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mole-nend · 2 months ago
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Hesper foreign kids masterlist, closeups under cut. I'm hoping to get to draw these guys more often.
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Gregory Snow- British/Russian. Catholic. Bisexual, GNC- he/him or she/her. Epileptic and autistic.. He likes fencing and considers himself and independent personality. He's the most likely to take a stand against bullies when it comes to others, but seems to fall short when it comes to defending his own honor.
Alejandro- Mexican. Catholic. Bisexual, Sometimes trans (either direction)- usually he/him. Chronic pain in his (camera) right shoulder after being shot as a child, C-PTSD. Alejandro likes boxing and metal music. He's more likely to defend the entire group, including himself. Prefers to follow and gently steer rather than take charge
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Baahir Hakeem- Pakistani. Muslim. No labels, he/him. PTSD. He's a slight musical talent, he likes to discuss this with Alejandro and Gregory alike for their juxtaposing interests in the topic. He's a supportive individual and tends to get involved in trouble on accident rather than spearheading it like some of the others. He technically doesn't live in America anymore, but keeps in contact with the club and Butters.
Christophe (The Mole) Fontaine- Mexican/French. Misotheist. Gay Trans male, he/him. C-PTSD and autistic. Enjoys gardening and sewing. Mole is very grounded but has a major paranoia problem, which makes him a surefire director for smaller schemes and tends to be Gregory's right hand. Relatedly, he is a foster sibling to him, as well as Cosette.
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Estella Havisham- Doesn't Exist.
Herbert Pocket- Doesn't Exist.
Philip Pirrup- British, Dead. He started the club, and they tend to honor him both on his birthday and the anniversary of his death. He'll always hold a place in their hearts.
Luigi Puzo(Loogie)- Italian(Sicilian). Cishet, he/him. Autistic. He likes geography and classical literature. Weirdly obsessed with teeth, having returned to the mafia business as an older kid but not continuing the teeth racket. He's the most likely to encite the group into trouble and to stir things within the group. He's sort of like their Cartman.
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Cosette [ValJean]- French/British. Lesbian, she/them. She likes painting and acting, and is looking into a career in modeling. Like Baahir, she's a very supportive individual. Sometimes the boys are less likely to listen to her, but all around she's respected and treated kindly by them. She and Baahir are close.
Nadia- Romanian. she/her. She's interested in contortion and acrobatics still, but also is a well-spoken figure who likes to give speeches. She doesn't visit America often at all, but is close with Cosette and is on good terms with most of the others.
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Charlotte [Maple]- Canadian. Pansexual, she/her. Likely autistic. She's also interested in acting, but is better off managing careers and events. Expert party planner and organizer. She has the sharpest personality out of the girls, demanding change often and being solid enough to sometimes divide the group- though, they often stand together as she can easily replace Gregory's assertive demeanor if she should choose. She finds these kids to be the only ones to take her seriously. Lives in Canada, but visits often.
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kiwisa · 2 years ago
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genesis ✩ the harpy
F1 Grid x Fem! F1 Driver! OC
fluff, angst • 5,500 words • series' masterlist
IN WHICH... astrée makes her debut on the track and proceeds to also make history.
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Like many other stories, it all started with a mistake. 
✩ March 28, 2021
“Latifi crashed after taking Bahrain’s tightest corner too fast! He lost control of his rear axle which sent the rest of the car in a violent spin! And — oh god — he just hit the wall!”
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“For the moment, no news from Latifi. The red flag has been raised.”
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“The drivers are gradually returning to the pits while the rescue services are still trying to get the number 6 out of his car. The car was, one could say, literally smashed to pieces after having rolled over a dozen times.”
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“According to what I'm told in my earpiece, Latifi is unconscious but breathing. His vital prognosis is not engaged. The race will resume.”
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“Will the Canadian driver be fit to compete in the Emilia Romagna Grand Prix, which will take place from 16 to 18 April?”
✩ April 2, 2021
And then fell the verdict. 
NICHOLAS LATIFI WITHDRAWN FROM THE 2021 F1 SEASON FOLLOWING HIS ACCIDENT IN BAHRAIN
Astrée watched all this from her flat in Paris, far from the scene of the accident. After the chaos the announcement of her inclusion in the category had been, Williams, its tail between its legs, had decided not to show her on Bahrain’s paddock. 
“We'd rather wait until the storm has calmed down,” came the lame excuse from a communications guy whose name escaped her. Probably Jack or Harry. Some shit like that. 
Thus, far from the warmth of Bahrain, Astrée, like all the other fans, was reduced to a spectator. The tone on how she would be treated during the season seemed to be set.
So, because it was not yet time to show them her true personality, she quietly observed all this panic from the screen of her television: the continuous news, the imprecise answers of the commentators, the worries of the fans, as much for Latifi as for Williams' future. Because after all, everyone knew what that future would look like. There was no uncertainty about it, and that was precisely what the chauvinistic fans feared.
LATIFI'S BAHRAIN ACCIDENT MARKS ASTRÉE IRAKLIDIS' HISTORICAL F1 DEBUT WITH WILLIAMS
To see her come along and disturb what they knew – the male-bondage that the Frenchwoman had broken through – terrified those misogynistic assholes. The tweets spoke for themselves. Astrée had not yet appeared on the paddock and people were already hating her. She almost enjoyed this, laughing heartily at their mediocre insults, at their fear that she almost fed off. 
How she loved to see men cry. There was nothing more beautiful. 
The radical decision to end Nicholas's season sent shockwaves around the world, not so much for the health of the pilot as for the fear of who would replace him. 
Jost Capito's confirmation that “yes, Iraklidis will be in the second Williams car at the Emilia Romagna Grand Prix” was enough to finish off the last survivors of what many on social media nicknamed “The Williams disaster.”
With her eyes fixed on her phone screen, her eyes fixed on her future, Astrée gloated. This accident was the chance of a lifetime: hers. 
She was being offered a year on a silver platter to prove herself and secure a permanent place in this closed Formula 1 clan. Because one thing was certain, Astrée Iraklidis would not remain a reserve driver for another year. At the mere thought of this title, she scoffed. The woman was better than some of those so-called first drivers but, because she had breasts, she was relegated to the background. 
Women were never taken seriously, even though they were just as capable – even more so sometimes – than men. All her life, Astrée had to face these prejudices. Even in 2021, she was still a victim of it. The world would not change. 
“Be a stand-in and shut up,” that is what she had been told, word for word, when she signed that cursed contract. A one-year contract. Renewable, of course, but Astrée knew perfectly well that she was just a publicity stunt, a new toy for the media to play with. Williams would not renew this contract. She knew that for a fact. It was as if her entry into Formula 1 had only been possible because they had first made sure she would leave it just as soon. 
 “All eyes are now on Astrée Iraklidis,” the nasal voice of the sports channel presenter gave her a headache. “A woman in F1 is almost unheard of. I'm curious to see how she will do in the big league. It's bound to be a change for her. It's a far cry from her karting days or Formula 2. If she manages to land herself in P20 instead of a DNF, that will be an achievement on itself. She'll–”
Her knuckles turned white as her fist clenched against the remote control, which she restrained herself from sending into the wall. 
She had no choice. If Astrée wanted to stay, she had to win. Fortunately, that was her speciality, and these nineteen men would soon understand that, as others before them – in karting, in Formula 4, in Formula 2 – had done, by dint of repeated humiliations and podiums stolen by a "weak woman." 
The taste of victory was even more delicious, sweetened by the karma that always knew how to deal with men who were a little too sure of themselves. 
Her phone rang for two seconds. An employee – she didn't know his first name either, he was simply registered as “CM dude” in her contacts – asked her to react to the news. She posted a simple tweet that said, “You can count on me to do everything I can to bring Williams to victory.” The first responses called her a “whore.” Others told her to crash at the first corner. The usual, which was no less bitter. 
Astrée locked her phone, her jaw clenched, determined to make her words a reality and, above all, to make them eat theirs. 
Her parents had always told her: “you will do great things, Étoile.” And the Greeks were never wrong when it came to prophecies. It was time to make it come true. 
The brunette stood up and, deliberately ignoring the clock in her office which read 11.30PM, switched on her simulator before selecting the Imola circuit. Her fingers wiggled alone ⏤ as if they had a mind of their own ⏤ and tapped on the gears. First, second, third... Soon the woman fell into a trance that could only be triggered by racing: slowing down at the sadly infamous Tamburello corner, starting again, overtaking, never giving in to the pressure of the opponent, not flinching at the Rivazza, winning. 
It was April 2. D-16. 
Astrée pressed “restart the race.” The clock already read twelve past one. 
✩ April 5, 2021
Then came the first practice. 
With an umbrella in her left hand and her helmet tucked under her right arm, Astrée cursed the English weather almost as much as she cursed the fact that she was in the middle of buttfuck nowhere. 
It was D-13 and the first practice in real condition would occur on a – very – wet track. She could see from here the large puddles that dotted the training track in a patchwork of elements – between earth and water – that made her cringe. 
Astrée was not afraid – she never was. On the contrary, she even found that the rain always added a welcomed challenge. However, it was obvious that she would have preferred to test the limits of her car in dry tires before putting it on full wet blue tyres. 
Since signing her contract, the woman had obviously trained in real conditions, ready to step in if she was needed during the first race. But, as Imola was approaching, the pressure was increasing and so were the demands of the team.
Astrée nearly burst out laughing at this. She refrained from pointing out the nerve of Williams to put so much pressure on her when Latifi had not won any points in 17 races the previous season. 
The record to beat was literally zero. 
She did not know if she should laugh or cry. 
Astrée did not want to think about whether Nicholas Latifi had been put under as much pressure or if it was something that was reserved just for her. 
A hand came to rest on her shoulder. She looked at it in dismay before glaring at whoever had dared to do this. John – or was it Harry? (she still hadn't resolved the dilemma) – immediately withdrew his hand and apologised. 
He had been awkwardly reassuring her for a good quarter of an hour, ever since she'd let out a big sigh at the sight of the soaked track.
“It's okay, Astrée. You'll just have to be a little less abrupt in the corners, otherwise you'll –”
“I know how the car works, John. Thank you.”
“My name is Adam.”
“Oh.”
Shit, she gritted her teeth, neither of them then. Without a word, the woman got into the car – fucking awkward, she thought – and closed her eyes for a moment, enjoying that first feeling in her single-seater. 
This is it. 
"So, how do you feel?" a new voice to her right startled her. 
George Russell looked at his teammate with a rather creepy smile ⏤ a good intention of course, just poorly executed. She returned the gesture, although hers was somewhat tense. Astrée had never been good with strangers. 
They hadn't met yet. Or at least, not spoken. A handshake when she signed her contract, two or three words of courtesy exchanged during the inaugural photoshoots, and an almost obligatory follow back on Instagram: their interactions had stopped at that. 
“More enjoyable now that it's mine.”
Hers. Her car. Her place in Formula One. The 10-year-old Astrée would probably be crying. The 21-year-old Astrée just nodded in approbation. 
Don't show your emotions, they'll think you're weak, her father's voice echoed in her head like a mantra.  
“You can go now, Astrée,” Jo– Adam told her. “Elijah is ready.”
The only name she had remembered, the only name that mattered to her: her engineer's, her second conscience. 
"Radio check, Astrée, do you copy?”
“Copy.”
“Great. Whenever you're ready.”
Inhale. Exhale. The void. The tar. The car. The corners. Nothing else. A roar echoed through the silent track and rekindled the flame in her heart. Birds that had been perched on the edge of the pit flew away as the engine purred. Immediately, she exited the garage and zig-zagged down the track to warm up her new tyres. 
“We'll do two warm-up laps to be safe.”
Taking advantage of being alone on the track, Astrée braked sharply, feeling the rear end take off, and accelerated again to see how well the tyres gripped, how responsive the steering system was, and the overall handling of the car. 
“Just warm up your tyres for now.”
“I want to see their limits when they are still cold.”
“Copy. Just be careful.” 
The first two laps alternated between zigzags, braking, accelerations, and corners taken too short or too wide. When the third lap finally began, already a little more comfortable with her car and her tyres – now warm –, the driver let the pleasure dominate everything else, so that she did not see the laps go by, nor the turns follow each other. Soon Elijah's voice signalled the end of practice. 
“Box.”
“Copy.” 
When she got out of the car, her legs shaking, a dozen people rushed to share their first impressions of her driving. They had already seen her drive in many other tests as a reserve driver. They had witnessed it, but had they bothered to pay attention at it on those occasions, when she was only the reserve driver, the product of a marketing stunt? 
“It was better than I imagined!”
“That's pretty good for a woman.”
She took these half-hearted comments without complaining, reluctant to make enemies within her own team, but thanked her helmet, still pressed down on her head, which hid her dark expression. 
Soon, in the midst of this group, a figure stood out and stepped forward. George, his own helmet in hand, ready to go for a series of laps himself, reached out for hers with the other one in a symbolic gesture: “It will be a pleasure to be on the same team.”
Astrée was careful not to share her opinion – quite different from his – and shook the dark-haired man’s hand, with the same tight smile on her face. He may have been her teammate, but on the track, they were – above all – opponents. She couldn't forget that, as she had never been able to in the past. Her journey in motorsports had been a lonely one because of her competitive spirit, and it would continue to be so for the rest of her life. 
“Likewise.”
✩ April 16, 2021
On her first real day on the paddock, Astrée had to face her worst nightmare: media day. Wearing the compulsory mask – a sort of protective barrier for the introvert she was – reassured her a little but did not totally calm her racing heart, nor her annoyance. Because Astrée knew, she knew exactly what kind of questions she was going to be asked. 
Journalists had the rather impressive capacity of never renewing themselves and having the same ideas. If the human brain normally sought to distinguish itself from others, the journalist's brain thrived for lack of creativity and repetition. From karting to Formula 2, everyone had had the same annoying questions for her. A routine of boredom that had a knack for annoying and sending her into despair. 
Her doubts were soon confirmed. 
“Not too scared?”
“What kind of underwear are you wearing right now?”
“How does it feel to have George Russell as a teammate? He is rather handsome, isn’t he?”
Beside her, because all the segments were done as pairs today, the aforementioned George was trying to calm things down, defuse the question or just change the subject altogether. At one point, he even held back her fist when it almost – voluntarily – came into contact with the cheek of an old pervert, who had made a remark about her tight suit. 
Astrée appreciated the gesture – she didn't want to be called hysterical on her first day – and let him know when, finally, the line "interviews" was crossed off their to-do list.
“Thank you for holding me back. It's bad enough no one likes me, I think it would have made things worse.”
“Yeah, no problem.” There was a rather awkward pause as they both walked towards Williams’s garage, the crunch of their footsteps on the tarmac their only melody. Finally, George decided to go on, unable to bear the heavy silence. "I mean… If I could, I would have hit him myself. Don't listen to them, okay? All those... people? assholes? whatever,” he gestured vaguely with his arm at her haters. “They’re not worth it. You drive a Formula 1 car and they don't. In the end, you're the winner.”
Astrée decided at that precise moment that George was perhaps worth it. He had not, after all, made any remark about her gender, nor had he let her eyes wander lower than necessary: two criteria – low, certainly, but the standards had to be revised downwards – that would have seriously hindered her wish to maintain a semblance of friendship. 
If her loneliness in Formula 2 was mostly explained by her introverted personality, many deliberate choices had put an end to any hope of creating links with others within the championship. Astrée had been treated as an object of desire and fragility by many of her teammates. Voluntary isolation had been the wisest decision to make, especially if she didn't want to be penalized or excluded for assault and battery against another driver. 
George, on the other hand, had treated her as an equal – which she was, but then again, the bar was at the lowest – which already set him apart from every other driver she'd encountered in her career. 
“Would you like to eat something? I could introduce you to some of the guys.”
Astrée winced, reluctant to be thrown into the lion's den so quickly. The lion being a dozen boys who would look at her as the latest attraction or as the enemy to be shot. Take your pick. 
“I promise you they're nice,” George reassured her, seeing her reluctance very clearly. 
“I don't doubt it.”
The woman especially hated the nicey-nicey spirit almost imposed by the new generation. She wasn't in F1 to make friends, just to win. George would be the exception to that, she decided. Surely her choice was encouraged by the fact that he was not really a threat to her. 
Astrée had researched all the pilots, mainly their point totals. It was a way to give her a quick statistical overview of what she had already deduced from her viewing of each race. Thus, she knew that last season George Russell had come away with 4 points, failing to stand out from the rest. 
That was already four points higher than Latifi, she couldn't help but think, a mocking smile on her face. 
“We’re here,” her teammate's voice brought her back to reality. 
The moment they walked through the door, a collegiate atmosphere engulfed them. Laughter, conversation, the smell of coffee and the sound of spoons banging on cups immediately gave her a headache. 
A glance at the clock on her phone. 9AM. An hour before the first free practice. She could allow herself a croissant or an apple, but no coffee. Throwing up during her first real F1 race would not make a good impression. No doubt about that. 
"George, over here mate!"
Lando Norris had been the one shouting: an orange blob in the middle of the black-clad staff. Beside him were Pierre Gasly and Daniel Ricciardo. All eyes turned to the newcomers and Astrée felt like dying at that very moment. 
So much for discretion. 
George grabbed her by the upper arm and dragged her – against her will, mind you – towards the trio who were too noisy for her taste. It was far too early to have that much energy, or had they taken too much coffee? 
“Nice to meet you, I'm Lando! This is Daniel and Pierre, whom you might know. You're both French.”
She restrained herself from saying that sharing a nationality with someone could not guarantee an acquaintance.
Of course, Astrée and Pierre had crossed paths before, at the FFSA Academy in Le Mans in particular, but always from a distance. He probably had better things to do than talk to a ten-year-old girl. 
“I know who you are, thank you.” The woman smiled, hoping that this one didn't look too fake. “Astrée Iraklidis, nice to meet you.”
Not really. In an hour, Twitter will ship me with one of you three.
“We know who you are,” Daniel laughed. “I don’t know if you noticed but you’re the talk of the town since you were announced as a reserve driver, but hey, you're not that anymore. Congratulations, by the way, and welcome to Formula One!”
“Thanks!” she smiled, frankly this time, always happy to be reminded of her achievement.
“The interviews weren't too annoying? It's bad enough that we get crappy questions, it must have been worse for you,” asked Pierre. 
“Well,” Astrée shrugged, “they just asked me what panties I was going to wear under my suit. You know, the usual.”
The three pilots winced as George sighed at the memory of the old man. Maybe he should have let her hit him. 
“Why don't they ask me that?” Lando complained. “I've invested in Calvin Kleins. With the price I paid for them, I’ll show them off in a heartbeat.”
Astrée laughed – to her great surprise – which she tried to hide by clearing her throat, but the four men saw right through her and smiled. 
It was obvious to them that the woman was reluctant to bond. 
In the WhatsApp group they all had – which she had yet to be added in – Sebastian Vettel had emphasised the importance of making her feel welcome and comfortable on the paddock. Since they were the same age, Lando had been given the task of breaking through the shell that surrounded her. 
The speed with which her face fell back into a neutral expression told him that this would be no easy task. 
“If you have a problem,” Daniel smiled at her, “you can come to me anytime.” 
“And if you get tired of speaking English, je suis là,” added Pierre. 
Before the woman could respond, George butted in.
“I'm sorry to interrupt, but we've been asked to return to the garage, Astrée. We have to get ready. It's nearly ten o'clock.”
The two of them said goodbye to the trio – who also decided to leave, seeming to remember that they too were expected somewhere – and went back to Williams’ to change. 
As she closed her white and blue jumpsuit up to her neck with one hand – a difficult task to execute with a helmet under her arm – the Englishman called out to her and asked her what she thought of the three drivers. 
“They are nice. It's hard to form an opinion. We only talked for a few minutes. But Daniel is very… sunshin-ey.”
She left it at that, her mind already focused on the free practice session. 
These went without a hitch. Astrée chose not to fully display her capacity, to even appear clumsy, taking some turns much too wide while still pushing the car to its limits so that the mechanics could make modifications if necessary. Elijah asked her what was going on – why was she driving like that when the practices in England had gone perfectly well? – but she didn't answer, knowing full well that all their communications were recorded, and sometimes even broadcasted live.
Make them think you are impressionable and fragile. They'll underestimate you and be more distracted, her mother had once told her, a wise piece of advice she was now following to the letter. It had worked in Formula 2, there was no reason why it couldn't work in the top category. 
To win, you had to know how to use all possible means. The other drivers’ internalized misogyny was one of the most effective tools. 
When she got out of her car, leaving the engineers and mechanics to do their job once she had given them her impressions – in particular on a problem on the left side of the front suspension – Astrée winced, already feeling the stress rise in her throat and roll up into an impossible-to-dislodge ball. 
In the garage, she put her helmet on the table intended for that purpose. As soon as that was done, the woman unzipped her suit and tied it around her waist, wanting at all costs to free her neck, which was already under strain from her growing anxiety. 
“I'm going to stretch my legs,” she signalled to Adam – she had finally remembered his name. 
Glances burnt the back of her head, but Astrée ignored them. In the midst of the constant hubbub of the paddock, between the cameras, team members, drivers, assistants and guests, she blended in and was forgotten for a while.  
Whispers tickled her ears as she passed by some of the journalists. 
“Astrée Iraklidis was disappointing during the free practices. If we don't ask the pilots to bring out the heavy artillery during these four hours, we ask them to have a minimum of knowledge on what they are doing. The number 95 didn't manage to show this.”
And then, that question. Always the same.
"Should women drive in F1?”
She deliberately scoffed loudly as she passed by the idiot who asked that. This had the desired effect as the journalist stammered. Not even his mask could hide his cheeks, which were flushed with embarrassment. A sly smile stretched her lips. Good. 
“Astrée! Hey! I believe we haven't talked yet?”
She turned around and almost collided with this stranger – a familiar one – much too close for her taste. Taking her step back, she immediately recognised the newcomer. The Dutch accent was quite a clue. 
Max Verstappen. 214 points last season. 3rd in the championship. A threat. Maybe even the worst of all. She was immediately suspicious. This reflected in her tense shoulders and calculating eyes. If the Dutchman noticed, he pretended not to. 
“Max, nice to meet you.” He shook her hand with great gusto and immediately began to speak again. His gestures and words followed each other at the same speed as he drove. Astrée felt dizzy. “I saw your free practice. I must say I'm a little disappointed because I've been watching your races since they announced your arrival. But it must be stage fright.”
“Probably.” 
“I think you could make up for it by accelerating more and playing with the gears a little.”
On Twitter, everyone was constantly talking about “maxplaining.” The woman didn't think she'd have to pay the price so soon, and on her own performance on top of that. 
“You could try to play more on the inside. In fact, for example, in the third turn, you took it much too wide, which made you lose a lot of time. And then...” The rest of his explanation soon became background noise.
He continued to follow her, not understanding that she was walking faster to lose him. 
God, give me the strength. 
“I'll do all that,” she finally cut him off. “Thank you for the valuable advice.”
He grinned brightly at her. 
For a man whose harsh attitude was a trademark, he didn't quite understand sarcasm. 
✩ April 17, 2021  
And then there was the adrenalin of qualifying, lulled by the voices of the commentators who paid special attention to her every move. 
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“All eyes are on number 95, of course! This is a historic moment, ladies and gentlemen. For the first time, a woman is taking part in the F1 World Championship!”
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“The Williams driver's debut seems rather complicated. She’ll have to realize we're not in F2 anymore if she wants a good place on the starting grid!”
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“Astrée advances in Q2, but it is clear the Frenchwoman seems to have some difficulties to find her marks.”
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“Look at this! Iraklidis seems to systematically take her corners too wide, which makes her lose valuable time. Is she trying to save energy and preserve her car for the race? Or is it simply a lack of skill?”
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“Astrée will not advance to Q3. It's a P11 for the Frenchwoman. Already very impressive for a first race, but it's still far from the capacities that Williams had made us hope for.”
Over the radio, Elijah's sizzling voice tried to reassure her: “If you don't get a point in the first race, it's not bad, it's even normal. Don't worry.”
“Oh, I'm not worried.” You could almost hear her smile. “P11 is fine. You have to give them a head start. It's not as much fun otherwise.”
This sentence was broadcasted live. Insults rained on Twitter. She ignored them all, high on adrenaline and confidence. 
She was going to show them that women could and should drive in F1.  
✩ April 18, 2021, 3PM. 
Blackout. Just flashes: the warm-up lap, the zigzags, left right, left right, her heart speeding up, the lights turning green. 
The first acceleration. 
Take advantage of the confusion during the first corner. 
The total absence of hesitation. 
The Tamburello, taken tightly. Three places already won. 
The routine that sets in.
The fear of all other drivers. 
The laps, one after the other. 
The nonstop overtaking. 
“Astrée Iraklidis seems to have woken up! It's like we’re witnessing a different driver. Look how fast this Williams is going! Was her hesitant attitude during qualifying just a decoy? It sure seems like it.”
“22 laps! 41 more to go!”
“Box,” said Elijah. “Tyre change.”
“Copy.”
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“It seems that Williams has chosen to favour the undercut. If Astrée risks losing time and places, she will get them back when the drivers in front of her also have to pit.”
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“The Williams pit crew was very effective on the stop. It’s as if the whole team is riding on the adrenaline that Iraklidis' performance triggers!”
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“George is DNF. He crashed with Bottas.” Elijah informed her. “You're on your own. Only 33 laps left.”
“Merde! Okay, copy.”
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“And now Iraklidis overtakes the two Ferraris in a stroke! What's going on?” The commentator laughed in glee. “Williams is putting on a great show, as Verstappen and Hamilton continue their fierce battle!”
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“The Williams is one place away from the podium! Only Lando Norris stands as a barrier between her and her goal. Will she succeed?”
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“Incredible! Iraklidis overtakes Norris in the very tight Tosa! It's clear that the new driver is not afraid of doing what must be done. It was a very risky move, especially with worn-out tyres and less grip. But the risk paid off! Now the number 95 will have to defend her position for ten laps and maybe – maybe! – chase an even higher standing!”
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“Only 5 laps to go and Iraklidis is still third! Four seconds ahead of Norris who seems to have been destabilised by his fall in the standings! Verstappen, on the other hand, seems untouchable with his 20 second lead over Hamilton!”
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And then, the liberation. 
“Max Verstappen wins the Emilia Romagna Grand Prix! Hamilton takes 2nd place while Iraklidis closes the podium! The first woman to do so! This is a historic moment, ladies and gentlemen!”
✩ April 18, 2021, 6PM. 
Finally, there was the podium, without its famous cooldown room and with a mask on.
They still gave the three pilots time to recover from their emotions and to discuss their race a little. Astrée immediately detached herself from the two men and threw herself on the water bottles, drinking the transparent gold greedily. It was without any delicacy that she wiped the few drops that had fallen on her chin, almost choking when she saw who was coming towards her. Her cheeks flushed within seconds and her hands began to tremble. 
If nothing else compared to the feeling of finishing third in her first ever Formula One race, meeting Lewis Hamilton was a close second. She'd never seen him up close and personal. The television didn't do justice to his beauty. 
Damn, what is his skincare routine? 
“The dermo-system range from Dior.”
“Huh?”
“My skincare routine. It's Dior.”
“What? I– OH! No! I mean... I– You know what? I'm gonna shut the fuck up,” she muttured, making him laugh. 
The Englishman was one of her idols, one of the figures who had taught her it was worth fighting for your dreams and that hard work was always rewarded. This was the first time he had spoken to her and she was thinking out loud in front of him. 
Idiote. 
“You were great earlier. I saw a couple of clips after the race. Your overtaking of Norris was impressive. Well done, not many people would have risked that in the Tosa, especially on their first race.”
Stay calm. Look normal. 
“I can't afford to make mistakes; I have to try risky things.”
“I get it. By the way, I'm Lewis,” he held out a tattooed hand, which she shook, secretly hoping hers wasn't sweaty. His eyes were crinkled. He was smiling. Even with the mask on, she could picture his teeth gap. 
Her whole face felt warm. Once again, she thanked the pandemic and its masks. 
“Astrée. It is truly an honour to meet you, and to be able to drive on the same track? Incredible.”
The woman left it at that, knowing full well that if she continued, she would end up saying something embarrassing. Fortunately, they were soon asked to go on the podium, Astrée first, to the sound of the teams’ applause only – no audience was allowed – but especially that of Williams employees, unused to seeing their drivers up there.  
Once the Dutch anthem finished playing and the trophies were distributed, the champagne flowed freely. Astrée was happy to pour the gold sparkling liquid over the other two and to be sprayed, sometimes running her tongue over her lips to catch a few drops. 
The taste of victory was delicious. 
No one paid any attention to it, but Astrée was not blind to the subtle shift in Max's attitude. Silent, avoiding her gaze, spraying Lewis more than her, he was far different from the one ready to give her advice the day before to help her in qualifying. 
The woman always found it funny how people's behaviour could change dramatically when they felt in danger, when they realized that she wasn't just a political statement. Even if he had been 20 seconds ahead of her today, he knew for sure that she could easily decrease the gap with a better starting position tomorrow. 
Astrée smirked.
She had won a fucking podium on her first ever race. Damn right, he should be afraid of her. 
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daddyhausen · 2 years ago
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told ya’ll i’d fuckin’ do it. if anything blame my beloved @wrestlezaynia
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{ warnings } — 18 + { minors do not interact }, mlm, friends to lovers handjobs, public sex, multiple orgasms, male orgasms submissive/dominant dynamic, anal sex, rough sex, penetrative sex, internal cumshots, anal creampie, cockwarming
{ word count } — 679
{ pairing } — kevin owens x sami zayn
{ genre } — smut
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“we can’t…” sami’s breath caught in his throat, his oesophagus tightening as his tried to force his moans back down. mouth running dry as kevin’s large palm pressed against his still-clothed cock. small whimpers left sami’s lips, pursed together in a thin line, still trying to desperately cling onto whatever sanity he had left, still avoiding eye contact with his best friend
“who says we can’t?” kevin’s voice rumbled with such a delicious baritone, one that only made itself known when only sami was present, and one that definitely warmed the younger canadian’s loins. it wasn’t the most secluded of settings, the seemingly empty hallways of an arena, surrounded but sparsely placed crates and boxes, barely large enough to shield the modesty of the two men.
kevin’s hand reached into sami’s sweatpants, softly beginning to stroke his half-hard cock, adoring the way sami’s whimpers bled from his parted lips at the slightest touch. sami was still reserved, afraid someone was catch the two of them, hesitant to succumb to the urges that had plagued him for months. he could not even hold a conversation with kevin without getting hard, poor thing would have to rub one out in the bathrooms afterward.
“w-what if someone sees us…?” sami stuttered his sentence through a choked moan, kevin’s hand now firmly wrapped around the base of sami’s shaft, managing to free it from the restraints of his sweatpants, admiring the sight of sami’s leaking cock, pre-cum dripping down the tip, coating kevin’s knuckles, the appendage so sensitive to his touch.
“then let them stare.” kevin’s lips captured sami’s with feverish kisses, the loose gym shorts kevin had been wearing now felt tight as his own erection pressed up against the thin fabric. he felt sami collapse into his chest, finally letting his guard down and letting those sinful urges take over.
“please…” sami whined, kevin’s grip on sami’s cock released, the red head breathed an exhilarated sigh as kevin pressed him up against the wall, his breath ghosting against the base of sami’s neck. kevin let a glob of spit pool in his palm, slowly beggining to stroke his cock with the makeshift lubricant. the two remained silent, kevin slipped inside sami with ease, feeling the tightness of the red head around his thick cock, instantly burying himself to the hilt with a breathless moan.
“oh fuck-“ kevin gasped through gritted teeth, beginning to move with short quick thrusts, now allowing sami a second to adjust to his size. kevin’s hand reached around once more, resuming its actions beforehand, stroking sami’s length. the sensation was almost too much to bare, sami’s eyes kept darting back and forth between the two ends of the hallway, hoping and praying that no one would dare walk in on the sight, although the thought was arousing he’d rather save himself the embarrassment of explaining.
“kev…you’re so big…” sami hummed, face pressed against the wall by kevin’s large palm, feeling himself about to buckle under the weight of his own orgasm, desperate chasing down his release. kevin gave a silent smirk, simply adoring how sami seemed to collapse completely under his touch.
sami had no need to announce his orgasm, more so he did not have enough time to react as his seed dripped down kevin’s knuckles, an act of which made a heat rise to sami’s already flushed cheeks. kevin merely hummed in response, sending his own orgasm nearing. his movement became rougher, more relentless, burying his size deep inside sami with reckless intent, determined to please the red head even further.
“fuckfuckfuck-“ sami panted, cock sensitive and overstimulated from kevin’s hand. kevin have a small, primal growl upon release, filling sami to the brim with his hot seed. remaining inside him for a moment, kevin adored the way sami’s cum leaked down his tattooed knuckles, bringing his fingers up to his lips in order to taste his new-found lover’s seed, shuddering with delight as the sweet taste mingled with his tastebuds. sami peered behind him for a moment, meeting kevin’s gaze, sami’s muscles twitching lightly with exhaustion
“please…again…”
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the-banana-0verlord · 1 year ago
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Hello! My name is Lilian the Banana(Lilian not my real name though) and you’ve tumbled across my blog! I am writer who specialises in X Readers, especially for the anime game Twisted Wonderland. I can write for other fandoms if requested, although my requests are closed as for now. The fandoms I write for other than Twst are:
🌻 Demon Slayer/Kimetsu No Yaiba 🌻 Obey Me! 🌻 Link Click 🌻 Nevermore(on webtoon) 🌻The dark Lord's confession(also on webtoon) 🌻Revolutionary girl utena Now this is what i will write about mainly: 🌻 Angst, fluff 🌻 Yandere 🌻 Male and female characters, although mainly male characters 🌻 crack fics And now what I won’t write under any circumstances:  🌻 NSFW, smut(please keep in mind I am a minor) 🌻 Some specific characters in the fandoms listed(ex: Zenitsu or Rollo Flamm) 🌻  Characters under 14(unless it’s platonic) 🌻 Male readers (as I am a female, i always write with f!reader in mind, even though I mostly write gender-neutral reader to include everyone, but writing a specifically male reader is not possible for me) Here is my masterlist, containing everything I’ve wrote. I’m also running a long term Dracula x F!Reader fanfiction on Quotev moots list Lilian and Mallilian Aus masterlist Oc Masterlist Drawing box Where to find me on various platforms
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🌻 My pronouns are she/her/they/them and I’m aroace 🌻 I am a scorpio 🌻 I am a French Canadian from Quebec 🌻 My hobbies other than writing are drawing and making puzzles 🌻 My favorite character in Twst is Malleus, with Deuce and Jamil following closely 🌻I’m fifteen 🌻My favorite aesthetics are light and dark academia + cottagecore
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jtargaryen18 · 2 years ago
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Scenting Their Prey
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Scenting Their Prey
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Words: 4.5k
Story Rating: Explicit, 18+ only
Warnings: Kidnapping, captivity, drugging, explicit sex, non-con, dub-con, oral (fr), A/B/O dynamics.
Relationships: Alpha!Tony Stark x Omega!Reader, Alpha!Bucky Barnes x Omega!Reader
Summary: As an Omega, you had control of your life and your choices. Until you didn't...
A/N: This is for @ironlady1993's I love you 3000 Challenge and it's VERY late. I'm so sorry. The next and final part will post this week. Bucky's turn. Thank you so much!🙏
Tags are a mess. If you aren't tagged, it's not intentional. I'm working on another way to get word out.
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"You're just letting me go?" you asked.
"Wait by the gate," one of the soldiers told you.
He motioned you toward a simple farmer's gate that broke up the barbed wire fence that stretched out as far as the eye could see. That the man stood slightly in front of the others told you he was the leader. All of them dressed in black tactical gear, all holding rifles except for the one who spoke to you. His was slung across his back.
Your heart raced as you timidly did as you were told. You shivered in the chilly autumn breeze.
Beyond that rusted gate was an open field with a forest at its edge. There were no visible guards beyond the gate: just wide-open spaces, freedom.
You swallowed hard. It couldn't be that easy, could it?
When the northern states began invading the southern border of Canada, everyone knew why. Omega birth rates in the US had been dropping for the last twenty-five years, causing the land of the free to resurrect some very archaic restrictions on the few they had. The alpha population, on the other hand, flourished.
But despite all their twisted efforts, very few omegas were born in the US over the last two decades.
It started with a rash of disappearances. It didn't take long for the media to ascertain that every one of those missing young Canadians was an omega. Once the invasions started in small border towns, the politicians got involved. A war between the two nations would be declared at any time.
None of it helped the omegas caught in the crosshairs. Not yet. One by one, the border towns were invaded. The younger omegas were rounded up and taken into custody. The stories were all over social media. The kidnap victims, male and female, were illegally transported into the US and auctioned off to alphas for vast sums of money.
Your town had been invaded. They'd plucked you out of your life along with all the other young omegas in your community, mated and unmated. You were kept in a makeshift prison on the outskirts of town for the last few weeks, kept company by armed guards.
The facility was run like a prison. All of you were fed three meals a day and allowed a daily shower. But there was no communication with the outside world. No television, internet, or smartphones. You got an hour in a community room each evening after dinner. They provided jigsaw puzzles, craft baskets, and a handful of books. All the books were educational, written to educate omegas on what to expect during heat cycles, nesting, mating and bonding, birth, and parenthood.
The writing was on the wall. You were all held captive, deprived of the suppressants most of you took to control your biology. You were all like death row inmates, waiting for the permanent death of your freedom. It was only a matter of time before you found yourself shipped off to America for auction to some unknown wealthy alpha to claim.
That's why you were so confused now.
With your heart flying, you glanced over your shoulder to see another omega from your town standing in the place where you'd been standing before. She looked as confused as you felt. Both of you wearing the camouflage-colored sweatshirts and jeans they handed out this morning. The boots they gave you were too small, squeezing your toes.
You waited by the gate, exhaling a shaky breath.
What was going to happen next?
The leader marched in your direction, stopping in front of you. The man towered over you, his gaze hard. The subtle scent of him told you he was a beta. All of the guards were.
You froze when he pulled out a small pistol. In the blink of an eye, he pressed it to the side of your neck. You flinched when he pulled the trigger, felt a sharp pinch. Then it burned. What had he shot you with?
"I'm going to open the gate," he said meaningfully. "And you're going to run across the field to the woods. If you stop running, you'll be shot."
Oh, shit.
"Once you get to the woods, you're on your own," he went on. "If you can find your way out of those woods, you're free."
Free, huh? You didn't buy it. They wouldn't have invaded your town, taken you captive, and held you for weeks just to let you go. What was going on here?
With an efficiency that was startling, he lifted the latch on the gate and pulled it open.
"Run!" he yelled.
Your body sprang into action despite the thoughts swirling around in your head, despite the burn spreading out from your neck. You sprinted out of the gate, running like hell for the woods to avoid being shot. You were winded by the time you reached the woods. Your activity had been very limited since they took you.
Fear wouldn't allow you to look back. You paused for a beat to catch your breath and then you began wandering the woods. Something told you the offer was too good to be true, that you wouldn't be allowed to just wander out of the woods to freedom. But if there was any chance you could find a way to free yourself...
You scanned the area around you wildly at first. Did you know this place? Was it close to home?
You made your way through the woods, but nothing looked familiar. As the line of trees where you'd entered the forest got farther away, you came to realize how dense and deep these woods were.
You weren't watching where you were going and collided hard with someone. Your heart flew as you stared at another captive from the facility where you'd been kept. Her eyes were wide in alarm.
"Watch it!" she hissed.
"Sorry."
When you started to go about your way, she grabbed you by the sleeve and hauled you back with her behind a huge tree trunk. You looked at her in question.
"They are hunting us," she whispered loud enough for you to hear. "Don't you get it?"
 Hunting?
 "What?" you mouthed.
She leaned close, getting in your ear. "There are alphas hunting us," she said. "It's just a game to them."
You stared at her in horror as you moved back. You didn't miss the perspiration on her brow, her labored breathing. Her scent was strong around both of you. Climbing warmth spread out from your neck to the rest of you. Now that you'd paused, you became aware of it. Your fear escalated as your hand flew up to cover where he'd shot you.
"What did they give us?" you asked.
The other omega glared. "What do you think?"
With horror, you realized what they'd done.
"My heat is coming on fast," she said. "Yours will too. If we stay together, the scents will be too concentrated. They'll find us easily."
You knew she was right, but your heart sank. You'd just found someone else in your situation. It would have been nice to work together, find a way out of the woods.
If you ever did. If you even could.
"Go!" she said, and you started moving.
Even though it was a cool autumn day, you were hot and it was getting worse. Your mind spun as you tried to move quickly but quietly. How many of you were they sending out? How many alphas were looking for the lot of you? What was going to happen?
You struggled to breathe through your nose, to watch where you stepped. There was a chance you'd make it out, right? Could you survive this without being found by some arrogant American alpha? You needed to keep track of your direction. Glancing up in desperation, you were looking for the position of the sun through the canopy of trees.
And that's when you spotted him.
The man perched high up in a tree, dressed in black tactical gear like the soldiers at the facility except one of his sleeves was shiny, threaded with gold. Is that how the alphas are dressed? Brown hair that just touched his shoulders framed his face.The bottom half of that face was concealed by a black mask and steely blue eyes watched you intently above it. Crouching in the tree, you couldn't tell how big he was. You hoped he wasn't fast.
You sprinted away, racing through the forest as fast you could and praying you wouldn't trip and fall. You heard him hit the ground hard. Your heart threatened to beat its way out of your chest as you just kept going, hoping he hurt himself in the fall.
The heavy sounds of his footfalls came up behind you fast. A strong arm grabbed the back of your sweatshirt and swung you around. You were shoved back against a tree hard, knocking the wind from your lungs. The edge of your vision faded to black to see the man in front of you, his blue eyes lit up in determination. He held you to the tree by your neck. When you tried to pry his hand off, you found it was unnaturally hard. It wasn't a shiny sleeve. It was a metal arm.
The man plucked the black mask off his face, dropping it to the ground as he leaned in and pressed his face into your scent glands. He took another whiff of you as you trembled in his grasp. His own scent invaded your senses: deep plum, leather, and winter forest. The scent of him pushed the growing flames burning inside you higher, your thighs clenched together, and moisture flooded your panties. Was it the chemical they gave you to provoke a heat cycle? Would you have reacted to him anyway?
Even so, he was a head taller than you with wide shoulders and long muscular limbs. His intent gaze burned into you as he held you there, struggling in his grip. You jerked as his flesh hand grabbed the waist of your jeans, plucking them open before sliding down into your panties. Your range of movement was limited as he held you by the neck against the tree. No matter how much you twisted and squirmed, you couldn't keep his seeking fingers from sliding through your heated folds on all the slick your body was producing. The slight smile that curved his mouth filled you with dread as he pulled his hand free of your denim.
All you could do was stare when he brought those fingers up to his mouth, his lips and tongue cleaning them. His low hum was a deep sound that you felt in every inch of your body. Some dark intent lit up those dark blue eyes as he focused on you.
But he wasn't saying anything.
In a flash, he threw you over his right shoulder, held in place with his flesh hand. He started moving and your stomach lurched as the woods flew past you at an unnatural speed. Your hands clutched the back of his jacket, the black leather cold under your fingers. You spotted another girl from your confinement, running from another alpha. The omega who told you what happened was further into the woods on her hands and knees, being fucked from behind by the alpha who caught her.
Adrenaline spiked your growing fear. You didn't even try to fight the beast of a man who had you. What was wrong with you?
Planting your hands on his back, you pushed off hard and fast. It worked because you surprised him, landing on the ground with a thump behind him. Pain seared your knees and elbows as you scrambled up. Now if you could be fast enough in getting away.
You dashed off, screaming when another man darted out from behind a tree and caught you in his arms. The one who held you wasn't as tall as the other man, but you could feel the muscular wall of his chest under your fingers as he held onto you. Unlike the first one, he wore a deep burgundy sweater and jeans like he was just walking through the woods. His scent was an intoxicating blend of ash, iron, and molten lava. You fought to breathe, unable to prevent yourself from pressing your face into his neck and taking a deep breath of the alpha's essence.
"Thank you, Barnes," he said, his hold on you tightening. "I'll see you back at the cabin."
Planting your hands on that chest, you tried to push back, to free yourself. This alpha with his perfectly coiffed dark hair, goatee, and deep hazel eyes chuckled as he held onto you with ease.
"Feisty," he said, startling you when he fastened a heavy metal device around your wrists with a speed that was scary. "I like it."
"No." The man behind you growled the word. You felt the heat of him behind you, his scent invaded your senses and went to your head. "She's mine."
The other alpha stiffened against you.
"Ah, no," he said confidently. "She's the one I picked out. I showed you, remember? I realize you're on the edge of a rut, buddy. But this one is mine. Go find your own."
Barnes' low growl sent a spike of fear through you. Would he accept that?
To you, the alpha who cuffed you said, "Start walking. You get more than three feet away from me and those cuffs are going to get very uncomfortable."
What?
You sped up, trying to dash away. Electric pulses sent searing pain up your arms. The pain was so acute, it took your breath away. It momentarily overpowered the biological process they'd artificially induced in you. And that was saying something.
Grabbing your elbow, he urged you to walk along next to him, in no particular hurry. A smirk formed on his handsome face as he pulled you along in the forest. You were afraid of what it might mean. You were so overwhelmed by everything, you cooperated. You didn't want to feel the pain again.
And Barnes couldn’t take you away from him without causing you a lot of pain. He wouldn’t, would he?
The lewd sounds of coupling were all around you, a macabre symphony of domination that pushed your fears higher. They were also making the powerful craving building in your body so much worse. The slick  soaked your panties, your jeans, clinging to you in a sticky mess. Your core was aching, and your thighs were starting to tremble. You hadn't been given bras and the scrape of your sweatshirt against your tight nipples was impossible to ignore.
The one he'd called Barnes wasn't trying to stop you. Was he still back there? Had he gone to find another omega? It was hard to tell over the sounds of coupling and hard to focus on with waves of heat and need pulsing through your body.
As your heart raced and your breath came faster, you saw the edge of the forest ahead. He'd mentioned a cabin to Barnes. Did that mean he didn't intend to claim you in the woods? If you were now going to belong to this alpha, was he sparing you at least that indignation?
A few feet from the break in the trees, the alpha stopped you. Walking around in front of you, his gaze on your plucked-open jeans. His smile widened.
"This will make him insane," he said, reaching in and gripping your panties. They were so wet there wasn't even a rending sound as he ripped them from you, pulling them free of your jeans. Humiliation had you dropping your gaze as he brought them up to his nose. "Fucking perfect."
Why did he want to make Barnes insane?
A low whine escaped you as your pussy lips absorbed the pain of that extraction. Craving more. The alpha's expression held a touch of sympathy.
"Not much farther," he said, dropping your underwear to the forest floor. He's leaving them for the other alpha? Why? A display of dominance? "We'll take good care of you. I promise."
It wasn't lost on you that he said we.
When you emerged from the woods, at a different point than you'd entered them, you saw more armed soldiers. Another drove up in an open black cart, nodding to the alpha as he pulled you toward it.
"Everything has been arranged, Mr. Stark,"
 "Thank you," he muttered.
Helping you in first, he climbed into the driver's seat, and off you went. It was a short drive until you reached what looked like an expensive resort. Yes, all the buildings were styled as rustic log cabins. But as you got closer, you saw that they were upscale and luxurious with huge shimmering windows and other fancy architectural touches that would have been expensive. If you hadn't been cramping so badly, you might have appreciated the sprawling resort.
As it was, you were in a lot of discomfort bordering on pain. By the time he pulled into the garage of the largest cabin you would see, you were shaking. The heat they'd forced on you made you desperate. The scent of him next to you had your mouth watering. You were ready to crawl into the alpha's lap even as your mind was screaming at you to fight and resist.
Reaching over, he freed you from the cuffs. His fingers felt so good as they soothed the flesh marked by the metal. His heated gaze was intent on you.
"They dosed you good, didn't they? Have you ever been through a heat before?" he asked.
“Alone,” you said, tears gathering. Frustration burned your body while your mind was spinning.
“I’m Tony. And I know you don’t think so right now,” he told you, “but you will have a good life with me. Our cubs will have a good life. You won’t want for anything.”
Dropping your head, steeling yourself against the ache, you managed to mutter, “freedom.”
“Freedom?” Tony said, his chuckle was a deep, rich sound. “You haven’t even experienced freedom yet. But you will.”
With impressive speed, he dashed around the cart and scooped you out, carrying you bridal style into the luxurious cabin. Your face pressed into his neck, breathing him in. The heat and strength of him were compelling, had you grinding your thighs together in agony.
The huge bedroom was warm, cozy. The fireplace next to the bed held a bright flame adding its glow to the soft lighting. The bedding looked sumptuous and soft. The extra blankets neatly folded on the bed had your mind spinning, wishing you’d had time in advance to work with those blankets. Get everything just right.
A cart on the other side of the bed, loaded with food. There was a basket of fruit and a small stack of protein bars. There were sweets too with cookies and pastries. The small cooler next to it was filled with ice, bottles of water.
Tony was careful in placing you on the huge bed. Smoothing a hand over your cheek, his eyes were kind. But there was something… some mischief. What was happening? He’d went to all the trouble to pluck you out of the forest.
A quick glance around the room and he sighed. “I think we’re all set.”
You were panting, a hand down in your jeans. You were burning alive from the inside and your desperate fingers on your clit couldn’t bring you relief. Your tears were bitter. Your life was being stolen by an obviously wealthy American alpha. You’d been thrown into heat against your will. Heat swallowed you. Your throat was parched.
Were you even going to survive this?
“Let’s make you more comfortable,” Tony purred, grabbing the hem of your sweatshirt and pulling it over your head. His gaze roamed over your breasts, his smile widening. He lifted a hand, barely touching one tight nipple with his fingertips.
That simple touch pulled a desperate whine from you.
“It’s okay.” That hand slid down over your ribs and darted into your jeans. When his fingers pushed in around yours and found your clit, you thought you were going to explode. You froze, taking in the delicate way he was tracing circles around that tiny bundle of nerves at your center. His lips chained kisses along your neck, the light scratch of his beard made you shiver. “You really are perfect.”
Tony moved to push your jeans down and you were frantic to help him, managing to shed the shoes and socks you wore too. His hands skimmed over your thighs as you did, the rough pads of his fingers making your crazy and surprising you all at once. Why would a wealthy alpha has rough hands?
When you were fully revealed to him, he wrapped a hand around the back of your neck, pulling you into him for a kiss. Every part of your body was on fire, aching. It didn’t speed him up. He took his time, claiming your mouth with a seeking kiss. He enticed you, tasted your lips. When he eased back, you just stared.
“What are you doing?” Your voice sounded desperate to your own ears.
Tony chuckled. “In a weird way, I’m reinstating Prima Nocta.”
You had no idea what that meant, and you didn’t care. Taking you in his arms, he took both of you further up the bed, into the small mountain of pillows at the top. His lips blazed a path over your jaw, down to your chest. When his mouth closed around one of your nipples, it was all you could do not to scream. You choked it back, losing your mind as the tip of his tongue danced around that tight little peak.
“Don’t hold back,” he whispered around it. “I want to hear you.”
You gasped as he moved down your body, his mouth cleaning the slick from the tender flesh of your inner thighs. Your hands shook as your fingers sank into his hair. You parted your legs for him, closer now to getting the relief you needed. When he got his mouth on you, you screamed long and loud. While his tongue strummed your clit with precision when it wasn’t exploring your folds, you were howling wantonly in the quiet of the cabin.
You begged for relief, pleaded for more. The alpha held you open for him easily, humming into your flesh until you thought you’d blow apart. You came the first time just from that vibration. Tony brought you off the second time on his tongue.
Tony lifted from you, pulling the sweater he wore off and revealing a dazzling display of muscles. But there were so many scars, including a nasty looking one right at the center of his chest. You were about to reach out and trace it with a finger, but he caught your chin in his hand and made you meet his gaze.
“Present for me,” he said. Not an order but a sensual request.
And you scrambled to get on all fours for him, facing the pile of pillows at the end of the bed. Tony’s hand caressed your ass, and he pressed a kiss to your shoulder.
“Let’s turn you around,” he whispered.
Whatever you want. You turned to face the huge picture window at the other end of the huge room. The sun was setting and smearing the sky in vivid red and orange, almost dark. You dropped down to your elbows, whining a little as you did to let him know you were still in need. The two orgasms you already had took the edge off, but everything still hurt.
You’d had a couple of lovers, betas, who you’d been happy with for a time. They’d been good lovers. You’d never been with an alpha. Tony slid easily into your weeping entrance. But the size of him… You gasped as he reached the end of you, your walls trembling to stretch around him. You wondered how it would feel when you weren’t in heat.
At the moment, it was bliss. His hands gripped your hips tightly and he began to move in you, knowing what you needed. His cock pounded into you once he established a rhythm, making you fight to stay in place for him. Your slick walls tried in vain to grip him, the slide tightening the grip lust had on you, spinning your senses.
The first howl you heard was on the edge of your awareness. It might have been Tony. It could have been you. But as Tony fucked you, the heat and lust consumed you. Your fingers clawed at the lavish bedding beneath you while your body craved more. Your heart slammed in your chest, in time with his powerful thrusts. You were panting, whining. By the time you were coming again, sensation overwhelmed you, coursing through your veins.
You dropped your head, a slave to your biology as Tony worked you from behind. You braced for him to reach his release, to knot you.
Yet, even in your chaotic state, you noticed he wasn’t in a frenzy as you were. Tony’s movements and breathing were controlled. His grip was firm but not demanding. While the string of orgasms helped quench the out-of-control flames of your heat, he wasn’t as desperate as you were.
Did he find you lacking? If you didn’t satisfy him, would you be sent back to the woods? The facility where you’d been kept for weeks?
Would they let you live?
Grabbing your hair, Tony pulled your head back up and holding you there. The move put the picture window in your view. The sun was sinking beneath the horizon and its dying rays offered enough light to see his shadow outside the window.
You saw the silhouette of the first alpha who caught you and it both terrified and excited you.
When his metal hand struck the window, cracking the glass beneath his fist, you came hard.
“Fuck yeah,” Tony growled behind you.
The world spun for you and Tony released your hair. His grip on your hips was iron-hard, almost hurt. Tony doubled down then, coming inside you as the echoes of your release went on and on until everything went black.
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beheaded-sweets · 1 year ago
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Uh- well as the description says, my little sideblog here is for mostly yandere Genshin blurbs and a few requests-
I already have two writing blogs (1 main + 1 side) so I made this just to keep things organized- otherwise everything would be a mess-
Basic DNI criteria (I'm assuming people know the basic simple things), I'm not too strict on people interacting with me as long as they aren't weird or just rude- note: I am a minor
Masterlist
About Me:
I'll just go by Seriko on this blog- cuz I don't want anyone from my other blogs to find me help-
Minor - 16
Japanese + American-Canadian (1/2, 1/4, 1/4)
Pan- gender idk just whatever ig
INTJ/ENTJ (I was like 52% I and 48% E so I like to say ANTJ for ambivert cuz I have traits for both help-)
ADHD
My favourite region is Inazuma- a little obv ngl
I didn't play Genshin for a while. I stopped playing at like 3.0, but I'm back at it again because a friend of mine begged me to sacrifice my storage
My favourite characters rn are: Childe, Scaramouche (No I don't call him Wanderer), Wriothesley, and Beidou
The biggest fucking nerd for classical music and composers
I WILL SHITPOST + POST ABOUT RANDOM THINGS
About My Writing:
Mostly Yandere writer- just cuz I'm good at it than anything else
No smexy time bcs I'm gonna get cancelled if I even tried- so yeah no not happening.
I'm not one to write long stories or pieces in general- just because my organization can get shitty- really shitty. I try to keep it at headcanons, blurbs, and longer pieces are like 1k-3k depending on the matter. If I know the plot isn't bad I could probably write more honestly.
My writing does have topics like manipulation, blood, murder and you know- the things you would perhaps see in anything yandere related. If you don't like this then please take your leave because I do try to ensure I put warnings down for everything.
Unless specifically requested for male or female MC I keep my MC genderneutral-
I'll take like 3 requests at a time- since as you know, I have 2 other blogs and I have like...25 requests in total on my main. So I think you can understand the low number. That being said, it might take me a while- depending on how busy I am on my main and my life.
A few guidelines in case someone requests something:
Please put detail if you can- it makes the writing process faster and makes my planning easier, and more well-defined.
This isn't needed, but just so I have a better idea- put like a horror rating of 1-10. On my main ppl have asked me to go heavier on the horror and I'm not sure how far I should go- so just cuz. Yes, it is absolutely ok to put a 1.
For characters coded children will only be written platonically (Ex. Qiqi, Diona)- this doesn't include the teens (Ex. Razor, Xiangling)
I've like barely touched Sumeru lore surprisingly and haven't watched gameplay of the main quests so- I need to catch up really badly. That being said, any Sumeru characters I will research heavily before I dare write for them.
Put either romantic or platonic on your requests please- otherwise I will hold myself back on the romantic and barely write anything remotely romantic- (my main has caused me a lot of weird habits help-)
This isn't the biggest thing- but if you want to specify fic, headcanons, blurb, please do so!
Extra:
If you want to talk to a random writer then go ahead- I'm an avid chatterbox!
Brainrot is brainrot. Give me or I will choke it out of you /j
I love mutuals- so if you wanna be a mutual sure- please do interact with me a few times before tho just so we aren't complete strangers-
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tbz-dalia · 2 years ago
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Dalia Kim or Kim Kyungmi (korean: 김 경미; born September 1st, 1997), known professionally by her stage name Dalia, is a fictional Canadian-Korean rapper and model. She debuted in the co-ed group The Boyz in December 2017 under Cre.Ker Entertainment.
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Disclaimer: This work is purely fictional and does not represent any idols real personality or action. Please consider this while reading all of my work. Thank you and have fun.
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Basics
Profile | Appearance | Aesthetic | Style | Facts & Habits | Quotes | Dorm Room | Phone | Love Language | Added Characters |
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The Boyz | Family | Company Artists | Staff | OCs | Female Friends | Male Friends | Ships | Her Crushes | Crushing on Her | Dating |
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A/N: If you want to check out my other Kpop Additions, here is the link to my Masterlist. My original account is @i-am-confused-about-life, if you want to check that out. Have fun!
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Disclaimer: All the pictures are from Pinterest and are not mine. Credit to the owners. ©︎ tbz-dalia - all rights reserved. do not copy, repost, or translate my work on Tumblr or other platforms.
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softxsuki · 2 years ago
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Hi, congrats on 1000 subs! ♡
BTW I'm sorry if there is any mistakes it's my first time requesting and english isn't my first language.
1.My pronouns: he/they
2.Fandom: attack on titan, obey!me and tokyo revengers
3.Gender I prefer be match-up with: male characters
4.Romantic match-up
5.I'm ENTP
6.I don't know a lot about Zodiac sign but I'm Taurus
7.Someone understanding, patient but that is ready to put me back on the right track, someone who I can talk to about something I like and listen to me, communication, having fun, have high morals
8.I don't really have one but longs hairs are nice
9.I joke around a lot, I'm really mature emotionally, I have high morals but I still know when it reaches a limit, I always try my best to understand and support others while keeping up boundaries or/and a reminder to go back and what the person needs other than talk, I'm an ambivert, I also like to play around when I'm not telling jokes, I can be loud sometimes and repeat a lot
10.I love reading, sleeping, explore new things, I have a liking for science
11.I worked in retail, I graduated highschool in 2022 and I'm in cegep where I'm studying to go to university in 2 years (I study french litterature) , my room is my safe place, my bsf and is my favorite person, I have a lot of siblings, I have ADHD, I have glasses, I want to become a teacher, I have a good friend group not to big but it's not just 1-2 people, I'm half Canadian/Italian, I have a lot of issues like anxiety, depression things like that
12. For AOT I would like what they do when our anxiety gets bad, for Obey!Me I would like what they do when you have a fight with your family and for tokyo revengers what they do when you overwork yourself because of school
Thanks a lot have a great day/night! ♡☆
1000 Follower Event Matchup #19
This event is CLOSED. You can see the masterlist here.
Note: Yup here you are :) sorry for taking so long. Hope you enjoy.
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I match you with: ARMIN, LUCIFER, and MITSUYA
Runner-ups are: Jean, Beel, Draken
Armin:
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I think Armin would be a great match with you
He’s caring and intelligent; definitely checks your box of being understanding and patient
You can talk to him about literally anything and he’ll give you the best advice to help you get through your worst moments
He loves how you hold yourself and I think in a way you’d both benefit from each other
You help him open up more and he keeps you grounded
What does he do when your anxiety gets bad?
He’ll take you somewhere where there aren’t a lot of people so it’s just the two of you
He’d hold your hand and probably tell you stories of the world outside the walls, a world of freedom that has scenes of beautiful things you’d never seen within the walls
Really just wants to calm you down and distract your mind from your anxious thoughts
Sneaks you some of your favorite food and watches you happily once you’re feeling more calm 
Lucifer:
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Is this a shocking choice?
Idk but I think you’d be cute together 
Luci loves having long conversations with you, he’s loves how your mind works and you always manage to keep him thinking and viewing things in a different way
He loves the way your glasses look on you, he thinks they make you look extra studious and cute (he also wears glasses whenever he’s in his office so you match!)
What does he do when you have a fight with your family? 
He instantly provides you with a space place with him
You’re from the human world and if you’re ever there when you have a fight with you parents, he appears before you instantly and takes you away to the Devildom with him
You’re his special person, he won’t tolerate anyone bringing you down, even if it was your parents
Once you think things through though he’s be ready to take you back home so you can sort things out
He’s ready to step in if things get out of control again 
Mitsuya: 
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And lastly I think Mitsuya would be a great match with you as well
He’s super understanding and patient, I think he manages to understand what you want to say or so without you ever having to say anything…he just knows 
He’s your biggest supporter through everything, including your dream to become a teacher one day
Mitsuya is always encouraging you and can’t wait to see you with your own classroom filled with students one day. 
What does he do when you overwork yourself? 
Well if he sees you constantly studying without taking breaks he shows up at your place and forces you to relax for a bit
He’s pull your books aside and have you focus on something else for a while, whether it he on him or getting out out there house for a few minutes 
The last thing he wants is for you to harm yourself while studying, everything needs a break to do well. Overworking will just hold you back and make you sick overtime 
So Mitsuya makes sure to keep an eye on you at all times (not in an overwhelming way, but he watches over you to make sure you’re doing well and keeping a healthy balance of studying and relaxing time) 
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EVENT REQUESTS ARE CLOSED
REGULAR REQUESTS ARE OPEN
Posted: 6/2/2023
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gloomy0x0phantom · 1 year ago
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『 01 』 NAVIGATION.
masterlist // rules // ao3
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『 02 』 ABOUT ME.
Boo ! I’m Phantom, but you can also call me Gloomy! I’m French Canadian, my pronouns are she/her and I’m 24 years old.
୨♡୧ When I write (y/n)... I don't put myself in (y/n)'s place, rather I put a version of myself in (y/n)'s place, a sort of OC. Sometimes I read fics and think "I'd never do that!", but the OC of myself can do it, since her personality is based on the one the author chooses ♡
୨♡୧ When you read my fics... it's important to remember that I write, mostly, for myself. I write scenarios that occupy my mind, so (y/n) is based on "me". However, I try to keep the character's physique neutral to help you immerse yourself in the story! That said, all my (y/n) are women, they're smaller than all the love interests and they have hair.
୨♡୧ When you finish reading my fics... and like the post/leave a comment/reblog, you have no idea how much that makes my day! The attention you give me motivates me to keep going ♡ If I don't respond to your post, there's a chance I saw it, but forgot to reply '-'
୨♡୧ When I haven't updated a fanfic in a while... You can send me a private message and ask me where I'm at with the next chapter! Who knows, maybe you'll be treated to a little teaser ~
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『 03 』 QUESTION&ANSWER.
⋆★⋆ Can you translate my fics? Yes, absolutely! Don't forget to ask and credit me! ⋆★⋆ Can you draw a fanart based on my fics? YES YES YES. And I want to see it! ⋆★⋆ Can you post my fics to adapt it to a male or trans reader? Yes, but you must ask me before posting and ONLY change the pronouns/physical references. You can't add sentences, you can't change dialogue, everything has to stay the same, except the gender of the reader. And of course, I want to be credited. ⋆★⋆ Why do I allow minors to read my smut? Because I started reading smut when I was a teenager. I spent many nights fangirling in my bed, discovering my sexuality through the many fics and learning important things like consent and the importance of pleasure. My parents and school weren't very good at teaching me these topics, so I thank the many authors who shaped my knowledge of sex ♡ ⋆★⋆ Why do I change my theme regularly? Because I'm indecisive ♡
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『 04 』 LIST OF UPCOMING SERIES/HEADCANONS/ONE-SHOTS.
Dracule Mihawk + sex pollen
Dracule Mihawk NSFW alphabet
Dracule Mihawk + temporarily blind!Reader (multiple chapters)
Sanji + mysterious!Reader (multiple chapters)
Christmas with the straw hat pirates (platonic)
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beautifulfaaces · 5 years ago
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Male Canadians Masterlist
2000s
Charles Vandervaart
Christian Martyn
Drew Davis
Finn Wolfhard
Grayson Maxwell Gurnsey
Jakob Davies
Mason McKenzie
D’Pharaoh Woon-A-Tai
Valin Shinyei
90s
A.J. Saudin
Adam DiMarco
Adonis Bosso
Alex Ferris
Alex Zaichkowski
Alexander Calvert
Alexander Eling
Alexander Ludwig
Andre Dae Kim
Antonio Marziale
Atticus Mitchell
Avan Jogia
Austin MacDonald
Brandon Jay McLaren
Brendan Meyer
Brennan Clost
Brett Dier
Burkely Duffield
Calum Worthy
Cameron Bright
Charlie Gillespie
Cody Kearsley
Connor Jessup
Connor Price
Damian Romeo
Daniel Diemer
Daniel Doheny
DeShaun Clarke
Devon Bostick
Drew Ray Tanner
Dylan Everett
Dylan Playfair
Eric Osborne
Gabriel Darku
Gage Munroe
Jesse Carere
Jordan Connor
Kai Bradbury
Lamar Johnson
Landon Liboiron
Mason Temple
Owen Best
Rhys Matthew Bond
Richard Harmon
Rico Paris
Shane Harte
Théodore Pellerin
Zac Vran
Zachary Gibson
80s
Adam Butcher
Andrew Bachelor
Antoni Porowski
Argiris Karras
Arleo Dordar
Beau Mirchoff
Benjamin Breault
Ben Hollingsworth
Bronson Pelletier
Chad Connell
Cory Monteith
Dan Beirne
Darren Mann
Douglas Smith
Drew Seeley
Erik Knudsen
Francois Arnaud
Godfrey Gao
Jedidiah Goodacre
Jeffrey Bowyer-Chapman
Joseph Cannata
Justin Chatwin
Kristopher Turner
Kyle Schmid
Madison Smith
Marc André Grondin
Manny Jacinto
Marshall Williams
Mike Lobel
Neal Bledsoe
Niall Matter
Niels Schneider
Noel Fisher
Nolan Gerard Funk
Patrick J. Adams
Randal Edwards
Raymond Ablack
Robbie Amell
Stephen Amell
Steve Lund
Yani Gellman
70s
Aaron Ashmore
Adam Beach
Aden Young
Adrian Holmes
Alessandro Juliani
Allan Hawco
Andrew Walker
Brendan Fehr
Brendan Penny
Brennan Elliott
Chris William Martin
Christian Campbell
Colin Lawrence
Dan Payne
David Julian Hirsh
Demore Barnes
Diego Klattenhoff
Dion Johnstone
Ennis Esmer
Joshua Jackson
Jonathan Scarfe
JR Bourne
Kris Holden-Reid
Michael Torontow
Michael Shanks
Patrick Sabongui
Paulo Costanzo
Ryan Reynolds
Scott Speedman
Shawn Ashmore
Tyler Labine
Wesley French
Yanic Truesdale
Zane Holtz
60s
Bruce Ramsay
David Sutcliffe
Elias Koteas
James McGowan
Keanu Reeves
Mark Camacho
Matthew Perry
Michael Riley
Sebastian Spence
Yannick Bisson
50s
Eric Keenleyside
Henry Czerny
Kevin McNulty
20s
Christopher Plummer
Leslie Nielsen
Unknown Birthday
Adam Capriolo
Anthony Lemke
Connor Laidman
Fletcher Donovan
Marlon Kazadi
Thomas Elms
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starfleetimagines · 2 years ago
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Blog Intro + Request Information
Jenn ~ she/her ~ demi/grey-ace lesbian ~ Canadian ~ Masterlists ~ Ko-Fi
This is a sideblog. I follow, like, and reply to comments from @jimothystu. I also have a sideblog for original writing and art.
I write reader-inserts for the following characters:
DS9: Ezri Dax, Jadzia Dax, Quark, Kira Nerys
ENT: Jonathan Archer, Malcolm Reed, Hoshi Sato, T’Pol, Trip Tucker
PIC: Raffi Musiker, Seven of Nine
SNW: Christine Chapel, Una Chin Riley, La'an Noonien-Singh, Erica Ortegas, Christopher Pike, Spock
TNG: Beverly Crusher, Data, Deanna Troi
VOY: Chakotay, Kathryn Janeway, Harry Kim, Tom Paris, Seven of Nine, B’Elanna Torres
And fics for the following ships:
AOS: Jim Kirk/Leonard McCoy, Jim Kirk/Spock, Leonard McCoy/Spock
DS9: Julian Bashir/Elim Garak, Ezri Dax/Kira Nerys, Jadzia Dax/Kira Nerys
ENT: Jonathan Archer/Trip Tucker, Malcolm Reed/Trip Tucker, Hoshi Sato/T’Pol, T’Pol/Trip Tucker
PIC: Raffi Musiker/Seven of Nine
SNW: Christine Chapel/La'an Noonien-Singh, Christine Chapel/Erica Ortegas, Una Chin Riley/Christopher Pike, Una Chin Riley/La'an Noonien Singh, James Kirk/La'an Noonien Singh
TNG: Beverly Crusher/Deanna Troi, Data/Geordi La Forge, William Riker/Deanna Troi
VOY: Chakotay/Kathryn Janeway, Kathryn Janeway/Seven of Nine, Harry Kim/Tom Paris, Tom Paris/B’Elanna Torres, Seven of Nine/B'Elanna Torres
For reader-inserts, I'll write for female, male, and nb readers. If unspecified, I will default to either female or nb. I will not write about the following topics for reader-inserts: pregnancy or birth, rape/non-con, abuse, suicide, self-harm, poly relationships, f/m sex.
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albertasunrise · 3 years ago
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Fat Friend - Part 5
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Summary: You were the fat friend. You knew that. Accepted it and got on with your life. You weren't the one guys wanted to date or the one that got hit on at parties. You were, however, Javier Peña's best friend and that made you untouchable. Until he plays matchmaker and your whole life changes.
Relationships: Javier Peña x Lorraine (Mentioned), Original 'Male' Character x Reader
Warnings: Angst... This chapter's pretty heavy folks but shit'll make more sense hopefully...
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4
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One Month Prior...
Javier was sitting at his father's table scratching into a notebook when Chucho entered, his brow furrowed in concentration when he paused and that's when he caught the older Peña's eye.
"What are you doing?" Chucho enquired as he made his way to the sink to wash away the dirt from his daily duties.
"Writing a list of names I like for the baby," Javier said with a shrug, going back to his task.
"How are things between you?" Chucho questioned and Javier winced "That bad huh?"
"I just keep doing everything wrong." Javier groaned, throwing his pen down and watching it clatter on the wooden surface "The past month I've tried so hard to help her prepare and each time I learn Luke's already done it. Who the fuck does he think he is?"
"Her boyfriend Mijo."
"But I'm the father." He snapped "I should get to help her. Get things ready for when my child arrived but instead Lucas Brown gets to experience that all with her. It's just shit pops."
"It is shit." Chucho agreed "And I do think Luke should back off a little but at the same time, you've hurt her beyond belief and he's helped her start to heal... Are you really all that surprised that she's letting him help her with all this. Her trust in you's broken Javi."
"I've tried dad. I explained why I was so silent when I went back. Apologised for everything and before I went back I did genuinely think we might have turned a corner but then I come back and she's fucking someone else."
He paused, staring at the names that he'd written in his notebook before settling on the one that stood out the most to him. He circled it several times before slamming the book shut and looking at his father again.
"I love her pops." The agent piped up, tears flowing freely now "I love her so much that it's killing me to see her with him. At least with Scott, I knew she was being treated well but with Luke... I know nothing about the guy."
"He's a good kid." Chucho piped up and Javier Scoffed "But if you love her... You need to fight for her."
"I am fighting for her." He argued and Chucho shook his head.
"Not hart enough." He paused, taking in his son's expression before placing the final piece of the puzzle "Go see him."
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A few weeks later...
It took him a while to find what he was looking for amongst the Myriad of stones that littered his path, each one of them carved with names and some he recognised but most he didn't. When he finally came to a stop at the one he was looking for he took a few steadying breathes before he stepped closer. His eyes scanned over the marble headstone, two roses carved at its head representing your marriage or so he assumed.
Here lies
Scott James Williams
Loving father and Husband
It was a simple piece.
No cliche words about how he'd be missed by all.
No that wasn't Scott, he wouldn't have wanted that. So that's why Javier hadn't come with flowers, he brought a bottle of Scotts Favourite Beer. Molson, the Canadian Budd as he used to call it.
"Hey, brother." He started, looking around and noting there was a bench sat directly behind him "Sorry I haven't come sooner, I uh... Well, let's say I've been busy making a mess of things." Javier let out a breathy chuckle at that "I uh... I wanted to come and talk to you about Pétalo. I kinda fucked things up with her and I think it's partly because I feel like I'm betraying you, man. I'm sabotaging everything because I need your blessing." he paused, shivering at the slight chill that ran through the air before his eyes drifted to the small headstone beside Scotts. This one had a football carved at the top and its base was littered with toys and frames of friends and family.
Here lies
Jacob Javier Williams
The kindest soul to have graced this earth.
"I'm glad you have each other." He said after a moments pause "I um... I suppose I should stop beating about the bush hey?" He let out another awkward chuckle before he signed and scrubbed a hand over his face "I love her Scott. Been in love with her since we were teenagers. Took you two getting pregnant for me to realise that but I knew you were good for her so I left it. Went to Colombia and devoted 7 years of my life to taking down the devil himself. Then I come back and learn that you and Jake have gone and well... Shit Scott it tore me up inside." He paused for a moment to open his beer before continuing "I had this friend in Colombia, Steve Murphy, Hilbilly, you would have liked him anyway, he was the one person that kept me straight and kept me alive out there so I could get back to you all but then you were... you're..." He choked on the words, unable to say them and so he took a long swig of his beer to clear the tightness.
"We sorta became an item when I returned - after she'd kicked my ass about leaving of course - and well we're expecting a baby together. I'm so excited man but I'm also terrified. Terrified I won't be a good father, that I won't do right by her -Oh it's a girl by the way - and terrified that you'll hate me for stealing your wife." He cried then, openly.
Everything he'd been bottling up since returning from Colombia the first time came tumbling out and he sat there for what felt like hours talking to the headstone of his best friend.
"I brought you and Jake something." He said as he pushed himself from the bench he'd been sitting on "You favourite brother." He said as he opened the beer and poured it onto Scottks grave "Enjoy your Canadian Budd." He said before placing the empty bottle beside the headstone "And I got this for you, Jake." He said as he pulled out a stuffed Hippo "I remember you really liked them after I took you to the zoo before I left. You know the guy I went to hunt in Colombia had some pet Hippos. Damn things are causing havoc now." He said as he placed the toy down next to the collection of others "I love you, little buddy." He finished before kissing the tips of his fingers and placing them on the top of his headstone.
"I know you probably can't hear me but I'd really like to know if I have your blessing brother." He said as he stood back from Jacobs grave to stare at Scott's again "I love her, I want to marry and I want a family with her but I can't do it if you hate me so if you could just give me some sort of sign..."
Nothing.
"Figured." Javier scoffed as he shook his head.
He stood there staring at the two of them before he finally left, feeling a little lighter than he had before. He knew that he had to do know, what he needed to say. He just hoped he wasn't too late. So driving to your place, he practised over and over what he was going to tell you. The closer he got, the more nervous he became about how you were going to react but he deserved to say his piece. He'd made mistakes but he wanted to make good.
He was less than ten minutes away when the car hit. Pushing him into further traffic and sandwiching him between two other vehicles then made it impossible for him to move, to get free. As the shock of what happened wore off, the pain came. Excruciating and consuming and as his eyes started to drift he thought he caught a glimpse of someone watching him from outside the car. A face he never thought he'd see again.
"Scott." He whispered before everything went black.
~
One month later...
You'd sat vigil at Javier's side for a month now. Chucho and Luke took it in turns to bring and take the baby but you remained. Chucho would join for a while, pushing you to eat and drink every few hours and to nurse your ravenous child.
"Have you named her yet?" The older Peña asked as he rocked his sleeping granddaughter in his arms, amazed at home much she'd already grown.
"No." You replied "Javier and I need to do that together."
"Mija..."
"He'll wake up and we will do it together Chucho." You growled.
"It's been a month. You need to register her."
"If I register her, I can't put him on the birth certificate."
"You can add him later." Chucho pushed and you snapped.
"I can't leave him Chucho." You growled, "I did this so I need to stay with him."
"How did you do this?" He questioned, his brow furrowed in confusion.
"Well, he was coming to see me wasn't he?" You snapped "If he hadn't been, if I hadn't been so cold to him this past month then none of this would have happened."
"You can't think that way Mija." He said softly as he placed a comforting hand on yours "I want you to see something." He said as he pulled a small notebook from his pocket, careful not to jostle the baby "Here." He said as he opened it to the page in question and handed it to you.
Your eyes scanned the page, a list of names written in what's clearly Javier's handwriting and then your eyes settle on the one he'd circled.
Flor.
Your heart tightened in your chest as you looked at the older Peña.
"You have to register her Mija, you can't put it off any longer but perhaps you can do this for him." He suggested and you smiled, looking down at your daughter in his arms.
"Flor." You said with a nod "I think it suits her."
"I agree."
"Our Little flower."
"I'll stay with him. You make the arrangements to register her." He said and he gave your shoulder a friendly nudge "I'll call you if anything happens."
~
Another month later...
Another month had passed and still no change. He showed no signs of waking but you knew he was still in here. He just needed to rest awhile.
"You should see how big Flor's getting." You gushed as you looked down at the child in question, suckling at your breast as she babbled away "She's a chatty eater too."
"Mumma look." Layla squealed as Luke walked her into the room "I drew Jabi a picture of us all." She held the paper up with great pride as she sprinted to her mum.
At 3 now she was constantly on the go. You could barely keep up with her and you felt guilty for not being there as much as you should have been the first month Javier had been in his coma. Chucho had talked some sense into you though and now you managed to split your time between the hospital and home, even getting some writing in and getting your latest book to the publisher only 2 weeks late.
"That's great honey." You gushed, kissing her head before smiling up at Luke "Hey you." You said as he pecked your lips.
"Can I cuddle Jabi?"
"Oh no honey, he's a little fragile at the moment." You said, smiling when your daughter pushed her bottom lips out and pouted.
"I'll be careful I promise." She pushed "A cuddle might make him better."
You smiled at that. She was just as kind a soul as her brother had been at her age. Always wanting to help, to make people smile and never asking for a thing in return.
"Okay but you need to be mindful of his wires." You warned "And if the nurse says you need to get down then you do okay? Now sulking."
Layla nodded excitedly, grabbed the edge of the bed and then proceeded to jump on the spot in order to get up before Luke finally put her out of her misery. She then carefully moved herself into position. Thank Luke when he gently lifted Javier's arm so she could curl into his side. The sight made you ache. This was all just so wrong.
2 months.
2 months Javier had missed of his infant daughters life so far. She already had such a strong neck and prefered to be in her carrier so that she could look around than in her pram where the world was hidden from her. Her hair had started to curl and you knew she was going to have Javier's hair, probably his eyes too and you so sorely wanted him to wake up. To see this perfect little being that he'd helped create but still, he remained frozen in time. You'd seen the faces the doctors and nurses pulled when they came to see him. You knew he wasn't getting any better. You also knew that the longer he remained this way the less likely he was to wake up at all. You've done your research. Coma patients had a high mortality rate but they didn't seem to want to tell you what was going on.
You just wanted to know what was going on.
"Grampa Chucho came over today." Said Luke as he sat down beside you "Brought a load of baby bits he'd got and has been given by Javi's family."
"That's nice of them." You said sweetly as you moved Flor to your other breast, grinning when she latched eagerly.
"Yeah, they uh... they're all really excited about you two and this baby."
"Us two?" You questioned, brow raising a little.
"I think we both know that you love him, babe." He said, taking you by surprise "'I've been wanting to talk to you about this for a while but it never seemed like the right time."
"About what?"
"That I need to step away from this." He stated, "From us."
"Luke, are you breaking up with me?"
"I love you." He continued, taking your free hand in his "And I'm pretty sure you love me too-"
"I do." You choked, stopping when he help his finger up to stop you.
"But you're in love with him." He paused, giving you a sad smile "You've sat by his bedside every day for two months. I heard what you said to him."
~
Two months earlier...
Alarms blared. Your baby screamed in your arms as doctors flooded the room and pushed you to one side. Then it was a flurry of movement, nurses prepping him and doctors shouting out orders before his body was arching off the bed as they shocked him.
"Javi please." You sobbed, washing as he was shocked again and cradling your daughter close.
She didn't need to see this.
He was shocked again and still, nothing happened. The nurses desperately pumping air into his lungs before the doctors started pumping Javi's bare chest.
"Javi please." You sobbed a little louder, watching his body rock limply as they desperately tried to bring him back "Javier I love you, please... Come back to me." You screamed and then...
Beep. Beep. Beep.
"He's back." The doctor stated and you fell to your knees sobbing.
~
Your heart sunk at the memory. How close you'd gotten to losing him and the pain you'd felt as you'd watched them try and shock his heart into life again.
"I'm not mad baby." He assures you, giving your hand a gentle squeeze "I enjoyed our time together... it was more than I could have hoped for but you need to focus on your family. On him." He continued as he motioned at the unconscious agent in his bed "You owe it to your family to see whether you can make it work. If not... you know where I am." He finished with a wink and you smiled.
"Okay." You nodded.
"Okay."
~
2 weeks later...
Everything returned gradually.
First, it was sounds. Voices and machines created a confusing symphony before he drifted off again.
Sensations returned later. Touches here and there. The uncomfortable feeling of something breathing for him and the feeling of something warm against his side but those sensations were fleeting and soon he was drifting again.
When he was next aware, he noted that the uncomfortable feeling in his throat had gone and was replaced with a cool feeling of air being pushed into his nose.
I'm in hospital then He thought to himself as he tried to zero in on something, anything to pull him to the surface and just when he'd lost all hope, he found it.
A baby's cries.
...
You felt his hand twitch in yours and you were immediately on your feet, placing a furious Flor into her pram before returning your attention to Javier.
"Javi?" You said as you cupped his cheek "Javi can you hear me?"
His eyes fluttered and you let out a wet chuckle as you watched his lids crack open and reveal those beautiful brown orbs that you'd missed so much.
"Hey, you."
He took a little while to come around. Enough time that you were able to get Flor settled and inform Chucho and the world that Javier Peña was awake. You were then forced out as the doctors and nurses did their checks and when you were finally allowed back into the room, the agent was propped up in his bed with a severe expression painting across his face.
"Hey." You pipped up as you gingerly stepped inside and smiled when he turned his head to look at you "How are you feeling."
"Weak." Javier rasped, his voice hoarse from disuse "Tired."
"I bet." You replied, leaning over the pram to check on Flor before making your way to his side "You scared the shit out of me Peña." You mumbled as you perched on the edge of his bed and pressed your forehead against his "I thought I'd lost you."
"I'm here." He breathed, closing his eyes and revelling in the moment "Where's Luke?" He asked when you pulled away and you sighed.
"We broke up." replied.
"Why?"
"Because I'm not in love with him." You stated plainly "I'm in love with you and he could see that."
"But you said..."
"I know what I said and I didn't mean a word of it." You interrupted "I was pissed at you but I treated you horribly and I'm so sorry."
He nodded and you smiled again.
"He gave us his blessing to be together." You continued "Said we should try and see if we can make this crazy family work."
Blessing.
That was the word that brought it all tumbling back.
The cemetery. Scott's grave. The accident. It all came back like a wave pulling him under and your brows furrowed as you watched him fight to make sense of it all.
"Javi?"
"We can't be together." He said and your stomach twisted "I went to see Scott. Asked him for his blessing but he didn't give it." He continued.
"Javi what do you mean he didn't give it?" You pushed "Scotts gone."
"I saw him. I saw him outside the car. Stood there shaking his head at me and he uttered one word to me. One word Pètalo." He said, his whole body trembling as he spoke.
"What?" You asked, cupping his face and pulling it toward you so that your eyes lock "What word Javi?"
"No."
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Part 7: Yes. No. Maybe…
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A/N: Sorry for the delay in getting this out. This is the second last chapter, the finale piece will be out Wednesday evening.
Warnings: Swearing, drinking, smut fingering, unprotected sex (wrap it up kids) oral (male receiving), angst
Word Count: 4200
May 15
“Shhh baby don’t want them to hear,” he whispers. His fingers dig harshly into your hips only cause you to moan louder.
“Don’t worry man I got it,” Fred says, pulling your jaw down and shoving his dick inside your mouth. Your breath is pulled from your lungs and your moan get caught around him while he starts to thrust in, his salty precum landing on your tongue.
“Hey,” Steph greets, wrapping an arm around you. “Y/N right?” she questions, giving Fred a hug.
“Yeah,” you confirm, removing your shoes to add to the growing pile by the door.
“Come in, some people are out back but almost everyone is down the hall.”
Fred’s hand is on your back, gently steering you down the hall. The regular season ended and they have a few days off before the start of round 1 against the Canadians. With this time Mitch and Steph are hosting a barbeque for the team and their families. A chance for everyone to have some fun and take it easy before the playoffs start and everything gets crazy with games and practices.
You met a portion of the WAG’s last year, but it’s been over 16 months since you’ve seen them. And there is also a bunch of new players which means new face and names to learn. Though not everyone on the team has come out today. Fred brought you as his date, but Auston is here as well. It’s the first time you have been in the presence of both men without having sex or being able to touch, even flirt with Auston. But it’s only for a couple hours.
The sun is shining, temperature over 20°C, no wind and barely a single cloud in the sky. It’s an amazing day for early May. Auston has on simple navy t-shirt, his arms on full display. Tattooed biceps and the chain poking out under the hem of his shirt, backwards ball cap on his dark curls. He smiles upon seeing you, but continues on his conversation with Mitch and William.
You’re thankful for the laughter and music that disguises the moan slipping through your lips. It’s soft and subtle, something most people but wouldn’t pick up on, but Fred does. He wraps an arm around your waist, lips gently brushing against your forehead while he chuckles lightly.
“Want a drink skat,” he hums fingers gently playing with your belt loop. His hand slides down and he briefly and softly gives your ass a squeeze. “Frederik,” you scold into his chest trying to not draw attention.
“So that’s not okay, but you eye fucking Auston from across the room is,” he mumbles into your ear. Burying your face into his chest, you try to allow the heat from your cheeks to fade before you finally pull away.
Fred has known for almost a month about you and Auston. Apart from his comments when you were pinned between him and Auston’s door, he hasn’t said anything to you. You didn’t expect him to say much that night, but you thought he would bring it up at some point over the last 4 weeks.
After the threesome he seemed somewhat upset. The Leafs had a week at home, and he seemed somewhat distant. He didn’t call you on the Friday or Saturday, on the Sunday he sent a couple texts. When you saw him on Monday he apologized, said he had a setback in his recovery; that he thought he’d be back playing by that point and was frustrated by it, but everything seemed to be fine after that.
A few days the Leafs left on a ten day road trip out west. Fred joined the team, and true to his word Auston asked you to watch Felix. 10 days of walks, kisses and snuggles. Dog sitting also came with you sending him multiple pictures a day and even a few Facetimes, but you think those Facetimes were more an excuse for him to talk to you.
You contemplated keeping him forever, but reluctantly handed the leash back when they returned. Auston of course paid you with multiple orgasms; just the two of you. Since they returned from the road trip you have had a couple nights with just Auston, some with just Fred, and multiple threesomes. Apart from their road games you have spent 2 maybe 3 nights alone in your own bed. Every other night has been at one of their condos.
It’s an easy and fun night at Mitch’s.
It’s not a crazy party like the previous year. Everyone is drinking at a slower rate, spending more time on conversations than on party games. Mitch spends most of the afternoon over the barbecue, Steph busying around in house refilling drinks and setting out some food. There is a buzz as everyone eagerly awaits the playoffs. An excitement abound, the hope and potential that comes with the post season. But not just any post season, a Leafs – Canadians matchup.
It’s a good afternoon, and you’re enjoying yourself. But it would be better if Auston wasn’t shooting you winks from across the room, constantly looking at you over the rim of his glass. He is doing absolutely nothing, just existing, and you barely can contain yourself.
Every wink, every smirk, every breath he takes your panties dampen even more.
If that wasn’t enough Fred is never too far from you. When you’re talking to Steph he was beside Auston grinning at you. When grabbing some veggies and dip he softly trailed a finger over your forearm. Later when talking with Tessa and Morgan, he came up beside you and placed a soft kiss on your forehead. His cologne and soft touch, Auston’s lingering glances and boisterous laugh echoing through the room are enough to make your knees give out. The two of them getting you very excited for what is going to happen once you leave later tonight.
Walking up to the drink table you feel a body approach you and your body stiffens, hairs on the nape of your neck standing up. “Having fun y/n,” Auston mumbles in your ear.
“Mhm,” you respond lightly, trying to distract yourself but his woodsy cologne overtakes your senses.
“I like your dress,” he hums, reaching over you for some ice, even though there is an abundance in his glass already. Your breath hitches when his forearm ever so slightly grazes your breast; his lips curling up in the process. Glancing to your side you spot Fred, engaged in a conversation with Mitch but still keeping a watchful eye on you.
Tipping his glass to you, you almost fall over. Fumbling to set your drink down you mutter something about the bathroom. Stepping in the bathroom your entire body is hot and clammy. Knuckles go white from clenching the cool marble, staring down to the sink you take some uneasy breaths.
Trying to gather yourself you realize it’s a lost cause, you won’t get any relief until you leave. Until you get back to their building and they provide you with some. You and Fred have snuck away at a party before, but this is not the scene. That night involved a lot more alcohol, the guests were loud but you could barely hear them over the echoing music. Today is slower, calmer. People are more so enjoying their time together with the occasional drink.
And sneaking off with Auston would be even worse. People could notice your absence, but it adds the worry of people finding out your sleeping with both Fred and Auston. They might think it’s a polyamorous relationship, or they might judge you for your decision to have a threesome. Either way you don’t want to deal with the repercussions.
Just another couple hours. A couple hours making idle small talk and then you can ride Fred, while Auston’s dick is deep down your throat. Just a couple hours until the ache between your legs is filled. So you take a deep breath, throw some water on your face and step into the hall flattening the wrinkles on your dress.
Starting the trek down the hall you pass by an open bedroom and a large hand grips your forearm pulling you inside. Catching a glimpse of the tattoos you feel hot breath fan over your neck. His large body pressed up against you has the slick building between your legs.
“Auston,” you moan, craning your neck slightly, “we can’t. Not here.”
“You think you can dress like that baby girl and get away with it?”
It’s a relatively simple summer dress. White with thick 1” straps and a straight squared off neck. The bodice is tight, ending on your thigh with a simple floral design. “God I wanted to bury my cock in you since the second you walked through the door.”
Sucking hard on your exposed skin he kicks your legs apart, slowly drawing two fingers up the inside of your thigh. Starting above your knee, slipping under the hem of your dress until he slides them under your thin lace. “Oh baby I think you’ve wanted this all day too,” he groans coating it in your dampness.
Pressing your fabric to the side two fingers dance around your entrance, drawing circles on your clit. A whimper slips through your lips and you feel his fingers curl inside you. “Aus,” you groan, through a few thrusts of his digits, “there’s people.”
Your mind is swirling, bouncing between desire and reason. Your cheeks heat, from both the alcohol and the deviant act that looms ominously in the air. You know this is a terrible idea, there are fifty ways this goes wrong but his large frame pressed against yours, his mouth sucking and nipping your neck, fingers spreading you open more and more each thrust, you can’t say no.
“We gotta be quick,” you push his chest making him take a few steps back. Walking to the edge of the, you pull your dress up, fabric bunching at your waist.
A deep seeded chuckle fills the air, followed by his belt buckle opening and jeans being shoved down his thighs. Bending you over the end of the bed, his hands are on your hips his length sliding in your heat. Trying to contain your moans you bite down on your lower lip, the taste of copper flooding your mouth. But it doesn’t help.
“Ssh, baby girl, you gotta be quiet,” Auston chuckles softly against you after a particularly hard thrust, your hands grabbing a fist full of the duvet. “Wouldn’t want anyone to find out we’re in here, would we? Catch you with my cock buried deep in your pussy while Freddie is outside.”
“Oh fuck—” His thrust hits just right, pelvis perfectly angled against your g-spot. Your belly swells with heat and your eyes flutter shut, unable to keep them open for a second longer.
“Couldn’t wait for me, huh?” A voice mutters from a distance as the door closes. Your eyes go wide realizing Auston never locked the door, anybody could have wandered in.
“Y/N really wanted to get started,” Auston slows his hips but keeps his cock deep inside your walls, gently rolling his hips.
“Yeah, y/n,” Fred chuckles. When you turn your head slightly to look at him you see he has a dark grin plastered on his face. Walking towards you he winks and Auston digs his hands into your waist, pulling you until you are standing; your back against his chest.
“Is that true baby?” Fred tucks a strand of hair behind your ear, “you couldn’t wait?”
Staring at the smug look on Fred’s face you get the idea this was planned by the two of them. Whether they planned it once they got here or days ago it all seems very convenient. Before you can focus too hard on it, Auston slowly pushes forward, not stopping until your ass hits his thighs. His hand begins to lightly trail across your stomach, grazing your nipple in the process. Biting your bottom lip you struggle to supress a moan, which only makes him laugh.
“I asked you a question baby” he repeats, fingers hovering dangerously close to your clit.
“Yes,” you gasp following a deep thrust. All you want to do is wipe that smug expression off his face, but before you can Auston’s mouth is on the back of your neck.
“Shit,” you moan, causing Fred to laugh after a particularly harsh thrust.
“Shhh baby don’t want them to hear,” Auston whispers. His fingers dig harshly into your hips only cause you to moan louder.
“Don’t worry man I got it,” Fred says, pulling your jaw down and shoving his dick inside your mouth. Your breath is pulled from your lungs and your moan get caught around him while he starts to thrust in, his salty precum coating your tongue.
You have no time to react before both men are setting fast paces. Your nails find Fred’s thick thighs for stability trying not to gag as he hits the back of your throat. One of Auston’s hands snakes around to your clit, at the same time Fred is pulling your hair away from your face. You can feel your orgasm quickly approaching, the familiar tingling in your core.
“Fuck princess,” Auston grunts, beginning to get sloppy. Moaning around Fred’s length, he uses you for his need. Chasing his high both of their hips snap at the same time, pushing you closer to your high.
“Your mouth feels so good skat,” Fred groans as Auston’s thumb starts pressing harder into your sensitive bud seeking out your high. The sounds you’re making can only be described as pornographic. Forgetting there is a house full of people meters away, you fall victim to your pleasure.
**
Auston helps you to stand as Fred brings a towel and wipes his cum from your chin and chest. But before he can clean between your legs Auston swats his hand away. Gripping the fabric of your dress he pushes it down your sticky thighs. Lips ghosting over your ear his voice is dark as husky he groans, “I want you to think of me as you feel my cum drip down your legs while you talk to our friends.”
You shudder at the thought, but Fred’s lips are quickly on yours. The little bit of oxygen you had in your lungs is ripped from you, the kiss is full of passion and hunger. His hands trail down your body before he finds your hands, “ready?” he mumbles through a breath.
“Yeah,” you reply, smiling against his lips.
Giving your hand a light squeeze he pulls you to the door, when it flings open, Steph and Audrey on the other side. They both blink staring at you, but it’s not until their eyes see Auston readjusting his pants behind you their jaws drop. Shifting their gaze between you and Fred and Auston they are trying to process if they actually are seeing it right.
“I am so sorry,” Steph blurts out, her cheeks going red. Stepping back they close it behind them and you can immediately hear them cackling on the other side.
“Fuck,” you breathe, your voice barely audible.
“Its fine,” Fred squeezes your hand, your heart rate building.
“WHAT?” you snap bringing your gaze to meet his. “How can you say –“
“Hey,” Auston calls out. Coming in front of you he tilts your head forcing you to stare are him. “It’s not a big deal, people have sex y/n.”
“But –“
“No, no buts,” he uses a thumb to wipe away some mascara that had run down your cheek. “You will be fine, everything will be fine. Now were gonna go back out there and-“
“I am NOT going back out there,” you interject.
“Yes we are, leaving will only be worse,” Fred says softly. “Everyone will talk the second we walk out the door.”
“We’ll stay for like an hour, and then go back. You can cuddle up with Felix. We’ll watch whatever shitty chick flick you want, do tequila shots, whatever you want after. But right now we have to go out there. We weren’t doing anything wrong, we have no reason to hide or be embarrassed.”
Mulling over his words you sigh knowing they aren’t going to budge, “okay.”
A half smile tugs on Auston’s lips and he leans in placing a soft but brief kiss on your lips. His mustache tickles your upper lip but he pulls away and heads out of the room first. Waiting a minute, allowing you time to compose yourself, Fred pulls you out of the room.
Walking down the hall you can hear Mitch laughing at something outside. Fred drapes an arm over your shoulders and gently presses his lips to your head, smiling down at you. Your body becomes numb, if it wasn’t for Fred tugging you outside you would be frozen in place. Feet unable to move.
Walking outside you feel like all eyes are on you. They aren’t, but it feels that way.
Auston, Will and Morgan are off to the side laughing about something. He shoots you a grin before continuing on with his conversation. Fred pulls you to one of the outside couches. Trying to put you at ease he slings one arm around your shoulder, you tucked tightly under his arm.
You can smell his overpriced cologne, you can feel his fingers gently trailing over your shoulder and you can hear his voice. But none of it pulls you out from your trance. Your walls feel like they are tightening around you and you are quickly losing oxygen.
“Y/N,” Fred squeezes your shoulder.
“Hmm?” you head snaps to see him.
“Mitch asked if you wanted a drink,” Fred smiles with a soft smile.
“Probably thirsty after your earlier activities,” you hear someone sneer, glancing to the side you see Steph, Audrey, Bianca, along with a few other WAGS. Some seem confused by the comment, but the vast majority have narrowed eyes and grins plastered on their faces.
“Uh no, I’m okay,” you lie. Your throat is dry, not from Fred’s cock slamming into the back of it, but from your anxiety building. You would love a drink, but what you really want is to leave. You just need to get away. It feels like everybody has eyes on you, you keep thinking you overhear people whispering your name. Fred carries on as if nothing happened, chatting with Mitch, laughing at something Zach said. Maybe it’s his way of downplaying it, or it’s his way of trying to reassure you, but it doesn’t work.
It’s a quiet drive, Auston and Fred chatting in the front. You melt into the backseat, staring aimlessly out the window. You don’t even recognize where you are until you are parked in the underground garage. The second the car stops you are gone, heading to the elevator.
Pressing the up button about fifty time the doors finally open and you step in, both men behind you. Staring to the ceiling you blink a few times, trying to suppress your tears.
“You coming?” Fred asks when the door opens to his floor.
“In a minute,” you sniffle. “I want to see Felix first.”
“Kay,” Fred smiles lightly. Taking a small step forward, he hesitantly leans down and places a warm kiss on your cheek before stepping off the elevator.
**
“I have couches,” Auston laughs seeing you on the floor. Felix curled between your legs as you slowly pet him, warm tears rolling down your cheeks. You don’t reply, continuing to slowly rub Felix’s fur. Hands grab your legs and he pulls you against his chest and making his way to the couch.
Placing you on the couch, he falls beside you, pulling you against him. That’s when it happens, the floodgates open. His grip tightens on you while your chest heaves as you dissolve into a git of tears. He tries to calm you, talking is a soothing tone in your ear. Choking on your tears, Auston just holds you, your hands clenching his shirt.
**
“Hey,” Auston smiles, handing you a steaming mug. You don’t know when you stopped crying or how long you were asleep for, but the night sky is flooding the room. Apart from the stove light and one lamp in the corner the entire room is dark, empty, a feeling you know too well.
“Thanks,” your voice cracks slightly. Sitting beside you, he pulls you up onto his lap, your head falling on his shoulder. Felix takes the opportunity to curl up beside you, he head beside your hand so you can slowly scratch his head.
“Don’t worry,” he finally says after a few minutes of silence. “They aren’t allowing anyone at the playoff games for now, so you won’t have to see them for a bit.”
“That doesn’t –“
“It does matter, they will forget about it by the next time you see them,” he runs his hand up and down his large sweater hanging off your frame. You want to believe him, but the pit in your stomach only gets bigger by the second. Biting the inside of your cheek, you take a few deep breaths. Silence falling over you.
“What are you doing this summer?” He asks, trying to pull you from your stupor.
“I don’t know,” you sigh, not interested in his small talk. “I had a few interviews these past couple weeks, if I get it then the last 2 weeks of August I’ll be at the school planning. Spend some time with friends, and family maybe, I guess. I don’t know.”
“Sounds exciting,” he laughs.
“Mhm,” you agree. “You?”
“I’ll be in Arizona once the season ends, but hopefully that’s not for a while,” he replies. “But just hang out with friends, family. I think my mom wants to go on a family trip somewhere.”
“Nice,” you breathe out.
“Yeah,” he trails of slightly. “Maybe you could come down for a weekend.”
“Yeah, maybe,” you dismiss. You are barely in the mood to talk, let alone make plans for two months from now, “if the border opens.”
“If not I have my Visa, I could come up we could go somewhere for a weekend. Whistler, Banff,” he suggests.
“Yeah, maybe.”
“My sisters would love you,” he chuckles.
Silence once again falls on you. You assume Auston believes you are just upset from earlier, and you are. But mainly you are mulling over his offer. You don’t do that. You don’t go on dates. You aren’t dating. You have sex. Yes you cuddle, you talk, and you have sleepovers. You watch movies, and have dinner, you have even confided in him. But everything leads to sex.
“Why would your sisters love me?” you ask harshly. “Have you told them about me?”
“No,” he laughs. “Just that you’re awesome, I can’t see the not liking you.”
“But why would I meet them?” you bite, pushing off of him. Felix’s head pops up briefly from the commotion before he lies back down beside Auston. “Why would you introduce me to your family? Why would you introduce your family to someone you are just fucking?” you bite.
“Y/N seriously?” he questions, eyes grazing over your face while his body stiffens. “You’re not just someone I’m fucking, at least not to me. I don’t think you ever were someone I was just fucking.”
Standing up he grabs your hand closing the gap between your bodies. “You can’t tell me you don’t feel this?” he questions softly. You can’t match his gaze, knowing you will crumble under it. You can’t process what he is saying because it’s a lot. You never thought about a relationship with Auston, maybe it had crossed your mind once, but you have been so caught up in your feelings for Fred, his feelings for you, that you never considered Auston.
“I uh-“ you bring a hand up to wipe away a stray tear. “I gotta go,” you whisper. Pulling away you practically run to the door.
“He doesn’t want you,” he calls out as you reach the door. Letting go of the handle you turn around, Auston still in the middle of the living room, the exact spot you left him. “You’re going to see him? Fred?” he queries, sensing your next move. Your face contorts and you take a deep breath preparing for his next words.
“I know him, he’s not interested like that, not anymore,” Auston says lightly.
Anymore.
That words stings. When did Fred stop losing interest? Was it when you had the first threesome, or the second? When did he stop wanting you, and how didn’t you notice?
“You’re wrong,” you say yanking the door open and heading down the hall. He is wrong, it has to be. Needs to be.
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sourlemon478 · 2 years ago
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About me & this blog!
Sour or Lemon, 19, any pronouns (primarily she/her)
Aro/Lesbian
French-Canadian
I like a lot of fandoms but mostly JJK, PtN, and Genshin
This is primarily NSFW but some SFW if requested
Female and N/B characters only as I am uncomfortable writing NSFW for male characters
Please do not repost anything I may post on other sites
Rules
What I won't write
Non-con/dub-con
Furry (ears and tail are fine, but no full fur or animal-like genitalia)
Loli Characters & Loli S/O
Male S/O or F/M
Personalized requests (like you're name)
Poc/religious/trans S/O or HCs. As a white person with no religious background, this is not my place and I do not feel comfortable writing these. For the trans part, I may be agender, but I don't feel it's my place to write for people with those specific identities.
Self-harm, EDs, and most mental disorders. Only ones I'm comfortable writing about, which are the ones I have, are Autism, ADHD, and Depression.
Parent/child Incest (MDLG is fine as long as the aren't related)
What I will write
All kinks I'm familiar with (I'm allowed to deny ones that make me uncomfortable, but that bar is pretty low ngl)
Sensitively topics not mentioned above
Age-gap
Incest (Twin, Sibling, etc, as long as it doesn't break the no Loli or parent/child rules)
Adult/Minor, Teacher/Student, that kinda stuff (I.e Utahime X Mai) (This may have heavy restrictions, and I may just straight up deny a request, but I typically don't mind)
Futa is fine for characters, but unless you specifically ask for it, it will not be assumed
HC & One-Shot Rules
HCs for five characters max
One-Shots for two characters max
Clarify if you want NB S/O or Reader, as fem is always assumed.
One-shots may be a lot slower and/or I may just not get to it. They require a lot more effort and quite frankly my attention span is horrible.
Fandoms + Masterlists
Will add/erase some if I want too
Jujutsu Kaisen
Kimetsu no Yaiba
Genshin Impact
Avatar, The Last Airbender
Mairmashita Iruma-kun
Hunter X Hunter
Love Live School Idol Festival
Love Live Sunshine
Danganronpa
Magical Girl Raising Project
Bocchi the Rock
Path To Nowhere
Off-Characters
Will add/erase some if I want too
Yor Forger (SxF)
Fiona Frost (SxF)
Queen Hiling (Ranking of Kings)
Isabella (TPN)
Haruhi Fujioka (OHSHC)
Verosika (Helluva Boss)
Jaehee (Mystic Messenger)
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gaemkyuu · 4 years ago
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Loved.
Warnings: Mentions of an abusive boyfriend (Not Charlie) A/N: This is a personal piece of something I went through. Not all the details disclosed on this piece happened to me, but they have happened to people I love. Something we connected on was that one person came into our lives and became the light that we needed to get out of our situation. Charlie isn’t meant to portray the image of a false hero, but rather a light and a starting point. A second chapter will be made.
If you or someone you love is suffering from abuse, you are not alone. We hear you, we love you and we can help you. Reach out of the dark. Step into your greatness. Stand Tall.
Disclaimer: This is a FICITONAL writing piece! In no way do I claim characters in this piece act this way in real life.
Masterlist *now taking requests ;)
Loved.
Kaia paused to take a sip of water. Carrying around boxes and furniture was proving to be difficult with the hot LA sun. She was used to super sunny days with a cool breeze or rainy cloudy days up in Vancouver. Moving countries hadn’t been easy, what with the paperwork and everything, but here she was. Starting a life in LA, the city where people come to make their dreams happen. 
“How you doin’?” the girl jump at the sound of a male voice and turned to see a very good looking guy leaning on her fence. His beautiful eyes and contagious smile caused her to smile back at him. He seemed genuine and something deep inside told her he was good.
“I’m hoping you’re the person that lives beside me, otherwise I may have to call the cops” the male chuckled at her response and shook his head.
“Welcome to the neighbourhood. Me and my roommates live right beside you. Are you new to LA?” Kaia knew she shouldn’t get caught chatting away with the male, but she didn’t want him to get the wrong impression. She knew that bad neighbours could make your life a living hell, plus being new to the country meant that she had no friends. Might as well start somewhere right?
“New to the country actually, I’m from Vancouver” Judging by the way his eyes grew to the size of saucers, she assumed that he might be a fellow Canadian too. It would be nice to have someone who understands the culture shock as a friend. “Parles-tu francais?” she sheepishly asked.
“Oui! J’suis de Dieppe!” Kaia let out a big laugh. She very rarely heard that dialect of french and it felt funny to her ears. She blushed when she realized how hard she was laughing.
“Sorry! I wasn’t laughing at you or anything. I’ve rarely heard an Acadien speak french and it sounds a little funny to me” she scratched her neck in slight embarrassment. The male seemed to bite his lip and she couldn’t help but notice the twinkle in his eyes, confirming that he wasn’t offended. “So what brought you here?”
“I’m an actor. What about you?” 
“I moved down here with my boyfriend, he’s actually a local” she saw a small look of disappointment cross his unusually bright features, but as quickly as it came, it was gone. She could hear her boyfriend’s voice growing louder as he approached the entrance of the house. “Do you live by yourself? Or?”
“I live with my roommates, all of whom are girls with boyfriends” she giggled at his predicament but found it interesting.
“Too much estrogen I take it?” he rolled his eyes in confirmation and she laughed again at his reaction.
“Like you wouldn’t believe. But they’re pretty awesome, so I can’t complain” he opened his mouth to say something else, but was interrupted at a booming voice. She continued to chat with the man about the neighbourhood and life in LA in general. It felt nice to Kaia that someone was also weirded out by all  the fake grass lawns and garbage on the streets. The conversation was flowing naturally and she was very engaged that she didn’t notice another person in the house growing impatient.
“Kaia!” She quickly turned around to her boyfriend, who was motioning her over. He looked irritated and upset, something she wasn’t looking forward to dealing with. She opened her mouth to explain herself as her new neighbour waved, but he interrupted her. “Let’s go!”
“Sorry, the heat’s making him a little grumpy. Thank you for welcoming us to the neighbourhood. It was really nice chatting with you” she smiled as her boyfriend marched back into the house. “I’m Kaia by the way, but you can call me Kai”
“Charlie. Charlie Gillespie. It was nice to meet you Kai, pass the welcome on to your boyfriend from us. See you around?” she smiled softly and waved goodbye as he made his way over to the front door. When he was out of sight, she took a deep breath preparing herself for the inevitable conversation with her boyfriend.
Who’s that? You’ve been flirting for half an hour. I wasn’t flirting. He’s our neighbour. Don’t lie to me, Kaia. I’m not. Listen, I moved you down here to be with me. Last time I checked, I moved down to start my career. Don’t. Sass. Me. Kaia. I’m sorry. Remember. You’re here because I let you. Don’t forget that.
The next time Kaia saw Charlie was a few weeks later. Her boyfriend and her had a big argument, so she was de-stressing the only way she knew how, making music. She was sure that at some point, someone in the neighbourhood would make a noise complaint, but right now, she could care less. She filled track after tracking, replaying what she had already made and what she had added. Kaia often poured her soul into her music, something she felt was therapeutic.
It had always been Kaia’s dream to move down to LA and pursue a music career. So when she finished her music program in Vancouver, she began working full time around the city doing odd jobs and mixing jobs wherever she could. She had saved up enough money to make the move, when she had met her boyfriend. He was playing a live set at a bar she was bartending for and the two hit it off right away. Soon, the two began to collaborate with music and Kaia found herself producing and mixing his demos.
Sure, their relationship was a little bit of a rollercoaster, but in Kaia’s mind, that wasn’t strange. She had seen her parents experience similar things with one another. He struggled to pay rent along with his tuition fees for his music program, but Kaia didn’t mind paying for it. Being an American citizen in Canada made it difficult at times to find employment and at the beginning he was super grateful. That’s how they fell into a rhythm on Kaia working to support the both of them while doing what she loved.
When her boyfriend’s Visa expired, she knew this was her chance to move down to LA. Her parents weren’t thrilled with the two of them moving in together, but they had already been a couple for 2 years. In Kaia’s mind, it was the next step in their relationship. She also assured her parents that if anything happened, that she had enough money saved up to support herself on her own for a few months.
“Sick beats!” she jumped at the voice, turning around to see Charlie fist bumping into her garage. Immediately, she turned down the music and smiled. “I didn’t know you were into music too! This is really good!”
“Think so? I haven’t made anything from scratch in a long time” Kaia blushed when Charlie’s jaw dropped at her confession. “I’m actually struggling with this track if I’m being honest”
“May I?” she moved over letting Charlie take control and play around with things. The two then began a very in depth conversation about music and finding the sound of the track she was working on. However, Kaia came to learn that as passionate Charlie was about music, he was also very goofy. The two playfully argued as to whether Charlie was correct about incorporating a xylophone or bongos into the track. He was a self proclaimed EDM expert and enthusiast, which caused Kaia to question his instrument choices. They sat there for who knows how long, eventually trading rhythms on different instruments,  Kaia on the piano and Charlie on the guitar. “You’re really good at this Kai”
“I normally produce music that my boyfriend writes” she scratch her neck in embarrassment. “The move had us so busy that I’m a little rusty”
“What? If this is what you’re “rusty” is, then I’m excited to see your polished work!” Kaia smiled and stood there awkwardly, not fully knowing how to accept his compliment. “Kai, you should really give your music a chance”
“I’ll think about it” she smiled. “Say, was there a reason why you bursted into my garage?” It was now Charlie’s turn to blush and Kaia giggled in return.
“Oh yeah, I was going to invite you and your boyfriend for a barbeque tomorrow evening. Think you’d like to come?” he wiggled his eyebrows making Kaia laugh.
“We’ve got plans. Thanks” both were startled at the introduction of a new voice. Kaia’s boyfriend stood at the garage door entrance, arms crossed and unimpressed.
“Ty, this is Charlie, our neighbour. Charlie, this is Tyler, my boyfriend” Kaia quickly made her way to her boyfriend, explaining the situation.
“Nice to meet you man” Charlie smiled and extended his hand, but Tyler just looked at it until Charlie took it back. He muttered a soft ‘okay then’ and shoved his hands into his pockets. “I just wanted to invite you and Kai over for dinner tomorrow night. My roommates would love to meet you guys”
“It’s Kaia, and thanks but no thanks. Like I said, we have plans” Kaia stood silently beside her boyfriend, fidgeting with her sleeve. She held one arm across her body and was squeezing her other arm, but cleared her throat to break the tension.
“Thanks for the visit. I’ll see you around Charlie” this time Kaia’s smile was a genuine one, but by the look on Charlie’s face, she knew he was growing suspicious. She was grateful that he didn’t push the topic, but she knew that his hesitation wouldn’t go unnoticed by her boyfriend.
What is it with you and this guy? We were just collaborating on mixing. You mix for me Kaia. Don’t let someone take advantage of you. He wasn’t taking advantage of me. He was helping me. Helping? It sounds like shit. You better get your head in the game for my next EP. ... Babe, you know I only want you to be the best right? I know. I love you. ... I love you too.
If another person screamed at her today, Kaia was sure that she would lose it. She felt exhausted and overworked. Living in LA was proving to be pricey and she was the only one who was able to find work between the two of them. Between working two jobs and producing late into the evenings, Kaia felt like she was reaching her limit.
“Good evening! Can I start you guys with something to drink?” Kaia fished for her notepad and pen in her apron, fiddling around for a moment.
“Kai?” she recognized the voice immediately and finally found her things. Charlie sat at the table she was waiting along with two other people. 
“I’m beginning to think you’re stalking me Charlie” she joked, smoothing out her hair and uniform. She suddenly felt more aware and conscious of her appearance. 
“Sounds like Charlie” the female interrupted, earning a shove from the male. The blonde across from Charlie stifled a chuckle at the interaction. “I’m Hannah, I live with Charlie”
“And this is Owen” he introduced and Kaia gave a kind smile back. “I didn’t know you worked here! I thought you worked at the Starbucks?” she noticed Owen and Hannah give each other a look about Charlie’s observation.
“Yeah, I work at Starbucks in the morning and here in the evenings” she blew a strand of hair out of her face. “Not all of us make a living off of Netflix contracts” she winked. “What can I get you guys?”
The playful banter continued on through the night and Kaia continued to wait their table, along with the many other tables she had. Kaia got to know Owen and Hannah pretty well that night and genuinely enjoyed their company. Since moving to LA, she had been working so much that she hadn’t even made friends in the three months she had been there. So naturally, after her shift, she sat down with their table and got them free dessert just to hang out. They were having such a good time that she lost track time.
“Hey Kaia! Your boyfriend’s calling” Kaia paled at the closing manager’s announcement and she politely excused herself from the table, telling the manager she’d take the call in the office. As Kaia sat in the office, quiet tears streamed down her face as her boyfriend chastised her over the phone. Her closing manager comforted her quietly, knowing the intricacies of her situation. Once Kaia was sure she was composed, she returned to her table of friends, surprised that they still waited around for her. 
“Thanks for the company tonight! I’ll see you guys around?” The looks they gave each other didn’t go unnoticed by Kaia. However, they didn’t say anything and bid her farewell.
“Hey Kaia?” she paused and turned around, a soft smile on her face, and Charlie standing at the edge of his table. “You know you can talk to me right?” Kaia bit her lip, hesitant for her next move. She took a deep breath, trying to suppress the tears that were surfacing.
“I’m just tired is all” but a tear slipped down her face, which she quickly wiped away. Charlie pulled her in for a hug and Kaia melted into it. She couldn’t remember feeling this warmth for a long time and quite frankly, she felt at peace. The flickering of the car lights in the parking lot pulled her attention from the comfort of Charlie’s arms. “I have to go” she whispered and left, not bearing to look at Charlie and the rest.
I don’t like him. Don’t hang around him anymore. He’s my only friend here. Then make a new one. How? Between working two jobs and mixing your music, I have no time. Don’t pin this on me. Stop whining and figure it out.  ... I’m just protecting you. He’ll take advantage of you.  ... Now who’s my girl? I am. And who’s everything that you’ll ever need. ... Kaia. You are. Don’t forget that.
“That’ll be $4.95”
“I’ll pay. Could you add on a donut too? Thanks”
The next time Kaia saw Charlie was a few weeks after the diner incident. Kaia didn’t actually see Charlie, but rather Charlie saw Kaia and couldn’t pass up the chance to talk to her. Judging by his outfit, she assumed that he was on his usual morning run. She felt nervous about him appearing from nowhere and offering to buy her coffee, especially since the last time they talked it was awkward.
“You didn’t have to do that Charlie.” she smiled and thanked him with her eyes. She fiddled with her zip up collar and hair. 
“It’s nothing. Wanna grab a table? Maybe in a more secluded and private area?” she nodded thinking that his specificity in seating had to do with the recent release of a Netflix show he starred on that was gaining popularity. So she settled for a table tucked away in the corner of the shop. Charlie followed along soon after with her coffee and his donut. 
“Thanks again. How was your run?” Charlie shrugged as he took a bite of his donut.
“Same as always, except this time I get to see you” Kaia blushed at his beautiful smile. He was good looking and from their exchanges, she had gotten to know he was genuinely a good guy. “You like to hike?”
She couldn’t understand what it was, but Charlie had a way of making her feel comfortable and safe. As they chatted about the many hiking places and how often Charlie went, Kaia could see the excitement in his eyes. Their conversation naturally divulged into hobbies and things they had been up to. The two laughed and chatted, both of them wishing that they could stay in each other’s company. It was exactly what she needed.
“I haven’t been hearing you mix lately. The neighbourhood sounds quiet”
“Nothing I’ve come up with sounds good” she stated sheepishly, flushed at the fact that Charlie had noticed.
“Oh come on, I’m sure you’re being hard on yourself. You’re extremely talented, and I’m not saying that just to be nice or anything!” Charlie leaned in as he said this, and Kaia could tell that he truly meant what he was saying.
“No, it’s always garbage when I try to mix on my own” Charlie frowned at this much to Kaia’s dismay, and he sat back in his seat, looking slightly annoyed. Kaia felt her pulse quicken, feeling like she had disappointed him in some way.
“Is that what he tells you?” Kaia was about to drink her coffee, but that comment caught her off guard. She tensed, knowing where this conversation could go and where she didn’t want it to go. “I’m sorry, I just...”
“It’s okay. You don’t need to say anything” she assured him, setting her cup down and a small awkward silence filling the empty space. “I get that you care Charlie, but everything’s fine”.
“You don’t have to lie to me Kai” she avoided his gaze knowing that he would see right through her when she melted under his stare. “Look, I know it’s none of my business, but if what I think is happening, is happening, then you need to leave” she bit her lip again, stopping herself from confessing the truth to Charlie.
“Nothing’s happening Charlie. We’ve just been going through a rough patch. I’m fine, really” she hoped to god that she sounded convincing enough for Charlie to drop the topic. Nervous for his response, she glanced down at her phone and noticed the 15 missed calls. To add, they had been sitting in that coffee shop chatting for 2 hours. Kaia always came to Tyler’s defence, as Charlie wasn’t the first one to voice his concerns. Tyler was sweet and loving, but he often got jealous or irritated. However, it was always emphasized that Kaia crossed the lines that triggered Tyler and that he never acted irrationally.
“Thanks for the chat Charlie.” She smiled at him, taking the last sip of the liquid in her cup. “It was nice getting to know you more”. She could see Charlie hesitate, knowing he didn’t want the conversation to end. She secretly wanted the same thing as his, but she felt guilty for feeling this way.
In their various exchanges and in their conversation today, Kaia felt more and more attracted to Charlie. He was so kind and always interested in the person he was talking to. He empathized and expressed compassion in a way that Kaia had never experienced before. If she wasn’t with Tyler, she could see herself with Charlie and that made her feel horrible. She tried over and over again to convince herself that Charlie was nothing but a friend, when really she wanted more. Tyler loved her and only wanted the best for her, yet here she was wishing Charlie was in Tyler’s place instead. 
“You don’t have to be with someone that makes you feel the way you do” Charlie held Kaia’s hand across the table. “I know you might feel like you’re trapped, but you don’t have to be. You have a way out” Kaia quickly wiped away the tear that escaped her eyes, but Charlie wiped away the second one. The two sat in silence as Kaia quietly let a few more tears escape, but it was only a matter of time that Kaia would find herself in Charlie’s arms crying steadily, but still silently, until there was nothing left. When Kaia was sure she was done, Charlie pulled away to give her an encouraging smile and squeezed her arm.
That’s when Kaia kissed him.
In her mind, it all happened so fast. One moment, she was trying to protect Tyler, the next moment she was wishing Tyler was Charlie. That’s what led her to kiss him and Charlie to kiss her back. The two pulled apart, speechless and slightly out of breath, but Kaia didn’t stay long enough to get a response. She quickly grabbed her things and left Charlie to rush out after her. She kept walking despite his calls after her.
That kiss confirmed what Kaia had been trying to deny for a long time now. It confirmed that she didn’t want to be with Tyler anymore. It confirmed that she hadn’t wanted to be with him for a long time. She hasn’t loved him for a long time and it took someone else to help her realize there was love outside of Tyler. However, leaving Tyler wouldn’t be so easy. She tried many times, but there was always a reason as to why she never left. Unfortunately, that reason as of late had been fear. 
“Kai! Kaia! Would you just stop for a second?!” Charlie chased after her, ignoring the various stares that were casted their way. A car pulled up beside her on the street and she paused to get in. Kaia looked back at him regretfully, tears falling from her eyes again, before opening the door and being pulled in. Charlie was left on the side of the street, left wondering what the hell he had gotten himself into.
You’re so stupid, why can’t you think? I’m sorry. Yeah, well sorry isn’t good enough! What did I tell you about him?! I’m sorry. Is that all you can say?! Tyler, stop, you’re hurting me. I’m hurting you?! What about what you’re doing to me?! You’re so selfish Kaia. ... This is what I get for everything that I’ve given you?! ...I’m sorry. Just shut up.
Kaia quit her jobs the next day at Tyler’s request. His reasoning was that Kaia couldn’t be trusted outside of the house, so it would be better for her to pick up some work from home jobs. It didn’t help that he had found a printed bank statement with information about how much Kaia had in her savings, something he didn’t hesitate to use against her. 
If she was being honest, she felt absolutely awful and was quietly thankful that she was able to quit her jobs. It meant that she didn’t have to leave home, something that she was hoping for more and more. Kaia was riddled with guilt that deep down, she saw Charlie as more than a friend and that she kissed him, despite being in a relationship with Tyler. She reasoned that she was being unfaithful to Tyler, especially after everything he did for her back in Vancouver. Sure, she handled the financials, but Tyler showed her a whole new world that she never dreamed of getting access to. He introduced her to Canadian producers and artists, got her more involved in the music scene and he loved her. Tyler was her first everything! First kiss, first boyfriend, first time... He loved her. She was sure of it.
Or was she?
“She’ll have a water and a margherita pizza and I’ll have the tuscan with a coke” Kaia felt him squeeze her arm and she did her best not to flinch. He had insisted that he sat beside her whenever they dined out so that he could be closer to her, but his rough advances were uncomfortable, especially with the bruises. She sat there in silence staring off to space as they sat on the outdoor patio. 
He had been lashing out more lately and sometimes Kaia got in the way. He didn’t target her for his aggression, it was rather that she was just in the wrong place at the wrong time. She didn’t dare tell a single soul. Not her friends back home, not her family, no one. That would prompt them to check on her more and more, something that she really didn’t want. She wanted to be left alone. Tyler had grown obsessive of knowing what she was doing at every moment. He held her phone from her and everywhere he went, she came along too. She was rarely left home alone. Had Tyler become toxic? Yes. 
Had he been toxic for a while? Well...
In truth, Kaia wanted to break things off a few months into their dating, but he’d always find a way to convince her otherwise. At some point, Kaia stopped questioning his off behaviour or quips and accepted it as that was who he was. She convinced herself that at his core the Tyler she fell for was still there and that right now he had all the reasons to be the way he was. Life as a musician was stressful, especially when you hadn’t made it into the industry. 
Kaia was pulled out of her thoughts as the waitress placed their orders down in front of them. Immediately, Tyler began portioning out her serving on her plate as she quietly sipped on her water.
“Can you look any more miserable Kaia? Jesus” he scoffed, shoving her serving in front of her. “If you’re going to be this miserable out and about, I might as well leave you at home” she ate her slice in silence, not entertaining his comments, knowing that whatever she said would be used against her anyways. His phone began vibrating and he sighed, seemingly conflicted. “I gotta take this inside because it’s too loud out here. Don’t leave until I come back” Kaia nodded softly continuing to chew on her slice, as he stepped away from the table, out of sight. Her heart began to race when she noticed he left her phone behind.
This is it. This is your chance out Kaia. Don’t think. Just do it.
She snatched the phone and quickly pin dropped her location with the word ‘HELP’, to the one person she knew she could count on. Quickly, she deleted the text and put her phone back, not wanting to be caught near it. She prayed that he would see her text and she prayed that he would be able to help her. As she watched her boyfriend return to the table, she felt her stomach knot and the pizza she consumed rise in her throat.
“Eat your food or people are going to think I’m making you starve or some shit” he scoffed sitting down beside her and continuing to eat. He didn’t notice anything.
“I’m not hungry anymore” she smiled at him, slightly pushing her plate away. He pushed it back to her.
“I don’t care. I don’t want people thinking I’m treating you poorly” she stiffly grabbed her half eaten slice and when she was nearly done, he put another one on her plate. In the distance, she saw the familiar orange subaru parallel park. Her heart rate increased.
“Thank you. Was that phone call good news?” Kaia knew that the number one thing Tyler liked was talking about himself and his accomplishment. She turned to face him more and tried her best to look really engaged in the conversation, despite her sweaty palms and pounding heart. She was grateful that his back was facing the inside of the restaurant and he turned to face her too, telling her about the exec who was interested in meeting him and listening to his work. She nodded and replied appropriately, but she couldn’t tell you what more he said. Kaia was too focused on the scene in the restaurant unfolding. She watched as Charlie walked in and explained the situation to the hostess who then called over what looked like the manager. The three of them stood in discussion as a police officer entered the restaurant as well, pointing to their table. Her stomach sank as she watched the officer and Charlie leave, but she did her best to keep her eyes focused, only looking at the background when he went for a bite or a drink.
The waitress made her way over and asked how their meal was or if there was anything that she could get for them. Kaia shook her head no and Tyler did as well, but she dropped off napkins, tapping them lightly and looking at Kaia directly. She took it as a sign that the napkins had something important, so she intentionally took a messy bite of pizza, to wipe her face. Too bad Tyler got to the napkin first. Wiping his mouth, he noticed a smudge mark of ink on the napkin and Kaia immediately knew she was done for. His face changed in an instant and he glared at her, throwing cash onto the table.
“Get up.”
“But I’m not done-”
“I said, Get. Up.” Kaia did as she was told and Tyler grabbed her arm, not caring at who was staring. She started to walk, but it wasn’t good enough for Tyler as he forced her to his side. “You think you’re so smart? Tipping off the waitress like you’re some prisoner”
“I didn’t-”
“Shut up. You little liar. I’m not hurting you. I’m not forcing you to be here. You can leave, but you don’t because you know that you’re nothing without me” he hissed into her ear as they made their way to the entrance, but the officer stopped them midway. “Can I help you, officer?”
“I just need to ask you some questions outside. Ma’am I’m going to have to ask you to wait inside with the manager” the officer was stern and surely Tyler would comply, but he proved different.
“I don’t feel comfortable leaving my girlfriend by herself,” he added, pulling her close.
“Tyler, just do as he says” she winced at the grip he had on her arm, glaring at her. 
“Sir, you need to come with me. Ma’am, I’m going to need you to step away from him” Kaia complied but Tyler didn’t, and soon she began to fight him off, struggling for her freedom all the while the police officer was trying to deescalate the situation. She finally slapped him across the face and he splashed a glass of water that was sitting on a table in her face, then throwing the glass at her. The police officer restrained him immediately and dragged him outside, while Kaia was left in the restaurant wet and a bruise starting to form on her cheek bone.
Was this it? Was it over?
She felt a soft warm cloth envelop her shoulders and she was handed a dish rag to try to dry off, but she was still in shock. She was moved to a less populated area of the restaurant, away from any clients and was sat down at a table. That’s when Charlie came running back in. As he rushed over to where she was sitting, she felt her own legs start to move quickly towards him, falling into his embrace. Charlie held her close, comforting her by whispering soothing words into her ears. He moved them to the table she was originally at and sat beside her, holding her while her tears fell and even after. He held her while another police officer approached them to update them on Tyler. He held her as they took down her statement and gave her directions as to what she would do next.
“Here is the address to the temporary apartment we will have you stay in. Do you have a vehicle or need transportation” Kaia read the address on the paper, but before she could speak up, Charlie did.
“Kai, I can drive you if you want. I can even help you get things that you need from your place” he smiled gently at her and cautiously, knowing that she was still in shock and overwhelmed.
“You’ll have a police escort on the premise if you would like to return home to grab a few things” Kaia looked at Charlie searching his eyes for some sort of sign that he was as hurtful as Tyler.
“I’ll let him drive me back and forth, thank you.” her voice sounded slightly croaky, probably from her crying. The officer notified them that she could give them 10 minutes before they had to leave. They would follow Charlie’s car to her house and escort her around to grab what she needed. From there, she would be followed to her temporary residence, until the courts could come to a conclusion about her situation. As the officer stepped away, Kaia took a deep breath and let out a big sigh.
“Thank you Charlie”
“I should be thanking you. What you did was hard, but it was the right thing to do. I’m always here for you, however you need me” He kissed her hand that he held and pulled her in for another hug. For the first time, in a long time, Kaia felt something she didn’t know she was missing.
Loved.
A/N: Look out for part 2!
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Request: I think to celebrate Thanksgiving you should write a little blurb about Thanksgiving with Spencer and as you're setting up all the food he keeps spouting off facts and suddenly he goes quiet like 'sorry, this is probably annoying' but you're like nooo bby I love listening to you and kiss him and it's just sweet I think that would be a cute little blurb for Thanksgiving
A/N: @jessalyn-jpeg​ requested I do a Thanksgiving blurb for Thanksgiving but y’all already know me and I post LATE so here I am posting this blurb three days late. Plus I celebrated my Thanksgiving last month (Canadian vibes) so I kinda forgot what day American Thanksgiving was. Regardless, I hope everyone who celebrated Thanksgiving had a safe and good time even if you couldn’t spend it with everyone you love this year ❤️ (also I made this cute lil banner on canva bc I thought I would distinguish my blurb from my fics yay or nay?)
Couple: Spencer Reid/Fem!reader
Category: Fluff
Content Warning: Nothing it’s just pure fluff
Word count: 720
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“Spence, can you bring the plates over please?” You asked.
Spencer picked up the plates off the kitchen island and walked over to you. You were setting up the spread to your liking as Spencer was on the sidelines ready to help anywhere he could. He handed you the stack of white plates.
“Thank you, baby,” you said as you took them from him.
“You sure you don’t want me to help you set up? I feel as if I’m doing nothing,” he said.
“Don’t be silly, you’re doing enough, but if you want to do me another favour you can put the cranberry sauce into a bowl,” you said.
“You got it,” he said as he walked to the cupboard. You started placing the plates down at every empty seat, humming to yourself as you thought about the food in front of you. Your humming didn’t stop your little genius from spouting out facts.
“Y/N, did you know there wasn’t cranberry sauce or pumpkin pie during the first thanksgiving? If we were to have an authentic Thanksgiving it would consist of venison, duck, goose, fish, lobster, eel and oysters,” he said.
You hummed ‘mhm’ as you finished placing the last plate down. You continued to hum a tune as you went over to Spencer to grab the cranberry sauce from him. You could hear him following close behind you as you walked to the table.
“It’s actually quite funny how Abraham Lincoln had to be convinced by Sarah Joseph Hale, the woman who wrote “Mary Had a Little Lamb”, for 17 years to make Thanksgiving a national holiday,” he said.
You raised your eyebrows in surprise as you continued to fix the table to your liking. You realized you were missing the main centrepiece. The turkey. You turned around to go over to the kitchen counter where you had left it to cool down a bit before placing it on the table.
“Did you know there are four towns in the U.S. named “Turkey”? There’s one in Arizona, North Carolina, Texas and Louisiana,” he said.
You hummed and smiled at his fact as you made your way back to the dining table to place the turkey in the centre. He helped move dishes aside to give you the room you needed to place it down. You took a step back to admire your setup and also admire the food you were about to indulge in.
“Only male turkey’s gobble while female turkey’s cackle. It’s actually interesting how…Sorry,” he said.
You looked up from the table to see him awkwardly looking down at the floor. You furrowed your eyebrows as you walked over to him. You grabbed his chin so his eyes could focus on you instead of his feet.
“Sorry for what?” You asked.
“For rambling. I know it can be annoying especially since you’re trying to concentrate,” he said.
You smiled at him before you leaned in to give him a soft peck on the lips. You tucked a loose curl behind his ear as you stroked your thumb on his cheek. He instantly dissolved his worried look as he melted into the touch of your soft hands.
“Baby, I love hearing your facts. I think they’re the only thing keeping me stress-free right now,” you said.
“Really?” He asked.
“Of course, silly genius,” you said as you leaned in for another kiss.
He wrapped his arms around your waist as he pulled you in closer. You wrapped your arms around his neck as you caught onto him wanting to hold onto the kiss a little longer. You two could have stayed like that for a whole hour but the doorbell rang. You leaned away from him and cupped his hands in your palms.
“We’ll continue this later. I think that’s Derek and Savannah at the door. Make sure the tv’s on the right channel for the football game,” you said before you left his grip to go answer the door.
“Interestingly enough the tradition of football on Thanksgiving began in 1876 with a game between Princeton and Yale but the first NFL Thanksgiving games weren’t played until 1920. Fascinating, right?” He said.
You giggled. “Very. Maybe you and Derek will have more to talk about during the game than you thought.”
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