#maybe it’s a sensory issue
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~ justifying having eaten fatty food by knowing how it makes me feel so physically disgusting I won’t be able handle living in my body anymore therefore I am more tempted to off myself <3
and yet it never happens . . .
#I’ll just swell and swell#too heavy to get up#vent post#vent blog#tw sui ideation#tw binging#i hate my body#i just wanna be thin#food guilt#no hate to fat people#maybe it’s a sensory issue#i just want to be perfect#but I just like sweets and sugar so much it’s comforting it feels nice I’m so greedy it’s yucky#I don’t have the same rules for everyone else they don’t deserve that#I’m the one in control of my body ig and it needs to be what it thinks is perfect#or else i die#and i want to die#thought this would do well on ed tumble but they might indirectly bodyshame which I’m not comfortable with so no#block dont report#they dont intend to upset people it’s just how venting works y’know#but I don’t want to risk upsetting anyone#also don’t die people (not like that helps)#i’m sorry
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people on here are like "i shave my entire body twice a week because of sensory issues... anyway the new 100% polyester fishnets i bought from shein are sooo cute! i think this outfit will be better when i bleach my scalp and put on some liquid foundation though" and everyone is like yeah makes sense i'll do that too
#lav.txt#maybe this is unnecessarily rude but#i have sensory issues that mean i have to shave my head + can't wear makeup#somehow nobody else has the type of sensory issues that don't force you to dress like a TikTok influencer
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Whenever someone says "This would kill a Victorian child." Or "This would kill a medieval peasant." I have to think about Machete. Would he... would he survive eating a Dorito?
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#I've never had doritos myself so I have no point of reference#I think they sell them here nowadays but it's a fairly new thing and I don't eat a lot of chips#they had spices in the past but they were extremely expensive#I think most of them had to be imported from South/Southeast Asia#India in particular#few could afford such luxury goods but if you could serve people spicy food it was a mark of wealth#so historically a lot of upper class dishes were extra flavorful#potentially to an overpowering degree maybe#it was a status thing#a dorito wouldn't kill him but I've mentioned he secretly tends to favor somewhat bland and unthreatening foods#that won't set off his sensory issues#he'll eat the various nutmeg cinnamon clove saffron ginger creations people serve to him because declining would be a massive faux pas#but it's not an enjoyable experience#answered#anonymous#give him some light broth and a little bit underseasoned chicken to eat with his watered down wine
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Papabaker ooooouh the goodest soup for the soul
#🎨 mor art#chef saltbaker#ms. chalice#human au#not a purposeful AU i just wanted to try drawing them like this lol#Chef should technically have like. stubble to fit his saltshaker design a little more maybe? the salt kinda looks like it to me at least#i just suck at drawing facial hair and i also majorly dislike it on characters i find attractive 😭 would make my sensory issues go off.#i love my f/o fam and the game argghhh i love them i love them i love them#f/o#romantic f/o#familial f/o#f/o art
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"larry its too early for halloween art" I DONT CARE. YURI BLAST 💥💥💥💥
#my art#ocs#kiru#keiko#kirukei#keikos outfit here is specifically that of miss piggy's in muppets take manhattan 😌#kiru however is just like. one of those costumes that also doubles as a normal outfit#since her 'tism and sensory issues prevent her from wearing most costume material stuff#ANYWAYS i do wanna do like#a proper horror/halloween drawing later in the month#maybe a freaky slasher kiru type drawing. we'll see
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one benefit ive unexpectedly gained from lurking around nsfw tumblr is seeing how many people are really into the idea of their lovers being super handsy and touchy in public
#maybe ill elaborate on this a bit more in a rb but like#i think in retrospect my ex's utter inability to engage in pda really fucked me up#cause like that + some other behaviors of hers often made it seem like she was. well. embarassed of me#and youre telling me theres gorgeous dykes on tumblr dot com who want their s/os or whatnot to be handsy in public. holy shit#just like. i think only this past year have i fully come to terms with how im a touchy person and also my touch isnt? undesirable? and now!#amelia is also huge for this bc they specifically arent touchy like sensory issues around touch and all. except for meee :] im allowed#but anyways just. saw a couple posts along the lines of ohh handsy butch grabbing my waist in public [and hornier variants] recently#and jts like. woah. we want this? this is good actually? okay. awesome#my shit
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i'm out here like "oh my sensory issues aren't that bad" and then spend a 20 minute bus ride with my face buried in my sleeve because there's a Scent on the bus
#ace rambles#actuallyautistic#sensory issues#not even sure what it is#cigarettes maybe? i can't tell
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oh my lord toshiro. the autism is strong with this one. futaba also but I feel thats a given
#persona 5 tactica#p5t#toshiro kasukabe#futaba sakura#like do you see what im seeing. does this make sense.#persona 5 tactica spoilers#p5t spoilers#like. you know how the hellish rooms in the 3rd kingdom have a bunch of megaphones and all that....#and then he mentions hating crowds.....#buddy. maybe im crazy but im kind of picking up on some ol sensory issues here#do you get me.......?
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Alsoo!!
(Tic trigger warning!!)
I myself would like to be a bit more open about my own disabilities! For me, I'm neurodiverse, have chronic exhaustion and pains, and an unfortunate amount of mental illnesses, and some tasks that are difficult for me are:
Reading books:
The way books are held, cause severe discomfort in neck, shoulders, and back due to the way i must read and hold a book.
Information being processed is delayed for me, this causes me to have to reread the same pages again and again to register the information. (Often co-exists with lack of focus.)
Bad memory and dissociation makes retaining and remembering information nearly impossible.
Executive disfunction causes me to stop reading, be unable to pick the book back up—and I forget what previously happened due to bad memory. Also makes me lose motivation to read.
Words do like, this weird mixing thing in my head. Where I'll read the order of words backwards, read them as the wrong words, read letters in the wrong place like a typo, etc. And like it's annoying.
Anxiety makes 'suspense' stressful and not enjoyable, I tend to always look up the endings way before I'm done. If I don't, I get anxious /neg
Lack of focus can cause me to lose my place in the book, read without registering it (similar to my information processing issues)
aphantasia (basically I can't visualize stuff in my head) means I cannot visualize what's happening in the book, so it's just... words, which is cool i guess but not super fun
Exhausting. It's exhausting to read a lot, it's why I don't read fanfics longer than 2k words often. It takes a lot of mental energy to read.
Bad motion skills! My hands give out sometimes and I drop the book! And if I'm already exhausted/in pain, I don't wanna pick it up!
Tics! Same story, but my tics get painful, and are anxiety prone/triggered. So suspense, gives me anxiety, tics—Suddenly I can't focus on the book.
Sensory issues!! Some sounds/feelings book make, make me feel sick/make me shiver, icky!
Okay, so... I was gonna list off other disabilities I have, but... I didn't realize just how much that is by itself. I actually had to take a break writing this, because again, it takes a lot of mental energy.
It starts hurting my wrist to hold up my phone to type. I get bored, i have to fix all the typos and proof read, etc etc.
I didn't realize how much energy I put into reading. How it's not always enjoyable for me.
And yet I'm a fast reader, minus all that?
Looking at all these, I feel silly. It's a pretty basic task and yet I see it as a chore.
Itshxoxohxoipfjfpfupfjp sorry I'm being pathetic.
(Also depth perspective makes Mr hold thr book way too closely, which starts hurting my eyes. Reading too long gives me headachesss)
#Tw tics#Tics#actually disabled#tw anxiety#tw anxeity#tw anxious#disability#disabled#disabilties#But like I could work through these things so maybe I'm not disabled#tw sensory issues
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Can’t wait for when I start T and it starts getting noticeable (facial hair deeper voice etc) so that was my fashion sense can go from looking like a kinda maybe androgynous if you squint girl to a gnc fem guy (by Bible Belt Deep South standards at least)
#I will not drastically change my fashion sense past maybe having a few emo outfits when I start t bc#the brand I wear now (a traditionally girl centric brand) is the only one that doesn’t make me wanna peel my skin off (sensory issues)#lgbtqia#transgender
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Like cats, these 2
#oaks art#do not tag as ship#they’re jsut besties to me but maybe they kiss sometimes#also Spit has major sensory issues so so many compression shirts send tweet#artists on tumblr#accessible art#described#artist of color#illustration#fan content#ghost#the band ghost#ghost bc#nameless ghouls#aether ghoul#quintessence ghoul#fire ghoul#dewdrop ghoul#spitfire ghoul#spit ghoul#water ghoul#rain ghoul
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genuine question here, why do ppl headcannon morty as autistic? like idk if its just bcs i cant relate personally to him in that way but like i just dont see it and im genuinely curious, im always open to more autistic characters lmao
#like as far as i know he doesnt really stim he doesnt show any sensory issues or related things#hes a bit awkward i guess sure#i mean idk maybe im just focusing too much on rick to notice if morty has autistic traits#im just always staring at ricks face cant see anything else lmao#fr tho drop your reasonings or autistic morty headcannons#go crazy i wanna hear it all#alex says shit#rick and morty#morty smith#autistic morty smith#rick sanchez
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i feel like a lot of people don’t understand that there’s a time and place for your opinions. anyone can have opinions, it’s part of being human, but that doesn’t mean you get to voice those opinions whenever you want. one example i can think of is people publicly voicing their opinions about certain foods. sure you might think that overly sweet coffees are gross, or plain food isn’t good (etc etc), but there are people who like those things. just because you have an opinion about something, or a preference, does not give you the right to be an asshole and make people feel bad about their own opinions and preferences.
going out of your way to point out that you don’t like something to someone who does just reads as asshole behavior. and i’m talking about instances where someone will go above and beyond to make sure that you know that they absolutely dislike and hate the thing that you mentioned liking. even in situations where you don’t necessarily know if someone you’re speaking to is a fan of something or not, i really don’t see a reason to immediately start hating on something unless you’re close to a person and know what they like and dislike.
#am i making sense?#essentially what I’m saying is that people have gotten too comfortable being assholes#and i just think that people should keep an open mind about things they don’t like or don’t understand#“plain food is so disgusting and gross why would anyone eat that” maybe they have sensory issues#maybe they’re allergic to things#maybe they just don’t like spicy and seasoned foods#“this video game is so fucking trash this tv show is so stupid this movie is so cringe”#there are people who like that thing you’re hating on and#maybe i’m the only one who cares but i personally care about what other people like and wouldn’t want to ruin their day if they#accidentally came across my post#if you really just want to hate on something why not talk to a partner or a friend who you know or believe will share similar opinions#robin rants
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I'm going to a convention with a group of cosplay nerds. How can I, a loser with sensory issues so hefty I can just barely tolerate a hair tie on my wrist, participate enough not to look dumb next to them?
#i want to feel included#but if the synthetic strands of a wig touch my skin anywhere i might implode#maybe wirt from over the garden wall?#idk#convention#comic con#cosplay#sensory issues#autism#actually autistic
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Boiled broccoli/spinach is one of my favorite snacks but everything I've looked at says that boiling them is bad for the vegetables. I'm fine with sacrificing some of the vitamins if the overall food is still nutritious, but does boiling it really make the food basically useless? Should I just kill myself?
#i do not necessarily want it prepared in any other way because of my sensory/gastrointestinal issues... maybe steamed is acceptable?#feel free to reply btw i want opinions from people who enjoy vegetables prepared in specific ways
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Headcanon based solely on that one scene from DC vs Vampires where Damian’s like “I don’t drink tea,” and Alfred’s like, “I know, so I made you hot coco instead.”
In the League of Assassins, Damian’s palate was tested as much as his battle skills or intelligence, and Ra’s primarily used different tea blends in order to do this. Given the punishments every time Damian made a mistake, Damian both prides himself on his skill in preparing & identifying basically any tea on the planet, and also hates the stuff. All of it. There’s about 80 triggers around the entire tea-process for him, and even the consistency of the slightly-thickened water makes it hard for him to choke it down.
Fortunately, Alfred makes hot chocolate with boiled milk & melted chunks rather than hot water & powder, so Damian can still have that. (Just once, one of Damian’s siblings tried to give him instant hot coco when he stayed late at their house, and Damian immediately spat it back into the cup, called it disgusting, and proceeded to brush his teeth until his gums bled trying to get the feeling out of his mouth. They were very offended until around the 4th re-brush, when they started to realize something might actually be wrong.)
#damian wayne#damian al ghul#cw: child abuse#food#batfam#bat fam#batfamily#bat family#batman#robin#robin!damian#robin!damian wayne#robin damian wayne#robin damian#dc vs vampires#my writing#mine#//#‘’Are you projecting your sensory issues around food onto Damian and explaining backwards?’’#Maybe so#it’s not my fault watery-based drinks are disgusting is it?
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