#marsi rambles

[marsidotcom]

thinking about all the subtle ways henry takes care of alex, even when to outside eyes it may seem that alex is the caretaker, or the protector in its entirety.

those prying eyes don’t see the way henry gently coaxes alex to bed during finals weeks and cram nights, a soft hand on his broad shoulders as he saves the word doc alex has been fretting over for the last couple hours. alex will murmur and whine and insist on continuing- “just another hour or two, hen,” he’ll beg, curls mused from where he’s been running his hand through his hair throughout the night. henry is always persistent, regardless.

he’ll bring alex to his feet and lead him to their bedroom, all 6 ft of him, hoodie-clad and glasses slipping down the bridge of his nose as he grumbles about spreadsheets into henry’s shoulder. henry will smile and nod and kiss at alex’s forehead as he does.

when they get there, he’ll slip alex’s glasses from his nose and onto the nightstand as the man sways infront of him, the newfound lack of blue light reminding his body of how tired he is. henry will shimmy his sweats off so alex doesn’t wake up in the middle of the night, tangled in the comforter and henry himself, overheated. he’ll let alex lean into him for a moment as he pets across the back of his head, smoothing over stray curls and soothing him further.

they’ll get into bed eventually, with henry tucking alex in and letting him roll over under the blankets to pillow his head on henry’s chest. henry will stifle a tiny laugh over how alex’s hair tickles his neck, and alex will be dead asleep in the next few minutes. Henry will follow suit eventually.

In the morning, alex will wake to david pawing at the edge of the bed, the smell of coffee and earl gray mingling with the early light fluttering in through the gauzy curtains they hung a few weeks after moving in. He’ll come out to kiss at henry’s shoulders and take the mug of coffee henry made for him, dash of cinnamon included.

[toms-cherry-trees]

Can someone help me find the Mars who used to be able to write 4k word fics in a day? She's been missing for like a year

[the-wonderland-madnesss]

I really should have understood by now that although I love spicy, buying spicy in the Chinese store is signing myself up to slurp noodles dipped in sulphuric acid 😭 how you all do it

[dani-the-toad]

a collection

[marsmellowpink]

Bad Endings

On today episode where Marsie keeps talking about Royal Order, we will talk about the bad ending on this game. Today is a short discussion because it's actually very simple XD

[SPOILER UNDER THE CUT]

Iris's Bad Ending CG

On Iris' bad ending, Aarya ended up soiling their relationship with Iris. Seeing there is a no way out to solving Nidhoggr disappearance Aarya then proceeded to sails back to Northern Continent. This bad ending actually breaks my heart and makes me sad for a few days :")

Darryl's Bad Ending CG

On Darryl's bad ending, Aarya ended up soiling their relationship with Darryl because of accepting his proposal instead of trying to get to know each other first. This ended up with Darryl having full melt down and trying to fix his mistake because of trusting Aarya. Reading that makes me want to crumble into pieces :"D

Not only that, but his mother also ended up being in danger because of trying to help him. Seeing no way out, they're trying to subtract Aarya core but sadly ended up being too strong to being subtracts. And all of that ended with Aarya sailing back because peace no longer can be achieve (because they're attacked). The creator also said that Aarya and Darryl will meet up again... but this time on opposing side of the war :"D

Emrys's Bad Ending CG

To be honest, I prefer Emrys's bad ending rather than his good ending because how it changed my brain chemistry. In this bad ending when discovering Nidhoggr being murder, Aarya and Emrys proceed to murder the people who murdered her. Then they're sailing back to Northern Continent to making the Sval taking the blood oath to murder all humans for their wrongdoings about Nidhoggr.

Why do I prefer this ending?? Because how Aarya cold acted. It somehow makes me feels something I rarely feel?? An optimistic war veteran suddenly revert back to their old way makes me feel something?? Ahahahha XD

Also!!

Notice how different Aarya eyes on Emrys's bad ending compared to Iris and Darryl bad ending.

If you see it carefully, compare to Iris and Darryl bad ending, Aarya's eyes on Emrys bad ending completely lost their light. Which is a neat detail where it shows about how Aarya completely lost their trust and hope in humanity when discovering Nidhoggr death and want to avenge her by killing all humans

It's kind of sad if you think about it. Imagine trusting your enemies only to find that said enemies murders your own sister. Not only that, but you actually can also get generic ending on Emrys route. Where Aarya is firstly being prisons before Emrys busted them out because High Council decision to not punish Harald. Imagine trusting your enemies to at least do one right things after your enemies starved you for 2 millennium but they cannot even do that-

How sad...

[marsiesmania]

Excerpt from something I wrote :)

I don’t remember many things from when I was a kid. That might sound strange. It's like watching a tape back, skipping forward, with images flashing by, blurry and warped and the hum of machines and chattering people. What I do remember is clear. Not the words or the events, but little snapshots of high quality film, playing the same 5 seconds in the back of my mind over and over again. I don’t remember much of school, because it was easy and repetitive. I don’t recall faces, or friends, or failures. My memories don’t come chronologically. I do remember the clothes, the shapes, the ambience of those moments in time, whether I was small or big or somewhere in between.

[marsycozycorner]

Introduction!

Heya! I'm Marsy I go by they/them and I’m a lesbian! i decided to make a new tumblr account which i will post my art and also headcanons! I will also ramble a lot about Persona 3 since i am hyperfixated in that game :3 and i also love Splatoon a lot too!! I'm multifandom so i hope you guys dont mind me rambling about other fandoms too!

I've known P3 since 2021 and got back to it this year when P3R came out! i am currently playing it rn and i literally manifested for a remake and was so happy it actually became true HAUIGEHGAUI anywho! i really REALLY love Yukamitsu <3 i also love yukari and mitsuru too... i am so ill for them... but i honestly love all the characters in P3 <3 i'm trying to also get into the other games slowly!

I play a lot of Splatoon 3 too!! If you wanna play together just drop me a DM and i'll send my friend code!! I'm a big Mariver fan loved them for 1 year already <3 I love love marie and shiver :3c!

Almost forgot but i also LOVEEE the Life Is Strange series i played all the games (still playing BTS!) and i love that game to death... i'm hyped for the new game too YIPEEEE

I cosplay and draw! I will post my cosplay when i feel like i want to from time to time! and i take a while to draw rn since i'm resting as i'm now on holiday and also college is a pain in the ass </3

That's all for now!! Feel free to chat with me i don't bite!! Hope to meet new friends YIPEE!!

[stayconnecteed]

my gorgeous gorgeous marsy!

read that post rn and I GET YOUUU!! I’ve been wanting to get around writing the eight (8!) requests I have (and/or to continue the sneak pic i showed you, teehee) BUT HAUFJSJDJ I CANNOT 😭😭😭 it’s so bad 🫥 i’m just procrastinating everything and playing mystic messenger (wonder if you know that one game)

mmmmm just for the sake of asking (and bc idk i just feel like it) today me and my friend irl were just yapping thru text about hero sagas and whatever and she like accidentaly turned into shakespeare and texted this absolute banger of a quote??

“It is very difficult to put on a mask in a world where there are no superheroes... and not look like a thief.”

wondering where could that go in a fanfic with our boys™️? would love to hear your thoughts, (even if its just rambling)!

sending kudos, hugs and kisses! 💌🤭

IT'S A NIGHMARE KATS (skjhfjkah sending motivation and inspiration and words to your mind because that sneak pic i read was EVERYTHING) but yeah procrastinating and feeling useless :(( (i have no idea of the game but i googled it and let me tell you 👀)

waaah hero sagas!! as in pjo and like that?? also, your friend is literally insane because GOD DAMN that quote is literally amazing!! something came to my mind but i can't reveal it yet... i'll attack your dms give me a sec akjdhkasjd

sending lots of kisses and big big hugs back my love!! 🤍

[freddybully]

k g’night simps

[lovebugcody]

The top cat is my baby Mars and the bottom cat is my mum’s kitten Aria. I figured I hadn’t shared pics of them in a while and they’ve gotten so big!

[roomba-mangga]

Tropes and headcanons that somehow wind up in almost all my platonic/companionate (qp) ships and HCs:

Both are canonically under the thumb of corrupt and abusive authority figure(s) or higher powers who make them feel helpless and insignificant, but eventually they learn better and overcome it (or they don’t and it ends up really angsty)

Adoption of sad, scary children

At least one party is non-binary, non-human, aspec, and/or immortal (and everyone involved is queer)

Both unstable/unhinged but in opposite directions

First names do not exist they will address one another by formal titles and absurd nicknames exclusively (occasionally cute, mostly bizarre or oddly specific, often in-jokes)

Getting so exhausted they just collapse in a heap onto their partner, who proceeds to chide them affectionately while holding them

Whenever they actually say their partner’s first name the emotional weight is equivalent to a kiss in a romance story, or idk, your mom saying your full name

*holds face gently. like hamburger* (bonus: *squishes cheeks*)

FIRST REAL HUG (and tensing at first, not knowing how to react, then finally leaning into it) or holding onto them like if they let go their partner will fucking die (which, given their usual habits, is very likely!)

OR, touch-aversed partner(s) who sit together comfortably watching something they both enjoy (a movie, the sunset, etc.)

The mortifying ordeal of being known and the reward of being seen but in a very specific aro way.

Standing or walking side-by-side like they’re the boss bitches who own the place (bonus points if they walk in sync)

Refusing/being unable to label the relationship so they simply go with whatever’s most convenient and accurate at the time and this confuses the hell out of other people (”are they like your sibling?” “sure” then later with someone else “your partner?” “yeah whatever”)

CALLING THEIR PARTNER “My... [partner’s name]” SPECIFICALLY BECAUSE THEY DON’T HAVE A DAMN LABEL TO USE

[marsidotcom]

there is something so precious to me about alex who melts over having his hair played with and henry who falls asleep having his back traced over/stroked, and having both of these traits be weaponized against eachother (lovingly, of course)

[toms-cherry-trees]

This week I've felt like absolute shit. I've had migraines and stomach aches every single day. I don't sleep much during the night and at daytime I'm falling asleep on my chair.

Today I was cold sweating at work to the point it stained my uniform. And all I can think about is how upset I am that I've barely written these days and how behind I am on my wips.

I'm really trying to be gentle with myself and remind me that I need to look after my health too and that is okay not to post in a long while but it is still upsetting to feel like my time has been wasted and I've been doing nothing but sleep

[the-wonderland-madnesss]

I got so randomly dizzy at work that I toppled from my chair and hit my head against a window

Amazing

[dani-the-toad]

▶️ the knife

[reveriecorridor]

ok marsie moment of emotional rambling over videod games over back to work i GO