#but that’s a topic for another day skskk

[jessamine-rose]

So I finally found the time to read Chapter 5 + the Hades event of What in Hell is Bad? and AAHHH LEVIATHAN?!! God, his character is so interesting and I can’t wait to see more of him.

Idk I just find his personality and cold attitude towards MC quite refreshing. Not to mention that he has such a lovely voice and beautiful appearance…….aaahhh he’s so intriguing <3

AND LEVIATHAN’S H SCENE?? Let’s just say that my inner sadist was very happy with how it turned out. Honestly, we need more characters who are masochist + power bottom ψ(｀∇´)ψ

[22introuble]

Now where were we?

It's 8:22pm and I just got off work. Today was a lil weird? As you recall a couple posts ago I was talking about pretty privilege and how it's very real at work. OK so there are some things that happened this weekend that I won't write on here bc my actual journal already knows but just know that the events made me uncomfy. Anyways I will tell u that last night one of my co-workers dmd on ig and ugh this is on me but also it's not bc I wasn't the one who started it. Ok, so this fella tried to start a convo and once again my stupid little pea brain thought nothing of it bc at work we're friends so I thought he was just tryna be nice yk. I'm so dumb fr bc ugh I'll write about this specific topic another time but point being I did not want him to feel bad? embarrassed? Idk I just didn't want to make him feel bad so dumbass me replied calling him "bestie" so like he knows he's friend-zoned you know cause idk how to make it anymore obvi without bluntly telling him even tho I would eventually have to tell him "hey we're just friends" but I was trying to avoid that awkwardness. I had to tell him bc he sent me this weird ass message and it honestly made me so uncomfy like ugh I hate feeling like that. As soon as I saw the message I told him like "ayo don't send stuff like that bc I only see you as a friend" and then he said some but I just stopped replying and we were working at the same time today but honestly I thought nothing of it bc like I shut it down so to me I was like ok that's done let's move on. Until today tho, I clocked into work and a little after one of the older guys told me that the fella who sent me the message wanted to talk to me because he ain't want problems and I was like "nooo que hize ahora" At this point I didn't think he wanted to talk to me bc of that legit thought it was about anything else like "damn they mad cause I dropped the salsa" sksksk. Anycow he pulled me back and I was like ughh no pls let's not make this a bigger deal than what it is. He was really nice tho and gave me this complicated ass explanation, that his cousin sent the message (cousin is dishwasher who I am also friendly with mf 17) and they got mad at each other to the point of throwing hands and I was like "oh sis pls nothing is ever that serious" and then he was apologizing and I just kept telling him that it did make me uncomfy and now that I know he did not mean it and it was a "joke" it was all good even tho it was never bad. After that, I went back to work and acted normally bc tbh I ain't care like wtf. I could tell they were not ok tho bc when he was apologizing mf nearly cried and I was just laughing bc I did not know how to cope like tf am I supposed to do and why do I always make ppl cry skskks. Besides that the day went well I am so sleepy rn tho bc I didn't sleep at all last night bc of... but yeah here I am eating blueberries and strawberry licorice. I want to write more but about other things, for this post, this is all the tea lmao. ttyl stimk <3

[yeonjuins]

So sorry for the late reply, I’ve been taking naps all day skskskd♡︎♡︎

I have been well ♡︎ I hope you’ve been well too! And I hope your food adventure was fun!! ♡︎

Oh what a great way to listen the album SKSKK

I did!! I absolutely enjoyed the whole thing so I added to my playlist It was a little different from what I usually listened to but it had the vibes I like in songs so it was good and fun to listen to

4D and airdrop were an absolutely fave and also U and this night and wet umbrella

And Hanryang (I think it’s what it’s called,, I’m sorry if I get it wrong) but I absolutely loved that one,, Two Bourbon Rock and say hello to inner were also good ones

Actually all of them were good I can’t choose a fave AJSKSKD

I was in such a good mood while listening to it because the songs were just so great,,, some of them gave me goosebumps even, like Two Bourbon Rock and Exit

I wish I could articulate my words more but like when something is good it makes my brain all jumbled SAKAKSKDKDKFK

And yes!! it’s so good hear him again hopefully he releases something down the line or features in a another song

(slightly lengthy response!)

the album overall was so lovely... rad museum never disappoints in my opinion (:< forever will feel like i'm floating into the air whenever i listen to 'dancing in the rain'

humming anonnie i have an off topic confession sob sob... i feel like i've been such a mess lately 😭 my sleeping is super wonky.. i haven't taken a nap today (woke up late instead) so i'm hoping that will set one part of my life straight but otherwise i feel like i've been so all over the place and it's been.... !!! not too great ): i hope u have been doing well in contrast my love

i've been literally on an nct brainrot lately in terms of music.. legit just listening to my liked songs of theirs on repeat but once in a while i'll throw in an occasional song i'll find on a whim and listen to it

i used to not like listening to songs on repeat because i thought i'd get bored of them but here i am.... is there anything new w life for you humming anonnie ;0 ?