#maybe ford would distract himself by contuning to investigate gravity falls

[paperismissing]

Just saying with the reverse portal au what if bill occasionally makes ford just hear stan fighting for his life out whereever the portal took him and ford just HAS to keep telling himself its a trick but he’s never sure

THATS. WHY.

ok now imagine how stan is outside fighiting, hoping that any moment now his genius brother will save this from tjhis nightmare, trully believing he is trying to help him

while in reality ford made himself believe stan was dead because he can't open the portal, but he doesn't want that to be his fault so he keeps convicing its impossible for stan to be alive and bill is just playing tricks on him...

but sometimes, late a night, he keeps himself awake thinking about the small almost impossible possibility: Stan is alive. And he is suffering BECAUSE of him

[nyxvamps]

this is a need. not a want

Just saying with the reverse portal au what if bill occasionally makes ford just hear stan fighting for his life out whereever the portal took him and ford just HAS to keep telling himself its a trick but he’s never sure

THATS. WHY.

ok now imagine how stan is outside fighiting, hoping that any moment now his genius brother will save this from tjhis nightmare, trully believing he is trying to help him

while in reality ford made himself believe stan was dead because he can't open the portal, but he doesn't want that to be his fault so he keeps convicing its impossible for stan to be alive and bill is just playing tricks on him...

but sometimes, late a night, he keeps himself awake thinking about the small almost impossible possibility: Stan is alive. And he is suffering BECAUSE of him