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miyokurenai · 1 year ago

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izuku and Bakugo fic where the reader is a childhood friend with them aswell! And she starts becoming distant with them all of a sudden. Thank u ❤️

I'm flattered and thanks for the request. Genies may not exist, but your wish is my command. Sorry I took long to make this. Here you go and enjoy.

••Redeemed Regrets ••

••••••{Bakugo x Reader x Izuku}•••••

Your name POV:

"Help!" I screamed with a crack of voice while laying down, unable to make a move.

"Don't..... push..... yourself" Izuku faintly spoke but I didn't focused on what he said. I focused on how he is now.

His dark black and greenish hair are covered in dust with little fragments of rocks. His cheerful smiling face now beholds scars at his cheeks and blood dripping from his forehead. While his body, especially his arms are like decayed leaves in color of ash that appeared almost no content of bones, unable to move. Like me he was also trying to steady his breathing, resisting the weight of the wall that fell on our lower body leaving only our arms and neck free.

He gave a slight smile even if his eyes are teary and droopy indicating there's nothing to worry about him. However, he can't pretend no more, he's already in a critical state.

"You're the one who's pushing yourself! Stop talking or you'll run out of breath!"

He gave a small laugh. "You're still...... the (Your name) I liked..." he shared while breathing in and out fast to deliver those words clearly. He turned his head and looked at me with his eyes

I blinked many times but never spoke anything and just looked at him. I just never thought we'll talk again.

But his eyes are slowly closing he opened his mouth but uttered no words. He realized it too so he stopped then tried to smile even if he is shaking. I can't hear anything unless my heart beat. It beats faster overtime out of fear and not joy.

"Izuku there's no time for sleeping" I joked to lessen the serious aura around, trying to hide a fear that may happen.

He cleared his throat trying to talk once again, I moved my hand giving extra effort to do it that took a while. My body is really weak. I thought to myself. I held on tight to his sloppy arm for him to stop talking or else he'll kill himself.

"Take.... Care"

The tears in my eyes continuously fell on my cheeks like a never ending waterfalls. "Sleep well" I whispered and I hope he heard it. But some hopes stay as hope. I bit my lower lip stopping my self to sob but it never stops shaking. What made me sad most is he is still smiling even at his last day.

I admired him for never leaving a smile even when we're little. Still, I hated him often doing that.

"Deku!!!!!! You b*stard!!!!!!" Someone shouted from the door filled with rocks. The room slowly trembled resulting for other debris to slowly fall.

"Stop! It will collapse!"

"Wait?!!! (Your name)!!!! D*mbass, Even you?!!!!!"

He's here. I missed the times he calls me that. My inner self chimed with hope. Still, Bakugo's voice produced too much shock wave that not only trembled the place like an earthquake but also the massive pipes that are already loose. Izuku's lucky it didn't hit on him, I was.

"Ah!"

"Brace yourselves!!!! I'm gonna blow this up!!!!-"

"Quit shouting!"

"You're the one's shouting!!!! I'm trying to save both of you!!!!!"

"You're killing us! Not saving!" I yelled that left the room in silence. I stopped myself to ask if he is still there. Not only because I'm losing oxygen due to the added weight now the metal pipe is on top of me but Bakugo, didn't talked back.

A prideful person never gets speechless in an argument.

"Looks like you're only friend left you" someone mysteriously talked. I looked around using my eyes, it didn't took long since he is on top of me. Sitting on the wall that fell at me while he's feet laid on top of the metal pipe like some guy relaxing on a beach.

"Good grief, it's just you" I complemented with a sleepy eyes looking at him.

"People do like to underestimate others just to be offered help."

"I don't "

"Don't get selfish my dear weak cousin. It's your fault that he died" he pointed on Izuku.

" And he changed" he blamed then pointed behind those rocks that covered the door way.

I gritted my teeth and lucky him that my hands are under these pipe for his face would be great to be hit by it. He is still the cousin I've known, cruel and manipulative. His outfit is simply a dark navy blue Sapphire cloak with a hood and yellow shoes. He still isn't good at fashion sense. But even so, I looked at Izuku's wounded face and remembered what I just yelled to Bakugo.

From the day I met them I only wished for them to smile purely not forcedly. I sighed making a decision I never thought I would think of.

"Alright-"

He cut me off and took a pouch from his pocket. After it he took a sandy silver dust and sprinkled all over my face. I made a small cough and he did that on purpose so I won't be able to talk.

"It's a deal! Okay you'll die when you reach 16. Good luck being a kid again, bye!" He continued while not allowing for me to speak a last word.

My eyes and vision are turning dark then black. The last thing or person I saw, was his grin.

I don't care about him nor myself. This is for Bakugo and Izuku. I said to myself full of determination.

But then I felt different, I feel like I want to hit the bed. That made me yawn like I never slept in ages.

*******

"(Your name)!"

"Hey d*mbass!'

"Kacchan! She won't wake up if you call her that"

I heard voices of two kids and felt their eyes looking at me.

"That's it! I'm going to shake her"

"You shouldn't -"

"I know what I'm doing!"

I felt a small hand wrapped at my back and lifted up causing me to sit. I decided to open my eyes to know who is it but the hands of it are now at my shoulders.

"Wake up!" He shouted while shaking my shoulders that caused my whole body to wiggle like a broken vending machine trying to get a choco bar.

I got irritated and opened my eyes immediately with eyebrows close together like a tiger ready to attack her prey down.

"Hey! I'm not a living vending machine!"

"(Your name's) awake!" A little boy happily mentioned my name.

My eyes automatically looked at him and he is just beside me. He's alive and lively.

"You can smile?" Another boy asked with a sarcasm and he is just in front of me. I didn't noticed that I smiled until he spoke about it.

"I can! Why can't I ? You probably just liked it" I bragged confidently.

He swiped his head avoiding our eyes to try hide his face but I can see his ear is already red.

"Kacchan maybe we should head home, you've got a fever" Izuku gasped and put his little hands on Bakugo's forehead.

My guts want to tease him so I acted like an innocent child. I went close to his face and did what Izuku did and I felt the temperature arouse at him.

"Spider?!!!!" Izuku shrieked and once I heard that my face is ready to faint but if I do that creepy insect might bite me. So I jumped like a cat that was just thrown a cucumber while hugging.... Someone.

"Oh! It's just black fur ball" Izuku realized and turned his head to us but his eyes widened and now dumbfounded.

"Are you kidding me?! Geeez" I blurted and exhaled to let out the tension.

"Ahh... I can't breathe, get off"

"Hm?" I hummed cluelessly then took a look on Bakugo why did he said something off. But my whole dignity almost sank. My eyes opened really wide while both of my eyebrows almost reached at the air. I pushed him violently by accident and also embarrassment. I haven't felt I hugged him.

We looked away in opposite directions that left the field a noice of only coming from the grass as the wind passed.

This is literally akward! My inner self shouted that almost bangled my ears.

"I'm just going to fetch some fruits" Izuku broke the silence but his face is still the same as before, shocked. He walked stiffly like a robot after seeing unexpected things.

After what happened, I had enough of Bakugo's face and we'll just definetly fight if we're only the two of us.

"I'll help" I voluntarily shouted.

�� *******

"I can almost reach it!" Izuku exclaimed with excitement . As he stretched his arms to get the red apple hanging on a tree while maintaining his balance on a branch.

Now's my chance. My selfish side cued.

I closed my eyes and deeply focused making a landscape of flower fields where butterflies fly freely. My skin tingled after sensing something pointy and a bit itchy.

I opened my eyes to reveal if it's here and they are. I swift a hand gesture dancing in the air and pointed at Izuku's back in the end of my hand incantation. While processing commands to be transferred at the mind of my butterfly.

"Get his quirk"

By that they followed it and flew in a rush towards Izuku's back for him not to notice and for me to teach him a lesson.

But I felt a sudden change of mind to continue or stop. He is your friend.

But I'm doing this for him.

Am I sure? Or I'm just doing it for myself.

"Got it---ah!!!"

"Izuku!"

He screamed not out of the bite of my butterfly but he fell when he jumped out of joy that resulted for his feet to land on air instead of a sturdy branch.

My feelings and thoughts were circling of worry and fear for he might get injured.

"Please save him" I let out a whisper out of unexplained emotion and action to be done. Yhe atmosphere then went windy and one butterfly came after another to Izuku's direction.

They gathered under the spot where Izuku may possibly fall. But as Izuku was on top of those butterflies ready for him to be caught his body just passed at it as if he is passing through a cloud mist. So he ended up hitting at a rock with butterflies on his back, the butterflies are for sure flat but atleast Izuku's drop impact lowered.

"Told you not to get it!" I worriedly shouted as I ran to him

"It's a hero's duty to meet the humanities needs. Atleast the apple is not squashed, here you go" he told cheerfully with a wide smile then gave me the apple forgetting how it's hurtful for your back and butt to hit at a rock.

"Stop pretending"

"Pretending?"

"It's okay not to smile if you're hurt. Smile if you want to not need to. We're friends you don't have to pretend." I declared but the word friend almost hit like a shot of arrow in my heart.

"Well, as All Might does he puts a smile on his face even if things get bad."

"You've said that a hundred times"

"Really?! Well, it's a new record, a hundred in one"

"It's a hundred AND one"

"As I was saying let's get back!"

I wonder if you would even smile once you learned your quirk is gone.

"Ah!" Izuku shouted that waked my thoughts of daydreaming. Sometimes past hunts your present to change for the betterment of it's future.

I looked to his direction and saw him rubbing his back but he can't stand up like it's paralyzed at the grass. My hands are shaking as I ran towards him to scan what I can do.

Just like what happened before.

"Why did you took the apple?!!"

"You were looking at it. It's a heros duty to meet the humanities needs"

"For goodness sake" I slapped my forehead and rubbed my temple trying not to explode.

I took a deep breath and concentrated to call the butterflies that could help.

More of them carried herbal leafs water droplets, and a vine for treatment of his back. It didn't broke since I already ordered them to pull of the rock then gather dried leaves. Knowing the past is quite cool. What I don't know how my butterflies did that.

Atleast his quirk is at him, ready for tomorrow.

****

"Next is Izuku Midoriya" our teacher called him. This is Quirk Test, the day where things have changed. But now changed it for the better.

"Izuku it's your turn" Bakugo toughly said after being praised by our teacher for having a flashy quirk. He pushed Izuku where he is already shaking and frozen stiff. He is still shy as always.

I want to help also so I supported them but aggressively. My childhood days won't exist if weren't for them. They know how to make me smile purely but I never let them see it. That's the down part of my personality. Afraid of expressing myself too much.

I pushed Bakugo mildly but powerful enough for them to stumble on the floor like a domino.

"How dare you do that!!"

"I was trying to help"

"Well, you're not!!"

"Alright enough, Izuku is about to showcase his quirk" teacher calmly told us and Bakugo just mumbled and that's about me for sure. I stuck out my tongue and saw his nerve pop out of his forehead.

Izuku closed his eyes and focused everything on his energy from within. All eyes on him waiting what happens. After a minute, nothing happened.

Our classmates mumbled almost the same statement. "He is quirkless, one of the 20% in the population". I showed them my fist then glared and they shut their mouth automatically.

I looked at Bakugo and like before he gave a grin. Now the tragedy starts that I thought I changed it.

I already stopped myself to get his quirk. My thoughts said that made me think what are the possibility but a lightbulb appeared at my idea.

I took a robot toy and threw directly at his face.

"(Your name) why did you do that-" teacher's word were cut after all of us heard a blow from the walls. All of our heads turned and saw the wall formed massive and many long cracks circled from one source. The toy I threw.

How I threw it is not the suspect but because of his reflexes where the toy hit on the wall revealing his quirk.

"Cool, it's similar to All Might"

Everybody exclaimed and crowded around at Izuku. He is scratching his back while accepting praises and amazement of them then he payed a smile almost reaching his eyes. A blushing smile out of a little nervousness but full of gratefulness.

I'm thankful too that it went fine. I don't need to avoid him like I did in the early days. Not because he is weak but because of my weakness. Once I did a mistake I avoided the person whom I did it to. But now my soul is purely filled with joy .

******

"You beat up those 4th grader all at once!"

"The most amazing heroes always win. They come on top no matter what."

"Wow your so cool!"

"I want to follow you whenever you go!"

"Yeah like a leader"

"Well, your first rule is-"

"Alright that's enough for today" I demanded and pulled his hands for him to stop thinking of a decision. I have to, if not, Izuku and Bakugo's friendship will deteriorate.

There are times power binds growth of strength but blinds you in the end.

Bakugo wrenched his fist and sparked flame on it like fireworks, a sudden heat made me let go to him "Stop dragging me! You're not my sister!"

I did not argue back and looked around to know if we're here.

"Sit down" I commanded while pointing at a metal bench close to a medical store.

"You're not a boss"

"Don't be stubborn" I insisted then pushed his shoulders to forcedly sit. He was about to put away my hands as a kid full of pride and that annoyed me.

"You're face needs to be treated!"

"I don't need your help! I'm not weak d*mbass!"

"Not being treated is weak, you just can't handle the sting of the alcohol that's for sure."

"That's not true, even if you pour that to my whole face"

"Really?"

"Go on"

With that I had a chance to treat him, taking a cotton soaked with alcohol after wiping his scars and dust at his face. Then sticking it with bandages in the end.

"You did that on purpose didn't you"

"You took long to realize it"

"Hmp" he pouted while crossing his arms who seemed really distracted when someone helps him.

"Asking help is never a sign of weakness it takes courage to do it, got that" I advised him but instead of listening he mimicked my voice I did got irritated but I took a deep breath. I just organized my supplies inside my bag. I new this would happen so I prepared. In the past, what I did is lift him with the help of my butterflies to lessen the weight and brought to the clinic six blocks away. My bones almost collapse after it.

"If a villain would ask what are your last words what would it be?" Bakugo suddenly asked.

I stopped what I'm doing but didn't look at him either. That's the last conversation I had with him. But now I need to make it right. I turned and look at him ready to tell the truth

"I don't know, how about you?"

"Hey I was the first who asked!"

"Clearly it's a situational question, you definitely have a answer in mind"

"Is it bad to ask"

"No.. but if it's you yes"

"D*mbass, I would tell to the villain to kill you"

"And I'll tell to the villain whoever demanded to kill me is the one I never had the chance to say I like him."

~~~~After 10 years ~~~~

I am standing in front of the entrance arc of an institute with big U. A. letters as the name of the this school. U. A. High

Without exploring your weakness, you'll never discover your true strength. That's what I learned

I distanced myself to two people I want to be with their side. Not to the reason of their fault but because of my own.

I avoided Bakugo, afraid to tell the words I never imagine I would say those eight letters.

I never spoke to Izuku, after realizing he doesn't need a friend who took away his quirk.

Only for one reason, for them to not smile. For them to realize it's okay not to do it and save it to moments that deserves it.

But what I learned is instead of finding a way to remove their smile is find a way to let out their pure smiles.

" Weekend just passed and you already missed this school"

"A little. Hey?! Where's Super All Might " I suddenly remembered that three of us walked here so I tried to turn my head if we left him behind but instead of that. I felt a hand wrapped at my back and pulled closer to where his heart beats.

We can hear each other's heartbeat while his face is slowly getting closer to mine. I didn't push him and decided to let him. It's just a small kiss. So I closed my eyes and smiled waiting for the moment that could motivate me at class.

"Guys! Why did you left me-- oh!"

We stopped while looking at him but I can feel a rage of energy beside me that can explode in a second. I let out a laugh while Super All Might explained himself while bowing many times asking forgiveness. Kacchan didn't accept it then took a deep breath ready for a shouting session.

"You really show off in the wrong time! We were about to--"

Ringggggg ding dong dingggggggg

The school bell covered some of the loud speech of Kacchan so we almost heard nothing.

"Come on, Mr. Aizawa will expel us if he found this out. You can do it some other time"

"Is it bad to do it with my girlfriend. Hey! Stop pushing!"

"You've already done it many times. Me and ochaco never done that."

"That's because I'm not weak"

"Hey! I was just explaining"

"Then let's settle this once and for all"

Kacchan announced and grinned ready to fight .

"Bring it on" Super All Might agreed while I just laughed holding my stomach for this two are getting stupid.

All of a sudden my heart beat pumped slowly, but made an impactful vibration that almost burst my hearing senses. A pump after another that beats stronger and more painful. I holded my chest. Now even my chest hurts like it's been squeeze by a snake unable to breathe normally.

Before I could tell them knees gave up and now I heard my body hit at the ground.

"(Your superhero name!)" Two of them shouted as they ran to me but my vision started to blur.

I smiled. Atleast I made things right.

*******

Sorry if the ending is somehow unexpected. But I hope I met your expectations. Thanks again 🥰