#and she said i was too 😭 i legit felt so shy to look at her that pretty she was and she had a cool neck tattoo 😳🥺

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[queen-elizab3th]

Electric Callboy @ Palladium, Times Square, NYC [09.15.23]

Small disclaimer:

Anyone can reblog this, it's all good. Also, this post is very long.

I have no idea where to even start. The moment my sister (@mrs-kaunisvesi) and I got there, it was pure fangirl chaos for me and her lmao. We were the first ones there and got to see the boys get off their bus.

When they weren't busy hauling their suitcases and what not into the venue, we stopped each of them when we could and took pics with them. The first one we stopped was David.

David was so sweet. We didn't wanna take up too much of his time because he seemed busy. After taking the picture, I asked for a hug and he smiled and said "sure" enthusiasticly, and gave me a quick hug. I'm pretty sure he giggled because I made a weird noise as I hugged him lmao. When I'm excited I make weird sounds, okay?? Lmao

After that, he went back on the bus. Some time later, he came off the bus, carrying more stuff. Whoever was their camera person that follows them around filming their vlogs was also there? The camera was on David. I have no idea what david was saying because I wasn't close enough to hear, but after talking, he pointed to me and my sister and then the camera panned towards us. Like the idiots we are, all we could do was stand there, wave and smile. So we might be on a vlog?? 😂

The second one we met was Pascal.

I was a little hesitant to go up to him because he was on his phone and I didn't know if he was doing something important. My sister called out to him and he immediately walked towards us. He smiled and said good morning. He didn't seem to be in a rush, and was very polite. He legit had a small conversation with us, asking why we were there so early and how he was on his way to have a nice walk. After the picture, I asked for a hug. Ngl, his hug had me like 🥴. He was taller than I expected, I felt like my facial expression, as I looked up at him, was like an excited child lol. And... He smelled nice. After the hug, he thanked us for being there and said it was nice to meet us. 😭

After a while, we met kevin. Kevin was very friendly and I could tell he was happy to meet us and take pics. His presence felt very welcoming and warm. Also, this man got me fucked up. Weak at the knees af. 🥵 I asked for a hug and he said "of course", he then proceeded to give me one of the greatest hugs of all time. This big ass man engulfed me in his arms. It was like someone put a blanket over me. 💀 When I hugged him, I remember feeling his strong shoulder blades and feeling a type of bliss I've never felt before. AND HE SMELLED SO GOOD 😭. His cologne actually clung onto my sweater for a while. Later, I jokingly told my sister that I'd never wash my sweater again. 😂

Next, we met Daniel K.

Meeting him went very quickly. I don't know if he was tired or just wanted to be alone while he smoked. Hesitantly, my sister asked if we could take pics, he said "yeah". He seemed to be soft spoken. Idk if shy is the right word to use to describe how he was but he was definitely mellow. I was verrrry shy to ask for a hug but I asked anyway, and he he agreed. This time around, I know for a fact that when I hugged him, I made a small squeaking sound of excitement and he giggled gently. I'm definitely over exaggerating here, but I felt like he giggled right next to my earhole because my spider senses started tingling. I blushed internally lol.

Last was Nico. (Please excuse my crazy ass face. Idk what happened to me. 😂)

I spotted Nico randomly speed walking out of a side entrance of the venue with some crew members. I panicked, slapped my sister's shoulder and pointed at him lmao. He's my sister's favorite and so she chased him down. She called out to him and he turned. She asked for pics and he very politely told us that he can but that we needed to be quick because he was busy. After we took pics he thanked us for coming and walked away quickly. He was very sweet. I wish we could've interacted more but it's all good because this mf made hella eye contact with me during the show lol. Little sis DEFINITELY wasn't jealous at all. 😅

Unfortunately, neither of us got to meet Daniel H. Earlier, when we got there, we were able to shout hi to him when he walked out of the bus. He said hi back and waved to us. Then he went into the venue and we didn't see him again until he was on stage. He's so cute irl with his lil glasses. ☺���

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The actual show, was fucking amazing. We got VIP so we were right up against the barricade. There were bodies flying over my head but I didn't care because I was having so much fun singing my heart out and just vibing. It was so wild and hot and sweaty but I was having the time of my life.

I made a TON of eye contact with Daniel H. He winked at me a few times and gave me some cheeky looks. 🫠 Whenever he looked over at me, I was really feeling myself and unintentionally would stare into his eyes while singing the lyrics to whatever song that was playing. I say 'unintentionally' because we would randomly just lock eyes when it was least expected, and I'm NOT just gonna look away lmao.

Nico winked at me and we had small moments where it felt like we were singing to eachother.

I remember at some point when it was quiet and the guys were having one of their talking points, I screamed kevins name and waved, he smiled and waved back. 😭

Important piece of context for this next bit:

The night before, my sister made me make a sign for David. Originally, I didn't want to because I was shy and didn't wanna feel dumb holding it up. Also, I'd never made a sign for anything or anyone in my life. Eventually, I gave in and made a sign asking for a drumstick. (pic included further down)

During one of the first talking points, I screamed David's name. I waved, got his attention, and held up my sign. The moment he squinted, I shit myself because I knew he was trying to read my sign. He gave me a big smile and waved... I was sent to the after life. 😂

I was able to get David's attention multiple times because I have an obnoxiously enormous crush on him and I'm loud af. All I did was scream his name the whole time lmfao. And every single time, he'd either wave, or point at me and wink. 💀💀💀

At the very end of the show, the band was throwing guitar picks and setlists. David walked up to the front of the stage and threw drumsticks out to fans. I remember, he had 2 drumsticks left in his hand and when he also noticed that, he kind of looked at me and with his body language told me to wait one second. He threw one of the 2 drumsticks into the air, and then finally he was down to one. He then walked as close to the edge of the stage as possible, kissed his drumstick, leaned over, gave it to me, and bowed, like a fucking prince handing me a rose.

.......The blood flow to my brain shut off 🤯

I honestly don't know how in the fuck I was able to function at all after that. I was the happiest person on the planet at that very moment. I'm tearing right now just thinking about it.

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After the show was over, we decided to wait outside to see if we could finally meet Daniel H. Unfortunately, again, we weren't able to get a hold of him. As he was leaving the building, he had a ton of stuff on him and I didn't wanna make him put his stuff down for us so we just told him goodnight and he smiled at us before disappearing.

We ended up waiting for the rest of the guys too.

When I saw David leave the building, I froze up. My sister dragged me by the arm while calling his name and asked, "can my sister hug you?". (I heard someone behind me say "aww" and I felt like curling into a ball and rolling away.) David literally stopped walking, parked his suitcase with his stuff next to some crew members, and turned around. He looked at us and was like "Yeah, I saw you in the front row", and smilled gently. He turned to me and gave me a proper hug. I hugged that man so tight, I could smell his cologne. While hugging I told him I loved him and I was so deliriously flustered that I don't even remember if he said anything back. He might have thanked us for being there. He hugged my sister. Then went to talk to other fans that were there briefly.

We also saw Nico, Kevin, and Pascal, but they seemed too busy to stop plus they had all this luggage with them. We did all manage to tell eachother goodnight. ☺️

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And that was it! There might've been a few small things I forgot to talk about but the Majority of it is there. This was a lot for me but in a good way.

Greatest night of my life and I'm so happy that I was able to share it with my sister (and mom, she was there too).

If I could do it all over again, I would.

✨💖✨

[atopearth]

Brothers Conflict (Brilliant Blue) Part 6 - Asahina Wataru Route

I still think it's super weird how Wataru has a route but oh well we'll see how it goes lol! It's so cute how he insisted on getting Ema to go "ah~" so he can feed her ice cream lolll. Awww, how cute of Wataru to cover Ema from the water splashing on her during the dolphin show. I love how Yusuke and them teach him gentlemanly stuff hahaha. LMAO when Ema was telling Subaru to take off his jacket so she can wash his with hers since they're both wet, and Wataru was like taking clothes off is something you do for fun at night isn't it😂😂 Lolll at the CG with Wataru hugging Ema in her swimsuit, he's just a kid!!😂

I know it should be expected since it's Wataru's route but it's just so weird when Ema thinks about Wataru as a potential love interest lolll. The kid's like a baby lol! Anyway, it was funny when Maho helped Ema out and dragged Masaomi away at the cultural festival so she could spend it with Wataru lolll, and when she said she wanted to chase after Masaomi since he's nice and is a doctor lol. So awkward when Ema thought about how Wataru would grow up after Miwa said Ema should marry one of her sons😅😅😅 Ema, nooo lol😂 It was really sweet how Wataru said that he was crying because Ema was crying, such a soft little kid😭 Even though it's not as emotional and sweet as the with the other brothers (when she finds out she's adopted), it's cute how Wataru tells her in his own way that they should all go home because she's not alone and that everyone is looking for her so she gets the gist of their feelings in the end. Wataru is such a boss though, he told Masaomi to wait over there so he could cheer Ema up himself hahaha, I was wondering why Masaomi didn't do anything even though he was there lol. It's super reassuring to hear from Wataru that Ema will never be alone again because he'll always be there for her every Christmas, that's really sweet. HAHAHA, I love Tsubaki, he really knows how to get Wataru to follow him and cause trouble😂😂😂 Legit died when I saw Yusuke's test paper on the Christmas tree and the 1 point score hahahaha, and Subaru's boxers with his name on it😂😂 It was obvious the condoms were from Kaname's room but lmao that they're like in purple packaging 😂 Masaomi is the oldest but most innocent, he just has the first version of usa-tan (the rabbit doll) hahahaha.

I ended up binging the rest because I wanted to finish it asap since it just feels too weird to play an otome game but keep hanging with a literal child hahaha. I think Wataru writing his wish on the ema hoping that he'll be Ema's boyfriend one day was cute. However it's kinda silly how completely oblivious Ema is even though she caught a glimpse of it lol. To be fair, I guess you wouldn't think a kid is interested in dating you haha. I think them making a promise to basically be together forever was cute but yeah, the CGs are nice because it feels like Ema really is taking care of Wataru nicely haha. It was kinda funny when Wataru said he wanted to get into the same school as Iori because he wanted to be "high spec" enough to not lose to his brothers loll! At least contrary to his cute and oblivious looks, Wataru is actually very smart and athletic haha. Okay, I didn't expect to see an older Wataru lol!! That felt so weird!? I'm so used to his cutesy voice lol! And then the kiss CG omggg, very unexpected and still quite uncomfortable because he's like a middle schooler? Yeah nah man loll.

Overall, considering it's a route for a little kid, it actually wasn't too bad. Wataru was pretty cute, innocent and very sweet. He learns a lot of random gentlemanly things from Kaname and Tsubaki, some good some bad (but hilarious) so it's always such a highlight to see what he's learnt from his brothers and how he applies it to his life hahaha. He gets shy and a little jealous sometimes but he's mostly a very kind boy who Ema watches over and you can see why she's attached to him because he's very cute and tries his best at whatever he does. Him mimicking his brothers is hilarious and I loved seeing them throughout the game haha. But yeah, I think it would have been okay as a more platonic route because Wataru kissing her at the end was just so awkward, he's still a baby to me!! Lol. Otherwise, the route is basically filled with events of how it feels to hang with a cute kid and it really delivers in that area, not that I needed it though because I want a man LOL.

[taegularities]

Agh ur new fic bts comeback and my exams. Fml 😩😩😩 How have you been? I’m just hanging in there trying to balance everything. Wish me luck cuz I’ve my exam soon (I think by now u could guess which subject it is of)

And omg I’ve to tell y about my dream. It was good but kinda embarrassing at the same time. So I was at this party type thing and bts was there. So I wasn’t expecting to see bts (they looked like DNA era) but my family knew so they brought stuff for me to give them. But they only brought like Tae nd jk related stuff and I felt embarrassed cuz HELLO I LOVE ALL OF EM. Anyway, I was feeling shy af but my mom nd sis pushed me to go to them. So I went there v shyly sksk and gave jk his present and he was like oh thank you! And that’s it and I was literally ded. Then I gave Taehyung his present. They were all v sweet nd shy. But after some time a crowd gathered around jk and I don’t like crowds so I stayed away T-T

Tae was sitting alone on the couch (where all of them were sitting previously) so I thought this is the moment, I’ve to quit my shyness that’s it. And I went to him and I asked can I sit here and he said sure. And I said u like talking to ur fans ryt. He said yes we love army. Omg then we talked a lil. Then another army came and she was looking for a place to sit and She had the audacity to ask can I sit on ur lap and Taehyung agreed liek wtf. And I was shook wtf (and jello) so I was like no she can’t sit there 😭istg he was so soft he looked so innocent and then I kinda like fought him(but not really cuz I tried to keep my distance cuz ofc I’m just a fan) so more like argued with him that it wasn’t appropriate. (I literally pointed at his dick and said would u let her sit there too if she asked 😭😭 and I think he understood wat I was trying to say)so at last she went away. And then we got sleepy so I leaned on his shoulder and we slept ahhhhhh. And after sometime I woke up cuz I wanted to like get more comfortable cuddle. So I straightened my back and Taehyung spread his arm for me invitingly and we legit cuddled T-T best dream of my life.

-taegikook anon

hey babe !! i've been okay, just working a lot these days and it makes my body hurt 💀 and omg good luck, u've got this !! 🍀

and omg, not y'all having romantic or fun bts dreams here, i'm 😭 first of all, this sounds absolutely amazing... u were able to talk to tae and kook ??? and u got to CUDDLE WITH TAE ?!?!?!? and not just any, but dntae.. (did u know he's one of my absolute fav taes?) but oh god, the dick bit LMAOOO "taehyung agreed" sounds like an angst prompt :') i so wonder what he answered tho. would he let the girl sit on it ?!?!?!?!?

happy for u that u got to experience such a nice dream tho !! manifesting more of those <3