#me new to fandom circa 2017: What R The Rules?!?

[dennisjr]

we tried hard to stand it. we 
were barely human. we were bodies 
stacked with pain. we never said sorry, didn’t wanna. you were always drunk & sad & too far gone for that. I was terrible & I didn’t care about being better. but now you’re standing in my bedroom. now you’re scared & you say you wanna get into heaven. you wanna 
stand in some form of light that isn’t filtered through clouds of crude smoke. good luck, & who knows, maybe god will forgive us for all of this. the stones we threw, the ankles we bit, the people we kissed. showing up at the gates with our tails between our legs. 
starved & mad, two dogs who missed their last meal, licking our wounds & itching for a fair fight.

there so much to get mad about. go ahead pick something. imagine if it helped. imagine if mattered. I didn’t cry when you left. I just circled ‘round the block & waited for you to come back. because you always do. because I know how this goes. we pretend we aren’t the same & then we realize we are & we pretend we don’t care. we need each other & that’s all we do.

it’s crazy the things you do for a friend. 
it’s crazy the way you'll act for love.