#maybe im just like gender fluid and it gets triggered whenever i feel comfortable with a label 💀
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the amount of jealousy and envy i feel is not normal this is why can’t i never figure out my gender
#🌙.txt#a few days ago i was so comfortable saying i was cis!!!!#now i want to look so badly like a guy#i can’t really tell if it’s envy at how they look or what they are doing (like being able to dance/sing)#idkkkk shit sucks i want to look like a guy and dress like a guy and everyone to percive me as a guy#i wish it was like a celebrity crush but that’s not it bc i want to be //them//#and i don’t really think it’s envy for their lifestyle or the things they are able to do#((im talking about some specific idols btw))#bc like sure it’d be fun to dance but that’s not it i want to look the way they do#does this make any sense i don’t think so#maybe im just like gender fluid and it gets triggered whenever i feel comfortable with a label 💀#this all started when i read that yuri manga with green backgrounds 😔#its like my brain remembered it would be soooo cool to look like a guy
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