#me irl: im not going to speak bc said mean ppl will judge me and i live with this fear of being judged which makes it hard tget out of bed | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

arisalty · 5 years ago

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i wish i could be as carefree irl as i am on tumblr. like, i’m here and i’m all: fuck society and fuck gender norms and fuck pissy people and live ur best life!! but as soon as i take a step out the front door i’m a complacent piece o shit that hides everything bc it means at least i’ll blend in more and people won’t always poke fun at me

#shut up jelly #jelly rambles again #me: FUCK GENDER!! me irl: thats a bit rude towards enby n trans ppl but i dont wanna start drama/draw attention so im gling to quietly #disagree and tell them to stop talking ab the subject #me: women deserve equal rights and pay. men deserve to feel emotions.#me irl: sorry what is equality??? if i even memtion it my classmates will have my head on a stake. men bejng vulnerable?? no ive never hear #d of it otherwise theyre a poof and thats fucking mean #plus im a nerd but like just a nerd not one of the smarter ones who are super popular w tonnes of friends and they sometimes act like they #hate me so thats probably why i dont do much #me: be confident!! dont let others bring you down!! you are loved!!!#me irl: im not going to speak bc said mean ppl will judge me and i live with this fear of being judged which makes it hard tget out of bed #my emotions are constantly weighed down by other people and my friends could abandon me ag any point because im bad and talk too much #ok it got a bit begative jn the tags #im sorry!!!#vent

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