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unbelievabelle · 7 months ago

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i genuinely feel so awful right now for no reason. for the most part im fine but. idk its weird that my doctor was just like "hey you should stop taking this medicine because youve been on it for 4 years" without like. checking that i was fine first.

#i dont like her!#tw or maybe just tmi???#but she always sticks her hand like. down my pants and thru my underwear to listen to the heartbeat of my thigh. and i dont like it!!!#my mums always in the room and never said anything so im guessing thats a normal thing but.#jeez lady.#tell me what youre doing first????#maybe ASK ME if thats okay for you to do????#she sucksssssss #she always dismisses my problems too!#i was super malnourished in high school (im talking 90 lbs at 17)#like. skeletal and clearly super unwell #and i would get dizzy just standing up or walking around #but she said i was fine as long as i had my period womp womp #craaaazy that i must be fine as long as i can reproduce. genuinely insane mindset.#i mean she has a degree #and i generally feel fine in my decision to stop taking medicine #but i really am still feeling the effects of what i needed them for in the first place #maybe i just need better coping skillls #rant over sorry lol

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