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blondiest · 8 months

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you ever feel strongly drawn to a characterization choice for months upon months without really examining why it appeals to you and then suddenly realize that it's projection that you had not clocked

#me: idk why i feel strongly that near was the only child of a highly isolated woman #me: [abruptly realizes that some of my earliest memories are of this flavor]#i am not an only child but i am the oldest child so i Was an only child #and i forgot. somehow. that my mother left my father the first time when she was pregnant with my brother #we lived with my grandparents actually but they still worked and my mother was on bedrest #because she had complications with her previous pregnancy (that's Me)#so some of my earliest memories are very nebulous recollections of her laying in bed quiet and alone #blondiepost

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