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randum-famdoms · 22 hours ago

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One day if you’re very lucky (or unlucky, depending on how you look at it), it morphs into a special interest that constantly looms on the edge of your brain around the 1/3 high point of the graph and if anyone or anything brings it up it skyrockets to the top of the graph within seconds and stays there for an undermined amount of time

What I mean when I do not control the hyperfixation.

#adhd #if you are very very special you may even get more than one special interest or hyper fixation at a single time #and they battle in your brain for dominance #meanwhile you’re sitting staring stricken into the void screaming internally #looking to all the world as though you just watched a nuclear bomb go off in real life right in front of you and all your loved ones died #I’ve got. so many. so so many.#going in tumblr is so dangerous cause it has. 100% chance of sparking at least one #I be scrolling and see a post and I��m suddenly possessed by a demon #and I can’t control my body as it opens ao3 or grabs my pencils and paper or opens a google doc to do some shit I don’t have time for #because I saw a post about pjo or Percy Jackson or octopi or mythology or psychology or fucking lawn care or-#so yeah I never get shit done

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