”

QUINN

"True. It'll probably be baby related for a while. I know they've been stressed. And I know you two are going on a trip, but maybe they should have a trip together? To destress?"

RACHEL

“Maybe. I’m not sure what her travel restrictions are. Might be best to keep to local things?”

QUINN

"I think travel restrictions are for the later months. I'll read up on it. And run it by them, of course."

RACHEL

“I’m not sure. I’ve never been with child before”

QUINN

She shook her head. "Neither have I. It's wild Marley and Finn are the first of us to have a kid. I always thought it would be Puck or Santana." She joked.

RACHEL

She laughed and nodded. “I guess as far as unplanned pregnancy goes yes...I always thought you or I would have the first planned one”

QUINN

She nodded. "That's true. Now I guess planned is all you. I know I can still have kids, obviously, but I don't know how soon that would be. Or if I would be pregnant." She shrugged.

RACHEL

Rachel nodded and shrugged. “I don’t know. I think Finn will want to wait a while”

QUINN

"Well, yeah. He's already a father." She pointed out. "But, still."

RACHEL

“Well, I think he wants to be the kind of father who plays with his kids. And enjoys spending time with them. This first baby needs some of that. And then we can start a family if we want”

QUINN

She nodded. "I'm sure he'll do that with this baby and whatever kids he has next. He's going to be a great dad."

RACHEL

She nodded. “He really will be...”

QUINN

"This kids and any other kid is lucky." She commented.

RACHEL

Rachel nodded and bit her lip. She had definitely thought about what having a family with Finn would be like. And Quinn was right, Finn was going to be an amazing Dad

QUINN

She looked at Rachel and creased her eyebrows. "You okay?"

RACHEL

She nodded. “Yea...just imaging it”

QUINN

"Finn as a dad?"

RACHEL

She nodded. “Yea”

QUINN

"Is this good or bad?" Quinn asked.

RACHEL

“Good...I’m like ridiculously in love with this man”

QUINN

She nodded. "I'm glad."

RACHEL

"Me too...I never thought a girl like me would get to love a guy like him and have him love me back..."

QUINN

"Rach, come on. Of course you were going to get love. You just had to get away from the place you were in before."

RACHEL

Rachel wiped her eyes, only aware of the tears that had started to form. "No...Finn was supposed to be my first love..." she said with a small chuckle as she shook her head. "I was meant to have something this good"

QUINN

Quinn was surprised by the tears and touched the girl's arm. "Rach, I'm sure he was, but you were always meant to have something good. We all are."

RACHEL

Rachel shook her head and wiped her eyes again. "Ignore me...I'm being overly emotional"

QUINN

She shook her head. "No, no. Talk to me."

RACHEL

"I just really really really love him...and I hope he knows"

QUINN

"I'm sure he does. You guys say it and show it. You don't have to worry about that." She smiled and rubbed the girl's skin.

RACHEL

Rachel nodded and gave Quinn a smile

QUINN

"And you know if, and i'm only saying if, you and Finn end up not together in the end, you will find someone who makes you feel this way again, right?"

RACHEL

Rachel shook her head. "No...If Finn and I don't end up together in the end I'll never have something like this again...What Finn and I have is...ours...putting that onto anyone who would come after isn't fair"

QUINN

She took a deep breath. "It is special. This feeling. And while you won't have exactly this, you will find someone who makes you feel it more. Someone who will make the world seem different and brighter. Like rainbows really rain skittles. I'm sure Finn makes you feel like that right now, and I'm glad he does. I hope he keeps it up. However, if you don't end up together, you will find that again. Trust me. I thought I had it in high school but the clouds came quickly and I wasn't really happy. I haven't been... but now, it's like the sun is coming out again." Tears filled Quinn's eyes without her noticing. "First loves are great. Second loves can be better." She released a tear and quickly wiped it away before touching Rachel's arm. "I'm not trying to say you'll have a second love, but if you get to that point of searching for one, you'll find it. I want you to just know that, okay?"

RACHEL

Rachel reached over and pulled Quinn into a hug, rubbing the blonde girls back. "If I need a second love, I'll make sure to find a good one"

QUINN

She nodded and hugged the Rachel back. "You will. I know you will. Because I'll fight anyone who isn't good." She laughed.

RACHEL

Rachel laughed and pulled back to smile at Quinn. "I think we have been sappy enough for one night," she said giving her a big smile. "You need to get packed so you can spend some time with a very special girl"

QUINN

She laughed and nodded. "I think so too. I'm going to let the movers do it all. But, yeah. I like spending time with her."

RACHEL

Rachel smiled and stood up. "Good...Enjoy it all summer...you deserve it"

QUINN

"I'm definitely hoping to. And have a good trip with the boys." She smiled at her.

RACHEL

"I will...I'll even bring you back a surprise present"

QUINN

"You know how much I love presents." She smirked.

RACHEL

"That I do" she said hugging her again before heading out the door, turning to give her a wave before she went

QUINN

She hugged her back and waved her off as the girl left.

#p;rachel #p;calming the waters #quinn;rachel #utgrachel

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allthephils · 6 years ago

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Word count: 2140

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It’s just a fluffy little first meeting story in an au where Dan works at an amusement park photo kiosk and Phil likes to ride roller coasters.

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Written for @phanfichallenge photography challenge

Hate is a strong word. Dan doesn’t hate his job, not exactly. He knows it could be worse. He could be cleaning toilets or scraping food off of dishes. He knows that people do real manual labor, dangerous labor, for less money than he’s making to mostly sit on his ass. It’s just that he hates wearing this stupid green polo shirt and he hates going outside during the day. And he really hates dealing with cargo short clad vacation dads that look just like the guys that tried to shove Dan into his locker every day of his high school career. The only difference is these guys are balding and have beer guts and come with tiny little monstrous versions of themselves.

Luckily, poor customer service is a skill that Dan has carefully honed to near perfection. In most cases, he can complete an entire transaction without looking up from his phone. There is one perk to working here though, tit patrol. Tit patrol is the creative title the crew uses to refer to the person who sits at a computer and watches as newly taken photos page by, looking for obscene gestures, exposed arses, and of course tits. These photos get sent to a folder for deletion before they can slip by and show up on the big screen at the back of the kiosk. It’s a coveted position, though the show is far from tantalizing. Quick flashes of all kinds of flesh are more awkward than arousing and they’re interspersed with hundreds of terrified faces and awful shots of vomit flying. Dan loves being on tit patrol because, well because its hilarious, and because it means he doesn’t have to talk to people.

His shift started at 11 AM. Dan walked in at 11:10, iced coffee in hand. He pulled his hideous green polo shirt out and shoved his bag into his cubby. Everyday, he grumbles that he should be aloud to wear black since the kiosk sells photos of riders on a roller coaster called the Vampire. Everyday, his coworkers roll their eyes and ignore him. With his official employee shirt on, collar popped, sleeves rolled up, black t-shirt peeking out at the neck, he took his place behind the counter and began scrolling through Tumblr. It was mostly families with little kids before noon which meant this particular kiosk was dead. The Vampire is way too fast and way too scary for little kids.

The first customer of Dan’s day slides his ticket across the counter. In his usual way, Dan punches the number into his keyboard and the photo appears on both his screen and the one facing the customer.

“Oh wow. So much for my ultra masculine reputation.” The customer giggles a bit, looking at the photo of himself, hand thrown over his eyes, mouth open in a scream of fear, as the coaster sped downhill through a dark and foreboding cave.

Dan looks briefly at the photo and says, “5x7 for £10, or two for 20.”

The customer just stares at Dan who hasn’t so much as glanced at him. “One for 10 or two for twenty? Wait, but that’s not…”

Dan huffs and repeats himself, “5x7 for £10, or two for 20.”

“Okay,” the customer says, resigned, “I’ll take one please. I’ll put it up on my bathroom mirror to keep me humble.”

Dan just sort of grunts as he hits print. He slides the photo into an envelope and hands it over.

His voice is utterly devoid of joy as he issues the standard closing. “Thank you for riding the Vampire, we hope you had a bloody good time.”

A surprised laugh bubbles from the customer as he walks away.

As they move into afternoon, business picks up and a line forms. Dan is on autopilot. Take the ticket, enter the numbers, take the money, print the photo. Take the ticket, enter the numbers, “5x7 for £10, or two for 20.”

“Thought I’d stick with the theme, since I’m clearly a scaredy cat. Get it, scaredy cat?” Dan knows that voice. It’s the customer from earlier. “I’ll pass on the photo though, thanks.”

Dan looks to his screen. This time the man’s face isn’t covered by his hands and it’s a good face. He wears a big smile and his tongue pokes through his front teeth just the smallest bit. He had drawn on a black cat’s nose and whiskers but they don’t hide how strangely good looking he is. Even on this cut rate monitor screen, his eyes look impossibly blue. It’s all framed by a perfect black fringe, not much different than Dan’s own hair. It occurs to Dan that he could be looking right into those eyes and he snaps his gaze to look up at the customer. All he catches is two seriously long legs and a very cute booty walking away in black skinny jeans.

Dan pouts. He never gets to talk to hot boys and now he’d let one slip away. His eyes fall back to the photo on the screen and he sighs.

“Hey, are you working here or what?” Dan curls his lip in disgust at the sharp contrast between the obnoxious American dad in front of him and the ethereal being he saw on the screen. Ok, maybe ethereal is a bit much, but he seems funny and nice and he’s so pretty.

Dan mopes until he’s minutes away from his lunch break. His last customer hands him their ticket and Dan gasps when the photo appears. It’s him! His scaredy cat! The whiskers are gone. His eyes are squeezed shut, his mouth curled into a proud grin. He holds a small stuffed toy lion aloft, à la Circle of Life. Dan laughs, something he doesn’t do very often at work and the customer in front of him laughs with him.

“That boy.” Such a sweet, maternal tone. “I’ll take two copies please.” Her accent is decidedly northern, even more so than the scaredy cat’s had been. This must be his mum. He’s here with his family. So much for tracking him down and snogging him in the employee locker room. Dan carefully tucks the photos into an envelope and hands them to the nice woman.

He flashes his most parent pleasing smile. “Thank you for riding the Vampire. We hope you had a bloody good time!” He actually sounds sincere.

“Oh! Oh dear.” The woman laughs and shakes her head.

“Pardon the language miss.”

“Miss? Young man, I’m likely older than your mother! And believe me these ears have heard far worse than that!” She laughs with Dan and gives him a £20 note. “Phil is going to be tickled pink when he sees how these turned out. You have a lovely day!”

Dan waves as she walks away, standing up to try and catch a glimpse of who she might be headed toward. It’s no use, the crowds are too dense. Phil though, his name is Phil. Dan eats his amusement park pizza outside in the hot sun in the hopes that Phil might walk by but it doesn’t happen. He’s probably gone home. He’d been Dan’s first customer of the day after all. And who in their right mind rides a rickety old Vampire themed rollercoaster three times in one day? Dan daydreams blue eyes and goofy smirks till his half hour was up.

After lunch, he’s on tit patrol so Dan plops down in the back of the kiosk with a giant slushee, trigger finger hovering over the F9 key. The system only gives you a few seconds to make a judgement and send the offender packing before the photo goes up on the big screen for the whole world to see. Any distraction could mean 4 seconds of scandal, angry parents and angrier middle management. More than once, Dan had let a notification on his phone take his attention and had let a middle finger slip by. Not today though, today his eyes are glued to the screen, hoping Phil will ride one more time. He’d see the photo go by and trade with one of the guys at the front and this time, he’d talk to him. He wouldn’t be too edgy to notice and he wouldn’t chicken out.

There were two bras flashed, one simulated blow job, and a whole coaster car full of naked bums, but no Phil. His two hours of tit patrol are up and he reluctantly relinquishes his post. Back on the front lines, he falls into his pattern and soon his shift is nearly up. When he finds himself without a customer in front of him for the first time in an hour, Dan sits up, stretching and rolling his neck. As if put there by the hand of fate, Phil walks past the kiosk. He’s chatting excitedly with a man that looks a lot like him and a gorgeous woman with fiery hair. His parents trail behind, holding hands.

Just as the group gets far enough away that Dan would look like a psycho for running after them or calling Phil’s name, Phil turns and looks right at Dan. He doesn’t stop, he just turns in place like a model on a catwalk. He doesn’t smile, just catches Dan’s eyes with own and goes on his way. Dan swallows and groans out loud, letting his head thunk down on the the counter.

Accustomed to Dan’s flair for the dramatic, his co-workers chuckle and ignore him. Dan pulls off his ugly green polo and begins to gather his stuff to go home.

“Shit! Shit.” Dan’s co-worker, Jack was on tit patrol and it sounds like he let something by. “Personal info. Fuck. Oh well. Who holds up their phone number on a roller coaster? It’s not even like a proposal or whatever.”

The big screen fills Dan’s vision and he bolts upright. “Oh my god! Oh my god!”

Dan is jumping around and shouting to the disapproving looks of dozens of tourists and he couldn’t care less. Phil looks out at him from the big screen, a smirk better than the one Dan had imagined on his lips. He holds a sign that says, I hope you’re paying attention. And underneath that, a phone number.

Jack says, “Oh hello, he’s hot” and holds up his phone to capture the image. Another co-worker, Ellie, picks up a pen and starts to scribble down the number.

“Don’t you dare.” Dan snarls at Jack, pointing a finger menacingly. Jack lowers his phone and puts his hands up in surrender. Dan walks to Ellie and snatches the number from her hand.

She frowns, “How do you know it’s for you? It could be for any of us!”

“Oh, it’s for me.” Dan grins, his dimples digging in deep, “HE is for me.” He turns up his nose and spins on his heel for the most theatrical exit he can muster, then walks out of the kiosk to a chorus of giggles and grumbles.

Once he’s out of the park, he sits down on a bench at the edge of the parking lot and enters the number into his phone. He types in the name, Phil, bouncing in his seat like a giddy child after too much cotton candy. His hands shake as he types out a message, praying to no one that he hadn’t read that look wrong.

Hi Phil, It’s Dan from the Kiosk.

He hits send, his knee bouncing with nerves and as he’s returning the phone to his pocket, it vibrates.

Dan? You’re the one with the green hair, right?

Is he kidding? He must be kidding. He didn’t even talk to Jack. Another vibration. Dan holds his breath.

Dan? I’m kidding, of course! What follows is a string of emojis, a dinosaur, a warthog, some fireworks, and a cry laughing emoji. I know who you are. You’re the one with the chocolatey eyes and incredible dimples. Nice to meet you, Dan.

Dan exhales and a flutter moves through his belly, up past his heart, and down to his fingertips. Phil laid it on thick and it was working.

Nice to meet you too, Phil.

So Dan, I’ve got a pretty wild Friday night planned.

Oh yeah? Dan replies.

Yeah, it includes pizza, Ribena, and…

Dan breathes a laugh to himself and types, drumroll...

JURASSIC PARK!!!

Gasp! Pizza and Jeff Goldblum?!! I don’t know Phil, sounds intense. You’re easily frightened. You sure you can handle it?

Maybe if I had someone here to help me through it, someone strong and brave. You know anyone like that?

Yeah, but I think Jack’s busy tonight. Dan typed but stood and began his walk to the bus stop. He wasn’t wasting any more time.

I guess you’ll have to do then, Dan.

END

#phanfic #phanfiction #oneshot #fluff #phanfichallenge #myfic

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poems-for-oldest-daughters · 8 years ago

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all the ones you really want someone to ask you from the ask list

I just decided to do most of them because I was bored and lonely, but I couldn’t sleep. Thank you for your ask though!

If you want to learn some neat stuff about me lol here you go!

2. Are you outgoing or shy? - I am a bit of both. Nowadays I’m more outgoing than shy. It use to be the opposite.

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? - I would absolutely love to meet my tumblr peeps some day! @whovianextrodinare @samsgirly66 @rosie-winchester @abbirae99 @jared-padaloveme and a bunch more.

4. Are you easy to get along with? - Haha it depends on who you ask. In general, I can easily get along with just about anybody. If you’re nice to me, I’ll be nice to you, that’s how it works.

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? - Nope, nope, not even a little.

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? - Jared Padalecki, what kind of question is this? lol11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? - It’s a recipe for cheesecake cookie sandwiches lol

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? - Hell no, I have naturally very curly hair and if you so much as run one finger through the curl it will separate and frizz and it’s just a disaster.

19. Do you like bubble baths? - Not particularly. Bubbles = Fucking spheres of happiness floating through the air Baths = Weird and gross, you sit in the same water for however long and then your fingers and toes get wrinkly and I just don’t like it.

20. Do you like your neighbors? - Nope22. Where would you like to travel? - I would love to travel to many places. Probably anywhere besides Australia because I’m a giant baby. I’m sorry for not wanting to get killed by one of the many giant scary bastards that live there.

23. Do you have trust issues? - Why yes, I do.

24. Favorite part of your daily routine? - My alone time before bed is my favorite part of my day.

31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail? - Yes, it is. Maybe I should post a picture.

33. Spell your name with your chin. -katgbnefkj \\\\\\\ I thought I was better than this, apparently not.36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? - Yes, of course I have. Who hasn’t?

37. What do you say during awkward silences? - Nothing, silence isn’t usually awkward for me. If it does get awkward I play it off with a question.40. What do you want to do after high school? - I’m going on a road trip and then I’m moving to Los Angeles to pursue an acting career.

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? - I believe that everyone deserves a chance to prove themselves, but not everyone deserves a second one.

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? - It usually means I’m upset or tired.

43. Do you smile at strangers? - Yes, all the time! They don’t always smile back, but that’s okay, I will break them one day.

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? Oh, the bottom of the ocean ALL THE WAY. You don’t even know how much I fucking love the ocean and all the sea creatures. I would kill to be able to explore the entirety of the ocean.

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? - A lot of things make me get out of bed. Some of the most important reasons I get out of bed are

-I have people to prove wrong

-I have to always keep fighting

-Shit isn’t going to do itself.

-My dog will be sad

46. What are you paranoid about? - Mostly just annoying people so much to the point that they leave.

47. Have you ever been high? - On hospital drugs, yeah.

48. Have you ever been drunk? - I have not.

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? - If I have, I can’t remember.

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? - Black

51. Ever wished you were someone else? - Yeah, many times.

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?53. Favourite makeup brand? - Guess who doesn’t wear makeupppppp :D

56. Favourite colour? - My favorite color is green, no specific shade. I like most of them.

57. Favourite food? - I like most fruit lol

58. Last thing you ate? - I ate crushed ice and a chocolate chip cookie :D

60. Ever won a competition? For what? - I did, I won my first in hand horse showmanship competition May of last year.63. Ever been in love? - I have been in love, just not with any person. Most people are a waste of time, unfortunately.66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? - It’s a bit harsh to say, but yes, I do. They’re a lot more understanding and accepting and willing to listen.69. Are you watching tv right now? - Yes, I am.

70. Names of your bestfriends? - Esther ( @whovianextrodinare ), Alia, and Samantha.

71. Craving something? What? - I am craving acting in this moment. I want to act.

72. What colour are your towels? - Many different colors to be honest. No green ones though, unfortunately.

72. How many pillows do you sleep with? - I currently have seven on my bed haha.

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? - No, I sleep with real animals.

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? - I have one.

75. Favourite animal? - My favorite animals are horses, dogs, cats, and frogs. I can’t choose between them.

77. Chocolate or Vanilla? - Chocolate

78. Favourite ice cream flavour? I like the one with coffee and almonds

81. Favourite tv show? - Supernatural, obviously. :D

82. Favourite movie? - Finding Nemo

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? - *gasps* Heyyyyyyy, look at that! My favorite character is obviously Dory, Squirt is my close runner up though.

87. First person you talked to today? - I talked to Rose ( @rosie-winchester ) first thing today.

88. Last person you talked to today? - Last person I talked to was my soulmate ( @whovianextrodinare )

89. Name a person you hate? - This guy called Billy from church.

90. Name a person you love? - I could name so many. I love Rose ( @rosie-winchester ), Esther ( @whovianextrodinare ), Mikaylah ( @samsgirly66 ), literally all of my followers. I also love my mom, my dad, and my friends in real life. I love everyone.

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? - Yeah, there are a few people I would punch in the face if I was given the chance.

92. In a fight with someone? - No, I don’t like to fight and when I get into an argument I want to make sure and solve it quickly so I don’t lose sleep over it.

93. How many sweatpants do you have? - I have around 5 pairs haha.

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? - I have at least 7 all together, 3 are hoodies.

95. Last movie you watched? - The second Harry Potter movie.

96. Favourite actress? - I’d say my favorite actress is Emma Watson.

97. Favourite actor? - Jared Padalecki is my favorite.

98. Do you tan a lot? - Well I’m naturally pretty tan compared to many people, so no.

99. Have any pets? - Yes, I have two dogs.

100. How are you feeling? - I’m feeling kind of lonely and tired at the moment, but I can’t close my eyes.

101. Do you type fast? - Yeah, I type pretty fast.

102. Do you regret anything from your past? - I have many regrets, probably too many considering I’m not even a full blown adult yet.

103. Can you spell well? - This question confuses me..... oh well.

104. Do you miss anyone from your past? - I don’t miss any people from my past.

105. Ever been to a bonfire party? - No, but I would absolutely love to go to one.

106. Ever broken someone’s heart? - Yes, I have.

107. Have you ever been on a horse? - Yeah

108. What should you be doing? - I should be sleeping

109. Is something irritating you right now? - Yeah, I am irritating me. The voice inside my head that is ultimately me.

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? - Yes, Jared Padalecki.

111. Do you have trust issues? - Well, yeah, especially now that this is the second time this question has popped up. Will there be a third? No one knows.

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? - I don’t remember, I don’t usually cry in front of people.

113. What was your childhood nickname? - Honey bunny was what my Grandma called me.

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? - Nope, unfortunately.

115. Do you play the Wii? - I did, but we got a WiiU so..

116. Are you listening to music right now? - Surprisingly, no.

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? - I actually don’t.

118. Do you like Chinese food? - Yeah, most of it.

119. Favourite book? The Fault In Our Stars

120. Are you afraid of the dark? - No, I’m not.

121. Are you mean? - I can be when I want to be.

122. Is cheating ever okay? - No, cheating is never okay and it never benefits you in the end.

123. Can you keep white shoes clean? - I don’t buy white things because I’m a mess and white things don’t stay white for long.

124. Do you believe in love at first sight? - No, I believe in crush at first sight, but I think you have to know a little bit about someone before you can decide if you love them.

125. Do you believe in true love? - All love is true love, some people just put it in the wrong place over and over until it finally clicks one day.

126. Are you currently bored? - Not really, I’m answering these questions just to keep it that way.

127. What makes you happy? - I could write a book about the things that make me happy, but I suppose a list will have to do.

-Sunsets

-Stars

-Adventures

-My tumblr fam

-Animals

-Music

-Daydreaming

-Writing

-Entertaining people

-Helping people

-Cooking

-Sarcasm

-Food

(Honestly, wife me.)

128. Would you change your name? - No, I quite like my name.

129. What your zodiac sign? - Sagittarius

130. Do you like subway? - If you mean the sandwich place, it’s not my favorite.

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? - I wouldn’t let it go anywhere. Made that mistake already.

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? - I don’t remember, it was probably me if we’re being honest here.

133. Favourite lyrics right now? Unsteady - X Ambassadors

Hold

Hold on

Hold onto me

Cause I’m a little unsteady

A little unsteady

134. Can you count to one million? - Why yes, I can indeed.

135. Dumbest lie you ever told? - I told someone I loved them just because they would always say it to me and make me feel guilty when I didn’t say it back. That was pretty dumb.

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? - Closed

137. How tall are you? - I’m 5′3 and 2/3

138. Curly or Straight hair? - Very curly

139. Brunette or Blonde? - I’m a brunette

140. Summer or Winter? - I prefer Winter.

141. Night or Day? - Nighttime is nicer. It’s quieter and there’s less of a chance of having to deal with people.

142. Favourite month? - My favorite month is November.

143. Are you a vegetarian? - No, but I feel borderline, honestly.

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? - White chocolate is my favorite, I wonder if they make it lactose free though. I also wonder, if they do, how good it is.

145. Tea or Coffee? - I like coffee, but it’s not good for anxiety, so I prefer tea.

146. Was today a good day? - Today wasn’t the best day, but it wasn’t the worst.

147. Mars or Snickers? - I like Mars because I just don’t like the soft + crunchy texture. You can either be soft or crunchy, no inbetween.

148. What’s your favourite quote? - My favorite quote is “If you can’t be kind, be quiet.” ~Unknown

149. Do you believe in ghosts? - Yes, I do.

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peanutscratch · 8 years ago

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Incredible I did literally bring this on myself tho1. Who was the last person you held hands with?I honestly don't remember... Probably a friend from school or something.2. Are you outgoing or shy?Generally outgoing but it's draining... 3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?School friends, but I've been meeting up with lots of people from back home or who graduated recently so it's been nice!4. Are you easy to get along with?YeOr so I've been told :P5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?I'd hope so? I assume so. 6. What kind of people are you attracted to?Cute people who are funny and who think I'm funny. 7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?Pfft no. 8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?No one in particular... 9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?Not really but idk how to initiate a conversation about sex ever. 10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?My friend Sydney a few nights back11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?👍12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?OH time for recent faves:- Jam Jam by IU- 最爱雨天 by Men Envy Children- 告白气球 by Jay Chou- 如果我们不曾相遇 by 五月天- Wild Heart by Bleachers and Sara Bareilles13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?Not really... At best it feels weird at worst it makes me feel uncomfortable. (people like touching my beard though? Which I'm actually more ok with :P) 14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?Ye. It's all about being the right person in the right place at the right time. 15. What good thing happened this summer?Got to hang out with people!! Got to do a cool project in Boston!! 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?Lol probably not... 17. Do you think there is life on other planets?Yes. Undoubtedly. Definitely and with 100% certainty. 18. Do you still talk to your first crush?I barely remember who my first crush was. 19. Do you like bubble baths?Nah I only take showers these days. 20. Do you like your neighbors?They're fine. 21. What are you bad habits?Blaming myself and taking responsibility for things that aren't my fault.22. Where would you like to travel?Everywhere. All over Asia. Especially Japan, China, Singapore, Dubai, Thailand, everywhere. 23. Do you have trust issues?I trust myself. 24. Favorite part of your daily routine?Lunch! 25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?I'm pretty comfortable with my body but probably my figure. Would like to be more fit. 26. What do you do when you wake up?Try to get out of bed, take a shower asap. 27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?Neither, I really am pretty comfortable with my body. 28. Who are you most comfortable around?Most of my close friends. 29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?Don't think so. 30. Do you ever want to get married?Sure. More than that I want to raise a family tho. 31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?Nah. 32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?What. I'm not really big on celebrities...33. Spell your name with your chin.Jnhfzh (I tried) 34. Do you play sports? What sports?Lol sports. What's up sports it's been a while since we last met huh... 35. Would you rather live without TV or music?I already live without TV.36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?Constantly. Sometimes you gotta pick your battles. 37. What do you say during awkward silences?I don't. That's what makes it an awkward silence. 38. Describe your dream girl/guy?I like them and they like me. 39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?Gimme those ethnic grocery stores yes pls!40. What do you want to do after high school?Lol. 41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?Mostly yes. Very few things are completely unforgivable in my book... 42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?Thinking about something. Or recharging. 43. Do you smile at strangers?Sure, especially if they smile at me. 44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?I think space would be less scary. 45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?Knowing I've got stuff to do. Potential. 46. What are you paranoid about?Losing people I love. 47. Have you ever been high?Nah. 48. Have you ever been drunk?Yeah. It's not for me. 49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?Probably not... 50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?I don't usually wear hoodies? Probably black and red51. Ever wished you were someone else?Yeah, me except I have a better fashion sense and can speak like 40 languages52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?I wish I kept up speaking my mother tongue when I was growing up so I didn't have to struggle to relearn it now. 53. Favourite makeup brand?N/A54. Favourite store?Barnes & Noble55. Favourite blog?I really like those blogs that post creative coding gifs56. Favourite colour?Probably blue57. Favourite food?Pasta58. Last thing you ate?I made stir fry today for dinner! 59. First thing you ate this morning?Some rice bowl thing with tofu 👍👍👌👌60. Ever won a competition? For what?Don't think so? I did win a science fair in high school with lifesavers tho. 61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?Nope62. Been arrested? For what?Also no63. Ever been in love?Yes. I'd like to think so anyway. 64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?Lol don't even remember it... 65. Are you hungry right now?Nah too late 4 food66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?Same Friends Same Friends! 👉67. Facebook or Twitter?Fb68. Twitter or Tumblr?Tumblr69. Are you watching tv right now?Never 70. Names of your bestfriends?Steven, Winston, others71. Craving something? What?More hugs... 72. What colour are your towels?Mostly dark blue or teal72. How many pillows do you sleep with?2 ✌️73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?Nah74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?Honestly idek if I own any xD75. Favourite animal?Snek🐍🐍76. What colour is your underwear?Grey today77. Chocolate or Vanilla?I used to be hardcore chocolate but nowadays I'm really feeling vanilla. 78. Favourite ice cream flavour?Birthday Cake!!!! 79. What colour shirt are you wearing?Purple! 80. What colour pants?Burgundy 81. Favourite tv show?Yo I just finished this top quality anime it is called Flying Witch everyone watch it. Mob Psycho 100 is good too. Pls Watch Car Boys. 82. Favourite movie?Car Boys. 83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?Have not seen either but probably the original. 84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?Haven't seen either but probably mean girls. 85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?The mean girl? 86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?That turtle who's like "gnarly cowabungas dude" or w/e87. First person you talked to today?My roommate Jack88. Last person you talked to today?Steven89. Name a person you hate?I don't have time to hate people that's a lot of effort. 90. Name a person you love?Myself. 91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?Lol usually also myself 92. In a fight with someone?Nah93. How many sweatpants do you have?I don't even know if I own one pair of sweatpants94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?Like 1 MAYBE. 95. Last movie you watched?I Think Kiki's Delivery Service? 96. Favourite actress?Idk I don't watch things :P Maybe Tara Strong? 97. Favourite actor?Lol do those McElboys count 98. Do you tan a lot?I Am South Indian. 99. Have any pets?I have a brother? 100. How are you feeling?Yeah101. Do you type fast?On phone ye on computer not really 102. Do you regret anything from your past?Not really? 103. Can you spell well?Ye. I choose 2 be Like This. 104. Do you miss anyone from your past?Most friends from high school... Probably gonna miss more once I graduate college huh... 105. Ever been to a bonfire party?Nope :0106. Ever broken someone’s heart?Yeah. Sorry I'm an asshole sometimes, it's not intended I promise. 107. Have you ever been on a horse?No but I have been on an elephant 108. What should you be doing?Sleeping fuck109. Is something irritating you right now?Yeah the fact I stayed up to do this instead of sleep 110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?Lol yeah but it's still always just a crush so You Know. 111. Do you have trust issues?Deja Vu (heart is speeding) 112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?I don't really cry in front of others... I can't even remember the last time I did. 113. What was your childhood nickname?Some of my relatives used to call me Nitu-kutti114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?Ye, hell I'm in Boston right now! 115. Do you play the Wii?When I'm home but honestly n64 all the way116. Are you listening to music right now?Ye actually 117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?No #vegetarian118. Do you like Chinese food?👍👍👌👌119. Favourite book?Don't really have one... 120. Are you afraid of the dark?I've got realer things to worry about these days... 121. Are you mean?I don't think so? Not intentionally at least 122. Is cheating ever okay?Lol no it's so easy to not cheat just break up with person a before going to do things with person b. 123. Can you keep white shoes clean?Lol I can't keep white anything clean124. Do you believe in love at first sight?Sure why not125. Do you believe in true love?Absolutely. Not in exclusive soul mates but definitely in love and romance. 126. Are you currently bored?I'm doing this aren't I127. What makes you happy?Podcasts, drawing, friendship, languages128. Would you change your name?Probably not, I like it but also idk what I would change it to :p129. What your zodiac sign?Aquarius ♒130. Do you like subway?I like taking The Subway. But no. 131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?Probably fuck it up horribly but somehow stay ok friends after a while in the end132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?You definitely already asked me this133. Favourite lyrics right now?"Oh, it's such a long and awful lonely fallDown from this pedestal that you keep putting me onWhat if I fall on my face?What if I make a mistake?If it's okay a little grace would be appreciated" - Idle Worship - Paramore134. Can you count to one million?I guess? But I'd rather not xD135. Dumbest lie you ever told?Dunno probably when I tell people I'm on my way somewhere when in reality I haven't even gotten out of bed and then get called out for being late :PP136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?Closed137. How tall are you?6'1"138. Curly or Straight hair?Both are cute but straight probably looks better on me139. Brunette or Blonde?Either140. Summer or Winter?The opposite of what it is currently141. Night or Day?Night142. Favourite month?I love holiday season so december 143. Are you a vegetarian?👍👌✌️144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?Milk145. Tea or Coffee?Neither unless it's that good good Thai Iced Tea146. Was today a good day?Ye! 147. Mars or Snickers?Mars by a mile 148. What’s your favourite quote?Idk... I'm quite partial to "when nothing is going right, go left" 149. Do you believe in ghosts?Not really but I like the concept 150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?"When they see things go well for someone else, they credit the environment: 'Joan really was lucky today; she just happened to be standing there when the boss came by, so she got all the credit for the project work.'" - The Design of Everyday Things - Don Norman

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chara-killer-bear · 8 years ago

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1. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU HELD HANDS WITH?

Last person I held hands with is my fam Marco because he was leading me outta ROP after catching me at a bad time lmao

2. ARE YOU OUTGOING OR SHY?

Can I say both? o;v;o

3. WHO ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING?

@static–things ewe

4. ARE YOU EASY TO GET ALONG WITH?

I’m not sure tbh–

5. IF YOU WERE DRUNK WOULD THE PERSON YOU LIKE TAKE CARE OF YOU?

Hopefully if they don’t get drunk themselves–

6. WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE ARE YOU ATTRACTED TO?

Let’s see-

- at least sweet and honest

- always there for me no matter what

- ultimate memes

7. DO YOU THINK YOU’LL BE IN A RELATIONSHIP TWO MONTHS FROM NOW?

@static–things ewe

8. WHO FROM THE OPPOSITE GENDER IS ON YOUR MIND?

Either Marco or Blake

9. DOES TALKING ABOUT SEX MAKE YOU UNCOMFORTABLE?

Well no shit

10. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU HAD A DEEP CONVERSATION WITH?

@static–things tbh

11. WHAT DOES THE MOST RECENT TEXT THAT YOU SENT SAY?

r ip my soul “don’t you mean your selfie”

12. WHAT ARE YOUR 5 FAVORITE SONGS RIGHT NOW?

- Jenny by Studio Killers

- Can’t Sleep Love by Pentatonix

- Pretend by Bad Suns

- Rather Be by Clean Bandit

- Never Gonna Give You Up by Rick Astley

13. DO YOU LIKE IT WHEN PEOPLE PLAY WITH YOUR HAIR?

Nothing really ‘cause I don’t really play with my hair that much :”)

14. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LUCK AND MIRACLES?

If I’m lucky enough to meet the bae, then ye I do believe in luck and miracles~

15. WHAT GOOD THING HAPPENED THIS SUMMER?

- August 1, 2016

- Joined a whole bunch of AUs

- So many memes going on and roasting bigoted ass

16. WOULD YOU KISS THE LAST PERSON YOU KISSED AGAIN?

I would likely stab their sucker before they even lay a hand on me.

17. DO YOU THINK THERE IS LIFE ON OTHER PLANETS?

It’s possible- I mean, there’s so many unknown plants out there in the galaxy and we just haven’t discovered them or they haven’t discovered us–

18. DO YOU STILL TALK TO YOUR FIRST CRUSH?

Let’s see- my first crush was a guy named Aaron, and hell no.

19. DO YOU LIKE BUBBLE BATHS?

It’s sad I never had one before :”)

20. DO YOU LIKE YOUR NEIGHBORS?

Let’s see-

1st neighbor- Grandma (meh)

2nd neighbor- Vy, the girl who goes to the same high school as me (meh)

3rd neighbor- Loudy af Latinos and had the police on their butts twice or thrice (nah)

4th neighbor- Basically Vy’s uncle I assume (nah, considering they keep blocking the driveway way too many times)

5th neighbor- Another Latino family that I haven’t quite known yet (They chill, plus their parrot and their dog is cute)

6th neighbor- Latina woman (I honestly feel sad for her, considering she’s schizophrenic, her college counselor is an ass, her boyfriend steals money from her, and her mom is a rude lady. She honestly doesn’t deserve all that, and despite all her troubles, she’s a really sweet lady.)

7th neighbor- Bella and her family (I hate them and especially Bella. Honestly, Bella used to be kind, like she let me pet her dog before when me and my mom first moved in. But now I don’t see her dog anymore, and Bella acted like I never even existed. Like there was that one time at night where Bella was talking to my mom about wigs and it was around 10-12 at night, plus I was holding all the groceries, so it should be a dead ass clue that I looked like shit, right? WELP, Bella never even batted an eye at me, when I waved hi she didn’t even acknowledge my existence, and basically kept talking to my mom for at least 1-2 straight hours before my mom actually opened the door to our apartment so I can drop down the fucking groceries–)

21. WHAT ARE YOU BAD HABITS?

Welp-

- Procrastination

- Sleeping

- Anxiety

The OT3 PSA

22. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO TRAVEL?

Texas so I can see the bae

Or probs New York because honestly there’s so many places that look especially wonderful to look at~

23. DO YOU HAVE TRUST ISSUES?

Sometimes but not all the time- usually it’s started anxiety: it either starts from-

- someone breaks my trust > anxiety > trust issues

- someone says something > starts to question myself or others > anxiety > trust issues

24. FAVORITE PART OF YOUR DAILY ROUTINE?

Talking to the bae~

25. WHAT PART OF YOUR BODY ARE YOU MOST UNCOMFORTABLE WITH?

Uncomfortable with? I mean, I guess I could say my arms or my face–

26. WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU WAKE UP?

Talk to the bae, stalk Tumblr, and go on from there :”)

27. DO YOU WISH YOUR SKIN WAS LIGHTER OR DARKER?

Lighter

28. WHO ARE YOU MOST COMFORTABLE AROUND?

@static–things @aph-slovakia

other than that, mostly my IRL friends such as Marco, Blake, Glend, etc.

29. HAVE ANY OF YOUR EX’S TOLD YOU THEY REGRET BREAKING UP?

Well there’s always ex from hell, considering he stalked me a good amount of time after we broke up and kinda is atm

30. DO YOU EVER WANT TO GET MARRIED?

Maybe

31. IS YOUR HAIR LONG ENOUGH FOR A PONY TAIL?

Yeeeeee–

I mean, it’s up to my posterior–

32. WHICH CELEBRITIES WOULD YOU HAVE A THREESOME WITH?

First off, ew

Second off, no

33. SPELL YOUR NAME WITH YOUR CHIN.

sally jasn cvhhhhhhhhhhhesd

34. DO YOU PLAY SPORTS? WHAT SPORTS?

No sports here :”)

35. WOULD YOU RATHER LIVE WITHOUT TV OR MUSIC?

Without TV– it’s not like I watched TV in the first place anyway :”)

36. HAVE YOU EVER LIKED SOMEONE AND NEVER TOLD THEM?

Meh- what of it?

It is what it is and I’m content with who I’m with now~

37. WHAT DO YOU SAY DURING AWKWARD SILENCES?

I s2g there was this awkward silence in a group and I whispered “wait so everyone is thinking of the same plan- we gonna do the murder?” and then the group blew up :”)

38. DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM GIRL/GUY?

@static–things

39. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE STORES TO SHOP IN?

Starbucks or Target–

40. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO AFTER HIGH SCHOOL?

Visit the bae~

41. DO YOU BELIEVE EVERYONE DESERVES A SECOND CHANCE?

I mean, ye

I can’t waste a chance that they changed, and if they didn’t, I can always stab them in the ass

42. IF YOUR BEING EXTREMELY QUIET WHAT DOES IT MEAN?

Either depression, crying, sleepy, hiding from someone, lost in deep thought, etc.

43. DO YOU SMILE AT STRANGERS?

Sometimes– Like if they look like they’re in a good mood and are friendly enough to wave at me, I just give ‘em a friendly nod and even a smile back–

44. TRIP TO OUTER SPACE OR BOTTOM OF THE OCEAN?

O U T E R S P A C E LET’S GO

45. WHAT MAKES YOU GET OUT OF BED IN THE MORNING?

Either my mom yelling at me to do something and rarely my own will either because I feel really hungry, feel disgusting and want to wash my face repeatedly, or roam around the apartment and enjoy the silence.

46. WHAT ARE YOU PARANOID ABOUT?

Honestly many things but one of the most notorious ones would be people hating me, fucking up, etc.

47. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN HIGH?

Nah–

48. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN DRUNK?

Nah–

49. HAVE YOU DONE ANYTHING RECENTLY THAT YOU HOPE NOBODY FINDS OUT ABOUT?

Maybe

50. WHAT WAS THE COLOUR OF THE LAST HOODIE YOU WORE?

Blue~

51. EVER WISHED YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE?

Honestly one of my top scenarios, but hella scary, so it’s a maybe–

52. ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?

- procrastinating

53. FAVOURITE MAKEUP BRAND?

There’s no specific brand I have in mind tbh– Like ye, I use lipstick every now and then, but I don’t really pay much attention to the brand, practically speaking I rarely use makeup in the first place–

54. FAVOURITE STORE?

I would say Target or Starbucks

55. FAVOURITE BLOG?

@static–things

56. FAVOURITE COLOUR?

Redish-pink or a really dark shade of blue~

57. FAVOURITE FOOD?

SPAM MASUBI, DUMPLINGS, PIZZA, CANDIED SWEET POTATOES, PALABOK

58. LAST THING YOU ATE?

Pizza :”)

59. FIRST THING YOU ATE THIS MORNING?

Crispy Noodles- the one they sell at Panda Express as a snack

60. EVER WON A COMPETITION? FOR WHAT?

There was like this hula-hoop competition we had a lot in 3rd grade where the one who hula-hoops the last out of everyone wins and gets candy and usually it was my friends who would always win; however in the very last hula-hoop competition I was the last one standing and I honestly still feel that victory every time I think of that memory–

61. BEEN SUSPENDED/EXPELLED? FOR WHAT?

… h eh- I mean, ye, I did, but p sure you know the story–

62. BEEN ARRESTED? FOR WHAT?

Technically not arrested, more like caught and got scot-free

63. EVER BEEN IN LOVE?

@static–things

64. TELL US THE STORY OF YOUR FIRST KISS?

…ew

65. ARE YOU HUNGRY RIGHT NOW?

Not really, considering I’m barely finishing breakfast :”)

66. DO YOU LIKE YOUR TUMBLR FRIENDS MORE THAN YOUR REAL FRIENDS?

Meh– so so–

Tbh most of my Tumblr friends I either get in an argument with or they leave me behind, and I only have a good few of them who still talks to me to this day.

However, my IRL friends I can see and hear whenever I go to school, and I can go do after school adventures with them, but it invites drama, and once you go into drama you really can’t escape it because you have to face them- IRL.

So in other words, it’s a so-so situation–

67. FACEBOOK OR TWITTER?

Facebook.

68. TWITTER OR TUMBLR?

Tumblr.

69. ARE YOU WATCHING TV RIGHT NOW?

Nah–

70. NAMES OF YOUR BESTFRIENDS?

- Jessica

- Blake

- Emely

- @static--things

71. CRAVING SOMETHING? WHAT?

Craving sleep most of the time and maybe even bae cuddles but sh

72. WHAT COLOUR ARE YOUR TOWELS?

At the moment, purple–

72. HOW MANY PILLOWS DO YOU SLEEP WITH?

0. 1 at most–

73. DO YOU SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS?

Sometimes :”)

74. HOW MANY STUFFED ANIMALS DO YOU THINK YOU HAVE?

More than 10 that’s for sure :”)

75. FAVOURITE ANIMAL?

Penguin or a Panda :”)

76. WHAT COLOUR IS YOUR UNDERWEAR?

wtf

77. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?

Vanilla~

78. FAVOURITE ICE CREAM FLAVOUR?

VANILLA

79. WHAT COLOUR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?

Black

80. WHAT COLOUR PANTS?

Black

81. FAVOURITE TV SHOW?

One of my alltime favorites would be Whose Line Is It Anyway

82. FAVOURITE MOVIE?

Coraline

83. MEAN GIRLS OR MEAN GIRLS 2?

Mean Girls–

84. MEAN GIRLS OR 21 JUMP STREET?

I would say Mean Girls for now, considering I haven’t watched 21 Jump Street before :”)

85. FAVOURITE CHARACTER FROM MEAN GIRLS?

I don’t know– I guess the main protagonist..?

86. FAVOURITE CHARACTER FROM FINDING NEMO?

DORY

87. FIRST PERSON YOU TALKED TO TODAY?

@static–things

88. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO TODAY?

@static–things :”)

89. NAME A PERSON YOU HATE?

Jonah, Steven, etc.

90. NAME A PERSON YOU LOVE?

Luther~

91. IS THERE ANYONE YOU WANT TO PUNCH IN THE FACE RIGHT NOW?

Well other than Jonah, I would love to punch someone in the ballsack, but can’t

92. IN A FIGHT WITH SOMEONE?

Technically, considering it’s a kinda a game of cat and mouse but much more dangerous, but there’s no way the cat can catch the mouse so it okey

93. HOW MANY SWEATPANTS DO YOU HAVE?

None

94. HOW MANY SWEATERS/HOODIES DO YOU HAVE?

A LOT

95. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?

Last movie I watched would probs be There Will Be Blood

96. FAVOURITE ACTRESS?

I don’t really have one :”)

97. FAVOURITE ACTOR?

Don’t have one either :”)

98. DO YOU TAN A LOT?

Nah, although I tan easily–

99. HAVE ANY PETS?

My cat named Peter + goldfish

100. HOW ARE YOU FEELING?

Happy but a tinge of depression slipping here and there, but still otherwise fine uvu

101. DO YOU TYPE FAST?

Let’s see-

Just retook the Typing Test and I got 72.9 WPM

102. DO YOU REGRET ANYTHING FROM YOUR PAST?

A lot of things really–

103. CAN YOU SPELL WELL?

Welcome to the Penumbra, my dear Traveler. We hope you enjoy your stay.

104. DO YOU MISS ANYONE FROM YOUR PAST?

A few particular individuals, one of them I know for sure I’ll never hear from them again. I just hope the rest are doing fine like I am.

105. EVER BEEN TO A BONFIRE PARTY?

Nope :”)

106. EVER BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART?

I’m not entirely sure–

107. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A HORSE?

Boy I wish I had :”)

108. WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING?

Doing homework and working on this art project but procrastination is kicking me so go me :”)

109. IS SOMETHING IRRITATING YOU RIGHT NOW?

A bunch of things a particular person said to me during a call but it’s slowly fading away–

110. HAVE YOU EVER LIKED SOMEONE SO MUCH IT HURT?

Nah– Well kinda�� But it was a few months ago and shibam the problem cleared anyway–

111. DO YOU HAVE TRUST ISSUES?

Not at the moment–

112. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU CRIED IN FRONT OF?

Well, excluding over the internet, I would say Marco–

But if not, then it would be Luther

113. WHAT WAS YOUR CHILDHOOD NICKNAME?

Sophie–

114. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN OUT OF YOUR PROVINCE/STATE?

Only for a week-

It was a history field trip we had in 8th grade where we got to travel all the way across the country to where New York, Virginia, Pennsylvania, and other states were at and it was amazing~

115. DO YOU PLAY THE WII?

Nope :”)

I don’t even have a game console :”)

116. ARE YOU LISTENING TO MUSIC RIGHT NOW?

Ye–

117. DO YOU LIKE CHICKEN NOODLE SOUP?

H ELL YE S

118. DO YOU LIKE CHINESE FOOD?

Not particularly, but I would say orange chicken is delicious~

119. FAVOURITE BOOK?

I would still say either One Hundred Years of Solitude or The Adventures of Edward Tulane

120. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?

Nah

121. ARE YOU MEAN?

Maybe, I’m not sure myself– It depends on what others think of me–

122. IS CHEATING EVER OKAY?

No. It’s heart-breaking-

123. CAN YOU KEEP WHITE SHOES CLEAN?

Nah– Not like I always want it to be clean in the first place–

124. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?

Maybe and maybe not

125. DO YOU BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE?

Probs not anymore

126. ARE YOU CURRENTLY BORED?

Nah–

127. WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?

The bae and being with them

Joining AUs, spreading my ideas, eating sweet things, being with friends, etc.

128. WOULD YOU CHANGE YOUR NAME?

Ye– I’d probs change it to Sally or Ally, maybe even Shawn if I felt like it

129. WHAT YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?

Aquarius~

130. DO YOU LIKE SUBWAY?

Can’t say for sure, since I probs never rode a subway before :”)

131. YOUR BESTFRIEND OF THE OPPOSITE SEX LIKES YOU, WHAT DO YOU DO?

Bleh-

I mean, if I just heard that from just a rumor, then I’d let them be

However if they told me in person, then I’d probs just let them down easily and then hope for the best they don’t become a stalker but continue as if everything’s normal

132. WHO’S THE LAST PERSON YOU HAD A DEEP CONVERSATION WITH?

I s2g I think some of these are repeat questions-

@static–things

133. FAVOURITE LYRICS RIGHT NOW?

From the song I’m listening to now-

“I’m never going down, I’m never giving up,

I’m never gonna leave, so put your hands up

If you like me, then say you like me”

134. CAN YOU COUNT TO ONE MILLION?

I can try– I’d probably get side-tracked–

135. DUMBEST LIE YOU EVER TOLD?

“o ye I’m at my grandma’s”

136. DO YOU SLEEP WITH YOUR DOORS OPEN OR CLOSED?

Almost every time open–

I feel like I can’t breathe or it’s too stuffy or I find it creepy whenever the door is closed

I mean, on some occasions such as wanting privacy and such the like, I don’t mind having the door closed-

But most of the time I prefer the door open

137. HOW TALL ARE YOU?

Sadly 4′9�� to 4′11″ :”)

138. CURLY OR STRAIGHT HAIR?

Curly hair seems pretty~

139. BRUNETTE OR BLONDE?

Both?

140. SUMMER OR WINTER?

BOTH

141. NIGHT OR DAY?

Night~

142. FAVOURITE MONTH?

Either January or July

143. ARE YOU A VEGETARIAN?

Technically nah- since I eat chicken a lot :”)

144. DARK, MILK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE?

White chocolate~

145. TEA OR COFFEE?

Tea!

146. WAS TODAY A GOOD DAY?

Today’s a lovely day~

147. MARS OR SNICKERS?

Snickers– I never quite tasted a Mars bar before–

148. WHAT’S YOUR FAVOURITE QUOTE?

“I reject your reality and replace it with my own.”

149. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS?

Ye–

150. GET THE CLOSEST BOOK NEXT TO YOU, OPEN IT TO PAGE 42, WHAT’S THE FIRST LINE ON THAT PAGE?

“That was no good.”

PLEASE ASK ME THESE

(VIA ALUNIT)

DO IT!!!

(VIA MADDISONKENNEDY)

PLEASE

(VIA TAYBCATO)

#Mun speaks

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barce-fabu-lona · 8 years ago

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Neymessi Oneshot 3

Hello tumblr people! I finally managed to finish one of my requests *cheers*. Well anyways, the lovely @jarvisrocks requested this Neymessi fic with our French angel Antoine Griezmann on the side (I paired him with Koke lol) and that’s what I did. Also there is a bit Ronaldo/Ramos if you like squint. The whole idea is based on the Samsung Galaxy commercial where football saves the planet. If you haven’t watched it yet you should do so here. It’s very weird at times but it’s actually kind of amazing.

Neymar and Messi on their way to the second “Humans vs. Alien” match & the final minutes of the game. (I’m sorry I was too lazy to write the whole game, I hope you enjoy anyways.)

“I never thought they would come back.”

Neymar looks up from his phone when he hears the soft Spanish words with the hint of a French accent. Antoine Griezmann, one of his rivals on the pitch in Spain but one of his teammates in the Galaxy 11, is standing next to him, looking a bit awkward.

“Can I sit?” Antoine asks and gestures to the seat next to the Brazilian.

“Of course.” Neymar says and hastily collects his stuff, dropping it onto the floor between his feet.

“Thanks.” Antoine gives him a shy smile and then takes a seat beside him.

He doesn’t say anything else and because Neymar doesn’t know what to say to him either, he just contents himself with staring out of the window into the never ending darkness of the universe.

The longer he keeps on looking outside, the less he is able to comprehend that he is currently on board of the most advanced spaceship mankind has ever managed to construct. The view is amazing but scary and everytime Neymar recalls where they are bringing him, an invincible hand closes around his heart, squeezing until his ribcages feels like it’s on fire.

“I never thought this was possible.” Antoine suddenly speaks up again.

Neymar turns towards his voice, latches onto it and focuses on the Frenchman next to him, suddenly thankful for his company because the pressure in his chest is back and he feels like he can’t breathe.

Antoine is not looking at him, his azure eyes fixed on something beyond the glass window of the spaceship. Neymar busies himself with watching Antoine’s gaze move around the galaxy until their eyes meet again.

“Neymar, you need to calm down.” He says immediately when he realizes that Ney’s panicking.

He has been since the moment he opened the door to Pep Guardiola to be honest. He knew that it was coming; he knew he would be selected to defend the planet earth and yet he was not prepared for it. Hell, he doesn’t feel prepared now and their spaceship is actually coming straight from the trainings center where he has spent the past three months of his life.

“I can’t.” He admits and squeezes his eyes shut for a moment.

He suddenly feels very hot in his high-tech spacesuit, which is supposed to keep his body safe until they arrive at the stadium. That one stadium, that actually belongs to a colony of aliens that now for the second time in a few years, have decided to destroy earth if the humans didn’t agree to play a game of football with them. And they had to win as well.

If Neymar thought about it too much, his head started to hurt.

“This is all so crazy.” The Brazilian mutters desperately.

His hands find their way into his hair, tugging and pulling until his scalp hurts. He just needs something to ground him, needs something to make him feel human because floating through space in giant-ass spaceship is definitely not.

“I know, I know.” Antoine says somewhere above him.

Ney’s eyes are still closed but he appreciates the soothing tone in Antoine’s voice. He hasn’t talked to the Frenchman much, but he already likes his voice. It’s mostly soft and the ways the words roll of his tongue have something elegant to them. He is French after all.

“I feel like I’m stuck in one of those horrible Science-Fiction movies I used to love.” Neymar groans, continuing to rake a hand through his short hair. “If we come back alive, then I’m never fucking watching them again.”

Antoine chuckles a bit at that, an innocent sound that somehow doesn’t belong here but makes Neymar feel better anyways. His teammate seems so normal, like he is a piece of the real world, the old world, while Neymar feels like he has already lost himself in space.

“Some are good. Always liked Star Trek.” Antoine says nonchalantly. “Also, stop pulling your hair out. It weirds me out and you want to look good for our victory photo.”

“Sorry.” Neymar drops his hands to his laps and starts fiddling with the fabric of his spacesuit instead.

Griezmann sits next to him in silence again before pulling out his phone as well and starting to flip through a few photos.

“Why are you so cool about this?” He has been dying to ask that since Antoine first sat down.

“I’m not.” The Frenchman mumbles, not lifting his eyes of the screen of his phone.

Neymar leans over a bit, wanting to at least catch a glimpse of what Antoine is looking at. The young man lets him and together they go through his iPhone gallery, looking at pictures from Antoine with his friends and his family, the team and also Koke.

“He’s not here.” Neymar says slowly when another picture of the two of them illuminates the screen.

“No.” Antoine sighs deeply, his blue eyes glazing over with something that looks like tears to Neymar.

He swallows and carefully reaches over, patting his back awkwardly.

“It’s okay, he knew he wasn’t going to be called up.” Antoine says but his voice is laced with silent pain. “And we both knew that they would come knocking at my door eventually.”

“I knew as well.” Ney says, trying to comfort the Frenchman a best as he could. “I knew if they would take Leo, they would take me too.”

Antoine nods, looks up and scans the large cabin for a sign of Messi. He’s nowhere to be seen.

“He’s with Ronaldo.” Neymar informs him bitterly. “Has been glued to his hip since the day they shipped us off to the trainings center.”

Antoine glances sideways and Ney avoids his eyes this time. He knows how he sounds, rancorous, frustrated, and maybe even a little bit desperate. He doesn’t want to really, but Leo not paying much attention to him always rubs him the wrong way. Especially in a situation like this. The first few nights in the trainings center Neymar almost went crazy. He couldn’t sleep because everything felt so clinical and strange, the only thing familiar in the large, modern department was Leo but he didn’t spend his nights with Neymar and during the day he was off training with Ronaldo. They were the new dream team, the stars and earth’s biggest hope. The rest of them were just sidekicks.

“You know that’s not true.” Antoine’s words are back to being soft and reassuring.

“Did I say that out loud?”

“Most of it.”

Neymar tries to laugh but ends up make some sort of pitiful whining sound.

He’s scared, okay? He has been since the beginning and he is now and he wants Leo to come and make him feel better because he has been through this once already but fucking Messi is still nowhere to be seen.

“Don’t worry.” Antoine tells him and lightly pokes him in the side. “I don’t like Ronaldo either.”

Neymar actually has to laugh at that and if he remembers right, it’s the first time he really did since the aliens arrived on earth. And it feels good, it feels like freedom. At least for a few seconds.

“So that makes two of us.”

Antoine shrugs and nods toward the window.

“And a lot more people down there.”

Neymar follows his motion and finds himself staring at their home planet. The earth looks so small and insignificant from where they are, like it’s just a blueish dot in a black mass of nothingness.

“A lot of people don’t like me either down there.” He mumbles and leans his forehead against the cool glass.

“Well, you are a cool guy and Ronaldo is too, to be honest.”

“Seems like Leo thinks that too.”

“They are the two most talented and capable players in the world after all. And they’ve been through this already. It’s logical that the coaches, no hold on, that the whole world relies on them and I bet they know that as well. They will lead us.”

Neymar spares one more glance for the earth and then turns back around.

“Do you think we can win?”

“Oui.”

“Why?”

Antoine’s expression is grave all of sudden.

“Because we have to.” He picks up his phone, unlocks it and turns it towards Neymar. “I have to.”

Quietly Neymar looks at Koke smiling at him from the screen of Antoine’s phone and when he opens his mouth to give a reply, the sliding door at the end of the cabin opens and Leo and Ronaldo walk in, side by side. Leo’s eyes find his for only a brief second but it’s enough to make Neymar’s heart throb with desire but also fear.

He nods at Griezmann.

“I understand.”

Neymar doesn’t realize he has fallen asleep until he wakes up again. His head is resting against the glass of the gigantic window looking out into space and the only sign indicating that they have moved at all, is that he can no longer make out earth in the distance. A shiver rolls down his spine, makes his toes curl and his fist clench. He feels lonely all of sudden, like he is the last person to exist. It’s an overwhelming feeling, way too much to handle for his brain that is already in constant panic mode and the invincible hand returns, squeezing his heart tightly.

“Ney, just keep breathing.”

Neymar almost bursts into tears at the sound of the oh so familiar voice.

“Leo.” He whimpers softly and shifts in his seat so he can bury his face in the crook of the older man’s neck.

He had really enjoyed Antoine’s company but at this moment in time he is fucking joyful the little Frenchman had given up his seat to Leo. Leo who is now wrapping one of muscular arms around Ney’s body, pulling him close. Neymar feels the sudden urge to climb into Leo’s lap and let him rock him back and forth like a baby but he resists, only nuzzles his cheek against Leo’s neck.

“Are you okay?” The older man asks him, his voice toned down to a whisper.

Only now Ney notices that the cabin lights above their heads had been turned off. He can barely see across the little corridor that is separating the rows of seats, but after a few seconds he is able to make out Cristiano’s sleeping form across from them. He’s surprised to find his head resting on Ramos’s shoulder.

Only then does Neymar remember, that he was supposed to be mad at Leo.

And when he does, he suddenly can’t ignore the acid feeling that has been seething in the pit of his stomach any longer and pulls back from their little, intimidate moment.

Disappointment washes over Leo’s face when Neymar returns to his previous position but he doesn’t hold him back and doesn’t reach out again.

But he does whisper “I’m sorry” into the crushing silence and it makes the Brazilian feel somehow better.

“I know I haven’t been there for you.” Leo follows up his statement, his eyes watching Neymar’s face with a spark of hope for forgiveness.

“But you had to be there for yourself first, I get it.”

“Ney-“

“No, I do.” Neymar cuts him off. “I really do. You must be carrying a lot of pressure of those slim shoulders of yours.”

“Yours are not that much broader.”

Neymar doesn’t answer that, just keeps staring at Piqué’s head that is peeking out over the seat in front of him.

“I am sorry.” Leo tries again and carefully reaches towards his boyfriend, fingers gently touching to Neymar’s jaw. “I know I left you to fend on your own.”

“I guess I need to learn how to do that at some point.” He replies softly and casts his eyes downwards when Leo manages to turn his face towards him.

“Neymar.” The Argentinian protests weakly. “Don’t shut me out, por favor.”

“I didn’t do anything, you shut me out.”

“No, I didn’t.” Leo coaxes his chin up until Neymar was forced to look him in the eyes. “But you are right, I am carrying the whole world on my shoulders. We all are actually but Cris and I are the captains, we’re responsible for all of you. I had to focus so I would be able to protect you when we’re up there.”

Leo leans forward then and presses their lips together in a chaste but meaningful kiss. Neymar discovers that that kind of touch calms down his racing heart and aching stomach so he chases after Leo’s lips instead of talking, connecting them once more. They kiss for a while, no tongue, o teeth, just their mouth sliding together in silent comfort.

“You can’t protect me.” Neymar breathes when they finally part. “You can’t protect everybody.”

“I don’t want to protect everybody.” Leo whispers in return and wraps his arm back around Ney’s shoulders. “I just want to protect you.”

The lights are so bright they are hurting Neymar’s eyes.

His jersey is sticking to his back, sweat is running down his face, dripping down his chin and onto the pitch. His body hurts, his muscles are screaming but he can’t and won’t stop now.

Leo is by his side, not looking much better then him. His hair is all messed up, his cheeks are puffed out and burning red. He’s rarely like this, normally always has some breath left in his lungs that will help him go on, but today even he is panting.

“This game- it’s not even fair.” Antoine is standing on his other side, a bottle of water in his hand.

He is shaking from exhaustion.

“They’re so much taller and stronger.” His arm goes up, waving into the direction of their opponents.

“They have better stamina then us.” Leo comments, gulps down some more water.

Neymar doesn’t say anything, just watches the medics treat Ramos who had literally been ran over by one of the monstrous alien things that were planning to burn down their planet. Ronaldo and Piqué are by his side while the rest of the team is using their chances to spare the little energy they have left and fill up on their water supplies. Neymar notices that Cristiano even has a hand resting on top of his shoulder, massaging gently.

“Are they a thing?” Neymar blurts out, pushing his fingers beneath the sweat slick fabric of his jersey and solving it from his skin.

“They might be if we survive this.” Antoine says and pours the rest of his water over the top of his head.

His hair is dripping when they walk back onto the pitch.

Neymar glances up at the holographical clock. They have five minutes left to play, five minutes to win, lose or stay tied and go into overtime. He would prefer to win because he knows if he keeps up running much longer his legs will just give out under him and that would be it.

Normally overtime is no problem for him and, he doesn’t even need to push himself at the end of most game but this one, this is different. With their alien opponents obviously having a natural advantage Neymar needs to run like he is a sprinter in the fucking Olympics.

Also the lovely alien-human-whatevers are not playing fair like, at all. They push and pull and scratch and since the damn referee is just another holographical thingy, flickering across the pitch every now and then, it’s no wonder not everything gets called.

When Ramos was taken down a few minutes ago, Neymar heard him scream for the first time in, well, ever. He didn’t even know that Ramos could scream.

“We have to score again.” Leo takes him back to the reality. “We can’t compete with them much longer. We need to score as soon as possible.”

He steps closer, puts a hand on Neymar’s back and splays out his fingers.

“Ney you need to score.”

“Me?” Neymar squawks. “Why me? You should- or Cris. You’ve both already scored once.”

“Ney.” Leo’s voice is not much more than a whisper. “They won’t let us go through. They guard us the whole time, I feel like the next time we lead an attack they will our legs.”

Neymar swallows.

“So you want me to get my legs broken instead?”

“No, of course not. You need to be fucking careful, okay? But they don’t pay as much attention to you. We will trick them into thinking we will go up to the goal but in reality you will, okay?”

“Or me.” Antoine steps up to them and gives both of them a pointed look. “The Frenchman is still here, okay?”

A small smile spreads across Leo’s lips.

“Sure. Either Ney or you. We just need a goal.”

He takes his hand away from Neymar’s back and he immediately misses the warmth. A few seconds later he realizes, that if they won’t win this he will never be able to feel Leo’s warmth anywhere on his body. And he really can’t allow that to happen.

“We will die in overtime.” Antoine is saying, still standing next to him.

Neymar breathes deeply, watches the clock, watches the additional time being held up, hears the referee machine blow the whistle, watches Leo start moving again.

“We won’t go into overtime.” He replies and then starts running.

Everything after that is a blur of sound and colors. Neymar remembers himself running, Antoine hot on his heels. He doesn’t remember how he gets to the goal exactly, only recalls suddenly being in front of the two goalposts. It’s like he has a mini blackout once more, that comes to an end abruptly with Leo passing the ball towards him. He watches it sail through the air, hears Antoine scream something in Spanish behind him, hears the roar of the crowd when he goes up and then feels the ball hit his head hard. He doesn’t see where it goes because he crashes down on the pitch in an ungraceful heap and doesn’t have the energy to get back up. His ears are ringing and the world only stops spinning when Antoine leans over him.

His azure eyes are huge and he is crying tears of joy, well maybe its sweat, but who really cares anyways? How Neymar knows that he scored and they’ve won? He has no clue, it’s just a feeling that flows through his veins like liquid joy and his face breaks out into a euphoric grin. They’re alive.

Then Leo is suddenly above him, pulling him up and into his arms, screaming words into his ear that Neymar doesn’t understand. His mind is overloaded with all kinds of different emotions, visuals and sensations and his brain is going into panic mode once again. Neymar feels like he’s in a dream, exhausted and happy to just hold onto whoever is hugging him right now.

At some point Leo crowds back into his personal space, warps his arms around his trembling body and presses his lips to Neymar’s in a fiery kiss.

“I love you.” He says and Neymar smiles, because those words he would recognize everywhere.

#neymar jr #lionel messi #cristiano ronaldo #sergio ramos #antoine griezmann #koke #gerard piqué #neymessi #krizi #sergio x cris if you squint #what is their ship name lol #imagine #soccer imagine #aliens vs. humans #my work

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tonystarkbingo · 5 years ago

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Week 24 Roundup! And you wanna know something scary? ONLY JUST UNDER 7 MORE WEEKS LEFT!!!!

Title: T2- Intimacy Without Sex Collaborator: thudworm Link: AO3 Square Filled: T2 - intimacy without sex Ship: IronWidow Rating: Mature Major Tags: nonsexual intimacy, 5 + 1 Summary: 5 times people assumed the intimacy between Tony and Natasha was sexual, and 1 time it actually was Word Count: 2256

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Title: If You Act Like A Couple, Then You Are One Collaborator: queen-of-the-avengers Link: AO3 Square Filled: K4 - learning to cook Ship: Tony/Reader Rating: Not Rated Major Tags: fluff Summary: When the newest member of the team notices your relationship with Tony, you are faced to come to terms with your feelings. Word Count: 1098

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Title: (Let's Go) Dancing Collaborator: wakandan_wardog Link: AO3 Square Filled: S1 - dancing Ship: WinterIron Rating: Gen Major Tags: ballet AU, pre-relationship, awkward flirting, rumors, mutual pining Summary: This is a Marvel Universe-Center Stage Fusion AU that no one asked for and everyone is getting anyway. Tony dances for the American Ballet Company as their featured ballerino, performing under the name Antonio Carbonell. James and Steve are two of the ABC's newest students, and James gets a chance to meet his crush on his first day. Just his luck, Tony is even better in person. (Natalia may have been setting them up all along.) Word Count: 6432

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Title: How to talk to your short boyfriend. A guide by Bucky Barnes. Collaborator: panna_acida Link: AO3 Square Filled: S4 - height difference Ship: Stuckony Rating: Gen Major Tags: Fluff Word Count: 540

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Title: Forbidden Love Collaborator: queen-of-the-avengers Link: Tumblr Square Filled: K2 - flying Ship: Pepper/Reader Rating: Not Rated Major Tags: fluff, near-death experience Summary: You had one mission and one mission only: track and report Loki. It never said anything about falling for a certain mortal. Word Count: 1242

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Title: i have come for the girl in the window Collaborator: deathsweetqueen Link: AO3 Square Filled: A2 - On the Run Ship: WinterIron Rating: Mature Major Tags: Fem!Bucky, protective Tony Summary: There’s a woman, in a glass case, like a doll, with long dark hair tied back in a braid, a mask covering her mouth like a muzzle, so more like a dog than a doll. Her skin is sallow, almost jaundiced, a warm beige, slightly lighter than Tony’s own olive tone. Tony presses a hand to the case, and the cold crawls all over his skin. “Who is she, J?” he asks, carefully. “I am not quite sure, sir,” JARVIS says. “A possible name is not listed on any of the documentation concerning the warehouse.” Tony squints. “She looks familiar,” he says, cautiously. “I should not melt her, right?” “Yes.” Tony nods. “Okay.”He promptly pushes the button on the side of the cryo-tube. Word Count: 4023

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Title: Memory Isn't All We Are Collaborator: Trashcanakin Link: AO3 Square Filled: T2 - Reunion Ship: WinterIron Rating: Not Rated Major Tags: car accident, temporary amnesia, hurt/comfort, happy ending Summary: After the accident, Bucky couldn't remember anything about the life he had. People would tell him things if he'd asked, but there were no memories that followed, just facts and feelings. But feelings are tricky things, Bucky discovered. Then there was Tony Stark, a man he couldn't remember, but knew he loved. Is it possible to fall for the same man twice? Word Count: 1677

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Title: To Think that I Saw It Collaborator: tisfan Link: AO3 Square Filled: for dracusfyre, A2 - Unreliable Narrator Ship: Morgan & Tony Rating: Gen Major Tags: robotics, bittersweet ending, past character death, imaginary friends Summary: Morgan needs to build a robot to dig for treasure while she keeps a look-out for bears. And who is the best person to help her with that task? Mod Fill Token, June Party Word Count: 821

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Title: Baffle Them - Chapter 5: Fight Collaborator: Magi Silverwolf (Magi_Silverwolf) Link: AO3 Square Filled: R5 - animal Ship: WinterFrostIron Rating: Teen Major Tags: deaging, implied child abuse, implied torture, trickster Loki, Autistic Tony, Howard Stark’s A+ Parenting, Odin’s A+ Parenting, Autistic Loki Summary: If you cannot blind them with brilliance, then baffle them with bullshtick. (Canned Meat. Do not read.) Word Count: 3515

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Title: Finally Collaborator: ethereal-lullabies Link: Tumblr Square Filled: A4 - my best suit Ship: Tony Stark/Matt Murdock Rating: Teen Major Tags: moodboard Summary: Rhodey and Foggy as their best men, Pepper and Karen as their maids of honor, their puppy as the ring bearer, Peter and Harley as the flower boys, total AU not gonna lie to y’all

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Title: Distract and Sedate Collaborator: calmena Link: AO3 Square Filled: K3 - interrupted by super villains Ship: WinterIron Rating: Teen Major Tags: Roomba!Ultron, crack treated seriously Summary: Due to some small but very significant differences, Ultron ends up in a Roomba. He is somehow collectively adopted by the Avengers as their little murder robot. Word Count: 2641

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Title: A Curse on Both Your Houses Collaborator: 27dragons, tisfan Link: AO3 Square Filled: for tisfan, R5 - explosion in the lab Ship: WinterIron Rating: Explicit Major Tags: explicit sexual content, sex pollen, curses, trush spells, shapeshifting, Midas touch Summary: Tony appreciates his werewolf boyfriend in both his human and lupine shapes. What he doesn’t appreciate is a visit from Bucky’s old boss, Nick Fury, with a mysterious (and likely magical) device he wants them to investigate. He ought to say no and throw Nick out -- but the thing is strangely compelling. Maybe if he’d read a few more fairy tales, he’d have seen that for the warning sign that it was. Now, he’s cursed, and the race is on to find the owner of the thing, or some other way to break the curse, before it results in something not only unpleasant but unrecoverable. Word Count: 2764

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Title: you call me lavender Collaborator: deathsweetqueen Link: AO3 Square Filled: R2 - KINK: healing cock Ship: WinterIron Rating: Mature Major Tags: love potion/spell, Team Iron Man, witch curses Summary: “So, what’s going on?” Tony asks, finding his seat in the conference room beside Rhodey. “Amora-” Maria says.Tony sends a withering glare at Thor, who has the grace to look sheepish. “The fuck,” Tony begins. “is wrong with your ex?” In which Tony and Bucky are cursed by Amora, and it ends sweet. Word Count: 3788

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Title: Asking For Trouble Collaborator: RomancebyFaye Link: AO3 Square Filled: T1 - asking for trouble Ship: Frank Castle/Tony Stark Rating: Teen Major Tags: ABO, preslash, first meetings Summary: Frank is just enjoying a beer in some dive bar, enjoying the peace being dead brings. Of course, that was never really going to last when there was always someone out there who could use a little help getting out of a mess. He's honestly not looking for trouble, but he's pretty sure it just walked in the door. In the form of a gorgeous, dark haired, doe eyed omega... Word Count: 2029

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Title: I fall in love (everyday with someone new) - Chapter 15: New Team (S4) Collaborator: scriptatur Link: AO3 Square Filled: S4 - new team Ship: Stony, Pepperony, WinterIron Rating: Gen Major Tags: polyamory, Endgame fix-it Summary: "Waking was- surprising. He woke up slowly, like drifting through mist or sirup or- something. He was kind of confused, if he is being perfectly honest. Confused about his own metaphor, a bit, but mainly confused by the fact that he was, well, waking up. That was not something he’d expected to do, after all." When Tony Stark wakes up after the final battle against Thanos, he decides that there will be nothing more that stands between himself and happiness. He goes home with Pepper and Morgan and it doesn't take long for Steve and Bucky (and other (ex-)avengers) to follow. Basically, this is the fix-it that I needed. It's very self indulgent and mostly fluff. Word Count: 10,371

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Title: Take Care of Him Collaborator: RomancebyFaye Link: AO3 Square Filled: T2- intimacy without sex Ship: Tony/Rhodey/T'Challa Rating: Teen Major Tags: migraine, polyamory, caring T'Challa Summary: “James, please tell me what is wrong with Tony.” His voice was calm but urgent, trying to pull the conversation back on track. There was a pause followed by a deep, audible inhale before the other man continued on without the rambling. “Yeah, ok. Sorry. So J called me because Tony came home a few hours ago and went straight to bed. He put up blackout mode in the bedroom and is...well. JARVIS said he's clutching an ice pack to his head...and crying. I think he has a migraine.” Word Count: 4054

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Title: Tell Me Your Name, I Need To Know Collaborator: Trashcanakin Link: AO3 Square Filled: A3 - FREE SPACE Ship: WinterIron Rating: Teen Major Tags: pre-relationship, flirting, anti Team Cap Summary: Tony is overworked and underappreciated, always pushing his limits and not taking care of himself well; but someone decides to take care of Tony for a change. Tony just wishes he knew who it was. Word Count: 2840

#tonystarkbingo #tonystarkbingo2019 #weekly roundup #week 24 #week 24 roundup

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pettyandprettyblog-blog · 7 years ago

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Let’s Talk About Taylor Swift

It’s about time we talked about the fake, money-grubbing, white supremacist, anti-feminist, Katy-Kim-Kanye-Clavin-John-Jake-Nicki-Spotify-Apple fighting, man-eating, snake, sheep, selfish bitch, (did I miss any descriptors?) that is more commonly known as Taylor Swift. What’s that, you say? You’re sick of hearing about her? You’re tired of seeing her fake face all over social media? Oh, honey. I’m sorry, but she is just getting started and I am so here for it. Allow me tell you exactly why.

Personally, I was never a huge Swiftie or “stan” (I literally just Googled what “stan” meant. It means overly obsessive fan if you wanted to know), but I always listened to her music. In eighth grade, when the Fearless album came out, of course I listened! “You Belong With Me”, “Love Story”, “Fifteen”--those songs spoke to me as a fresh adolescent, ready to embrace the world of social mayhem one mismatched converse shoe at a time. The boy you liked but never liked you back, the boy you loved and knew you were going to marry, the blind hope that your freshmen year of high school would be charming and romantic and pure and lovely and not just awkward and disappointing (SURPRISE!! No one escapes the fresh hell that is the first year of high school).

But I digress.

The Old Taylor Swift, I guess that’s what people are calling her now, could tap into your soul. She somehow knew what you were suffering through and could sense your deepest dreams and desires. Even those of us who weren’t “stans” could be caught singing along to “Mine” during the car ride to the movie theater with the girls and Kayla’s mom in the big, black suburban. We all knew every word. I had friends who went to her performance in Maine at a church after finishing her filming of a music video. It started raining and she kept singing. It was a whole thing with the rain and such. I had other friends who went to each one of her tours from the flagship Taylor Swift Tour to the new and improved 1989 Tour. I personally attended the 1989 Tour in Massachusetts. Gillette Stadium was filled to capacity with tens of thousands of screaming and crying men, women, and children. Even I shed a tear during her throwback to “Fifteen”, standing with my best friend since sixth grade who had seen me through the good, the bad, and the ugly (not necessarily in that order). Taylor would stop and look around the stadium in awe. Her face, projected on the massive LED screen, would make direct eye contact with every one of us and then she’d transition into her next banger. She made you feel like she knew you. She’s talented, I’ll giver her that. It was certainly an experience.

Along the way, I feel like I always noticed people clapping back at her but it never really registered. I always brushed it off as another celebrity feud, another meaningless piece of exploitation or mindless positioning by the media. When the whole thing about Taylor and Kanye’s “Famous-gate” happened, I remember thinking it was funny. I, too, called her a snake. Better her than me #taylorswiftexposedparty (hiss, hiss). I thought Kanye and Kim were being kind of mean, but I didn’t care. Not that much.

Not until now.

After the drama with Kanye, she disappeared. Radio silence followed for approx. three whole years until the $1 Lawsuit. Maybe some people kept track of her movements or her rare appearances in public places, but I didn’t. I listened to 1989 just like a lot of people, a slightly bigger fan than I once was, thinking it was her best work to date and wondering what kind of music she would do next, IF she would do anything else. I also wondered what kind of scandal she would be apart of this time, what version of Ms. Swift would be revealed in the chaos. Then, just a few weeks ago, she deleted EVERYTHING. Website? Gone. Instagram? Gone. Twitter? Tumblr? Gone, all gone. “IT’S ALIVE!!!” The world screamed. The words of Lord Baelish from GoT echoed in my ears, “Chaos is a ladder” and Taylor Swift is scrambling up that shit. She stirred from her hibernation. What was she going to do now? Was she hacked? And she’s back on Spotify?!

Then came the snake. An actual, bonafide snake video that Taylor posted on Instagram. People were taken aback to say the least. General excitement, theories, awkward laughs, shrugs, silence, and comments about how the snake-dragon was kind of scary, followed her posts. I, on the other hand, was jacked. I sent updates to like all my friends and would sit and refresh Taylor’s Instagram for a few minutes at a time just to make sure I wasn’t missing anything. After all, time makes the heart grow fonder. Or is it distance? Idk same thing. The album art popped up with Taylor looking edgy in black and white. The classic New York Times-I Feel Like Pablo-esc font and color scheme graced the cover’s presence. “Wow,” I thought.“ Reputation. She’s going after Kanye with this one.” The too-tight choker, the ripped sweater, the dark makeup, slicked-back hair, this Taylor looks different. Unprecedented. Badass.

Taylor Swift released her newest single, “Look What You Made Me Do”, last Friday. A few friends and I stayed up until late Thursday night to get a first listen. We drank wine and streamed Ye Olde Taylor Swift while we waited for the single. When it dropped, the universe lost its collective shit, Spotify kept cutting out, and we listened to the song four times in a row. Two of my buddies didn’t like it. They said that the New Taylor was bad, that they missed the Old Taylor Swift. Her music was better. I disagreed. This is Taylor Swift. What’s to differentiate Old from New? She just is who she is.

After listening to the song about five-thousand, three-hundred, and twenty-six more times and then watching the following music video nine-hundred times more, I realized this: a lot of people were super upset about this “New Taylor Swift”. I know. Groundbreaking. But then I thought about why, just like my liberal arts education wants me to, and I came to a conclusion. People dislike change. Especially those who feel as though they have a personal stake in whatever or whoever is changing. People loved the Taylor that tapped into their souls and understood their plight of loving people who love them or don’t love them or kind of love them. In “Look What You Made Me Do”, Taylor Swift focuses on other people in a completely different way and she mostly does it for herself, to build herself up. That selfish bitch! But wait. Doesn’t Nicki Minaj do the same thing in Monster? What about Katy Perry in Swish Swish? How about all the countless male artists like Justin Bieber, Kanye West, Drake, etc. who do the same thing? All of them are different stylistically but they all tend to put across the same message, don’t they? That message being: Fuck. You. Taylor would hide little tidbits like that in the past, but her current one has neon arrow signs, black leather, chainsaws, whips, and Grammy’s that get that message across like a flaming garbage fire. She is finished with everyone’s bullshit and she will do whatever the hell she wants.

I also have my own theories. I don’t believe in a “New” or “Old” Taylor Swift. I believe in Taylor Swift. Each one of us changes and develops in different ways as we get older. Our viewpoints can/should change, our personalities shift, we move places, we meet people and lose old friends, and, hell, we can develop allergies to gluten and lactose. So what if I said one day, “No, sorry. The old me is dead. She wasn’t allergic to anything before but now she can’t eat ice cream without getting the shits, so new, shit-stained me is here to stay.” Charming, I know, but ultimately untrue. I’m still who I was in literally every aspect. I’ve grown. I look older. I have different opinions and thoughts. But I’m still me. My image is simply what I choose to put forward to other people. I exist on a continuum. I didn’t just stop one day and become a whole different version of myself.

Going along with the whole image theme, let me enlighten your asses about a little thing called business acumen. Taylor Swift is a BRILLIANT businesswoman. She times her music and tour releases for optimal moneymaking and can extend her reign for up to three years worth of Taylor tomfoolery. There is also something to be said about musicians and their use of imagery to create hype and gain followers (much like a cult leader tbh). But this is why I’m so into her right now at this moment like never before. The whole premise of “Look What You Made Me Do” is how imagery and bad press (although Taylor Swift takes bad press and turns it into record breaking hit singles) has driven her to her peak of success. “Oh look what you made me do! I’ve won Grammy’s and lawsuits. I have millions of dollars, loyal fans, a squad of friends, and two lovely cats.”

Since she was a mere fifteen year old girl, singin’ in Nashville, people have been all over her for one thing or another saying she can’t be that nice, or look that surprised all the time, or date that many people, etc. “Look What You Made Me Do” is her way of saying “you know what? I’m never going to be perfect in your eyes so why should I try? I’m a product of what you all think of me and that will never change so I will become the stereotype and throw you all for a loop.” In “Look What You Made Me Do”, she quite literally just BECAME the headlines. I know this is a very different artist who operated with a totally different message but I’m going to do it anyway. An 80’s pop star/model/actress/general badass and current goddess named Grace Jones had/has a similar plan of attack. If you don’t know who she is, you should Google her ass immediately. She pushed the boundaries of stereotypes and what people thought of her to the point where she became the stereotype and that was her whole thing as an artist. Sounds familiar right? (*cough* Madonna *cough* Lady Gaga *cough* Nicki Minaj and so many others *cough*).

We saw the start of this “Become the Stereotype: Grace Jone’s Method for Financial Success” in 1989. “Blank Space” portrayed Taylor as a man-hungry, black-widow queen who lured unsuspecting males to her massive mansion only to chew them up and spit them out like a piece of Juicy Fruit Gum after five minutes. And again, we saw it in “Shake It Off”: the girl can’t dance for shit (although it seems like she been taking lessons because she busts a fuckin’ MOVE in the LWYMMD music video) but she can sure mom-shimmy with the best of em and she does what she wants.

I’ve taken up too much space, but the moral of the story is this: don’t judge someone by what they did when they were younger or what you think they should be. If I were judged that way, people would forever see a pockmarked sack of hormones with little talent but above average hand-eye coordination. Let Taylor be. She said that the Old Taylor couldn’t come to the phone right now because she’s dead, but she is certainly, very much alive. We criticized her for not being “country” enough. Then we judged her for not being “pop” enough. Now we’re judging her for being a “snake” and presenting a different set of thoughts and sounds. Just because she was young once doesn’t erase everything she’s said, or done, or sung, but she’s evolving. We’ve been telling her to change her whole life. Let her do it now.

It’s what we all wanted her to do anyway.

Wasn’t it?

-A

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noncompliant-fuckery · 7 years ago

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1-99, it's been a while :)

I know :) but mostly cause all the ones I’ve been seeing are ones we already done or are kinky as shit and that’ll possibly be awkward.

1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?

-Batman-Jaden Smith. Retrograde-James Blake. H.E.R- Focus. Loyalty-Kendrick Lamar. Location-Khalid. Blind Man-Xavier Omar.

2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

-All of my ancestors.

3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

-I don’t know where I put my books and technically the only book I have near me right now is two of my diaries which are strategically hidden in my room and that's a book, right? So anyways, “I think she was talking about me, I hope. I've been thinking about it with a smile on my face since.”

4: What do you think about most?

-college and everything i'm neglecting to do

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?

-”Your glasses should be here in a day or two.”-dad

6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?

Without. Just underwear. The less the better honestly 😉

7: What’s your strangest talent?

Lol Nothing will prepare you for what I have to say... So every once in awhile but not very often something will happen to my eye and if I press the part by my tear duct next to the bridge of my nose it’ll make a squeaky sound. I think it’s linked to my allergies lol

8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)

-Boys go to mars and girls go to jupiter? Haha idk

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?

-Never had the pleasure.

10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?

-Probably last week tbh

11: Do you have any strange phobias?

-fear of having someone slice the back of my knees

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?

-I was always more of a sticking foreign objects in my mouth kind of kid (that sounded so bad lol)

13: What’s your religion?

Agnostic I think.

14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

-Fucking around on my ripstik. At the beach, or just walking around exploring.

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

-Neither honestly.

16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

-Not much of a band person but my favorite artist right now is Chance the Rapper. Green day was good at some point though.

17: What was the last lie you told?

-Probably that I support my dad getting a second job and that I stayed home all week when I didn’t. Both told to my parents. You may be an angel but I am a horrible person inside lol

18: Do you believe in karma?

-Yes.

19: What does your URL mean?

I’m half stud, and half muffin. Style wise. Named by my sister.

20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

-weakness: no perseverance. strength: finding the good in every bad situation and coming up with clever ways to do things either for fun or to solve problems.

21: Who is your celebrity crush?

-Michelle Rodriguez 😍

22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

-Nah

23: How do you vent your anger?

-A frustrated scream, a lot of cussing, a strong urge to punch something. But this only happens if I'm completely alone and can’t hear me and i'm not thinking about consequences. Which is quite literally never. Otherwise, I get very very quiet.

24: Do you have a collection of anything?

-I have a collection of empty water bottles littering my bedroom floor right now?

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

-Depends on the conversation and person. But I like video chatting with you to remember what you look like and sound like sometimes. Its also fun 😊

26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

-I’d say it’s a nice improvement.

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

-hate: pure silence because it is most definitely not silent. Love: the sound of grocery bags being carried into my house lol

28: What’s your biggest “what if”?

-What if I stayed in gymnastics or tae kwon do

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

-Thats complicated. I believe something happens to the dead and I’m not sure “heaven” is the end destination. Humans are aliens. We are not special and if people believe we are a lone here, their dumb af.

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

-My fan and Bob the teddy bear

31: Smell the air. What do you smell?

-Nothing, my allergies are killing me right now.

32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?

-Nothing's quite made that much of an impression for me to remember such a place.

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?

-Theres no snow on the East Coast..I think

34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?

-Jidenna. He has an interesting look.

35: To you, what is the meaning of life?

-Life is a grand experiment to test all that can make or break us.

36: Define Art.

- A ketchup stain on a white t-shirt.

37: Do you believe in luck?

-Depends but yes.

38: What’s the weather like right now?

-Blue skies, the sun is shining, a couple baby clouds and the wind is blowing the leaves outside my window. Seems hot.

39: What time is it?

-3:30pm

40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

-Yes. So many close calls but no not yet.

41: What was the last book you read?

-Book 3 of The Testing series called Graduation Day by Joelle Charbonneau. College interrupted my finishing it.

42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?

-Love it.

43: Do you have any nicknames?

-Shoshoes, Worm.

44: What was the last film you saw?

-Dawn of the Plant of the Apes or maybe Kidnap

45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

-Sprained my neck and back

46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?

-No there scary up close but one landed on my ass once.

47: Do you have any obsessions right now?

-Starting old shows that have like 10 seasons

48: What’s your sexual orientation?

-Lesbian

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?

-Don’t quite remember but possibly. Nothing to crazy I’m sure

50: Do you believe in magic?

-I believe that there's a possibility for it one day.

51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

-Yes

52: What is your astrological sign?

-Aries 😈

53: Do you save money or spend it?

-Both. Not a good combination

54: What’s the last thing you purchased?

-Movie tickets

55: Love or lust?

-Lust

56: In a relationship?

-Nope

57: How many relationships have you had?

-One real one.

58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?

-lol no.

59: Where were you yesterday?

-In my room

60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

-My shorts are pink and black.

61: Are you wearing socks right now?

-Less clothes the better, remember.

62: What’s your favourite animal?

-Turtles

63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

-Make em laugh

64: Where is your best friend?

-Home finally I think?

65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.

armyofchaos of course, elaxisfae, prettyboyshyflizzy, aniefiok, sixpenceee

66: What is your heritage?

-Who knows.

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?

-Talking you and playing Assassins Creed

68: What do you think is Satan’s last name?

-Watson

69: Biggest turn ons?

-lol

70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

-Yes

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

-Sorry little guy, I’ve got bills. But I'll call the cops or get someone's attention to do it for me.

72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

-A: the important people will know. B: Complete my promises. C:Hell yea, the hell is after this life??? What happens to my inner voice? Me???

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.

-Trust is love.

74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

-Off the top of my head, Yoga by Janelle Monae and Jidenna.

75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?

-5703

76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

-Laughing and communicating

77: How can I win your heart?

-By giving a damn.

78: Can insanity bring on more creativity?

-If I’m to be honest, those pills.

79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

-Being friends with you

80: What size shoes do you wear?

-All my shoes right now are men's and those are size 8

81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?

-”Here lies a gay potato”

82: What is your favourite word?

-Fuckernaut. I call ppl that in my head quite often. Yes, that includes you.

83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.

-Fuck.

84: What is a saying you say a lot?

-Oh my god, honestly, definitely, seriously, jeez… I have a problem, help lol

85: What’s the last song you listened to?

-Currently,Drake-Marvins Room.

86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours?

-Black, army green, burgundy.

87: What is your current desktop picture?

-Some kind of stone stairway/hallway. I should really update it.

88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

-That fucking orange cheeto with legs.

89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

-Depending on the person “How do you really feel?”

90: Turn offs?

-Trump supporters

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

-Telekinesis.

92: where are your parents from?

-America

93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

-When my mom started getting sick

94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?

-We’ll go with Kehlani today.

95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

-You already know where 😊

96: Do you have any relatives in jail?

-Yup, a couple of dumbasses.

97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?

-Not inside the car but out the door on the side of the road.

98: Ever been on a plane?

-When I was little.

99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say.

-You stupid fucks.

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