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➺ suguru x gn!reader
if you set a timer to nap suguru will absolutely sabotage you.
let me set the scene. you're getting comfortable laying on his chest his arms secured around you and your eyes closing with a content hum and then suddenly your like 'oh hold on' and grab your phone to set a timer then promptly explain that you have something to do so you don't wanna oversleep during your nap and end up losing time.
but you're so tired, he knows a short nap won't be enough rest though, he says nothing. you get comfortable on his chest again, your cheeks smooshed against his skin and doze off shortly after thanks to the soothing hand at your back and head and the warmth of his skin. when you're asleep this man will fully just grab your phone and cancel the timer, that way, you get all the rest your body needs undisturbed and wake up when your ready.
if it's assignments or notes or anything really that he can do for you, then he will do it for you. taking neat concise notes for you, or finishing up your research paper. no this is not a violation of academic integrity because you are his baby. you are his person and he is yours so to anyone else you may as well be the same person, and anyway he isn't plagiarizing or cheating. suguru does a really good job actually.
when you wake up later, dry eyes slowly blinking away the sleep and readjusting to the light. the skin of your cheek turned pink from how long it's been resting against him softly greeting him in a small raspy voice. when you wake up enough to realize the timer hadn't gone off and reach over to your phone to check the time, the sleep leaves you so fast. you're frenzied, panicked, confused. as if you've been splashed with cold water. suddenly awake and upset about all the time you had wasted what about the timer? how are you supposed to finish everything now?? only for you to find everything done and neatly organized for you to look over, anything with a tight deadline? already sent in.
oh. well.. now that you have nothing that urgently needs your attention (besides him) you can lay back down on his chest and continue where you left off 🙂↕️
#i'm setting a timer to nap to sleep off this migraine and get back to work when i wake.#this is a fool proof plan#except that..#suguru doesn't approve#it's fine.. just no one say anything#he'll answer your emails for you. do research for you. prep questions and answers for a practice test he'll do with you later. anything#.. you may need really#whatever your field of work of study trust he will do whatever he can to lighten your burden. he will. help because suguru refuses to#do otherwise#geto suguru#suguru geto#jjk suguru#geto suguru x you#geto suguru x reader#jjk geto suguru#jjk suguru geto#suguru geto x reader#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fluff#jjk comfort#&. knightt writes ''─ .⟢
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i would like to draw him more i think..
#marvel mcu#xmen#xmen apocalypse#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#drawin him and i cant help but feel he looks like matt mercer i elakjleakjveal something i must work on in the future#a LOT to work on really but this was just a quick thing just to get basics and the sort#anyway and if i say his best outfits were in this movie. and ironically best hair#this is very closely followed by his psychedelic shirt and bell bottoms from dofp but ANYWAYS#again just wanted to do a quick doodle .. a quick study i spose#i dont have any major art plans . wait im lying yes i do but not with young charles and erik#ill have to practice those two another time ... for now i hope you may enjoy a humble professor#ps if im so tbh i just wanted to draw him cause i needed to color his eyes and lips#because i am forever mesmerized by how blue his eyes can be and how pigmented his lips can be#wait i have a text post to make. im sick ..
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Officially out of my depressive slump and mourning headspace (more or less), so it's back to working on myself physically and mentally 🙂↕️
#my goal for may and june is to jump back into consistent physical activity and studying for the GRE.#i think by july i should be ready to take my test and i should be mentally and physically healthier by then too#so I'm hoping I'll have all my charisma by then.#at least that's the plan 😅#it's been a rough time recovering but i think I'm finally back to where i need to be to pick up where i left off#ramblings
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been thinking about Trish a lot lately, and her connection to Eva
(Big ranty thing with some analysis into her character + my own headcanons about trish below)
She was created to be a carbon copy of Eva, right down to the most unimportant details. So much so that Dante recognized her immediately he didnt even do a double-take, as soon as those glasses were off he saw Eva standing infront of him instead of Trish. (I mean, blonde haired+blue eyed women arent uncommon and its not like Dante has never been into a public space before. Hes probably seen similar women to Eva many times throughout his life, but only Trish was so perfectly like Eva that he couldnt see anything else but his mother in her that first moment they met.)
But thats just physical features. It'd be too easy, too simple for Mundus to just create a look-alike to Eva. And i dont think that alone would've been enough to trick Dante either, Dante isnt an idiot no matter how dumb he acts sometimes. So, how deep into this "recreate Eva" thing did Mundus actually go?
Does Trish experience the same motherly instincts Eva had toward Dante (and Vergil)? Does she feel the need to protect them and cherish them like Eva did? Does she get urges to hold them, kiss and hug them and give them praise as Eva once did in their childhood? If so, does she ignore these feelings, pushing them down untill they're buried so deep within her mind that she's forgotten them entirely, or does she let them be and let them pass on their own, wether she acts on them or not. She's quite sassy with Dante in dmc4 and seems quite aloof in dmc5, so maybe thats how she copes with it instead - acting the total opposite to what Eva ever would.
Going even deeper into that, does Trish have any of Eva's memories? Even just vague snippets or imaginings of Eva's life, considering how well Mundus made Trish then that might not be an impossibility. If so, how much would she have the ability to recall? Could she even recall the fire, maybe? If she can, how would she feel about it. Would she grieve? Feel anger, regret, or nothing at all?
And how would she feel about all of this overall? Being a clone of Eva right down to the gritty details even Dante wouldn't know. Trish is so strongly contrasted to Eva in personality, style and tastes that i'd like to imagine she isnt that much of a fan, put simply. She's her own person, she wants to be her own person and she hates the person she represents. She hates how her existence causes pain to somebody she's wired to care so deeply for - sometimes against her will - and she hates seeing him cry or drink himself to death over that dusty old picture thats been sitting on his desk for decades, knowing that she'll only ever make it worse for him in the end, that his grief extends so far into the core of his being that nothing in existence will ever truly fix it.
She's conflicted.
She's Trish. But is she really? Or is that just who she says she is in an effort to push back and ignore the reality of her existence? Nothing more than a fake, a husk of a person who's time was cut short prematurely then taken advantage of by the very being that killed her in the first place.
She's Trish. Not Eva. She can't be Eva, and she never will be Eva. Nothing will change that. Not a dusty old picture, not an old man's delusions, not some dead demon king who breathed life into her form in the first place.
She's Trish. But who even is Trish? Her entire being has always been about Eva. She doesnt know anything else. So she overcompensates with acting sarcastic and sassy, looking hot and sexy and playing with guns and swords because those are things Eva wouldn't ever do herself. Eva. Again, it all comes back to Eva.
She's Trish. Devil hunter and the most 2000s representation of "hot blonde" one could get. Thats who she is. Or at least, that's who she's trying so desperately to be.
Trish needs more love from the developers, her character is so interesting. I have other analysis' of the other characters too if anybody would be interested in that but for now, ill leave you with my take on the iconic blonde from this wonderful series.<3
#devil may cry#dmc#dmc trish#trish devil may cry#character study#character analysis#headcanons#im planning to write a fic on this topic btw#something like trish having an identity crisis#and trying to find that identity through various means#might include some lady x trish in there as a guilty pleasure#ill reblog and link it when/if i do write it
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Well, at least Fukuzawa got his wish granted, I guess.... he's finally inside Fukuchi <3
#bungou stray dogs#bsd spoilers#bsd 120.5#please laugh i know i made myself laugh.... if only to keep from crying lol#the oocification of Fukuzawa will be studied in the history books for years to come#that's not my fukuzawa...... that's his discount twin fucksack#because his dick is so far up the ass of his dead pathetic dumbass crusty ex boyfriend it's not even funny#he is dickriding that fucker HARD#and here i thought the FANDOM woobified fukuchi out the wazoo. but oh my god no fukuzawa himself has them all beat this chapter#man is coco for cocopuffs and babying that grown-ass man like he's 5#it's truly pathetic and depressing to see i'm just beyond words#'you deceived him by keeping quiet the issues that would plague a union of mankind' NO??? LITERALLY ANYONE WITH A BRAIN WOULD KNOW#THAT THAT WOULD NEVER FUCKING WORK???? THAT IT'S THE STUPIDEST MOST NAIVE PLAN AND VIEW OF THE WORLD IMAGINABLE????#WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE THIS IS A TODDLER INSTEAD OF A GROWN-ASS SOLDIER WITH YEARS OF MILITARY EXPERIENCE#Fyodor feels like the only one at this point that hasn't truly lost the plot in all this...... the only one with a goddamn brain#I HATE THAT I HAVE TO AGREE WITH HIM!!!!!!!!! I HATE THAT IT FELT SO CATHARTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!#and i hate even more that the series clearly doesn't want us to agree with him and instead believe that fukuzawa is still right#even though he was spouting the most naive braindead bullshit imaginable that early series Fukuzawa would NEVER SAY#WHAT ABOUT YOUR CHILDREN BRO??? WHY DO YOU CARE MORE ABOUT DEFENDING THE HONOR OF THAT CRUSTY MF THAN#THE SAFETY OF YOUR KIDS????#WHERE DID ALL YOUR INTELLIGENCE GO#i fucking hated the writing ever since fukuchi's plan/motives were first revealed and it was played completely straight (and gay lol)#but to hear fukuzawa actually come out and defend that ridiculous bs is just.......... again i have no words#it's insane. what happened. what happened to you fukuzawa. all i can do is laugh it's so sad it's so stupid. I WAS CRINGING SO BAD.#and was so glad when he finally died so he finally SHUT THE FUCK UP. i hate it here. i miss when BSD was good so bad man 😭😭😭#it would be one thing if it felt like he's so deep in grief that he's completely deluded himself that fukuchi was right and had pure motive#and wasn't an idiotic piece of shit himself just like fyodor#but nah again it just feels like we're supposed to side with him lmao even though fyodor was exactly right in everything he said#when your villain sounds more intelligent/correct than your hero and that's not an intentional writing choice..... that's not good bros!!!#anyway may your stupidity be purified in the soul of your dead bf fukuzawa 🙏 and we get the true you back
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Me and my brother casually discussing how we would survive in One Piece/what we would do first:
Me: I'll pull a classic isekai move; find a stable island (somehow), open up a small shop, and stay the hell out of the way. Maybe I'll open a betting ring based on the newspapers, but there's no way I'm getting involved.
Brother: Bitch you went to theatre school. You're joining the Buggy Pirates the first chance you get.
Me: ....
Brother: I've had to sit through your MULTIPLE rants on how the series treats clowns and the logistics of how they would run a pirate circus.
Me: okay but-
Brother: YOU WORK WITH CLOWNS!
#The day i realized i might be a buggy stan#Competent!buggy only though#one piece#buggy the clown#there's so much to unpack with his character and how they would run a pirate circus#How much of the pirate budget goes towards those effects (especially when you consider how expansive their big top was in the live-action)#What is the design and production value?!?#I may or may not be planning out a fic#I cannot be the only theatre obsessed person whose thought of this#theatre#buggy one piece#buggy pirates#competent buggy#isekai#I'd like to clarify that i am not an actor#i studied production
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#i think i may just make my thesis on fan identity construction in relatively long standing fandoms#as in.................. one direction#either that or taylor swift#maybe taylor swift is far enough from my own personal experience ???#do i particularly care about her tho#(i don't)#sociologically it Is interesting but.......#i asked my thesis advisors if they thought being close to the subject of study in this particular case would be beneficial or an obstacle#they just were like ''that sure is a question!!''#and yeah i KNOW it's something explored in literature and up for debate and something i have to figure out THAT'S WHY I ASKED FOR ADVISE#YOU KNOW. AS MY ADVISORS#i have a meeting in like an hour and a half and i need to have a clear research plan#i know i made a tag for this a long time ago but i forgor#let's do#thesis lb#i accept any input atp 💀#should i just throw lesbianism in there#that'd be fun#that would just basically be studying me though lmao#my main struggle is picking a case study to study#and that'd guide my methodology#but i've just been hitting a brick wall#obviously i KNOW there's more artists and fandoms but i want online bc 1. access and 2. online = more exposition to heterogeneity
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I need Allison shivering and flushed from a fever and so delirioussssss
#i am having so many delicious whump thoughts. i need to start writing#but i also want to listen to spirit. and more counter measures#AND i had counseling today and made a weekly plan with the therapist. and fridays have two hours of studying now and i haven't done those#very interesting experience that btw. because I started making one like i always do#and she just fucking read me and told me to stop. because I need one that is small enough i can do it#so i have only five hours studying actually planned in the week#also i want to talk about all the beautiful torture scenarios in my brain but i want to write them too#and i don't want to tease stuff if i may not actually get around to writing it#ugh. DECISIONS#someone tell me what to do#jae says stuff
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Basically... no one online who's policing what's pure ALG or not is putting themselves out there to prove what they say with their own results. The ALG schools are, in that you can find teachers to ask about the ALG program (like David Long). But of course, when you find actual student results they tend to be B2 (which is great! Excellent results! Just not "like a native speaker" like marketed). I personally would recommend Not doing ALG unless you are doing an ALG school/program (and if you are - there are people you can find on youtube and reddit Thai subs sharing their experiences so far so you can see what to expect).
Dreaming Spanish has a lot of people sharing their experiences and results, so I personally find the Dreaming Spanish Roadmap useful if you're planning to use it as a self study plan, and want to do mainly extensive listening to comprehemsible input as your study activity. You can see on youtube and reddit many people who share their experiences during each Level in the roadmap, and get an idea of what's worked for people and what's realistic.
#rant#alg method#alg#alg theory#dreaming spanish#like Evildea on youtube. i really respect that he's actually testing out the DS Roadmap!#i thought he'd write it off after a few hours. but he's been sticking with it and hes done 150 hours now. i hope he'll do 1500 hours#as his critique/review would be very useful. as a realistic result. and a comparison of DS with other study plans#so far Evildea has had similar results to what the roadmap says. i suspect he MAY get faster results just because#anyone who's studied other languages before seems to get faster results
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I miss old tumblr in the sense that i could complain about board exams and worrying about not getting enough to be eligible for my medical entrance test and i'd have summoned half the indian side of tumblr to sympathize
#im in sm stress#if i dont score above 75% im not eligible for my neet exam#which im planning to take a drop year for#and its gonne be both expensive and emotionally taxing#and i have to give THIS years neet exam too#for reasons#im not in the clear until may 20#adulthood is a scam#And that is well BEFORE i even start preparing for neet#well before i even have to consider the possibility that i might not get in#im pretty much using this post to vent in tags#its like 4 am#and im stressed. scared. everything#its really difficult just existing w adhd and mental illness#much less studying#and neet is like highly competetive#the cutoff goes so high#i want to get out of this city#and be safe and actually be alive for once#a big part of me will shrivel up and die if i stay#and this is the first time i've actually wanted smth for real#tentatively and doubtfully#but wanting still#and idk if i'll make a good doctor or if i'll fuck up and have it all blow up in my fsce#overthinking basically#im worried im not. capable of doing this#anyways desi tumblrinas where are you😭😭😭😭
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Htttoh tae to htttoh jk
#htttoh#yes im rereading again#yes i plan to reread again right after im done#probably wont tho#need to study#but will for sure read rwcbmt instead before another reread of htttoh#drawingspaces i need to be a thought in your brain#not even kidding#im seriously so serious#anyways be as it may im stuck here#so i guess ill just#indulge in the products of her thoughts instead#need a physical copy of htttoh so i can highlight it and all#ao3#drawingspaces#Spotify
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to the person who left critical feedback on my bob dylan study I love you . I do plan to mention that in the discussion following the results section because it was SUCH a blunder that I was kicking myself for midway through collecting results but I didn't want to change horses in midstream so I just left the survey as it was. But there were so many little gender-related caveats I forgot to consider to be honest so I'm just rolling with the punches
#the issue is so many lines are blurred when it comes to discussing identity so I didn't want to place too many specifications on what it#meant to be genderqueer. but at the same time it would have been SO helpful to have like a scale with masc and fem on either side to#sort of distinguish the standpoints of different people. which also would have solved the issue of butch cis women and stuff which#I couldn't figure out how to consider without overcomplicating things when I was making the survey#MAYBE IF I HAD PLANNED THIS BETTERRRRRR but it was supposed to be a silly project and I made the survey at like 1am one evening. oh well#maybe I will do it again and it will be amazing and way better. such is the way of studies#to be hoenst I didn't want to overcomplicate it BECAUSE it was a silly project but now that I'm in so deep I may as well go the whole way#but anyway. I'm 2.5k words into this report and I haven't even done the discussion so let's go. it's so gonna reach 4k I just know it#emi's meandering jotts
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i'm back on tumblr (again)
#exams are over mostly#for now at least until may altough i might have one next week let's see#but so far so good#i did postpone a few unfortunately thought but it is what it is i'll still have to do them this semester#it's gonna be tough but i'll pull through and i want to prepare even better i can do this#the one's i did though i die exceptionally well on which makes me kinda proud ig#i got an a on two really difficult one's as the only person :oo lol ig i did something here#feels like i cracked some code for studying and ngl it feels so good i want more results like these#not sure it will work on all exams though but i feel like my studying techniques were pretty spot on and i actually studied more than usual#i feel like i'm getting addicted to this lol like actually being good at uni feels so good so rewarding#i mean i always wanted it and i have been good at uni for some time now but like i did even better this semester - i finished with no c#and lots of a's#but then also i wish i could just study for the enjoyment of it 🥹#don't get me wrong i love learning and being at uni most of the time is actually enjoyable :)#and i like learning the materials because it's interesting to but actually sitting down to study - the anxiety takes so much away from that#when i sit down and study it's usually with so much anxiety ... how do you study without those negative thoughts in your head constantly#i'm always convinced i'm gonna fail anyway and also when i don't meet my study goals on a day i get stressed because i'm behind schedule#and disappointed whenever i don't study as much as i planned or even not at all#like i tell you before i wrote that exam i got an a on i thought oh i might fail i'm gonna need a bit of luck to get a d#altough i thought i could also get a better grade but i have no judgment#part of me still thinks i got a bit lucky with the questions and i still cannot fathom how i did that ngl#i'm trying to stop these thoughts to make studying more enjoyable and i try to tell myself it's not a linear process#and sometimes it takes longer than expected but then your knowledge increases exponentially at one point#or i also feel like i set myself such unattainable study goals i'm bound to not meet them#and i should really prioritize my sleep more and not study in terribly sleep deprived states sometimes#i did get better with that but still it's so bad how i'd sacrifize my mental health for my grades 🥲#but if i'd fail an exam or do badly on it i'm also always so disapointed in myself so it's like i can't win 😅#i just want better balance with good grades and having a life and being in a better mental state#i do have some internal motivation like i want this for my future still i wish i could be more internally motivated#i also don't want my parents to worry and want to make them proud altough that's not a bad one
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there is a strong probability that i may have covid so of course the weather just got better than it was for the last cold rainy month
#i feel like a particularly unfresh shrimp#i didn't do a test yet but the usual symptoms are there and also it's rather easy for me to go into isolation so i'm not worried too#much about spreading the virus#but also my friend who usually lives in czechia just came home to /this country/ and i was really excited about our planned meeting#can't now esp that her sister has a newborn#so obv i wouldn't even approach#also my poor wife is studying for her swedish exam and now instead of making her a soup or sth and generally going away i will be at home#looking like death warmed over in my black nightshirt with dark blue lace and some ratty bathrobe#i must admit i do resemble a tuberculotic victorian child in regards to my complexion#haven't slept since 3.45 it's 9.23#also with a full blown allergy so my eyes are not only going for that black eye aesthetic thing but are also angry red and itchy#my face adorned in patches of pure atopic dermatitis#all this may explain why i'm oversharing in tags again
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So if you ever are like "why the fuck can't I do my goal X activitiy after studying Y months/years?"
I encourage you to sit down and determine roughly:
1. How many hours you've actually studied in those months/years? (and if it's nowhere near the hours recommended for say a goal of reading or speaking at B2 level then perhaps consider planning to increase study hours)
2. How much of your study plan is spent focusing on practicing the goal skills? (If your goal is to speak to people at a B2 level, and you have never practiced speaking - or even shadowing after a dialogue - then perhaps change your study plan to Include some speaking related practice).
#rant#study plan#study issues#so many examples of item 2 - such as studying japanese to watch anime but you NEVER practice watching anime...#or wanting to listen to audiobooks but you never practice listening to audiobooks...#or you want to write work emails well but never practice writing them...#and for 1 - so many intermediate learners KEY issue is they just THINK they should be upper intermediate or advanced level#but only studied a beginner amount of hours... and dont realize they need to study MORE hours to get to the level they want.#(aka my biggest issue when studying)#i was on r/learnjapanese and someone was asking why after years of study they couldnt understand tv shows#and... i felt the same after 3 years studying (until i realized i probably studied less than 200 hours total... which was barely#a drop in the bucket of how much i actually needed to study to achieve my goals)#if you want to use an hours estimate to study. look up FSI estimates to learn a language#and multiply the weeks estimate by 40 hours (thats the class hours and expected self study FSI expects per week)#and you'll see the FSI Estimate for B2 skills#there are other online 'time to study a language' estimates so if you find a better estimate please feel free to let me know#just like... if japanese takes 3520 hours for B2/N2 skills... and a person has studied 200 to hell even 600 hours... no wonder they cant#understand shows.#but if you've studied a decent number of hours then#the problem may be just you need to make sure your study plan includes time spent#working on the skill you WANT to do.
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(pokes my head in) silver if you could what are some toku seasons youd reccomend (• •
!! Donbros most definitely but aside from that ex-aid and den-o I think you might enjoy as well :]
#lapin asks#silver answers#I’m gonna be honest . there’s are like the only 3 seasons I’ve watched that I know you haven’t watched as well#anyways I think you’ll like Sieg in den-o :]#also always recommend donbrothers . bonkers plot and ending made me cry like a baby also human kaijin yaoi#or well . human part is debatable but still .#ex-aid I reccomend solely on the basis of it being one of my faves though there are like . a lot of riders . but personally I liked it quite#a bit though I may be biased because of emu (<- also planning on studying pedagogy in college 2)#ALSO has human kaijin yaoi . lot of yaoi in general i think you could ship half the cast and still find moments to support it#also the ex-aid book pummeled me into the ground which I believe is more reason to watch it#anyways . thumbs up emoji have fun boss :]
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