#maybeiam

[depressedraisin]

cancel me for this or whatever but there's a huge and very specific distinction between liking arctic monkeys in a straight way and a gay way. or more accurately, in a non-Straight way. like i don't even think it's related at all to if you are queer or not irl, it is very apparent if you like AM in a Straight way.

[harlowthetrashcanpan]

People of Tumblr land, somehow @xx-rayne-or-shine-xx put their pants on inside out. Thought you all should know #sorrybabesIloveyou

#noImnot

#maybeIam #Rayneposting

[switchy-punk]

Whhaaatt maakkeesss u saayyy thaaatt

Maybeiam

Awwww is someone in a lee mood? Does someone want tickles?

[drrrtydistxrtion]

&it’s like.

stop saying things. stop saying things. stop saying things.

but the more i talk about A, the less B matters

maybeiam(delusional)afterall

SCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAM

[tygermine]

Ramble 1

I was trying to get over my writers block by writing something.

I feel this ran away from me a bit...

Here’s the thing about having a crush on someone for fifteen years; it never goes away.

Sure, it might ebb sometimes. You’ll meet someone else, they meet someone else. You change jobs, move cities or countries, get on with your life. You’re fine. Really, you are.

And then...one day, just out of the blue, there’s a picture posted and your stomach contracts painfully. Because there they are, smiling happily at the camera. And there’s this nasty little voice in your head cursing them. Why? Why are they happy without you? Who’s making them happy? Why can’t it be you?

But then the rational, logical part of your brain takes over and you smile, because, at the end of the day, you’re happy that they’re happy. Maybe you couldn’t have made them happy. Maybe it just wasn’t meant to be. And maybe you should work a little harder on your own happiness.

Sometimes, in the dark, quiet hours of dawn, at the bottom of a bottle, you allow yourself to imagine things. Imagine a reunion. Imagine a confession. Imagine a future. But then that little voice that hides in your self-disgust and low esteem pipes up and banishes the thoughts. Get a grip. Move on. For Strummer’s sake, move the fuck on. They don’t spare a second thought about your existence, so stop wasting all this time. You were friends ten years ago. Now, you’re a fucking Gotye song. No one deserves that. At the most, you can be that P!nk song.

So you like the photo and continue to scroll, letting it be buried amongst the hundreds of others on your news feed. One day, you too will post pictures on there of you smiling. In the meantime, you continue to post amusing, sassy memes and quotes. At least until you can convince your lips to stretch the way they should - in an outwards and upwards direction. They seem to have forgotten and spend more time thin and pursed.

You try to distract yourself. Find someone else. Find someone who wants to talk to you, hear your thoughts, your jokes, your fears. Find someone who makes you catch your breath and feels the same.

It’s like that Alanis song - you’re surrounded by ten thousand spoons, when all you really want is a knife.

You’re shouting into the abyss - I’m here! Don’t you hear me? Don’t you want to hear me? And the returning echoes are all variations of rejections and scary comments, cutting into your skin. Like spear shaped hail. It drives you back into your shelter, your solitude, your self-imposed sanctuary. Here you may be alone, but you are safe.

Until that voice comes from the back of your mind to cut you down from the inside. To julienne your confidence and liquify your courage.

Where do you go then?

[arcatlas-blog]

(ノ・ω・)ノ

tbh i hope this doesnt happen

[anothrbeerplz-blog]

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[cyberneticslasher]

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[flowercoffeebb]

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[jamesbond1987fr-blog]

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[spinningyourtypicalthoughts-blog]

Gimme a fucking follow

That’s pretty much about it.. or comment why your not I guess? idk. 

no-bullshit approach 

[oddlysatisfyingbot]

It's almost unbelievable that they're separate clips. via r/oddlysatisfying

[clichestonerchick]

Tbpdfw

You spend any amount of money on something and immediately split on yourself because you might need that money in the distant future and you're a piece of shit. But you can't return it. You just can't.

[nutella-28m]

I’m sitting here in shock and with tears in my eyes because I just got welcomed by @mytlecomb and @maybeiam into the community! These two people just welcomed me into their community! That is the sweetest thing anyone has ever done to me since joining the fandom and I can’t wait to get the chance to interact with both of you in the future.

Thank you so much! 🥺😭

[ndasmupeang]

Once again i declined 50% coz i think they are no better

Evan

[metamorfaux]

I wonder. If I will feel the end. Coming or when it hits...

I feel that I will. One usually does. Why would it be different?

That’s too deep, one says... alternatively, that response is too shalllow. But chatstract me from the moment, for the moment. We both know my daring extremes are not your style. I’m too closely shorn to fit into your ideals...

I suppose that was part of the point of it. How do you like me now motherfucker?... a line that is spoken in my mind, accompanied by a wry smirk, meant for no one in particular, but for everyone who may glance this way... but not really...because, why?...actually...

I started this metamorphosis with blurred intent. I didn’t even realize it was happening until here I was... simultaneously empowering and marginalizing. So now, what’s really shocking anymore? And why the fuck am I spending time thinking about it. I don’t know, definitively, how I feel about this move. It’s interesting the importance we put on follicles producing out our skulls... get rid of em. See how it feels... so mote it be. I’m still not sure.