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“…audacious, disorderly, insolent…” The bodyguard paces in the princess’s bedroom, complaining about the maid’s conduct. “…Undisciplined?” She lounges in her chair. Her catlike grin widens. “This servant girl has really got under your skin, hasn’t she?” The man starts to deny it. He’s not in the business of admitting weakness.
“If I didn’t know any better…” The princess stands and approaches the towering man. “…I would say you have a crush on her.” Her finger teases his jawline. “I’m only frustrated, princess, because she’s been trying to bait me for a long time. Even more often now, ever since…” He trails off, caught in her rhetorical trap. “…ever since you sodomized her?” She stares into his soul - a bemused glint in her eye.
The bodyguard stumbles over his words for the first time in years. “Yes, I – since that – I mean, my point is, uh…” The princess seizes her advantage. “And what did you do with her, after she – how did you put it – ‘baited’ you?” He regains some composure. “I locked her in a cage in the dungeon.” She goes in for the kill. “Ah, yes, can’t have your precious maid running away now, can we?”
He swallows, at loss for words. “I’ll deal with her. For now, leave her in the cage. Make sure she’s warm and has food and water.” The princess continues. “Oh, and send for my craftsman. You’re dismissed.” The man nods solemnly and leaves. He brings the young girl her amenities. Standing over the cage, he watches her wrap herself in the blanket and eat from the bowl.
The next day, the princess summons the two of them. The maid is wobbly as he removes her from her prison. Worried that she’ll fall, he lifts her up in his arms and carries the girl to the bedroom. They arrive to find their liege waiting for them. An unremarkable box sits on the table. Confused and terrified, the young maid stands before the confident princess.
“My guard tells me you’ve been acting out recently.” She circles around the silent girl like a shark. “I can’t have you distracting him. It’s not good for anyone.” The maid hangs her head in shame. “But you’ve been persistent – and I think I know what the source of your trouble is.” The man watches, curious as to where the one-sided conversation will lead. “I think it’s this.”
The princess lifts up the girl’s skirt with a flourish. “Your needy pussy is getting you into trouble.” The maid winces and cowers. “So I’m going to help you, servant.” A few long strides and the princess arrives at the mysterious box. Reaching inside, she savours the dramatic pause. Her hands lift out of the box.
A handcrafted chastity belt. The maid and the bodyguard gawk at the odd contraption. Almost skipping, the princess returns to the trembling maid. Sliding the curved metal between her legs, the belt is closed with a click. The princess dangles a key in front of the girl. “There, now you don’t need to worry about trying to fuck my bodyguard. Isn’t that an elegant solution?”
Hanging her head, the maid doesn’t know how to react. Even the man is shocked by her method. “Now then…” The princess chimes, hanging the key around her neck. “We can all get back to business.” She takes the bodyguard by the hand and leads him to the bed. “You’re going to take care of me - and you can perform your cleaning duties.”
The maid is dizzy, unable to process everything that has happened. She stares down at the metal secured around her pussy. Am I dreaming? The girl looks up at the couple on the bed. The married princess kisses the old bodyguard. Oh, I am dreaming. Their tongues interlace just like she always imagined. She kneels down next to the bed, waiting to wake up.
Straddling the powerful man, the monarch grinds against his crotch. “Princess, we have a witness.” She doesn’t stop. “That dummy won’t tell anyone.” The maid touches the chastity belt - the metal feels cold. Oh… The princess starts to strip. Is this actually… She pinches her nipple - and feels the pain. Her brain bubbles as the beautiful noblewoman eases his thick cock inside her pussy.
His eyes unfocused, the bodyguard holds her waist as she slips down his shaft. The princess reaches the base of his cock and sits in his lap for a moment. “Feels so good.” Staring directly into the eyes of the shocked maid, her hips start to grind. “Do you have any idea how good it feels, servant?” The caged girl shakes her head. “No? You don’t know how amazing it is to have a big, strong man fuck your tight little pussy?” Another shake.
She leans back and kisses her bodyguard. Bouncing on his dick now, the maid’s head bobs up and down with each movement. “I like that. I think it’s cute. Let’s keep things that way.” Pulling the key out of her clevage, the noble flashes it at her. “My favourite part of being a princess is...” Drool runs from the maid’s tongue, cum drools from the holes in her chastity belt. “…I can do whatever I want.”
“If I want to have rough breeding sex with my bodyguard, I can do that. If I want to be praised like an angel, I can have that. If I want to be treated like a filthy whore, I can be that.” The man and the maid lock eyes. A distant longing is held between them. “Don’t look at him, you fucking whore! Look at me!” The princess rubs her clit with a single finger, pointing. “Look right here, so you know what’s mine.”
The maid obeys. She reaches for her pussy, finding only metal. Her master’s slick pussy devours his cock. “His cock is mine, not yours. Your pussy is mine, not yours. I want to fuck him. I want you to stay a needy virgin. Do you understand?” Giddy, the maid nods her head. The guard is close. He groans and tries to calm the power-mad woman. “Princess…” She ignores him. Grabbing the maid by the hair, she pulls her in close.
He can’t hold back anymore. A harsh yell from the stoic man joins his orgasm. The maid watches his cum flood out of the princess’s pussy and run down his cock. The sensation of him cumming inside sparks her own orgasm. Every detail is seared into the servant girl’s memory. As the woman pulls on her hair, the maid’s hips fruitlessly hump at nothing.
The princess collapses onto the bed next to the man. Her hand strokes his chest. “Kiss me.” The bodyguard obeys. Holding the precious woman in his arms, his lips touch hers. Their observer watches his rippling arms stroke her soft body. “Clean me.” On all fours, the maid crawls between her thighs. Her silent tongue touches the princess’s pussy, and she licks the bodyguard’s cum from her hole.
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The Cannibal (oc):
(The Fungus universe)
Tw: Yandere, sexual themes, masochism.
You want to have sex with the guards?
All the guards belong to one specific leader, and you all know how the cannibals can be. Some are more idiotic than others, but to put it simply they are kinda mindless. Souls driven completely by whatever fills them with gluttony and pleasure.
But they move in hordes, so if you don't feel satisfied with the leader himself why not see if a few more helping hands finish the job?
They act like desperate puppies when given the chance to have you. Either by you puncturing every organ they may possibly have or you allowing them to join you in sex. They are happy with either.
Hands on your waist, a body licking away at your cunt. You’re practically crawling as you let the soul below you finish their job while a few others wait for their turn.
You can have one at a time or a few at once. Doesn't matter, they won't ask for anything other than a few pleas for you to ‘Break them’. They are just that desperate for any crumb you may give them. They are the literal representation of “beggars can't be choosers”.
If you don't want any of them to fuck you then don't ask for it. Their want for sexual intimacy is more like a whisper. Their want for pain and human flesh on the other hand? Yeah, it’s 100%, so if you want to keep them happy without taking your clothes off then make sure to enjoy using them as target practice.
#yandere oc#oc#yandere#yandere story#yandere x darling#yandere x reader#yandere x y/n#yandere x you#ocs#yandere character#yandere cannibal#masochistic#masochist kink#yandere smut#yandere male#desperate yandere#yandere post#yandere stories#yandere scenarios
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lhh: want any food? i'll cook for you jaehwan: no. you can't cook the food i want
lhh: (jaehwan actually wants something?) what kind of food is it?
jaehwan: dumplings.
lhh: ?
jaehwan: murim dumplings.
#also apparently at the 2nd regression yjh cooked up a spice that can make anything edible#lhh uses it to attempt to swallow a story. it tastes good but he can't digest it until jaehwan hits him#<- masochist?#orv side story#orv#side story spoilers#orv spoilers#side story lb
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i heart whimsical masochists. silly freaks. you draw blood from them and they’re giggling. so :3 about it
#nagumo childe gojo#etc#IDC THAT IM NOT FAR IN THE STORY FOR NAGUMO THAT MAN IS A MASOCHIST!#he keeps letting them tie him up and beat him for funsies even tho he can escape and rock their shit 😭#this man would let u do Whatever u wanted to him just have fun omg. hes giggling and smiling thru it… so amused by u#sora.txt
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Hi! First of all i love your art it brings me so much joy <3 thank you so much for it
I wanted to ask a silly question: I've never read any superhero comic in my life. I'm planning on starting to read dick grayson/nightwing comics soon. The problem is that I know a lot of what happens in his 1996 – 2009 series bc I started interacting with the fandom for around a month before deciding to start reading his comics. I wasn't worried before bc well there must be hundreds other comics where he shows up and there's also cartoons and movies and tv shows. But now I'm wondering if I kind of ruined my own experience with this series by knowing too much before getting into it myself 😭 I was so excited but now I'm feeling sad about it
I started with a similar scenario where a lot of the things were mentioned by people I followed and a lot was technically spoiled for me. I got into Batman media before I got into Robin and Nightwing related stuff. It didn’t ruin anything for me personally knowing how stuff goes because I still appreciated the context around things.
However, as a guy who drew nightwing an abnormal amount of times within one year, I have to say spoilers is not what you should be worried about.
Because the most worrying thing is reading nightwing solo runs 100+ issues in is that most of the stories are bad.
Yes, I’ll say it… I think most of it is bad. There’s cute moments but so many story endings are not satisfactory and the pacing is weird. This is not to discourage you or make you feel sad before going into comics but… as someone who was in a similar situation, stick to reading lists in the beginning. Because after 5-7 mid runs, you start to think, man what am I doing…
How I feel after reading 100+ solo issues and most of them weren’t good:
#maleinbox#I will never forget finding one part of a run interesting after reading so many weird runs and then it turns into some kind of mid romance#story with an unknown woman… I dare not say anything else because I am not a hater..#anyways I don’t want to scare you with anything but sometimes reading comics is kind of masochistic.#that’s kind of how it is for most of us… I think. or at least people I know
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Hi can I request a sadistic Darling and the things Loner would let them do to him? Maybe some hcs!
(Thanks for using they/them for lone!) Loner is a masochist and pretty much would let you do whatever you want to them,but they have some limits though
They are a little afraid of blades so knifes or anything like that would make them uncomfortable
Humiliate them.that it's. Call them a needy little whore and spit on their cheek and they will m e l t
Kinda into cheating, not them though, explicitly cheat on them and tell them they are not enough to satisfice you and they will launch at your feet pleading to let them prove it to you while they rub their crotch into your shoe.
Let them watch you have sex with other people, they have a huge voyeur kink and would absolutely masturbate at the sight of you being pleased by another person. (The other person would mysteriously stop contacting you after that but that another story)
A little sensitive around their neck so more than choking him i think graving his neck would have the same effect
#male yandere#yandere oc#yandere story#yandere oc x reader#yandere scenarios#yanderecore#soft yandere#yandere x reader#yandere boy#yandere darling#masochist yandere#loner#the loner#yandere loner#yandere otome au#otome au
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Board for myself as Lil Miss Rarity 🔪💜⛓️[CW]
🔪 I Feel Perfect - Porcelain & The Tramps
💜 Painkiller - The Queenstons
☆⛓️ Mean - Nicole Dollanganger
[Lil Miss Rarity belongs to @asklilmissrarity and @luvtonique]
[All music and images belong to their creators]
#Cw: Gore#Cw: Masochistic theme#I myself am a huge fan of the obsessive and masochistic side of this story#You can probably tell that lol#I love both of these characters so much#self insert#self insert aesthetic#lil miss rarity#mlp grimdark#mlp creepypasta#lil miss rarity aesthetic#pinkamena#pinkamena diane pie#creepypasta#creepypasta aesthetic#minors please dni#ageless blogs pls dni#music#creepypasta au
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@cinamun
When i saw this quote, I immediately thought of Mercy and this scene
"You can leave a toxic relationship, but if you don’t heal what attracted you to them, you will meet them again. The same demon, just in a different person"
How many demons has Mercy danced with knowingly or otherwise. Theres only so many pieces to the life that is Mercy that's yet to be shared and only hints sprinkle here and there.What or who was the person to strike the first blow to her psyche. I feel she has been wandering around wearing a mask of her own for a very long time, and if ever they were to come off long enough, the amount of emotional chaos burried that would bubble to the surface, she wouldnt survive that alone.
Bishop is a fucking sociopath and excels and flourishes at the toxicity he drips daily into her veins.Every apology he offers is a weapon and forgiveness is his trap.
#tfa#ts4 story#cinamun#mercy mercy#shes a sexy masochist and continues to seek out chaos to keep her warm#bishop always has that invisible leash tugging his pretty pet#toxic relationship#this just keeps pulling you into the vortex the sweeps through the Elysian fields and river Styx#where them wings at#i need a big tall glass of wine and a got damn brownie for this shit#when we passing the collection plate to put a hit on that ass
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Fever Dream♡
CW ᯓᡣ𐭩 knife, Lolita, cozy bedroom
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"I will be okay."
I said to Lolita, but she won't listen. She thought hurting me would be a bad thing. But it's not really. I wanted this. She just needed to listen.
"Come on, do it."
Lolita shook her head, again. Why was she so stubborn? I handed her the knife, forcing her to fist it in her palm as I pulled up my sleeve. It's my first time doing this so I felt nervous.
"I can't do this…"
I rolled my eyes, repeating her words with a mocking tone. "Don't be a coward. I don't like it."
I shifted closer to her, ignoring the tears that were running down her face. Lolita was a pretty girl, but not pretty enough to my liking. She gripped the knife with a trembling hand. Maybe if she tried hard enough, she could notice the coldness in my eyes.
But she didn't know me like that. I'm a nice person, very warm and soft and gentle. She relied on my reassuring smile even at this moment. It's pretty cute.
"So? Don't worry. I won't move."
She nodded, a strand of hair fell down to her face so I tucked it behind her ear. Lolita placed the tip of the knife just above my skin. She hesitated. But it's okay, that's normal for someone like her. She's just a Lolita. Nothing more, nothing less.
She put the knife on my skin, making a long thin cut as blood started trickling down my arm. I let out a short gasp, relishing the feeling as my lips formed a smile.
"Oh, dear…"
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#whump community#whump writing#whump#whumplr#whump drabble#short story#literature#whumpee#masochist whump
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“Even if other people don’t forgive you, you need to learn to forgive yourself.” - Team’s mother
But Team can’t forgive himself. He doesn’t know how, and so he goes to Ton’s grave to look for forgiveness from someone who can’t give it to him. (I’m crying.) Not to mention the way he runs away when he hears someone else coming to visit Ton’s grave, like he doesn’t have a right to be there, grieve there. (I’m still crying.)
Then he’s crying behind that bush as he looks at the gold medal that should have belonged to Ton. He feels like he’s stolen everything from Ton from his life to this gold medal. He doesn’t feel like he deserves anything, or has earned anything for himself. It’s all a debt that he’s desperately trying to repay, because he survived and Ton didn’t. It’s all so overwhelming, and he wishes that he had died instead.
But in this dark place, he calls Win. Which is a big deal because Team avoids burdening others with his problems. Sure, he'll beg Pharm for snacks, and ask Win to treat him to a meal. But he doesn’t tell anyone about his insomnia and anxiety. He doesn’t tell anyone that he almost drowned recently. Win discovered these things by accident and because he cared about Team, not because Team told him about them. So just the fact that these two have cultivated a relationship where Team is able to call Win, asking for someone to hold him together while he falls apart, is just so immensely beautiful to me. Because whether Team realizes it or not, he already believes that Win will be there for him no matter what, that Win will catch him.
And here is a person who desperately wants Team to stay alive. Win doesn’t know exactly what happened in Team’s past, and he can’t make Team forgive himself. All he can do is tell him how much he means to him, and that’s just really lovely. Because what Team needs right now isn’t someone who will tell him, “it’s not your fault”. He’s not in the mindset to be able to process and accept that. He needs someone to tell him that his life matters, that if he were to die there’s someone who might be just as devastated as Ton’s mother is. He might not be able to forgive himself yet, but he can start to see that he is valued.
TLDR: I love these two with my whole heart. I love seeing Team reach out for help when he's in the depths of his self-loathing. And I love how Win's love and care have melted away the walls that have been keeping Team isolated in his own pain.
#between us#between us the series#between us ep9#prem warut#I was crying when Team was talking to Ton at his grave#then I cried harder when Ton's mother was there grieving#then I cried even harder when the shot went back to Team behind the bush.#And I still love this whole scene#does that make me a masochist?#Also - sometimes there are things you can't tell your parents because you don't want to worry them#because you feel like your problems are going to disrupt their happiness#and you don't want to do that to them because you feel that their happiness is more important than your suffering.#I love moments in stories where characters reveal their vulnerabilities and someone else is there to embrace them.#reasons why I love this story#precipitating thts
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(The Fungus universe)
Tw: Yandere, Masochism.
Haha… you don't know where and how he lost his legs, and how the hell is he kneeling? It looks painful, geez. Why he smiling so much too? God.
(Cannibal (oc). Lazy drawing, like I ignored many mistakes so yeah. And also poor man in his forties cut him some slack. Well in his fifties but he stopped aging long ago;-;)
#yandere oc#yandere#yandere story#yandere x darling#yandere x reader#yandere x y/n#yandere x you#ocs#yandere character#oc#yandere cannibal#yandere post#yandere drawing#yandere male#masochistic
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one day I wish I could actually like understand songwriting especially for theatre so that I can I dunno actually put to use the random tunes I have in my head that just spontaneously appear while I'm doing the most mundane of shit. anyways patron has the concept of an opening number now
#im gonma call it Silakbo#the gist of this is um LOOK TO REALLY EXPLAIN WHAT PATRON IS UMM#understand that patron was originally two separate musical ideas whose events occur At The Same Time To Teach Other#so like yea same universe#Patron (pronounce it in the Filipino way) is about modern student activism in the philippines and the nitty gritty of it#Patron (english pronunciation) is about a young filipino playwirght struggles to find their voice in an american landscape (new york)#especially in the context of the events of Filipino Patron#both discuss what it means to be a young filipino revolutionary in this day and age#so um i first thought of this when i was 17-18 - and now im 20 and like the masochist i am i have decided to have them become one project#dual protagonist - one a new and rather sheltered stude of UP Diliman and one decorated young progressive writer in New York#the former is a journey of looking beyond privilege and what it really means to be among the masses#the latter is a story of how privilege blinds - and how susceptible we are to american neoliberalism#that it dulls once sharp pens + the irony of succumbing to such amidst environment and communities that scream for resistance#and whatever one protag does affects the other protag - whatever happens in america affects philippine events and vice versa yay#anyways openign number Silakbo is the arrival of these two protagonists to their respective settings - both with their own musical styles#(UPD protag progresses from broadway belts to pinoy hiphop - NY protag progresses from pinoy hiphop to broadway belts) (this is A Clue)#and most of UPD protag songs will be sung in Filipino while NY Protag will um progressively grow into being fully English#and silakbo can be used synonymously with storm so its basically a storm is coming who's gonna bring it#a change is approaching who's gonna chase it#tbh this out of all of my works is gonna be inspired heavily from lmm's work because tbh this is gonna be a beast to even conceptualise#so um yea thats a mini patron ramble woo hope its um understandable at worst 😭#personal shit#also yes the NY storyline is based on um once progressive Filipinos becoming subservients to conservative and harmful politics#either out of ignorance or power or simple nonchalance#i can name a lot of namess gjdjd
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Anthony: Francis, you're the only guy I know that gets into full snowboarding gear to go out and play in the middle of Virginia in the summer time. Frank: You never hung out with a masochist before? Fuck. It's gonna be a long tour [laughs] Anthony: Yo, this shirt makes me feel extra. I love it so much. Fan: I got it at Target. Anthony: You got this at Target?! Fan: Yeah. Anthony: Why does that make me mad? Frank: Now it's a little cheap. [laughs] Anthony: All right, well, if anybody's around later and wants to give me a ride to Target after this show, meet me at the pirate ship.
(src: IG story by the.earth.below)
[July 11, 2023]
#frank iero#masochist#anthony green#swap shirts#rica.archive#july 11 2023#july 2023#2023#ls dunes#lsdunessad#ig story#video
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So I finally found the time to read Chapter 5 + the Hades event of What in Hell is Bad? and AAHHH LEVIATHAN?!! God, his character is so interesting and I can’t wait to see more of him.
Idk I just find his personality and cold attitude towards MC quite refreshing. Not to mention that he has such a lovely voice and beautiful appearance…….aaahhh he’s so intriguing <3
AND LEVIATHAN’S H SCENE?? Let’s just say that my inner sadist was very happy with how it turned out. Honestly, we need more characters who are masochist + power bottom ψ(`∇´)ψ
#jessamine rambles#spicy warning#mdni#i’ll be honest tho. i may be the only player who was relieved/ neutral about whb’s uncensored stuff being limited to the erolabs version#if only bc i rlly dislike looking at errr…..certain body parts in both 2d and irl. idk i’m more of the ‘let’s artfully cover this body part#with angles or a random item covering it.’ mayhaps it’s one of the little aspects of me being somewhere on the gray ace spectrum#but that’s a topic for another day skskk#re: leviathan’s attitude towards mc. i just find it delightfully realistic in the same way that twst handles mc’s relationship with the cas#i.e. the twst boys don’t fall head over heels for yuu nor become close to them#idk i used to play obey me! and got burnt out by how the focus on romance affected the story quality + how some characters were written#so maybe that’s why whb’s leviathan appealed to me. that and it simply makes for an interesting dynamic between him and mc#and i do hope that whb gives us more sub! or masochist! characters bc AHHHH WE NEED MORE#as an S. i was fcking delighted with leviathan’s scene#anyway that’s all from me re: whb xD
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okay, so I've been seeing some folks in the RusAme Country Club and Yacht Society say they don't see Ivan and Alfred together romantically nor do they see them having a healthy and/or romantic dynamic at all..... and I'm here to tell you that you are not seeing the VISION!
get a goddamn glass of your finest bourbon and/or vodka and put this record on your turntable, 'cause I'm about to ramble (CW: heavy-handed headcanons lmfao, foking long as hell too)--
Let me put it this way..... these two immortal beings met during a time of revolution and revolt. They met through a plead for help and a petty need to drive a third party crazy, and within that realm, found that they admired each other greatly. They revered their intelligence, their ambitions, their resistance, their people. Both beings were open and excited to learn from each other, and in that excitement, grew fond of each other at breakneck speed.
These two juxtaposed beings became best friends- despite the long distance, despite the difference in linguistics, and were bonded by a love for music, food, culture, and knowledge. They were uña y mugre; inseparable, always writing and visiting whenever possible. These two beings had their own inside jokes, their own gossip, their own humor. They even learned to speak in their respective languages in order to better understand each other!
Through this inexplicable connection, one of these beings is suddenly thrust into a civil war. Is it unlike anything they have experienced in their relatively young life. While others around them stay at a distance, their best friend of some odd years now immediately rushes to their side and helps in every way. They never leave their side, watching them break apart, seeing their health deteriorate, feeling helpless, seeing a flawed side of them like never before. Despite it all, despite the ugly irrational and hurt person they they know now, they care about them so much more. The feeling is mutual, as the war torn being holds nothing but utter appreciation for the other for staying through it all.
Simply knowing they could have ceased to exist with the war only serves to strengthen the bond they have. this transforms into something that takes both of them by surprise-- this deep love overtakes feelings of comradery and now they are just as inseparable, more so than when they were just friends. Now they know words of romance, they tear pages from love stories to send to each other, their embraces last much longer, they often get lost with each other at parties, they wake up later than everyone else. No one knows why. No one knows. These being truly live in their own world of pure, raw, unadulterated love. Their love is passionate, energetic, intense, engulfing, erotic- it's love at its best.
Once again, out of the blue, the climate around them changes. Suddenly, the older being is thrown into a revolutionary war kilometers away from the other. The younger beings' friends and allies disapprove of their alliance. In an unexpected turn, the second being's overseers also disapprove of their alliance as well, because their alliance only makes ridicule of the policies they must now abide by.
Then a world war distracts them from ever solving this issue. Then a second world war. Then a third war, where they are now the main contenders, and are now so apart, they have not seen each other in years. Not one word. They didn't even get to formally finalize their relationship. it just ended. As quick as it had started, now all they feel is anger. Anger that aims at their respective policies, their regressive societies, their ideologies. That anger was not born from those things. The anger stems from unfinished business; no closure, agonizing and guttural heartbreak. The frustration from what was left unsaid is what speaks for them and it comes out in physical brawls, in competitiveness, in slander, in unruly hatred.
Within this cloud of despise, there are glimmers of hope. Elbe Day, Van Cliburn, the space race, the Moscow-Washington hotline, the Olympics, worlds fairs, music, celebrations, US-Soviet soldier reunions, magazines, books, movies, joint ventures: they notice all of it. Slowly but surely that seething hatred just becomes a numb feeling of indifference.
As the decade comes and goes, they are both on separate paths. One being is suffering from socioeconomic and political turmoil, and the other... hates it. Despite the half-century they spent hating each other, seeing them in disarray is unsettling. Something they aren't aware enough to recognize is how much they care. There is care in the fact that instead of feeling schadenfreude of an ex-friend/ex-lover/ex-enemy's plight, they feel upset to see each other a mess. The more well-off person helped the other without a question. Their helping hand wasn't and is not used as artillery, it is just cut-and-dry help.
Now they are acquaintances again. They see each other at conferences. They say 'hello' to each other as they walk by. They share coffee and a cigarette here and there. They banter. Most importantly, they are equally disliked by most. This fact in itself leaves them with a weird thing to relate to. Sometimes it leaves them drinking together, complaining about tedious things others around them don't care for and would laugh at them for complaining about. Through that strange comradery, they find inside jokes, mutual interests, and "bonding time". Their bonding time is often just small talk or getting drunk- but funny thing, it will often push them a bit closer. Sometimes it will lead to a dinner, or a symphonic performance, or may just land them at the other's doorstep. Or in the other being's room. Or their bed. Once. Maybe three, four-- teen times? When did it start up again? Nobody knows. Hell, they don't even know.
What they do know is that when they're around each other, they cannot keep to themselves. They can be themselves. Something about sharing intimacy together is nostalgic in itself, but not only that. It's remembering what each other's favorite color was/is, it's remembering how the other prefers their tea, remembering the curves of their calligraphy, remembering the way they smile, retelling old stories as if they're new-- it's them falling in love, all over again!
Their romance is very unconventional, as they don't choose to label it, but they remain exclusive to each other. When they crave, they run to each other. If they're angry, they run to each other. If they're happy, they run to each other. They still remember their languages, they still have their letters and portraits in a storage unit somewhere, they remember where their hands go during an embrace, they know where to tilt their head during a kiss-- god, they remember everything! All that beautiful, breathtaking romance did not die with the years, it was only stored away. Just now are they allowed to unpackage it together. After years, they are able to talk about what they left behind. About "what if?" Yes, they talk about it inebriated mostly but that's a start! They have so many loose ends with each other, it may take them years to label themselves-- but they do care for each other.
In their own tired, worn, timid way, they show love. They yearn deeply. Much more than they'll ever admit.
#I feel like I ramble abt this topic all the time#I'm so sorry-#but their love story...it's no where near the end!!#it's an ongoing grueling story of recovery and reconnection and painful visceral masochistic yearning#if that isn't the greatest love story than idk what is#rusame#kikitalkz#Spotify
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#Me#bruisedismyfavoritecolor#prettierinbruises#Masochist#long story#He told me to#This turned me on#Blood#Staples
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