#marisgreyhorntot

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maris has a phone now. omg omg omg this is not a drill

jkjashd can u guys imagine if they could see all the things we say abt them online? jkasdajk i would actually die omg

i hope she gets cultivatify bc... idk i just feel like she would listen to florence + the machine akjshdak don't judge

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final sinncitti thoughts

since this reality has been very emotionally tumultuous for me, I have decided to combine the last of my thoughts quickly into one post.

so, maris seems to acknowledge Darling's stunning good looks. I am glad that there is someone around here with the proper sort of reverence for Darling. Darling is not one who requires ridicule, nor does she demand placid attempts to appease her -- she is deserving of praise, and maris' mind has spoken it into existence. from a perfectly platonic perspective, more powerful women should praise Darling.

Darling and maris arrive unscathed on Kitty to 101 seeker street, despite maris' snide comments. Darling is fittingly capable of all things.

Darling deserved more space on the corkboard.

Darling destroys Credence Clover in one hit. take a moment to thank her.

they leave the reality -- and mx. mauve, tragically -- behind.

those are my final notes on all of the important happenings from this reality. I am going to miss a reality with an aesthetic that appropriately compliments Darling, but she will undoubtedly shine no matter where she wanders.

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help 42 has been trying to bother maris on purpose kjashdkja

lowkey problematic maybe? but also kinda iconic so <3

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i got the butch v butch fight i wanted but now all i can do is weep

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maris' favored enemies is the gods this is not a drill

oh my gods. did you all catch that.

maris was able to identify that the reveler was within 50 feet of them with startling accuracy. maris is a ranger. this means that her favored enemy is the gods.

what.

this raises so many questions kjashdkash so maris' role as a pirate within her world is -- what, fighting the gods? is she some sort of defender of her area?

does that mean

that she kills gods??

because everyone we've been going we've been speaking of imbalances, doesn't that mean she's willingly unbalancing her reality? or could it be that by hunting all of them, she singlehandedly is keeping them in check?

what happens when you kill a god? can a god be killed -- or otherwise fully removed? what would happen if you do

kasjhdaksjh maris

okayokayokay but focusing up this leaves two main questions

why? what would motivate maris to hunt the gods? i mean evidently the gods aren't exactly stellar in a lot of the worlds, but hunting them? what form exactly do the gods take in her world? is it typical to want to fight them, or does maris have some personal motivation? could it have anything do with "the tortured one"?

how is maris able to hunt the gods? don't get me wrong, i'm not doubting maris' abilities whatsoever. i know she's obviously incredibly strong -- but at this point, we've come to understand how far above mortals the pantheon normally operates. you would think you would need some sort of extra boost in ability or boon from a pantheon-level being in order to kill the gods in the first place. so how?

okay. okay. i'm so calm and normal rn akjshda

conclusion: milfs <3

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oh my god mx. mauve's song and maris kajshdka

so 1st off: mx. mauve? hot

2nd off: oh my god. maris' vision i -- kjashda

so this song brings maris to a hallucination -- it seems like for most of the characters these hallucinations have been important moments in their lives and/or moments of bliss/catharsis.

so what moment is maris, the tortured one, being shown?

she's back on her ship. she hears a song. and she feels a sense of companionship -- a different kind than she's received here

who is that?

the song could be the sounds of her crew singing on the ship. hell, it could be singing to pass the time. but it felt like a different kind of companionship to maris, right? and she has friends here. so who?

could be family, could be love, could be a purely sexual thing -- who knows, but it sincerely seems like these people (or maybe person?) were once very important to maris

i'm immediately inclined to think this has something to do with "the tortured one" card. the fortuneteller specified it's difficult to hurt someone "like maris" (which, what does that mean? milf?) where it counts like that. so either this person was very powerful or very important to maris

or... both?

i'm still thinking about whether or not this is connected to any gods. my running theory was the boatman, but i'm starting to wonder if the song has any relevance -- the poet? the reveler? regardless, if one of the gods was important to her, why does she hunt them now? did the other gods hurt the person who mattered to her? or perhaps, did the person who mattered to her betray her, leading to her trust issues and hatred of traitors?

jkashdkasjh rn my money's on that last one but i simply need to know more

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oh my gods. the maris dream in max's office. fuck

okay so i noticed it looks like most of us only really had the coverage for barely one dream, so i'm copying down my notes on maris' dream here and. hjkahsdjha

it started with maris in an endless alleyway like the one where the gang fought holder. this time, it was just maris and holder

holder was on the ground and near death. maris just keeps hitting, not asking questions. it was almost like she had completely lost control

notably, her hands looked entirely made of stone (something i thought i had maybe noticed during the actual battle?)

by the time she pauses in beating holder, her entire body has turned to stone. she looked down in horror, as though she was trying to come to terms with what she had become

when maris looked up, the wall had been covered in what appeared to be a piece by the same graffiti artist they had seen around: there stood a spray painted silhouette, very tall

i couldn't make out colors of the silhouette, but notable something was dripping from their hands. as maris looked up, it became clear it was a likeness of her

maris has been made into art. her brutality

^some art of the moment bc. kjashdkjash

i... holy fuck

this absolutely ruined me. the meaning behind this has depth that i can hardly comprehend in this moment

i didn't realize it until this moment, but maris is moments from losing control what seems like every moment. she's so close to something, on the precipice of some horror she doesn't want to face. her strength is a virtue, certainly, but her brutality isn't, not to her. she fights with herself inside as much as she does anyone else

she knows what it means to have a monument made to your brutality. to have your fury and madness immortalized. to have to face what you've done. what you've become.

maris, what have you done?

i will love you regardless

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maris inspired playlist !

okay, i've been thinking abt maris a lot (who would have thought hahah,,) and about her life before. specifically, what her life has been like on her ship. something about that image of younger!maris with a glimmer of hope in her eyes split my heart in two.

i can't stop thinking abt her as i try to go abt my everyday life hhh it's getting bad -- so i decided to make a playlist to listen to so i can pretend i'm with her,, don't judge kjshdka

okay here it is

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maris and darling on the motorbike oml

i can't believe maris' internal monologue exposed her like that i ajsdhajkh

two tall lesbians on a motorbike that's so slay i --

i'm now headcanoning that maris only has sealegs but no like ya know car legs or motorbike legs and darling has the opposite

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can we just talk about how maris is carrying this whole mf group with the whole group stealth ability thing?

like. slay. but also? making the butch literally do all of the emotional and magical labor for this group? :/ work on that gang