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[penguin-scribbles]

hello tmcblr, may I offer you despairduo in these trying times

[amcdrawnon]

okay but now you've got me really curious about sho's harrier ...i'd say years but iirc he was a prodigy who rose through the ranks fast so. weeks. imagining him like super new and inexperienced to reapering is kinda adorable tbh

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[seijorhi]

I love your character studies, especially the one you replied to about Oikawa. May I ask how you think Yandere Ushijima handles someone he’s interested in and how he justifies it in his mind? Like what’s his mindset going into acquiring his darling?

ushijima is straight forward about it.

he's not.... great with people, or emotions for that matter, so while he doesn't necessarily question his feelings towards you or their extremity, the driving force behind it all doesn't click straight away.

either he verry slowly comes to the realisation himself, or more likely, someone points it out to him, something along the lines of 'hey you've been glaring at that guy talking to y/n for a while now, you good??'

and i think once the other shoe drops, he's quick to take it in stride. sure, maybe those feelings are intense (and extremely unhealthy), and no he probably shouldn't get that frustrated and pissed off watching you interact with other guys (he won't actually hurt them at this point so it's fine). at the end of the day, he's an all or nothing sort of guy, he doesn't know how do things by half measures and why would he? you should want someone who gives everything. you deserve that.

and ushijima's a good choice. he can provide like a husband's supposed to, protect you, and he might not be the most emotive, gentle guy around but for your sake he'd try to show a softer side. the man is nothing if not dedicated, and once he sets his eyes on something, he'll see it done.

now if you're not receptive towards his advances (his tried and true method of... standing silently in your presence with a super intense rbf) or by some miracle you're not put off by that but start to question his more restrictive tendencies, he's not going to agonise over it. he might understand your hesitance, but it won't change anything.

he's good for you, he loves you. he refuses to contend with the idea of allowing you to make your own decisions or give yourself to someone else, which leaves him with no choice but to take choice out of the equation entirely.

you will come around... eventually.

[corpwhump]

Do you guys ever wonder how your sadistic whumpers first realized they enjoyed violence?

Was it an accident when they drew someone else’s blood for the first time? Did they always have these urges? Was it a part of their job that they slowly grew to enjoy and perfect??

How did they feel about it? Did they feel guilty, or did it immediately feel right? Did they accept it? How long did it take them to give into this part of themself, if they even do fully??

Thinking about whumpers just starting out…

[dunadaan]

i haven’t posted like any of my artwork of créa here lmfao. also probably bc i’ve never finish anything but not even wips.......

[crashional-thinker]

i had $30 and a dream and then i remembered that porn artists charge good money for their work. idk why i went straight to the aged vintage when i’m from brokebitch mountain

[vaguely-concerned]

the more I play the more I think lucanis basically knows it's illario who betrayed him right from the beginning (he's had a year in the ossuary to think. not that many people knew where he was going. when you ask him 'did Illario know you'd be on that ship' his only answer is the hardest flattest 'yes' you ever heard). so it's not so much about figuring out who the traitor is (because that's ludicrous. we all know. immediately. they didn't really bother to hide it lmao) as about methodically closing off every single avenue of denial lucanis has clung to that whole time with as much or little gentleness as you might prefer until he has no choice but to admit it. because the moment he has to admit it, he'll have to do something -- feel something -- about it. and that's such a catastrophic event in lucanis' inner landscape (he has had TWO people in this whole entire world up until now and will do anything to hold on to them with a heartbreaking child-like desperation, even at and especially through the detriment of his own self) that he'd rather just. not. what if we quite simply. didn't. what if we just stayed here in the emptiness where we can both pretend you didn't hurt me in a way I should never forgive. I have so much practice in that with caterina already it's always worked out great for everyone so far. (press x to fucking doubt but that's trauma logic for you lol)

after everything illario did, so much of the storm of lucanis' emotions around it is 'what the FUCK did you get yourself tangled up in this time and how do I get you out of this mess safely'. what's worse: the fact that your brother murdered you, or that he put himself in horrible danger doing so and thus exposed you to the risk of losing him forever. lucanis' heart certainly has an opinion here and it's fucking unhinged (affectionate)

the themes of dissociation in lucanis' character in general makes me feel nuts. allllll these contradictory messy things he needs to cut off from each other because they can't coexist or be easily reconciled inside him. but all remain stubbornly true separately anyway and will have their due one day. love and resentment. tenderness and fear and rage. terror and longing. love and freedom don't coexist. the burned out golden child anthem is playing in the background. he was always caterina's favourite and he has to keep striving to deserve that dubious honour with every breath he takes and then, presumably, mercifully, some day he will die and be excused and can rest. and until now he's suppressed all the -- natural, healthy, protective! -- negative feelings that threaten the few attachment relationships he actually has, at the cost of ever actually having his needs for connection and safety met and leaving his core self imprisoned and compromised. and spite goes 'what. no. that's dumb fuck that' (*spite voice* I do not understand that and even if I did I would not respect it) and does not allow him to fall back into that, which I think is what saves his life, ultimately. it took being possessed by a demon for lucanis to even contemplate telling anyone he loves 'no' in any way, but hey. whatever gets you there right lol

lucanis is dealing with the freeze response allll the way down baby. and he was even before the ossuary, that just turbo powered it and brought it to a breaking point way before it could happen naturally. but something was going to break eventually no matter what, and I'm just glad that in the end, through the power of friendship and also pure spite, it doesn't have to be him

[redysetdare]

enough stories about how someone learns to truely be happy through love. i want a story where someone is desperately seeking out love thinking it's the only way to be happy only for them to learn by the end that happiness is what they make of it and they don't need love at all to make it.

[sainz100]

2024 Brazilian GP | x

[thebarrows]

put them in a room together and no one will come out alive (●'◡'●)

[artsystargazer]

DARIAX

What's happening. Why is everyone screaming names on my inbox.

[tyrannosaurustai]

He’s hot both ways

[royaltea000]

trying to learn how to draw this dude

credit to @/transparentalia for the ref images :)

[podcastenthusiast]

Controversial? opinion but I actually really like Astarion's chaste little kiss, because it isn't a performance. It isn't at all the way he would've kissed you in Act 1. And yeah it doesn't have lingering touches like Karlach's kiss animation or extreme passion like Halsin's, but it feels true for him. It feels real.

It's quick and sweet, maybe a little uncomfortable or uncertain. He approaches Tav and takes the lead, which I love, but he's still figuring this all out. It's so new. He's in the process of defining his boundaries, what he wants and needs physically+emotionally in a relationship. The kiss is intimate but there's space too, and that's okay.

[skrunksthatwunk]

non-comprehensive haruhi autism creature comp

i mean just look at him she's literally

[madootles]

12 year old ed verbally assaulting the librarian