#me and my sister oof
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You take a war so lightly. This only proves you have not experienced a real one.
Zeng Li as SHEN MUYUE
THE LEGEND OF SHEN LI (2024)
#cdramaedit#cdrama#the legend of shen li#zeng li#与凤行#Her Holiness - there's your moniker stronger than mother perfect#she was a cameo in gotd but to be yang yuhuan oof#meeting after seven years and you are still SO beautiful#tofu says their dynamic in the rs chart is my-anchor | please-listen-to-shifu#unreadable immortal realm sovereign most vulnerable each time she calls out to ah'li#a character named muyue sounds another heartbreaker for me personally#not to mention the chronic coughing sustained from frontline injuries (losing her sworn sister a thousand years ago)#i wasn't publishing this set until morning but *pounds table* HOW IS SHE FURTHER DECOMMISSIONED TOMORROW WTF
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an edek themed collage 🪲
#not me posting this just to have an excuse to talk about him more aaahahhhah#i've created edek approx 4 years ago and since then he went through little to no design changes#he is jus flawless. perfect#his personality however.. oof#i mean !!! he's not a bad guy#as i mentioned before he's very friendly and open to new people and opportunities#its just. he was based on my (now) ex best friend#me and that friend were close during primary school and despite me moving cities we managed to keep this friendship going#but you know. it wasnt the same. it became long distance#and i think i manifested my longing by creating an oc that was based on his aesthetics and personality#it took me some time to realise that i've been viewing this friend through lens of this oc. that of course lead to idealisation#because he wasn't physically there with me i created an imaginary version of him in my head#it was also because at this point we were getting older and slowly growing apart#and i think i wanted to grasp a little part of him that would still understand me#edek's relationship with ryba was also heavily influenced by this relationship#and. well. the things that my ex friend and edek have in common are short temper (despite acting chill) and trouble showing affection#he also tends to say things faster than he can even think them through#oh and he enjoys long walks through the woods and mountain hiking and bicycling and bugs and mushrooms and. yeah#and the other traits!!!!#he is suuuuuuper protective of his loved ones especially his younger sister irenka#his interest include everything thats fantasy and with folklore themes#hes also a stoner lol#aaand a funfact - he and zbyszek (of dycha za zbycha!!!!) used to be friends in childhood but they aren't friends as of now#why you might ask? from edek's pov zbyszek and his family just randomly disappeared#and edek was the only one that wasn't in on the fact that they have moved to the usa#edek wondered why his best friend at that time didn't tell him such important news#and often thought that there mustve been something wrong with him or zbyszek didn't actually like him that much#this incident heeeavily influenced his perception of relationships in the future#OH AND ALSOO hes an artist he graduated art hs with a degree in graphic design and is in college for the same thing#original character
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Hey hey, do you mind stalling out on posting Dungeon Meshi content/spoilers from the same day the episode is released? Some folks don't get to watch it immediately
Ooops! Yeah sure I can toss em in a queue for late Friday from now on. My bad!
#for as many episodes as we have left in the season anyways 🥲#I’m still hurting from frieren ending but I know dungeon meshi will have to come to an end eventually too… oof…#sorry again it’s just a set thing for me to watch at dinner time EST cuz it’s a ritual I have with my sister#and then I get the excitements…
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WE STILL GOT ARCANEEEEE
#ambessa saying mel is safer as their enemy..... OOF we are going to get her side of the story this season#one thing i dont like is that they are really hauling ass in the first episode like damn. cait and vi are too quickly on the way to raid imo#i cannot velieve my fucking eyes..... vi dropping her gauntlets to keep kissing akdhaksjsk and OF COURSE cait is the one to do it OF COURSE!#were is thay gif of the butch watching football and raising her fist bc they scored that is me right now aldjsksnsl#vi saying please dont change bc she is seeing the signs is so AJDHAKSJK the break up will end lives..... i see why vi becomes an alcoholic#salo and cait wlw mlm hostility for reals#ambessa seeing cait as a rival the second she does her job and uses her military power.... yeah bc she has a real goal not just power grab#jayce fucking up vi and cait by messing with the arcane omg they are IN DANGER!!! JAYCE STOP FUCKING UUUP!!!!#OH MY GOD CAITLYN!!!!! HITTING VI ENOUGH FOR HER TO CRY OH MY GOOOOOD!!!#THERE IS JUST SO MUCH AKDJSKSKAL THE CHILD!!!! JINX GOT A NEW SISTER NOW VI GOODBYE#also vi wasnt going to kill her and jinx told the child to stop.... the only person there willing was cait and look at her.....#also sevika vs cait.... oof.... and jinx fighting vi BARE FISTED!!! GIRL!!!!#what can i fucking say like god.... “is her blood through your veins” “i thought you were different”#jinx is right i hope they got to you know before all of this akdjaksjsk.... christ#also amazing how vi told cait to don't change and she did it 10 minutes later.... girl you are in for it...#i think they just dont understand each other yet but they are in such a situation that they keep changing every 2 minutes so they never do#does that make sense loke ofc cait changed when her mother died and vi did too bc she accepted that her sister was gone#so in a way cait changed and vi stayed the same.... cait liked her “change” but vi did not like cait#ambessa bringing caitlyn to.be a general oh my gooooood her stress is going to get thru the roof like she doesn't have enough to deal with#its bc she knows she can control her... of course she offered her army to her.... and she doesn't mind putting her in danger#AND SHE DID ORCHESTRATE THE ATTACK!!!! OOOF#MEL PLEASEEEE TALK TO CAITLYN PLEASEEEE#like of course she disappears RIGHT NOW!!!#my god... also vis drinking buddy has left too.... of course.... you're good man....#talking tag#watching arcane#watching arcane season 2
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the same person who composed The Walking Dead also did God Of War: Ragnarok and i don't know how to feel about this information
#bear mccreary#<- btw#my sister just told me that... woah.....#pluto is my planet#oof brainrot#the walking dead#twd#god of war ragnarok#god of war: ragnarok#gow ragnarok
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Me: *has a date*
Everyone: wow! The reclusive smiles has a date! I must know everything about it!
#my sisters are a lot older than me so maybe I just didn’t realize that they had the same treatment like me lol#bdksbsksbsks#anyways I got some pumpkins and hopefully a friend :)#smiles rambles#I realize I do not talk to freaking anyone#I live online oof#rip#if I ever start acting like I’m chronically online I want someone to shoot me in the foot affectionately
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watching acoc for the first time and ive just met saccharina and ive had her for less than 10 mins but i love her already shes so fucking cool
#ruby is being SO mean to her tho leave my girl alone!!!!#i get it tho shes just lost her twin not even a week before and definitely hasnt had any time to mourn#so seeing someone else claiming to be her sister thats not jet would make her so angry#oof emily and siobhan are gonna ruin me w these two i just know it#d20#acoc#tobio time talks
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Well. Today's a bit rough.
#I mean beyond my general money troubles right now#(Pension is wonderful but not when it takes $1600 off my collective biweekly paycheques and leaves me with under $800/month to live on)#(In a country where four staple grocery items can cost $65; phone plans are easily over $50/month; basic dog food is over $100/month; etc)#It is hard to sit and work while my sisters constantly go out and do things#I got a bunch of texts from them from a waterpark today of them with my niece and I just feel awful.#I already know I am... left out of family things so to speak. I'm the eldest and easily forgotten#Even just down to birthdays mine was basically last minute and I don't get a birthday dinner like my sisters etc#But oof. That reminder hit hard today getting those pictures#When my mood was already trending towards the dreaded melancholy#They do not even ask me to go to thinks with them#They went to the hockey game the other night and I didn't even get an invite even though I was available#text#chey.txt
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#oof trying not to breakdown at work#suddenly overcome by missing my sister#she’s estranged. she’s been no contact since almost two years ago now?#but i’ll randomly miss her so much it tears me up inside#where is she? why can’t i talk to her?#post
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nearly out of thesis hell
#oh my goodness two days of corrections aha#my sister pointed out my lack of commas#then two proof readers rewrote sentences and told me i put too many results in the discussion#big oof but nearly there ;-;#my posts#thesis hell#thesis#dissertation#dissertation writing#proofreading#essay writing#i havent even got my supervisiors corrections yet ;;--;;
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i can't sleep bc i had wayyyyyy too much screen time today (tv included)
#there was work#then six hours of clicker heroes with like 5 hours castaway 2 as a starter#and the strategy guide on my phone#and the tv on all day#and my sister showing me 'HELP THE BEAR'#oof i need to nap in nature on a warm sunny day with the love of my life
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read 100 pages of an actual book in the last few hours which is about 100 more pages than i did in almost a year :)
#guess having to embarrassingly lay in the bathtub for 5 hours cause it’s the only place i can now be alone in#cause i no longer have a room and this house has become a sensory overload hell#and ofc that no one seems to try and understand and after all the progress ive made im getting told im the crazy one again#i seriously need to someone to help me know how the fuck you go abroad#cause let’s face it post concert depression is tough but it’s not the only reason my anxiety goes the fuck up when i come back from a trip#but then oof the guilt of leaving man#it already kills having to share time with each parent and leaving my siblings with That#i am also having a huge ass gender crisis hehe#you think they won’t look me in the eyes cause they saw my old ways coming back or#cause i mumbled im not a fucking girl when my sister said girl calm down 🙃🙃🙃🙃#literally so sick of being so lost in life#i don’t know what i want i should find a new job but i can’t bear the idea nothing appeals to me i don’t want a fucking career#if you read this woosh 🪄 you forget it#x
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What's your interpretation of the weird/annoyed look Five gets on his face when Tegan announces that she wants to rejoin the TARDIS at the end of Arc of Infinity? I know it was probably meant to be played for laughs, but it annoys me every time i watch that episode and i'm curious what headcanons people have about it.
My favourite thing I've read about it pointed out that the cybermen specifically used Tegan as a weakness against five, that she's what it took to manipulate him (and through no fault of either of them, Adric's death was part of those consequences.) The novelisation really goes in to the descriptions of the doctor transfixed with the blood running down Tegan's chin from her bitten lip, the building tension as the cybermen get closer and closer to killing her and he's shaking trying to hold himself back from admitting his hearts are so easy to twist, just by threatening his friends. (Does Nyssa ever leave the TARDIS when it's on the spaceship? The cybermen don't even know she exists til they come onboard do they?)
As for why he looks so annoyed? hmmm. Does anyone want someone around that constantly needles them? Really, I think pre Arc of Infinity that even though Tegan had chosen to stay, they still had that power imbalance or even just tension between them that she had not come on board willingly. So five is expecting that to be the continuing, I don't know, continuing manner between them and it hadn't been good. It had its moments (mainly in the audios) but as an arrangement it was not ideal as friends to explore the universe together, all that terrible beauty and awesome monsters.
But it doesn't continue on in that manner - oh they bicker and make faces at each other, sure, but Tegan's conscious decision to step back onto the TARDIS irons out those imbalances, removes that bitterness and the past of her aunt's death. So when he makes that wee face, it's in expectation of the previous status quo. And never let it be said that Tegan's one to do exactly what's expected of her.
Anyway I really hope this makes sense and I may add some more thoughts later but it's 1:50 am Christmas Eve and I couldn't sleep for thinking about this.
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It's 2am I'm back. I feel like there's also this uneasiness in five about tegan, that mirror that no one likes being held up to themselves. Their similarities but the starkly different ways they express them must be exhausting to five. and here she is back again. To push and prod and challenge and be brashly beautifully glorious. wait. that last bit was the two am shipper coming out. Anyway they draw strength and resolve and anger from each other and Tegan was vital to five, from his first moments till his very last.
#again sorry if it's not coherent but it's been a WEEK. and it's still going.#look away if you're not interested because whatever it's my boring life stuff but. worked sunday and tuesday. thursday my boss texted me#did i want to go up to the next largest city flights and accomodation paid and worked for two weeks at their branch of our shop.#(i said no thank you but holy sht.) and that whole day we'd been taking the house apart looking for dads santa outfit for reading#night before christmas to the kids. utterly gone. nowhere to be found. sister said she had one so we were like oof we can relax it's fine.#sister did not in fact have one. so we took the house apart again. still not here. friday i went out and bought the fabric and fur to Make#one (six straight hours work on the jacket alone) and the kids come up to decorate their trees.#oh! and! when i went in to work to buy the fur (i can only purchase stuff of managers it's store policy) she was like. you can't leave the#shop. stay here. and i went no???? have i done something wrong??? but another manager came down and the managers had put together little#Christmas gift bags for everyone which is so sweet because i still feel like I'm there on sufferance even though it's been like 4 months.#but then. seven o'clock or so when i was still cutting up panne velvet i get an email from the boss who offered me the chch opportunity -#he's now quitting his position at our store. two weeks notice. so I'm stressed about that because we had a good thing going where he'd text#me once a week. we'd arrange extra shifts and that was it. what if the new store manager sucks or hates me or something??#and I've got like five half finished advent fics but i just. don't have the spoons between work tired and c19 brain fog and christmas tired#anyway none of this is about five and Tegan I'm so sorry i just need about ten more weighted blankets on me.#five#tegan#an ask a palpable ask#srsly i love being asked about them or any dw opinions you are so wonderful in my eyes#tbh the advent fics are getting to the point i might just post them all the way through January and when i write little ficlets. people#seem vaguely to be enjoying them but trying to do a December thing was a bit much.#I've just realised this week was even longer. last Saturday we spent the whole day out of town with the kids. and Tuesday we went out of#town to do the stuff we'd planned to do before we had to babysit them on our planned trip day. jfc no wonder I can't brain straight
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re listening to room to breathe undepressed and. Vinny you need to step away from the L-R pan. now.
#ray.txt#these headphones are bassier than my old ones but still. i forgot to turn off mono (was using my busted 1 earbud for a while) and i liked#the mixing better like that :( Not that would you believe me didn't make me feel crazy emotions . But the world if the mixing was better#like i like the some of the songs better on r2b than kerosene (They're sisters to me) but especially getting used to visions coming back...#oof. Well envy goes nuclear still
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they NEED to invent a body without the spine like who put that shit in there
#at thnksgvng with family the last thing i need is a back pain flair up pleeeaaaaaase#i also didn't bring much weed w me in case tsa decided i couldn't keep it for whatever reason so im like#gah . oh oof ouch owie#EDIT: MY SISTER BROUGHT WEED GUMMIES 🙏🙏🙏 GOD BLESS#also *flare . or whatever . im stupit
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Yey chrismafhtjtkgjjgbj time
#don't tell me ''christmas is on the 25th not today'' shut up im finnish ok we celebrate on the 24th#lizard dumbass talks about stuff#text post#my this year's christmas is not exactly going according to plan#me and my family were supposed to spend xmas at my grandparents' place but my mom and my sister are very sick#they just happened to get sick at the most inconvenient time#me and my dad have to go without them oof#and for the record my family is not religious in any way#for us xmas is much more about spending time with family and presents than it is about jesus#just thought i'd make that clear#not that there's anything wrong with being religious of course
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