#medusaaaax

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Congratulations 🍾 You won!

You played me! Congratulations, you won. You played me or did you?

I recreated myself.

I pushed myself to become better.

I was vulnerable.

I was weak.

I became abundant

I became fearless

I learned that I’m not perfect

I learned that I don’t have to be in control

I grew

I hurt

But I moved on.

Did you?

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If your trippin’, tie your shoe, and take a flight ✈️

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I’ve realized that it doesn’t matter how long it took you, just that you did it!

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I’m not trying to pressure you

Just can’t stop thinking bout’ you.

You ain’t even gotta be my boyfriend 😏

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Everyone thinks they know you, Untill you show them.

A.D.R

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Spreading good vibes & positivity ⚜️

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I gave someone my number 🙄

So this guy on IG started following me and I followed him back. He likes two of my pictures and I like two back because, you know, that’s the nice thing to do. So he proceeds to hit me up in my dm’s and asked for my number. I give it to him. He calls me and I was about to eat, so I told him I would call him right back and he was like ok. I call him back and for the first 10 mins he was talking with one word answers and I’m just trying to conversate. So after being really dry and crypt for 15 mins he’s all like “oH, WhEn ArE wE gOiNg tO cHiLl,” 🙄

I’m just like not today, I work. So I proceed to ask him about his life. Boy, did I regret that one. He tells me, he is not working nor does he want to go to school. So I ask him what do you want to do with your life? He responded work. I was like oh ok. (Note: I don’t care about the fact that he doesn’t have a job or a career for himself. I have no problem with being a man’s rock while he gets himself together. He said he’s in between jobs at the moment and that’s ok because I’ve been in his shoes. I know how shitty it feels to not have anyone who believes in you.)

With that being said, I was still giving him a chance. We were about a good 30 minutes into the conversation when this fuck boy ass nigga (excuse my language) has the audacity to tell me that he is talking to someone already and that the only reason he’s talking to me is because he was bored and didn’t have anything to do......

at this point, I’m just over it and done. I was soooooooooo confused I thought I was transported to the twilight zone. Mind you, he’s continuously telling me how he knows what he wants and how he doesn’t catch feelings blah blah blah. I was like ok, I’m going to sleep cause I work tonight and really don’t have time for no bullshit rn.

I don’t understand today’s generation. I get it, test the waters, meet new people, mingle, vibe etc. And I do thank him for his honesty but why are you on the phone with me calling me pretty, asking if I have a man, and to come chill with you, IF YOU ALREADY KNOW WHAT YOU WANT AND HAVE IT!

I really don’t fucking get it

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I will never trust anyone again.

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I’m sad because the love I crave, no longer exists

A.D.R

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Big reputation, big reputation. Oh, you and me would be a big conversation 🌪

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I’m just a little sad, is all 🌱

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When your skin glows and your hair grows .. YOU’VE WON! ➰