#meanwhile my mental health is crumbling each shift i take haah ๐
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#job's been sucking life out life out of me and it's getting harder and harder to go there and do the amount#of work that you know you're getting very underpaid for but you have no choice at the moment too so. ๐ฅด๐ฅด๐ฅด#i hate this job at this point i can not imagine how people work their whole life on one job they hate they are so strong in every way#meanwhile my mental health is crumbling each shift i take haah ๐#it wasn't good to begin with but my anxiety now is just a whole new level#i NEED to record on my phone the moment i lock the entry doors at the end of my shift#and i try to memorize the sound of the key turning in the keyhole as if video record isn't enough#i feel like my ocd is resurfacing badly i thought i had it more or less under control before i took the job#how wrong i was ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ#i just want to snuggle in bed and not leave the house for at least a week or two just to revitalize my social battery and will to#interact with people irl ๐คก#okay one good moment tho there was a girl so beautiful today ๐ฅบ that i couldn't keep it to myself and said to her how beautiful she was ๐#and she said i was too ๐ญ i legit felt so shy to look at her that pretty she was and she had a cool neck tattoo ๐ณ๐ฅบ#moments like these help me get through the day ๐ญ#tbd
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