#may is just going to be the Screaming Month

[jasontoddscrowbars]

Part 67 of ghosts and shit?

There’s a reason family night kept getting banned. Usually in the months between though, and the multiple concussions or questionable drugs, it was forgotten. Family game nights were fun, they were something to unite the team together.

Well, it does something.

This time, it had Damian crawling walls and throwing up on Dick as he told him to eat cock.

So another Tuesday night.

Jon was obviously scared but trying to act cool for his big older brother (maybe Jason) and was dorking off but it only scared him more.

Tim totally chose the game, had the demon in mind, and chose Damian as an easy target. All in a ploy to show Damian, who was so persistent, that Ouija boards were real.

Clark and Bruce had no clue what the hell was happening. Well Bruce did. Clark was entirely confused. Bruce was more, what is Tim up to and how is this even happening while Clark was like what is a weegee?

Jason found it funny from the get go. When he found out, he was totally on board. He started moving that planchette instantly, first spelling a curse word to get them thinking it’s a joke, then spelling things only they’d know. Deep, dark secrets.

Then shit got real. Aimed at Damian of course.

All while Tim started eye fluttering and speaking tongues as he was twitching every which way and cracking his joints in weird ways.

Dick. Oh dick. He was already let go at letter one, covered his eyes and was crying. As soon as Damian started speaking babble and started crawling for that wall Dick was out. He may or may not have wet himself.

Barb screamed at him that he broke the circle and the demons free now making Dick scream. She had totally caught on and was into it.

Cass was quietly watching. Slightly scared, trying to figure out what was happening.

Steph was in hysterics. She was violently shaking Tim to get him to stop.

“Damian’s head is practically spinning Timothy!” She yelled, “next he’ll be shoving a priest out a window and he’ll be tumbling down the stairs!”

Bruce had Damian plucked off of the wall. Was scolding him for putting up an act with the others and scaring Dick and Steph.

Steph was still crying when she heard this as she yelled, “Dami, why did you do this to me? Please Dami, I’m afraid!”

Dami tsked, “you’re not my mother!”

Duke was just roaring, was shocked she hadn’t figured it out. Cass was still staring. Barbara punched Jason’s shoulder as she laughed.

“Ow!”

Jason punched hers.

It turned into a war.

All the while, Tim’s eyes flashed open. They were black. Everyone paused. Steph scoffed but was a tad bit still nervous.

“Good one Timmy, but we’re not falling for this one.”

Tim took a nasty croaky breath before snapping his head to her abruptly making her squeak.

Cass slowly nodded, “dick broke the circle.”

As Tim leapt for Steph making her scream, the others lunged to save her and Bruce sighed.

Games nights were again banned for another few months.

[masked-daydream]

DATE EVERYTHING! AU

Opposite AU

House!Reader x Human!Dateables

Skylar Specs & House!Reader

Part 1, Part 2

You are a House

More Specifically the Personification of a beautiful two-story house surrounded by nature and in a beautiful neighborhood.

Despite you being a beautiful spacious house, You had the unfortunate luck on becoming a rentable house.

Yes that's right, despite being a house originally created to be a permanent home you are relegated into a home with temporary homeowners.

Which kinda upsets you a bit.

But in the end you had no choice, as you watch multiple people stay and leave you every week, maybe a few months if you're lucky.

Which is kinda your fault to begin with.

You see you were a bit picky on what type of people that can live in you.

You don't like people who don't respect you especially when they try to destroy some of your beloved objects in the house.

There was one time a human thought it'll be a good idea to change some parts on the bedroom, which it's fine for you until they started to remove the bed, as they started to disassemble some parts you feel your anger creeping through.

You were so angry that you may or not have decided to burst one of your lightbulbs. Which made the tenant scared and immediately ran outside out of fear.

This event literally got you a new reputation on being called 'Haunted'

You thought it is a bad thing, but it got you more people to live inside of you! Which is great unless they started to destroy some your objects and furniture which is a big no. no. for you.

But as time passes it gets tiring to watch as people don't respect your rule for yourself. And still destroy some of your beloved objects.

So you have decided to do a thing that no house personification has ever done (if they exist).

Is APPEAR to your tenants, and tell them about your one rule.

It all started with this one Pink-Haired girl, She was a new human living in your house.

You wanted to show yourself to her ever since she decided to let that flying drone thing destroy the glass part of your front door, and made no attempt to fix it which left you a bit frustrated.

Which led you to appear Infront of her and tell her your problem.

It goes as well as you expected: A lot of screaming, A lot of running then she immediately went to the door she broke part of.

But then you immediately willed it to shut close.

As she tries to open the door crying as she tries to push and turn the knob to open while begging you not to hurt her.

You had enough. And smacked her in the head. Which led her to stop crying and just look at you in shock.

You sigh, Making eye contact with the scared human.

"Listen I know you humans have a lot of things to do, BUT I appreciate it that you do not destroy some part of my house and just leave it broken. It makes me angry when you humans don't appreciate a good home when you live in it. I mean look at me compare to other houses" You gestured towards your interior.

"I am a catch with two-storys, an attic, a spacious bedrooms, a good kitchen... (more detailed explanations about all the parts of the house) you humans are lucky to live in me, so I appreciate it if you learn to respect your home!" You end your rant by pointing at the Pink-Haired human who's scared face turn into a shock of confusion.

"Wait...what?"

The pink-haired human managed to say, as she stared at what she thinks is the ghost that the previous tenant says it exist.

She didn't expect a very beautiful being with a presence that make you feel like you belong and feel safe.

You stared at the human as she stares at you back with wonder in they're eyes.

Well at least she's no longer scared

You thought to yourself, as you continue to talk to remind the human again about your rule.

"So please, Do not destroy some parts of my house or any objects for that matter. Or I will get really angry..." You glare a little on that last part. Letting your voice go a bit deep and echoey.

The human immediately nodded. Then you let out a breath of relief as you finally managed to convey your rule.

Then you reached out your arm to her helping her get up from the floor. She was a bit hesitant but still took your hand with a bit of shyness as she muttered.

"sorry..." She says voice being a bit low

You look at the human again in confusion

"hm? What did you just say?"

The human just straightens herself as she looked at you apologetically,

"Sorry for destroying your house (Mr/Mrs) Ghost." She says as she looks at you with her arms both on the sides then she looked down in guilt.

You sigh as you smile feeling her genuine apology. As you float towards her and took both her hands to yours as you stare towards her.

She moves her head back up again as she stares in shock at your closeness.

You chuckle a bit, "Well... At least you're apologetic and know what you'd done. But please don't call me a ghost I am a lot more different than that." You smile to the human, with her getting a bit flustered as the god-like being spoke to her.

Then she steels herself, "Wait then what are you?" She questions as she looks at you with curiosity.

You stared back eyes crinkle with amusement, oh how cute! You thought to yourself. Then you let go of her hands as you stepped back.

"Well allow me to introduce myself to my current homeowner." You then bow in a polite way feeling the human's eyes move across your presence. Then you smile as you looked back at her,

"I am your home, the house that you stand in and the place that you currently reside in. Where your secrets become my memories and where your memories will live in eternal"

Then time goes like a blur.

You and the human which you learned her name is Skylar develop quite of a relationship.

Which is you telling her to not overwork herself too hard or she might misuse or hurt herself with some of the objects accidentally, which happened a while ago when her tiredness got the better of her and led her to fall face-flat on the bedroom floor instead of the bed.

Which eventually led you to carry her to the bed as you tuck her in.

You were always curious on to why she always pushes herself to the limit of what her body can handle.

You eventually ask her and says that she needed the money from her job to buy food, necessities and other stuff. Which you realized are some things that humans need to live and be happy.

As you watched Skylar in rest as you settled her down to the bed. You have decided to have a new purpose for your human.

And is to try to help her be happy as long as she lived inside you!

You may not understand what your human truly needs, but you get the gist of it: Food, Water, Hygiene, Adequate Rest and Entertainment.

Which led you two to have a routine of basically trying/forcing her to do all 5. A lot of which involve you controlling some of the objects inside the house to force her into eating like immediately moving her chair, she's currently using to work into the kitchen so she will not miss breakfast.

Sometimes even wrapping her in some of the blankets so you can carry her to sleep or even just telling her to drink water and take a break for a few minutes.

As much as you try to give care to your human. Skylar felt as if you're thinking she was fragile and she feels as if you're babying her.

Which led you two to have an argument, with her putting her foot down and yell at you to stop treating her as if she was weak and can't take of herself.

Her tears filled with frustration slowly drips to her eyes as she glares at you expecting a response.

You just sigh, as you look at her worriedly.

"My dear Skylar, I know you're anger at me is justified. because for I've been treating you like as fragile like one of your glasses. But I just couldn't stand watching you break yourself too hard for work when you can appreciate your life more like other humans. I just...." You hesitate as you looked at her throughly remembering her thin frame, and weak body the moment she stepped foot to your house. Which you know it's not good for a human to be like. Then you continue.

"Can't. Let. You. Slave yourself like this when there is more to this house that you can do instead of just letting yourself wither away like this..." Your voice trembles as you speak. Feeling a bit frustrated to yourself that you let it get this far.

You feel Skylar move a hand towards you but you stop her as you continue.

"You're one of the humans who respected me. Ever since that day when I first appeared to you, I thought you would leave in fear or be angry that you have to follow my only rule. But you didn't! You stayed! You cared! and it's only fair that I try my best to make you feel happy like you did to me...but... I did it too far didn't I?" You asked as Skylar slowly nodded at you

then you feel a bit guilty as you remember some times where can a get a bit too persistent at her. Not caring of her frustrations.

"I'm sorry Skylar..." You then bow your head towards her. "I know I can be a bit too much b-but...i-!" You feel your face getting wet as you try to explain yourself but got confused as water appeared in your face. You touch it in confusion "W-what is this?" You say to yourself looking at your wet hand as more water flows down dripping from your face towards the floor.

You panic a bit thinking you accidentally burst one of your water pipes in the house because of your frustration

But Skylar immediately took your hand holding it gently as she took a handkerchief and dab it to your face.

"You're Crying, Silly!" Skylar exclaims as she looks at you her glare turning into fondness as she tries to console you.

Telling you that she understands where you're getting at. But she just doesn't want you to over do in taking care of her, since she feels bad about letting you take care her cause she feels like she didn't deserve your care for her.

You stopped her in her degradation. telling her that you only want to help her as long she lived inside of you. Wanting her to feel safe and comfortable.

Then by the end you two immediately hug each other whispering apologies and reassurances. As you both promise to understand each other more.

As Skylar promise to not neglect her needs and you to not baby her too much as she is an adult and can handle herself.

Then as time passes the relationship between the two of you gradually changes. As the two of became comfortable with each other.

You begin to talk to her about yourself no longer just talking to her about taking care of herself as Skylar also begins to talk about you about her life, her work, her hobbies and etc.

Then you also decided to talk about your former tenants. About how one of the nearly destroyed your wall or how one of them nearly burned down the kitchen. You both giggled as you reminisce and also asking her about humans are in general since you still don't understand somethings since you just mostly observed them in silence.

Then she talks to you about relationships. Which you listen attentively, She says that some humans need companionship whether it is just interactions from other people, familial relations, and also friendship.

In which she explained that she currently feels for you right now. As a friend. A best friend even

Which made you feel giddy inside like a bomb about to burst inside of you. As you learn about being friends with Skylar.

Then she talks about love and hate. Which a lot of humans seem to do.

Where Hate is a feeling where you dislike someone or something like the humans who don't respect your rule and always trashing the house.

A negative feeling that curls inside for you which led to humans being angry or just being disgusted or apathetic towards someone.

You promise to Skylar that you will not let hate become the basis of your friendship. Which she gladly agreed

And there's also Love which is a feeling of true Positivity, where you find someone that can make you feel truly happy.

Which confused you a little, isn't friendship already making people happy? Or even interaction with other humans or things already making people happy?

Then Skylar explains that love is something different it is a feeling that make you complete. Like a little hole inside of you that needs a perfect piece to fit inside. Which is more to what friendship or hate can offer.

You look at Skylar with confusion as to ask to why she feels towards you is friendship instead of love.

She explains that love takes time and care, As a person needs to learn more about the other person through conversation and contact and only if the other person let's the other in and do the same, they wil become and love and be the other half of each other.

"It is a beautiful thing that us people need and want. But it is also a fragile feeling that can either let a person be a better version of themselves or the worst. Either way Love is one of the reasons for us to live as humans so that we could have a better future." Skylar explains with a smile as she looks at you gouging your reaction about the new knowledge you learn.

Then you look at her "Have you ever been in love?" You question her as her face turns a bit red as she explains that back then that she had a few crushes here and there. But she is still looking for the one that could truly complete her heart.

Then as time goes you learn more about relationships and humans as you and Skylar converse

She says that humans need to get to know each other first through dating so that they're relationship evolves into love.

Which still confuses you for a bit then you remember as you stand outside in the roof of the house. You see other human's interaction towards each other. Some conversing with others, some conversing in a small rectangular thing which Skylar explains to you that is a 'Phone' which is a thing that humans use to entertain and communicate to other humans without interaction, and also some pairs of humans that sometimes smash their faces towards each other. Which shocks you a bit in to why they do such an odd thing.

Then as to answer your confusion you ask Skylar about it she just becomes flustered and says that is a thing that people do when they're in love and it is a very intimate thing to do.

She shows you a video to her phone about the thing known as a "Kiss" which grosses you out a little. Because why would humans need to interact with they're mouths when they could just interact through touch.

Which Skylar laughs nervously, and explains that a kiss is a very intimate act but a little more subtle than sex.

"What is 'Sex'?" You then ask her curiously as she mentioned it.

Her face turns full red as she immediately came up an excuse and ran away to another part the house.

You look to where she once stood and shrugged. Maybe she'll teach you in another day.

To be Continued....

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a mob of emus for an artstyle game on twt! ^_^

[justanotherfanfolks]

CHAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTT!?!??!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!!??!?

[kickbutts-singsongs]

I know no one asked, but I have exactly zero (0) people to talk about bkdk with irl so here you guys go

My BKDK Journey

Yes, this sounds stupid, but my god it’s been almost three years of an absolute rollercoaster of feelings and denials and tears and revelations…

and if you don’t mind, I’m gonna rant about it.

(not spoiler free)

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May 2021

To start off, i wasn’t always a bkdk shipper.

I shipped izu*cha at first (not saying it’s a bad ship btw; it’s actually quite cute. im just afraid people’ll be mad if I accidentally invade their tag lol), primarily because I assumed that would be the ship that became canon.

But also, my veryyyyy leasttttt favorite character… was Bakugou Katsuki.

When I tell you that I would’ve loved nothing more than to somehow spawn into the bnha universe and punch that brat in the face— AGHHHHHHHHHH

Now this wasn’t all his fault: A) I watched the dub first lol, and B) he reminded me of someone that i was not in a place to stand up to at the time, and his constant anger, yelling, and harsh treatment of Izuku—who i began to relate to—made me hateeee him.

There was a time when I literally said “if he died, I wouldn’t miss him.” <- this was later proven false lol

So, I was watching the anime dub with an absolute animosity for our resident deuteragonist, but on top of that…

I was watching it with a friend with a crunchyroll account who lived in another state that I was visiting and staying with for two weeks, so by the time i had to go back home, we’d only gotten up to the part where All Might was getting Inko’s permission to let Izuku stay at the UA dorms.

Anddddddd in my drive to consume more bnha once I got home, i somehow stumbled across an Instagram account that posted bnha sub episodes divided into parts,

but they only had season four and onwards.

Sooooo I never saw the second half of season three… more importantly,

I NEVER SAW DEKU VS KACCHAN 2!!!!!

(I will say that I had seen a couple photos/edits/etc, but I never knew what had been said, or why they fought)

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June 2021

At this point in time, I’d been exposed to a lot of the fandom. My fyp on both IG and Pinterest were filled to the brim with all things bnha (because this is what happens when one has a hyperfixation), so I saw a lot of stuff.

Especially fanart.

This is where I started learning about the different ships.

I saw a lot of the side character ships and thought they were adorable (kamijirou, todomomo, even kiribaku), but then I saw some with Izuku.

Izu*cha was a given for me. I didn’t think there was a single person that didn’t ship it. But then I started seeing fanart of ships like tododeku, shindeku, and bakudeku.

And my first reaction to finding out that people shipped my beautiful baby sunshine boi with the person who bullied him for years?????

HELLLLLLLLLLL NO

So with my (unknowingly) limited knowledge of their relationship, i was very much an anti (i never spoke out or anything, i just reallyyyy didn’t like the ship lol)

(And then, you know, I started to see all the bkdk hate online and kinda went “okay not touching that”)

But that began to change…

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August 2021

…after I saw a manga leak for the first time.

I was scrolling thru my feed and all of a sudden. BOOM!

I was like 😧

IS THAT IZUKU?????

And i looked in the comments and yes it was.

I checked out the page and found that they had an entire account of manga leaks and was so happy.

I quickly began to read from the very bottom of that account, and it started from right about where Izuku first began his vigilante arc (i had no idea how much was in between then and where I left off on the anime, but I was willing to read it lol)

And so I waited diligently for the leaks every week (a practice I have continued to uphold lol), until one day, i came across an untranslated series of panels from the latest chapter. I looked at it and it was of Katsuki and Izuku, facing each other in the rain (you know the one). I knew the leaks would be coming a day later, but I wanted to look through them anyways, so I did.

I didn’t understand a word they said, but the pictures and imagery of them as kids then middle schoolers then where they were now seemed so touching…

And then I came across a pair of kanji that I recognized.

I was like “wait WHAT???”

I zoomed in and went “that— isn’t that—? That’s part of Midoriya’s name, right???”

And then I was like “wait a second… omg that’s Izuku, isn’t it. That’s the freaking kanji for Izuku.”

And it was!!!!!

So inside I’m having a mini freakout cuz—

Bakugou just called him IZUKU

Fast forward to the next day, and I looked at the translated version, and found out that not only did he call him Izuku,

He

Freaking

APOLOGIZED

And I was like “huhhhhhhh”

What happened between now and the most recent anime episodes for this to occur???? For Bakugou to do a complete 180 and apologize????????

Well, I finally got my answers…

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November 2021

…when I started reading the manga.

I started from the beginning, cuz I wanted to see Horikoshi’s art style and the extra drawings and all the other stuff…

And when I tell you that Katsuki became a whole new character to me—

First, I read everything about early-on Bakugou— without hearing him yell in his dub voice—and realized “oh wow he really is just a kid with issues and a worldview that he’s now having to change.”

Then, I finally read what happened in that space between moving into the dorms and the beginning of season four (most importantly, DvK2).

Cried.

Then, oh then, I got up to where season five ended and the rest of the manga began.

. . .

Funny thing: back when I read the leaks to ch322, I remember thinking to myself, “huh. what did Bakugou mean by Shigaraki making swiss cheese outta him?”

😦

THE WAY I GASPED

AND THEN CRIED

OH MY FREAKING GOD

That was the moment where i truly ceased to hate Katsuki cuz holy character development batman

Then, of course, we see them in recovery

And then the vigilante arc and apology scene *sobs*

And then I was caught up.

(Btw I finished the entire manga up ‘til ch334 in just over a week. I read for nine days straight. During the school year. My emotions were all over the place goodness gracious I could barely concentrate.)

So that’s how I went from being a Bakugou hater to going “you know what he’s a complex character and he’s slowly becoming a better person” and realizing that he was now one of my fav characters and therefore cursed to die but I’ll talk about that later

Was I now a bakudeku shipper?

Hah nope.

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December 2021

I began my dive into the true essence of any fandom: fanfiction.

Over the course of winter break, I had started off with fics that had no romantic pairing (I just wanted to see my boi Izuku), but then somehow stumbled across Mastermind: Strategist for Hire and then read the entirety of the For Want of a Nail series (shoutout to Clouds btw ❤️) cuz I was like “ok whew no bkdk fics” which was my mindset at the time.

But somehow (I can’t even remember how I found it) I came across a bkdk fic. It was called For Want of Izuku’s Toe Joint by Talavin (okay now that I think about it there’s probably a simple explanation lol).

I don’t quite know what compelled me to start reading it, but I did.

And I really liked it.

But not in the “I’ve been converted” kinda way.

It was like an “I shouldn’t be enjoying this why am I enjoying this?” kinda feeling. Like my head says no but my heart says yeah.

A really really really really guilty pleasure.

So, from that day on, whenever I came across any form of bkdk media, I would simultaneously feel discomfort and yet an odd sense of satisfaction.

A snippet of my daily life:

Me: *comes across bkdk fanart on pinterest*

Me: eww

Also me: *stares at it for like five minutes straight*

Me: who even likes this?

Also me: *saves pin to my mha board*

Me: not my ship

Also me: *scrolls down to more like this*

Bless my heart I was in such denial.

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July 2022

Bit of a timeskip, but nothing of note really happened in those last six months so here we go.

We’ve gotten to the point in the manga where the final arc is underway and Bakugou is about to KICK SOME BUTT

He’s revealed his Panser Strafe support item and I’m gushing about it to my friend (she kinda fell out of the fandom but still tolerated my rants bless her)

Oh, side note: it was then that I also expressed my concern for Bakugou’s “alive” status

Evidence:

For reference, some of my favorite characters are:

Beth March (Little Women)

John Reese (Person of Interest)

Joss Carter (Person of Interest)

Leonard Snart (Arrowverse)

Logan Echolls (Veronica Mars)

Fantine (Les Mis)

Eponine (Les Mis)

Jean Valjean (Les Mis)

Simon (Lord of the Flies)

Piggy (Lord of the Flies)

Grace Stone (Manifest)

Bubaigawara Jin — Twice (BNHA)

Wanna guess which of these guys died?

Trick question! It’s all of them (:

Yeah so anyways those following chapters really made me excited and nervous cuz YEAH KICK HIS ASS BAKUGOU but also IZUKUUUUU WE NEED YOU

hah hah.

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August 2022

Utterly gobsmacked. Cried. Disbelief. Horrified. Confusion. Anger. Went through the five stages of grief and then some.

Sometimes I hate being right 🥲

But the good thing that came from this was that my positive view of Katsuki only grew after seeing his utter faith in Izuku (and his thoughts being on him in his final moments???? 🥺🥺🥺)

And it was at this point in time where I could admit to myself “you know what? i see it. i see the appeal. i wouldn’t mind this actually becoming canon.”

Did I think that it would actually become canon?? No.

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September 2022

I don’t know how I thought Izuku was gonna react to seeing Katsuki’s body on the ground, but GOOD LORD IT WASNT THAT

Even sweet little blind me realized “oh wow he like really feels intense stuff for Katsuki huh”

(But some things I missed—cuz I was still a bit wired for izu*cha—were shigarakis implications “yeah u looooove the present I got u” and the freaking HEART that blackwhip caused??? when Izuku reeled himself back in???? like how did i miss that i read that chapter like fifteen times??)

So this is all to say that I’ve missed any and all actual bkdk hints up until this point. I finally lifted my head out of the izu*cha fog when…

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July 2023

…Ochako and Toga had their chat about romance.

The first actual hint was when Ochako had told Toga “I’ll give you my blood for the rest of my life.”

Little blind me became a bit less blind that day, cuz I was like “um. ochako? that— that sounded kinda like a proposal. like. a marriage proposal. ochako??”

And then those chapters just kept getting better!!

Bebe Ochako’s determination???

The Spirited Away moment?????

“I’m envious of your smile”????????

“YOU REALLY THINK IM CUTE?” “THE CUTEST IN THE WHOLE WORLD” LIKE 😭😭😭😭😭

For the first time, I was looking at the manga without the assumption that izu*cha would be endgame. And it only got better after I…

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August 2023

…got Tumblr!!!

Everything was downhill from here folks.

In the best possible way.

I came across some analyses of what was going on with togachako, and consequently led me to some bakudeku analyses. I read them and my goodness they made so much sense.

Like not even just personality-wise!! Those metas brought in actual things Horikoshi said about wanting to go outside the norms of shounen (and about not liking the Naruto ending 💀), and compared bkdk to tropes in different works of fiction, and even discussed how bkdk made sense narratively. They properly convinced me of the ship.

And then for good measure, I reread the manga in its entirety thru a bkdk filter, and lo and behold things took on new meanings and my eyes were opened.

I totally and irrevocably shipped them! And I actually thought they had a chance at being canon!!

(And then I binged so much bkdk fanfiction omg you wouldn’t BELIEVE like I read the ones with the highest kudos first and then just picked the biggest collections I could find and read down the line

It was like being on drugs like each fic gave me more dopamine than the last I was so happy oh my god)

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October 2023

And then finally, the day came.

The answer to “is bakugou alive yet?” became a yes.

We screamed. We cried. We jumped for joy. We told bakugou antis to suck it. But most of all, our bkdk hearts soared to see our boys make eye contact with each other for the first time in over a year 🥹

And from that moment on, I truly began to believe that bkdk would indeed become canon.

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And so, this concludes my 42672288 page rant about how I came to be a bkdk shipper.

Thank you for reading, and before I go, I want to ask:

How did you guys get into bkdk?

Did you convert over from izu*cha? Or perhaps tododeku? Or maybe kiribaku? Or are you one of the few who have shipped them since the beginning??

In any case, I’m happy you’re here. And while it may have taken me a couple years, I’m happy that I’m here too :)

(and thank you @animelover32456)

[evolution-loves-crabs]

Grad school is a fun mix of “I’m so happy I get to read and write about this thing I love, what a wonderful way to live” and “what THE HELL am I reading HOW THE FUCK am I going to write about this WHY did I choose this life” the ratio between how long each of those two mental states lasts may vary

[panbhonpan]

I'm gonna fricking explode-

[esleep]

I'm speaking as someone who had a really bad burnout a handful of years ago. You need to give your brain a break. Usually for adhd folks more asleep helps a ton with the brain fog. Adding stimulants will just have your body draw from an already empty well. If you're having trouble with rest or other forms of self-care doctors can help and so can some of the online resources out there. Supplements are wonderful too. Take care of yourself and good luck. You can do it.

thanks so much you sweet anon <3 creating my prior post actually did prompt me to call my doc about upping the wellbutrin because i'm on a low dose rn and i think i need some more mental stability at the moment. but i think you are right about the exhaustion, which increasing the adderall would probably make worse. im gonna see if the doc also has any input on how to help me sleep better because i think that's also a big factor. thank you angel 💕💕💕💕

[musical-chick-13]

It's also just so incredibly frustrating because people will take any example of a (usually male) character being horrible as some sort of "proof" that they're mentally ill (which, hmm, interesting that your automatic explanation for "why do they choose to treat other people horribly" is "they have a mental illness that just Makes Them Act Like That"), but there is no kind of nuanced or critical discussion of media that ACTUALLY (for ill or for good) tries to depict mental illness, and you try to recommend media that handles it well (that might even be good for other, completely unrelated reasons!!) and people just ignore you.

[absentlyabbie]

this morning (september 27) during the daily video meeting one of my coworkers said to another that this sunday (october 1) is the start of "christmas music season" and the visceral rage-rejection that rose in my gut is indescribable

out of petty, spiteful revenge i will be changing my video background to something Very Halloween tomorrow and i will Keep It That Way for the entire rest of the year

[widevibratobitch]

oh btw im not depressed anymore <333 love life. lifes great. im gonna get a job and wash my hair regularly.

[youremyonlyhope]

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[emberfaye]

You know what?

I love you, fics that take months to update. I click on the newest chapter and have no memory of this place and get to go back some chapters and rediscover how much i love everything about this story.

I love you, fics that take years to update. I think of you fondly, and know your names, go search for you and see an update from this year and scream, diving in uncaring of any missed details (i will finish the update and read you in reverse because this is a treat you have bestowed)

I love you, fics that probably will never update again. Thank you for being a roman empire for my mind, thank you for teaching me about the ephemeral fandom experience, for inspiring a thousand million what if-s, for being a comfort read and a nostalgia read and a reread.

I love you fic writers, who jump into projects and stories with enthusiasm. I love you when you succeed in pumping out those chapters and that love doesn't go away when you stop.

I love you fic writers who post and then get in your own head and never feel confident enough to update, whether it's at all or whether it's just that one story.

I love you fic writers, who have a fandom or media hurt you to the point of abandoning or having a hard time with their WIPs.

I love you fic writers, who lose interest or have life changes or illness or bad memory. Thank you for being part of the fandom, a core part of the fandom. Thank you for the time spent in the fandom.

I love you, fic writers who try out something new and then stop. You're so valid.

I love you, WIP fics that may or may not ever get finished. Thank you for brightening my day in the way only you could have.

[succubusvalentine]

Hunter Simon Riley hunting Witch Reader. CW : Hate sex, biting, tit play, unprotected sex, slightly mean Simon, brief fight but nothing graphic.

He'd been tracking you for months, every time he thought he'd cornered you, you would slip out of his grasp at every turn.

Simon had tracked you down to a small town in Kansas, watching you stalk into the woods, presumably to perform one of your rituals.

He followed you silently, being careful not to tread on anything that would alert you to his presence.

As you knelt down and began pulling out the items for your ritual, you heard a twig snap directly behind you. Before you could even turn to face what was behind you, there was a thick arm around your waist and a blade against your throat.

"Riley" you muttered with an eye roll.

"Couldn't let you slip away this time, baby" Simon growled against your ear.

Immediately you threw your head back, grinning in satisfaction as you heard Simon hiss in pain from your head meeting his nose.

He stumbled back and you turned around, only for Simon to lunge at you.

The scuffle was intense. There were a few moments you believed you may lose, but you always managed to pull through.

You pant heavily as Simon pinned you to a tree with the blade against your throat once more. Simon also out of breath but refusing to seem vulnerable.

Your eyes met Simons. The same eyes that multiple supernatural beings saw before meeting their ends. And yet strangely, you didn't feel fear. You just felt desire.

You acted fast. Grabbing Simons hair and tugging him to meet your lips.

You were surprised that Simon didn't immediately try and push you away, or hurt you. But instead bit your bottom lip and kissed you deeply. Groaning into your mouth.

Simons hands went under your thighs, lifting you up against the tree, growling as he bit down on your neck.

You scrambled to pull at the string of your bust, the fabric falling away and Simon leaned down, lifting you slightly higher so he could latch his mouth to your left breast at a comfortable angle.

You moaned as Simons tongue flicked against your hardened nipple, gripping his hair tight when he bit down, soothing the pleasurable sting with his tongue.

Eventually, Simon got impatient. He shoved your skirt up and ripped your panties, pulling your legs slightly tighter around his hips so he could unbuckle his belt without the worry of you falling.

You whined as Simon ran the fat tip of his cock through your folds. Your head tipping back against the tree as a drawled out moan fell from your lips, Simon finally sliding into you.

He barely gave you time to adjust. His thrusts angry and hard. Each one making you moan louder than the last.

"Fucking shut up, witch. Don't need the town knowing I'm fucking you" Simon growled against your neck.

"Thought you'd want everyone to know that you fuck good" you pout mockingly between moans. Making Simon snap his hips at just the right angle.

Simons rough fingers came down to rub at your clit. The combined stimulation making you gasp and grab at his hair.

Your mouth fell into a silent scream as you came on his cock. Simon thrusting a few more times before spilling into you. A small groan of satisfaction coming from him.

Once you had recovered from your powerful orgasm, you assumed that Simon would just drop you and leave. But he didn't. He merely made sure you were decent before throwing you over his shoulder and stalking back to his truck.

"Not letting go of this pussy, now, swee'eart. Even if you're a witch"

⛧°. ⋆𓌹♰𓌺⋆. °⛧

[asexual-thot]

Fun when you have exercises from your physio appointment and one of them says that it should only cause a two hour flareup of your symptoms.