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moonlitwitchdaisy · 13 days ago
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everybody knows i'm a good boy, officer
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kento nanami could have been one of the calmest and quietest people you’d ever met.
since you started university, you had managed to get along with everyone, but kento remained a complete enigma to you.
it was obvious he didn’t enjoy talking much. except for his two overly social friends, gojo and geto, the only people he spoke to were professors. his handsome face rarely showed any emotion, and he didn’t attend parties or even the smallest gatherings.
in short, nanami kento was the epitome of a lone wolf.
what was strange, though, was how no one else seemed curious about him. to everyone else, nanami was just a quiet, ghost-like figure who seemed to think about nothing but his classes. but to you, he was an endless ocean waiting to be explored. there was nothing you wouldn’t do to get to know him, to spend time with him, to learn everything about him.
or rather, there was nothing you hadn’t done already.
every time you tried to talk to him, he acted like he hadn’t even heard you, leaving you standing there, humiliated. once, you bought two of your favorite chocolate wafers after noticing he liked them too, only for him to give the one you offered to gojo instead. (gojo ate anything chocolate, after all.) there was even a time when he missed class for the first time ever, and you, thoughtfully, took detailed notes for him. the next day, you saw him sitting on a bench in the courtyard, looking utterly drained. you approached him with a warm smile, greeted him, and explained that you had taken notes for him. instead of gratitude, however, he snapped at you with a voice so harsh it shattered your world.
“for god’s sake, leave me alone already! everywhere i go, you’re there, staring at me the moment i turn my head. at first, i thought ignoring you would make it clear i wasn’t interested, but now it’s seriously bothering me. i don’t want your notes, your wafers, or anything from you! if you really want to help me, stop talking to me. actually, don’t even look at me.”
this was definitely not the reaction you had expected. you had imagined far different scenarios in your head—like him thanking you and offering to buy you coffee, or simply taking the notes and saying nothing, as usual. you had never anticipated him spilling his hatred for you like this.
staring at him in shock and sadness, you managed to stammer out, “oh… i’m sorry, i didn’t know i was bothering you.” placing the notes on the bench beside him, you turned away. “you’ll never see me again. you can relax now.”
holding back tears that were threatening to fall, you quickly walked away and left the campus. though you cried on your way home, things only got worse once you were there. sure, he didn’t have to like you, but he certainly didn’t have to yell at you like that. maybe kento nanami wasn’t the amazing man you had imagined him to be. maybe he was just an arrogant jerk.
you felt so awful that you decided not to attend the party you’d planned to go to that night. even when your roommate begged you to come, all you wanted was to stay home and finish the caramel ice cream you’d bought.
halfway through the tub of ice cream, a text from your roommate made you jump up.
roomie: you need to come to the party. roomie: i need help!!! roomie: pls it’s urgent pls!!
you immediately threw on whatever you could find and headed to the party.
the house was crowded, and as you searched for your friend, your eyes locked onto someone you never expected to see—nanami kento. what the hell was he doing at a party? especially when he had looked so dead tired earlier?
breaking eye contact, you continued searching for your friend, eventually finding her cornered in the backyard by some guy. anger surged through you as you ran over.
“hey! are you seriously the kind of asshole who takes advantage of drunk people?” you yelled, shoving the guy hard enough to make him stumble back.
“what the fuck’s your problem? she’s the one who wanted to come with me. who the hell are you to interfere?”
“listen, if you don’t back off right now, i’ll—” your words were cut off when the guy’s hands wrapped around your throat, slamming you against the wall.
“oh, please, tell me,” he sneered. “what are you gonna do? fight me in front of everyone?”
you struggled for air as your vision blurred, your teary eyes unable to make out what was happening. suddenly, the pressure on your neck disappeared, and you gasped for breath, coughing as oxygen filled your lungs again. through the haze, you recognized the deep, sharp voice of your rescuer.
“close your eyes,” nanami’s voice commanded softly. “i don’t want you to see what i’m about to do.”
then came the sound of fists connecting with flesh, followed by the guy’s groans of pain.
“people like you don’t understand words, so let me make this clear,” nanami growled. “if i ever see you looking at, talking to, or laying a hand on the woman i love—or any woman, for that matter—i swear to god, i'll kill you without a second thought.” you thought he might stop, but he didn't, continuing to beat the man relentlessly. “on second thought, i've changed my mind.”
someone had to stop him before he seriously hurt the guy—or worse. you tried to approach him, but before you could, geto and gojo had already pulled him away, calming him down.
your friend, finally snapping out of her shock, rushed over to check on you. your throat still ached, and your emotions were all over the place. earlier today, nanami had made it abundantly clear how much he hated you, yet here he was, saving you.
“god, this is all my fault. shit, your neck… are you sure you don’t need to go to a hospital?” your friend fretted.
you shook your head. “this isn’t your fault at all. that bastard deserved what he got. as for me, i’m fine. really. i’ll just put some cream on it—”
“i should’ve killed that bastard,” nanami muttered, his voice cold and firm. turning to face him, you saw his hands covered in blood. despite the situation, you couldn’t help but think he looked incredibly attractive.
violence is bad, you reminded yourself.
“thank you,” you said softly, “for saving me and my friend.”
nanami’s eyes, full of worry, settled on the red marks around your neck. his fingers hesitated before gently tracing the bruises. “always,” he murmured. his attention then shifted to your friend. “are you okay?”
your friend stammered, “y-yeah. thank you so much. i don’t know what would’ve happened if you hadn’t been here. i’ll be more careful from now on.”
“the only thing you need to be careful about is how much you drink. don’t blame yourself for some creep’s behavior.”
okay, maybe nanami had told you to stay away from him earlier, but every word he spoke now was making you fall for him even harder. how could you not be drawn to someone who was both a gentleman and terrifyingly capable of breaking bones?
“i guess i’ll have to drink less from now on. um, i’m going to the bathroom. you two seem like you have things to talk about.” your friend quickly excused herself, leaving you alone with nanami.
a heavy silence hung between you until you finally broke it. “i should go home.”
“of course. do you want me to drive you both home? i haven’t had anything to drink—”
“no, thank you,” you cut him off. “i don’t want to trouble you anymore. good night.” you managed a small smile and turned to leave, but his voice stopped you.
“wait. i… i’m sorry for today. i was out of line.”
okay there we go...
“i’m the one who should apologize. i didn’t mean to bother you. i just… never mind. i didn’t have bad intentions. i just wanted to be friends with you, that’s all.” you gave him a genuine but bittersweet smile.
“friends?” he asked, raising an eyebrow.
“yeah. but nevermind. thanks again for saving us, and you should probably get your hands checked. they don’t look good—not just because of the blood, but you hit him so hard, i’m worried they’re broken—”
“do you remember what i told that guy?” he interrupted with an unrelated question.
“what?”
“i told him if he touched the woman i love, i’d kill him.”
oh.
you didn’t remember that part. you’d been too focused on trying to breathe. wait—why had he said that?
oh… maybe he meant your friend.
trying to hide your disappointment, you mumbled, “i-i didn’t hear that, but i’m sure my friend would be happy to—”
nanami let out a deep laugh. “you still don’t get it, do you?”
“get what?”
“what made you think the woman i love is your friend?”
“i don’t know.” you honestly didn’t. you just stared at him like an idiot.
his smile widened. “you wanted to be my friend,” he said slowly. then he leaned in close, his voice dropping to a whisper. “but i’ve never seen you as just a friend. and i never will.”
all you could do was swallow hard. every bone in your body trembled.
nanami kento was saying he liked you. no—he was saying he loved you.
nanami kento… loved you.
shit.
“okay,” you blurted out, the only response your brain could come up with.
“hmmm… is that all? what does that mean?” he asked, his tone teasing.
“it means i accept your feelings.”
“oh, i see. and what do you think of me?”
looking down in embarrassment, you muttered, “i think a few things…”
“good things?” he pressed, his voice still playful.
“not anymore.”
“why not?”
“you almost killed that guy,” you teased, even though you knew the bastard had deserved it.
brushing a strand of hair from your face, he smirked. “i don’t like seeing the things i care about get hurt.” his fingers trailed gently along your cheek. “if you’re free tomorrow, i’d like to take you out and change the way you see me.”
say yes! both your heart and brain screamed at you.
“it might be hard,” you replied, “but i’d like to see you try.”
“leave that to me.”
you both laughed, the tension easing between you. just as nanami was about to offer to drive you and your friend home again, a police officer approached.
“are you nanami kento?”
“yes, sir,” he replied confidently.
“you’ll need to come with me to the station to give a statement. you may spend the night in custody for assault.”
whoever said quiet, sexy men couldn’t commit crimes clearly hadn’t met nanami kento.
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a little note: i was originally going to write a christmas-themed one-shot about nanami, but i haven't had the time since i got back from my trip. so, i decided to write something like this instead. i love possessive nanami, yeyey!
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koscheicore · 6 months ago
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I say throw Ten into the sea/ocean. Because, why not! I'm not 100% sure he can swim tho 😔
OKAY MY THOUGHTS ARE THOUGHTING. BEAR W ME. My memory of 10 and his arcs is a bit messy but remember this?
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Yeah you do. This is gonna get a bit long so imma just add a readmore
Iirc he was at some party being all emotionally unstable since he's lost so many people and he really, really doesn't want to go, to "die." So he's putting off his regeneration yeah? If I'm misremembering then pretend I'm right (?). He's obviously had too much ginger there, and the ainley!Master is there in disguise. He's been observing this Doctor for a bit, quite entertaining how he refuses to move onto his next face, how he's so fond of himself, how he wants *more.*
So much for being able to smell the Master or whatever... he definitely doesn't recognise him. He ends up flirting with this stranger of course, long conversations about nothing and everything, mutual fascination, your regular the Doctor meets the Master and is oblivious af to who he is, and when he's too wasted, the Master takes him to his TARDIS. The Doctor is a bit too intoxicated to pilot and as he rambles nonsense he begins to realise his beloved ship is moving, and the pretty stranger is at the console. How? He really doesn't like that. He tells him to stop, but he won't listen, so he gets up and tries to grab him away from the console, to no avail as this stranger opens the TARDIS' door, and messing with the gravitational configuration pushes the Doctor out.
And he falls.
He soon finds himself sinking into a nowhere planet's ocean, a familiar laughter he can't quite place still resonates in his head, "die, Doctor, die! You must die!"
He tries to swim up, but this water makes it impossible to float. He keeps fighting, desperate, he does NOT want to die, he's not ready, he will not, not yet, he still has to do so much more, besides, he had imagined his death would be different. He feels pathetic. He deserves better than this, he thinks.
"Ah but of course, you were expecting a grand finale, weren't you, Doctor? How incredibly contemptuous."
Great. He's hallucinating. The surface is far away now, the temperature is drastically lowered as darkness engulfs him and he finds himself unable to do anything but accept surrender. Is this how death feels? Cold and lonely, and a pugnant sense of regret?
Cue a myriad of sequences I haven't had the time to think of, moments he would have liked to change, to intervene with in a rather reckless way, and how he could indeed have done "more". None of these have a satisfying ending, anyways.
Eventually, he finds himself staring at the back of a figure, this scene is different, it feels rather somber, but still, familiar, in a sense. The smell of decomposition invades his senses as he squints and makes out the shape of an almost skeletal being, dry tissue flaking off it. It's, somehow, still alive, and he remembers he has seen this disintegrating shell of a person before.
"...Master?"
The figure turns around, excruciatingly slow. It stares right back at him, if one can call that staring, but what the Doctor sees is not the decayed Master. The structure of its bones is clearly that of himself. The living corpse emits a suffering whine, weak and trembling at first, but it gets louder and louder, so loud it hurts and rings not in his eardrums but in his head. He can barely make out the word as it tries to move its lips, it's only a simple...
"Regenerate."
***
The Doctor wakes up in his TARDIS, alone. She sings her usual steady hum. His tie is on the floor, alongside the hat he was wearing, and he's been sitting on the same place he barely remembers collapsing at earlier when he arrived from the party.
It's only as he manages to stabilise his breathing that he notices an itch at the back of his neck. He scratches off about a dozen hypnotic sleep patches.
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SOOO basically the Master was guiding him through all of that because he may have noticed he was putting off his regeneration >:3c Yeah I was supposed to do little silly headcanons not a whole almost one shot but I got inspired HDKDLD HERE YOU GO HOPE YOU ENJOYED
Again my apologies if I got stuff from 10 wrong I barely remember nuwho cuz memory issues but this was fun! Also the sleep patches are those the 12th Doctor uses with Clara in Dark Water, they're technically not supposed to work on 12, so I assume they wouldn't on 10 either, but who's to say a dozen of them wouldn't or that the Master didn't tweak them somehow, or maybe it's the ginger. Anyways 10 is a mess and I am biting him.
If you want the silly headcanons still feel free to send another ask for that I got a bit carried away here fjfkfkf.
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baggebythesea · 2 years ago
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Princess Glimmer and the Day of Many Choices: Bow gets into sexy shenanigans with two hot, bisexual pirates (19/?)
"Hey, are you coming or not?" Sea-Ra said with a little 'couldn't care less' shrug at Bow. The look she gave him, on the other hand, was intense.
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Behind her Sea Hawked grinned, a huge grin promising adventure of the most interesting kind.
"We'll teach you the way of the sea, lad," he said and held out his hand.
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"But Boooooow," George and Lance pleaded. "We will need someone to take the minuuuutes at the comitté meetings."
"Sorry, fathers," Bow said. "Adventure is in my soul and can't be restrained. I will go where adventure takes me."
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"But Booooow, the minutes," George and Lance cried, but Bow had made up his mind. He turned to Glimmer.
"Glimmer," he said with dramatic voice. "I love you and I want a life with you, but the sea beckons" (Sea-Ra smirked) "and I, poor fool, can't but follow. I can't ask you to wait for me, all I can ask you is to one day in your heart seek to forgive me."
"Oh, I think I'll manage," Glimmer blushed, her arms around Despara and Catra. "Have fun, I'll see you when you're done adventuring."
"And no going evil," he said with stern voice.
"No promises," she said with a little glance at Despara.
"Let's siiiiiing," Sea Hawk said.
"No," Sea-Ra sighed. "Let's go."
And with Bow and Sea Hawk in tow, they left.
"Well, I think we're done here," Glimmer said with a nod to George and Lance. "I eagerly look forward to your plan for political reform, taking into account all the intricasies of the current situation and wildly oposing wishes and needs of various parties. Until then we're off to Mystacor! there's a hot spring with our name on it." She took a firm grip of Despara's arm, patted Catra on the butt and teleported the three of them away.
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"And I will teach Scorpia the 'flower language'," Perfuma purred with the innuendo in her words so clear that even Scorpia understood it. Wildly blushing, she was dragged away by the princess of Plumeria.
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"Ugh!" Frosta complained. "Does love always turn people into idiots or is just a princess thing."
"Pretty universal, I'm afraid," Spinnerella said and traded a smirk with Netossa. "Now, come on kiddo. Now when there isn't a war going on, you have several years of homework to catch up on."
"NO FAIR!" Frosta yelled as she was marched away. "I WANNA BE A PIRATE TOO!"
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"Well, seems like  we have a momentous task in front of us," George said to Lance as the crowd started to disperse.
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"In order to be truly effective we would need at least a dozen sub committess," Lance mused. "But where would we ever be able to find people who could take care of all the associated administrative and diplomatic tasks?"
"Excuse me," a polite voice said. "Perhaps this would be the right opportunity for me to intrude on your conversation..."
They looked up and saw a tall clone in a stately dress.
"You see, my name is Cloney McCloneson," the clone said "and I represent several thousands of clones in need of employment and a chance for integration in the Etherian society. I wonder if we perhaps could be of mutual assistance to each other..."
[A truly bitchin' image]
- - -
"Ah, this is life," Sea Hawk commented as he stood in the stern of the Dragon's Daughter IX. "The winds in your face, the open ocean before you, the taste of salt."
I hope @freedfromthegalactichivemind won't mind that I borrowed Cloney McCloneson to play with a bit...
After this one, I'll take a break for a week or two while I do some other stuff, but then we'll be back for Pirate Shenanigans. Keep an eye on the 'Princess Glimmer and the day of many choices" tag to see when I start updating again.
Part 18 is here: https://baggebythesea.tumblr.com/post/712564032270417920/laughs-im-so-glad-were-all-on-the-same-page-on
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closingwaters · 2 years ago
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PARTIES: @magmahearts @closingwaters
SUMMARY: Teagan is angry to see someone near the lake, only to discover Cass is also fae. The two become friends.
TIMING: Current
WARNINGS: None
The cave where Cass had made her home provided her with a lot of things. Shelter, a place to keep her stuff, comfort. One thing it didn’t have, however, was a shower. It wasn’t necessarily something a nymph needed — the ones she’d grown up around certainly hadn’t cared if they were clean by human standards — but it was something Cass desperately wanted. After all, it was important to humans, and humans were important to her. No one would want to be her friend if she smelled bad.
So she found a lake. Maybe it still wasn’t the cleanest option, but it wasn’t as if she had a whole lot of choices available to her. It was either this or the ocean, and she doubted the ocean was any cleaner. So… the lake. It was a good bet.
Only there was someone swimming in it. Cass took a moment to stare, wide-eyed as the figure moved gracefully through the water. But… maybe she was staring a little too hard or a little too long, because the woman spotted her. And she didn’t look particularly happy about the intrusion. 
“Oi!” The nix barked out, kicking her dorsal fins and hind legs as she picked up speed toward shore. No one was allowed in the lake without a proper invitation. Teagan made that clear more than once already, having drowned her fair share of people in a short time. Only, this girl was different. The closer the fae got to her, the more the pleasant buzz grew in intensity beneath her skin. Could it be? Was the girl surveying the lake as another nix? Teagan had to find out.
She took on a more humanoid shape, her skin still a smooth pale pink akin to an axolotl, but her fin was gone. The only other thing that could give away what creature Teagan complemented were her external gills, which slowly receded into her neck just as she spoke. “Sister?” Tears sparkled in her eyes, gazing in wonder at the young fae in front of her. She smiled, allowing the hum to grow further as she all but tackled the girl into a hug. There was no mistaking it. She was fae. 
The figure yelled at her as she approached, but that wasn’t what Cass noticed first. Even the woman’s appearance, all fins and gills, didn’t quite register. No, Cass was stuck on something more internal, on that fluttering in her stomach and that buzz beneath her skin. Fae. The woman was fae. Probably a nix, based on the way she’d been swimming. And she was coming towards Cass, fins fading into humanoid limbs as she came close, and all Cass could think was that she was going to know. She was going to take one look at the oread, and she was going to know that she was bad, and Cass was going to be unwanted, yet again, by someone who was a part of the community she was supposed to belong to.
She tensed as the nix drew ever closer, her heart pounding in her chest. Would she figure it out right away? The nymphs back home always had. No nixies had been present on her island, but there were a few nereids who’d managed to get out of the rotation of caring for the troublesome oread. 
Only… this nymph wasn’t looking at her with disgust. At least, not yet. She looked excited. Happy. She pulled Cass into a hug and Cass knew she should pull away, knew it would hurt later when that unavoidable rejection came calling, but it felt so good to be held. She relaxed into the grip, swallowing. “Hi,” she said quietly, uncertainty nearly choking her. What did this woman want her to be? She could try to be it. She couldn’t lie, but she could convince herself she was someone else if it meant she could belong. She’d done it before. 
It was an awkward hug. Most were with strangers, but there was a layer of tension, of fear in the way that the young fae all but sank into Teagan. It twisted the nix’s heart to feel the loneliness and uncertainty. It was a cold and bitter thing, urging her to do her best impression of long lost kin. Because that’s what they were, wasn’t it? All fae were connected. It was why they could sense one another, feel the pleasant buzz of whenever they were near. Strangers on the surface, but united as one at heart.
“Hello,” Teagan pulled away slightly, keeping her hands on the girl’s shoulders. “What do we have here, hm? Pure lovely, is what it is.” She giggled, “Are ya a nix like me? Or a cousin? Whatever you are, is a pleasure.” Her smile grew and tears began to break through the barrier of Teagan’s lids. “Oh, you’re so young. Do ya got an Aos Sí here? Frankly, I don’t belong to one, but who knows? Maybe one will strike my fancy. Not sure any would want me though.” It was a joke, mostly. Her family no longer wanted her around, but that was neither here nor there. “What’s your name, lass? Oh—and sorry for being so rude before. Humans like to come swimming without permission.”
The nix was a bundle of excited energy as she pulled away, as if Cass was something to marvel at. It wasn’t something that had never happened before, but… With her, it felt different. In the past, when people found out what Cass was or what she could do, there had always been a sort of hunger to the reaction. A desire to use it, to use her. And she’d always let them, so desperate for belonging that she’d thought she could buy it if what she offered was valuable enough. If I melt the hinges on the ATM will you love me? If I promise bind this business man into giving you his bank account information will you be my friend? If I burn through this wall will you stay with me? The answer was always no, but she’d kept trying anyway.
And now, here was someone who didn’t seem to want her to try at all. Excited just to be close to her, happy just to meet her. It wouldn’t last. Cass knew that. It never lasted with fae, but maybe she could enjoy it while she had it. Maybe she could try that.
“I’m not a nix,” she said, trying to keep her voice from wavering. I’d be a nix if you wanted me to. I’d try. I know how to swim, is that okay? Is that enough? “I’m an oread. It’s nice to meet you, too.” Something acidic threatened to rise up out of her throat at the question of an aos sí, and she shook her head carefully. “No. It’s just me.” But then the nix continued, and something struck Cass. Not sure any would want me. Was this nix like her? A broken, unwanted thing, too much to belong anywhere? Some of the apprehension bled out of her, and she tried not to smile. “Why wouldn’t they want you?” Are you like me? Are you too much, too? We could be too much together. We could. “I’m Cass. It’s okay. Humans come to my cave sometimes, too.” She never hurt them, but she’d make the rocks move sometimes to scare them out. As much as Cass liked humans, she knew it was bad for them to be in her home. They’d think she was weird if they knew she lived there.
Cass not being a nix was not a disappointment in the slightest, and thus Teagan’s smile didn’t falter. It grew, her eyes beaming with a glint of anticipation. Neither one of them had a base filled with fae, and for the first time in a while, Teagan felt hopeful. Maybe she wasn’t the only black sheep, the only fae that was pushed out of an Aos Sí. 
“It’s a pleasure, Cass. I’m Teagan.” Her heterochromic eyes glided over Cass’s every feature, as if to memorize it in case she ran off. Teagan hoped she wouldn’t. Not when they both seemed to be mirror images of one another’s loneliness. “So,” She began, waving Cass to follow her to a set of boulders the two can sit on. “An oread is what you said, yes? Of volcanoes and stone? Am I correct?” Teagan sat down on one of the stones, settling into her seat with a content hum. “Didn’t even know volcanoes were around these neck of the woods. Or are you not from here?”
It was strange, Teagan’s smile. Cass was so used to being met with disappointment from other fae that finding herself face to face with anything less felt unnatural, like she was breaking some kind of unspoken rule. Of course, just because Teagan was happy with her now didn’t mean she would stay that way. Plenty of fae got caught up in the excitement of meeting someone like them only to falter when they realized just what a problem Cass was. She’d been through it plenty of times before, and it always ended the same way — with her just as alone as she’d ever been.
“It’s nice to meet you, Teagan,” she replied, trying to keep the uncertainty out of her tone. The words didn’t push that familiar ache into her stomach, so they must not have been a lie. It was nice to meet Teagan, even if it would probably hurt later when Teagan decided it wasn’t nice to meet her at all. Her eyes did light up just a little at the question, though, and she nodded. “Yes,” she confirmed, “volcanoes and stone. There aren’t any volcanoes here, though. There’s the mineral abnormality, but it’s not quite right. I’m from Hawai’i, originally, but I haven’t lived there in a long time.” Not since they got rid of her. “What about you? I like your accent.” 
Hawai’i. Now that was a beautiful place. Teagan had only seen it in pictures, but every single one was more beautiful than the last. Images of crystal clear water, lush green life, and people that looked just like Cass. She had to miss home terribly, the nix knew it; felt it in her bones. Or was that just the tug of Teagan’s heartstring to Wales? One could chock it up to empathy, and that’s exactly how the nix decided to take it. Her heart could ache for both of them. And it did.
“Fates, Hawai’i is a long ways from here. Never been myself. Just seen pictures.” Teagan played with the ends of her hair, claws raking through to untangle it. “I’m sorry you’ve been away for so long, lass. Is the same for me. From Wales. Thus, the accent.” She gave Cass a wan smile and took a deep breath, hoping to shove the ball in her throat away. “How long has it been for you? Been about twenty for me. Far too long, really. But, I, uh…” Biting her lip, Teagan shook her head with a dry chuckle, tears in her eyes. 
“Can’t go back, sadly. Bit of a downer, that story, but who needs that? How can I be anything but happy with a new friend like you?” Teagan winked tearfully, painting the best smile she could as she patted Cass’s lap. “Now, I got a cabin a short walk away if you wanna come in for some tea and biscuits. Think I have some Welsh cakes left, too.”
It was a long way. Cass had been moving further and further from it for almost as long as she could remember now, had probably spent more time away from it than she had on the island itself. Hawai’i was a strange entanglement of memories that filled her with both dread and nostalgia. She’d been born there, but not to anyone who thought her worth keeping. She’d grown up there, but not with anyone who’d wanted her to grow up at all. Was she sorry she’d been away from it, the way Teagan seemed to be? It was hard to say. She hadn’t belonged there, but she didn’t belong here, either. She didn’t belong anywhere. 
She shrugged at the question, a little uncertain. “I don’t know,” she admitted. “I was old enough to be on my own, but not that old. I don’t know how long it’s been, exactly. It kind of blends together, after a while.” Those caretakers on the island who’d hurt her and the groups she’d fallen in with after who’d done the same sometimes wore the same blurry faces in her memories, interchangeable in their similarities. Cass was either an inconvenience or a tool to be used. Never anything worth keeping long term. Never anything anyone took on purpose. 
At least… not until now. Teagan’s story sounded a little like her own. Leaving home, unable to go back, carrying a piece of it with you even still. That was how it was for her, too, wasn’t it? She smiled, shrugging a shoulder. “Who needs it,” she agreed. She wasn’t sure if she meant it or not, but maybe that was okay, too. “I don’t think I’ve ever had Welsh cakes. Are they good?”
Uncertainty began to bid farewell to Cass, but there was a part of her that seemed determined to keep it. Like it was a comfort to have it. As if it could protect her from the idea of being wrong. Uncertainty did a lot of things, but what most people didn’t realize was that it provided safe harbor to those who lived in the midst of chaos. If something went wrong, the detachment that came with being wary made it all too easy to let go. As painful as it was. Of anyone Cass could’ve run into, Teagan thought the young oread lucky that she ran into the nix.
Everything made her uncertain, and she was fine with that, she thought. Life was an endless composition that no one person knew the outcome of. With or without anyone’s acceptance, life would happen. That was the song. More often than not, Teagan allowed herself to sing along, accepting her obligation of existence. She wondered if Cass would harmonize with her. At the very least, she sounded like she was beginning to hum. That was a start.
“Welsh cakes are very good. I like to add a dollop of butter to ‘em, but others like to use jam or honey. I’ve got them all.” Teagan slid off her boulder and took a few steps before turning on her heel and looking at Cass. She waved for the young fae to follow. “Come. Is only a short walk. If you like it enough, you’re welcome there anytime. Give you a nice nook to nap in, too.”
The more Teagan opened up in her body language and words, the easier Cass found it to do the same. She didn’t ask any more about Hawai’i, and Cass was a little glad for it. People wanted to know details, sometimes, but sharing the details with Teagan would mean admitting to the fact that she’d been cast out and unwanted. She didn’t want to do that. She didn’t want Teagan to begin looking for the reasons why Cass’s aos si hadn’t wanted her around, because if she looked, she’d find them. And if she found them, she wouldn’t want Cass around, either.
But for now, it seemed she was safe from that fate. Teagan had Welsh cakes and was offering to share them, and Cass wasn’t sure what Welsh cakes were, but her stomach was empty enough that it didn’t quite matter. She paused for only a moment before following Teagan as she waved, smiling faintly.
“I don’t really know how to cook anything from Hawai’i,” she admitted. She didn’t really know how to cook anything at all, but she didn’t say that. “Maybe I could find some recipes, though. I could make you something from there, too. Then you could eat something Hawaiian and I could eat something Welsh.”
Oh, Cass was warming Teagan’s heart, she almost couldn’t stand it. She wanted to charge into her for another hug, but she already looked far too drenched after the initial hug. Instead, she took Cass’s hand in hers, hoping that the girl didn’t mind the rubbery and soft sensation of her flesh. She didn’t quite feel like shifting back yet, especially when she wasn’t wearing any clothes. Personally, nudity wasn’t something Teagan minded, but she didn’t know how Cass felt about it. She thought it better to err on the side of caution for the time being. 
“Having you is enough, but if you really want to, maybe we can cook that together. We should make a day of it! Oh, it would be grand. Perhaps tomorrow! You can spend the night.,” Looking back at Cass, Teagan pulled her along with a giant grin, navigating the two into the cabin in a matter of minutes. “Now, I need a moment to get clothed. Make yourself at home, and I’ll be right back.” A moment later, Teagan disappeared up the stairs, changing as quickly as she could.
Having you is enough. The words were ones Cass had always wanted to hear, but hearing them now was terrifying. They’d never been true. Cass alone had never been enough for anyone, no matter how hard she’d tried. A promise bind hadn’t been enough to keep Kuma from casting her out, being born into their community hadn’t stopped her aos si from abandoning her, learning to steal hadn’t stopped any of the groups she’d tried so hard to cling to during her travels from moving on without her. Cass always needed something extra to make herself worth keeping, and even then, she could never make it a long term thing. Teagan liked her now, but she would change her mind. People always changed their minds.
But maybe Cass could delay that if she took her up on her offer to cook together. She could learn how to make the dishes she only faintly remembered from the island, could learn how to balance the spices just right. And it wouldn’t make anyone love her forever, but maybe it would convince them to stay awhile. 
Teagan’s cabin was nice. It was homey in a way Cass wasn’t used to. Roomier than the duplex where Kuma had lived, warmer than the cave Cass had lived in since the woman kicked her out. Unsure what was expected of her, Cass settled onto the sofa uncertainly while Teagan disappeared to change, scrolling through her phone without really seeing any of the posts. Her head shot up when Teagan returned, and she looked back to the other woman with an uncertain grin. “I like your cabin,” she said. “It’s nice. Um, and your couch is… really comfortable. I wouldn’t mind staying the night, if you’re sure it’s okay.” 
When Teagan returned, Cass looked like she had settled in, but it seemed so artificial. As if she was waiting for the shoe to drop. It looked too familiar, if she was honest with herself. Cass didn’t let herself fully extend in anything. At least not in what Teagan had observed as of yet. If this was a habit, it must’ve been built on a foundation of isolation, of being outcasted and ostracized. Teagan understood that, living it when she was just fifteen years old. Of course, it was her own fault, but she didn’t quite know if that was the case for Cass. Regardless, she knew it was still painful. 
“I’ve got a few extra spare rooms upstairs. Much comfort than that there couch.” Teagan placed her fists in her hips, proud of how put together her new home was. “Why don’t I make some tea and get a tray of treats together and we can watch a movie? Get to know each other a little more.” She headed toward the kitchen, stopping in her tracks for a moment to look at Cass again. “Do you like pizza too? Could order some of that for dinner. They don’t usually deliver this far out, but that’s nothing a good deal couldn’t fix.” Winking, she continued her path to the kitchen, yelling out a bit of information to her new friend. “And if you wanna peruse, the remote is on the coffee table! Got all the streams!”
The idea of sleeping in a bed, in a room in Teagan’s house was a strange one. Even when she’d stayed with Kuma, Cass had only ever slept on the sofa in the living room or on the floor. Never a bed, never a full mattress of her own. In all honesty, she couldn’t remember the last time she’d slept on a bed without someone sleeping beside her. She wasn’t sure she ever had, even as a child. The households that ‘took her in’ in her aos si (though perhaps that was too kind a phrasing to reflect how she was treated) often hadn’t had room for her, and most of them hadn’t utilized silly human things like beds, anyway. “I like the couch,” she said uncertainly, because change was such a scary thing. At least sleeping on a sofa would be familiar, even when nothing else about the kindness Teagan was showing her was.
The idea of a movie, too, was one that came with a familiar comfort. She liked movies. She knew what was expected of her during movies, could lose herself in the scenes if she needed to. With a smile that was a little more genuine, she nodded. “That sounds really good. And, um, I do like pizza. I’m okay with whatever toppings you want on it, too. I’m not a picky eater.” By necessity. When you found most of your meals in a dumpster, you couldn’t really afford to pick and choose. Picking up the remote, she began flipping around. Some of the tension left her shoulders as Teagan worked in the kitchen. The air around her became a little easier to breathe. 
This was temporary, she knew. Teagan would figure out what everyone always figured out, and she’d want little to do with Cass afterwards. But there was pizza on the way, and the couch was comfortable. Maybe, just for tonight, that could be enough.
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WELL.
I just finished my first playthrough and like. holy shit. I'm still kind of reeling bc even though I think I got a "good ending" main story-wise (destroyed the elder brain and all the tadpoles), the companions' epilogues were not as positive!
I fucked up Gale's story at some point - I was trying to romance him, but I also didn't want him to take the crown for himself, and I think I must have picked an option that backed him up at some point thinking I could convince him later. When we got to the epilogue, we just got in an argument and he stormed off to go claim godhood for himself. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ My (vague) understanding is that each companion has at least two endings? And I did quicksave during that conversation so I may go back and see what happens if I back him up - probably not the ending I was aiming for, but something different at least. I also never got his act 3 romance scene, but I'm not sure if that's because of this or because I started romancing him too late (I didn't get his act 1 scene at the party either).
*Quick edit since I just went back and loaded up that last save: there wasn't anything I could do in that conversation to change the outcome of Gale leaving. I think I must have started his stuff too late, so I couldn't get all the scenes, plus probably a few bad dialogue choices on the way. It's a shame, I really do like Gale and he has an interesting story, and that’s not the way I was hoping to end it (even if I wasn't romancing him).
I didn't actively do very much of Karlach's story (got her stabilized in act 2 and that was about it), but GOD her epilogue scene made me cry like a baby. Saying goodbye to the sun and the ocean... telling herself she did her best... 😭 I'm still feeling unwell about it.
I don't think I would have done anything different on this playthrough for Astarion (helped him kill Cazador and disrupt the ritual) but I did feel bad when he had to go scrambling away from the sunlight. I'm planning to romance him for an evil playthrough so I might just go full evil and let him complete the ritual then - we'll see.
But overall I really really loved this game! Absolutely one of the biggest, most captivating experiences I've had in a game. I understand why people are upset about the abruptness of the epilogue, but (at least for now) it really didn't bother me. I think if it were much longer, it would have felt like it was dragging, especially when you have a lot of emotional scenes one after the other - I think they erred on the correct side. The story felt so detailed and interwoven and compelling and still managed to be... manageable. Understandable and relatively easy to keep track of, despite being both sprawling and deep. The script and the acting elicited a huge amount of emotional reactions from me all the way through the game - this has taken me about a month, mostly playing a couple hours each evening, and I was still laughing at the dialogue and cringing at my bad rolls and invested in battles almost every time I booted up the game. That was a pretty cool feeling.
It's wild to me that every time I watch other people play this game, they're always finding things that I never found - there's just so. much. game. I expect any subsequent playthroughs will go a good bit faster; eventually I'll probably just watch parts that I'm curious about instead of playing through it over and over with slight changes, but I am curious to do at least one more playthrough with a very different approach to see how different the game becomes. I'm going to be thinking (and posting lol) about this for a while.
Oh! Randomly, I feel like I should mention that I played the whole game on the easiest mode and it was great. This is the first CRPG I've ever played, I have very little experience with turn-based combat or DnD, and I wanted to keep having fun! It was still plenty challenging - there were still a couple times that my whole team died, it's certainly not a story-only mode - but it ended up being perfect for my play style.
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xhopelesslyromanticx · 3 years ago
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reader getting drunk and horny and mbappe is taking care of her??
Wasted - Kylian Mbappé x Reader
I have a lot of requests for Kylian, so for anyone waiting; bare with me.
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Warnings: alcohol, sexual references
summary: In which the reader is a drunk mess and Kylian is there for her.
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„We‘re the last two people on the planet.“ you slur, taking another sip of your drink as you leaned your upper body against the wall „It's our responsibility to save the human race. Would you have sex with me then?“
Kylian chuckled slightly as he shook his head „Y/n, I really think you should stop talking.“
„Why?“ you whined, tracing Kylians eyebrows with your fingers. You giggled, chewing on your straw as Kylian sighed „And you really need to stop drinking.“
He reached for your glas but you clutched it against your chest protectively. Smiling proudly as you didn’t care that your dress was now literally covered in gin.
„Oh, mon dieu...“ Kylian took a deep breath, seeing the state you were in.
Neymar had ordered him to go get his sister and drive her straight home. You had all gone out partying ahead of Neys birthday that was coming up. And let’s just say you had a fun night out and ended up having a little too much to drink.
After twerking against some random guy on the dancefloor your brother decided he had seen enough and ordered his still sober friend to take care of you.
Kylian had barely managed to get you off the dancefloor as you now stood in the clubs hallway, people pressing up against you from all sides.
The second you started talking, the french guy understood what type of drunk you were. After barely a sentence you bluntly asked him if he‘d ever sleep with you. Kylian of course said no, judging you were incredibly wasted and his best friends sister.
„Come on Kyky!“ you giggled, grabbing him by the hem of his shirt „Loosen up a little.“
Kylian took a deep breath, his face only inches away from you. He bit his lips as he hesistated for a second before pulling away.
„No, you’re drunk.“ he stated, removing you grab on him before he snatched the drink out of your hand. Handing it over to the closest person to him, who didn’t even hesitate to take it.
You frowned watching your drink dissapear with the stranger „Hey, I paid for that!“
„No you didn’t. I did.“ Kylian chuckled, shaking his head before grabbing your exposed upper arm„Come on now. Let’s get you home.“
„Alright.“ you sighed, looking up at him as you bit your lips „Will you have sex with me at home?“
„No!“
Kylian was relieved when he finally managed to get you in the front seat of his car. The whole way there you stumbled, getting distracted by people or things. It took him forever to carry you out of there.
As he started the engine of his Audi before starting to drive down Paris streets, he watched you mess with his cars radio in the corner of his eyes. Before finally finding a song you apparently liked.
„Oh, I love this song!“ you cheered, turning up the volume as Kylian tried not to laugh as you tried to sing along to Frank Ocean.
„This car is really nice by the way.“ you then slurred, as you stared out the glass roof of it „Like real nice.“
„Thank you?“ Kylian chuckled, as he waited at a red light. The smell of your perfume lingering in his car. He didn’t understand how you could still smell this good after being soaked in literal alcohol.
He had to stop himself from thinking like that though. While he had to admit that the dress you were wearing and the way you had danced on that dancefloor made it hard not to.
Kylian had always been interested in you but being that you were his teammates sister, he would have never done anything about it.
„Kyky.“ you ripped him out of his daydreaming as he looked over to you with furrowed brows „What?“
You placed your hand on his thigh with a smirk on your lips as you travelled up his leg. Kylian who was trying to concentrate on his driving immediately tensed up. Your fingers seductively tracing his leg. What the hell where you doing?
He took a deep breath before grabbing your hand „Stop that now.“
You looked at him, holding your hands with furrowed brows „What am I that unattractive?“
Kylian sighed, this was exactly the thing he had tried to avoid. Of course you were attractive and it was incredibly hard to say no to you. But he had boundaries and you were just taking this too far.
„No, of course you’e attractive mon chérie.“ he mumbled before you ripped your hand out of his and crossed your arms. He knew he had hurt your drunken feelings but you’d thank him later for it.
You just stared out the window not looking at him, feeling embarrassed by your actions.
„Y/n it’s really not that I think you’re unattractive.“ Kylian tried to talk to you but you just ignored him „You’re just super drunk right now. And I can’t have sex with you okay? Even if I wanted to.“
He rached his hand out to you, holding it in front of your chest. You looked at him, raising your eyebrows confused „What?“
„Just give me your hand.“ he stated as you hesitantely placed your hand into his bigger one.
Kylian interwined your fingers with his. Resting them on your legs as he caressed your hand with his thumb. You immediately felt the butterflies in your stomach going wild as you tried not to smile like an idiot.
You drove like this for a couple of minutes. But somehow the movement of the driving, the nervousness and the fact that your body was filled with alcohol resulted in one specififc feeling.
„Kylian.“ you stated, staring straight ahead.
„What?“
„I think I’m gonna throw up!“
Kylian held your hair back as you leaned over the railing on the bridge. His car being parked in the middle of the street while the few cars that passed you honked at him.
He didn’t really care about it too much as he was too busy, making sure you were fine.
„I think it’s okay now.“ you turned around wiping your mouth while Kylian handed you a bottle of water he had found in his car.
He caressed you shoulder as you shivered, your skin pale as you took small sip of the water. You ran your fingers through your hair before sighing „Oh god, I’m a mess.“
Kylian smiled weakly, before pulling you closer to him. You rested your head against his chest, closing your eyes „It’s okay. Feeling better now?“
You just nodded, not understanding how he had so much patience. After all you had nearly thrown up in his brand new car. But Kylian didn’t seem to care so much about that either.
„Alright let’s get you home.“
Back in the car Kylian noticed you were a lot more quiet. Although you where stil plenty drunk, you had probably just gotten tired by now.
It wasn’t until he parked right in front of your apartment complex that he noticed you had fallen asleep. He nudged you by your shoulder gently as you slowly opened your eyes.
„What?“ you groaned, trying to make sense of where you were.
„We’re here.“
Kylian opened the door for you as you slowly stepped out his car into the freezing night air. He made sure you stood steadily, while he locked the car as you two started walking to the buildings door.
Right in front of it is when you realized something. As Kylian was looking expectantly, waiting for you to open the door. You opened your clutch, rummaged inside it for a couple of seconds before nodding.
„Yeah.“ you grinned awkwardly, looking at the french guy „I got no key.“
„What?“ he squealed, clearly frustrated he had driven all the way here „Are you serious?“
„Yes, Ney has got it.“ you pursed your lips, remembering handing your brother your keys for safety reason at the beginning of the evening.
Kylian cursed something in french and you felt bad for putting him through this. He took out his phone dialing Neymar's number but of course your brother didn’t pick up when you needed him.
„It’s fine just drop me off at a hotel.“ you sighed, as he was texting someone on his phone.
„No of course not.“ Kylian shook his head, putting away his phone „It’s fine. You’ll just have to stay at my place.“
Kylian threw his keys on the sideboard as you followed behind him. The fun part of being drunk had died down by now and all of this was just purely uncomfortable.
You cringed at the fact that you had tried to seduce him and thrown up in front of him in the matter of ten minutes. You promised yourself not to ever drink again. This had just been totally humiliating.
„So you can sleep in here.“ Kylian scratched his head, turning on the light to reveal what looked like his bedroom.
It was super nice of course, with the big king sized bed placed right under the chandelier. This was the first time you saw his new apartment in the city and you had to say it was really gorgeous.
„Where are you gonna sleep then?“ you asked, holding your hands in front of your body.
„I’ll just…“ he sighed, pursing his lips „Crash on the couch or something.“
„No, I’m not gonna kick you out of your own room.“ you furrowed your eyebrows, thinking he was being totally unreasonable „I’ll sleep on the couch.“
„Oh no…“ Kylian laughed, taking of his jacket and throwing it over a chair in his otherwise immaculate room „You know you’re gonna have severe back problems if you do that-“
„So will you!“ you giggled, shaking your head as you pointed at his bed „Besides that bed is huge. I think there’s enough space for the both of us.“
Kylian started taking of his jewlery before walking to his closet. He picked out some shirt and joggers before throwing them to you „I don’t think that’s a smart idea.“
You caught the clothes flying in mid air, immediately inhaling the scent that was so familiar. It gave you comfort.
„Why not?“
After a while you had conviced Kylian that it be fine to sleep in the same bed. You promised him you’d stay on your side. So you got ready in his guest bathroom. Brushing your teeth and washing your face felt so good before putting on his clothes that were obviously way too big on you.
By the time you layed in bed it was already three in the morning. It was pitch black in the room when Kylian opened the door, his phones flashlight on. He layed down next to you and spent a couple of minutes scrolling through his phone.
Both of you had your backs turned against eachother. But you could feel him put away his phone before his breathing flattened. You were super tired but somehow him being this close to you made you nerovus. You felt like you couldn’t sleep. So you layed there staring at the wall.
Judging from the silence, Kylian was fast asleep but after a while you decided to just give it a try.
„Kyky?“ you whispered, turning around to face his back.
„Hmm?“ theg guy asked, also turning around. He clearly had been awake as well.
„Why didn’t you want to sleep in the same bed as me?“ you asked, looking at the silhouette of his face.
„Because I was scared what it might do to our friendship.“ he sighed, rubbing his eyes.
„Are we really that close though?“ you asked, sounding confused by his statement.
„I don’t know. I guess we are not.“ the french guy said, rearranging his pillow „But I was just scared that whatever it is that we had would disappear. I’m just scared too get my feelings involved in something that is this complicated.“
„Your feelings?“
„Yes.“
You chuckled slightly, knowing what he meant before reaching out your hand to him. Holding up your pinky finger as Kylian chuckled confused.
„Come on give me your pinky.“ you giggled before he intertwined his pinky with yours. You laughed as he shook your hand „So we are not gonna make it complicated. Pinky promise?“
Kylian sighed, before nodding „Pinky promise.“
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Fluff alphabet || Mason Mount.
My first ever piece of writing!! I wanted to give this a go for the longest time, hope you enjoy my lovelies <3
Attraction (what we’re their thoughts when they saw you for the first time?)
Mason felt like he had a type, he knew what he wanted but when you were throw into the picture your beauty had him at a loss for words, your kind smile you gave to people that you didn’t even know or your deep blue eyes that reminded him of the ocean. Even from watching you from a distance he could sense there was much more to your beauty.
Best friend (how did your friendship start?)
You were introduced through mutual friends, Declan somehow managed to bring you up in every conversation as you were simply the girl version of his best friend and of course you got on like a house on fire, Dec and his girlfriend sharing a knowing look as it was clear it would only be a certain amount of time before one of you developed feelings.
Communicate (what is their love language?)
Mason simply had to have his hands on you at all times, whether it be holding your thigh while he drove or wrapping his arms around your waist while you cooked dinner. He loved the feeling of having you near, it gave him peace of mind knowing that you were safe by his side since you were always on his mind one way or another.
Devoted (How do they show their serious about your relationship?)
When Mason finally plucked up the courage to admit he wanted to be more than friends he simply didn’t want to lose you. Three years into your relationship and the conversation of getting engaged has came up more than a few times, Mason wanting you to know that he was in this for the long run.
Exposed (how did people find out you were dating?)
It seemed like your whole friend group had little bets of when you would finally get together, so you and mason had fun sneaking around for a little while but your secret didn’t last long as Dec quickly put two and two together, both of you going to the bathroom at the same time? Mason somehow having lipstick stains on the side of his mouth at ever party you went to?
Family (do you get on with his family?)
Although you were nervous to meet his family at first as they were so important to him, your worries quickly melted away as his mum gushed over how beautiful she thought you were or mason’s dad sending him a look as if to say ‘well done’.
Gifts (how does he like to treat you?)
You don’t like your boyfriend spending any money on you as you were well aware that he may get the impression that you were going out with him for all the wrong reasons, but mason loved treating you every once and awhile, he could tell that you were grateful that everything that you received even if it was a pair of socks.
Humour (how does he make you laugh?)
Your laughter was simply Mason’s favorite sound in the world, his silly and carefree side really came out whenever he was around you which usually left you in floods of tears. Your parents often joking how you are like a pair of teenagers giggling in the corner at one of your many inside jokes.
Injury (how do you care for him when he is injured?)
You had a very caring and maternal side to you and although being injured wasn’t the ideal situation to be in as an athlete, he secretly loved you running after him making sure he was ok.
Jealous (does he get jealous easily?)
Mason wouldn’t say he is a very jealous person but there really wasn’t much you he could do when he has such a beautiful girlfriend which was another reason he had to have you close by at all times, he knew what men were like so when he caught strangers and even his own teammates checking you out he tried to take it as a compliment, knowing that he will always have you to himself.
Karma (how do they apologise after an argument?)
You rarely argue but when you did it’s usually over silly stuff like mason leaving his shoes at the door or forgetting to empty the dishwasher which leads him to run around after you like a puppy with its tail between its legs, listening the the same rant of ‘I’m not your mum’ and ‘your old enough to look after yourself’ and after a few apologies and a few cuddles he is back in your good books again.
Little ones (does he want kids with you?)
Don’t get mason started on your relationship with his niece, feeling as is he could watch you for hours play babies or fussing over whether her dinner was warm enough and although you were young he definitely wanted babies with you, often joking that you could make a little five aside team.
Mornings (how do you spend every morning together?)
You were an early riser, much to your boyfriends dismay as he would often have to practically lay on top of you just to get some extra cuddles but nothing beats your morning tradition of waking up your boyfriend with a hot mug of tea and small peck on the lips as you chatted about what your going to get up to during your days.
Nickname (what does he like to refer to you as?)
He kept it pretty basic as he usually referred to you as baby or babe knowing deep down you have a soft spot for when he calls you his misses even though you would never admit it, the rosy glow on your cheeks tell him otherwise.
Obvious (how was it clear that you were meant to be together?)
In past relationships mason would often go for girls that were in many’s way quite different to him as opposites do attract but you were so similar you could almost finish each other’s sentences, with one look he knew what you were thinking and he liked it that way as he never felt self conscious or judged around you.
Proposal (how would they ask you to be there wife?)
He got down on one knee on your anniversary during a sunset picnic during your holidays, the whole evening mirroring the picnic you had in a random park in London where mason asked you to be his girlfriend five years ago.
Quiz (how much do they know about you?)
Even when you were just friends, mason wanted to know everything about you. Always listening intently as you explain to him what you study in uni and very quickly he picked up that you were a creature of habit knowing what drinks and foods you like within the first few weeks of knowing you.
Remember (his favorite moment during your relationship?)
The first ‘I love you’ came pretty quickly into your relationship both of you felt like you were tiptoeing around those three words for months now so when mason heard you mutter it under your breath one night he almost couldn’t believe his ears, the fact you said it first still remains his favorite moment throughout your time together as it was almost a relief to know that you were both on the same page.
Support (are they supportive in your relationship)
You were mason’s biggest fan, no matter where or when his matches where on you could be always be found in the stands supporting your boyfriend so of course he was just as supportive with your career helping you in anyway he can whether it be helping you get through emails at a ridiculous time in the night or just to give you a hug when things just weren’t going your way.
Thoughtful (how does he make sure you know your always on his mind)
It was so simple but every week you would come home to a new bunch of flowers, it started off as a once off thing but he just loved seeing the look on your face when you opened a new bunch.
Unity (what would your wedding look like)
It was small and in the countryside near where you grew up, only family and friends in attendance which made it even more special. Mason had tried to prepare himself for you walking down the aisle but when he caught a sight of you he couldn’t help but let a few tears slip, not that it surprised anyone knowing that your new husband was such a softie when it came to you.
Vibrant (what makes them smile?)
Mason believed that time spent with you was the happiest time of his life but seeing you get along with his family so well never fails to bring a smile onto his face whether you were gossiping with his mum or helping his sister mind her baby, the fact they all loved you so much made him fall even more in love with you.
Whisper (when does he like to compliment you?)
Dating someone in the public eye can come with lots of extra pressure, he was aware of your insecurities and that sometimes you felt like you weren’t good enough for him but he somehow manages to compliment you at just the right times, wanting you to see yourself in the way he sees you.
Xoxo (when was your first kiss?)
You weren’t the type of girl to kiss on the first date but after being wined and dined by mason for the whole night you felt like he desired a little peck, your actions leading him to have a grin on his face for what felt like a week.
Yearning (did he have to work hard to get you?)
You definitely played hard to get in the first few months of dating, trying your hardest to pretend you were busy all week to seem like you weren’t that interest, this front crumpling completely however when you saw him.
Zzz (how does he like to sleep?)
Before he met you he loved his on space but now he couldn’t think of anything better than cuddling into you all night and although he would never ask you would always take him into your arms after a bad game and play with his hair till he fell asleep.
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marvellovegalore · 4 years ago
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Hurting you
Chris Evans
Part Une - Loving You
Synopsis: You encounter your lost love Christopher and you talk about how you've done something awful.
Word Count: 1,954
Author note: This part is the follow-up to my latest write up, which I realise didn't garner much attention, but a second part was requested. Strongly advised to read part one.
Warning: Explicit Language, Mention of Drugs
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Champagne showers your throat, its cool bubbles rippling inside you and all the way down your body. Your hips sway as you make your way through the tightly packed group of people. Laughter surrounds you as you re-join the dancing fray. A green-eyed model grabs you around the waist, his hands grabbing the thin material of your dress. The end of your dress dances over your high-heeled feet, you twist in the model’s arms and sway against him. Your back presses against him and he holds you tighter.
He whispers something in your ear, something or another about leaving with him to ‘fuck’ on the beach. You barely hear it over the music. Your eyes scanning over your friends that are sprawled around the room, all of them dressed in their finest threads. You would have taken him up on the offer, had it not been for the fact that you have been dating a particular Hollywood leading actor. You’d rather not have any outright fight at a party you’re enjoying because of ‘cheating’.
You move away from the model’s tight hold; you can almost hear his sigh. You dance over to a friend who beckons you to come with her to the bar. You gladly follow, reaching the bar takes a few minutes due to the crowd clambering over their drinks. You finally reach the bar; you lounge on the mirrored countertop. The barman approaches you, “Death in the Afternoon.” You wink at him, he smiles politely.
You turn and scan the room your eyes glazing the room, you catch sight of your date, hiding in a nook. He raises a glass to you, and you turn away from him. Drinking the sight of the partying people fills your stomach, many of them can’t help but stare at you, your presence like a diamond in the rough.
And there he is.
Your breath catches in your throat.
His arm draped across the shoulders of a tanned brunette; her eyes unmoving - glued to his. His lips ghost over hers, they way they used to do to your lips; giggles are whispered through her lips. Wearing a full suit with an undone bow tie strung around his neck - he looks like a drunken dream.
You want him.
He hasn’t noticed you. Or is pretending that he hasn’t.
It’s been six months since that night. You barely remember it; you were so intoxicated - on alcohol and Diazepam. An entirely irresponsible mixture, you try to pretend to yourself that you don’t know why you took what you did; but you know why. It was the only way that you had the courage to do what you did. Otherwise, you’d be with—
“One Death in the Afternoon.” The muscular barman places the crystal flute in front of you, you let a smirk grace your lips. If you weren’t in the same room as your date, you’d fuck him. But you’re trying to change.
You turn back in his direction, your friend also spots him, she promises that she’ll do everything to keep you guys apart. Your friends and family were informed of an amicable break-up with tears shed on both sides - by him. The media reported something similar - both PR teams sending well wishes to the other party and asking for privacy for those involved.
You weren’t aware of the amicable breakup until the email was forwarded to you by your PR head. You had blocked his number, but he had blocked you in every other way possible; you won’t pretend that it was unwarranted. Nor will you pretend that it didn’t hurt, but you couldn’t begin to imagine how much he was hurt.
You’ve done worse, but you don’t think you’ve ever done it to someone you actually loved.
You find yourself back in the folie of dancing, your dress billowing around your legs, its silky touch caressing your skin. You catch sight of the tanned brunette entering the dance floor; he’s following her, his hands toying with her waist.
They dance closely, his eyes roaming her body hungrily. You feel like vomiting. This isn’t fair. You close your eyes and knock your head back, willing the horrible sight away. The songs change twice before you open your eyes properly, your eyes immediately lower to where he is. Their lips are locked, their eyes shut off from the party, his hands dance on her arse.
You are most definitely going to throw up.
You rush away from the crowd, attracting concerned gazes, brushing off the offers of help, you finally manage to leave the house. You edge towards the pool and double over, you dry heave over the grass. You will the vomit up, but it is to no avail. You move away from the tennis style grass and make your way through the garden. Your walk leads you to the sea just beyond the expansive garden. The sky is a warm umber, the setting sun barely visible.
You don’t know how long you’ve been stood there, but you feel a presence behind you. You pray it’s not your date - demanding you keep him company.
You turn and feel your heart stop.
He looks beautiful. It’s the most undeniable beauty you’ve ever seen. He makes your heart throb.
Your heart swells, a feeling you’ve only ever felt once blanketing your heart.
Longing.
“I don’t think I’ll ever be able to trust someone so much ever again.” His voice is husky, his accent very noticeable. “I couldn’t figure out whether speaking to you would be a good idea, but I really wanted to understand,” he sighs deeply, his fingers whisking out a pack of Marlboros out of his pocket, “even a slither of your psyche.” He lights one cigarette and exhales.
You watch him intently but divert your gaze when he looks at you. “What do you mean?” You whisper. Your courage has left you, and your confidence has set itself on fire.
He nudges the cigarette towards you, “I know you’re more of a vogues girl, but you’re going to have to forgo that right now.” You take the offered cig and pop it in between your lips. It tastes of him somehow and you want to die. “I’ve been fucked up since I left Massachusetts, unbelievably so. I don’t think I’ve ever felt this way.” He takes a tremulous breath.
You’re frozen. The cigarette needing to be ashed, he takes it from your fingers. He takes a swift inhalation. “I may have developed a mild dependency on alcohol… and on you. I can’t go to parties without thinking of you. I can’t get out of bed without thinking of you, I can’t breathe — without thinking of you.” His breathing is steady, his words stronger than the wind carried by the sea. You can’t breathe, his words taking the majority of your oxygen, he hands you back the cigarette.
“If I hadn’t done it then, you would have done it first.” You shiver with the cold breeze from the surf. If you could choose between kissing him or dissipating, you would choose to dissipate right into the sand.
His eyes flash across to you, his irises seething with anguish and droplets of anger. “It’s not a race, it never should be.” His hiss cuts across your chest, almost shattering your pearls. “I loved you, like I’ve never loved anyone.” His words make you look at him. The eyes that haunt your dreams are there, right there, less than a step away. The wind brushes his tendrils of golden hair across his face, he looks like a kaleidoscope manifested into flesh. “But I hate you now, in ways I have never hated someone.”
You feel like you’ve been stabbed in the neck.
You can feel a tear slip past your eyelashes, and you almost curse the skies. “That’s fine.” You choke quietly, your voice on the cusp of being drowned by the waves.
“I’ve moved on. I’m happy.” He sighs, he dashes the cigarette stub into the ocean, his hands going back into his pockets. His eyes don’t shift away from yours. “But you haunt me.” He looks away, towards the darkened horizon. “If I could choose between you dying or the Boston bomber - I would choose you.”
Your eyes widen with horror.
You’ve never been confronted with the pain you’ve caused. It’s never bothered you that men would desperately try to tarnish your image in salacious magazines. But this, this hurt you. Finally.
You can’t stop the tears now. You sink into the sand. The water washes against the borders of your legs. You choke a sob back.
“I’m sorry.” Your voice is small and dejected.
“That’s alright.” He’s lit another cigarette. He sits down next to you, offering you a toke. You take it, peaking at him from under your eyelashes.
Looking up at him, you’re met with a longing gaze.
You’re going to wonder forever what’s possessed him, but his lips find yours. They’re the light at the end of the tunnel and following the path to it guarantees his survival.
The embrace is bittersweet, sprinkled with pleasant familiarity. The taste of smoke tendrils dances between your tongues. His fingers swim in your hair, greedily pulling you deeper into his kiss. You want to die in his arms, it would be indeed the heavenliest way to die. You grab his shirt and hold on for dear life, his wine-soaked tongue intoxicating you further. Fireworks explode behind your eyelids and you sink further into him.
He breaks away from the kiss. His eyes riddled with unspoken secrets.
He stands up, his hand extending towards you. Lifting you to your feet and taking your hand in his, he begins to sway with you to the muffled music coming from the house. His hand rests above your bum, comfortably leading you in this dance. You lean your head against his chest, inhaling the smell of cologne and Marlboro Reds. The smell that used to wake you up on holiday weekends. A tear slips from your eye, a manifestation of your longing and your need for him.
Why do hurt people, hurt people?
You recall the day your father left your mother for dead.
“Where’s mum going, daddy?” You look up at the towering figure of your father.
His stern gaze remains on the distressed woman being handcuffed to the gurney. He brushes off your question with a glare embalmed with stone. You gulp and return your stare to your screaming mother; you rush to her, but a paramedic stops you in your tracks. Your mothers begs your father to let her go, her cries echoing around the front garden. Her roses seemingly wilt in sympathy for their weeping creator. She screams and fights against the paramedics, your father doesn’t wait until the doors of the ambulance have been closed before he closes the front door.
You rush to the living room window, standing beyond the curtain with your face pressed against the glass, you watch your mother being driven away.
You’ll never see her again and never know where she took her last breaths; and you’ll be transferred to board at your school. You see your father annually and eventually he leaves you for retirement in South Africa, you’re alone and unloved.
So, you steal hearts so that your own can heal.
Chris breaks your dance, his hypnotising spell diluted by the distance imposed by his now hardened glare. He turns and leaves, his shadow furthering away from your own. You watch in astonishment as he leaves you, cigarette smoke billowing away from his receding figure.
You can’t help the stream that washes your cheekbones.
He’s done the impossible - broke you.
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astramachina · 2 years ago
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First night of auditions: done.
And I Have Thoughts.
I'm a writer. That's it. The end. I know nothing about set builds or stage directions or any other tech stuff that goes into building a play. I create the world, write the words, and a team of people take care of the rest.
The invitation for me to sit trough the first round of auditions was a courtesy that isn't often extended to playwrights, so I was grateful for the opportunity to see how it's done. I think everyone who got on that stage and read scenes did a fantastic job and there was certainly a select few who Got It(tm). No complaint there, but it's not like I have any real say on who gets what role anyway.
What was really interesting to see, though, was the difference in vision between me and the director.
It's a short play because no one is going to take a stab at staging a three-act debut, which is the first constraint I had to work with. Ten pages is what I was allotted which meant I had to sacrifice setting and background for the sake of dialogue to carry the full story.
The second "constraint", is that the heart of the play is a social commentary that reflects a variety of marginalized identities. It was written by a person who sits at the intersection of said marginalized identities. The director, on the other hand, is a white middle-aged cisgender straight woman.
Now, I don't care. I'm of the belief that all sorts of stories should be explored by everyone regardless of who they are. But what I do find utterly fascinating is how the director has read these characters.
She gets the point of the play. We've talked about it. She understands the references, nuances, symbolisms, etc. She's championed it as the resistance piece that it is, but it was in her directions to the actors that really made me sit back and go "huh, of course this is how you see this".
The protagonist is the chillest motherfucker on the planet. Sure, he's frustrated, he snarks, but he's very low-vibe. The "antagonist", for lack of a better word, as well as the neutral party, blow his reactions out of proportion. They try to frame him as violent, volatile, unstable, when he's literally just hanging out, asking them to either help or leave him the fuck alone.
The increase in agitation and discrepancy between action and reaction is very clearly labeled throughout the script, but the director just... didn't catch that? She's made the protagonist this angry ball of disdain because, apparently, that's the only acceptable (or at least known) way that a trans qpoc reacts to injustice throughout daily life.
Again, as the playwright, I have no real say on how the director chooses to go by staging a story. When you write something and release it into the wild, how characters and stories are perceived is entirely out of your hands. However, this birthed two thoughts.
One, how would this have gone if, had I the space, I had provided more context to the story. My cast page was pretty barebones because I was uncertain of just how brief brief actually meant. (Turns out you can get away with a LOT according to some properly published plays I have sitting on my desk.) In short, I'm certain a lot of mischaracterization could be prevented by having some pretty hefty author's notes in place, something that is actually encouraged in playwriting.
Two, how would have a QPOC staged and directed this.
Through and through, despite my best attempts of stripping the play of it, the director managed to (subconsciously) incorporate biases and stereotypes, undermining the whole point.
On one hand, like I said, I am exceptionally lucky and grateful to have even been given the opportunity to not only set something of mine on a stage but to be mentored and resourced into the Big Blue Ocean of theater (D.C. & multiple competitions are currently on the hot seat). On the other, I have to work myself up to probably making a fool of myself and stepping on toes to get answers that I might not like but will have to live with for the time being.
Either way, this has and will likely continue to be a huge learning experience on all kinds of fronts, and I'm both excited and terrified about it.
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jjungkookislife · 3 years ago
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Quarterly Fic Recs 2021 #2
Hello! I’m back with another rec list! Here are fics I’ve read, loved and thoroughly enjoyed in the second quarter of 2021! They are all very wonderful fics! Each story has its own genre, warnings (and are mostly 18+), so please take that into consideration before reading. If any authors would like me to untag them, please let me know. Enjoy!
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Yoongi
before i leave you @hollyhomburg
summary: Yoongi Disappears- leaving behind a shattered pack. 8 months later, Jimin finds Yoongi in an H-mart of all places.
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Hoseok
heart-on @junghelioseok
summary: my boss is always telling me how perfect her son would be for me and she promises he’s coming to the next holiday party and don’t worry he’s heard all about me too and ALSO there’s this dude i slept with once a couple of months ago and sometimes he still sends me dick pics when i ask him to at 3 in the morning cause seriously dude’s got a good dick
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Jungkook
charmolypi @njssi
summary: Work and pleasure should never be combined — or so the saying goes. But you were never really one to follow the rules in their entirety and neither were the ones around you. Love, lust, interest. Five people. In the workplace. What could go wrong? Everyone just wants to get something, after all.
when you least expect it @johobi
summary: You’re in love with your childhood friend, Taehyung. The problem is, you treasure your friendship with him far too much to ever risk losing it. Oh, and he’s quite the Casanova. At your wits’ end with feelings you can no longer hide as diligently as you once did, you ask him to set you up with someone, anyone, in a last ditch attempt to avoid a heartbreaking conversation.
wherever there is you @jeonstudios
summary: you’ve been drinking, haven’t you?
instant gratification @dovechim
fuckboi@jungkook x cheerleader!reader
haze @yyooni
summary: So you’ve fucked the biggest fuck boy on campus. It’s a one and done. One night stand. A wham bam thank you ma’am. So why does it happen again?
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OT7/Multiple Members
because i’m yours @minniepetals
summary: you should have known they’d never let you go after gathering the courage to ask for a kiss
blazed @ironicarmy
summary: Your friends try to cheer you up during Christmastime, but things go south once Hoseok appears with a mysterious brown bag.
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Seokjin
one step @cutechim
summary:  attending an ex’s wedding is never easy, but you might just have the perfect remedy—if you can pluck up the courage to take it.
platonic @joheunsaram
summary: Finding a new method for stress relief, you rope in your bestfriend/fwb to try it out with you.
show me yours and i’ll show you mine @ktheist
summary: you’re a horny bunny yet kim seokjin always seems to manage to slide out of your grasps like a fox every time.
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Yoongi
before i leave you pt. 7 @/hollyhomburg
summary: Pack omega kim Seokjin knows how to handle things when they go south (or alternatively you get triggered, Yoongi has a panic attack, and it’s a good thing the pack is there to help)
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Hoseok
risky business @yoonjinkooked
summary: The person who invented smart glass office walls knew what they were doing. Your secretary fucks you stupid in the office.
snapshot @xjoonchildx
summary: after a day at the beach, hoseok has some surprises in store for his longtime love
keep me warm @ppersonna
summary: camping is always a great time when you’re with your friends, but even better with your boyfriend, hoseok.
it’s you @jinpanman
summary: An accidental confession throws your years-long friendship with Hoseok into disarray.
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Namjoon
love bytes @stutterfly
summary: It’s been a year since you first met Kim Namjoon, the passionate, talented English professor at the local campus. He’s always been clumsy and aloof, but he’s on a whole new level in terms of “technologically incapable.” One call to IT was all it took to pull you into his life, and with it a whole string of friendships full of flirtatious banter and undying support.
Your dating situation has been drier than the Sahara for years now, and you’ve wasted too many lonely nights drinking alone, so you try your hand at Tinder. But you’re not getting any bites. When the group finds out, they are more than willing to help–even Namjoon, though he finds it increasingly difficult to deny that he’s hopelessly smitten. You consider their opinions on potential Tinder dates while fighting off feelings you never knew were brewing for the caring soul who becomes the home you never had.
out of my league @/ppersona
summary: Kim Namjoon was never supposed to find out about your years-long hopeless crush on him. And he most definitely was not supposed to find out about it in front of all your coworkers in a company-wide meeting.
so this is love @jinpanman
summary: “So this is the miracle that I’ve been dreaming of. So this is love.”
problem solved @sugasbabiie
summary: Namjoon helps you with more than math problems tonight.
love is @hxseok-honee
summary: they say that love is supposed to transcend time and space and that it knows no limits. but putting an ocean and thousands of miles between two people won’t make things any easier, will it? 
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Jimin
potent pink @dntaewithluv
summary: The first time you see Park Jimin you’re instantly entranced by him. And it turns out he lives in the apartment next to the one you’re moving into, so even better he’s your hot neighbor. When the previous tenant confesses to you that he was the best hook up she ever had, you’re that much more intrigued. The first time you meet him, however, you’re deciding immediately that you hate him and want to stay as far away from him as possible. Jimin is determined to be a constant in your life though, and he definitely is that. Both a constant flirt and a constant pain in your ass. Is a ruined second impression enough to prevent you from ever giving him a second chance?
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Taehyung
hush, yeah? @kithtaehyung
summary: the innocent accident that started it all
unfinished business @/dntaewithluv
summary: Besides wanting to catch up with some old friends, there’s only one reason you found yourself agreeing to attend your 10 year high school reunion. The boy you were in love with back then is going to be there, and you’re determined to finally make your move. Except, unfortunately, it turns out that Kim Seokjin is very much happily married. Kim Taehyung, however, is very much single and feels like he has something to prove to you after you turned him down all those years ago. One night is all it takes to make you realize you made the biggest mistake of your life.
under the covers @jessikahathaway
spy!au
darling @bloomsuga
summary: “go to sleep, darling.”
as endless as the stars ^
summary: he waited 160 years to meet you again, and now that he has, he’s not letting go. or: “i love you as deep as the ocean and as endless as the stars”
dirty dishes @jaysdimples
summary: when your boyfriend can’t seem to keep his hands to himself so he stirs up a little trouble in the kitchen while everyone else is a few feet away in the next room
devotion @/sweetbunnykook
summary: You and Taehyung were inseparable once. When you come back to your hometown after three years, fate pulls you back to him. And this time, Taehyung won’t ever keep his eyes off of you.
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Jungkook
commercial break; twelve @1kook
summary: Anyway, if it was up to Jungkook, Kim Doyeon would not be a member of the Engagement Ring Committee.
tease @adonis-koo
summary:You came with the intentions of your best friend landing a job as a stripper. You never meant to catch the eyes of the king stripper of the establishment- Jeon Jungkook, yourself. With what was supposed to be a harmless way of paying off college debt faster you find yourself falling into a very odd and passionate relationship with your new mentor. Between infidelity, passion and jealousy there’s never a dull moment at Cherry Bomb.
jock!jk @angelguk
summary: going raw with jock jk
evolution of a lover’s heart @jeonstudios
summary: the rules are simple: first one to take the virginity wins.
euphoria @btssavedmylifeblr
summary: At the end of your life, you are given one day to live again with the man you loved. A lifetime’s love story told in a single day.
idealizations concerning real life relations @venusiangguk
summary: jungkook loves to be loved, but he doesn’t love in return.
relax @itsbuffsanta
summary: jk is antsy after the concert, so you help him relax.
employee of the month @/dntaewithluv
summary: Sometimes it truly amazes you how much of an idiot your boyfriend can be. But you also find it impossible to say no to him. Even when it involves letting him fuck you at his work on the same day that he gets awarded employee of the month…
ego 08 @suga-kookiemonster
summary: what’s a girl to do when her sweet, innocent baby lab partner isn’t quite so sweet and innocent? well, he’s a grown-ass man, and you’re about to learn that the hard way.
only you 10 @sweetbunnykook 
summary: Jeon Jungkook, your wedding photographer, helps you escape on your big day upon learning about a secret your groom-to-be kept hidden. You soon fall for this young, passionate photographer. However, you underestimated just how much he was willing to reciprocate that love. Maybe, you think, he’s loving you just a little too much.  
lunchbox lovers @jiminrings
stem major!koo x cold senior!y/n
crunchyroll & rail @/1kook
summary: Never mind the fact you really like Sailor Moon, or that you really want to pay attention to every little detail; the moment becomes Jungkook and his big smile and his red cheeks and the tiny box he produces from within his pocket.
only for you @jikookiekosmos
summary: It’s the night before your wedding and you should be happy…but a fight with your fiancé leaves you second guessing everything. A visit from the blue-haired boy of your dreams is just what you need to make it right.
lillies @dewykth
summary: “… white lines, pretty baby, tattoos, don’t know what they mean, they’re special just for you…”
bluekooberry @kimtaehyunq
summary: Your adoring boyfriend, Jungkook, surprises you with a brand new hairstyle before your trip to visit him for the weekend. He’s excited to see you, feed you, and give you exactly what you want.
bad reputation @noteguk
summary: in which you have to deal with some strange emotions for the first time.
not yet @bratkook
summary: jungkook feels the pang of guilt in his gut when you spot your recent ex out with his new girl, and what better way to make the jerk hurt than to have him believe you were now dating him, the neighbor he had been insecure about your whole relationship
incoming: elite chatboy @kookingtae
summary: welcome to Elite Chatroom, a sex chat company with a wide variety of services such as text messaging, phone call, and video chat. you signed up online for the most basic text service plan not knowing what to expect, but you certainly didn’t think you’d end up actually liking the man behind the screen.
ineffable @euphoria-vmin7
summary: your best friend Jeon Jeongguk has always been amazing and deserved the best, so you’ve hid your love for him. But unbeknowsnt to you, there may be feelings that could change everything between you two…
touch @gardentulips
summary: when you tease and please one another
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Multiple Members
friendly fire @kpopfanfictrash
summary: The dynamic: Hoseok; your friend and previous fuck buddy. Jungkook; Hoseok’s roommate and subject of your massive crush. The scene: determined not to drunk-gush about your crush any more (to his face), you decide to seclude yourself from all campus parties. Until, of course, Hoseok guilts you into a favor. Things spiral from there.
the boys are back in town @/dntaewithluv
summary: Getting stood up by your date definitely hadn’t been on your agenda for the evening. Also definitely not on your agenda: bumping into Park Jimin and Jeon Jungkook. Together. On the same exact night. It’s been a while since you’ve seen your two best friends, as well as lovers on multiple occasions, from your high school and college days. A chance meeting, some drinks, and a trip down memory lane is all it takes to reignite the attraction between the three of you. Old habits die hard, but these two? They just might be the death of you.
ruin you @taegularities
summary: “His eyes hold unfathomable darkness that lures you in, captures your very soul, steals any air you are trying to draw. And you know without a doubt that you’re on the path to utter and irrevocable ruination.”
ruin you (once more) ^
summary: Taehyung and Jungkook can’t keep their hands off you. Not even in the elevator.
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Seokjin
kairos @luffles424
summary: When your financial aid falls through for your last year of school, you fear you’ll have to drop out and postpone your degree. Until Taehyung gives you a suggestion to make a lot of money, quick. His idea can’t possibly end well, can it?
appetence @luffles424
summary: appetence (n.) - an eager desire, an instinctive inclination; an attraction or a natural bondIt’s time for Seokjin’s rut. Are either of you prepared for this step?
tiny lights, tiny lies @ggukcangetit
summary: you aren’t sure when exactly your best friend’s brother went from being an oddly annoying set of broad shoulders to the shoulders you frequently fell asleep against.
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Yoongi
the little things @kimtaehyunq
summary: When the present isn’t exactly enough for you right now, Yoongi is here for you through it all. He makes sure you know you aren’t alone and that it’s ok to feel alone.
cyberslut @kimnjss
summary:  he has no idea who you are… up front, you’re sweet and innocent - but in reality you’re the exact opposite. running your own nsfw account, where your favorite topic is his hands.
yoongi drabble @joonsgalore
life guard au
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Hoseok
benefits @cutechim
summary: you and hoseok have taken the ‘friends’ out of friends with benefits, but exclusivity has its own perks.
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Namjoon
namjoon drabble @lovetrivia
summary: You’re a hot girl on Twitch and Namjoon is an absolute simp.
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Jimin
baby fever @writtenwhalien
summary: Jimin wants another baby, and much to your delight, he’s determined to give you one.
jimin drabble @/1kook
best friend au
small hands jimin drabble @lavishedinjimin
established relationship au
silk and lace @sunshyngal
summary: Min Nara is the newly dumped fiance to the Crown prince of Korea, Park Jimin. She’s not overtly upset , because at least now she can live her life without the pressure of the monarchy hanging over her head. Besides , Nara has a very dirty little secret. While she spends the day as the perfect high society girl with an impeccable pedigree , her nights are filled with lacy lingerie and webcams.  Ignored by the man she’s meant to marry, she revels in the greedy lust of strangers on the internet. It’s her way of saying ‘fuck you’ to a system that sees her as nothing but a toy, molded for the future King. Park Jimin doesn’t know the first thing about his supposed fiancee. And he has no intention of learning either. He knows just what debutante girls are like and he has no patience for the kind. Besides, his girlfriend of three years, the elegant and independent Irene is everything he would ever want in a wife . Or is she?Because in the secrecy of his office , after the day’s work is done , Park Jimin has a very scintillating vice that he likes to indulge in : the beautiful camgirl who calls herself the Temptress. Jimin can’t get enough of the girl’s lush thighs wrapped in silk, the pretty pink of her nipples in see through bralettes and the glittering temptation of the jeweled plugs she likes to stuff herself full with.Jimin thinks she embodies  everything he can never allow himself to have as a Prince : filth, sin and decadence , all wrapped up in Silk and Lace.
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Taehyung
nip it in the bud @opaljm
summary: You’re not sure how you ended up here, but maybe a shitty ex and a horrible breakup had a hand in what placed you in front of the tattoo parlor. It was already a nerve-wracking experience, but what you never expected was seeing that the owner and artist giving you nipple piercings was your older brother’s best friend you hadn’t seen in ages. to make things even worse, he got fucking hotter.
taehyung drabble @joonsgalore
sugar daddy au
peanut @jungxk
summary: the making of peanut.
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Jungkook
pretty kitty @venusiangguk
summary: you’re jk’s baby, his toy, and now his pretty little pet.
heavy metal @hisunshiine
summary: You come home from a trip to find your fuckbuddy has a… hole-y surprise.
devour @bloomsuga
summary: my sweet angel… i am going to devour you
grain of sand @jungkookiebus
summary: Blind since the age of 18 from a genetic disorder, Jungkook walked through life as if he never lost it, but on one fateful day seven years ago he literally almost runs into you. He fell in love nearly immediately. Fast forward to the present and it’s just another day in your quiet life with him by your side.
under the oak tree @mingoyeob
summary: as the eldest daughter of a duke, it’s your duty to marry at your father’s will. yet you didn’t expect to be marrying jeon jungkook, a knight of low status, especially when he departs for an expedition without another word after your first night. when he comes back three years later, this time as a renowned hero, how will you be able to face him and how will things change between you and your new husband?
jungkook drabble @1kook
dilf!jk
commercial break: thirteen ^
summary: Because for as much shit as you let him get away with, Jungkook is certain you’ll draw the line today.
sh. @wwilloww
summary: How could you say no to a month away in the mountains with your friends after six months of grueling quarantine?
jungkook drabble @lavishedinjimin
daddy!jk
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OT7/Multiple Members
the end @jimlingss
summary: It’s been a habit of yours to vent in the form of love letters. There’s six in total. They’re kept secret, hidden in your closet. But on your 30th birthday, what you least expect is for each letter to become reality. All done by the whacky ghost of Christmas future trying to grant your birthday wish.
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thefanficmonster · 4 years ago
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Make It Loud
Corpse Husband x Reader with Narcolepsy (Female)
Warnings: Mentions of struggles with Social Anxiety, Struggles with Narcolepsy (All described in a lighthearted manner), Swearing
Genre: FLUFF, RPF (Real Person Fic)
Summary: For two people with social anxiety, an arena with hundreds of people packed in a small space like sardines would sound like a nightmare. But, oddly enough, that’s exactly where Corpse and Y/N find their peace - under the flashing lights of the stage in front of them; surrounded by the loud blast of music played on that stage and the cheering of strangers who are enjoying the experience just as much as they are - just not in the same way.
Requested by @laurenfangirlsout Hi dear! Thank you so much for your second amazing request, I’m so sorry for the long wait but it’s finally here and I hope you come across it and read it - most of all, I hope you enjoy it! I know you said I could make it a disabled!reader but I decided to switch it up a little because Narcolepsy, I think, is a disorder that doesn’t get talked about enough. Anyways, I hope you enjoy! Love, Vy ❤
Being complete opposites doesn’t always mean you don’t have similarities with your partner. You always have a ground you can share with them, even if it’s the tiniest island in the many oceans or a whole damn continent. There are always things you share, things that make you compatible despite the differences you see as opposites.
Take Y/N and Corpse for example. A guy who couldn’t care less about the world of fashion and a girl who always looks her best, always smoking hot and always able to find the perfect outfit. A guy who hardly leaves the house and embraces his social anxiety as the barrier between him and the outside world and a girl who is constantly working on bettering her own anxieties by going to parties or talking to strangers and refuses to give up on it even when she fails. 
A guy who cannot sleep and a girl who constantly feels drowsy. Yeah, an insomniac and a narcoleptic. And their dynamic cannot be matched.
Now, after mentioning few of their many differences, let’s take a look at all that bind them, all the things they share and have in common. Things they enjoy together.
First of all: failed attempts at cooking at some ungodly hours of the night. Yeah, rare are the occurrences when they’ve made a successful, edible food but that has never slowed their roll in the kitchen - it’s the fun that matters after all. Second: their taste in music. BONES, MGK, some Arctic Monkeys and Panic! At The Disco are constantly blaring whenever she’s at his apartment. The neighbors haven’t complained yet, luckily. This adds to their shared love for singing in the car while, making even the trip to the store seem like a roadtrip adventure.
Speaking of music, their shared love of concerts is not to be underestimated. Yeah, it sounds counter-intuitive considering they both struggle with severe social anxiety and suck at holding onto their bearings in social situations, but concerts seem like a whole different world. In those arenas, each person is invisible, all of the listeners are in their own worlds. That is mainly due to the fact that they all have different memories relating to the songs being played. Everyone’s taken back to a different place in time, everyone’s experiencing the music differently, no one sharing their experience with another. Well, no one but Corpse and Y/N. Having listened to so many songs together, it’s impossible for them to imagine that time and place without the other. Music is their vessel for the strongest non-verbal communication they’ve established over the course of their relationship.
Music is what keeps Corpse sane and music is what keeps Y/N awake. Music is what binds them stronger than anything else.
“Imma have a song with him one day.“ Corpse says in Y/N’s ear as he stands behind her, her back pressed against his chest, his voice somehow managing to reach her over the roar of cheering of the people surrounding them following the end of yet another one of Machine Gun Kelly’s songs. “Just you wait and see.“
“I’d never doubt you, Corpse.“ She replies, resting her hands on top of his which are around her waist, holding her close as both a sentimental reminder of the time when they were listening to these exact songs for the first time as well as a way of holding her her up in case she experiences muscle weakness from the long standing. Thankfully, he managed to talk her out of wearing heels, despite her complaints that sneakers wouldn’t match her chosen outfit. He came out the winner in that argument, leading to her choosing a whole new outfit that’d work with a more casual footwear - this one even hotter than the previous. “Just make it loud, ok? I don’t wanna fall asleep listening to it.“
Corpse chuckles, planting a kiss at the top of her head with nothing less than complete adoration for her, mellow at a wave of emotions because of that realization that never fails to knock him off his feet - she’s his girlfriend.
I must’ve done something of Mother Theresa’s rank in my past life to deserve you, he often finds himself thinking as he observes her while her mind and attention is elsewhere.
“You bet. You bet.” His arms tighten their hold on her waist, bringing her even closer which he initially thought was impossible. “Just for you, I’ll make it loud.” 
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pigeon-princess · 4 years ago
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TYBALT MONTAGUE’S BACKSTORY
It’s been a long time coming but here is the compiled backstory of my DnD Half-Orc Bard/Fighter Tybalt, tracing his life up until he joined the adventuring party known as The Tresspassers. I’ve also included drawings by me and other party members below the cut! 
(CW: SEXUAL ASSALT, RAPE) A small portion of Tybalt’s backstory contains some traumatic events, however they are not described in detail.
There is a collection of Islands off the coast of the continent of Iona, known by many as The Isles of Thiva. The culture of the islands is very Medditeranean, Italian and Greek inspired, so as you travel through you’d likely be seeing beautiful cliffside cities, lush wineries and lively street culture. 
For people living in Thiva, Orc pirates from across the seas are a serious problem, especially for certain villages on the Eastern coast. When an Orc raid passes through a city there is always a wave of destruction from the pirates, resulting pillaging, raping and murder thoughout.  
For the few women who survive their traumatic assault, only a handful of them are strong enough to survive and give birth to Half-Orc children. Because of this, Half-Orcs in Thiva are often looked down upon and shunned, almost as if they are a walking reminder of the trauma that the Isles have suffered. 
TYBALTS EARLY YEARS
Tybalt was one of these children. His mother was an Elven woman called Marina, from a small fishing village called Alta Maria. At the time of the Orc raid she had a husband and two, young half elven children called Mercutio and Benvolio. After surviving the attack, everyone thought she had gone mad for wanting to keep the child, but she was determined to love the baby despite the slander her husband threw at her. For her, the child was her own and one she wanted to protect them at any cost. Young Tybalt barely ever left his mothers side for the first 6 years of his life, his older brothers never wanted to play with him and his mothers husband couldn’t stand the sight of him. Despite all this he was happy by his mothers side. 
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Marina - Tybalts Elven mother (Art by @lulii999​) 
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Marina’s Drawings -  A young Tybalt finds a crab, Mercutio, Benvolio and baby Tybalt nap together, A grown up Mercutio and a grown up Benvolio (Art by @lulii999​) 
When Tybalt was around 6 years of age, his older brothers who are now 10 and 12 years old, invited him to play with them for the first time. He excitedly followed them to the docks where they managed to trap him in a fishing net and throw him onto a small fishing boat. Unable to escape the rope, the ship left port leaving Tybalt alone, trapped and afraid. He managed to survive the two day journey and the fishing boat arrived in the port of the capital city, Santiados.  When the boat made port, Tybalt made a run for it. He was lost and confused, but managed to survive by stealing food, avoiding the other Half-Orc kids that lived on the streets and sleeping in a barrel at night. Unable to find a way back home, and at this point thinking that perhaps his family didn’t want him anymore, Tybalt stayed living on the streets for 6 years. 
ON THE STREETS
During his time on the streets, when Tybalt was around 10 years old, he got into an altercation with an older Half-Orc boy who was picking on him. In a rage Tybalt pushed the teenager away from him, causing the boy to slip and stumble down a flight of stairs, cracking his head. When the other Half-Orcs saw that Tybalt had killed this kid, he became infamous and reveared among the Half-Orc street gangs. All Tybalt wanted to do was stay out of it. 
A NEW FAMILY 
At the age of 12 Tybalt decided to break into one of the larger merchant estates in the capital, thinking that he’d be able to steal a good amount of things from within. While rummaging through the mansion’s pantry, he was discovered by the family's 10 year old son, Romeo Montague, a human boy with bright blue eyes and blonde hair.
Tybalt threatened that he was going to hurt the kid if he came any closer, and instead Romeo suggested that if he is looking for food he should take the biscuits that they have at the back of the pantry. Tybalt hesitantly went further into the pantry to grab the biscuits, giving Romeo enough time to push the doors closed and lock him inside. Romeo immediately ran upstairs and called his parents to come down and see the kid in the pantry, his parents definitely thought he was making up some kind of imaginary friend until they heard angry yelling from behind the doors in the kitchen. 
Eventually the couple, Lorenzo and Helena Montague, sat Tybalt down and asked him about himself and why he was stealing from their pantry. With a bit of probing he told them that he lived on the streets and almost against his will Tybalt was given a bedroom to stay in and one day turned into a week. Before long Tybalt had a new family. 
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Lorenzo and Helena Montague (Art by me) 
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Teenage Romeo Montague (Art by me)
Growing up with his first ever friend, Romeo and Tybalt would get up to so many things together. They would spend their time pulling pranks, running away from lessons and throwing their tabaxi friend Antonio (Against his will) off the balcony to see him land on his feet (The tabaxi friend’s full name is Antonio Banderas). 
During their teenage years, Tybalt realised that his feelings for Romeo were beyond friendship and he developed a very deep, long standing crush for his best friend. He’d write poems and songs about his angst, about how much he loved him and how he was always chasing girls and never looked at him that way. 
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Adult Romeo Montague and Antonio Banderas (Art by @lulii999​)
A TERRIBLE STORM 
By the time Tybalt was 21 and Romeo was 19, Romeo had started working for the family business in the merchant trade and Tybalt worked full time as his personal bodyguard and right hand man. Things took a turn for the worse when they sailed out to a business meeting with a man called Lord Magnus Kraus, an extremely well known merchant sailor in charge of an armada of sailors known as the Magdolina. 
As Magnus controls a large portion of the trade routes between certain ports, it was vital that Romeo secure this business deal in order for the Montagues to open up further trade. During the times negotiations seemed to be going poorly, Tybalt was starting to be very wary of the way that Magnus was looking at Romeo. It was like he was some kind of creature in an exhibit, and in a way that was extremely sinister and sexual. As Romeo appeared to be completely oblivious to this Tybalt confronted Magnus alone and threatened him. 
Magnus was curious about Tybalt, and offered a deal, if Tybalt agreed to sleep with him, he would agree to the trade deal and he wouldn’t lay a hand on Romeo. Tybalt was stuck in an awful situation, he knew that if he refused Romeo could be in danger and the trade deal would completely fall apart. Magnus Kraus is an extremely powerful man and one bad word from him could run their whole business into the ground. He agreed, and the next night he showed up at Magnus’s quarters. 
That night Magnus sexually assaulted him and treated him more like a beast than a person, using ropes to restrain him and whips to beat him with. Calling him awful things and breaking him both physically and mentally. There was terrible thunder and lightning that night, and from this day on Tybalt has a fear of storms as it always reminds him of Magnus. When Tybalt thought it was over, Magnus ordered him to come again tomorrow night or the deal was off. 
Terrified, beaten and bruised, Tybalt did just that and the ordeal continued every night for the next week. He even lied to Romeo that he was going to do extra work for the Magdolina so Magnus could get Tybalt alone on his ship for another 2 weeks. When all of this was done Tybalt returned back to the Montagues and swore he’d never tell a soul what he’d been through. The new trade routes were going extremely well and his parents were over the moon at Romeo and Tybalt's successful trip. 
It was shortly after this that Romeo met a beautiful red haired woman called Juliet Capulet, and Tybalt watched the love of his life fall head over heels in love with someone else. Juliet was extremely smart and insightful, early on she could see how Tybalt felt for Romeo. She tried to confront him about it to say she wasn’t sorry for loving Romeo but was sorry about how it was affecting Tybalts feelings, but he continued to deny anything of the sort. 
A few years later Romeo and Juliet announced their engagement and asked Tybalt to be their best man.  On the night before the wedding, Tybalt couldn’t bear to ruin their day with his own heartbroken feelings. Without saying goodbye or even leaving a note, Tybalt fled Santiados and sailed away to Estredios across the sea. 
A SAILOR AT HEART
Heartbroken, and lost, he spent all of his savings on food, alcohol and plent of company. When he was properly broke he hopped on a boat and started working on the open ocean as a sailor. 
During his time is Estredios and at sea, Tybalt did what he knew best to escape his heartbreak. He flirted and slept with people to his heart’s content over the next 2 years, learning not to get too close with people to keep his heart safe. He made a few good sailor friends who managed to pull him out of his darkest times and allowed him to enjoy his time on the seas. His memories of his time on the ocean are some of his favourite, although it was tough work at times Tybalt felt truly at peace when he was aboard a ship. 
Wanting to explore beyond the sea, his escapades eventually lead him to arrive at the docks of Finras, a port town on the coast of the continent of Iona. And it was there in a tavern where he picked up a job to help find a dwarven woman’s missing father, and that’s where his adventure with the party began…..
Thank you so much for reading Tybalt’s backstory! I’ve been playing this dnd character for over a year now and he means so much to me. If you have any further questions feel free to send me an ask! I’d love to answer them.
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angelkurenai · 4 years ago
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Imagine having a crush on Charlie Hunnam and Dean, your bodyguard, getting extremely jealous when, during an interview, you can’t stop flirting with the man who is also there as a guest.
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“You know, all jokes aside, you seem a lot more calm this time. You're usually stressed out to go on interviews, no matter the host.” Dean remarked, his eyes taking in your figure.
Seriously, why don't you spread your legs a little more, I didn't quiet get the message yet. you almost said, and you most certainly thought, but only bit the inside of your cheek and looked away from Dean.
Your bodyguard leaned casually against his seat, knowing fully well just how distracting he was to you like that but not giving a damn. The suit did wonders, not that he needed it to. Though you had a growing suspicion he was well aware of it and was doing it on purpose just to get you back for everything you'd put him through.
“Well, for one I've had time to relax.” you shrugged, looking away, finding it easier to speak when you weren't looking at him “And I did plenty of it, to the point I'm looking forward to get back on the spotlight. Maybe you should try some of that? You are more stressed tonight.”
“You mean vacation?” he raised an eyebrow as you hummed.
“The kind of vacation that's meant to make me relax?” another questioned which you nodded your head at.
“Oh that kind of vacation, I see. So-” he paused, giving you a look “Not the kind of vacation that's a torture for me, filled with ice-cold showers and morning shots of whiskey because you're walking around in your bikini all day long and refuse to change unless it involves dressing down more? That kind of vacation?” he paused, eyebrow raised as he expected an answer to that before adding “Mind your own business.” he muttered, voice deeper as he glanced at the driver who had been not-so-subtly listening in.
“I-” you parted your lips to answer but ended up shrugging anyway “Guilty. But also, sorry not sorry. Besides, that's not the point here. I mean it, you could really use some vacation. Lately it seems that whenever I have an interview you're more stressed than me and my manager combined.”
“Do I? I wonder what the reason might be. Oh maybe it's the fact that last time I remember, you took part in a game that involved buckets of water being poured on you while wearing a white dress and what I rather vividly remember very little coverage underneath. And you-” he pointed a finger at the driver “If you dare google that, you're fired. Trust me I will know.”
“Yes, sir. I didn't hear a thing, sir.” the driver said with almost wide eyes, knowing fully well not to challenge Dean. It didn't matter how, he wasn't going to risk it.
Meanwhile, all you could do was roll your eyes “It was not buckets, only glasses of water. We were playing water war and just because you were giving me looks all night, I lost and Jimmy won. So yes, I blame you for that. Besides, I was wearing underwear, alright?”
“At this point I really wish you weren't. Wouldn't have been as... traumatizing.” he struggled a bit to say the word because if he really used the one he felt like, the one he wanted to, then he didn't know if you'd make it to the studio. But given the snort the driver gave then it couldn't be more wrong of a choice for a word.
“Social media didn't see it that way, as far as I remember. Including several celebrities I know of.” you shrugged, smirking “I don't know about you, I had plenty of fun.”
“And I had plenty of heart-attacks.” he muttered instead, mostly to himself.
“Either way, you don't have to sweat it this time. Graham doesn't have any sort of games, not of that kind anyway.” you brushed him off “Nothing to worry about.”
“Nothing to worry about. Nothing my ass. Son of a-” he sighed heavily, dragging a hand down his face.
At this point he would certainly take all the water the ocean had to offer, instead of whatever that fancy colored liquid that sat in the glass on your hand was. A glass you hadn't missed the opportunity to refill at least twice so far. And while that on it's own wasn't such a bad thing, combine it with a ridiculously attractive man who happened to be your celebrity crush – as you never failed, not for a second, to point out to Dean every time you got the chance – and a lack of inhibition and you had the perfect recipe for a catastrophe. Or Dean's death, whichever came first.
“So as you can imagine, now there's a bit of a problem there now. Mostly whenever I'm on a flight and what not.” Charlie explain as Graham nodded his head and you looked at him with a concerned frown.
“But it's not like it's left a problem with your hearing in general, right? You- you can hear well from that side of-” Graham started speaking.
“Well, generally speaking I can- I'm sorry what?” but as he was talking, Charlie started speaking at the same time only to pause and ask the question back instead, which made all of you burst into laughter.
“Wait- hey you!”
“Ah gotcha huh?” he grinned, his smile only getting brighter when he glanced in your direction, your giggles a tad louder and more easy thanks to the alcohol in your system. It was exactly that which had Dean on edge. One of the many signs that the alcohol was doing its job.
Much like the easy and inviting smiles. Much like the way you'd bite your lower lip at times, when he spoke. Much like, even when you were speaking, instead of looking at the host, your eyes would constantly jump on the man next to you on the couch. Much like when you laughed at something funny he said, your hand would rest on his shoulder or, worse, when it rested on his thigh. And if that wasn't driving Dean mad as it was already, when the actor only seemed to relax under your touch and lean in closer, it felt like he could only see red and that the tie around his neck was choking him. He was about to loosen it only to remember he had done that long ago. If there weren't people there, he'd have long ago jumped from his seat and started pacing around like a lion in a cage. His jumping leg was certainly proof of that, what with all of his twitching. He huffed, shaking his head before he narrowed his eyes at the scene before him. Every little action that unfolded before his eyes was proof of why he hated not being able to intervene when you had a little too much to drink.
“Territorial much, aren't we Deano?”
He remembered you asking with a smirk on your lips, which had very quickly and easily turned into a grin - if not a slightly drunken one - when you'd clearly seen the way his eyes had only darkened and his jaw, clenched and all, had twitched. The look he had given you was of a warning one, telling you not to test him further but after a party where you've had a little too much too drink and even more to flirt, with all those actors and celebrities around, you only saw it as a challenge. He knew real well he was being territorial, he didn't need you to ask. He had nearly punched a guy when he got his hands on you, and it was expected after he had been fuming in the corner and watching like a hawk when said hands lowered even further down your back and you leaned into him all giggling and touching. He was bound to explode and it came as no surprise that, even drunk, you would take notice of it and use it to your advantage. Granted, he couldn't pin you on the wall and mark you down nor slam you against the bathroom wall and have his way with you, but he could come up with ways to get in the way.
Not that the alcohol seemed necessary anyway. Snapping back to reality, the scene before him verified his thoughts. The way the man was looking at you, his undivided attention all yours, his eyes on you at all times and, even worse, his lingering touches could have very easily made you fall into his orbit without even a single drink needed.
“And here I thought that walking away with a bruise or two from the set of Marvel was too much. Oh how I love green screen now!” you laughed “I mean I've had several injuries before, but most of the time they're far too stupid to talk about. Besides, I always look one step away from total meltdown doesn't make much of a difference if you add an injury or two to the case, so- Cheers to that!”
Your words, as you raised your glass, earned a laugh from everyone around you, Graham not missing the opportunity to speak “See? That's exactly why she is my favorite guest! This is what everyone now calls is a total mood!”
The man next to you, who threw his head back and then looked at you with absolute adoration written all over his face “Oh I doubt that even at your worst you could look anything short of perfect, darling. In fact I feel like I should have received a warning, to make sure I was more properly dressed or something. I didn't know I'd be sitting right next to an angel tonight.” his accent wasn't making things easier as Dean could practically see you swoon.
“Oh, look who's talking. Please, don't have a single doubt Mr Hunnam, I can't take my eyes off you tonight!” you smiled, or more like smirked, at Charlie, whose smile only got bigger when he heard your words.
“Now it's my turn to blush, please.” he offered you a smile which you could only describe as adorable, if not irresistible given how you bit your lower lip “I mean, I'd say it's just me but I believe that everyone will agree when I say that I don't think there would be a single injury that can take from the beauty sitting next to me right now.”
“Why you flatter me so much, Charlie, but you say that only because you're too good and because you haven't seen me in the morning.” you pointed out, loving to see him raise an eyebrow “The whole rise and shine is the exact opposite of what I do. One, because I don't rise, I could stay in bed all day long, and two, because I can only shine as much as a black hole does.”
“While I could definitely argue with you on that one, dear, I'll only say that it's impossible to believe. I don't doubt for a second that you're any less beautiful. That could be just my imagination, sure, because I have no personal opinion or experience but-” he shrugged while the audience cheered for him and you laughed behind your hand, and the man lowered his head in slight embarrassment and rubbed the back of his neck “Besides-” he cleared his throat “In all seriousness, now, there is nothing wrong wanting to stay in bed till late.”
“And even more when there's good company for cuddles, right?” you raised a suggestive eyebrow at him, making him bite his lip in return as he lowered his head while laughing “Besides, I am never one to deny a man his chance at seeing how I really am in the morning.” you shrugged not in the least bit innocently, because Dean knew that look and the whole body posture you had and it had him gritting his teeth, before the audience cheered even more loudly at you “For- You guys! For research purposes, clearly. So that Charlie can testify that I am indeed the... human equivalent of a black hole in the morning! That's all.”
Your giggles could barely be heard as the audience clapped once more, some of them laughing as well. You instead bit your lip before taking another sip of your drink, Charlie doing the same.
As if by some miracle, or at least for Dean, this time it was Graham who spoke up “Why, for some reason, I feel like I am third-wheeling here? And I thought it was my show. I feel like you won't even realize it if I'm gone.”
“No Graham, of course not!” you reassured him with a smile “You know you're my favorite host! You're the star of this show, the one that makes the rest of us shine and bring out the best in us! The one who makes us laugh and have the time of our lives in the show! The one who makes us look forward to this! The one-” you paused , snickering as you glanced at Charlie “Boy am I drunk already?”
Everyone along with Graham, laughed. Well, everyone except for Dean, who looked like he was going to pounce any given second now, especially with how his arm was casually resting on the back of the couch, almost over your shoulders “It's alright, I think we all realised it by the second complement in a row.”
“Well, at least let's all be honest. It's at least slightly less embarrassing than me recounting mildly gross if not horrifying stories of all the injuries and infections I've gotten. Which, thank you, by the way, for, Graham. It's-” Charlie paused, nodding his head “Exactly as I pictured spending my night. Speaking about the times I got a moth in my ear and ran down a forest naked, while such a lovely lady is sitting next to me.”
“Oh trust the lady, she is very much enjoying the conversation, worry not!” you giggled and he grinned, finally resting his arm on your shoulders and giving you a squeeze.
“You're mostly welcome!” Graham laughed “But, speaking of- I noticed this and I wanted to ask you myself, this seems like a reoccurring pattern with you Charlie, isn't it? Like, I always hear you saying that you got sick this or the other way and you- correct me if I'm wrong, but you are someone who takes pride in their personal hygiene.”
“I- I'm a germaphobe, you can go ahead and say it.” he laughed “Yes, it's one way to describe it. Of course I- I do take pride in my personal hygiene but I do think it's exactly that which gets me. You know how these kinds of things end up turning against you? Well, yeah, that's what happens with me. I get sick all the time.”
“There is a saying about that, isn't it? I think I've heard it somewhere but I can't, for the life of me, remember it right now.” you mumbled with a deep frown.
“Oh yeah, you attract the most that which you fear the most.”
“Ah, yes! Yes.” you nodded your head, pausing only half a second before looking back up at nobody in particular “Oh how I fear Charlie Hunnam!”
And that was all it took for the crowd to erupt into cheers and for Dean to groan as he let his head fall into his hands. There was no need to look any more, the way the actor's eyebrows rose in interest and a smile spread on his face. He knew what was to follow, and he didn't mean just the interview, and that meant he had to prepare himself for whatever he had to do to keep and... if need be, maybe finally, mark his territory. But unlike any other time, he knew, it wouldn't be as easy.
“You- what? You guys! I was only... I'm just saying what every lady and gent here is thinking, that's all. Me? I'm just more or less... drunk. Drunk more than I initially assumed.” you laughed, shaking your head despite your burning face “Aah Graham, how I hate you.” you gave a sweet smile to the host and friend of yours as all he did was laugh at your misery.
“Ah Graham, how I love you.” Charlie said, laughing “Can we-” he looked away and around at the crew as he lifted his glass “Can we get come more of that here? Lovely drink. Truly lovely.”
“Lovely night.” Dean grumbled to himself, leaning back in his chair and crossing his arms over his chest, eyes hard as he glared at the man before him and next to you. But truth was he knew that it was only the beginning of the night if not the beginning of a very long and tiring journey, which he didn't know if he'd make it through. Why?
Because as if on cue, as if he'd read Dean's thoughts, Charlie's eyes met his. The smile vanished from his lips for barely a few seconds, making Dean straighten his back and narrow his eyes at him. Because he'd, maybe, finally met his match. That's why.
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undercoveravenger · 4 years ago
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Pairing: Actor!Hamish Duke x Male!Reader
Requested: Yes
Original Request: “Hi for the fairy tale au could you do a Cinderella kinda story where he has a bad family but then against their wishes he goes to a party and meets the famous actor and singer hamish duke and they fall for each other”
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Hamish Duke hated parties.
Well, that wasn’t really true; he didn’t hate all parties, just the galas his mother threw to raise money for one charity or another. Hamish really didn’t mind that the parties benefitted charities, but he didn’t like the way that the wealthy people who attended them used them as an excuse to show off just how much better than everyone else they thought they were.
He would avoid them if he could, but with his newly-found fame brought on by a lucky break in the entertainment industry, his mother had started dragging him along to all of her over-the-top events since she thought that her son’s fame would drive up attendance.
Of course, she had been right about that, but that also meant that Hamish spent the duration of each of the grand balls hosted in his family’s manor being mobbed by people that were far too old and had been married far too long for him to feel comfortable dancing with them.
It was one such night and Hamish had only narrowly escaped the clutches of Mrs. Smith, a wizened old woman with beady green eyes who always dug her overly-manicured nails into his shoulder when he danced with her the way an alley cat might sink its claws into a mouse, when he ran directly into one of the servers. The waiter’s tray tipped at the sudden impact, spilling champagne over them both.
(E/c) eyes widened almost comically behind the uniform black mask that all of the staff were wearing as he realized what he’d done. “I’m so sorry,” the waiter exclaimed, seeming torn between trying to wipe the champagne away with the decorative towel slung over his arm and being too nervous about ruining Hamish’s suit further to try. “Are you alright?”
Hamish chuckled, the first genuine laugh that had escaped him all night. He was nearly as surprised by the sound as the (h/c) that had accidentally assaulted him. “I’m fine. I’m tougher than I look,” he teased.
“Well,” The (h/c) started, “That’s good to hea-”
He was interrupted by the sound of an older woman shrieking, calling out loudly for someone to help her in the kitchen.
The server winced, panic flooding his otherwise beautiful (e/c) eyes, and Hamish felt the sudden urge to intervene. He peered over the crowd in an effort to track down the disgruntled woman before he reached out, taking the stranger’s wrist in his hand and gently tugging him along behind him until they’d made it out of the ballroom.
“Where are we going?” Hamish’s new companion asked, clearly confused. “I should really be getting back to work before my manager has a conniption.”
“Your manager, huh? Was that the lady that was yelling for you?” Hamish asked, curious what could possibly make someone work for someone who seemed so mean. “Why do you put up with her?”
The stranger nodded slowly, like he was afraid he’d give too much away. “I don’t really have a choice.”
“Really? Surely there’s better options out there,” Hamish protested, thinking back to the way the woman’s face had flushed red as she bellowed at her employees before the event had started.
He shrugged, tugging awkwardly at the sleeves of his jacket as he tried to focus on anything but the conversation. “She’s also my mother.”
Hamish stopped in his tracks, stunned. He turned to look at the former server with wide eyes, “Your mother…? How is someone as nice as you related to someone like that?!”
His companion huffed a light laugh and Hamish felt pleased that he’d been able to brighten his mood, “Well, technically she’s my step-mother, but she’s all I’ve got left and I can’t really pay for college without a job so…” He shrugged again, brows furrowing as a thought hit him, “Hey, you never said where we’re going?”
The blond grinned, tugging a fraying tapestry out of the way to reveal a hidden hallway. “Do you trust me?”
“I don’t even know your name,” he retorted, crossing his arms over his chest protectively.
“Well, that’s easy enough to fix,” Hamish grinned. “My name’s Hamish Duke. What’s yours?”
“(M/N),” he answered reflexively, eyes widening as he recognized the name. “Wait, Hamish Duke? Like the actor? Like the son of the lady hosting the party?”
Hamish laughed, nodding. “Yes, just like that.”
“I’m dead.” (M/N) said resolutely. “I’m dead because my mom’s going to kill me when she realizes that I spilled champagne all over one of the most famous people in the state.”
The blond rolled his eyes, cocking his head toward the tunnel again, “You coming with me or are you on your way to the graveyard?”
“Very funny,” he started, cutting himself off as his step-mother’s voice echoed down the hallway. “I’m right behind you.” Hamish grinned, taking (M/N)’s hand in his and tugging him along the hidden path behind him.
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Moments passed in almost complete darkness and companionable silence as Hamish led you through the twists and turns of the hidden tunnel, until finally the two of you emerged out into a dimly lit room with the furniture pushed back and out of the way, leaving the center of the room bare.
“What is this place?” You asked quietly as Hamish released your hand and made his way to the center of the room.
He hummed his acknowledgement softly as he started to unbutton his suit jacket, tossing the wet garment aside and sprawling out on his back to look up at the ceiling. “Come join me?” he asked quietly.
You followed his gaze upward, breath catching in your throat as you realized what this room was meant to be. Instead of finding an ordinary ceiling the way any other room might have, the ceiling here towered above you in an arching dome made out of crystal clear glass, allowing the two of you a flawless view of the stars.
“Wow,” you breathed, edging forward to lay down beside him. “This is incredible.” “Yeah.” Hamish agreed, “Breathtaking.” You couldn’t bring yourself to check, but the weight of his gaze had you suspecting that he wasn’t talking about the stars. He remained quiet for a long moment before letting out a quiet sigh and beginning to speak, “I used to come here a lot when I was a kid. When my problems always felt so big and it seemed like that was all there was, I’d sneak up here and look up at the sky and it would remind me that there’s more to life than the moments you feel trapped.”
You hummed softly as you pondered his words. “It’s hard to imagine that someone like you could ever feel trapped,” you mused.
Hamish laughed, tipping his head toward you so he could look at you, “I wasn’t always an actor. I am a law-school dropout, y’know?”
Your brows furrowed incredulously as you turned to meet his eyes, “Really?”
Hamish nodded solemnly, ocean blue eyes glimmering in amusement, “Oh, definitely. I spent a lot of time up here after my father found out about that decision.”
You hesitated as you realized just how personal this observatory was to him, eventually forcing yourself to ask the question that had been weighing on you, “Why did you bring me here?”
“I’m not sure,” he said after a moment of thought. “Does it sound crazy if I say that it felt like I was meant to know you?”
You shook your head, turning back to face the glimmering stars. “No. I think things are meant to happen for a reason.” You huffed when your phone chimed in your pocket, wincing when you noticed your step-mom’s name as the contact before reading the text. “I have to go; the party’s ended and the staff has to leave. I’ll be lucky if I’m not fired when I get home.”
“Everything happens for a reason, huh?” Hamish murmured under his breath, eyes fixing on you determinedly as you pushed yourself back to your feet. “Hey, you said you only work for her to pay for college, right? What if I offered you a better job?”
Your brows furrowed as you turned back to look at Hamish, “What are you talking about?”
“Your stepmother? You only let her treat you like that because you need the money?” Hamish prompted, getting to his feet and moving to stand before you, “What if I make you a better offer?”
You smile but shake your head, getting ready to refute his questions.
Hamish pressed on, interrupting your line of thought, “I’ll give you ten thousand dollars if you agree to go on a date with me.”
Your heart stopped in your chest as you struggled to comprehend what Hamish had just told you, “Hamish, no. I can’t accept that-”
“Please,” he said, taking your hand gently in his. “You deserve so much better; give me a chance to give you that.”
As the clock began to chime midnight and the stars glimmered merrily through the shining glass ceiling, you leaned forward to kiss Hamish, resolving to yourself that, even though you weren’t going to take the money from him, this would not be the last time you saw him.
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listentothelittlebird · 3 years ago
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I was looking through some drafts and I found this - I think it’s my first attempt at writing Burning Iceberg. Here, Damian tagged along with Jason when he went off for training!
Word Count: 2942 words 
enjoy!
It’s Talia who sends him away.
“Training,” she says, but there is something in the way that she moves, the way that the base is silent and waiting with bated breath right up until they leave. 
Jason leaves alone. Talia watches him go, her posture too unnaturally relaxed for anything not to be amiss. 
He gets one day away from the base before he realises he has a tail.
“Damian?” 
The young boy scuffles out of the shadows with a haughty sniff. “Took you long enough to notice me, Todd,” he huffs. Given the boy’s night clothing - the one’s he wore to sleep - Jason guessed that he had just arrived.
“Why’re you here?” Jason asks, curious. Sure, he had talked to the kid, had trained with the kid, but why was he here?
Damian glanced at Jason, then glanced away. “You were going alone,” he declared stiffly, “I would think that you would prefer company.”
“Mother agreed, and sent me after you,” Damian added, not at all convincing. Talia would never allow Damian out of her sights, especially with the tension in the air back at the base. Something was definitely up, but Jason let it slide and gestured for Damian to come closer. “You hungry, kid? I’ve got enough food for both of us until the next village.”
He knows that Talia might come after him. There’s no way he would let Damian disappear, just like that. For the moment, however, Jason could care less.
He had never asked for a big brother, and he had never asked for a little brother, but he was definitely willing to risk his life for the eight-year-old beside him. 
-
“Where are we going?” Damian asks, quietly. They’re stowed away on a cargo ship headed for the South Pole.
“I want to find a bender,” Jason replies, “The North pole is more connected to the world, and there’s more people to worry about. I’d think that a bender would hide in the South, where there’s less people.”
Damian scrunched up his nose. “Your skills are not adequate to face a bender, Todd.”
Jason pauses, then snorts, “I’m not gonna fight the bender, D. I just want to… talk to them.”
Damian eyes him with a skeptical look, but otherwise says nothing.
-
They’re riding through a brutal storm when Damian loses his grip and tumbles towards the railing.
Jason follows, one hand gripping tightly onto the metal rail and the other holding onto Damian as he flailed. For once, the kid looked genuinely terrified.
A wave crashes into them, and pulls them over. 
-
Jason is surprised to wake up. He tried to gauge his surroundings, but nothing really added up. He was under a fur blanket, a fire crackling near him. Someone was shifting beside him.
“You’re awake,” the voice murmurs, “I thought you’d sleep longer, but it seems not.”
Jason, carefully pulled himself up, narrowing his eyes as he gazed around the igloo. It was sparse, but large enough to fit him, the new man, and-
“Dami,” Jason breathed, headless of the man’s presence as he jerked out of the furs and toward
 his brother’s still form. He pressed two fingers to the boy’s neck, and his heart only calmed when he could feel the steady thrumming for a full minute.
“You’re welcome,” came the dry remark. Right. Jason turned back to the man, assessing him silently. He wore a blue parka, and was currently wearing the hood low over his face. 
“The two of you washed ashore last night,” the man explained, without prompting, “Your friend was barely breathing, but he made it through. You were surprisingly fine once the threat of frostbite was removed.”
Jason glanced again at Damian. 
“Thank you,” Jason stated, before his voice hardened, “But can we trust you?”
The man sighed. “Figures that two kids running around in the Antarctic wouldn’t trust a stranger,” he mused to himself. His amused smile was the only thing that Jason could see, the fire and the shadows obscuring the rest. 
“We are a long distance from the nearest village, but I can take you there. I can send the two of you on your way the moment that your friend feels better.”
-
“You know that you’re safe here, right?” Jason stated quietly. Anuk had left them in the igloo and went hunting by himself. He claimed that he worked better alone.
Damian looked up from where he was curled up in a corner of the igloo, his back pressed tightly against the icy wall. He wrinkled his nose, but there was still apprehension in his eyes. Jason sighed.
“Look, if this guy meant bad, he’d have done something already,” Jason reasoned, spreading his hands along the icy ground. He was glad that his resistance to low temperatures had survived the pit, even if his bending had not.
“Your trust will get you killed,” Damian murmured. Jason winced, “Yeah, well, it kinda already did. But that’s besides the point,” Jason rushed to add, “Just- trust is dangerous, sure, but can you really live your life without trusting anyone?”
Damian was silent. Jason, taking a dive, spoke up, “Do you trust me?”
Damian jerked his head up, staring at him with wide eyes. Then, quietly, “Yes.”
Jason nodded, and pressed, “Talia? Ra’s?”
Damian hesitated. Jason moved on.
“Listen. I know you just wanted to tag along for my training, but we’ve been under the radar for at least a month.” They had arrived on a full moon, and that night was a full moon, again. 
“Even Talia would have to admit to Ra’s that she thought we were dead somewhere in the Antarctic. Firebenders hate the two poles - they won’t be sending a search party for us, much less coming to find us themselves. You don’t have to go back to them.”
This time, Damian glared. “Where else would I go, Todd?” he spat, and Jason realised that the kid had already thought of this, had already considered this, “Where else am I supposed to go, if I do not return to my home?”
Jason pursed his lips, and despite the green raging inside him…
“Bruce would take you in,” Jason admitted, shoving the green away, “I can’t say the same for myself, not when I’m done with him, but… you. You’re his kid. He’d definitely take you in.”
Jason grinned, “He’d love you. Hell, he already took in the Replacement, what’s one more?”
Damian shifted. “Why won’t he take you in?” he questioned.
Jason stilled. “It’s not-” Jason started and stopped, and shook his head. The Joker was still alive. He had adopted a new kid. He wasn’t needed, hell, he wasn’t wanted. He really had just been a charity case. He breathed, trying to push the green down.
“It’s complicated. I don’t know if I can forgive Bruce, and I don’t know if I can stare at him without wanting to put a knife to his neck.”
That was what scared him the most. That he would lose control. He hated Bruce right now, hated him for what he had done, what he had not done, but his nightmare was his vision going green and fading to a Batman bleeding out from a knife in his grip.
Damian looked confused, so Jason tried to explain. “Bruce is… not a perfect man,” Jason sighed, “But he’s all Gotham has. And the Robins - what he does for them, that’s good. Even if-” Even if it gave him false hope for a rescue that never came. He swallowed that down.
“For all of his faults, he did give me some of the best memories.” Not that he remembered many of them. The pit took that away, too. “I hate him, but I loved him, too.”
-
“You’re ready.”
Jason raised an eyebrow at Anuk. “Ready for?”
“The full moon,” Anuk explained, not really explaining at all. He pointed towards the sky. “Tonight should be a full moon. We’ll set out onto the ocean at midnight, and you can perform the traditional water-bending stances for Tui and La. If nothing else, it is a tradition that I practice, and as my student, I want you to practice it as well.”
Jason sighed, but went along with it. He still had no bending - sometimes he thought that the water would move just so, but most of the time, there was nothing. He diligently learnt all of the water-bending moves, but Anuk was probably lying when he said that he was “ready”. How do you tell if someone knows their stuff if they don’t even bend?
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The night was quiet. Serene, silent in the way that Gotham never was. The League had been silent, too, but not in this way. There was tension in the air, in League bases, sounds controlled and quenched before they could travel. Here, there were only expanses of snow and ice to echo back each scrunch of their boots.
Anuk bended a gondola made of ice, and Jason hopped on, not willing to show his own hesitation. Anuk waved his arms and the gondola moved out onto the calm Antarctic sea.
“According to my Gramps, we used to have big ceremonies on full moons,” Anuk started conversationally, filling the cold silence with soft murmurs. Jason realised belatedly that they should have brought a lamp, or at least a torchlight, but it seemed like Anuk knew where he was going, even in the dim moonlight.
“I live in the South pole, but my Gramps hailed from the North. He says that the late princess Yue gave her life to keep the moon spirit, Tui, alive. The Northern water-benders would present their bending on full moons to pay homage to Yue and her sacrifice.”
The gondola slowed to a stop, and they were left bobbing softly on near-silent waves. Anuk stretched his arms out and pulled, and a square platform of ice froze before them. Anuk stepped back and looked towards Jason expectantly.
Jason had grown used to the icy tundra, enough so that he did not immediately slip off the icy block when he hopped out of the gondola. He took his place at the centre of the ice block, glanced up at the moon, and started to run through his bending forms.
Nothing happened at first. Jason felt kind of stupid, actually, bending without bending at all. He nearly slipped a few times, but he managed to keep his balance, and powered through the basic forms into the more advanced attacks.
Then, something shifted.
“Jason,” the wind whispered, and Jason stumbled. His foot slipped, and he ended up on all four as the ice block rocked, waves pushing over the sides and washing over his hands and knees. The voice sounded like Bruce.
“I’m so sorry, Jason,” came again, and it really did sound like Bruce. Jason blinked into the moonlit ice and nearly gasped. 
It was a bird’s-eye view of the Batcave. He would know that cavern anywhere. Batman was stooped down beside a glass casing, positioned at the centre of the cave.
The vision zoomed in. The casing had a blood-stained Robin uniform, burned and tattered, way too destroyed to be repairable. Jason realised it was his suit. The one he had died in. 
“I’m sorry I couldn’t save you,” Bruce was saying, and Jason could only watch as Bruce absolutely bawled his eyes out in front of the casing, still wearing his batsuit, only having pulled the cowl down.
Just when the sobs died down, Jason heard, “I left Joker in the helicopter. I knew it was going to crash, but I- I thought he didn’t deserve to live,” Bruce admitted quietly. Jason’s breath hitched.
“He survived. Of course he did. If I keep going after him, he’ll just keep surviving, and… I have to stop, before I can’t. Before I lose myself in a world that took you. I’m sorry,” he choked out, and the tears continued to flow.
The scene changed.
“Why?” Dick’s voice screamed, raw and so full of emotion that it jarred Jason to the bones. “Why did you let him live?”
“We can’t be the dictators of who lives and who dies,” Bruce started, but Dick cut him off. “This is the Joker we’re talking about, B!” Dick yelled, somehow louder than the previous shout, “Joker doesn’t care who lives and who dies! He definitely didn’t care when he-” Dick cut himself off with a sharp exhale.
Bruce waited as Dick took measured breaths. “I just don’t get it,” Dick whispered, “A man like him? B, why did you save him?”
Silence. 
“We fight for justice,” Bruce rumbled, steadfast and sure compared to the crying mess in the last vision. Confident, like he had worked through his thoughts and come to a conclusion. “We can’t just kill people as we see fit. Not even if we hold a personal grudge. Not even if we want revenge for our own.” 
They both glanced towards the casing.
“I still want to kill him,” Dick stated bluntly. Jason thought Bruce would reaffirm his rules, that he would cook up a convincing argument and strike down Dick’s motives.
Instead, Bruce only answered with, “Sit on it for a few days. Don’t make an impulsive decision you’ll regret.”
Dick sighed harshly, and left the viewing range of the vision. Bruce turned back to the casing.
“I never got to apologise to you,” Bruce murmured, “For accusing you of pushing Garzonasa.”
“I was worried for you. Nobody should have to live with the guilt of taking someone’s life. I’m sorry if I came off as distrustful. I should have done more. Been better.”
One last scene. A young kid, black hair and blue eyes, looking up at the casing, fiddling with a new Robin suit that Jason had only seen through grainy newspaper prints.
“You were my hero,” the boy said, and checked his empty surroundings before he continued, “You were… awesome. You had so much energy and spunk, and-” he huffed, a small smile on his face, “-much more fire than me. Which is ironic, to say the least.”
Jason watched as the kid produced a photo from his gauntlet. It was a photo of Jason and Nightwing, on the rooftops, laughing and joking around. 
“I always wanted to be your friend,” he admitted, “I never wanted to replace you. I just knew that Batman needed a partner, and I guess nobody else was gonna do it, so. Here I am.”
The photo slipped back under his cape. “I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to be like you, but I’m trying. I… I know I shouldn’t miss you, because technically I never knew you, but. I do.”
Timothy Drake looked up at the suit for a long minute, before turning and pressing his domino mask across his eyes. “I’ll do my best to make you proud,” he whispered to the air.
The vision disappeared with the pull of the tide. Jason was suddenly aware of the ice block he was still on, as it tipped against the slightly-larger wave. A combination of water and ice made him slide right off the block’s edge. 
Anuk’s yell was drowned out by the freezing water rushing to meet him. It was the very opposite of being dipped into the Lazarus pit. The water was a dark blue, and he could still see the moonlight piercing through the water’s surface. The light bent above him, and he blinked, because it almost looked like a face. A young woman, with long white hair flowing around her serene smile.
The light pulsed, and suddenly he could feel the water around him, moving and flowing, pulsating with its own energy. He could feel the water turning and churning around Anuk’s gondola as he steered towards him. He spread out his arms and pushed-
-and shot out of the water, landing with a slight stumble back on Anuk’s gondola. The boat rocked slightly, but Jason smoothed his palms downwards and the rippling waves ceased.
 “Tui and La,” Anuk cursed to himself, “You were under there for quite a- oh.”
Jason tilted his head. “Oh?” he prompted, still reeling from how alive he felt. He was surrounded by his element, and he almost wanted to dive back under just to soak in his renewed bending.
Anuk produced an ice mirror, angling it to catch the moonlight. It was hard to make out, but there was definitely a patch of hair that was no longer black, dangling right in front of his eyes.
His eyes were blue, like the colour he was born with.
“Yue’s blessing,” Anuk breathed. “What?” Jason questioned, looking up from where he was scrutinising his new hairstyle. Anuk had his head tilted reverently towards the moon.
“Princess Yue lived because Tui gave her life,” Anuk recounted, “Her hair was a stark white because of this. When Tui’s mortal form was killed, Yue gave back her lifeforce to revive Tui.” Anuk chuckled, “It’s why most people from the poles don’t bother dyeing their hair.”
Jason himself eyed the moon contemplatively. He closed his eyes, and realised with a start that the green was gone. The pit’s effects - the murderous rage, the unnaturally-green eyes, the blockage of his bending - they were gone.
Anuk had taught him a traditional bow used to start and end water-bending fights, a sign of respect for the opponent. Jason bowed towards the moon, and hoped he was doing it right.
“Thank you,” he breathed quietly, “Yue, Tui, whatever you prefer to be called. Thank you.”
The moon shone on the ocean, and he swore he could see Yue’s face once more, smiling.
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the-mirror-witch · 4 years ago
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hello! I see you accepted new requests so may I ask for a headcanon/scenario (whichever you prefer!) with the dorm leaders where they see their short s/o wearing their clothes then run away? something like "If you want your clothes back then come and get it~" thank you<3
(Tooo Cuuuutttteeee! 💖💖 I love thiiiisssss!!!!)
Riddle Rosehearts:
Riddle was fuming, marching through the Heartslabyul like a man on a warpath. Students were ducking out of the way the moment they saw the shade of red on their dorm leader’s face. 
Why was Riddle so angry on what was otherwise a beautiful day? Knowing Riddle, it could have been for any number of reasons. Perhaps Ace had done something mind-numbingly stupid or Cater had posted embarrassing pictures on his Magicam. As it turns out, it was none of these things.
The true reason was that it was nearly time for the Unbirthday Party, and Riddle couldn’t find his dorm leader cape anywhere.
He at first suspected Ace and Deuce of pulling an ill-timed prank on him by hiding his esteemed uniform. They pleaded ignorance, but he still used his unique magic on them just for good measure. 
If Riddle didn’t find his cape soon, he was going to blow up like a boiling tea kettle. 
He happened to pass by one of the open dorm rooms (he would have to yell at the occupants later. Rule #254 stated that the dorm rooms were to be kept locked when not under inspection) and lo and behold, who should he find standing there in front of a mirror, giggling like a child wrapped up in his cape?
Yes, you, Riddle’s darling rose, where the culprit behind this entire fiasco. You may owe Heartslabyul an apology after this. But you simply couldn’t resist yourself when you found Riddle’s cape just lying on his bed. You had ever intention of returning it before Riddle could miss it, but got so caught up in the way the cape enveloped you that you lost track of time.
It also distinctly smelled like strawberries, like a certain redhead you were rather fond of.
The moment Riddle saw you, his face turned red for entirely different reasons. 
The silent moment was short-lived when you noticed Riddle in the mirror, giving you quite a start. You whirled around and Riddle cleared his throat, insisting that return his cape to him.
He should have known by the evil glint in your eye that it would not be that easy. 
So, Heartslabyul was treated to the sight of its dorm leader chasing you down the halls as you laughed like a madman.
Worry not, Cater got plenty of blackmail pictures to share with you later.
Leona Kingscholar:
Poor Ruggie really does get the short end of the bone sometimes, doesn’t he?
But what else was he supposed to do? His giant cat of a dorm leader was too lazy to do his own damn laundry, so Ruggie as Leona’s un-official babysitter had to do it for him.
You were visiting Savanaclaw, something you did on a near daily basis. You happened to stumble upon the disgruntled hyena and, in a moment of sympathy, decided to offer your assistance. 
Your offer was happily accepted. 
The two of you finished the laundry in a timely manner. You were rather pleased with yourself as you admired how nice, warm, and clean you made Leona’s shirt. 
Then temptation hit you like a rhino. Should you? Yes, yes you should.
Before you could second guess yourself, you quickly slipped on Leona’s shirt after making sure Ruggie wasn’t looking at you. You’d never live it down otherwise. 
It was so nice and warm, it reminded you of being cuddled by the lion himself. Such thoughts made you feel rather sleepy. It made you keep the shirt on just another second longer.
That second was all that was needed.
Leona was in a rather grumpy mood (when wasn’t he, tho?). You, little herbivore, were late for your routine napping session. Leona wasn’t one to normally give a flying damn about routine and timelines, but this was rather uncharacteristic of you. 
What was he left to do but to hunt you down himself? 
That was how he came to find you, wearing his shirt like you belonged in it.
The smug lion came up behind you, smirking and asking just what were you thinking, wearing his shirt like that? 
You froze up, unsure what you should say. When Leona smirked at you like that, there was no telling what could happen, and you beginning to get nervous. Well, you know what they say? Fake it till you make it.
So, you boldly looked up at him, and claimed it was your shirt now. Finders, keepers, and all that jazz. 
Leona was greatly amused, and damn him if confidence wasn’t a good look on you. 
However, Leona simply couldn’t back down from your challenge. You heard the growl rumbling deep in his chest and without a second thought took off running. You had no doubt that the King of Beasts was hot on your heels. 
Azul Ashengrotto:
The lights of the Mostro Lounge were dimmed, allowing the reflection of rippling water to become more prominent. It was very atmospheric, and allowed for everyones attention to be on the main performance of the night. 
It was rare for Azul to give a performance at the Lounge, so each occurrence was a privilege. In this case, it was the Lounge’s anniversary. The entire night had been a special one, with rare additions to the menu and discounts and promised prizes that kept the Lounge booked weeks in advance. 
The twins had kept the guests entertained for the majority of the evening, and now it was Azul’s turn. And you, lucky little angelfish, got a front row seat. 
No eyes were off of Azul as he played the piano. If the twins were to be believed, Azul was playing an ancient merman song, from the times when the Seafolk would lure unsuspecting sailors to their doom through their enchanting voices alone. Given the twins’ affinity to messing with people, you normally took their tales with a grain of salt. 
This time, however, you were inclined to believe them. There was some sort of alluring magic within the notes of Azul’s song, there had to be. It demanded attention and refused to relinquish it. You could practically smell the salt of sea wind and see the rise of ocean waves with each crescendo. You were spellbound. You imagined that, if Azul told you to throw yourself into bone-shattering waves, you’d reply with “Yes please.” 
And from the glazed eyes of the other guests, you knew you weren’t alone. 
You weren’t entirely sure what force pushed you to stand from your seat. Perhaps you truly were entrapped by Azul’s siren call. Perhaps there was an ugly part of you that bristled at the many eyes trained on the silver haired man. Whatever the reason, you moved through the mist that had settled under the lounge. Azul’s song was coming to an end. He noticed your approach, raising an eyebrow but not once stopping the movement of his fingers. It never ceased to amaze you how well coordinated he could be, despite being a literal fish out of water. Perhaps it was from years of simultaneously using ten limbs. 
The song reached its final crescendo as you came to stand beside Azul. The final wave, preparing to crash down on the battered shore. 
The wave came crashing down as you grabbed the hat off of Azul’s head, putting it on your own. You cut off Azul’s protest with a swift kiss, as gentle as the cold spray of the sea. As the guests of the lounge applauded, you stepped down and left Azul sitting there wide-eyed and blushing furiously. 
You made your escape to the underwater hallways of Octavinelle, passing by the snickering twins as you did. You weren’t entirely sure if Azul would chase after you or not to get his hat back, but it didn’t matter either way to you. Your brain hadn’t quite caught up to your bold actions. There was a part of you that was still blissfully lost at sea. 
Kalim Al-Asim:
It was late in the evening, with the half-faced moon looming over the Arabian night, and the party showed no sign of slowing down. 
Kalim had his misgivings, but he sure as hell knew how to throw a party. Even though it was undisputed that Kalim was the life of the party, with everything gravitating around him like brilliant sun that he was, he had the strange ability to make it feel as if the party was centered around you. 
Sometimes you felt guilty about stealing away Kalim’s attentions from everyone else, but then Kalim would give you that brilliant smile of his, reminding you that you were his guest of honor and it was only natural that he made sure you had the best night of your life. Well, who were you to argue with that? 
You spent a great deal of the night dancing with Kalim. Your lungs burned and legs ached, but those things seemed to disappear into the wind, scattered by Kalim’s breathless yet exuberant laughter. His joy was infectious, filling your veins with sunshine and warmth as you laughed too. 
Could a moment truly last forever? You wished that it would. This moment was perfect, as you spun around in Kalim’s arms, your feet feather-light and a feeling of weightlessness washing over you. It was all too easy to forget that there were other people around. Their presence faded into little more than background noise, leaving nothing but you, Kalim, and the lively music that sang in your bones, flowing easily from your body to Kalim’s and back again as you moved in time with one another. 
You hadn’t drunk anything alcoholic that night, but Godmother save you if you didn’t feel drunk. You were light-headed and wonderfully happy. You were in a whole new world, one just for you and Kalim. Perhaps this feeling wouldn’t carry over into tomorrow, perhaps you had this one night alone. If that was the case, you were sure as hell going to make it last a lifetime. 
You didn’t know when it happened, but at some point in the night you had managed to steal Kalim’s half-turban right off his head and had it hanging loosely around your neck. The jewels that decorated it clanked every time you moved, and it was a wonder you hadn’t noticed it before. 
Well, Kalim had yet to point it out, so he either didn’t notice or didn’t care. Either way, if he wasn’t going to bring it up, then you weren’t about to. Thus, your unintentional thievery was completed.
The dance ended and you finally managed to drag yourself away from Kalim long enough to get yourself some much needed refreshment. 
Kalim truly hadn’t noticed that you had taken his turban until its absence was pointed out by Jamil. It didn’t take long for either of them to spot it hanging around your neck from where you stood across the crowd.
Kalim happily took it as an excuse to pull you into another dance. 
Jamil let out a long, suffering sigh. The two of you were hopeless. 
Vil Schoenheit:
Confession time. You might have, sort of stolen Vil’s crown. Um...oops? 
In your defense, Epel had dared you do it. He had deliberately chosen the dare, knowing no one in their right mind would attempt to steal from Pomefiore’s queen. Not unless they were Rook, or you apparently. 
Besides, how mad could Vil be? (Mad, very mad, you could practically taste the poison already, Epel was going to get you killed how could he do this to you he knew your impulse control was non-existent-)
Well, what done was done, and you proudly showed off your prize to your dumbfounded friends. In full honesty, they hadn’t expected you to go through with it.  Now that you had the crown, why not take full advantage of it. 
You took plenty of pictures of you wearing it. Epel gave on heck of a Vil impression while wearing it. All in all, you had a roaringly good time and nearly forgot that you had stolen the crown in the first place. Unbeknownst to you, a certain hunter found you with the crown in your possession and, with a cruel smile, slunk back into the shadows to relay his findings to his enraged queen. 
It didn't take long for Vil to arrive, amethyst eyes burning like gemstones that had fires trapped within them. You felt like a meek little mouse under Vil’s glare. One look towards Epel and you could practically see the “oh shit” reflected in his eyes. 
Vil held out his hand, a silent demand for you to return his property and accept your punishment. 
Welp, your grave was already dug out. Why not go a little deeper? Or perhaps that was the panic trying to rationalize your truly idiotic potato move.
You ran for dear life, dragging poor Epel with you. If you were going down, he was going with you. 
You didn’t get far. Damn that hunter. 
You and your partner in crime were caught, and the crown returned to the head of its rightful queen. 
Vil smirked down at you, a gloved hand stroking your cheek. 
There was something befitting about a crown on your head. After all, he expected the person who would stand beside him to be just as well-adorned as he was. Perhaps he should look into getting you a crown of your own. 
Idia Shroud:
Welp, Idia was lost to the realm of campaigns and RPG's. Again. Not that you were particularly surprised. Idia spent a lot of time either online or working on some high-tech invention, and would probably never see the light of day if you and Ortho didn’t drag him outside. 
You fully supported Idia’s interests and his hobbies, but you couldn’t help but feel a little lonely while you sat in his room and waited for him to finish and finally spend some time with you. 
You flopped down on his bed, pouting. Maybe you should get up and explore the Ignihyde dorm. You didn’t get to see enough of it, and as the most technologically advanced dorm in the college, it should be a sight to behold. Perhaps you could even met another one of the dorms reclusive members before they ran away screaming at the prospect of human interaction. 
Making up your mind, you got up and your hand brushed against one of Idia’s hoodies, which was lying haphazardly off the side of his bed. You thought about it for all of one second before putting it one, the hoodie practically swallowing your entire body. You giggled. With how much Idia slouched over, it was easy to forget just how much taller he was compared to you. 
Now properly dressed for your impromptu adventure, you walked out of Idia’s room and went exploring. 
Soon after, Idia finished his game, cheering in victory as he won. He pulled his headset off and stretched his back. That’s when he noticed that you were gone and he immediately spiraled into a panic. Where had you gone? You normally waited around for him to finish so that you could spend time together. 
Had you finally gotten sick and tired of him? Has he finally driven you away with his anti-social behavior? Had he just epically failed your route and received a bad ending???? NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Ortho found his brother in the middle of an otaku level meltdown and calmed him down, telling him that he had just seen you walking around the dorm. 
Ortho encouraged his brother to go looking for you himself to show you that he noticed your absence, and Idia in his still distraught state agreed without hesitation. 
Ortho “accidentally” forgot to mention what it was you were wearing. Idia was very underprepared. 
When Idia saw you wearing talking to another Ignihyde student while wearing his hoodie, his face instantly turned red. Why were you so cute, wearing his hoodie like that? Didn’t you know how dangerous for his health that was?
You didn’t know why Idia was supporting himself with one hand against the wall and another clutching his chest, but Ortho assured you it wasn’t a bad thing. 
Malleus Draconia:
You had gone to the Diasomnia dorm to visit Malleus. It was something you did regularly and should come as a surprise to no one, yet Sebek still insisted on giving you grief about showing up unannounced. 
Ignoring him, you asked Lilia where Malleus was, and the amused bat told you that Malleus was busy at the moment. Before you could become disheartened and leave, Lilia informed you with a knowing smile that Malleus wouldn’t be much longer now and you could simply wait for him in his room. 
Once again in good spirits, you thank the ancient Fae and did just that. 
Only, now that you were in Malleus’s room, you weren’t quite sure what to do with yourself. It was the first time you had ever been in Malleus room, and you found yourself simultaneously fascinated and awkward. Would it be okay for you to sit on his bed? Perhaps you should play it safe and just sit on the floor like a goblin. Would he get mad if you snooped through his things? Well, he might not, but Sebek sure as hell would. 
Eventually, boredom got the best of you. So, you went through Malleus’s closet. You were a terrible person, okay, it’s been acknowledged let's move on to the raiding. 
You pulled out one of Malleus’s cloaks, a black one (shocker). You wrapped it around yourself, and it was so large it might as well have been a blanket on you with the way it pooled at your feet. You always knew that Malleus was unfairly taller than you, but being wrapped in his cloak like this made you feel oh, so small. 
You weren’t going to acknowledge how the cloak smelled like Malleus, like cinder and the evening woods. Nope, nada. If you did, you would be red-faced for the rest of the evening and there was no way Malleus wouldn’t notice. 
You were just about to unwrap yourself from Malleus’s cloak when the door opened, Malleus entering and being unwillingly escorted by the ever insistent Sebek.
Malleus stared at you in his cloak with wide, green eyes. Meanwhile, Sebek got personally offended. 
How dare a human such as yourself dirty Lord Malleus’s attire with your stench?!?!?!?!?!?!
In the end, Sebek ended up chasing you around trying to get the cloak back and you ran with a speed you didn’t even know you possessed. 
Malleus was still stunned for several moments, but he eventually got enough presence of mind to order Sebek to leave you be. 
Still, after that incident, you couldn’t help but notice how, during your evening walk with the future King of Thorns, Malleus every excuse to wrap you up in the cloak he was wearing. 
Not that you would complain, as you happily pulled the cloak tighter around you. 
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