#maybe just crying alone and nit telling anyone is more Together

[cultofthepigeon]

still not in the best of moods after being told by my supervisor "youre 28 almost 30 you need to get your life together"

[belovedholland]

What about tom yelling at reader during a fight and when he sees she started crying he goes to hug her?

I can't even tell you, how much I love angst. Hope you like this!

Jealous and stupid

Pairing: Tom x reader

W/c: 0.7k

The argument had started from just a small question. "Why were you talking so much with that guy?" You and Tom had just come home from a party. Tom had dragged you along as his plus one. You didn't know anyone other than Tom's closest friends, or so you thought.

At some point Tom went to get the two of you a drink, and while he was away, you caught a glimse of an old friend of yours from high school.

"I'm sure you spend more time talking to him, than talking to your boyfriend." The second the two of you got home, there was an unpleasent feeling in the air, you had a feeling Tom was thinking about something, and you were correct.

"And I thought you wanted to spend time with friends you hadn't seen, so I gave you space." You tried to keep calm, but it was hard when Tom obviously was annoyed with you.

"Yeah I wanted to talk to my friends, but that doesn't mean, I didn't want to be with you."

"Why are you getting all worked up over this?" You asked in confusion, wanting answers for what was happening.

"Because you were dancing!"

"Are you mad that I was dancing and having a good time with my friend?"

"You were practically trowing yourself at him." You shook your head in denial, and Tom continued. "Well you can't tell me he wasn't undressing you with his fucking eyes!" He yelled out.

"So this is what it's all about, huh?" You lightly chuckled, and then changed to a serious look, brows nitted together. "You're jealous." You stated.

"I am not fucking jealous! But are you saying I should be? Was there something to be jealous over?" The argument was definitely getting out of hand, and it didn't help that you were both still a bit tipsy, not being your full selves.

"You sound jealous."

"Well maybe I was a little jealous, but you can't blame me, when you were the one acting like a whore, you were almost asking for him!" Tears started forming in your eyes, as Tom yelled into your face.

"I don't know what you saw, but it definitely wasn't me and him." You said quietly, trying your best to hold the tears.

"I know what I fucking saw, and I know that he would have taken you then and there, if I hadn't stepped in! And I bet you would have loved that." You couldn't hold it in more, so the tears flowed out. Tom took a minute to just breath, before he looked back to you.

You had slided down to the floor, tears all over your cheeks, and your chin trembling. How could he say such a thing? How could he ever see or think of you as whore, let alone tell you.

Tom took a step back, looking at you and he reflected over his harsh words, and it broke him. He never meant it, he just wanted you at his side, and seeing you dancing with someone else made him jealous. He wanted you for himself, he wanted to be the only guy in your life, the only one to make you happy, but now he had made you cry.

He slided down besides you, and took one of your hands in his. "Love, I am so sorry, I didn't mean it like this."

"How could you say that about me?" You cried out a question.

"I'm stupid, I was jealous and stupid, that's the answer. I so desperately wanted you by my side, I want to be the only one for you." He tried to explain.

"You are the only one for me."

"I know, I guess I just wanted it to be me you were dancing with. I don't care about the other people, I brought you along, cuz I wanted to have a good time with you, not for you to find someone else to talk to." He softly tilted your head up by your chin, so he could look you right in the eyes. Right in your red tear filled eyes.

"I love you more than anything. I'm sorry for everything I said. I was jealous and stupid, and I'm sorry, I hope you can forgive me, 'cause I can't live without you." He told you as he squeezed your hand and planted a kiss on top of your head.

"I love you too, and I will always forgive you." You said before cuddling into his embrace. He hugged you close, like his life depended on it -which for him it did- and he knew he hadn't fucked up entirely.

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[bwoahtastic]

Omg Max giving birth all alone 🥺🥺🥺

Like he is also so wary of the pack afterwards cause he knows they could use him every minute but it never happens. On the one hand he is super grateful but the fear makes him so paranoid so he never sleeps, he always stays awake in case someone might come to his room late at night. And also him fearing he has to repay the pack especially now that they have another mouth to feed. Max doesnt get that these are all rich f1 drivers they have enough money. He always thinks he has to earn his stay. Maybe one day he has to talk to seb because he needs some clothes for his new pup and they go shopping together with dan. And afterwards Max just goes to dans room and drops to his knees because he thinks he needs to repay Dan 🥺

Plls poor thing being so scared about the Pack wanting to use him now...

He knows pups are expensive, Red Bull kept telling him over and over again he owed them money and got upset at every Omega female born especially....

Max needing new clothes and shoes for some of the pups, especially the oldest who cant really have hand me downs from anyone. Sebastian asking Daniel to come along and carry stuff, but also cos outside, Max prefers the presence of an Alpha from the pack to have there as protection. And he tries to get the bare minimum but Seb gently urges him to get more, also getting him something for himself, and Max allows it but just wants to cry cos how is he gonna repay it...

And then Daniel is the one paying and it just scares Max even more, and when they get back, Max gets his pups nicely dressed up and makes them cosy, and then just goes to Daniel's room after that, kneeling for Dan and going to open his belt and Daniel just so quickly grabs his hands! Ofcourse he never wants to be repaid...

Max just nit understanding and starting to panic, so Daniel just ends up asking for a bowl of the pasta Max makes a lot cos its really nice🥺

[lilxxbrainrot]

Sooo i was at work when this idea randomly popped up in my mind, soooo here it is

Hanahaki Disease au

This is for the '03 version but totally ignores de CoS movie.

Ed is in Germany. Al is in Amestris.

They are in love with each other, so that's why they get de disease.

The flowers for Ed are kinda honey-colored (Al's hair, duh) while Al's flowers are yellow, more like a golden-ish color.

We know this brothers have a strong moral compass, so that's one of the struggles: the fact that they are in love with their own brother terrifies them so there's always this internal battle. "He is my BROTHER. How could I? How could I take this affection and twist it into something so sick and disgusting? I am disgusting. Uf he was here he wouldn't even be able to look me in the face." Somthing like that, idk.

This is pretty obvios but just the fact that u know there's a WHOLE UNIVERSE separating them is already sad; but they are also in love and unable to be together?? And they are both dying?? Ohmy, bye. I'm gonna go cry brb.

Alfons is with Ed and he's doing what he can to help Ed and support him. "Edward, who is it? Are they alive? We should find them, if this keeps going you are going to die!"

Ed (maybe unconsciously, maybe not c:) kinda uses Alfons. Like, he tries to project his feelings for Al on Alfons. This doesn't work. The flowers keep feeling his lungs, his feelings for his brother keep growing, and he just can't make himself feel that way towards Alfons.

Also, he's lying to Alfons by making him think that, since he (Alfons) was the person Ed was in love with, and they now have a relationship, Ed is free of the disease.

Alfons eventually finds out. He comes into Ed when he's having a cough attack on sees the flowers. Ed is afraid and feels guilty af bc now Alfons knows he lied and he's not really in love with him.

Alfons, pure baby boy, just (sadly) smiles at him and is like "it's okay Edward. I'm nit the persone you're in love with, right? Well, it's kinda silly to ask that since I know the answer, but... yeah, I already knew it. I always noticed the way you tensed up and went silence every time I told you I love you. Yo know? You always hace this weird, sad expression on your face. When you look at me, it's like you're seeing through me. And I don't mean that like you-see-the-inner-me kinda thing; you literally just see past through me, to a far away place that probably only you can see, but you never really look at me. Do I look like some from your world? Do I look like the person you truly love?"

Mw Al is ALONE. Like, first, he doesn't really trust the people who surround him bc he can't remember any of them, so technically, he doesn't know them. And he just doesn't want anyone to know just how sick he really is. How could he tell anyone he is in love with his brother? He rather deal with this alone.

Somehow, he manages to keep his disease to himself; no one finds out about it.

The disease advances to a critical stage. Alfons has to see how Ed becomes so fragile he has to be always in bed.

Al is also in a critical stage and everyone is so frustrated and confused bc how did none of them noticed he was so damn sick??

In Ed's case, medicine in Germany is not so advanced so getting the flowers removed in surgery is not even an option.

Mw in Amestris, everyone insists to Al he should get the surgery done. Finally he has an outburtst in which he reveals who the person is. "I miss him so much and you never talk to me about him! All I have left of my brother are my feelings for him, and you all want me to throw them away?!" Everyone is shocked but they can't even show their disgust/rejection bc they are just too focused on the fact thar the younger Elric is going to die.

Finally, both brothers die.

Ed dies with Alfons at his side, grabbing his hand and asking him to not leave. "Just wait a little more Edward. I promise I will build a rocket and then you will go back home with your brother. That's why you wanted to build it, right? Just please stay, please don't die on me!"

Al dies practically alone; trying so damn hard to remember something about those 4 years he spent travelling with Edward. He dies without those memories.

I won't apologize for this.

Tho, I do apologize for my english. It's not my native language so I'm sorry about any mistakes.

[aliasimagines]

Insecurity // Dick Grayson

requested by a lovely anon!

1/2 Hi! Can I please have a dick Grayson x reader who is insecure and anxious and hasn’t told dick about it because apparently boys don’t like insecure girls. She feels she’s not good enough for him. She gets recognised in public as ‘dick Graysons girlfriend’ and the person says ‘he’s SO FAR out of you league. Haha you’re ugly and your relationship won’t last for long.’ 2/2 the she goes home crying and goes to sleep. Dicks comes to sleep and she in eventually she starts crying lying down and she tries not to disturb dick but he wakes up and says ‘what’s wrong oh noo?!!! And the reader tells him everything and how he could have anyone so why would he want her? And he comforts!!! And says cheesy lovey things and says how much the reader means to him and kisses!!! Thank you!!

word count: 1685

a/n: i'm sorry you had to wait for this, I ak having a hard time rn. But thank you so much for the request! I love getting requests! Also I kinda altered it and it's more angsty but I hope you like it dear! ❤️

You were already having a bad day. You had to wake up early for work. Had to leave without saying bye to Dick, as he was sleeping in after last night’s patrol. But you made a little time to admire your boyfriend. Peacefully sleeping with pieces of black hair covering his beautiful face. You glanced at your reflection in the mirror at the corner of the room. Despite wearing one of your favorite outfits you didn’t like what you see. It was just... One of those days.

Normally you’re okay with yourself but every once in a while you get extremely insecure and that’s when all those mean thought get to you. You tried to brush it off as you walked to work. To think about something else. And.. It kinda worked? You weren’t feeling extremely well but you put on some good music while walking and focused on the lyrics rather than you thoughts.

You stoped at the bus stop waiting for it to arrive. Watching a puddle in front of you heard some chatting from behind you.

„.. No. It’s not her. I mean look at her! The fuck! A top shot guy would date that. No, that is not Grayson’s girl.”

„She is I’m telling you! I saw her on a pic he posted. But you know what? Imma go and ask.”

You froze, hearing the conversation and hoped they weren’t talking about you. Sure you did know they were talking about you but still.

You felt someone gently touching your shoulder causing you to curse mentally.

„Hello, sorry to bother but me and my friend were wondering.. Are you y/n y/l?”

You swallowed the spit you had in your mouth and turned to see a woman. She had long fair hair and a pair of shiny green eyes, she is around your age.

„Uhm yes. That would be me. Can I help you with anything?”

The other woman you heard stepped closer.

„Are you really dating Dick Grayson?” you heard her voice. Like she didn’t believe it.

You took all your strength and nodded.

„Yes, yes I am.”you said, surprising yourself by not having a shaky voice. You were so close to a breaking down...

The both giggled.

„Aham, all right thank you!... Oh wait one more question... How do you do it? Are you using some sort of magic? It’s Gotham I wouldn’t be surprised..”

Your lips trembled.

„I.. I don’t know what you mean.”

„Come on girl. There us no way in hell a guy like Dick Grayson would date you. He is sooo out if your league. He is so damn hot and a son of a billioner! I just can’t wrap my head around the fact that you, a gray little nobody is dating him. No offense, dear, you’re just nit a good fit for him.”

You thanked every living creature because in that moment you heard the bus pull up. You manged to excuse yourself quickly and quietly from those bullies and ran to the bus.

The remaining part of the day is kind of a blur. You honestly have no idea how you managed without breaking down. You felt like someone was clenching your stomach and had the urge to cry the whole time. But until the moment you stepped in your apartment you did not.

You knew Dick wasn’t home yet. He works late. Gets up late. And latley... Your interaction with your own boyfriend was so damn little... That it was just another excuse for you to feel insecure.

Let’s be honest. He is such a beautiful man, amazing body, breathtaking eyes, always so kind and sweet to everyone. What if he is only with you because he feels sorry for you.

You never talk to him about your insecurities because in your mind that would only make his choice of leaving you easier. In your mind, guys don’t like insecure girls. Dick is an amazing human but.. Would he be different? Would he still love you if he knew how anxious you were? You keep telling yourself, no, he wouldn’t.

You only bothered to get off your shoes and coat and throw your bag somewhere. You made your way to your shared bed, lied down and hugged a pillow.

The bitter sound of your crying was the only noise in your home for... Hours? It easily could have been hours. You kept wishing Dick was here to comfort you but that you kept reminding yourself that if he saw you like this he would straight up leave you.

You don’t know when but you fell asleep.

Dick opens the door to your apartment so delicately, so quietly. He does not want to wake you. Ah, you. All day he waited for this moment so he could finally get home and cuddle up next to you.

With him working and being on patrol a lot he.. He doesn’t see you as much anymore as he would like. He feels bad for it. He tries to leave patrol earlier or skip it, when he can but still... When was the last time you woke up together? Or when did you fall asleep together? It’s been too long and he... He misses you.

After cleaning himself up and changing clothes he walks in the bedroom and climbs next to you. It is too dark in there for Dick to see your tear stained cheeks. But what he notices is that you are still in your normal clothes and not your sleepwear.

Maybe you were just too tired to change. He excepts his own little answer and goes to sleep.

You woke up with one of his arms around you. You have a moment of joy. A moment of forgetful happiness before everything hits you. You can make out his silhouette and that alone is enough for you to break down. You try to be quiet as much as possible.

You cry, thinking if he saw you... He could leave you. You wouldn’t blame him. You feel like there’s just problems with you.

You heart practically stopped beating for a second as you heard Dick shift in his sleep.

„Babe..” he mumbled.

You collected all your strength and answered, hopefully without a shaky voice.

„Go back to sleep, baby.”

But.. He didn’t. He turned fully towards you and still half asleep caressed your cheek.

„I missed you all day Y/N.. Are you crying?” he asked suddenly sitting up, forgetting about sleeping.

Damn it.

„Yeah... But it’s fine, Dick. Go back to sleep.. I’m fine” you couldn’t actually say the lats words because you started crying so loudly. You felt him hugging you close.

„Shh, y/n. You can tell me. That’s why I here.”

„I.. Can’t... You’ll hate me.” you whispered between sniffing and crying.

„What? No! I love you, silly! I won’t hate you!” Dick responds. He starts to think though. What could make him hate you...? Maybe you cheated...? No, he knows you didn’t. You love him.... you love him, right?

„Promise?”

Dick tries to be funny and offers you his pinky.

„Pinky promise.”

„I... Lately... I just feel so awful! All the time! I’m so anxious Dick. It’s so so bad. Every morning I avoid looking in the mirror because I hate what I see. I can’t even believe why would you even consider dating someone like me. The women I met at the bus station were right. You’re so far out of my league.”

In a way this was worse than cheating. Dick felt heartbroken. He failed at being your boyfriend. He was supposed to make you feel safe! Loved! To be a safe place for you, to make you feel trusted. He failed at that. What else hasn’t he notice?

Dick felt hot tears streaming down his own face. He pulled you closer to himself.

„Y/N... I feel so ashamed. I can’t imagine how badly I must have treated you to feel like this. After all I’ve done, or rather not done I extremely worried that you want to get up and leave me. I mean I would understand but...I love you! You have to know that. I am sorry for not telling it to you enough. I need to show my love for you more. And if that is what it takes for you to realize how an amazing woman you are than I will. Because you are, amazing, I can’t imagine coming home and not finding you here. You are the single most important thing in my life. I just... Me being out of your league? Hell! You are out of my league! I don’t deserve you. I know these oast few weeks we... We barley talked. Like really talked. I was so busy with everything but that’s not an excuse to leave you alone. I can’t even ask for your forgiveness... „

„ Dick... „

„ No, really I don’t. I am supposed to make you feel loved yet you think I would leave you because you are insecure? Because you are anxious? Those are more reasons for me to stay and help you. But you feel like I can’t help you with these and that is purely my fault. But... I promise if you give me a chance, I will make up for it. I’ll be the man you deserve. Shower you with love, listen to you, help you in every way you want. Because I love you,so, so much. I can’t stand to lose you. „

You bury your face in his chest and don’t even try to hold back the tears. He doesn’t either. You cry but you are happier that you got it off you chest. Dick cries, afraid of losing you. He won’t. You won’t leave him. It will take some time for you to fully open up and talk about every insecurity you have but Dick is willing to wait for you. He will wait for you till the end of the times. Because he loves you. And you live him. And for now, on this quiet September night, love is enough.

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Episode 3: Across the River and into the Trees

Hello, I’m Fwee, a mature and responsible adult who is absolutely not imitating a Labrador wagging its entire butt with its tail. Of course not. It’s rude of you to assume I am. Honestly. I’m just here, with my drinks and tissues and pillows, watching some Nanner Fish. A normal hoomun.

This is The Episode, if I’ve got my timing right!

A second in and already more beautiful scenery. Thank you, Mappa! The prison looks so much better in the morning. A screenshot from last episode for comparison:

Impressive.

Is anyone familiar with legalese because this sounds like a giant lie. Does anyone know????

Hirata Hiroaki is doing an amazing job. My heart. This is exactly the Max Lobo I heard in my head whenever I read Nanner Fish. Q vQ <3 

Max in a nutshell, guys. Never change, Max. Never change.

You survived ‘Nam, Max, you can survive prison. Or Iraq. Afghanistan? Nope, I was right. It’s Iraq in the anime timeline. You have swole army arms, Max! Swole!

Charlie absolutely not bringing up the fact that, unlike many in the prison (most likely), he’s army trained. 

Eiji: Master of the Oblivious Guilt Tripping. He’s a nine-dan. 

I absolutely believe that Max picked that book just as a token symbol of protest. Because Max is nothing if not a drama queen.

To be fair, Max, you have 15 years on the kid. Just roll with it.

Oh Max, no. Your happy puppy expression hurts me. This is Ash Lynx, Max. His words hurt.

I warned you. Q vQ

That’s Ash, Max. It’ll never grow on you, but you’ll get used to it. Or not. 

I’m sorry. I’m laughing so hard. Elite hoodlum. What’s even better is that every time they say “chinpira” I think of a low level yakuza with a popped collar, horrendously flashy shirts (think tiger button ups), and a blazer. Super imposing that onto Ash is hilarious and the best thing. 

Gorgeous. Gorgeous. *blows kisses at Mappa*

*hysterical laughter*

Live in hope, Max, live in hope. Your dreams are going to be your only salvation.

Ash’s face. *SNERK* 

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaash. Maaaaaaaaaaaaax. Max, breathe.

0 to 9,000. Good job, Ash! I’m laughing at that carrot that overlaps with Ash’s leg: the colors are so close they blend, it loses its third dimension and looks an awful lot like confetti. Let’s pretend everyone is celebrating that Ash kicked this creep in the face.

Charlie owes you several lifetimes’ worth of big times, Max. You just don’t know it yet.

I’m left to believe that these guards are very incompetent. The true crime shows I watch has lead me to believe that guards are supposed to pat down inmates before they’re allowed back into their cells or solitary. That, or I’ve been lied to. 

Or: Ash is very good at squirreling away forks.

It’s probably a little of each column, huh.

PLOOOOOOOOT!!!

OKAY GUYS, A TINY BIT OF BACKGROUND SINCE I DON’T WANT TO SPEND TOO MUCH TIME ON THIS. BE WARNED, SOME POTENTIAL SPOILERS AHEAD: 

So, in the original manga, this was set right after the Vietnam War, during a period in which the US govt was doing some skeevy shit (not that it is absolutely squeaky clean now, but that’s another thing entirely) which included MK Ultra. If y’all want a quick and dirty low-down on MK Ultra, just check out Wiki. Anyways, this is significant because the govt’s drug of choice was LSD, it occurred around the same time period as the ‘Nam War, and their goal was, well...

If you were aware of these things while reading the manga, this was a huge clue as to what “Banana Fish” might actually be. This is one of the huge weaknesses in bringing the show into the present day, I think, since it loses some of this nuance. But that’s just me being nit-picky, I guess. 

BACK TO THE SHOW: You are most definitely correct, Dr. Meredith, without a doubt. 

Still the 5 billion dollar question, Ash. The question everyone wants answered.

*strangled noises* So beautiful. So much awful. Why this juxtaposition.

*screeches* BAD TOUCH DINO, BAD TOUCH DINO, BAD TOOOOUCH.

CSMDKFMWOIFJMDSLKF. LOOKIT THIS TINY BABY CHILD!! SAVE HIIIIIIM! SAVE HIM!!!!

SOMEONE LOP OFF DINO’S GROSS HAND. MCLKSDMFLSDF.

Skiiiiiippppppeeeeeeeeeeeeeer......

MY HEART. THEY DID SUCH A GOOD JOB IMPROVING ON THIS IN THE ANIME. The manga comparison:

I BELIEVE IN YOU, ASH.

BOOOOOOOO. THEY TONED DOWN ASH’S SASS!

THIS IS THE SASSY BOY I KNOW AND LOVE. I REMEMBER YOU, ASH! *blows kisses*

Or this was a decision the translator made for the manga. Either way, infinitely more fond of this interpretation. u vu <3

One: HNNNNNG, GORGEOUS. I LOVE ALL THE DETAIL ON THE STAIRWELL, DO PRISON STAIRWELLS ACTUALLY LOOK THIS LOVELY???

Two: CMKSLDMFLSFD. Fucking hell.

Even the books on their shelves are beautifully rendered. *totally missing the point*

Doc, please never treat a rape survivor like this. 8/

The way Ash asks for a capsule will never fail to make me giggle. He sounds like a spoiled child.

*sighs* I know this is the same background but I seriously love the textures for the room. Mappa really is outdoing themselves.

Resident asshole cook, Sanji, is channeling his captain, Luffy, in a New York prison and about to summarily get his ass stabbed by a pissed off blond child with no time for shenanigans: more at 12.

*wriggles in seat with excitement* *plays the maracas* WHO’S EXCITED.

Hmmmmm, new exposition to match the Iraq timeline, huh? Interesting.

Wait, is this the new reason why they head to LA?

Oooooor not???

Just new exposition for the new Iraq plot line???

Seriously, the art direction!!! *BLOWS SO MANY KISSES AT MAPPA*

Oh, my heart. My soft, squishy, little baby heart.

*clutches chest* Ash... *makes strangled dying manatee noises about all the reasons why Ash has so many trust issues*

ASH, PLEASE...

Just leave me to drown in this salty sea of tears. 

*helpless hysterical giggling* Ash sure is turning on the charm.

Well... to be fair... both are one year away from majority in their homelands, so... maybe, emotionally around the same place?

Ash’s love and loyalty for his boys. *clenches fist* I have feelings and they are strong.

Fuck Arthur with a spiked baseball bat. 8(

Oh, Max... so much of your life is wrapped up in guilt... 8( 8( 8(

Oh my fucking god, the music. *light porn disco music starts*

*cracking up*

SOMEONE SAVE ME I CAN’T BREATHE I AM LAUGHING SO HARD. THE MUSIC, THE AMOUNT OF TIME THAT PASSES. ASH CASUALLY STROKING EIJI’S FACE AND HAIR. EIJI JUST GOING ?????? LIKE A DEER CAUGHT IN HEADLIGHTS. AHAHAHAHAHAHA. *wheezes*

EIJI, YOU’VE GOT THE REFLEXES OF A CAT TWO YEARS DEAD AND BURIED.

LITERAL TEARS. AHAHAHAHAHAHA. IBE, CHARLIE --YOUR FACES!!!

YoI babies, please don’t expect anything more than this if the anime sticks to the mango. Y’all won’t get more hanky panky than this.

THE SILENT CONVERSATION! O vO

THE FUCKING WINK AND STAR. I’M DYING. MAPPA PLEASE.

ARREST THEM AND CHARGE THEM FOR MY MURDER.

IT’S NOT WHAT YOU THINK, IBE!

Eh, you may be right on that point.

I love Ibe. I love his face. Heeee.

The #1 thing I took away from Nanner Fish about prisons was that capsules are invaluable and that I should French kiss my besties as a way to pass messages. My messages would probably be screaming for help, but that’s just me. I wouldn’t last in prison.

Look at that reflection on the picture hung on the wall??? Hnnnnnnnnnnng. Mappa, please. You’re doing indecent things to my  heart.

*more strangled noises over Mappa’s gorgeous backgrounds*

Booooooo. Eiji, you’re going out in that?

#1 thing I will miss about original Nanner Fish mango is Eiji looking 80′s fabulous as he goes into Chinatown.

But mostly this:

ICONIC.

WOULDN’T IT BE MELTED BY THE TIME HE GOT BACK, IBE????

HOLY SHIT, MAPPA. YOU’RE TRYING TO KILL ME.

*high pitched noises* Lookit that. That’s gorgeous. Dino’s a leazebag but that’s... hnnnnng.

Wait, are you wearing the same clothing, Arthur?

(He is.)

It’s okay. Your voice is the only lovely thing about you. Keep talking.

Smooth as fine chocolate. u 3u

One: Fuck off, Arthur.

Two: *HYSTERICAL LAUGHTER* THE SOFT PORN DISCO MUSIC IS BACK. Not quite Hawaiian shirt, but A+++ for effort. 

*cries* You’re so pink, Eiji.

LOOKIT HIS PANTS. HIS CUTE BANANA LEAF PANTS. EIJI, PLEASE.

Fuck Arthur. Leave my Shorter alone.

Y’all aren’t gonna tell him to be careful about using Shorter’s name?

I AM SO RELIEVED THEY LEFT NADIA’S CHARACTER DESIGN ALONE. HI NADIAAAA.

CRYING. YOU ARE SO CUTE, MR. CHANG.

SERIOUSLY, THAT ATTENTION TO DETAIL. MUWAH. Also: suspicious person alert. Poor Eiji isn’t trained for counter-surveillance. Q vQ

I’D LIKE SOME FREE WONTON SOUP TOO, MR. CHANG. PLEASE.

Don’t forget Ibe’s sundae, Eiji!!

*blows kisses at Mappa*

*dying manatee noises* Maaaaaaaaaaaax. Q AQ

*blows even more kisses at Mappa* Muwah. Muwah. u 3u <3

All together with me: FUCK OOOOOOOOOOOOFF ARTHUUUUUUUR.

But boy am I in love with your voice. u vu <3

Episode 3 is over and I’m excited for episode 4! More of my boy Shorter~~ Yes, good. I’m excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It’s been a super long day, so I hope y’all have had a better day than me! <3

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Hey. Not really sure what I’m doing on here. My family wishes they didn’t adopt me and my mom told me I mean nothing to her. I literally only have one friend and he’s out of state. I just want someone to talk to..I feel so depressed and hopeless..every night I think about nit waking up in the morning and how all my pain and constant thoughts will come to a halt.Where do I start now that I got the intro done? Well I’m 20 years old and the point of this post is to get other people insight on my situation. So I fell for this really awesome girl about two years ago, a little more maybe. Now that I think about it she was everything I ever wanted in someone. Everything was going fantastic, we shared laughs and great memories and had our ups and downs but it was just like a normal healthy relationship. I have no clue where it started taking a turn for the worst but I can definitely tell you how..it was about a year in and we started to argue a lot. I started to think she was doing me dirty when honestly she was treating better than anyone could have. I don’t want to get too into it because it’s our business but for the next year after that it went down hill quick. And I can tell you for a fact that she was doing everything in her power to make things work because she was head over heels in love with me..I was the reason for this toxic relationship. I let my insecurities and inability to understand people’s way of thinking get the best of me. I started to manipulate her and completely gaslight her. If she was on her phone it was who are you texting, if she didn’t respond fast enough I’d think the worse. Always second guessing her and not taking her for what she really was and that was nothing but good towards me. It got so bad that I did the unthinkable..I told my self I would NEVER put my hands on a female, especially one that i claimed to have loved..but I did. And I didn’t stop..i slapped her, hit her, choked her..I don’t want to talk about it too much because that a dark part of my life that I never want to return to and I hate crying and trying to type..it fucks me up and I hate myself for what I’d do to her..I have so much self resentment toward 5e situation. That went in for about 4 months. We broke up and decided to take a break. We still talked and saw each other just not as much. We tried to make things work again but to no avail. Long story short I left her which is fucking insane..I made the decision to lose the nest thing that’s happened to me instead of making a change..I took the easy way out..I don’t know what I was thinking..that maybe I should leave because I cause too much pain. But I could have changed right then and there and I would still be able to feel her soft cheek with my thumb and look into her eyes telling her how much she means to me. But I didn’t. I realized how it felt without her..how life was without the one that showed me the better things in life. I asked her if we could try things again and she said she just needed time for the pain to heal and I understood that. It had been about 8 months since we split and I decided to ask her if she was ready and she goes off. Telling me she doesn’t love me anymore and that we can never be together because every time she hears of me she thinks of all the heartache and abuse I put her through. I understood that as well. I tried to tell myself I never loved her because I wouldn’t have done those things if I did..it kind of worked with time although I was dreaming of her every other night and thought about her constantly. It’s crazy because I had a dream once that something was wrong with her, that she wasn’t okay. I haven’t talked to her for a month before this. I woke up and texted her right away, “ Are you okay?”. She said why do ask that? I told her about the dream and she said “that’s crazy because I’m in the hospital”. I don’t know what that means but she’ll always be a special person to me. A little time goes by and it’s late May. I met this girl ( Alea ) online and she seemed really cool. We agreed before we even talked that we just wanted friends but when we hung out for the first time we instantly clicked and we both knew that we would be more than friends. We talked and kicked it a lot after that and I was the happiest I’ve been in a year. I kept thinking about Spencer ( my ex this is about ) and what I did to her. I didn’t want Alea to find out about my past from anyone else but me. One night as we were lying in bed I started to cry, she asked me what’s wrong and I explained what I was thinking about and that I just want her to know that I would never think about hurting you in any way. My past doesn’t define my future. She said it’s okay and then told me she loved me. And being the idiot I am I said it too. But there’s a difference between loving someone and being in love with someone. Well anyway, I started to fall super hard for this girl and we start to talk about life together and she said she wants my kids and all this right? Well a month in and she talks about her, her sister and father moving to Colorado in the next 6 months. Well I kind of didn’t care because I thought in 6 months maybe things would change. But I realized that if they didn’t change and she did move that it would break me. So I decided to tell her we should slow down or maybe just go our own ways because we’re just doing this for the time being and I’m not down for that. She completely agreed and that was that. Well even though it was sooner than later it still threw me downhill. This happened 4 days ago and all I think about is Spencer. I never stopped thinking about her..everything reminds me of what I lost..and I lost the person who changed my life. I just wish I could talk to her..I don’t want to try and get her back or anything like that..I just don’t have anyone..literally..my family hates me and I cut off all my friends I had in the past and deleted all my socials..I just want her to be happy and she said she’s felt alone this whole time. I just want her to know how much she means to me. I never knew how much she meant to me until I experienced life without her. Idk why I can’t stop thinking about her..it’s fucking me up and idk how long I can keep this up for..I tried counseling, medication, meditation and it all hasn’t worked. Why is she stuck in my thoughts. I want this to end and idk how..idk what to do..thanks a bunch to whoever reads this..I didn’t know who else to say this too. I couldn’t keep it all bottled up.. i don’t want her back relationship wise. I just want someone to talk to and I’m so antisocial cause I don’t like people now..she’s the only one who gets me, I still feel so comfortable with her.,like I can talk about anything.. via /r/dating_advice