#maybe I’ll just get my protein shakes and my gf will have to fend for herself if she wants anything else haha
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Turns out putting the exhausted physically disabled person who’s entering midterms in charge of groceries was. A very very very very very very bad idea
#we’re out of so many things here#and a significant portion of things we’re out of are in the ‘things I can prepare/eat when I’m low on spoons and/or high on pain’ category#which combined with my mental hang ups around food AND vyvanse being an appetite killer. means I just don’t fucking eat#and then I end up with nights like tonight where I’ve been trying to sleep for hours#but I can’t. cuz the hunger makes my heart race and anxiety thoughts spiral#sure would help if someone here didn’t keep putting things on the high shelf cuz that’s right at her eye level#I get it. but also it’s not within my field of vision AT ALL so it doesn’t exist#and I can’t exactly grab the step stool and climb up there when Im in a ton of pain 🙃#and also it’s 4am and the step stool is loud cuz I can’t carry it so it makes a dragging noise#‘oh just ask me for help whenever you want some food you can’t make yourself’ not at fucking 4am I won’t!#good thing about having to email my profs about missing class tomorrow is that now I’ll hopefully have some energy after my doctor#so I can maybe go pick up my meds and see what other groceries I’m able to carry home#maybe I’ll just get my protein shakes and my gf will have to fend for herself if she wants anything else haha#that’s a joke btw I’m just grumpy and tired and kinda dreading exams and the doctor and life in general#that’s probably the anxiety acting up tho#bleh. gonna see if there’s anything I can convince my brain is food and try to eat that#and then maybe I’ll sleep
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