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[maxipad031]

you’re scaring me, p1

part 2 synopsis: shuri’s isolating herself because of her losses so you go to confront her but it’s no use, everything just gets worse and she’s left on her own, again.

contains: cursing, angst, slight violence, crying, toxic shuri x black reader

a/n - usana - baby

your eyes fluttered open as they sensed the strong light rays peeking through the purple velvet curtains. you smiled to yourself, stretching your cramped limbs as you had such an amazing sleep last night, but that moment of happiness was ripped away as you realized that you were were alone in the bed yet again. there was no extra warmth besides you anymore since you’d been sleeping alone for more days than you could remember because of shuri’s strong habit of keeping herself locked in the lab and not coming out unless she needed new materials.

you were honestly getting sick and tired of her growing neglectful behaviour; it was as if she entirely forgot she was in a relationship with you. however, you could not put her fully to blame as the havoc wreaked by namor on wakanda following the grieving of her mothers death would be enough to put anyone in a downwards spiral of isolation. she probably felt immense pressure to protect wakanda by any means possible after the fight was over, but us and the talokans are alliances now so why was she overworking herself? shuri’s character never failed to confuse you but her unpredictable nature was also what made you attracted to her in the first place. you wanted to help her deal with her conflicting emotions but she made it so difficult for you to the point where she out rightly told you leave her alone, so you did.

that was about a week ago, and you missed shuri greatly, you couldn’t keep ignoring her anymore even though she asked you to. you deeply sighed, and leaned over, taking your phone off charge and bringing it in front of you. whilst it came on, you adjusted your silk bonnet as it was literally hanging off your head and yawned, staring sadly at the empty side of the bed. soon, your phone switched on, 11:35am it read. you did your normal routine of scrolling through social media and seeing what was new in wakanda but you got bored quickly as your mind was preoccupied with desperately wanting to communicate with shuri. you snatched your kimoyo beads from the drawer and placed them on your small wrist, watching as it whirred to life. then, you skilfully pressed the setting where it allowed you to call shuri and waited as it rang.

again no reply.

trying plan b, you took your phone and navigated to shuri’s contact number. you pressed on messages and sent the following text.

you: hey shuri, i’m making your favourite dinner later.

you: come to the royal dining room at 6pm, i really want to see you usana.”

you weren’t sure if shuri was eating properly and you wanted to make her a proper meal as well as celebrate something with her. with that, you set your phone to the side, internally praying to the ancestors that she bothered to reply. you loved shuri with your whole heart, you really did, but this was getting out of hand. ready for the day ahead, you slipped out of the soft sheets and walked towards the bathroom. you were getting ready to head to the market so you could gather the ingredients for what you planned to cook later. you just hoped you weren’t wasting your time.

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you huffed and threw the many bags of groceries you were carrying. the dora offered to help but it wasn’t much, you could do it on your own. you took out your airpods that were blasting sza’s kill bill and rested them on the marble counter.

you may actually kill shuri at this point, your impatience with her was steadily growing. speaking of her, you checked to see if she’d replied to your text earlier, but what were you met with?

yeah, no bloody reply but you were left on read? oh hell no, you weren’t doing this with her. you just went to buy all this, the least she could do is give you an answer. was she even alive? what’s the point in cooking if she wasn’t going to eat it. mad and annoyed as shit, you slammed your poor phone onto the counter, scratching your forehead. she’ll see you today whether she liked it or not.

you abandoned the bags of food and made your way to her lab; your face was a fixed scowl and everyone you walked past looked back at you in worry as they wondered what made you so angry. you walked with purpose as you turned many corners to where you knew shuri was holing up in. as expected, some of the dora milaje were guarding the lab. you walked up to them and sighed as they intensely stared at you.

“i’m sorry, i need to see the queen right this instant.” you demanded, tapping your foot in irritation.

they looked at each other and back at you,

“i’m sorry, the queen has requested no one to be let in, even you.” ayo said, slightly smirking at that last part.

god, you knew she always disliked you.

“okay then, you all leave me no choice.” you unexpectedly ran into the door they were guarding, leaving them no time to put their spears up and deny you access without hurting you. you successfully managed to get the door open and there she was, in deep concentration as she leaned over what seemed like a special heart shaped herb.

her eyes snapped up to meet yours and she sighed, “what are you doing here y/n?” she asked, annoyance clearly evident in her tone as she paused her testing to temporarily look at the commotion you caused.

“sorry my queen,” ayo started but shuri dismissed her, “it’s okay, just give us some privacy.”

ayo nodded and shut the lab door once again.

“i should be asking you that question, do you even realise how long you’ve been here?” you yelled, anger clouding over your thoughts.

shuri didn’t reply, not looking at you.

“what day is it shuri?” you asked, slightly whimpering as you saw her lack of concern for your feelings.

“wednesday?” she replied nonchalantly, transferring something to a test tube.

“it’s sunday, our two year anniversary.” you replied, shaking your head in sheer disappointment and on the verge of tears.

shuri’s expression softened as she remembered but hardened again as she snatched her scientific glasses off, giving you a stern look.

“look, i know you want to come in here and lecture me but i really couldn’t fucking care less, i have stuff to do.” she put them back on and turned away from you, switching things around on her intercom.

“fuck you, you piece of shit.” you spat, your eyes watering as you tried not to break down in front of her.

shuri stopped her actions, you never swore so much at her unless it was in the bedroom.

“yeah, i fucking said that, look at me shuri godammit!” you shouted, walking towards her as she slowly turned around to finally give you eye contact.

“is it illegal to want to be near you? honestly, what the fuck is wrong with you?” you were so confused and hurt, why couldn’t shuri just talk to you instead of pushing you away like a coward.

“you keep on disturbing me and it’s getting annoying.” she said dryly, static with her emotions as she stared down at you.

“yeah?” you took off your kimoyo beads and dropped them to the floor, crushing them to the point where they didn’t function anymore.

“i won’t disturb you again.” you turned around to walk away but she grabbed your arm. you were already annoyed and she was doing nothing to help so you simply used both of your hands on the sides of her chest to push her away. she barely moved because she was so strong but it was to show her than she can’t control you anymore.

“i don’t know what’s going on with you, but it’s better we part ways if you think acting like this is okay.” you wouldn’t let your love for shuri blind you, not again, this was your last straw.

“fucking hell.” shuri turned around punched a manneqin next to her and it went flying toward the wall behind, causing you to jump back in shock at the loud noise it made. stressed, she rubbed her face with both her hands and grabbed your shoulders with a hefty grip.

“you can’t leave me y/n, everyone does, i’m tired.” she looked away from you to suppress any tears threatening do escape.

you sorrowfully looked at her, feeling and seeing every ounce of her pain and misery was ripping your heart out of your chest but this was for you, you couldn’t stay with her if this was how she treated you.“try me.” you tried not to fall into her trap again and slapped her hands off your shoulders as your sadness transformed itself nicely into anger due to the rememberance of all the hurt that she’d caused you. you then looked at her table filled with papers and metal scraps, and you didn’t know what came over you, but you were seeing straight red at this point and so acted spontaneously, swiftly using your right arm to clear everything as it all went crashing to the ground,

“fuck you, fuck you, fuck you,” you repeated, purposely destroying things you knew she’d worked hard on but you couldn’t care less, this is what she deserves for treating you like you’re worth nothing, like you deserve no love. panicked, shuri grabbed your sleeve, “y/n! stop this!” she yelled but you strongly pushed her away as you continuted to do your worst, ripping blueprints snd damaging everything you could see. your pent up anger was just spilling all over the place, you could barely control it.

“stop!” she yelled in vexation as she attempted to grab your wrists to stop you, but you weren’t having any of it and pushed her away every time until eventually, your anger shifted and you harshly slapped shuri across the face, leaving a discreet but noticeable mark,

“stop fucking touching me, i swear to god maybe namor should’ve just sank all of wakanda, then you would probably learn.” you shamelessly said, pointing your finger at her as your left eye twitched with malice and your heart racing; you realised your words were quite harsh but if that’s what it took to make shuri realise her self destructive behaviour, then so be it.

her hand felt the place you just slapped her at and she slowly looked up at you in disbelief from what you just uttered. your anger was clearing up and you’d finally realised what you’d done. your facial expression softened and you looked at shuri, reaching out to feel the mark “no, i’m sorr-

before you could finish your sentence, shuri dodged your advances and roughly grabbed your shirt collar, slamming you down onto the hard glass lab table, with such force you thought your head was going to explode, and leaned over you.

“are you fucking kidding me y/n? how dare you speak to me like that, do you have any idea what i’ve been through? you don’t know me, stop pretending like you do.” shuri angrily scolded you as she pushed down onto your collar, unaware she was simultaneously pushing down on your neck. the strength she had from the heart shaped herb was 100x yours, and she could break you like a twig if she wanted to.

“s-sorry…” you croaked out weakly, putting your hand around her hand and trying to move them away as your airways were being more and more restricted.

she just stared at you, no warmth in her eyes or admiration like there once was, just coldness, nothing that could back up her previous love for you.

“shuri..i can’t bre-breathe.” you struggled to escape her hold and tapped her hands softly as you started to feel your energy slowly dissipating.

“shit.” she snapped out of whatever trance she was in as she realized she was causing you bodily harm and hurriedly let go of you, causing you to immediately sink onto the chilly ground, coughing and spluttering as you tried desperately to regain the air you didn’t get.

“y/n..” shuri stared at her hands like she couldn’t believe what she’d just done to you, and looked at you on the ground, still struggling. she fell onto her knees and attempted to put an arm around you but you immediately flinched at her touched and scooted away as your hand held your hurting neck. you were visibly shaken up and scared of what just happened and you didn’t want her touching you at all.

“i didn’t mean to do that.” she said, a subtle tremble in her voice, “let me see.” she demanded, trying to lift your hand from your neck but you backed away once again,

“don’t touch me, please you’re scaring me.” you never thought a day in your life that you’d fear shuri, the women you loved for so long but this wasn’t shuri, no this was someone completely different and you wanted no part of this. you didn’t know where the affectionate shuri you once knew went, but this was not her.

“y/n..baby, please.” she watched as you got up, tears streaming down your face as you knew your relationship was now in complete shambles. shuri was hurt seeing you hurt and even more so knowing it was because of her. you wiped your salty tears with your sleeve and rapidly left the lab in distress, never wanting to come back again.

shuri stared at the mess littered in front of her and then at the door you’d just left from.

alone.

once again, everyone’s left her.

[maxipad032]

shuri spicy headcanons

hey guys, it’s me with a new acc cuz @maxipad031 got shadowbanned omgG.

anyways, just quick shuri headcanons cuz why not, i love youu all x

includes: 18+ content

shuri is definitely an ass person, maybe tits but mostly ass, she won’t stop staring at yours even in public, and goes as far as giving it a quick tap when she can.

automatically very loving and passionate during sex but won’t hesitate to get rougher if you tell her to.

a munch. yeah no explanation needed to be honest, she’s eating you out 24/7, anywhere she can, has no shame, never cares if you can handle it or not.

she likes to watch you suppress your moans while you’re both hidden in a public space with a risk of getting caught.

takes out the stress of being the queen on you each night in a fervent strap on session; you never complain because her inside of you feels so good every single time, “yeah baby, take it all.”

jealous mf, hates the idea of others even looking at you so she makes sure to pull you aside whenever she can to let you know who you belong to.

can be vanilla, but also kinky, it’s mostly up to you, she doesn’t really care and is willing to try new things as long as you’re comfortable with it.

aftercare is amazing, consists of getting in a bubble bath together, her washing your hair while you play mini games like i spy.

high sex drive, especially after taking that heart shaped herb, you and her can fuck up until ungodly hours of the morning.

makes you feel it, 100% won’t stop ramming into you until you’re physically pushing her away and tearing up, “nah, open wider baby.”

would touch you under the table while you both are at an important meeting just because she can and enjoys the panic written all over your face.

she’s quite vocal when receiving, even if she doesn’t want to admit it.

her fingering game is out of this world, give her 5 seconds and she’s already found your g-spot, pressing down onto your abdomen to quicken your release, “already cumming for me?”

doesn’t really ask for sex, she just simply starts touching you until you’re practically begging for her.

really likes shower sex for some reason, maybe it’s something about the sensual nature of your wet naked bodies together, grinding, maybe more.

loves oral, always pressing your head down further into her pussy while she emits deep and low groans of praises, “mhm, right there baby.”

so respectful, takes time to get to know your body and learn what you like and don’t like.

likes to fuck you in in her lab from time to time, especially when you disturb her work.

loves neck kisses, literally melts over them, she’s yours for the night if you do it, literally she just submits.

likes to tease you all the time and will force you to tell her exactly what you want during sex, “i can’t hear you baby.”

crazy stamina, she can go multiple rounds but often feels pity for you so she stops herself for your sake, “one more? please love.”

likes to buy you expensive lingerie, only to rip it off when she gets really impatient.

alway makes you feel comfortable by complimenting your body whenever you get shy or constantly asking you whether you like what she’s doing, “is this alright my love?”

fav position, definitely missionary because she likes the eye contact and watching your pleasure filled expression.

would send sexual messages to you while you’re in the same room with others, just to see your flustered reaction.

hates being teased in general, she’s so impatient and doesn’t hesitate to show you how needy she is, “shit, come on baby, further down for me.”

i’ll probs add more later x🤭

[maxipad032]

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