#mctul says stuff

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hate half life fans that make gordon freeman out to be some sexy hot ladies man hotshot cool guy like nuh uh that man is a dumb little nerdy scientist. I've met guys who work at particle accelerators nd they're fucking nerds gordon probably paints minis in his spare time you guys cannot be serious. he isn't sexy. he's a LOSER and a NERD and I'm TIRED! of!! seeing!! people!! be!! weird!!!!!!!!!!!! he's sooo sososoo losercore.

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i agree with everything stated and want to note that not all endogenics are "faking" or whatever, some are traumagenic systems who do not remember their trauma (WHICH IS THE POINT OF THE DISORDER!!) others are people with delusions, hallucinations, bipolar disorder, bpd, etc. and yet others still are just Faking. If you are certain that you are not faking your experiences as a system (which you will be. it would take conscious effort to fake) it means you fall into either of the first two categories.

This is going to trigger a lot of people, but it needs to be said:

Regarding “endogenics”:

First off: let’s be clear, that science shows us that in order to have alters or a system, you MUST have severe dissociation- which is caused by trauma. This is non-negotiable, no matter how many “research studies” pro-endos share. All of these pro-Endogenic “resources” are either written BY people claiming to be Endogenic, or the article does not have a clear conclusion, or any solid evidence supporting endogenic to be possible.

Systemhood CAN NOT form after young childhood.

There is also no reason or need for the human brain to just randomly start having alters. Science proves this time and time again.

Lots of people say “well I’m multi-origin because some of my alter are Endogenic”. Just because an alter isn’t a trauma holder, does not make them Endogenic, it makes them an ANP (apparently normal part).

We need to stop letting people just get away with spreading misinformation about a very real and complex trauma disorder (DID/OSDD). We need to debunk the misinformation when we see it.

Regarding “Tulpas”:

You’re not gonna wanna hear this, but tulpamacy is NOT alters or headmates. In fact, if you’re claiming to be a “Tulpa” system, you’re appropriating an ancient spiritual practice created by Tibetan Buddhists and the way it’s being used and portrayed on the internet today is not only extremely inappropriate, but offensive.

Stop believing the first thing that pops up on google when you research into this stuff. Make sure your sources are credible and non-bias.

I also find it a little ridiculous that anyone who disagrees with endogenics even slightly, get put on a mass block list 😂😂 like, tell me you can’t handle the truth without telling me.

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postal dude is a character ive literally never seen done dirty by playlists. nobody is putting fucking mother mother and if they do its legitimately shit he'd listen to.. i think its because with other characters theres the categories of "describes them or their vibes" and "what they'd listen to" but for him the overlap is like Severe he would listen to a song that describes him and go "omg me" i think..

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loserposting again but why does everyone ever characterize any fictional character who is a hero to be some sort of sex god who is fawned over by the chicks (and sometimes dudes) like are we faggots in here.?

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ME AND MY TWO WEEK STREAK ITS LESS IMPRESSIVE BUT USUALLY I ONLY FRONT FOR AN HOUR OR SO,,??

plural culture is not being used to front for more than 3 days.and now you've been frontstuck for 111 days (woo cool number)

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oomt (one of my teachers) playef postal i think i gotta kill him

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i love fiction that makes you turn into an animal- clawing growling and crying- each time you think of it,

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guys i have horrible news im reading house of leaves and im drawing conclusions before the ending help me girls

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seeing a fictional man that you love dearly beyond all hope being mischaracterized to the point where all character playlists have doja cat and nothing wlse makes me suicidal. anyways my little guy listens to footloose (song) and wham! (band) and the front bottoms (band) and elton john (band..??? No, Singer.) and mitski (band????)

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who want me i can cook :3 *image of the most foul and disgusting "food" you've ever seen*

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Accidentally deleted my whole tumblr account </3 but erm gender i coined slayy silly haha

NORMALGENDER

A gender that is characterized as feeling incredibly normal or is associated with normalcy. Anyone is allowed to use it, including and especially those who consider themselves/are considered by society to be "abnormal".

Dni: Basic dni, want to argue abt this,

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heartbreaking! your favourite 70s/80s alternative band who published several songs and music videos about opposing the upper class and unity against oppression turned out to be massive fucking bigots!

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up in the tower listening to wizard beats i guess. rock on wizards

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every time i go to school or work for like a week or two or more without taking a break i remember that humans aren't meant for this. and get depressed. and sick.

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me, eating a cream filled donut: I should call him.

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open love letter to all the bear lovers out there who can only pull twinks. i see you, my brothers in arms, some day your twink bf will gain 40lbs and become covered in a sheet of hair, and you will both be made complete by eachother.