A Hollow Promise [26] chapter vi, part iii
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main tags : loki x original character, post-avengers 2012, canon divergence - post-thor: the dark world, canon-typical violence, mentions of torture
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summary: In the aftermath of the Battle of New York, the Avengers need a few days to build a transport device for the Tesseract. With the Helicarrier damaged and surveillance offline, SHIELD sends an asset to guard Loki in the interim: a young woman who sees the truth in all things, and cannot lie.
Even long presumed dead, her memories lost to her, Loki would know her anywhere.
And this changes things.
Some things last beyond infinity. And the universe is in love with chaos.
(Loki was never looking for redemption. It came as an unexpected side-effect.)
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chapter summary : astrid gathers her allies, and draws the attention of her enemies. loki pays a heavy price for a victory.
recommended listening : let's get it started, måneskin
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tag list: @femmealec, @mischief2sarawr
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special thanks to the lovely @mischief2sarawr: when i had to rewrite pretty much all of this, their encouragement helped me get it done within a matter of days, instead of weeks. (thanks for the virtual tea, sarah <3)
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Actually- Ophelia wasn’t even her second appointment.
During daylight hours and early evening, the tight-woven alleys of Shinjuku’s Golden Gai were almost serene, lined with potted plants, faced in pale stone. By nightfall, however, the countless micro-bars that hemmed the narrow passageways threw open their doors and exploded into neon light and colour and conversation, entrances plastered with stickers, interiors crammed with patrons, walls pasted with advertisements and unique theming, spilling with the smell of beer and charcoal smoke, electric signs and sandwich boards and utility boxes jutting out like soliciting hands over the stone stoops.
Each establishment only had a tiny footprint- two storeys high and barely large enough to host more than a dozen patrons at a time- and therefore tended to be selective, some only catering to regulars and refusing tourists.
Fortunately, Astrid had been introduced at a few of the bars before- and she was due to meet someone there.
She had been waiting outside, carefully tucked out of the way of passing foot traffic- the same wool coat from Cornwall now arranged as a cape over her shoulders, draped over a black cocktail dress with one sleeve artistically falling off her shoulder, polished up with her favourite pair of blush-pink heels, filigree golden hardware glinting- when she felt a familiar presence storming up from behind, Manolo Blahniks snapping on the pavement.
A hand seized her elbow, dragging her into the bar with a hiss.
“You suck, ‘Strid.”
Astrid heard the annoyance, and general insincerity beneath it, and grinned.
“Hisashiburi, Miko-chan,” Astrid said in sugar-coated, casual Japanese. “Genki desu ka?”
“I hate you,” the voice groused.
Laughing quietly, Astrid allowed herself to be shoved into the tiny space, and towards a perilously narrow staircase, climbing to the second floor to seek out one of the small booths.
She had barely lowered herself into her seat, shrugging the coat from her shoulders, when the other person dropped heavily into the chair opposite her, unceremonious and pointed.
Socialite heiress, fashion icon, and sole grandchild of the chairman of Fujikawa Industries, Rumiko was confident, intimidating, and the consummate, catty epitome of the rich bitch archetype; she was Regina George’s grasp on social capital, thrown into a blender with Heather Duke’s utter ruthlessness, topped up with Cher Horowitz’s fashion sense. Overdressed in a silk Givenchy slip dress, complete with Cartier earrings and a matching watch, her satin-gloss hair tumbled to her waist and wisped above her downturn eyebrows, jaw locked in a scathing disapproval that would make a lesser being curdle into themselves.
“What are you even wearing? You could have at least worn that Dior piece I got you.”
Astrid smirked at the familiar barb, electing not to point out that her dress was Valentino, and the shoes were Ralph and Russo.
“Good to see you too. Am I buying the cocktails?”
“Fuzakenna yo, kora! You disappeared for two years, yes, you’re buying the cocktails-”
“It was eighteen months, I gave you the heads up, and in my defence, I was abducted for fourteen of them,” Astrid rattled off, already slipping out of her seat and pulling out her wallet, stuffed with freshly obtained yen. “I’ll be back.”
Rumiko jolted. “What?! You were abdu-”
“Later. Long story. Drinks first.”
“You’re a dead woman, North, I swear-”
Astrid hid her grin.
Predictably, Rumiko had loosened up enough to listen to her by the time she reached the bottom of her first drink. If they had talked over coffee, or brunch, Astrid wouldn’t have been able to get a word in edgeways. Rumiko was incorrigible when her temper was piqued, and Astrid had expected her disappearance to be an issue.
The two of them had met by chance, years ago. Rumiko’s paternal grandfather was Kenjiro Fujikawa, the CEO of Fujikawa Industries, a tech company with a niche in sophisticated surgical robotics. While she was merely expected to marry whichever worthy successor Kenjiro selected for her, Rumiko was still regularly pulled to attend medical conferences, and various industry-based galas and dinner.
It was at one such event that Astrid- as Astrid North, not as Alethia- had met her.
The two had become friends, in the kind of half-accidental way that might have happened if they had attended the same school. But they had become close enough that Astrid had expected Rumiko to be a little sour, when she returned, even with the warning that she would be disappearing for a while. Rumiko hated being left in the dark, and Astrid had told her nothing.
She hadn’t expected the sourness to be masking masses of pure, trembling relief.
So as Rumiko guzzled down her second sidecar, Astrid gave her the truth.
It was far from everything, but it was enough- and more than Astrid volunteered to most- either those who knew Astrid, or those who knew Alethia.
When she was finished, Rumiko set her half-empty coupé glass on the table, not quite slamming it down, faintly disconcerted.
“Okay. If it wasn’t for New York, I’d be getting out the straitjacket.”
“If it wasn’t for New York, I wouldn’t be telling you this,” Astrid rejoined, swallowing a mouthful of her espresso martini. She felt oddly drained, brimming with endorphins, like the aftermath of a workout.
“That’s fair,” Rumiko said dryly. “You sound insane. It’s literally like the plot of Men In Black- wait. ‘Strid. Could you be an alien?”
“Maybe.” Astrid admitted blandly, shrugging one shoulder. “I haven’t eliminated the possibility.”
Rumiko blew out a breath, head dropping forwards briefly. “Okay. We need beer. And fried chicken.”
“Mm, good call.”
Once their table was packed with piping-hot plates of fried izakaya dishes, their glasses refilled- Rumiko switching over to a frothing plastic pitcher of beer and Astrid taking up sake- Rumiko was significantly calmer, hardening over with the kind of ruthlessly practical, efficient composure that would have made her an excellent successor to FI, if her grandfather had been an ounce or so less of a misogynist.
“Okay, so- let’s figure out where you stand.” Rumiko said efficiently, picked up a piece of karaage with her chopsticks, grease and sesame seeds glistening on the batter. “I mean, it all depends on what you want, but either way-” she pointed her loaded chopsticks at Astrid, before popping the fried chicken into her mouth, “this agency.”
“This agency,” Astrid agreed with a dip of her head, sipping on her sake.
“You’re off their radar right now, but it sounds like they have the sheer resources and numbers to just keep looking, so, that’s likely temporary.” Rumiko tapped her nails against her glass, leaning forwards against her elbows. “Okay. Do you have any backchannels you can use? Anyone who seemed sympathetic, or might hear you out if you got in contact? You might be able to cut a deal, if you can figure out some leverage. It’s either that, or you’ll need a deterrent. Some way to make the cost too high, or the gains too low, to keep coming after you. Again, you’ll need leverage for that. Where are you staying right now? And how long can you lay low? If we can buy you some time-”
Astrid’s expression had cleared, focused as a lens, and Rumiko paused.
“What?” She prompted.
One shoulder lifting, Astrid bought her cup to her mouth.
“You really need to start that PR crisis firm, Ru.”
Startled, Rumiko reared upright from her casual slouch. “The fuck, ‘Strid?”
“Well, I have just told you that I am wanted by a secretive multinational agency,” she pointed out, dropping her voice low enough to blend within the camouflaging ambient chatter of the tiny bar, “who abducted me and has been covering up the existence of magic and monsters since the forties- and you acclimated within fifteen minutes, then launched straight into working out how to handle it. Remind me again why you’re not making bank from this? Aside from your grandfather being a jackass, I mean.”
“Oh my god, we’re so not doing this right now,” Rumiko muttered into her glass, followed by an unladylike gulp of beer.
One corner of Astrid’s mouth curled.
There was a subtle, telling flatness in Rumiko’s scowl, as the words and their sentiments sank in- like water soaking into soft earth, swiftly and undramatically, absorbed and drawing itself down.
Setting her cup aside, Astrid let Rumiko ignore it, for now. “Are those my only options? Bargain, deter, appease?”
“What, you have another plan?”
The question wasn’t quite rhetorical, but it was tinted with a rational scepticism.
If Astrid had been anyone else- anything other than truth incarnate, or someone who had gone up against SHIELD for years with nothing but her wits and her ability to arm her, fallen in love with a demigod, and promised him everything- she might have agreed.
“If the world doesn’t work for you,” she said, taking up her chopsticks and plucking a cube of fried tofu from one of the plates, swiping in through the dipping sauce, “then change the world. Right?”
Rumiko froze, looking from under her fringe to glare at her incredulously.
“You’re not fucking serious.”
“Why wouldn’t I be?”
“Because that’s insane.”
“Is it? The world already broke in New York. I would just be rearranging the pieces.”
“I take it back,” Rumiko said bluntly, dropping her chopsticks and topping off her beer glass. “I’m getting the damn straitjacket.”
“Good luck with that,” Astrid answered breezily. “I’ll give you a clean number, later, so don’t worry about me disappearing again. Not completely, anyway.”
“You’re insane,” Rumiko reiterated.
“But you think I can do it,” she stated neutrally, meeting Rumiko’s eyes, the words tasting golden and hot in her chest, metal and bright.
Rumiko stared back at her for a long, fierce moment.
“You’re serious.”
Astrid picked up and popped one of the mayo prawns into her mouth. “Yes.”
Rumiko hissed out an exasperated breath, worry creeping into the crimp of her perfect eyebrows.
“’Strid.” She said grimly. “Seriously. Going up against a multinational spy agency. Is this really worth it?”
“Yes.”
The heat in the word burned like a brand.
Rumiko looked back at her, despairing and incredulous and impressed.
“You’re insane,” she said resignedly.
Astrid laughed. “If you set up the scaffolding for that PR firm within two years, I’ll give you a gift.”
“I am not starting a-”
Rumiko paused.
“A gift?” She echoed, intrigued and sceptical. “What kind of gift?”
“That would be for you to find out. You know I give the best gifts, Ru,” Astrid pointed out. “Remember when I gave you the wing mirror from your ex’s car?”
Rumiko’s mouth tilted into a nostalgic smile.
“That was a really nice present,” she conceded fondly, before grimacing, reaching for the pitcher to top up her beer glass. “But tonight, all I want is alcohol.”
Astrid laughed, and leaned in to clunk her cup again Rumiko’s glass.
“Ah, fine. I suppose I owe you that much,” she agreed easily. “But in that case- shots?”
Rumiko’s eyes glinted.
“Karaoke?”
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An hour later, as they stumbled out of the bar, arms linked and heading out to get into trouble somewhere in Kabukicho, Astrid dropped her notebook into her pocket with its second entry.
Ink pens.
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Ophelia would be deeply insulted if she ever found out that she wasn’t even Astrid’s third port of call.
Astrid was tempted to tell her. It would be good to regulate her ego.
The taste of alcohol was still sour in her mouth, swilled with water, the tang masked by the fresh espresso and gelato that was gently melting in a glass bowl in front of her.
The afternoon air in Rome was cool, despite clear sun-soaked skies and the heat of the crowded streets. Clouds of chatter and the clink of plates and glasses reflected against the warm, pale-yellow brick, the buildings carved with classical ornamentation, spilling with artfully cultivated vines, stained with graffiti. The sett-block pavement was hemmed with café boards, parked motorcycles, and folding wooden-slat bistro tables; cream parasols and restaurant awnings created pockets of deeper shade, between arched shopfronts.
Astrid spooned up the last of her affogato with a swirl of silverware, lips sealing over the spoon.
Seated at the café bar, she was twisted side-on against the counter, watching the passing foot traffic and outside tables through the windows. A cross-breeze drifted over her every so often, cutting in through the entryway and seeping through her clothes, refreshing her overheated skin.
“Propiro l’affogato, sì?” The ageing server behind the counter prompted, briskly pleasant as he calculated her bill. “The, ah- qual è il nom inglese-”
Astrid swallowed a melted mouthful of vanilla, cream, and espresso.
“It’s affogato in English as well,” she told him, startling the waiter. “Il mio Italiano è pessimo?”
“No, no, per niente! Il tuo accento è- your accent, it’s very good! Molto bene. Ma- in Rome,” the server bought a wrinkled hand to cup his ear indicatively, “you hear it, sì? I can tell you’re English, a little.”
Astrid nodded, setting her spoon down and gently pushing the empty glass bowl away from her.
“Ah, vedo- è il tuo orecchio, non la mia bocca, sì?”
“Sì, esattamente! Ho sentito che- I can hear, that you learn it when you are grown,” he said with a grin, “not when little.”
“Ah, vedo- ciò ha senso. I did a summer at Sapenzia,” she explained gamely. “I had a friend who used to say the same thing. That my cadence gave me away.”
“Aha, bene, bene! You’re here to visit your friend?”
“Sì, ma- as a surprise,” Astrid admitted, unsnapping her wallet from where it rested at her elbow, before glancing towards the windows, and the bistro tables arranged within their sight. “Ah- do you see the two women seated under the vines?”
The waiter paused, looking up and leaning to see. “Sì- la bruna e la rossa?”
“Sì. La bruna? Quello è il mio amico.”
His dark eyes widened demonstrably. “Veramente?”
Astrid grinned at him, resting her chin on the hell of her palm. “She doesn’t know that I’m here.” Slipping a credit card loose from her purse with her free hand, she rapped it against the bar top. “Do you think I could pay their cheque, signore? Come una sorpresa?”
His mouth formed a silent exhale of understanding, tapping the side of his aquiline nose before returning to the register. “Naturalmente, signorina- ah, you want me to tell her it was you? Or will you tell her later?”
“Mm.” Astrid watched the server pull up the order details of the table. “Do you have a serviette, signore?”
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Less than five minutes later, Astrid left the café, stepping out into the sunlight just in time to see the same server pausing at one of the al fresco tables.
As Astrid had observed on her way into the bistro, two women were seated underneath the arch of a vine clinging to the outer wall, with several half-finished plates on the table between them.
The first- a redhead, the coppery tresses cropped into a flattering pixie-cut, broad-shouldered in an olive jacket and white capris jeans- had her back to Astrid, the slight curve of her face in profile just barely visible. The second woman was facing towards her, torso leaned askew and head tipped up, mildly annoyed askance painted across her face like a fresco as she spoke to the server.
Arms folded forward onto the table, the fall of her black hair almost bleeding into her tank top, Vittoria Montesi hadn’t changed much from when Astrid had last seen her. She was still model-lean, as though she subsisted solely on coffee and cigarettes- which was probably accurate, if her on-call diet hadn’t changed since residency- with a full, sceptical mouth, poised to argue and drive and diagnose.
Astrid waited just long enough to see the server hand her the napkin, before melting into the crowd with a grin and a lilt in her weaving steps, escaping towards the tourist trap of the Fontana di Trevi.
A new addition was jotted into her notebook with a borrowed pen.
Coffee grounds.
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Several hours later, Astrid departed from the Gallery.
Arriving back at the Madripoor penthouse, she stripped out of her clothes, changing into a comfortable camisole, jersey shorts, and thigh-high socks, and retrieved her notebook from the breakfast bar.
New shoes, Astrid wrote onto her list- before flipping the cover shut, tossing the pen down, and collapsing into the sofa with a soft groan.
Four.
It was a start.
Lying in the demi-dark, cheek pressed into the arm of the couch, impatience hummed under her skin like an electric current, settling in the roots of her teeth. Her heart drummed hard and impatient against the adipose-softened wall of her breastbone, eyes open.
The silver light of the city rinsed through the windows, across the apartment, pooling across the floor like the shallow waterline of the incoming tide. Her synapses were slowing, sloping into a long-overdue caffeine crash- but four felt like not enough, not enough, not enough.
She had done more on less sleep.
Four would need to be hundreds. Thousands. Tens, hundreds of thousands.
Four was not enough.
It had only been twenty-four hours, but it had been almost natural, for her to slip into the mindset that she had lived in for years: keep moving, keep working, don’t stop, don’t hesitate, be smart, be quick, be relentless, use your greed, use your selfishness, next step, next step, next step-
Everything else became easy to ignore. The storm within her, whatever doubt and anger and loneliness and turmoil broiled inside, pressing behind her eyes like to urge to sob, became simple fuel, like glucose, until she was done.
None of it would matter, once she got what she wanted- and if it did matter, she would deal with it then, when it was safe.
It was easy, because Astrid was her father’s daughter. He had taught her how to use her worst traits as a whetstone, to make herself scalpel-sharp.
Her flesh was cooling, the cushions were warm, and her limbs grew heavy and slack with every passing moment.
And she suddenly remembered Loki’s parting words to her, as she had finished the dregs of their rose tea at the Cornish tea parlour.
I should get up, darling, he murmured reluctantly. I must get to work. But make sure you take your rest- I want to see you later.
Astrid sighed into a smile, defeated.
Sly bastard, she thought fondly.
She shouldn’t keep him waiting.
Lifting her head just long enough to set an alarm on her phone, Astrid dropped the device on the coffee table and sank back into the sofa, limbs sliding across the upholstery in a drag of wool and cotton and bare skin, as she let sleep claim her- just for a little while.
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54 weeks and 6 days out
“I’ve walked the deserts for miles
Swam the waters for a tide
Searching places to find
A piece of something to call, mine
A piece of something to call, mine-
Coming closer to you-”
You will be careful, won’t you, Astra?
“Hm?” Astrid paused her singing, fingers still strumming at her keyboard, the click of the keys weaving her response into the comment box like a shuttle in a loom. “With what?”
She clicked post, watching the response box disappear.
The text popped up within the thread, slotting into place in the conversation, sealed into format. Astrid clicked away, skimming the rest of the forum.
This, Loki replied, with the mental equivalent of an expansive gesture. Whipping up a group over which you do not have full control.
“Mm, you’re one to talk, alderliefest,” Astrid commented, eyes unmoving from the screen of her laptop, reaching for the plate at her side, “with what you’ve been doing through- Brunn, was it?”
Brunnhilde, Loki confirmed- but immediately becoming distracted by what Astrid had bitten into.
Cut thick, the slab of pain pavé was spread with unsalted butter and honeycomb- treacly and faintly earthy with clouds of unprocessed pollen
It tasted of late summer and wildflower meadows, and dirt on her skin, a shock of calories into her system.
Over the weeks, Astrid had been narrowing down Loki’s preferences. Within his sweet tooth, it seemed that he had a particular weakness for anything that featured honey, or chocolate; honey reminded him of Asgard, of better memories and better days, of the royal city at golden hour and light-hearted laughter, of his brother’s broad grin and of a flash of pale-bright hair that always sent Astrid’s stomach swooping with something unidentifiable whenever it flickered into her mind, through his.
Chocolate seemed to provoke thoughts of Midgard. It made him think of city cafés, of her bed in the penthouse, of cold mornings as she went through her morning routine, of the warmth of the crook of her neck and the view of snow-capped mountains through broad windows.
Astrid had gained a new appreciation of chocolate.
And touché, Loki conceded, his thoughts still humming with pleasure at the taste of the honeycomb.
She tongued the soft film of beeswax from her teeth, quietly content for a precious, ephemeral moment.
It felt better, at least. The ache of their separation- and the omnipresent lack and malcontent that she could live with, but never quite ignore- was less when he was there, and she was reminded that she was doing something, moving closer.
Coming closer to you, Astrid hummed the sweetly-lilting bar.
A warm breeze swept over her, as she glanced up over the top of her screen.
They were in Chile today- on a rooftop amongst the soaring metropolitan clutter of Santiago. Astrid had positioned herself to gaze out at the distant summer-red of the Andes, looming above the basin of the city, hazy through the sun-bright smog; the building she was perched atop was within view of one of the city’s many green spaces, the lush foliage a shock of emerald against the concrete, a faint rush of traffic carried up on the thermal lift.
She changed where she worked every day, cycling through a roulette wheel of hemispheres, climates, continents, countries, the only prerequisites being a stable internet connection and a good view. But she had noticed that Loki liked mountains, and cool open air, and she had begun peppering them in as often as possible.
I, however, am far more removed from my work, Loki pressed, edged with caution. And circumstances leave me beneath suspicion. You are far closer to the fire, songbird.
“Mm.” Astrid traced her collarbone absently. “True.”
Her gaze dropped to the screen, sucking a smear of honey from her opposite thumb.
“But these ones are less the fire, more the firestarters.” She added lightly.
The forum was thick with activity.
The hacktivist group known as the Rising Tide was a hornet’s nest- a collective that had sprung up in the wake of Culver, devoted to dragging SHIELD from the shadows into the cold light of day- and one that Astrid had repeatedly agitated, pointed in the right direction, and watched swarm SHIELD’s most recent project.
With New York, they had been galvanised, by a publicly validated raison d’être.
The corner of her mouth folded up ruefully.
Their organisation was an ad hoc nightmare, and they were incapable of communicating with the general public without coming off as uncredible, melodramatic, conspiracy theory whackjobs - but the Rising Tide were her first true allies, arguably, and incredibly skilled at what they did.
They had given her the lead in New Mexico. Astrid would always owe them a debt, for that.
“Anyway,” Astrid said, straightening, arms extending above her head, feeling her shoulders and spine click and realign, “arguably- if anything is the fire, it’s me. It’s only a matter of time before they try to extinguish me. Before the inevitable, I should burn as bright and hot as I can- don’t you think?”
She felt Loki sigh, fondly exasperated.
As long as you don’t burn out completely.
“Completely?” She noted the specificity.
He smirked, and nipped at her shoulder. A little destruction is good for the soul. Cathartic. You deserve a little of that.
Astrid laughed softly, and imagined her own fingers running through his hair.
From his shiver, it seemed that practice was slowly beginning to pay off.
“Well, I have heard that volcanic soil is amongst the richest and most fertile in the world.”
Ah. You do have a rather volcanic temper, beloved.
“You think so? Interesting. I would call yours glacial, prince.”
She felt his eyebrows steeple in askance, faintly sardonic.
Passive and slow to act?
“Quiet. Patient. Underestimated,” she listed, leaning back slightly, feeling the illusion of him catch her weight. “Ruthless, and relentless. And with the power to reshape the world while no one is paying attention.”
Loki breathed out a laugh, and planted the sensation of a kiss behind her ear, eliciting a pleasantly startled noise from her.
Such shameless flattery, he murmured against her nape, mood warmed beneath the teasing. What am I to do, in the face of such an assault?
Astrid sighed, sinking into him- and willed herself not to think.
“Surrender,” she suggested breathily. “And believe me.”
The phantom of his arm curled around her waist, mouth nestling at the shell of her ear, folding himself around her.
His mood was tepid, opaque.
The anxiety she felt was a pit, somewhere behind the wall of her abdomen.
She refused to dwell on it, and risk drawing the keen edge of Loki’s attention onto it.
Her laptop gave a chirp of distress, and she looked up. The internet connection had dropped again.
Grateful for the distraction, Astrid sang the signal back into strength.
“I’m moving, I’m coming
Can you hear what I hear?
It’s calling you, my dear
Out of reach-”
The bars rocketed up back up, Wi-Fi boosted from a café several dozen feet below.
Astrid exhaled a smile, propping her chin on her palm. “Take me to my bea-each…”
Old songs- ones that she had listened to and re-loved thousands of times over- were best for weaving magic as she multitasked.
Combing her hair back behind her ear, Astrid flipped through her tabs, refreshing each one, keeping up the melody under breath.
“I can hear it, calling you
I’m coming, not drowning
Swimming closer to you-”
One of her dummy social media accounts reloaded.
Astrid scrolled through her feed at a reflexive skim, idly liking a few posts to keep up her account activity. She was keeping track, but not sincerely expecting to see a moving of the needle, just yet.
It was something that the Rising Tide, for all their skill and drive and passion, hadn’t quite recognised yet: they could afford to lay out the trail, prompt the question, and wait.
Slow is fast, Astrid reminded herself.
Ah. Stark is trending, Loki observed idly.
“Hm?”
Astrid paused, glancing at the trending topics sidebar.
“Ah. Hardly surprising, beloved.” She lifted her shoulder. “Genius, billionaire, playboy, philanthropist. And the world’s first modern superhero.”
Loki rearranged himself nonchalantly, like draping satin.
Is your heart still set on him, as an ally?
Astrid hummed through a sigh, leaning back slightly more, lounging against him and tipping her head to the skies, propped on the strong ledge his shoulder.
“I think,” she said slowly, “that not even trying to work with him would be like shooting ourselves in the foot, with our last bullet, while in the middle of a firefight, and then amputating the limb with an unsterilised knife and no anaesthesia.”
Graphic, Loki remarked dryly. But I take your point, my heart.
“Can I take that your approval?”
Why should I withhold it? Stark appears to be a wise choice. And the best option, amongst the Avengers.
“Damningly faint praise, prinsinn minn. We’re not exactly spoilt for choice.”
He snickered. Astrid couldn’t ignore how it sublimated at the edges into wistfulness, and a resignation that had fermented from frustration and outrage and hurt, like wine in a cask.
They both knew who Loki was thinking of- the one who should have been the better option.
It was a wound and a rift that Astrid hesitated to touch, for now.
“Still,” Astrid redirected, straightening on the palm of her hands, “I value your opinion. I want you to tell me if you think it’s a bad idea.”
I don’t, truly. An arm slipped around her waist, its weight comfortable and comforting. Astrid had to bat away the reflexive desire to feel the lean muscles flex against her abdomen, as Loki dragged her flush back against him, pinning her to the length of him. Stark listened to you, is aware of the threat, and offered me a drink, he teased. You can keep him if you wish, songbird.
“I have to obtain him, first,” Astrid riposted. “Or have him decide to obtain me.”
Just talk to him, sweet thing. How could he possibly resist?
She grinned broadly, shaking her head, the sickness in her abating. “Now who’s flattering?”
Refocusing on the trending bar, her head cocked as she caught up, wondering whether it was a personal scandal, a Stark Industries development, or a cheap editorial that had put the name in people’s mouths today.
Trending Topics
#christmaseveeve
#tonystark
#mandarinbombings
#happyfestivus
Mandarin, Loki noted, reading through her eyes. As in standard Chinese, the fruit, or the bureaucrat?
“None of the above- I think.” Astrid said distractedly, the pixels beginning to split in her vision. “It’s the supposed head of a terrorist organisation. They’ve claimed responsibility for a series of bombings, over the past few months.”
Supposed head? Loki echoed shrewdly.
She twitched her shoulder upwards wearily. “Someone is appropriating a name that doesn’t belong to them. I saw one of the videos, after the most recent incident. I know enough about the Ten Rings to know that this is someone dressing up in their colours. Especially with that moniker they-”
She halted.
Loki went still with concern.
Astra?
Gaze blank, her tongue was numb as she answered.
“The Ten Rings.”
What about it?
“Three years ago. Afghanistan. Do you remember what I told you? The incident created Iron Man.”
Loki froze.
And what better way to bait Stark, he said, quiet and sharp, than to use the name of an organisation that almost killed him?
Astrid’s hand darted out, clicking on the tag, hoping that it was just a coincidence of the algorithm-
BREAKING: Tony Stark’s mansion bombed in suspected terror attack – Iron Man missing
“Fuck!”
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