#me on 0.3 ml of testosterone and 1mg of marijuana: My Emotions Are Mine To Control. Anxiety? Not Anymore! | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

apollo-zero-one · 1 year

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By the power of testosterone injections and marijuana microdosing I managed to have a whole ethics debate with my older coworker and not cry the whole time. My voice only shook once even. I think it was a tie which is better than usual (I tend to lose debates bcos I get too emotional)

#me on 0.3 ml of testosterone and 1mg of marijuana: My Emotions Are Mine To Control. Anxiety? Not Anymore!#(im going to cry it out later at home but Joe didn't see it and that's what counts)#his opinions on disability and homelessness are rancid man. i told him to his face that he seems insensitive and unsympathetic #and that he hurt my feelings. he didn't seem affected by these statements #I told him coming to work hurts me and I do it because I have no choice. and he said he finds that inspiring. and I'm like????#i tried so hard to figure out what he even MEANS and couldn't figure it out dndjdndb #im like 'suffering inspires you?' and hes like 'no people pushing through their hardships inspires me' and im like 'but don't you think they #deserve help?' and hes like 'but they don't need it' and I'm just????????#it is inspiring to have to work twice as hard to only receive the same reward? and hes like 'its only like that if you let yourself be the #victim' SIR. SOMETIMES YOU ACTUALLY ARE THE VICTIM. SOMETIMES YOU CANNOT GOOD VIBES YOUR WAY OUT OF A SITUATION.#it just????? isn't inspiring to me to watch people suffer. I tried to explain it to him and he jusr didn't get it and I didn't get what he #meant either so oh well

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