#maybe i can learn to forgive myself for what i have endured through my doggirl character. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

vanillabat99 · 1 year ago

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I've been slowly fleshing out the plot for my game, and I was telling my wife about it (hi wife, I love you wife), and having it all in one spot really hit me hard. I decided to make the plot something more meaningful to me, but in the process I think I have accidentally dug up some unfortunate feelings. I have been reminded of some things I would rather forget, and I hope that making this game helps me through these memories.

#once again development is on pause since ive pivoted to rpgmaker which costs money i do not have. so it is back to the theoretical stages.#just not comfortable using unity.#anyways im making it a story about abuse because thats the kind of story i feel i need to tell.#maybe i can learn to forgive myself for what i have endured through my doggirl character.#i got triggered earlier after laying out the plot to my wife. im doing better now and im totally safe n stuff but like.#still kinda bummed out. ya know.#im probably gonna wake up drenched in sweat and feeling like ive been screaming with a sore throat once again. alas. that is life.#EMPHASIS ON ME BEING TOTALLY FINE!!!!#if i was not fine this would be a very different post.#it is almost 7am and i am very tired so i will try to sleep.#batty blogging #text

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