#me def not being good director w regard to one specific weird little subset of our club
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#me def not being good director w regard to one specific weird little subset of our club#but then also being reminded that#no one ever fucking responds to me in those discord channels ;-;#i wanna ask smth but like i asked it a while ago and they just . ignore the message ;-;#but still no i did like .... do rly bad there bc i just kinda let it be#and now we're coming up on show#and we're not Unprepared#but we're not ...... incredibly prepared lol just regarding this one thing but we have some time#but#i just want to stop like mentally beating myself up over it lol#and like i need to let myself ask stupid shit rn#but i've also been thinking abt it like the entireeeee afternoon and havent done shit so#😀😀😀😀#jeanne talks#SENTTTTTT the message#i also keep telling myself like fuck u for not doing very well w it like all of last semester/this one so far lmfao but#u can try to do more now ;-; even if they hate u and r judging u for it 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩#which there is absolutely no evidence of except in my imagination c: <3#bro (me) shut the fuck up ;-;#can i get OUTTA MY HEADDDDDDD BRO#doesnt help that they haven't responded LOLLL altho it has only been a couple hours . but#also lowkey . i should probably just give up on work at thihs point based on my productivity the entire evening#and go to sleep early#but i probably wont lmfao#also bc my cat is just like on my back rn and i dont want her to move#i'm laying on my stomach on the couch and she's on my back lol#c:#i feel like having my roommate .. be here would help lmfao#so im not just 100% in my head alone all the time#but ya know cant wish for the impossible <3
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