#maybe it’s a sensory issue
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people on here are like "i shave my entire body twice a week because of sensory issues... anyway the new 100% polyester fishnets i bought from shein are sooo cute! i think this outfit will be better when i bleach my scalp and put on some liquid foundation though" and everyone is like yeah makes sense i'll do that too
#lav.txt#maybe this is unnecessarily rude but#i have sensory issues that mean i have to shave my head + can't wear makeup#somehow nobody else has the type of sensory issues that don't force you to dress like a TikTok influencer
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Whenever someone says "This would kill a Victorian child." Or "This would kill a medieval peasant." I have to think about Machete. Would he... would he survive eating a Dorito?
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#I've never had doritos myself so I have no point of reference#I think they sell them here nowadays but it's a fairly new thing and I don't eat a lot of chips#they had spices in the past but they were extremely expensive#I think most of them had to be imported from South/Southeast Asia#India in particular#few could afford such luxury goods but if you could serve people spicy food it was a mark of wealth#so historically a lot of upper class dishes were extra flavorful#potentially to an overpowering degree maybe#it was a status thing#a dorito wouldn't kill him but I've mentioned he secretly tends to favor somewhat bland and unthreatening foods#that won't set off his sensory issues#he'll eat the various nutmeg cinnamon clove saffron ginger creations people serve to him because declining would be a massive faux pas#but it's not an enjoyable experience#answered#anonymous#give him some light broth and a little bit underseasoned chicken to eat with his watered down wine
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so I get that it’s annoying to derail posts etc but why is the specter of Big Razor someone saying “I have sensory issues so I shave my legs.” Why is your specific example of an annoying leg shaver some disabled bitch. The fuck did we do to yall
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Legend: *pulls up his sock because it's falling off*
Legend: *discovers that part of the sock is wet*
Legens: .... *screams quietly and throws the sock across the room*
#tloz#legend of zelda#linked universe#lu#lu legend#lu characters as things people irl say/do#technically#or maybe not because this is something i did#lu incorrect quotes#legend with sensory issues my beloved#in an actual scenario he'd probably hit someone in the face which is infinitely funnier than this happening alone
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I keep going to myself "maybe I need to wait for more signs from Poseidon" as if every single year since SIX I used to get strange urges to go to the beach near or directly on my birthday. Every year?? Without fail???
#i also have consistently begged to see rivers and ponds throughout life but those arent as awesome coolio#poseidon devotee#paganism#hellenic deities#hellenic pagan#poseidon deity#child of poseidon#hellenic polytheism#hellenic polytheistic#polytheism#baby pagan#maybe it was his idea of being able to celebrate my birthday with me ?#i loved the water sososo much#there was one time i went to the beach in Portugal (also near my birthday and fhe beach was my urge request)#and he stole my FUCKING shoes#tbf i had been begging my mother to let me run around barefoot because of sensory issues but still#my fucking. shoes!!!#musings
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I'm really enjoying the idea of Lewin clocking Renzou and deciding to carry on Osceola's legacy by trying to help him the way Osceola helped him, except 1) Renzou does not want Lewin to be his mentor and 2) all of Lewin's advice starts with "well, Osceola said".
It's fun because Lewin misses Osceola but doesn't really know how to mourn him so his method of doing so is by bothering the shit out of Renzou, who is rapidly running out of places to hide, to understand what Osceola got out of taking care of and teaching him.
#aspd!shima#renzou shima#shima renzou#lewin light#happy talks blue exorcist#renzou also already knows about prosocial norms and behaviours (he just doesn't care much for them) so lewin's reminders/advice isn't neede#so just imagine lewin randomly being like being nice to people is very important!#and renzou pinching the bridge of his nose like yes i already know that leave me alone#i also think lewin is autistic and doesn't full recognize that some of Osceola's advice was more pointed towards his autism versus his ASPD#so he'll say something that only applies to managing autism and Renzou will just be like ???#like lol maybe part of why lewin doesn't bathe regularly is because of sensory issues + issues with task transition#and he gives renzou advice on moving from one task to another without delay#and renzou is just ?? because chronic boredom makes him constantly seek out ANYTHING to do which makes task transition easier#they're also very different people which lewin knows but since Osceola's advice was often specific to him and his struggles#a lot of what he says isn't generalized enough to apply to Renzou#cue him going into a deep dive about ASPD some time later and making ryuuji help him find decent resources and conduct interviews with ppl#and ryuuji thinks lewin is trying to seek advice for himself? but a lot of his questions don't relate to him? so what's going on...
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"larry its too early for halloween art" I DONT CARE. YURI BLAST 💥💥💥💥
#my art#ocs#kiru#keiko#kirukei#keikos outfit here is specifically that of miss piggy's in muppets take manhattan 😌#kiru however is just like. one of those costumes that also doubles as a normal outfit#since her 'tism and sensory issues prevent her from wearing most costume material stuff#ANYWAYS i do wanna do like#a proper horror/halloween drawing later in the month#maybe a freaky slasher kiru type drawing. we'll see
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i never understood the people who didn’t wanna go on t cause they didn’t want a tdick,,like that’s #1 reason why i DO want to go on t lmao
like idk if i want to go on t or not for a lot of reasons but i definitely want a tdick </3
#honestly the main reason i don’t want to go on is cause i don’t want facial hair#i have so many sensory issues#i don’t want hair on my face#and shaving it sounds so bad#i wouldn’t mind more like leg or arm hair but i don’t rlly want armpit or ass hair lmao#like i’m blessed already with barely any armpit hair and i trim the bush CAUSE SENSORY ISSUES#i don’t want more😭😭😭😭😭#but i want like everything else that comes w t so like maybe it’s just the price i have to pay#ftm#trans#transgender#trans masc#ftm t4t#ftm ns/fw#ftm nsft#ftm bottom#ftm sub#ftm switch#ftm top#autistic nsft#transgender tomfoolery
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Me: I'm not sure if my health can withstand a commute. Should I try to go in tomorrow?
Apollo: no
Me: should I plan to work from home?
Apollo: no
Me: ...
Apollo:
Me: migraine?
Apollo: migraine.
#(cue it starting immediately afterwards)#i managed to take some painkillers in time to stave the migraine off but i still felt like shit the next day#so i couldnt have worked regardless#this was monday night (and tbf sunday & monday were *extremely* tiring days. i was falling asleep while crocheting & playing ac#which is rare even considering my fatigue issues)#yes/no divination has been great as a way to consult apollo without pulling out the tarot deck (which is more time consuming and takes#a *lot* more spoons)#the only issue is that when i do the stones or tarot i tend to get on a Divination Kick tm which is. not helpful b/c what am i going to do??#i've already finished asking what i needed to ask???#i should probably funnel that burst of dopamine/hyperfixation into researching different methods actually#gonna add that to the routine#also! working out the kinks with the yes/no method. doing it on my floor? no good. inconsistent results. Feels Bad. Loud#doing it on my bed? wonderful 10/10. very consistent results. Feels Good. not loud#i still do tarot on the floor though b/c having a flat sturdy surface is nice#for reference: my commute is 2-2.5 hrs each way via public transit. the sensory experience drains me *very* fast if im not careful and#we're in Purgatory Weather season where it's *juuust* warm & humid enough to maybe be a problem but isnt one For Sure#*and* the state fair is on so the trains are gonna be packed when im trying to get home#coriander says#helpol#hellenic pagan#hellenic polytheism#apollo#theoi#pagans of tumblr#hellenic community#paganblr
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one benefit ive unexpectedly gained from lurking around nsfw tumblr is seeing how many people are really into the idea of their lovers being super handsy and touchy in public
#maybe ill elaborate on this a bit more in a rb but like#i think in retrospect my ex's utter inability to engage in pda really fucked me up#cause like that + some other behaviors of hers often made it seem like she was. well. embarassed of me#and youre telling me theres gorgeous dykes on tumblr dot com who want their s/os or whatnot to be handsy in public. holy shit#just like. i think only this past year have i fully come to terms with how im a touchy person and also my touch isnt? undesirable? and now!#amelia is also huge for this bc they specifically arent touchy like sensory issues around touch and all. except for meee :] im allowed#but anyways just. saw a couple posts along the lines of ohh handsy butch grabbing my waist in public [and hornier variants] recently#and jts like. woah. we want this? this is good actually? okay. awesome#my shit
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woke up like 40 mins ago at like 4:30 unable to fall back alseep so im once again thinking about ragatha and pomni as The Ocd Havers. its everything to me. oh whoops i ran out of tags on this post
#i also saw a good post abt moral ocd followed by a wildly bad resoonse to it#like 10 mins after waking up#so im esp thinking abt ragatha moral ocd#i like giving them versions of ocd that are unpleasant and not cute and that people have a hard time even acknowledging as real forms of ocd#its probably me giving myself too much credit or holding myself to very silly idras but like#i wanna be able to depict the two or even just characters in general having ocd#in a way that could potentially help someone get a better idea of the different ways that ocd presents...#the amnt of ppl who responded to my ragatha ocd posts w 'wait i do this' is like its not necessarily GOOD to relate but also#i dont think all facets of ocd are well represented so its hard for people to figure that sorta thing out...#so in my heart im like maybe it could help to depict characters in a way i find cathartic and important bc then some ppl will Find Out#esp as someone who only even got diagnosed w ocd once it got bad enough that my therapist was concerned for my safety when i was like 18 ish#(true story... if youre thinking 'how could someone having ocd put their safety at risk'#research magical thinking ocd. andalso responsibility ocd and try connecting random dots and you might find it 👍#but also i think id need to add like 400 tws to this post if i actually elaborated)#point being. ragatha ocd and pomni ocd are dear concepts to me as someone with a very unfun version of ocd#ragathas themes to me are like. moral and responsibility. and yknow what maybe aprinkle in magical thinking too#pomnis themes to me are existential and sensory motor and a little bit of magical thinking too and harm ocd#i think they both would have other themes. after all ocd usually doesnt manifest as Just having a few themes and thats it#ppl usually have a Little Bit of most possible themes and then have some more prominently#and even then themes can shift over time...#i also think both of them have early onset ocd is good because i do too and i like it#ocd thats characterized by it worsening over time!!!!! thats them...#to me human younger pomni spent so much time with just right ocd compulsions#i also generally interpret pomni as having Some Sort Of Issues with anxiety or panic pre entering the circus already#so it relates to that . in my mind#and i do think the circus has made ragathas obsessions so much worse...#bit i think they did exist before the circus. just peobably got more extreme w trauma :(#bc the evil thing abt ocd is that it teams up w trauma. ypu WILL get obsessions related to trauma#ptsd already has unwelcome thoughts abt ur trauma as a component so ocd compounds it and gives you#fake new ways you come up with to ease the fear that if you dont do a compulsion itll Happen Again
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Love putting on a bunch of layers because it’s cold and just telling myself I’m dressing like a time lord
#if I tell myself it’s for doctor who reasons then maybe the sensory issues can’t get to me#doctor who#time lords#j rambles
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i'm out here like "oh my sensory issues aren't that bad" and then spend a 20 minute bus ride with my face buried in my sleeve because there's a Scent on the bus
#ace rambles#actuallyautistic#sensory issues#not even sure what it is#cigarettes maybe? i can't tell
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oh my lord toshiro. the autism is strong with this one. futaba also but I feel thats a given





#persona 5 tactica#p5t#toshiro kasukabe#futaba sakura#like do you see what im seeing. does this make sense.#persona 5 tactica spoilers#p5t spoilers#like. you know how the hellish rooms in the 3rd kingdom have a bunch of megaphones and all that....#and then he mentions hating crowds.....#buddy. maybe im crazy but im kind of picking up on some ol sensory issues here#do you get me.......?
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Alsoo!!
(Tic trigger warning!!)
I myself would like to be a bit more open about my own disabilities! For me, I'm neurodiverse, have chronic exhaustion and pains, and an unfortunate amount of mental illnesses, and some tasks that are difficult for me are:
Reading books:
The way books are held, cause severe discomfort in neck, shoulders, and back due to the way i must read and hold a book.
Information being processed is delayed for me, this causes me to have to reread the same pages again and again to register the information. (Often co-exists with lack of focus.)
Bad memory and dissociation makes retaining and remembering information nearly impossible.
Executive disfunction causes me to stop reading, be unable to pick the book back up—and I forget what previously happened due to bad memory. Also makes me lose motivation to read.
Words do like, this weird mixing thing in my head. Where I'll read the order of words backwards, read them as the wrong words, read letters in the wrong place like a typo, etc. And like it's annoying.
Anxiety makes 'suspense' stressful and not enjoyable, I tend to always look up the endings way before I'm done. If I don't, I get anxious /neg
Lack of focus can cause me to lose my place in the book, read without registering it (similar to my information processing issues)
aphantasia (basically I can't visualize stuff in my head) means I cannot visualize what's happening in the book, so it's just... words, which is cool i guess but not super fun
Exhausting. It's exhausting to read a lot, it's why I don't read fanfics longer than 2k words often. It takes a lot of mental energy to read.
Bad motion skills! My hands give out sometimes and I drop the book! And if I'm already exhausted/in pain, I don't wanna pick it up!
Tics! Same story, but my tics get painful, and are anxiety prone/triggered. So suspense, gives me anxiety, tics—Suddenly I can't focus on the book.
Sensory issues!! Some sounds/feelings book make, make me feel sick/make me shiver, icky!
Okay, so... I was gonna list off other disabilities I have, but... I didn't realize just how much that is by itself. I actually had to take a break writing this, because again, it takes a lot of mental energy.
It starts hurting my wrist to hold up my phone to type. I get bored, i have to fix all the typos and proof read, etc etc.
I didn't realize how much energy I put into reading. How it's not always enjoyable for me.
And yet I'm a fast reader, minus all that?
Looking at all these, I feel silly. It's a pretty basic task and yet I see it as a chore.
Itshxoxohxoipfjfpfupfjp sorry I'm being pathetic.
(Also depth perspective makes Mr hold thr book way too closely, which starts hurting my eyes. Reading too long gives me headachesss)
#Tw tics#Tics#actually disabled#tw anxiety#tw anxeity#tw anxious#disability#disabled#disabilties#But like I could work through these things so maybe I'm not disabled#tw sensory issues
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Can’t wait for when I start T and it starts getting noticeable (facial hair deeper voice etc) so that was my fashion sense can go from looking like a kinda maybe androgynous if you squint girl to a gnc fem guy (by Bible Belt Deep South standards at least)
#I will not drastically change my fashion sense past maybe having a few emo outfits when I start t bc#the brand I wear now (a traditionally girl centric brand) is the only one that doesn’t make me wanna peel my skin off (sensory issues)#lgbtqia#transgender
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