#mayoi ayase my beloved

[mintys-musings]

i remembered the idea of Alpha!Mayoi Ayase and the gears are turning. so ig i am writing something for his day v quickly- just some ramble about him in a rut and a gn!reader finding him

NSFW under cut~!

ik ik the logical idea would be to have omega!mayoi but really consider him being an alpha~ :3

if he's in a rut, he's avoiding everyone more than he usually is. he's so fucking ashamed of himself. the shame eats at him and swallows him whole that any rational thought is thrown out in favour of hiding so he can deal with the problem himself.

hell thats even assuming he leaves his room- well actually- he might leave his room in order to go to the most secluded spots of ES that he can think of

100% is crying as he tries to jack himself off. crying- whimpering- moaning in that way he usually does but now it is actually because of something sexual- the whole 9 yards

poor baby if you find him- he would be groveling at your feet apologising. he's so disgusting for revealing his true nature to you like this (he didn't do anything. you just found him like this) he has held your kindness too close to his heart and now he fears you'll despise him for the wretched being he is (he moaned your name a couple times)

if you offer to help him out during his rut, he's going to have an internal struggle. he would nearly pounce on you before his anxiety kicks in and he starts clutching at your legs and asking if it's truly okay

it takes some convincing, but less than normal because his rut is altering his brain chemistry.

would hold off as long as he can to prep you, but foreplay is very sloppy and quick. he needs to be in you. he's begging to be in you.

the minute his dick is in your hole, any self control is out the window. he is ROUGH and FAST. lord help you.

so so vocal. mostly apologising and praising/thanking you between moans and whimpers. he describes everything he's feeling in such detail it's almost like you could feel it too.

drools. drools and bites. he is also apologising for all the mess. he is a very messy person when in a rut. if you let him claim you fully, he's- well first he's gonna cry- second he's gonna mark you up completely. lets you return the favour after because "I'm yours as much as you are mine, darling~ Maybe even more so~"

once his knot pops into place, he's holding you as tight as he can without hurting you and laying down. whispers more thanks and apologies into your hair and kisses your face all over. he's so grateful that he might start up again even before his knot fully relaxes. just humping into your hole until you're both too overstimulated to talk

after everything, is treating you like a precious glass sculpture. absolutely spoils you with care and affection. goes into the following week even in subtle ways like everything you need/thought you loss appearing. sometimes he leaves sticky notes with love hearts so you know exactly who it's from. sweetheart mayoi my beloved scrungly forever mwuah mwuah 💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚

[fakeasmr]

OKAY HERE HE COMES

thanks for not taking all of my dia to pull love that for us

fuck yes fuck yes fuck yes fuck yes

the ribbons, the nail polish, the SWAG

the lacing!!!

boy is that a corset???? I am DECEASED

mayoi outfit of all time!!!

[ninakoll]

WHERE is the story in which for a stage adaptation of phantom of the opera mayoi is cast as RAOUL instead of the phantom and goes thru a whole identity crisis in which he was not cast as the monster he thinks he is and instead has to play an arrogant and heroic buffoon? 🗣️ where!!!

[twoa-plus]

i don’t think i ever posted these here so here u go. take them

sorry if they look wonky these are just quick refs i did a while ago !! also i didn’t feel like drawing their unit outfits all over again so they get. whatever these are

ok i go eepy now

[stardust-snow]

YOU WILL LOOK AT HIM

[moonlube]

mayoi had a good time at color factory 💜

[enstars-colorpicked-flags]

transfem flag picked from mayoi ayase

requested by: anon

[image 1 desc: the bloomed image for mayoi's card in the mayoi and hajime tour event. in the cg he's wearing his tour event outfit and has one arm in the air with his hand cupped around one of the falling flowers from the tree in the background. he's also smiling as he holds another one of the flowers between his teeth. end id]

[image 2 desc: the transfem flag with colors picked from the above image. end id]

[distortedmoondisc]

Hey! I know you're a big Alkaloid fan (amazing taste btw), so I was wondering if you had any thoughts on their upcoming solos and what you'd like to see for each? Personally, I'd love something with Phantom of the Opera inspiration for Mayoi considering his backstory, but I'm not quite sure on the other three and wanted to know if you had anything in mind for them? Thanks!!!

Sorry for the late reply, but I'm so glad you sent me an ask!!! 🥹🙌

Despite how excited I am for the prospect of Alkaloid getting solos, I try my best to not have any expectations for them so I can be surprised when they release... however! I admit I do have a few expectations for them shdjf so...

An unnecessarily long post talking about what I'd like to see for the upcoming Alkaloid's solos!

I'm not sure if it's canon, but I read somewhere that the solos are based on the characters' first Feature Scout cards. Therefore, the solo songs for Alkaloid should fit their first FS cards, and I have some expectations for them to fill if that's the case 👁️

Let's start with Aira!

For Aira, I would like that his solo song has some European or specifically French elements, mostly in the instrumental (I still wonder if I'd like Aira to say some french words in the song, since an essential part of Aira's character is that he doesn't fit the foreigner image people have of him —despite his looks, he's just an average Japanese boy, he doesn't know any French—; but I also think that, if in his FS1 he embraced this side of his identity, he would also be open to use some French in the lyrics despite not knowing the language, also as a sign that he's accepting his French blood as part of his identity).

Of course, I hope that his solo song is upbeat and cheerful, and that the lyrics talk about his self doubt and insecurities, but with a hopeful outlook about it—talking about how he's still going to try to work hard to overcome his challenges, to be able to stand on stage with pride and become the idol he's always dreamed to become. Now that I think about it, it seems I'd like something like Living on the Edge— except perhaps less self deprecating and angsty, but with the same determination and 'i won't give up' vibes expressed by the lyrics (such as the lines "Though my heart seems like it might break, I wonder why / I don't feel like calling it quits here at all" and "even if I compare and envy others, I can't be anyone but myself") (curiously enough, these two lines are sung by Aira in Living on the Edge 🥹 the first one featuring Tatsumi)

Speaking of Living on the Edge, an alternative theme for Aira's solo would be the feelings of envy and jealousy he feels for those that achieve what he still hasn't. This would also make the song more serious and slightly darker. But then again, that topic was already addressed in Living on the Edge, so it probably won't be the topic of his solo song, but I just wanted to mention it since these ugly feelings of envy are an important part of Aira as a character and a thing that affects many of his decisions and feelings in his stories, even though he's getting better at it and overcoming it!

Also, as a plus, I'd like that somewhere in his solo song they make a reference to the ugly duckling story... The metaphor just fits his character arc so perfectly. A duckling that has been perceived as ugly for most of his life, living a lonely existence thinking that they aren't enough and that they're disliked by everyone, for later to find a family of his own and with them realizing his own beauty and qualities.

Now, let's go with Hiiro!

I would like his solo song to address at least one of 2 elements important to Hiiro's character arc that he's still on a journey to solve:

1. I wish his solo song could address his thoughts and feelings about what he wants to do with his life now that he's free from the imposed role of servitude he had under Rinne in their hometown. Hiiro finding the thing he wants to do by himself is one of the most important parts of his journey as a character—and ever since the ending of the !! Main Story, we already know he has chosen to keep going on this path to become an idol (sincerely this time, instead of it being just a means to an end to bring his brother back home), so I'd like to see Hiiro talking about how he feels about his new independence, as well as his feelings for being an idol.

2. I'd like his solo song to expand more on his feelings about the relativity of morality and justice, and how this clashes with the values he learned at his hometown about universal, unbending rules about what is right and wrong. Hiiro, at the beginning of the story, had a very strict and rigid set of morality that wasn't really his, but imposed culturally and socially by his hometown, but throughout the MS he learns that what is right and true in his hometown isn't necessarily right and true in the city, and how there're more perspectives and ways of thinking and doing things outside of the world he knew. What the narrative concluded for Hiiro is that what needs to do now is to figure out what is right and what is wrong by himself, to question everything he learns and to learn as much as he can to expand his horizons; Hiiro already has a core set of values regarding justice and morality that he truly believes in, regardless of whether or not they were taught by him by his hometown or by his stay on the city, and he's basing the rest of his decisions and thoughts from those.

(This is the theme I'd love to see explored in his solo song the most, and it's also the least likely one to be addressed in his solo lmao due to how complex it is.... but we never know! I had this idea in the first place after reading the lyrics of Vermilion —and I already made a separate post screaming about a specific part of the song in the past, but I'm bringing it back just because I can never shut up—because there's a part that says "In an autonomous life, there is meaning you'll never grasp / With the suit of your soul, persist in your belief" and I think this line puts perfectly Hiiro's dilemma: he now has an autonomous life, and with this autonomy and freedom comes the lack of a purpose in life (set by someone else, in this case), so he feels lost about what to do and about what is the meaning of his life anymore, but that the best he can do to navigate this world is to trust in himself and persists in his personal beliefs, which means deciding things on his own and coming to his own conclusions. Vermilion is a song that talks about Hiiro's sense of identity regarding his value as an autonomous person only in certain parts, so I wish Hiiro's solo expanded on those ideas planted in Vermilion that were limited to just a few lines.)

While Rinne is a very important person to Hiiro and their bond is a vital part of his character arc and story, I hope his solo song isn't directed to him or solely about him. I hope Hiiro's solo is dedicated to his own thoughts, feelings and struggles, instead of being dedicated to someone else—this would go against the whole point of Hiiro's character, who is now independent from Rinne and his own person. I know some solos are dedicated from one character to another, but it's important for Hiiro that his song is about himself, so I hope Happyele doesn't mess that up.

I would love some red swallow imagery somewhere!! That's hiiro's tagline, so I hope they use it somewhere in his solo.

Musically speaking, I think his solo will be something very Alkaloid-like—by which I mean, rock music that is very encouraging and powerful (like pretty much all Alkaloid songs). I am thinking of Vermilion or You're Speculation as examples lol.

Next, Tatsumi!

I have a feeling if any solo should be sad/melancholic/angsty, it should be his... Tatsumi, despite how calm and kind he is, he is haunted by the incident with Kaname and filled with guilt. Tatsumi is extremely self sacrificing and tends to pin the fault at himself, and to top it all he also avoids relying on others and instead wants people to rely on him. Tatsumi is forcing a very lonely situation upon himself, so I kinda wish his solo song talked about the 'sins' he has committed and the regret he feels for them, and how he feels he is the only one that can carry this burden, alone.

Alternatively, I really wish his solo song addressed his faith, and I'm pretty sure it will in some way, but I have no idea in which way they could... I would like to see his solo expanding on his feelings for his religion and how it related to his wish to become an idol in the first place (Tatsumi wanted to become an idol to make his sect less stigmatized by society, since Japan isn't very accepting of those who aren't part of the main 2 beliefs of the country, Shinto or Buddhism). The topic of religion and faith with Tatsumi is extremely complex, more than you would think at first glance; we don't know his real and deeper feelings about his faith, and he seems to have an unconventional view of religion in the first place (he has only talked about his faith in more depth in Feather Touch as far as I know, and in there he makes this argument that is... very particular to say the least.

Tatsumi here is saying that God may or may not exist as most of us imagine him—as a sentient otherworldly being that is omnipotent and created the world, but that God might actually be the "Thing" (Power, as he calls it) that a group of people believe in, that is what drives them and gives them strength. To me, what Tatsumi is essentially saying here is that belief itself is this Power. Belief itself, no matter to what it is, as long as it motivates you and makes many believers reshape the world a certain way, can be considered "God."

This is, of course, against not only the Catholic doctrine but against many other Christian sects' beliefs, lol. But it's interesting nonetheless. I think this might be too complex for a song to tackle by itself, but I still would like to see Tatsumi talking about God and what he believes it is, and if this Power is what led him to 'reshape' the world he knew (referencing the failed revolution at Reimei).

Musically speaking, I wonder if they could use some typical church choir instrumental in his solo? Personally I'd love to see this take place. I feel that, to fit the melancholic vibe of the solo, the song would be slow and not very energetic, though I could also see the rhythm picking up at some point (probably when the lyrics become more emotional) and become more "Alkaloid-like" where it turns powerful and encouraging instead.

I can see his solo using Latin phrases (similar to how they did in Artistic Partisan!), referencing either Christianity (using 'mea culpa' or lines of some christian prayers in latin, like the Pater Noster) or philosophy (the only example I can think of the top of my head is 'memento mori'...)

And for last, Mayoi!

I think his solo will be about his own feelings of unworthiness and self depreciation, in how he feels he's evil and bad and that he can only belong in the shadows, where nobody can perceive him and he can't offend anyone with his presence. But I hope it makes emphasis in Mayoi's desire to live in the light; in how he wishes to be seen, acknowledged and loved by others, and that he's tired of admiring the lives of others from the shadows and yearning for what they have, so he himself came out from the dark to take a part of the outside world. He might be selfish and egotistical for having these wishes, but it just can't be helped.

I really love this side of Mayoi, personally, in how despite seeing himself as unworthy, he recognizes his own desire for happiness and love and has the will in him to act upon this urge. Selfishness is usually not a desirable thing, but in Mayoi's case, I believe it should be forgiven and even encouraged.

I really agree with you and your idea of his solo being like Phantom of the Opera! I imagine his solo being like a rock opera, very powerful that makes full use of Mayoi's unique vocals and range.

I think these are all my thoughts.... I apologize if it was way longer and more complicated than you asked for lmao.

But still, I wish to remain without expectations for their solos so I can appreciate them for what they are and analyze them correctly the day they release!

I also don't claim to be making predictions with any of these! These are just my delusions, ramblings and wishes as an AlkaP that loves these 4 boys way too much shdjfkg

[puddingcake300]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FAVORITE CEILING DWELLER!! 🎂🎉

[gre3dling]

got rinne fs2 on my free 10 scout today,,, here’s to hoping that luck carries over and i can get mayoi too😁🙏🙏🙏🙏

[allimili]

AND WHAT IF I GO FUCKING INSANEEEEE

[pienhime]

Ten Under-Recognized Jirai Kei Characters!

Ive been meaning to make a post on some jirai kei characters that i think are underappreciated by the overseas landmine community! Mostly i think its bc they don't wear girly kei, cybercore, or other fashions associated with us on SNS, and bc their media came out before 2020. So ive compiled a list and an explanation for why i think they're jirai! I have another list for pien kei characters who arent jirai in my opinion too. If u have any characters u think the western jirai comm sleeps on, comment/reblog and tell me who & why!

1. Celestia Ludenberg

Celestia (Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc) has screamed landmine to me for like, ever! She's wrapped up in her appearance and at first glance makes the effort to come off as regal and formal. But she frequently lets that disguise slip and shows her sadistic side at the slightest inconvenience, threatening violence and screaming in peoples faces. She's got both a superiority complex AND inferiority complex, and has an unhealthy obsession with gambling, her super high school level talent.

2. Nijimin Anazawa

Nijimin (Mahou Shoujo Site) is super popular in the japanese jirai comm, and its easy to see why. She's easily lovestruck and a borderline yandere (dependent type), murderous and hellbent on revenge, and her magical power literally revolves around manipulating others. She's a beloved idol and a symbol of cuteness, but she's a murderous magical girl? How much more jirai can you get!

3. Mayoi Ayase

Mayoi (Ensemble Stars) is a very interesting character! From his obsession with the occult to his self depreciating behavior to his obsessive and stalkerish tendencies, he's an overall offputting yet charming guy. As an idol, he has fans who have a totally different image of him than the creep (affectionate) he can be at times behind the scenes. Also, not to stereotype, but his favorite sanrio character is kuromi, whos super popular within jirai.

4. Yuri

Yuri (Dokidoki Literature Club) being a landmine seems a little self-explanatory to me. She's a yandere character who's probably the most unassuming of the cast at first. She's shy, smart, kind... and a self-harming yandere with a knife fetish who will literally kill herself if you get involved romantically or reject her.

5. Yoosung

Wow, when's the last time I thought about Mystic Messanger? No idea, but Yoosung feels pretty jirai kei to me in retrospect. In the beginning of the game, hes the adorkable self-conscious junior with an unhealthy online addiction. But, by the end, he's a self-harming yandere who refuses to let the player character go, and is willing to do whatever it takes to secure a happily ever after.

6. Kusokawa-chan

While I have an immeasurable hatred for her creator, Kusokawa-chan (Menhera-chan spin-off 4komas) is a comfort character of mine... for some reason. With a name that means "kawaii trash", her personality is probably predictable. She's human trash, a sadistic asshole with no respect for others who will insult and berate you at the drop of a hat, and turn on a dime on her fans. She tries to cover it up by putting on an exaggerated innocent act and kawaii-fying herself and her life, but she just cant stop herself from exploding on others with no remorse.

7. Azusa Mukami

Admittedly, everything I know about Diabolik Lovers is through its fandom as I've yet to cave and buy the games. But from what little I know, Azusa seems pretty jirai. He seems innocent, fragile even- but has the typical amount of yandere tendencies for the series. He has a self harm addiction, and if you peruse his route you're in for a toxic time.

8. Satou Matsuzaka

This might be cheating because she's so popular on yandere tumblr, but Satou Matsuzaka (Happy Sugar Life) is ultra jirai kei. It's no wonder she's such a popular choice of pfp on japanese jiraitwt! She's obsessed with living out a fantasy saccarine-sweet life with the object of her desire, and given her full-blown yandere nature and her lolicon status, its no doubt shes a toxic partner. She's beloved at her school and workplace for her seemingly sweet nature and cute looks, but her kindness is only for the purposes of manipulation.

9. Kosame Amagai

Again, I'm no expert on Diabolik Lovers! But based on what my friends on yandereblr tell me, this guy is definately a jirai danshi. He's a lover of all things cute, who uses his cute shota-like appearance and polite manner of speech to lure others in. In reality, hes an abusive partner in his route, and takes his anger out on others verbally. He's willing to cry, scream, and threaten over the smallest of transgressions. Of course, he's also a yandere as per series standard.

10. Momonga

Okay so this is only half-serious, but there's a reason Momonga (Chiikawa) is so beloved by jirai girls and often depicted fitting the visual jirai stereotype in fanart. She's ultra cute! But she uses her appearance and acting vulnerable and innocent to try to get away with shithead behavior. She's loud, erratic, and self-obsessed, and often cries when she doesn't get her way. She's obviously the worlds cutest little manipulator, and she knows it.

I hope you enjoyed this list! There's a list for non-landmine pien kei characters coming soon, so feel free to send me asks with recommendations! And feel free to add on to this list in reblogs and comments!

[mintys-musings]

Unintended Side Effects (Mayoi Ayase x GN!Reader)

mayoi definitely wouldn’t make this mistake imo but pretend for the v loose “plot” that he fucked up or that he did this to himself on purpose. loosely inspired by that one homescreen line about putting vitamins or whatever in everyones drinks

summary: Mayoi had purchased some new supplement to relieve some fatigue he was feeling. tags: aphrodisiacs(?), mild mindbreak, bottom!mayoi, reader’s genitals aren’t elaborated on so assume they either have a strap or a cock idk, top!reader, overstimulation, general rough sex word count: 914

NSFW under cut~

“I’m sorry! I didn’t mean for this to happen. I’m so disgusting. Perverse—“

Moans and apologies tumbled out of Mayoi’s mouth like a running faucet. His ramblings were only cut off by gasps as you push yourself deeper into his tight hole.

“Oh~ My love, please~” He whined, pushing his hips back against yours. “You feel so nice inside. You’re much to good for m— Mmgh!”

You press your chest flush against his back and grip his leaking cock to get him to shut up. You weren’t sure how he managed this. It seemed like the oddest situations always befell your beloved phantom, but today really took the cake.

Mayoi was feeling rather sluggish today and had decided to try out a new jelly drink meant to energize you. It definitely worked to energize Mayoi, but when his body grew hot and all of his thoughts start to spiral into depravity, there was some room to believe that the drink did way more than just “energize” a person.

It was in Mayoi’s nature to run and deal with problems himself, but in his desperation, he had called you. Panting and stammering, he begged you— in no uncertain terms— to take him.

So here you were.

You nipped at his shoulders as you time your thrusts to each stroke of Mayoi’s dick.

“There you go.” You huff, watching Mayoi’s back dip downwards into a beautiful arch. “No need to apologise.”

Mayoi’s eyes watered at how sensitive he was. The force of your hips driving their way in and out of him was far too much. And you two had barely started! His cock twitched in your grasp, as hard as can be.

You knew that the effects of what he drank might last a while, so you took your sweet time thrusting. What he perceived as an overwhelming force was just you moving at a moderate pace.

Peppering his shoulders and the nape of his neck with kisses, you giggled breathlessly as you watched Mayoi drool out onto the sheets. You cooed and picked up the pace a little just to see his face contort further.

“Guh... My love, you’re making me feel s-so— s-so—“

He couldn’t think of a word to describe his current feelings. He just kept babbling incoherently while his hole gripped at you like he didn’t want you to leave his insides. You kept changing the force you were rutting into him with. You wanted to see what pleasured him most in this state. He was your little guinea pig to test on now. And he couldn’t be happier.

Your hand left his cock in favour of grabbing his hips to steady his trembling body. It hadn’t even been a few minutes since you two started and he was already feeling close to climax.

“A-ah~ I don’t think I’ll last,” he said, words starting to slur together. “I-I’m sorry. I’m sorry~! I can’t help it~!” His voice jumped all over the place in tune to your movements.

SMACK!

“Eek!”

Mayoi’s shrill squeal rang out as you smacked his ass. He was just presenting so nicely and his voice was so enticing. You just had to. The actions alone were enough to make some cum spurt out of his cock, but he wasn’t softening at all.

“... Did you come already...?” You asked, a wicked smile coming to your face as you realized just how sensitive Mayoi was in this moment.

Mayoi didn’t answer. He was ashamed at how quickly he was driven to the edge. And yet he still wanted more. You had stopped moving in order to give him some room to answer, but instead he started stroking his own cock.

His whimpers reached your ears as you watched the pathetic display. Mayoi was so desperate for pleasure that he couldn’t hold back for a second. He couldn’t go one damn second without the need to come overwhelming his thoughts. It was all he could think about.

You pulled out and shove the man onto his back, smacking his hand away from his dick. You made up for it immediately by jacking him off at a quick pace.

His hands weren’t sure where to go as he was thrown into another pool of pleasure. He scrambled to hold onto anything— eventually settling on the sheets. Mayoi’s mind was melting to the point where he wasn’t sure if he should shove you away since it was too much pleasure or beg your for more since he didn’t want to go without it.

He was breathless, gasping and whining as your hand squeezed and stroked at his length with vigor. Now that you knew that he was hypersensitive and wasn’t going limp any time soon, you couldn’t help but want to push your phantom to his limits.

In no time at all, Mayoi came once more with a loud wail. His eyes watered as he stared up at you in awe.

You took advantage of the way his mouth was left agape and shoved two cum coated fingers in his throat. The tears in Mayoi’s eyes fell as he gagged lightly in surprise. But he did instinctively lap at his own mess like the good boy he was.

Once your fingers were clean again, you unceremoniously pulled them out of his mouth to grip his jaw. You gave him a forceful kiss, moving closer to press yourself against his gaping hole once more.

“Oh Mayoi... I’m going to ruin you.”

[certified-ultimate-simp]

may I please request general hc for slow dancing with a fem! S/o with Natsume and Mayoi from Enstars!! Thank you so much and I appreciate you and your lovely writing 🤧💖💞

Hello, Ellie bunny!! And of course, of course! I will gladly do your two beloveds for you, gives me practice when it comes to writing them for the fic as well jsdljsdljsdlkfj I meant to start on this so much earlier please forgive me, dove-

Edit: FUUUUUUU I PUT THIS OFF FOR SO LONG I'M SO SORRY AAAAAAAAAA LEMME GET THIS DONE FOR YOU I FEEL SO BAD

Request: General Headcannons

Prompt: Slow Dancing

Natsume Sakasaki & Mayoi Ayase x Fem! S/O! Reader

Setting: Formal Party

Natsume Sakasaki

*When Natsume sees you walk into the room, you can bet he is blown away by how beautiful you look.

*He thinks you put a spell on him when you walked in. If you haven't already when he first met you, that is.

*The purples and blues of your dress that looks like a ball gown give you a regal look and he just fell in love with you all over again.

*He makes his way through the crowd toward you and offers his hand with a light bow and a small smirk

*"Care for a dance, koneko-chAN~?"

*Oh, how he loves your shy reaction as you take his hand in acceptance. You really are too cute~

*Natsume leads you into a slow dance as he casually comments on how beautiful you look tonight, chuckling when you hide your face in his shoulder or chest

*He also secretly glares at any other boys looking at you too long

*Natsume is going to do his best to make your time at this party the most magical experience. Magic is his expertise as a magician, after all~

Mayoi Ayase

*How Aira, Hiiro, and Tatsumi convinced him to attend, he'll never know but he hates that he agreed

*There's so many people so he's just hiding in a little corner by the drinks table

*When he sees you coming down the stairs, looking oh so very gorgeous in that dress, he feels like there's nobody else in the room but you

*He sees you looking for someone among the crowd and slowly walks forward a bit, almost going right back to hiding before your eyes meet his and your expression lights up

*You're going to have to make the first move of asking for a dance, poor guy won't be able to find the courage to do so in this large crowd of people

*"Mayoi-kun, would you like to dance with me?"

"A-Are you sure?? Why would you want to d-dance with someone like me??"

"Because I do, silly. I'll even help you learn if you don't know how, okay?"

*He surprises you with his knowledge on how to slow dance

*He keeps looking around anxiously because he can feel people's eyes on the two of you, but you help him relax by keeping his eyes on you

*It works really well. He even tries his best to keep his self-hatred to himself to make sure you have a good time dancing with him

Oh my gods I finally finished this I'm so sorry this took me so long I feel so bad waaaaah I do hope you enjoyed this, hun! And as always for anyone else who reads this, if there's something you notice that seems off about either or both characters, feel free to tell me and I'll keep them in mind! Requests are open, darlings~

[kittysquire]

AAAAAAAHHHHH MY SONS!!!!!! 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛

Recent enstars doodles of two of my favourite guys: burnt out people pleaser fake vampire and guy who lives in the walls and spikes your food with multivitamins. Truly some of the most guys ever.

[mikazuki1709]

Oblivious | Tatsumayo Fic

Fandom: Ensemble Stars

Ship: Tatsumi Kazehaya/Mayoi Ayase, Tatsumayo

Rating: G

Words: 1.181

Tags: Feelings Realization, Oblivious Ayase Mayoi, Pre-Relationship, Ayase Mayoi is bad at feelings, Eavesdropping, Crushes

Summary: As part of his ninja training, Shinobu has the opportunity to observe Mayoi's behavior more closely. He confronts his friend with his observations, thereby unintentionally throwing two young men into a state of emotional confusion.

Preview:

“Mayoi-dono! Thank you so much for following my invitation, and sorry for calling you out here all of a sudden, but there is something really important I need to ask you!”

Shinobu’s posture was as earnest and upright as ever, and his voice was loud and clear. He had asked Mayoi to meet him behind the school by placing a neatly folded letter into his locker. Since Mayoi was not exactly a frequent attendant in his class, it had been a wonder that he had actually found it in time. 

But he had, and he had gathered the courage to come, and now everything about this situation felt so wrong . 

While Mayoi’s childhood had been atypical in more than just one way, he still knew a thing or two about his country’s popular culture. About how every shoujo manga used to have a scene like this. About what usually happened when two people had a private meeting behind the school.

His mind was just about to go blank from all the implications filling his head when his beloved junior - and chieftain - took the floor again:

“Please forgive me if I’m being rude, Mayoi-dono, but there is something I have been wondering about for quite some time now.” 

At that point, Shinobu paused, and Mayoi lacked the necessary knowledge in interpersonal affairs to be sure if he was giving him a last chance to speak or if he was just collecting his own thoughts. 

Whatever it was, Mayoi did not take his potential chance, so it was once again Shinobu’s voice which ended the silence between them: 

“Could it be… that you are having a crush on Kazehaya-san?”

The squeak that escaped Mayoi’s lips now was ungracious, even by his own standards, and it took him more than just a moment to fully grasp what had been said just now.

Wait.

…

This situation… this conversation… was about… him, having a crush on… Tatsumi?

…

What?

…

WHAT?!

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