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emo4life · 7 years ago

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i wish i wasnt so insecure its not faiiiiiiiiiiir to people and i say this ik but i dont try to guilt trip ppl or anything but sometimes my heart (UNREASONABLY) hurts dhjksa sometimes when i seeeeeeee,,, like this is so stupid to say bc ik its unreasonable but like i get a lil,,, upset when my friend tells me she meets new ppl and stuff idk like i think i probably get anxious that she wont like me anymore like my heart stops god im so dramatic hjsakd idk !! i got like one other true friend but its different idk i guess bc of how those friendships are different and ik maybe having friendships like that are maybe not like ok (for me) but like i do care abt my friend a lot and ik its just my own insecurities/ personality or wtv but 🤢🤢🤢

#idk what it is that makes me hurt #and i feel bad bc i myself feel like my friend knows i get my feelings hurt or smth and she tells me stuff and more recently and 🤢🤢🤢 i #dont want her to feel badddd idk if she does but :/ like she said she knows that she i guess hgucfjkdx i dont wanna say hurt but did things #in the past that were her fault and like 🤢🤢🤢 idk #ALSO IDK WHY this affects me like chill girlie hdjskla;lk #i used to think it was an ~~~fp thing but i chilled idk #sometimes i wonder or wish or wtv she rlly stopped talking to me fully in senior year idk just how would i b now #mayhaps it wouldnt have been a good thing bc uHCFJNDKMSL #i literally just need to stop being such a pussyn learn to make friends n stuff and relax

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