#man i am way too dramatic
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me, to myself: hm should i use 'valiantly' or 'with fervour' in this sentence
cg: love that that's the question you ask yourself when writing fluffy comedy-based agere fic
#man i am way too dramatic#im literally soliloquizing in the pouring rain while clowns dance behind me throwing pies + falling over and the sitcom laugh track plays#bee babbles
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okay but seriously all jokes aside I really do understand ivan. like having a schedule so packed and busy is so insanely draining no matter how long you've conditioned yourself to endure it. sacrificing certain things like lunch or sleep just to gain the slightest bit more time for yourself is something that feels almost essential to keeping yourself together and not feeling like you're losing yourself in the cycle completely. it's like its own little act of rebellion in a way, something along the lines of you can drown me in work and monotony but I'll keep carving these little spaces of time for what little I have for myself, even if I have to carve them out of my own chest. I will sacrifice parts of myself to ensure that I don't fully succumb to whatever you're trying to make me into. I am human, this is the proof, I will make time even if it ruins me. you know?? yeah. you get it
#man you know life is getting TOUGH when you read âskip lunch for personal timeâ on a fictional characters fictional silly interview#and then feel so empathetic and impacted by that fuckass sentence that it makes you emotional#sorry guys this is another para loser moment#its been rough man. like. i need to stop projecting seriously#âits not that deep!!!!!â you know what is though? my fucking eyebags man. ivans too i know he's hiding them somewhere somehow#anyway yeah. ivan you are so real.#i too indulge in unhealthy behavior just to feel the slightest bit in control of my life again#if ivans way of coping and keepin it together is to stare at till from across the cafeteria table and lick blood instead of lunch#well who i am to judge him man like. do what you gotta do#post of shame sorry guys im embarrassed to tag this#alnst#alien stage#alnst ivan#alien stage ivan#is this dramatic? yea. sorry#he ws just so real for that. do whatever you gotta do to cure that hashtag work life existential crisis king#PARA STOP PROJECTING CHALLENGE#para.musing
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Ar-Pharazon from the Reverse Gondolin AU and as Witch-King of Numenor - thanks to @who-needs-words for helping develop this idea!
#silm#silmarillion#second age#ar pharazon#reverse gondolin au#(well more like the aftermath of gondolin reversal)#this au has consumed my life#on the plus side inspiration for feanor is finally reemerging from under the metaphorical couch so i might get something finwion-y done soo#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa so much to draw so little time#seriously though golden nazgul is such a cool idea#whatever the mordor equivalent for the angband trio is (sauron pharazon and shelob maybe?) is going to look so cool in black and gold#black/gold black hole shelob!!#and prince elrond is super finwiony looking#also he has his wings & glowiness out a lot more so that'll be fun#but yeah basically in the au Prince Elrond realized via foresight what was happening/going to happen in numenor#so he went there and disowned ar pharazon (by extension removing him from the throne) and crowned tar miriel rightful Ruling Queen#then later when sauron showed up he came back kicked sauron out and outlawed the death cult#but between that time sauron secretly recruited ar pharazon by promising him kingship in exchange for his support#and anyways ar pharazon survived all the way to the TA as the Witch King#(mr. angmar here gets to be second in command of the nazgul sorry)#-imagine this guy showing up to be all 'bagginssss' though#the witch king of numenor is somehow even more dramatic#also the whole 'no living man can kill me' is. a bit different coming from a guy who has many enemies in the form of#a) his cousin the Ruling Queen of Numenor#b) his uncle the choice-of-elves-peredhel#c) a bunch of Faithful in the Halls#the dead guys aren't too much of a problem#but i wonder if he heard that prophecy and worried a whole lot more about the Ruling Queens#or Prince Elrond who in the au has very definitely embraced his maia-ness#and then imagine his surprise hearing 'but no living man am i' and it coming from. a random human lady.
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oh i can already tell iâm about to have some really unpopular opinions about the edge of sleep tv show
#i remember everyone loving the podcast when it came out#but as someone who was an active fan of audio dramas and podcasts for years at that point the show just. made me frustrated#i realized later after listening to left right game that qcode has this very strange and almost uncanny production behind it#where they get incredibly famous actors to play characters and then bank their marketing on that alone#and the writing is always *almost* good. like sometimes you start to think you might actually be listening to a good show#bc i mean the audio quality and special effects are all stellar#but then the writing and acting is always just a little bit too over-the-top and dramatic for it to feel natural#like the writers donât know how to portray emotion without visuals so they just make everything Way Too Intense#and each time it feels like they just ask âwhatâs the most insane thing that can happen next?â#âoh ok heâs gonna chop daveâs dick offâ#and every time you start to actually like a character they say something misogynistic or just otherwise batshit fucking insane#not to mention that time in left right game where a girl confessed her love to her best friend before LITERALLY DYING FOR HER#only for the best friend in the next scene to be like âerm iâm not gay đ awkwardâŚâ and sheâs NEVER BROUGHT UP AGAIN#qcode productions are kinda like the fast fashion of fiction podcasts i think#they churn out so many so quickly and they always feel just slightly unnatural or superficial#not to mention when i tried looking into them years ago and itâs impossible to find#literally anything about them. like their minimalist ass website was so insanely insanely vague#and yet clearly theyâve gotta have a fuck ton of money backing them to have this absurd amount of a-list talent on board#(which really i think that is all they care about)#anyways yeah some markiplier fans are gonna get pissed at me for not kissing the ground he walks on. but i was one of you. i AM one of you#and i hate that somebody out there is holding the iron lung movie over us like weâre dogs and if we wanna watch it#we gotta watch this show. which BTW they are giving no details about where to watch it#and seemingly no promotion or marketing material for a show thatâs been in production for years coming out in less than 3 weeks#just weird as fuck man. and i donât even think mark has much to do with it
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I'm too lazy to illustrate it (plus I think I'd get too caught up in the process LMFAO) but when drawing/adding personal touches to Lif's design I am channeling Lio Fotia Promare for his armor (ESP the Mad Burnish armor) Lewis Mystery Skulls (less aesthetic similarities reflected but like, kinda similar broad chested body type similar vibes and important heart motifs) (heart motif isn't pictured in this Lewis image but if you've seen the animated music vids you get it) and literally just any 2D animated Disney villain who is Shaped and Dramatic (and has a huge fucking cape or coat -- tbh the specific ones I think about are Maleficent and Cruella just from the dramatic/big cape standpoint, purely aesthetic)




(fuck it after a lot of thinking Hades is a good one too)
#no main tags about it but. i need everyone to understand my vision.#ig maleficent is more sleek than i'd ever draw lif but it's about vibes. fucked up dramatic evil vibes.#when it comes to body language i am always imagining him moving around in that dramatic disney villain way too#like i adore the serious art of him that captures his canon very well i adore seeing his severe and threatening side#but to me when i portray him he is just a little campy.#i can't help it LMFAO everything i touch gets a little silly and gay AGSJHAKSKAK#THE FLOURISH. THAT'S WHAT I'M ALWAYS IMAGINING. THE EVIL FLOURISH.#and like v important he's still so serious. and angry and full of grief. a threatening foe and liability as an ally.#someone you love but don't fully trust.#i feel like i. don't always capture the full scope of complexities in my work. too busy staying silly ig LMFAO#fe lif#<- one main tag actually. but only so i can find this later on my blog if i need it đ#THINKING THIS OVER AGAIN the reason i gravitate towards maleficent is bc of the Sharpness in her design#like dr facilier/the shadow man could fit v well here too aesthetically and hades thematically esp#but also full disclosure i haven't watched any classic disney movies in years LMFAO#literally was just frantically looking up 'most iconic classic disney villains' to look at their character sheets#bc i was SO hard pressed by the maleficent inspo. i feel like she is the EPITOME of dramatic disney villain#and i happened upon cruella and was like OH FUCK YES BIG FUCKING FUR COAT!!!!!!!!!!!! implementing this forevwr now#pouring over model sheets i almost feel like dr facilier is a bit too flamboyant actually?#like he's too playful actually. fantastic vibes but not quite for lif.#i think hades captures the silliness/exaggerated rage/movementa i think of and cruella also captures this#AND she has the big fur coat. i desperately wanna watch 101 dalmatians now LMAO#just to see how her coat moves and the weight of it.#but also i think maleficent captures the Classic dramatic and severe villain i was also imagining.#she has a lot of seriousness to her too. plus big cape. and drama. ect.#CATEGORY 5 AUTISM MOMENT. I KNOW. I NEED TO STOP THINKING I WANNA DO SALMON RUN
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And then youre looking for one of your favourite fics ever in ur bookmarks and after checking everything 2-3 times you realiseâŚ
thats what it was, thats what was on the gravestone and you wish you never found out what you miss now, wish you didnt know again, because now you know what youre grieving and its only made it worse
Looking through your Ao3 bookmarks and seeing that little âThis has been deleted, sorry!â is like finding a gravestone, but the writingâs too worn down to read what it was standing for anymore.
What were you, Bookmark #336⌠What stories did you tell? Which words were it that once left a mark on my soul? *touches my laptop screen like itâs text from an ancient ruin*
Cowabummer.Â
#idk man#its 1 am#and my tired brain spit this out#ao3#this is way too dramatic#thats just how i am ig
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ill be real i already am not enjoying this
#im literally watching the downfall of basicallt everything . Everything i was too young to participate in just a few YEARS ago!! is now just#having a major decline. I am watching things downgrade by the second. Ik ots dramatic but like its also a MAJOR risk to my safety? To have t#o show my face to google just so I can pin a little wall of text? cmon fuck off fuck google man. Fuck it.#i hate that I depend on it basically because everything! Is google. ANd i fucking hate that I hope I outlive google. I hope google dies when#I'm like in my 60s and I can celebrate it alllll#Or before that. either way I just gope google as a corporate piece of shit- actually all corporate pieces of shit- are eradicated for this.#I hope they just KNOW how much they're risking the safety of people. They probably do anyways and just eant more money than they already hav#e. Just more dollar bills they can wipe their ass with
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âi donât talk down about youâ
mother you literally insulted me to the stranger running the till at the petrol station
#âhe knew i was jokingâ#really? the strange till guy knew when you completely seriously entirely unprompted decided to make negative comments about me#she keeps doing this and saying theyâre jokes#but theyâre always about what i canât do or how bad i am at something#just little things like how bad i am with directions or being dramatic and shit like that#but i reckon she goes too far with it#even my mate who only saw her for a few minutes said in that time she went way too much with it so i donât think itâs in my head#i donât mind a bit of teasing but honestly who goes to a till man and says âah yes sheâs not very practicalâ#i know itâs not that bad but itâs rude and i didnât appreciate it#i talk and its probably something weird
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<3toji helping reader who has a hard time finishing

MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS DNI
âstop fuckin holding your breath.â toji scolds, narrowing his eyes at you from between your thighs. heâs been eating you out for twenty minutes now and not once has slowed down. heâs wasnât deterred when you told him youâre a bit slow to⌠finish, but you canât help but feel bad youâre taking so long. anytime you feel yourself about to crash, you hold your breath and get too excited, and the orgasm fizzles away.
âiâm sorry i-â
toji shuts you up by slapping your cunt with an open palm. you gasp, eyes wide as you stare at him between your thighs. âget out of your head and let me make you cum.â
toji kisses your clit and starts moving his fingers inside you again, slowly thrusting in and out, turning your brain to mush. âiâŚâ your lips part, âi feel bad, i feel like im taking too long.â
toji groans dramatically, the sound making the muscles in your legs bunch when it stimulates your clit. âshut up, iâm here to help you with that so if youâd get out of your fucking head,â he emphasizes the word, âand focus on how good your body feels, how good this feels-.â he sucks your clit into his mouth, lashing at it with his tongue making you gasp before he pulls back. âthen youâd be able to cum, but you canât do that if you think ur taking too long.â
âyou really donât mind?â
toji almost smiles then, watching your reaction when he curls his fingers upwards, rubbing your sweet spot. heâs smiles when your eyes roll back in your head. âdoes it look like i mind? huh? am i eating your pussy like i fucking mind how long you take to cum?â
you shake your head, and he sticks his tongue out while smiling, toying your clit with the tip of his tongue. âthen shut.â lick âup.â
his lips are back on you then, sucking the little bundle of nerves into his mouth. his tongue runs up and down your pussy, alternating between toying around where his fingers are stuffed inside you and lavishing your clit.
you feel the warmth tingle the back of ur spine, and gasp. tojis words follow ur reaction, mumbled against you like he could barely stand to pull away. âhold ur breath and iâll kill you.â
ur gasping, whining, gripping his hair so hard heâs grunting and you would feel bad about it if your orgasm wasnât so fucking close.
your legs start to shake and toji starts making desperate sounds against you, rutting his hips into the bed while eyeing you like the determined man he is.
then- ur falling off that ledge. blinding heat coarse thought ur veins, shaking ur body uncontrollably, and ur helpless to the pleasure as toji continues eating u out like a man starved, grunting while lapping up the release he earned.
you wince when he sucks ur over sensitive clit way too hard one last time before pulling away. his mouth and chin is covered in your release, his lips are swollen and his pupils are blown, but he has a purely satisfied expression on his handsome face. âsee how easy that was?â
youre still reeling from the fact anyone actually made u came that you donât even respond. you just throb when toji pulls out his fingers and sucks your release from them. he pops them out of his mouth with a loud sound. âworth every fucking second too. think you can give me another one?â
#.blurb#jjk smut#jjk x reader#jjk x y/n#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen smut#toji smut#toji fushiguro smut#zenin toji#toji zenin#jujutsu toji#fushiguro toji x reader#jujutsu kaisen toji#toji fushiguro#fushiguro toji#toji x reader#jjk toji#toji x you#toji x y/n
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this anthropology assignment is gonna kill me dead just from the stress
#field research that speaks to the literature we've read along the semester..#fascinating for sure and i know it doesn't have to be anything big specially since its literally anthropology 101 but HHHH#i can't think of ANYTHING and the classmate i paired up with keeps coming up w all the ideas and#she has more. idk. MATERIAL to research or at least i feel like thats true#and i need to keep up but i am too dumb for it#at least thats how i feel!!!! i feel like the biggest idiot especially for how i wanna back out and do a theorical work all by myself#which would also be possible i dont need a pair i just paired up w her because i was so nervous at how i couldn't think of anything#im addicted to stressing in a way she's not so i just seem like a really annoying coward rn . which i believe to be true#i am not strong enough for university if im gonna freak out at every challenge man i should drop out#<- dramatization#AGHHHGGGGHHH#i hope that me stressing out so much about it means that itll be alright and not too hard in the end#thats how things work of course. in my brain. enough stress and pessimism makes everything go well
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The one where Toji gets a buzz cut.
Masterlist
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You dropped the grocery bags on the ground when you were greeted by your boyfriend.
But not out of excitement or happiness.
âNo! Your glorious hair!â You dramatically walked to him so you could take a closer look at the damage. Toji, being the evil man he was, laughed at your response. âWhat dâya think? I hated my hair covering my eyes while I was on missions so I tried something new.â
âSomething new? You look like a felon!â You groaned as your hands roamed around his scalp, hoping for a miracle that would grow his hair back.
âAlright, thatâs too far. I thought chicks dug this look.â
âNot on you! Maybe some weirdo that doesnât look like an assassin for hire.â
âBut I am one.â
âThatâs besides the point, Toji. Youâve hurt me. By cutting off your hair youâve also cut off any ties you had with me.â You sulk.
Toji was starting to feel self conscious even when he knew the adjustment phase would go away. âDo I really look that bad, doll?â
âNo, but-â
âThereâs a but? Okay, thatâs it, Iâm not touching you from now on. Since I look so bad, you can come to me when you find me attractive.â Okay this was turned into a real argument and you started to get agitated too.
âFine! Letâs see whoâll last longer.â
Toji simply scoffed and walked back into his man cave.
Who knows how long you guys were planning to do this for?
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A long time. You both can go without touching each other for a long time. It had been a week and a half without any physical intimacy but the relationship was normal, you both spoke about anything and everything. Neither of you were showing signs of caving in (or were just that good at hiding it).
It was a quiet afternoon. Toji was out buying some last minute ingredients for dinner and you were starting to miss him. And as much you hated to admit, the buzz cut was growing on you. Just the other day you had to fan yourself when you saw Toji doing pushups where he looked like an underground fighter prepping for his next match.
To distract yourself you decided to spend your time calling your friend instead. You put her on speaker while you organized your closet.
âGirl, what do you mean itâs ugly? Itâs all the rage right now.â
âI know. I hated it when he first got it and now all I can think about is pouncing on him. Ugh, I hate myself.â
âYou live together. Just go touch him, you fool.â
âNo, Iâll lose and I canât lose to him. Heâs always winning bets between the two of us.â
The conversation went on for a few more minutes until your friend had some urgent business to attend to.
You turned around to grab the rest of clothes and shrieked when you saw a tall figure standing in the door way.
It was Toji. âDid you hear everything?â
âIâve been here since you admitted that my haircut was hot. Do what you will with that info.â
You sighed as you sat down on the bed. âI guess that means you win.â He could tell you were pouting even when you were turned away from him. He smiled at your childishness and gathered you in his arms and made you lay on top of him as he laid down on the bed. âThere, you won.â
âNo, it doesnât work like that. I admitted that I wanted you first so youâre still the winner.â
âThen youâll be happy to know Iâve been thinking about pouncing on you since the day I got my haircut. I wanted to do it out of spite cause I knew youâd cave in but then we made that stupid bet.â
âUgh, Iâm so stupid. You do not look bad at all, Toji. In fact, you look like a hot felon. The type of felon that has a girlfriend who visits him.â You mumbled as you played with the collar of his t-shirt.
âUhuh, and does she do overnight visits?â He then started attacking your face with kisses as you start giggling.
It was you and your hot felon against the world.
#toji fushiguro#jjk toji#toji zenin#toji x reader#jujutsu toji#toji x you#jujutsu kaisen toji#toji x y/n#toji fluff#jjk#jjk x y/n#jjk x reader#jjk x you
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âgojoâs single and getoâs a good friend. good friends share everything.. including girlfriends

pairing: gojo x fem! reader x geto
content: crack, smut, threesome, praise, cum eating (gojo), pussy eating, blowjobs, cream pie, throat bulge, throat fucking, tag team, playful banter, squirting
Geto thinks heâs a great friend. Being willing to share his precious girlfriend with his best friend. Heâs seen the way Gojo looks at you. And heâs not mad, no, heâs quite happy. It makes using you as a gift so much easierâ especially when he knows you get wet at just the thought of a threesome with the white haired man.
âI am not lonely. I could go get a quick fuck right now if i wanted too.â Gojo defended, taking another gulp of the beer in his hand as he leaned back into the couch.
âHmm, i smell lies, youâre very lonely this season.â you teased, giggling softly when Gojo glared at you with the flip of his middle finger. You gasped dramatically, turning to Geto with a pout, âBaby your friend just flipped me off.â
Geto simply smiled at you with the shake of his head, taking a quick swig of his drink before he was wrapping his arm around your shoulders. Pulling you into him and placing an especially wet kiss onto your head. âDonât disrespect my girl bro.â He joked along, Gojo only scoffing before flipping him off too. âIâm being targeted by weirdos. Great.â
âWeirdos who arenât single. Canât relate now can you?â you retorted with a grin. Gojo finally letting out a chuckle, âYa got me there.â downing the remaining contents of the bottle. âIâm gonna get another one, you guys want any?â he questioned, standing up to head to the kitchen.
âOo, yes please.â you piped in cheerily, Getoâs head snapping towards you with an eyebrow raised. âUh, no. Sheâll just have a coke or something. But iâll take one.â Geto corrected.
Gojo nodded, making his way past the dining area and into the kitchen to open the fridge.
Geto winced lightly when you pinched his side. âWhy canât i have one?â you whined. Geto pinching your cheeks with a faux frown, âbecause your alcohol tolerance is too damn low.â You simply huffed, fiddling absentmindedly with the hem of your boyfriendâs sweater.
âSo, is it still happening?â you questioned in a whisper, a smirk forming on your boyfriendâs face as he brought the bottle to his lips to empty it out. âMhm.â
Gojo came strolling back into the room with two opened drinks and a cherry flavored soft drink. And you fought the urge to roll your eyes when he handed one bottle to Geto and the red colored drink to you. A smile on his face as he bit back his teasing words about Geto not letting you drink alcohol.
Geto cleared his throat, setting down the drink and placing his hand on your thigh. Squeezing as he travelled it higher and higher, his breath hot on your ear when he leaned in. âThatâs your queue baby.â
Your face heated up, watching as Gojo raised an eyebrow across from you, taking a swig at his drink after mumbling âfucking weirdos i swear.â
Getting off your seat, you bit at your lip as you looked back at Geto. Your boyfriend only giving you a reassuring nod before his drink was at his lips, watching as you almost shyly walked up to Gojo.
Sitting yourself on his lap with practically no warning making the manâs eyes widen. âWhat are you-â being cut off by your lips on his, your ass lightly grinding on his cock as you gripped his shirt. Gojoâs eyes met Getoâs in panic, the latter simply tilting his head, âBetter enjoy it while you can.â
Gojo groaned, your hands slipping under his shirt to run your nails over his hard abs. Slowly bringing them down until you stopped at the bulge in his sweats, groping it through the fabric before smiling as you pulled away. âYouâre already hard?â you giggled.
âShut up.â His face flushing red as you got off of his lap, situating yourself on your knees between his legs. Your hands working to pull his pants down mid thigh, your head in his crotch as you licked a strike along his cock through his underwear. Looking up at him through your lashes before freeing him from the thin black fabric
Gojo nearly choked on his spit, watching as you ran your thumb over his tip. Collecting glistening precum before using it to stroke him, circling your wrist while you moved it up and down. âS-shit.â
Your eyes met his cock with a hard swallow at the length. Taking in a breath before sucking him into your mouth. Swirling your tongue around his leaking tip then taking him in deeper. Bobbing your head up and down as your drool coated his veiny skin.
You could hear Geto standing up behind you, reaching your kneeling frame in two large steps before his hand was stroking your hair. âSheâs good ainât she?â
Gojo only letting out a cracked moan as he nodded. Getoâs hand suddenly grabbing hold of your hair to quicken the pace of your mouth. âBut trust me, she can be better.â Roughly pushing you to take Gojo down your throat before pulling you back up again. Repeating the process as you slobbered onto the manâs dick with muffled moans.
Your eyes pooled with water each time your boyfriend forced you to take his best friend all the way. Gojoâs cock bulging in your throat as your nose pressed at his base. âSee that?â Geto hummed.
Gojoâs mouth hung open in breathy grunts as he began thrusting his hips upwards. Head falling back onto the back of the couch with his breathing speeding up. Basking in the way his best friend used your warm mouth to fuck his twitching cock. âF-fucking hellâ ahh.â
âGood girlâ Geto dragged out. âgonna make him cum already.â he praised, âWonder how long it has been since heâs felt a pretty girlâs lips on his cock.â
Gojo grunted, âf-fuck o-off, shitââ a loud groan sounding in his throat when he began to spill into your mouth. His body shuddering when you continued to suck on his tip while maintaining eye contact. His cock throbbing as the last bits of cum spurted onto your tongue.
âNow what do you do?â Geto asked with a smirk, watching you swallow the thick substance before glancing between the both of them with a smile. âThatâs my girl.â
Gojo panted with heavy breaths, receiving a pat on his shoulder from the black haired man. âThatâs not even the half of it.â
It wasnât long until you found yourself on your hands and knees. Getoâs cock down your throat as Gojo fucked into you from behind. âIs this what you like baby?â your boyfriend groaned, Gojoâs rough thrusts effectively rocking your mouth on and off of Getoâs cock. âShowing this lone fucker how good your pussy feels?â Gojo being too lost in how deep you were sucking him in to even respond.
You mewled, clenching down on Gojoâs cock as he hammered into your g spot. His thick length easily sliding in and out your tightness.
Gojoâs hand groped at the flesh of your ass, the sound of his hips slamming onto your flesh only getting louder when he sped up his pace. Allowing his tip to graze your gummy walls with force. âHaah- think this might just be the best pussy iâve ever had.â
âHear that baby? He loves that perfect pussy of yours.â Geto breathed, his eyes closing as he used his hand to guide your head faster. âShit. Swear that mouth of yours is made of gold.â
You let out a muffled cry when you felt a coil build in your stomach. Your body still being jerked between the two men as you drooled onto your boyfriendâs cock. Your back arching when Gojo leaned onto you, his chest against your back as he brought his hand down to rub your clit. Your loud mewl sending vibrations through Getoâs dick.
Gojo groaned into your ear. âYou feel so good pretty girl. Wish i could fuck into this pussy forever.â His thrusts getting sloppy as he moaned noisily into your neck, his eyes fixed on the way your swollen lips had stretched to fit his best friendâs girth. âO-oh shitâ clenching down on me so tight.â he rasped into your skin, voice cracking into a higher pitch at the feeling of your warmth ready to milk him dry.
Geto pulled you off his cock with a grin, watching as you whimpered before taking in a well needed breath, your chest rising and falling as your eyes lost their focus. âNnhgâ Suguru, ah- Satoru, âm close,â you cried out, feeling yourself getting closer as Gojo continued to rub small circles on your sensitive bud, his cock hitting deep inside you with each movement
âYeah baby? Gonna show him just how good he made you feel?â Geto husked, pulling your head back onto him before you could even nod in response, using your mouth as a wet flesh light to get him off the edge.
Gojo groaned loudly, his thrusts hard and mean as they lost their speed. Rolling his hips desperately into yours to chase his release. âShit, can i cum in ya, pretty?â
You were only able to let out an incoherent babble, feeling the coil in your stomach painfully close to snapping.
âDonât push it.â Geto warned, your chin getting messy as he lazily fucked your face, his head falling back with a string of deep curses.
âSelfish prick.â
âYouâre fucking her arenât you?â
Your body shook as you came, whimpering with a broken cry around Getoâs cock as your pussy spasmed. Eyes rolling back and your head fuzzy as you gushed messily. The force of your orgasm threatening to make Gojoâs cock slip out.
âThere you go baby.â Geto started, Gojo finishing his words as he slowed his movements on your clit, âThatâs it.â
Both men breathed heavily as their movements came to a halt. Geto holding your face down on his cock to spurt ropes of his cum down your throat.
âSuguru- fuck, please let me cum in her. Tight pussy doesnât want to let me go.â Gojo moaned out, pleading blue eyes looking up to your boyfriend.
âYou do that and youâre gonna lick it all out.â Geto growled out, tapping his cock onto your tongue a few times before he was pulling out. Watching as you moaned softly when his cum slid down your throat.
Gojoâs lips parted as his cock ached for a release. Deciding to take his chance at burying himself inside you, his twitching cock pumping thick ropes of cum into you. Looking up to meet your boyfriendâs fake grin.
âBaby, lay down, and you, better get every fucking drop outta her.â
Gojo pervertedly smiling as he willingly crawled in between your legs. Lapping at your sopping folds and swirling his tongue around your clit as you moaned and mewled into the air.
Your fingers tangling in white strands as his tongue dipped into your hole, sucking a mixture of your juices and his cum into his mouth with a groan.
Geto let out a short laugh in amusement, âSo this is what a lack of pussy does to a guy.â Watching as Gojo licked you clean, bringing you to another squirting orgasm in the process.
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OPERATION CINDERELLA-SABOTAGE [HEARTSLABYUL]
in which he rescues you from your very short-lived wedding.
SUMMARY: due to a massive misunderstanding, a prince from royal sword academy is set to wed you at sunset. thankfully, your un-princely crush is here to save the day and crash this lovely wedding.
PAIRINGS: everyone x fem reader (separately)
WARNINGS: they're being a bit dramatic, characters are 18+, makeout (cater)
NOTES: this is echoes the ghost bride event, but listening to this prompted me to write out this scenario instead. i made this for shits and giggles, so have fun with this!
HEARTSLABYUL | SAVANACLAW | OCTANIVELLE | SCARABIA | POMEFIORE | IGNIHYDE | DIASOMNIA
There was no way you would be able to say 'no' now, not when there were hundreds of Royal Sword Academy students and even more members of a random royal family whose last names you cannot recall waiting outside that door. Aside from a completely oblivious Neige and Che'nya who was nowhere to be found, there was no one you could really ask for help to get you out of this mess.
You turn to your supposed betrothed with frantic eyes, shaking your head wildly. "I already told you, I'm not the one you danced with at the ball!" Your hisses fell on deaf ears. That damned prince from Royal Sword Academy was too busy making the 'goo-goo' eyes at you to even register what you were saying.
"I just happened to have the same shoe-size!"
Damn it, why did you have to agree to fitting some missing girl's shoe?!
Pierce Charmant, possibly the most delusional guy you have ever met in Twisted Wonderland, clung onto your calf with a stubborn expression. He had no intentions of letting you go, and neither did his five other guards that had blocked your way.
"You have to be her!"
"You don't even know my name!"
You were really counting on Grim to get someone, anyone, to stop this wedding. Yet, as you are walked down the aisle by the fair Neige, you are already planning out a divorce settlement plan. Based on the number of guests here, who had filled this entire venue from top to bottom, you would have guessed that this prince was rather rich. If it was to be an unhappy marriage, at least your wallet would be more than compensated.
You managed to convince this prince to send invitations to Night Raven College, but that didn't matter. He was so excited and in a hurry to marry, that your friends barely had any time to rescue you! There must have been so much traffic with the mirrors that they couldn't even use them! There was just no way that they'd make it in time now.
And so you consign yourself to readying some divorce papers within the next few weeks, and planning out how to avoid any more interactions with this guy while you were married.
You stood at the chapel's base, your expression exasperated than ever as you kept darting your gaze to the door. You've already tripped over the aisle a few times, fumbled the scripted vows, and even called for a bathroom break or two to stall.
And now comes the big moment that you were so desperately trying to avoid.
"Would you, Pierce Charmant, take the Ramshackle Dorm Prefect, as your lawfully wedded wife?"
The prince smiles so sickly sweet, and its the look of a man who won't change his mind.
"I do."
You grimace as the officiant faces you, just as blind to your annoyed expression.
"Would you, the Ramshackle Dorm Prefect, take Pierce Charmant as you lawfully wedded husband?" They didn't even use your name!
You pause, the image of your crush flashing before your eyes.
You would never see him again if you let yourself get married. Defiance returns to your face as you suck in a deep breath, ready to deal with the consequences of rejecting this delusional prince in front of hundreds of people.
"Iâ"
"I object!"
RIDDLE ROSEHEARTS
"Grim, please explain to me why I received an invitation to the Prefect's wedding... I am calm, Trey. I would just prefer to know the details before I go and fetch her myself... and may I ask one more thing? Yes, hoW IN THE WORLD DID THE PREFECT GET KIDNAPPED LIKE THIS?! DON'T YOU DARE TRY TO CALM ME DOWN, CATER. I AM PERFECTLY CALM."
Riddle calmly asked about your whereabouts, and it does not take him long to immediately get to work. As one of the better respected housewardens among the roster, it was easier to ask for a few favors that could get him to that damned cathedral fast. However, as the traffic did pile up to get to this accursed wedding, Riddle finds himself on horseback.
He does have this awful crush on you, but it never really crosses his mind. Even as he holds certain feelings for you, it's at the back of his mind. Riddle values your autonomy, and this marriage was a massive red flag. Surely, you cannot have possibly agreed to such a thing. It was just not in your nature. You would have protested, and the fact that you are not back in campus means that something is preventing you from speaking your mind. Riddle really respects you in this aspect!
Still, the idea of you marrying some prince who barely knew it was absolutely absurd. Riddle won't allow it, he absolutely won't!
The doors were flung open with a loud thud, revealing a red-head in a suit. Much to your surprise, Riddle isn't burning red with a fiery rage and threatening to have everyone's head off. He's stomping towards you and your supposed groom, fist clenched as he throws out an arm out of anger. He doesn't seem too angry, but determined.
"ENOUGH! SHE WILL BE COMING BACK TO NIGHT RAVEN COLLEGE WITH ME NOW."
Okay, maybe you were wrong about him not being angry.
His voice echoes throughout the entire cathedral, followed by several flinches at his sheer volume. Immediately, the crowd by the rows inch back a bit further as he continues to march forward, ignoring the guards that seemed to hesitate to approach him. Pierce raises a brow, almost annoyed rather than fearful of this disturbance.
"There seems to be a misunderstanding. You see, the Prefect is going to be married to me. You can sort out your affairs after the ceremony is over." Well, that didn't seem to help one bit, judging by how Riddle seemed to fume even further at this statement.
The housewarden comes to a halt, sucking in a sharp breath to calm his temper. The last thing he wanted to do right now was to frighten you.
He breathes out your name, sending a stutter through your heart.
"Do you truly want to marry this man?"
It almost makes you swoon, the way Riddle looks at you so earnestly as he asks for some affirmation. Had it been any other scenario, you would've taken your time to bore your eyes into his and study his expression. Instead, you shake your head wildly, racing down the aisle until you have hidden yourself behind him.
Riddle has the nerve to smirk at the shocked Prince. "And here, I thought princes had a code of conduct when it came to their ladies." He turned back to you with an assuring look. "I'll take you home, Prefect."
Truly, Riddle had no intentions of playing around. He had only one objective, to get you out of here. Just as he turns around to escort you out of the cathedral, a pair of guards had blocked the exit.
"No, I cannot let you leave!" Pierce cried out, ready to give chase. "Prefect, please! Give me a chance. You cannot possibly be ready to leave me for... this guy!"
Riddle's eye twitches as he cranes himself to look at the prince. "You have some nerve!" He clicks out, clenching his fists once more. Everyone feels the cathedral heat up, those closer to the aisles feeling beads of sweat form upon their temples. Even as you looked at Riddle so gently, a part of you was somewhat grateful that he was sticking up for you.
Just as his top was about to blow, you muster the will to tug on Riddle's sleeve. As quickly as his reddened face came, it disappears when he glances back at your soft expression. Huffing out a heavy sigh, Riddle clicks his tongue and marches towards the exit.
"Let's be on our way, Prefect. We shouldn't waste our precious time on these trifles."
Needless to say, no one really wanted to test the housewarden's patience as he escorted you out of that Cathedral. Riddle certainly doesn't waste time hoisting you onto his horse and galloping away, not giving the prince a second to try and retrieve you.
He grumbles about the entire ordeal, mostly questioning the absolute ridicule of the marriage. What kind of prince thinks he can get away with it? Riddle is certain to send a complain to Royal Sword Academy regarding their lessons on conduct if no one tries to stop him.
You could easily see Night Raven College from afar as you peeked from behind his tuft of red hair. Riddle is still rambling, a preferable alternative to losing his temper entirely. "That ruffian dares to marry you and has yet to learn your name! How uncouth!" He spat in absolute distaste, and he finds comfort in the way you giggle in agreement.
Riddle doesn't seem to take note of the way your arms are crossed around his middle, or maybe he does, and just chooses not to let his blush show. He cleared his throat, gripping the reigns a bit tighter. "You will find better suitors, Prefect. Just promise me that he wouldn't be so impulsive as that Prince."
TREY CLOVER
"Can you drive any faster, Deuce? No, I don't think we're late. Better safe than sorry! ... Suit, check. Speech, check. Myself, check. I've got everything in order, but... hah, I'd expect to do this type of thing a few years down the line, let alone object at a wedding at all. At least, it's the Prefect's wedding... That's such a weird thing to conceptualize at this point in time."
He really didn't have to be so dramatic about the entire thing, but Trey is really going all-out for this objection. Really, all he's done is seen movies where someone objects at a wedding and while he knows its entirely fictional, our boy here has to drive the point home; no one is marrying the Prefect today.
So that explains why he even bothered to dress up and rehearse a speech throughout the entire ride to the cathedral. He has Heartslabyul helping him out to secure an escape for you in case things went awry. Sure, Trey's Unique Magic won't come in handy but he's good with his words, and is relatively charismatic. He's earned that title of Vice Housewarden, after all.
All that preparation flies out the window when he sees you down the aisle, however.
"Trey?"
He's blinking profusely, almost flustered himself by how radiant you looked in that wedding dress. For a moment, Trey swears that he's had some sort of tunnel vision when all he seems to see is you. It strikes some envy in him when he reminds himself that this wasn't his wedding, and this wouldn't be yours either.
"Prefect..." Trey breathed out, struggling to recall the damn script he was supposed to follow. They are lost, just as he found himself lost in your sparkling gaze.
Screw the script, he was just going to have to wing this one.
He narrows his eyes onto the shocked prince, taking steps down that long carpet. "I've come to bring you back to Night Raven College."
Pierce raises a brow, glancing back at you and the intruder with suspicion. "On what grounds?" He questions snidely, uncertain of what to make of this new character. "If it is for anything trivial, then you may bother the Prefect later. You are obstructing a ceremony here, sir."
You recognize that dangerous glint behind Trey's eyes, and it only serves to make your heart race. Trey simply smirks, hiding away his hesitant exterior with a haughty farce. "I am afraid it cannot wait. I cannot allow the Prefect to be married without saying my piece."
He doesn't exactly know where all his bravado was coming from, but if he had to confess his feelings to you now, then so be it.
Trey looks at you, flashing a gentle yet sheepish smile. "Prefect, I fell for you. Hook, line, and sinker." You let out a dramatic gasp along with the onlookers, allowing a hand to fly to your parted lips. "I have harbored those feelings for a long time now, and I cannot bring myself to see you married without letting my heart be known."
Swallowing to himself, Trey's expression falters slightly, falling into one of softness. "Prefect, it is your happiness that I desire. No matter what happens, I will support your choice."
He didn't exactly have to tell you twice, not when you hurry yourself over to his side and latch onto his arm. You didn't have to feed his ego like that, but it isn't as if Trey had any room to complain.
Pierce is angered by the sight, glaring daggers at Trey with such envy and animosity. "Prefect, are you really leaving me on the altar?" As if to subtly annoy the prince even further, Trey hooks an arm around your waist and pivots you to turn. "It seems to be so, Prince Pierce. I fear that your beautiful bride will be stolen on this lovely afternoon."
You do not miss the way Trey smirks at your flustered expression. Just as he continues to walk you to the exit, you gritted your teeth at him. "Don't say such things!" You tell him as the heat rises to your cheeks. You hear him hum at your ear, followed by the slight press of his fingers on your hip.
"Why shouldn't I? You look beautiful in this dress," Trey murmurs in your ear, pushing the cathedral door open with his hand. "And I suppose that the prince hasn't coaxed this expression out of you. I almost feel sorry for him, that he never got the chance to see how lovely you are when you are putty in my hands."
Trey doesn't stop teasing you, even once you are back in Night Raven College. He wouldn't stop complimenting you either, aiming to have you as red as possible. He just can't help it. It's probably the high he got from confessing his feelings to you, or maybe it's the part where you're unsure if he was being sincere or not. Regardless, it was fun seeing you get all flustered because of him.
You are seated by the Heartslabyul's kitchen counter, snacking on some quick treats that Trey had prepared for you. He claims that it was a consolation for the fact you never got to taste your own wedding cake. Still clad in your grand wedding dress, you couldn't exactly care any less about the crumbs soiling the skirts. "You're no prince charming, Trey." You mentioned mid-bite, eyes glancing at the vice-housewarden who was seated across from you.
"What makes you say that?" He asks you with a slight smile, resting his chin on his palm as he shamelessly bored his gaze into yours.
You snort, rolling your eyes at his seemingly sweet disposition. "Prince Charmings don't tease the girls that they like until they're as red as Riddle." You huffed, digging your fork into the pastry. "You cruel man! You haven't stopped ever since you stole me from the prince!"
Trey chuckles, and you cannot keep yourself from gulping as he leaves his seat, sauntering towards you like a lion would his prey. "Oh? I suppose that I am no Prince Charming. I'm not a pure white knight either. If you think I am being cruel, I won't stop you, sweetheart."
Your heart stutters as he slides a finger underneath your chin, tilting your head so that your forced to look his way. Trey smiles at you, eyes twinkling with absolute mischief. "I highly doubt Prince Charmings steal kisses from their crushes either. For you, I will be kind. May I, sweetheart? I do not need your shoe size to know my feelings for you, at least."
CATER DIAMOND
"Gah, it just refreshed! They've just gotten past the walking part! Deuce, shortcut on your left! Sorry, I'm switching tabs between maps and the livestream! Prefect looks is such a cutie in that dress, it makes me so envious of the prince! Oh well, she really looks like she doesn't wanna be there anyways. I'm coming Prefect! I'll save you!"
There's just this image of Cater clinging onto Deuce on a blastcycle, raising his phone up for a signal as they attempt to maneuver their way through the streets. Everything just happened in such a rush, and Cater's scrambling to get to you. He isn't like Trey who bothers to prepare, but if anything, Cater will ramp up the dramatics to the maximum.
His real goal is just to get you out by any means necessary, and more preferably, without violence. So Cater will do what he does best; make a grand spectacle of the entire thing until the prince is forced to abdicate. Worst case scenario, he's going to drag you out the door and shove you onto the damn blastcycle.
If he has to play the part of your real paramour, then he hopes you'll forgive him. He's got the suit and the desperate look on his face ready to go!
Your jaw goes slack at the way Cater makes a dramatic run for the aisle, somewhat unused to that stricken expression on his face. You're almost concerned for him with the way he grips his knees, attempting to keep his balance as his eyes zone in onto yours.
"Prefect, you can't marry him!" It's too out of character of Cater, and you know better than to think he'd ever be this undone in public. "Is this what you really want?!" Before you could even reply, Pierce cuts in with a slight glare.
"And who are you to talk to my bride like that?" It is then when you catch wind of that mischievous glint in Cater's eye as he throws out his arm dramatically.
"I am the Prefect's sweetheart! Who are you to take my girlfriend like that?"
You have never heard the cathedral go so silent. You are utterly speechless, lips parted with absolute surprise. Clearly, judging by the way sweat had begun to form on the side of Cater's temple, you cannot help but think that this was all improv on his half.
Pierce turns to look at you, almost stricken by the ginger's declaration. "Prefect, is that true?" His voice trembles with fear. "Is that truly your... sweetheart?"
A part of you feels a bit sorry for what you were about to do, but you had to remind yourself that you had been dragged into a wedding on the same day you met this prince.
You are running now, sprinting to Cater's side as you clutch his hand in your own. Turning back to the scandalized prince, you nod firmly, playing along with the farce. "We've been dating for a long time now! And I'm in love with him!" You declare, sending gasps throughout the entire cathedral.
You glance up at Cater, mustering a smile across your features. "You came to save me!" He's almost surprised by the way you cling onto him even harder, but it only serves to sell the act even further. Cater smiles in return, holding you closely. "I'd never let you go, cutie. I love you too much to let you leap into the arms of another man."
Maybe the act is too good, too calculated. That is exactly what goes through your head as Pierce raises a brow in suspicion, narrowing his eyes onto the pair as if attempting to spot a mistake. "Is that so?" He murmurs until he crosses his arms, disbelief on his skeptical expression.
"Prove it."
Cater and you freeze up simultaneously, heads turning to glance at one another. He looked so caught off guard by Pierce's demand, and there's so many eyes on you both.
"You're both longtime sweethearts, right? I wouldn't want to split apart such a happy couple..."
Cater is staring at you, attempting to read your expression. It's difficult, especially when you look at him as your gaze gets even more glossy. He wouldn't want to do anything you didn't want to, and he's already readying himself to sprint out the door with you in tow.
"Prefect, you don't have toâmmph!"
You wasted no time in snaking your arms around his neck, pressing your lips against him with such boldness. He could feel you pour all your wants and longings into the kiss, the plush of your soft lips melding into his own. How could he not deny you his own affections, not as he cups your cheeks with his slender fingers and presses back against you.
He dares to go even further, pulling back for a slight gasp of air before diving back into you. Much to his delight, you aren't pulling away either, choosing to even entangle your fingers into his hair for leverage.
Then you hear a groan from the prince, followed by his pleas for you two to stop this display. It seems that he got the point now, at least.
Even as both of you exit the cathedral, Cater still maintains the image that he was your boyfriend. You don't exactly protest, and even then, it didn't seem to different to the way Cater had been treating you as a friend. He is still as clingy as ever, closing the physical proximities by having you hang onto his arm.
And you best believe he's snapping as much photos of you to commemorate the event. He's already updating his MagiCam account on his success, not to mention the pretty girl on his arm.
"Cater, what are you doing?" You asked, unable to hide the grin on your face as Cater sets up his camera against the tire of the blastcycle. You could see yourselves on the reflection of the device, followed by the grand beauty of the cathedral behind you both. He grins at you as he shifts at your side.
"What? It isn't everyday a cutie like you gets to look like a bride. We got the perfect backdrop!" He sings, sliding an arm around your waist as he strikes for a pose. You follow his lead, matching his energy with each shot.
"Careful! People are going to think we're dating for real!"
Cater smirks at you, leaning in closely to your ear with a sickeningly sweet tease. "Wanna make it official then, cutie? Can't have any random princes asking for your hand, not when you're dating me." He is not stranger to the way you blush, letting out a chuckle at the sight.
"Aw, cutie! Are you still thinking about the kiss? I didn't think you would be so bold about it." Pressing a quick peck on the cheek, he rests his chin on your head as he prepares for another pose. "Don't worry. CayCay's gonna initiate it next time!"
DEUCE SPADE
"Grim, which way?! I can't see the GPS! ... Don't I just have to go in there and yell 'I object'? It looks easy! I'll say it then drag Prefect out of there... Ha?! I need to prove that I have a good reason to get her out? Fine! I don't care, the Prefect needs me!"
Possibly the closest we will get to a legit Prince Charming. Perhaps Deuce is a bit on the rugged side, but he's possibly one of the most earnest and noble students from Night Raven College. He cares about you more than he cares about getting his feelings across, but that is not to say he won't be honest about it either in this confrontation.
He's not exactly sure on how to break up the ceremony. Grim and Ace are coaching him through what to say, and admittedly, the process seems too complicated. All he knows is that he has to run through those doors and convince the prince to not marry the Prefect by any means necessary.
"Deuce!"
He is the one to always come running at the sound of your name. Deuce had been someone you trusted during your stay here in Twisted Wonderland, and you never seemed to stop and think about just how attached that boy was to you. Sure, you held him closely as a friend and held affections for him, but the way he sprinted towards you was a testament to how much he cared.
"Prefect!" You are racing to meet him halfway, launching yourself into his chest. He catches you barreling into his suit, immediately wrapping his arms around you in a protective manner. Then he takes you by the soldiers, looking down at you with such concern and worry. "Are you hurt? Are you okay?" He fusses, earning a shy smile from you.
"I'm okay, Deuce. I'm okay."
"And what is the meaning of this?"
Catching sight of the infuriated prince, Deuce beckons you to stand behind him. Cerulean eyes narrow onto the groom with animosity, accompanied by the way his hands are itching towards his wand. "I can't let you marry her. The Prefect will be returning to Night Raven College with me." You can sense the nervousness in his tone, but Deuce remains firm in his words.
Pierce's eye twitches, and he scoffed in disbelief at Deuce's protective display. "I am afraid that cannot be possible. I am marrying the Prefect, and that is final." Clicking his tongue, Pierce rolls his eyes and holds out his hand for you to take. "Come, darling. I am not surprised that you have garnered the affections of an admirer, but I fancy you more than this one ever could."
Something in Deuce snaps as he lets out a cry.
"But I love her!"
You stiffen against his back, taken by surprise by Deuce's sudden confession. And the boy glares, and it almost so painful for Pierce to keep his stare, not when there was so much conviction and certainty behind Deuce's voice.
"I've loved her longer than you have, and known her much longer than that!" His voice cracks underneath the emotional turmoil bubbling within him. "Did you even stop to consider what she wants? Did you wonder if this wedding would make her happy in the first place?!"
You take note of how Deuce's fists are clenched pale, how his breaths had suddenly grown haggard. With a soft expression, you curl yourself onto his back, arms hugging him from behind in an attempt to placate him. His body stiffens against your hold, but he reaches to clasp your hands onto his own.
He is just thankful that you aren't seeing the way his eyes had begun to water at the thought of losing you entirely. "So please," He chokes out, expression twisted with a sort of agony.
"Please don't force her to marry you. She deserves so much more than that."
Thanks to the waterworks that Deuce had caused, the wedding was called off. There was just no way that the prince could marry you after Deuce poured his heart out to deter him from wedding you.
It's almost sweet, the way that Deuce lifts you onto the blastcycle and fixes the helmet onto your head. He encourages you to hold onto him tightly as he speeds away from the cathedral, all the more determined to settle you back into NRC.
By the time he's dropped you off at the Ramshackle Dorm, only then does he take the time to bask in how radiant you appeared in a wedding dress. Thinking about his crush in a wedding dress had never crossed Deuce's mind before, but this definitely gave him something to ponder about for the next couple of nights.
You are handing him the helmet, a shy smile surfacing across your features. "Thank you for saving me from that awful wedding." Deuce clears his throat, shifting his gaze as he takes the helmet from your grasp. "I didn't want you to do something you weren't willing to. It just isn't right."
He doesn't realize just how dry his throat as gotten when he cannot bring himself to keep his thoughts to himself. "I love you. I really do, and I wish I said it at a better time." He swallows to himself, letting the embarrassment burn into the back of his head as he recalls his declaration. It was only natural that 'like' would turn into 'love' after being your close confidant for this long, pining quietly during the months spent with you.
You cannot exactly blame him either, not when his feelings were entirely reciprocated. You shift on the balls of your heel, biting onto your lower lip.
And in a swift motion, you lean in to press a chaste kiss against Deuce's warm cheek. You pull away to bask upon the stunned expression on his face, only to give him a shy smile of your own.
"Would you be down to try confessing again tomorrow?"
ACE TRAPPOLA
"BAHAHAHAHA! THERE'S NO WAY THE PREFECT IS GETTING MARRIED. WHO WOULD EVER WANNA MARRY THE PREFECT? PFFFFT, GRIM, YOU'RE SERIOUSLY PULLING MY LEG HERE. YOU EVEN BROUGHT ME A FAKE INVITATION! AIN'T NO WAY THAT SHEâ Oh... Wait, really? The wedding is happening right now? ... Oh."
Ace thought you were just messing him again for that one time he said that no one would ever be interested in you. He simply said that to discourage you from trying to pursue a relationship with anyone else, but he didn't mean for you to prove him wrong like that! He never believes Grim until Deuce, Riddle, and the rest of Heartslabyul receive invitations to a wedding that was meant to start in 3 hours.
This is the absolute worst time to be in denial about his feelings. The Prefect wearing a wedding gown is one thing, but another is the fact that the groom is some pompous prince from Royal Sword Academy. Does that guy seriously think he was your type? No way! Ace knows you better than anyone on this campus, so this guy can buzz off!
A part of him did think that you were serious about marrying this stranger. In all fairness, Crowley's allowance pales in comparison to whatever Mr. Money-Bags had over there. He wouldn't blame you if you were marrying the guy for money.
Still, the last thing he wants is for you to be whisked away to who knows where. Ace would never see you again, and as embarrassing as it sounds, he did get very attached to you. Yes, a part of him wants to keep you to himself, but he also values your autonomy here. And if he knew you that well, he knows that you wouldn't want to be married off like this.
"Prefect, I'm here to pick you up."
You are actually surprised by how princely Ace looked in that moment. Dressed in a suit befitting a groom, you could help but feel your breath stolen away once his scarlet eyes were pinned onto yours. You could have been fooled then, and perhaps, Ace did turn into a prince as he marched down the aisle with his arm outstretched for you to take.
Ace never realizes the way a victorious smile creeps onto his face when you break out into a grin, taking the skirt of your dress as you make run for it. The crowd gasps as you crashed into Ace's chest, and he does not hesitate to take a protective stance in front of you. With a haughty laugh, he smirks at the baffled prince. "Who are you?!"
The redhead's arm wraps around your waist, pressing your body closer to his own. "Sorry about that, but I'll be taking your bride indefinitely! Trust me, you'll be severely disappointed after spending one good day with her!" He snickered, much to your horrified expression. You lightly smack at his chest, glaring at him with that pout that he adores so much.
"Hey!" You whine, and Ace simply beams at the prince who hesitantly steps forward. The redhead snorts, rolling his eyes at the crowd that are offended at his immature display. "I'm doing you a great favor here! If you kissed those lips, she'll turn into an ugly green ogre by sunset!"
"HEY!"
Pierce's eyebrows are furrowed as he looks at you, as if pleading for you to return to his arms. "You'd best return her, boy. We can settle this maturely." Ace does not like the way that these bodyguards are eyeing him, shifting closer and closer as he backed you both towards the venue entrance. He never falters, and neither does that shit-eating grin on his face.
"Sorry, buddy. The clock's struck midnight and all your magic tricks are fading!" He barks. Now, he knows that an escape must be made. The last thing he wants is to have another Eliza-episode. He looks down at you with a wide grin, clasping you arm with a firm squeeze.
Ace sneaks into his pocket, still looking at you. "You know something, Charmant? Maybe not all the magic has gone yet." His hand reveals the Ace of Cards, and it is immediately thrown up into the air.
As the card reached its peak in height, a burst of smoke filled the air, obscuring the magician and yourself from view.
You don't exactly need a signal to start running when your feet began moving on their own, dashing towards the door followed by the Ace's laugh and the prince's demand for guards.
Ace has no white horse, but he has Deuce with his blastcycle! Who knows how the three of you managed to fit on that bike, but you made it work! The guards couldn't exactly catch up in their cars, not when Deuce was dodging vehicles left and right to make this escape. Ace did take one final look back, sticking his tongue out at the defeated prince before you all disappeared around the corner.
Ace gives you his shoes, despite how oversized they may be. You complained about those glass shoes on you, and to 'shut you up', he's given you his runners.
When you make it back to Night Raven College and all the adrenaline has died down, Ace stays by your side the entire time when you explain the entire situation to Crewel and Crowley. He acts so nonchalant about things, even as you both walk all over the campus like groom and bride.
It's a rather odd sight; you in your wedding gown, and Ace right next to you as you both sit on the bench by the Great Seven's statues. Students wandering about at night had given both of you puzzled stares, but no one is ever surprised when they realize it's you and Ace, however.
"Wow, Prefect. Not even a thank you?" He glances at your slightly annoyed expression, throwing his hands up defensively in response. "I was kidding about the ogre stuff! Really!"
You could only roll your eyes at his words, huffing as you crossed your arms across your chest. When you refuse to speak, Ace sticks out his lower lip into a pout as he leans his head onto your shoulder. "Come on, don't be like that. Are you actually that upset about it?"
There is no response from you, not even a glance as your nose is turned away from him. Then Ace sighs, practically clambering over your lap just so that you are forced to look at him. "Prefeeeect, I said I was sorry! What? Do I have to kiss you to make me apology authentic?"
Only then do you look back at him with a raised brow, almost expectant. Ace blinks with surprise, a slight blush creeping to his ears. "For real? You're serious?" He exclaimed, much to your agitation. You sigh even louder as you shove him off your lap, hastily getting up to your feet to leave him behind.
"Wait! Prefect, I said wait!" You feel a hand on your wrist, twirling you back to face the redhead. Ace bites onto his lower lip, unable to keep the red from flooding his cheeks. "I really just said all that mean stuff to get the prince off your back, you know? I didn't think you'd take it so seriously."
And when he sees that smirk creeping up onto your features, he groans as he leans in closely into your space.
"Now look at what you've done! You had me all panicked over what?" You feel his breath tickling your lips, followed by the way his hands crawl up your neck to cradle your jaw.
"If you just wanted a kiss, you could've asked..."
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I have yet to make sourdough bread that meets my standards for bread BUT I love my sourdough starter like a son
#he grows and deflates and gets soggy and rises#the way it feels and bounces around and sticks makes me think of like. calcifer#i have a microbial calcifer in my refrigerator and he grows bread for me#he's too young to make GOOD bread but its bread nonetheless ! goddamn it !#someone at work said that id get attached to my starter and i wasn't sure i believed them#but man. i love my sourdough goop so much#i think i might name him calcifer honestly bc microbial calcifer is a perfect way to describe it lmfao#it really does have that sort of dramatic attitude that calcifer has in the movies#i know that sounds insane to say but its true lmfao#tomorrow im going to try making sourdough pita bread AND im making vegan tikka masala. im so fucking excited#i made butter chicken a few months ago and it was delicious but all i could think was ''this is just juice with some chicken in it''#its DELICIOUS juice and chicken but still#and i finally found a recipe that uses tomato SAUCE and not chopped tomatoes (<- texture hater)#it uses tofu which is a problem for me but im going to try using potatoes instead#do potatoes go well with tikka masala? idk. am i going to find out? yeah lmao#with PITA bread. for my DINNER#ugh i love to cook. i wish i didn't live with my mother who makes me feel like im stupid for wanting to try new things#me: i want to try x#my mom with the world's biggest ''im trying to bully you like a high school girl'' side eye to my dad: ohhhhhhhhhhh.....well.......#to clarify bc i didn't explain very well: i wanted my butter chicken to have a bunch of vegetables in it#and my tikka masala recipe has cauliflower broccoli peas and carrots (and potatoes bc im adding those instead of tofu)#ugh. im so excited to eat it with rice and pita bread!!!!!!!#and im going to stuff the other pita breads with turkey to make wraps and maybe some scrambled eggs and minced sausage in another#maybe GRILLED KIMCHI CHEESE PITA SANDWICH ugh YES#IM SO EXCITED#i hope my pita bread is good really badly
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BAKUGOU KATSUKI â° THE DRESS CODE
Bakugou was in a bad mood.
It was stupid, really. Absolutely stupid. But he couldnât help the scowl on his face as he approached your desk.
âOi,â he snapped, crossing his arms. âWhat the hell are you wearing?â
He had taken his time this morning, making sure the maroon shirt he picked out was one he actually liked. It wasnât over the top or anythingâjust a plain shirt with a white skull on the back, paired with some casual black pants.
But it was the principle of the matter. You were supposed to match. That was the whole damn point.
The UA student council had this dress code specifically to celebrate Valentineâs Day. Maroon for those whoâre in a relationship, blue for those in a situationship, green for those in the âfriend zone,â black for those who are admirers from afar, and the plain school uniform for those who are more inclined in their studies to even bother with romantic relationships.
Was this your way of subtly denying him as your boyfriend? It wasnât like you two were in hidingâand itâs not like he doesnât mention that you two are seeing each other whenever someone pesters him about it.
You looked up, eyes wide and innocent. âHuh? My uniform?â
Bakugouâs brow twitched. âYeah, I can see that. Why?â
You blinked, clearly not understanding what he was getting to. âBecause⌠itâs Friday?â
âDid you forget what today is?â
You stared blankly at him, confusion written all over your face.
â...Friday?â
âValentineâs Day!â he barked, causing a few of your classmates to glance over in amusement. He jerked his thumb at his own shirtâa simple red tee with a black skull printed on the back. âMaroonâs for people who are dating. Thought we were gonna match.â
You felt as though your soul just left your body.
âOh... oh.â Your hands flew to your mouth. âI... I didnât know! You never told me!â
âDidnât think I had to. Itâs common sense.â
âAnd you donât even like Valentineâs Day! So... I thought we werenât doing the dress code thing...â
That was true. But still! He was adamant on making you look like the one in the wrong here.
âWell, I am,â he pouted. So subtle it could be mistaken for his signature grimace. âAnd I heard from Ears that you were planning on wearing maroon, you idiot.â
âI told herâI was thinking about it, though.â
Bakugouâs shoulders sagged, the irritation draining a little. âYeah, well... I went and did it. Thought itâd be obvious weâre together if we matched. You had a shirt with a golden dragon on the back, too, right?â
Your heart fluttered, your gaze finally meeting his. He remembered. The realization hit you like a ton of bricksâBakugou Katsuki, the loud, brash, and unapologetically stubborn hero-in-trainingâyour boyfriend, wanted to show off your relationship. Publicly. On Valentineâs Day.
A moment in history!
You didnât know whether to laugh or cry.
Instead, you jumped to your feet. âWait here!â
Before he could argue, you bolted out of the classroom, leaving Bakugou standing there, baffled. He turned to find his classmates blatantly eavesdropping.
Minaâs eyes were practically sparkling. âAwww, Bakugou, you wanted to match with [Name]?â
Kaminari snickered. âDude, thatâs so cute.â
Kirishima grinned, throwing an arm around Bakugouâs shoulders. âYou really have gone soft, man.â
Bakugouâs eye twitched, and he shrugged Kirishimaâs arm off roughly. âShut it, Shitty Hair. I just didnât wanna look like an idiot wearinâ maroon by myself,â he grumbled. âAnd Seroâs wearing greenâând I donât see anyone picking on him!â
âCool it, man,â Sero laughed, shaking his head. âThe incident still stings.â
âWe salute you, brave soldier,â Kaminari replied.
Mina sighed dramatically, resting her chin on her hands. âYoung love...â
His cheeks turned crimson. âMind your own damn business!â
Before his embarrassment could escalate, you came running back, slightly out of breath, with something red clutched in your hands. You unfolded it and slipped it onâa maroon cardigan. It hugged your frame just right, with allowance to spare, the color bringing out the warm shimmer in your eyes.
You looked at him, your fingers fiddling with the buttons. âI had this in my locker. Does this work?â
Bakugou stared at you, his irritation disappearing like a factory reset process. You looked... cute. Really cute. But he wasnât about to say that out loud. He cleared his throat, shoving his hands into his pockets.
âYeah... sâfine, I guess.â
Your face brightened, a smile breaking across your lips. âReally?â
He looked away, his voice gruff, though there was no heat in his reply. âWhatever.â
Their moment was interrupted by Minaâs dramatic squeal. âAnd they say romance is dead!â
Kaminari gave a thumbs up. âDidnât think Bakugou could be such a romantic.â
Kirishima laughed. âMan, who knew youâd be such a softie?â
Bakugouâs eye twitched, and he spun around, his hands sparking. âOne more word and Iâll kill all of you!â
His classmates laughed, not the least bit intimidated. They could see right through himâBakugou Katsuki was completely, undeniably, head-over-heels for you.
Turning back to you, his voice softened, his anger dissipating. âCâmon, letâs go. Cafeteria had those stupid snacks you wanted.â
Your smile never wavered as you followed slightly behind him.
âHappy Valentineâs Day, Katsuki.â
âYeah, yeah... Happy Valentineâs Day.â
Bakugou hopes the next Valentineâs Day to come is when he can properly match with you. He wonât let you forget this time around.
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anchored to you | rafayel
⤠ęąá´á´á´á´ĘĘ- You rolled your eyes. âYouâre being dramatic.â
âAm I?â he mused, his voice lilting, coaxingâso effortlessly familiar. âYou wound me, Miss Bodyguard. Here I was, trying to paint a masterpiece, thinking of you after an agonizing week apart, only to check my notifications and find you, in the dead of night no less, liking another manâs post. Truly, a betrayal of the highest order.â
âThomas is your agent.â
âDoesnât change the facts.â
You sighed again, but this time, it was laced with amusement. âYou know what? Iâm coming over.â
There was a beat of silence. Then, sharper nowâ âWhat?â
(Or... at 3:30 AM, Rafayel calls about you liking Thomasâ post. You know him far too well to believe thatâs all it is. So you go to him, finding him amidst half-finished paintings and restless emotions, teetering between wanting space and needing you too much.)
⤠á´á´ÉŞĘɪɴɢ- rafayel x female reader
⤠ɢá´É´Ęá´- smut & fluff
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⤠ᴥá´ĘÉ´ÉŞÉ´É˘ęą (or tags)- nsfw, mdni, no use of y/n, use of pet names (cutie & miss bodyguard), dom!rafayel, jealous!rafayel, themes of codependency and insecure feelings, references to rafayel's limited five star memory (intertidal zone) and bond story (nightly stroll), angst (slight-ish), possessive behavior, making out, clit play, mutual masturbation, cum marking, overstimulation, penetration (p in v), dirty talk, unprotected sex, marking (biting), creampie, mentions of ownership, and aftercare.
⤠ɴá´á´á´- I've always wanted to write about that one time in the game when Rafayel called MC (us) early in the morning just because she (we) liked one of Thomasâ postsâbut, of course, with a little more plot. Hope you enjoy!


The quiet hum of the city at 3:30 AM was a stark contrast to the sharp vibration of your phone on the nightstand. You blinked, momentarily disoriented, your screen casting a cool glow over your hands as you stared at the caller ID.Â
Rafayel.
Bringing the phone to your ear, you barely got a word out before Rafayelâs voice came through, low and unmistakably petulant.
âAt 3:30 AM, four hours after you said goodnight to me, you liked Thomasâ post. Instead of, like, sending me a message.â
There was a slight pause, just long enough for you to picture the way he must look right nowâsprawled out somewhere, his dusky purple hair a tousled mess, one hand probably still holding his paintbrush, the other curled around his phone. His voice was smooth, casual even, but you caught the edge beneath it, the restless undercurrent of something deeper.
âRafayelââ you sighed, rubbing at your temple, but he cut in before you could finish.
You had only just liked a post. A simple tap of your finger on Thomasâ latest Moment, barely even thinking about it. But somehow, that was enough.
âIs this what you do when you canât sleep, cutie? Scroll through posts and ignore me?â His words were lighthearted, teasing, but that wasnât all there was to it.
You knew him well enough by nowâthere was a reason he called, and it wasnât just to complain about a liked post. It was the same reason he always asked you to update him, the same reason his messages came at odd hours, checking in without outright saying he needed to. He wouldnât ask for reassurance, not directly. Instead, heâd do thisâwrap himself in playful irritation, hide behind his usual theatrics, and hope youâd read between the lines.
And you did.Â
But it had been a week since you last saw himâbecause he asked you not to visit, claiming you were too distracting. âCutie, if youâre here, how am I supposed to suffer properly for my art?â heâd said, all dramatic sighs and faux despair. âWhat if I forget to be miserable and start painting you instead?â
You had laughed, indulged him, and then you had listened. Given him the space he asked for. But now, with his name flashing across your screen at 3:30 AM, his silence stretching between you like a thread pulled too thin, you wondered if that had been the right choice.
Shaking your head, you drew in a slow breath and let a small smile tug at your lips, even though he couldnât see it. âI didnât think youâd still be awake.â
âI was trying to paint,â Rafayel admitted, his voice carrying the faintest hint of exasperation. âBut then my phone buzzed, andâwhat do you know? Turns out I am capable of being abandoned and creatively drained at the same time. Tragic, isnât it?â
You rolled your eyes. âYouâre being dramatic.â
âAm I?â he mused, his voice lilting, coaxingâso effortlessly familiar. âYou wound me, Miss Bodyguard. Here I was, trying to paint a masterpiece, thinking of you after an agonizing week apart, only to check my notifications and find you, in the dead of night no less, liking another manâs post. Truly, a betrayal of the highest order.â
âThomas is your agent.â
âDoesnât change the facts.â
You sighed again, but this time, it was laced with amusement. âYou know what? Iâm coming over.â
There was a beat of silence. Then, sharper nowâ âWhat?â
âYouâre still in your studio, arenât you?â
âThatâs not the point. Itâs late.â
âExactly. And now youâve got me wide awake.â You sat up, already reaching for your sweater. âBesides, if youâre going to whine about being abandoned, I might as well do something about it.â
âCutie.â His tone was suddenly more serious. âItâs dangerous.â
âIâm a Hunter, Rafayel. I deal with Wanderers. I can handle myself.â
âThatâs notââ He exhaled, as if weighing whether to argue, but he mustâve known it wouldnât change anything.Â
âCutie, youâre being reckless,â Rafayel muttered, exasperation slipping into his voice.
âAnd youâre being difficult,â you shot back. âIâd much rather talk to you in person.â
He let out a sharp breath, like he was running a hand through his hair. âIâll get angry.â
You smirked, already slipping on your jacket. âTry not to get too angry when Iâm there, then.â
A pause. Then, quieterâ âYouâre impossible.â
But he didnât tell you not to come.
You pulled a sweater over your head, the soft fabric settling over your shoulders as you slung a small bag across your body. Extra clothesâbecause you knew this wouldnât be a short visit. Because you knew, deep down, that appeasing him would take time.
As you grabbed your phone and house keys, it vibrated once. Then again. And again.
Rafayel.
You ignored it for now, slipping out of your apartment and making your way down the quiet hallway. The city outside was still alive, neon lights flickering in puddles from the earlier rain. You stepped through the buildingâs gate, raising a hand to hail a cab.
Only when you were safely in the backseat, the soft hum of the engine filling the silence, did you finally check your phone.
The next message was just a long, broken string of typed-out ellipses.
Rafayel:Â dun come
Rafayel:Â ill get mad
Rafayel:Â cutie cutie listen to me i mean it
Rafayel: ur so stubborn its insane who raised u like this
Rafayel:Â if u show up i swear to god ill
You could picture himâpacing in his studio, running a hand through his hair, chewing on his bottom lip as he typed and deleted messages, trying so hard to pretend he didnât want you there.
Rafayel: fine but im not opening the door
Rafayel:Â i mean it
Rafayel:Â its locked
Rafayel:Â double locked
Rafayel: barricading it rn
You typed back.
Rafayel:Â go to sleep like a normal person
Rafayel: cutie go home dont test me
Rafayel: actually u know what im turning my phone off
Rafayel:Â fr
Rafayel: im pressing the button
Rafayel:Â last chance to stop being reckless
Rafayel: âŚ
Rafayel:Â wait what r u doing why r u not answering
Rafayel:Â hello???
Rafayel: ur not actually coming right
Rafayel:Â right
Rafayel:Â CUTIE
Try not to trip over all that furniture when you let me in.
The little âtypingâŚâ bubble popped up immediately. Then disappeared. Then popped up again.
You smiled.
Rafayel:Â ????????
Rafayel:Â EXCUSE ME
Rafayel: who said ur getting in
Rafayel: who said im letting u in
Rafayel: who said ur not gonna get stuck outside FOREVER
A few minutes passed, you were near his studio and once the cab turned onto his street, there he was.
Rafayel stood outside the gate of his studio, arms crossed over his chest, his sharp silhouette carved against the dim glow of the streetlights. His tousled hair, usually a careful kind of mess, was more unkempt tonightâlike heâd run his hands through it too many times while pacing. Even from a distance, you could see the way his jaw tensed, the slight furrow of his brows. He looked intimidating. Unapproachable. Like someone who hadnât just been blowing up your phone with ridiculous messages.
And yet.
Here he was. Outside. Waiting for you.
The cab slowed to a stop in front of the gate, the tires rolling over the uneven pavement with a soft crunch. Before you could even reach for the door handle, Rafayel was already there.
His fingers curled around the handle of the passenger seat, yanking it with a sharp pullâonly for it to stay locked. A fleeting scowl crossed his face, irritation flickering in his eyesâlike a storm brewing in a sky streaked with rose-colored clouds as he rapped his knuckles against the window, then motioned for the driver to unlock it.
The driver hesitated.
You could see it in the way his grip tightened on the wheel, his gaze shifting to you in the rearview mirror, uncertain. Concerned. And maybe, if you werenât youâif you didnât know Rafayel, if you hadnât memorized the way he carried himself like an unspoken warning, all sharp edges and simmering intensityâyou might have felt that hesitation, too.
But you only sighed, already reaching for your bag. âItâs fine,â you reassured the driver, voice steady. âI know him.â
It was only after you placed the bills into his hand that the lock clicked open.
The moment you pushed the door open, you barely had time to step out before Rafayelâs arms wrapped around you, pulling you into a tight embrace. His entire demeanor shifted like a switch had been flippedâgone was the intimidating figure who had been standing outside, waiting with crossed arms and a brooding scowl. Instead, the Rafayel in front of you was warm, playful, the same one who had sent you all those ridiculous messages. His hold on you was firm, pressing you flush against him, his chin resting atop your head like he had been waiting for this the entire time.
âYouâre so stubborn,â he muttered, his voice laced with something between exasperation and relief.
You huffed a laugh against his chest. âI thought I was staying outside forever since you barricaded the door?â
Rafayel stilled for a fraction of a second before exhaling sharply, his grip on you tightening just the slightest bit. âYeah, well,â he drawled, his tone slipping back into something teasing, âI figured youâd just break in anyway.â
You sigh into his arms before heâs leading you towards the entrance of his studio.
Inside, the studio was dimly lit, the scent of paint and turpentine clinging to the air. You had barely stepped in before Rafayel was already leading you deeper into the space, steering you toward the large canvas propped up on an easel. He didnât give you a chance to bring up the real reason you had comeânot his cryptic messages, not the weight in his voice, not the way he had been waiting for you outside despite claiming he wouldnât let you in.
No, instead, he gestured at the painting, his voice smooth, light, deliberately avoiding whatever had been simmering beneath the surface. âWhat do you think?â
Your gaze drifted over the painting, but before you could answer, something else caught your eyeâthe mess surrounding it. Crumpled papers littered the floor, discarded sketches with deep, frustrated lines slashing across them. Streaks of paint smeared over the nearby desk, some dried, some still tacky, as if he had gone through so many iterations, chasing something he couldnât quite reach.
It wasnât hard to understand why.
The painting in front of you was unmistakably hisâa swirl of haunting beauty, a dreamscape teetering on the edge of something sorrowful. And in the center, hidden within layers of colors that bled into one another, were streaks of red coral. Not just any red coral. The same shade, the same intricate, fractured formations that you had seen in all his works.
Rafayelâs work had always been laced with something more than artistry. It was a requiem, a quiet, painstaking tribute to a world long buried beneath the sand. His people. His home. The Lemurians, slaughtered and scattered, their blood mixing with the ocean until all that remained were these paintings, these desperate fragments of a civilization that humanity had tried to erase.
And yet, standing here, seeing the evidence of his struggleâall those discarded attempts, the restless, feverish way he had chased this imageâyou knew this one was different.
This wasnât just another piece to be sold to the highest bidder, another silent form of vengeance wrapped in beauty.
This paintingâthis one meant something to him.
You exhaled softly, still taking it in. âItâs beautiful.â
The words left you before you even had time to second-guess them. And they werenât just wordsâyou meant it. This painting was raw in a way that went beyond his usual work, and knowing what he had gone through to reach this version of it only made it more striking.
But as soon as you said it, you felt his gaze on you. Heavy. Unwavering.
You turned to him, and your breath caught at the sight.
His eyesâthose pools of blue and pinkâwere darkened, pupils blown wide, swallowing up the usual sharpness of his gaze. There was a strange kind of intensity there, something unspoken, something restless. Like he was waiting. Like he was memorizing the way you looked as you said those words.
Youâd seen him like this before, but it never failed to leave a lingering warmth in your chest, a quiet awareness curling at the edges of your thoughts.
You cleared your throat, trying to steady yourself against the weight of his stare. âSo⌠about that phone call.â
Rafayel blinked once, slow and deliberate, before tilting his head, watching you beneath thick lashes. The studio light caught the pink in his irises, making them gleam like crushed petals under glass. For a moment, he didnât react, didnât move, and thenâlike a tide pulling backâhis expression changed.
His lips curled into something languid, lazy. A smirk that didnât quite reach his eyes. He ran a hand through his already-messy hair, tousling the dusky purple strands even further. âTch. Here we go.â
You ignored his theatrics, crossing your arms as you leaned against the closest surface. The room still smelled like oil paint and damp canvas. âYou soundedââ You hesitated, choosing your words carefully. âLike you needed me.â
His fingers twitched at his sides.
For just a second, you saw itâthe way his breath hitched, the way his eyes flickered, something raw flashing across his face. But then, as quickly as it came, it was gone. His shoulders rolled back, his stance shifting into something looser, deliberately careless. âDonât know what youâre talking about, cutie. All I remember is telling you not to come and you showing up anyway.â
You arched a brow, tilting your chin. âOh? So you didnât mean it when you said youâd get mad?â
He scoffed, casting his gaze aside, suddenly engrossed in the streaks of dried paint staining his fingers. âI was gonna get mad.â
You stepped closerâclose enough to catch the faint flush creeping up his ears, close enough to see the way his jaw tensed, just barely. âThen why were you waiting outside for me?â
Silence.
A long, stretching silence.
His tongue swiped over his lipsâslow, deliberate, stalling. Then, finally, his eyes lifted to meet yours. Something swam beneath the blue and pink, something unreadable, something fragile.
He exhaledâa breath caught between a sigh and surrender.
âBecause you were coming.â
Then, as if realizing the weight of his own admission, he turned away, raking a hand through his hair, mussing it further. âSo you came all this way just to nag me? So unromantic, cutie.â His voice was all drawl, all lazy amusement, but beneath it, beneath the teasing, there was something elseâsomething raw, something he didnât want you to see.
You crossed your arms, unimpressed. âYou were the one who called me first.â
âAnd you were the one who liked some other guyâs post at 3:30 AM.â He shot back without missing a beat, eyes flickering toward you, sharp even in his supposed nonchalance.
You rolled your eyes. âThomas is not âsome other guy.ââ
âDonât care.â Rafayel flopped down onto the couch with dramatic flair, draping himself over the cushions like an exhausted cat, arm thrown over his forehead. âWhatâs done is done. Youâre here now. Thatâs all that matters.â
You sighed, gaze drifting past him to the painting still propped on its easel. In the dim studio light, it looked almost aliveâthe deep reds and ink-dark blues swirling like something dredged up from the oceanâs depths. The scattered, crumpled drafts around it told you everything you needed to know.
âRafayel.â Your voice was quieter this time, careful.
He didnât look at you, but his fingers twitched against the couch cushion.
âYou donât have to pretend everythingâs fine,â you continued. âI know why you called me. I know why youâre like this.â
Silence stretched between you, thick and weighted. Then, finally, he let out a slow exhale, tilting his head back against the couch, eyes meeting yours.
âYeah? And what am I like, cutie?â His voice was light, teasing, but you could hear the thread of something else beneath itâsomething taut, something fraying at the edges. A quiet challenge.
Your gaze didnât waver. âYouâre scared.â
That got him.
His lips parted slightly, breath catchingâjust for a secondâbefore he covered it up with a slow, lopsided smirk. âScared? Of what? You?â
âOf me leaving.â
His smirk lingered, but it didnât reach his eyes.
Rafayel didnât answer right away. His fingers curled into the fabric of the couch, grip tightening for the briefest moment before he forced them to relax. The smirk on his lips waveredâjust a fractionâbut enough for you to catch it.
Then, with a scoff, he turned his head away, staring somewhere past you, toward the half-finished painting standing in the dim light. âDonât say stuff like that,â he muttered.
You took a step closer, voice softer now. âItâs the truth, isnât it?â
His jaw tightened, his throat bobbing in a swallow. âDonât know what youâre talking about.â
But you could see itâwoven into the way his body tensed, the way his hands refused to stay still, fingers tapping restlessly against the couch. You knew him. You knew how he was when he got like this. When he tried to pretend things didnât bother him, when he played the fool because it was easier than admitting the weight pressing against his ribs.
You sat down beside him, close but not quite touching. âRafayel.â
Nothing.
You let out a slow breath. âIâm here. You donât have to act like Iâm not.â
For a long moment, he didnât move. Then, suddenly, he let his body slump sideways, his head dropping against your shoulder in a heavy, boneless motion. His hair tickled your cheek, and his warmth seeped through the fabric of your sweater.
âI donât like it,â he muttered. His voice was low, muffled against you.
âDonât like what?â
âYou being far.â
Your heart squeezed in your chest. Slowly, carefully, you reached up, brushing your fingers through his hair. He didnât stop you. If anything, he melted further, like a thread pulled loose.
âIâm not far,â you murmured. âIâm right here.â
He huffed, but it wasnât his usual theatrical sound of complaintâit was something quieter, something raw. âStill donât like it.â
His arms moved before you could react, looping around your waist, pulling you in, pulling you against him like youâd disappear the second he let go. His grip wasnât desperateâbut it was firm, certain, stubborn.
You exhaled, smoothing your fingers over the fabric of his shirt, feeling the warmth of him pressed against you. âFor the past week, I gave you space,â you murmured. âYou said youâd be painting something for an exhibit. That having me around was⌠distracting.â
Rafayel let out a soft scoff against your shoulder, his grip tighteningâlike he knew exactly where you were going with this and didnât like it one bit.
âSo I listened,â you continued. âI gave you space. And yetââ you pulled back slightly, just enough to tilt your head and look at him, ââyouâre acting like I vanished off the face of the earth.â
His eyes flickered over your face, something restless, unreadable, shifting beneath the surface. Then, with a dramatic sigh, he pulled away, flopping back against the couch.
âI donât know what youâre talking about, cutie,â he drawled, throwing an arm over his eyes like he was shielding himself from a particularly blinding light. âI was doing just fine.â
You raised an eyebrow, gaze flicking pointedly to the chaotic mess of crumpled papers and paint-streaked cloth littering the room. âYeah. Clearly.â
A pause.
Thenâhis fingers twitched. A tell.
You caught itâthe way his fingers curled slightly, a fraction too tense, like a stray thread barely holding everything together. It was the smallest thing, but with Rafayel, the smallest things always spoke the loudest.
Your gaze softened. âRafayel.â
His arm remained over his eyes, but his lips twitchedâjust a little, like he was debating whether to smirk or frown. In the end, he did neither.
Instead, his other hand lifted, reaching blindly for you, fingers curling loosely around your wrist. He didnât pull you closer. Didnât say anything. Just held on.
Your chest ached.
âYou were doing fine, huh?â you said quietly, shifting so you could properly look at him. âThen why does this look like the aftermath of a war zone?â
Rafayel groaned, finally dragging his arm away from his face to glare at you. âItâs called the creative process, cutie. Not all of us can be effortless masterpieces.â
You snorted, unconvinced. âRight. Creative process. Is that why you sent me a hundred messages at three in the morning?â
He clicked his tongue, clearly about to dodge the question with something absurd, but you squeezed his wrist before he could. The reaction was immediateâhis mouth shut, his eyes flickering toward your touch.
For a second, just a second, you saw it againâthat restlessness, that hesitation, the war between wanting you close and pretending he didnât.
Then, quieter, you asked, âYou really didnât want me here?â
His jaw shifted. He looked away, fingers tightening around yours, voice dropping lower. âThatâs notââ He exhaled sharply, as if physically forcing himself to swallow down whatever instinct had been his first response. âDonât twist my words, cutie. You know what I meant.â
You tilted your head, watching him carefully. âYou could have just asked me to come by, you know.â
Rafayelâs gaze snapped back to yours, something unreadable flickering behind his eyes.
âFor the past week,â you continued, voice steady, âeven when you told me Iâd be a distraction⌠if you really wanted me here, you could have just said so.â
His fingers twitched again, his grip flexing slightly around your wrist. âThatâsââ He clicked his tongue, his expression shifting like he was trying to rearrange his thoughts faster than he could say them. âThatâs not how it works, cutie.â
You raised an eyebrow. âNo? Then how does it work?â
He exhaled sharply, running a hand through his tousled hair before letting his head loll back against the couch. âI donât know.â His voice was quieter now, like he hated admitting it. âI donât know how to want something and not ruin it at the same time.â
Your chest tightened.
It was the closest he had come to saying it outrightâthat he didnât just want you here. He needed you here.
And it terrified him.
You sighed, shifting closer, your hand settling over his where it rested on the couch. He didnât pull away, but he didnât look at you either. His fingers flexed beneath yours, restless.
âI donât want you to shut me out,â you said, gentle but firm. âEven if I know what you want by nowâI still respected what you asked of me. I didnât come by, I gave you space, because I thought thatâs what you needed.â You hesitated, then softer, âWas I wrong?â
A muscle in Rafayelâs jaw twitched. His lips pressed together, something pensive behind his gaze.
Then, with an exhale, he finally looked at you.
âYou werenât wrong,â he murmured. âI thought I needed it too.â He huffed a soft laugh, humorless. âTurns out, Iâm just an idiot.â
You smiled faintly. âI wouldnât say youâre an idiot.â
âThen what would you say?â
You squeezed his hand lightly. âStubborn. A little dramatic.â
His lips twitched like he wanted to smile, but instead, he only turned his hand over, fingers curling around yours. His thumb brushed idly over your knuckles, contemplative.
âYou shouldâve just ignored me,â he said after a moment.
You raised an eyebrow. âAnd let you suffer in silence?â
âI wouldâve survived.â
You gave him a look.
He groaned, dragging a hand down his face. âOkay, fine. Maybe I wouldnât have.â He peeked at you from between his fingers, voice quieter now, more uncertain. âBut you still listened to me, didnât you?â
Something in the way he said it made your stomach twistânot with relief, but with something heavier. Like it hurt him in a way he didnât know how to put into words. Like it wouldâve been easier if you hadnât.
You held his gaze, steady, unwavering. âI did,â you admitted. âBut I wouldâve comeâif only you asked.â
You exhaled, your fingers tightening around his. âAnd now I did come, because I knew this wasnât just about me liking Thomasâ post.â
Rafayel stilled. Just slightly. His hand in yours remained lax, but his grip on your other hand faltered for half a secondâlike you had struck something he wasnât prepared for.
Then he scoffed, leaning his head back against the couch, gaze flicking elsewhere. âObviously. You think I care that much about some dumb post?â
You gave him a pointed look. âYou called me over it.â
His mouth openedâthen closed. His expression twisted into something begrudging.
âOkay, maybe I cared a little.â
You rolled your eyes. âRafayel.â
He sighed, rubbing his temple, before finallyâfinallyâmeeting your gaze. But he didnât look teasing now. Didnât look like the Rafayel who had whined about your stubbornness through text messages or tried to act put out when you showed up at his door.
There was something raw there. A flicker of hesitation, of want, of something he had trouble admitting even now.
âFine,â he muttered. âIt wasnât just about the post.â His eyes searched yours, voice quiet. âIt was about you.â
For a moment, he didnât say anything. Just looked at you. His lips parted like he wanted to speak, but the words hesitatedâlingering somewhere between thought and voice.
Then, with a heavy breath, he raked a hand through his tousled hair and dropped his head back against the couch, exhaling sharply through his nose. âYou really wanna talk about this, huh?â His voice was light, almost teasing, but there was something else beneath it. Something strained.
You didnât answer right away. You just held his gaze, waiting.
Rafayel let out a soft, humorless laugh, dragging a hand down his face. âShit,â he muttered. âI donât know where to start.â
âWherever you want,â you said gently.
He was silent for a while. Then, finally, he sat up properly, elbows resting on his knees, fingers lacing together like he was grounding himself. When he spoke again, his voice was quieter. Not softâRafayel never did softâbut honest.
âI donât like being alone.â The words came slow, deliberate. His thumb ran idly over his knuckles, a nervous habit you rarely saw from him. âNot really. Not when itâsââ He cut himself off, shaking his head. âWhatever. You get it.â
You did.
He exhaled, tilting his head, gaze flickering toward the painting propped up on the easelâthe one he had clearly agonized over. âI told you I needed space. That I had to focus, that Iââ He scoffed, pressing his fingers to his temple. âBut the second you gave it to me, it was likeâlike something was missing.â His eyes flicked to you, laced with something almost accusing, almost vulnerable. âIt was unbearable.â
You swallowed, watching the way his fingers curled, the way his expression twisted between frustration and something he wasnât sure he wanted to name.
âI kept telling myself it was fine,â he continued, voice rough, like he hated the confession even as it left his lips. âThat it was good, even. That I could work without distraction. But every time I tried to paintâevery timeâI just ended up staring at the damn canvas, thinking about you instead.â He let out a breath, shaking his head. âI hate that.â
You frowned. âHate what?â
Rafayel clenched his jaw. âHate that I need you this much.â
Your breath hitched. His words, raw and unguarded, settled between you like something heavy.
He laughed, short and sharp. âGod, itâs pathetic, isnât it?â His fingers curled against his knee. âI used to paint because I had to. Because it was mine. And nowânow I feel like Iâm dragging you into it too.â His expression darkened, something bitter curling at the edges. âLike Iâm taking from you.â
You knew what he meant. Rafayel had always taken from the world. From pain, from suffering, from the ghosts of things that could never be restored. His art had always come from thatâextraction. And now, you could see the fear in his eyes. That he had started doing the same with you. That his love for you, his need, had become something he feared he would drain dry.
But you didnât move away. Didnât recoil. Instead, you reached out, your fingers brushing over his, grounding him back.
âYouâre not taking from me,â you said, firm but gentle. âIâm here because I want to be.â
He stared at you for a long moment. Then his fingers curled over yours, his grip tightâdesperate, almost.
ââŚYeah,â he muttered. But you could hear the waver in his voice. The uncertainty.
Like he wanted to believe you. Like he didnât know if he could.
Rafayelâs fingers tightened over yours, his grip feverish, like he was anchoring himself to somethingâsomeoneâbefore he could spiral too far. His eyes flickered, restless, torn between frustration and something else, something raw.
âIt doesnât help,â he muttered, almost like he was talking to himself. âThat youâre always here. That youâre notââ His jaw clenched, and he looked away, shaking his head. âThat youâre not pushing me away.â
You frowned, squeezing his hand. âWhy would I?â
His laugh was sharp, almost bitter. âBecause you should.â
You inhaled, steadying yourself. âRafayelââ
âNo, listen.â He pulled back slightly, though his fingers still lingered over yours, as if he couldnât quite bring himself to let go. âYou donât turn me down. Not when I act like a pain in the ass. Not when I pull you into my mess. Not when Iââ He exhaled sharply, dragging a hand down his face. âYou donât even get mad when I tell you to stay away, then act like an idiot when you actually do.â
You swallowed, watching the way his expression shiftedâtight, conflicted, like the words hurt to say.
âYou donât leave,â he said finally, quieter this time, almost accusing. âAnd it justâit just makes it worse.â
Your breath hitched. âWorse?â
His eyes flickered to yours, something turbulent beneath the surface.
âI keep thinking,â he murmured, voice rough. âThat if you didâif you pushed me away, even just a littleâmaybe I could stop needing you this much.â
The air between you felt heavy, thick with something unsaid.
He huffed out a humorless laugh, tilting his head back against the couch. âBut you wonât, will you?â His eyes, shadowed and tired, flicked to yours. âYou never do.â
You didnât hesitate. âNo.â
Rafayel exhaled, shutting his eyes briefly before opening them again, something tiredâsomething helplessâsettling behind his gaze.
âYeah,â he muttered. âThatâs what I thought.â
Rafayel let out a slow breath, leaning forward, elbows resting on his knees. His fingers raked through his tousled hair, shoulders tense, like he was holding something backâlike he was bracing himself.
âI donât trust it,â he admitted finally, voice low, rough around the edges.
You frowned. âTrust what?â
His lips twisted, like he was trying to find the right words. âThis. You.â A pause, then he huffed out a quiet laugh, one that didnât reach his eyes. âNot because of anything youâve done. Youâreâyouâre too good to me, cutie.â
The way he said itâlike it was an accusationâmade your heart ache.
Rafayelâs hands flexed against his knees before curling into fists. âItâs just thatâŚI know what itâs like. To have someone be everything. To be convinced that no matter what, they wonât leave.â His fingers twitched. âAnd then one day, they do.â
Your chest tightened. âRafayelââ
âYou can say it wonât happen,â he cut in, looking at you now, eyes dark with something heavy. âYou can promise all you want. But Iâve heard it before.â He let out a shaky breath. âIâve believed it before.â
Your heart pounded.
âAnd thatâs why Iââ He broke off, shaking his head. âThatâs why I donât know what the hell I want. One second, I need you here, and the next, I think maybeâmaybe itâd be easier if you werenât.â
Your breath caught.
âBecause if I let myself have thisâif I let myself need youââ He swallowed, voice barely above a whisper. âThen what happens when you leave?â
There it was. The real fear.
Not anger. Not frustration.
Just the quiet, aching certainty that he would be left behind. Again.
Your throat tightened. Slowly, carefully, you reached for his hand. His fingers were still curled into a fist, knuckles white, but you pried them open, threading your fingers through his. Warm. Calloused. Shaking.
âThen I wonât,â you said simply.
His breath hitched. His gaze snapped to yours, searching, uncertain. âYou donâtâyou canât know that.â
âI do.â You squeezed his hand. âRafayel, Iâm not going anywhere.â
He let out a ragged breath, and you held his hand tighter. âNo matter what happens, no matter what you do, how much space you need, or how much you push and pullâIâm here.â Your voice was steady, certain, because you meant it. âIâll always be here.â
Rafayel exhaled sharply, as if the weight of your words had knocked the air from his lungs. He looked away, jaw tight, throat working like he was trying to swallow something down.
âYou say that now,â he muttered, voice rough, âbutââ
âBut nothing,â you cut in gently, tugging his hand just enough to make him look at you again. âYouâre not just some phase in my life, Rafayel. You matter to me.â Your thumb brushed over his knuckles. âIâm not leaving. Not now. Not ever.â
His breath shuddered out of him, his fingers tightening around yours like he was afraid to let go. And for the first time since youâd arrived, you saw itâthat tiny flicker of hope beneath all the doubt.
Your lips curled into a small smile. âYou know⌠youâre not the only one who needs someone, Rafayel.â
He huffed, shaking his head. âThat so?â
âMmhm.â You squeezed his hand, tilting your head playfully. âI just happen to be better at hiding it. Comes with the job, you know. Canât have my client thinking his bodyguard is just as much of a mess as he is.â
That earned you a scoff, though there was the faintest trace of amusement in it. âThatâs the dumbest thing Iâve ever heard.â
You shrugged. âI mean, think about it. If I didnât need you, why the hell would I be here at three in the morning?â
Rafayel stilled. His grip on your hand faltered for half a second before tightening again. You saw his throat bob, his lips part slightlyâlike he wanted to argue, to throw something back at you. But he didnât. Because you were right.
His gaze flickered, searching yours, as if trying to find a crack in your resolve, some sign that you were just saying this to make him feel better. But there was none. You meant it.
A breath left him, shakier than he probably wanted it to be. Then, quietly, he muttered, ââŚIdiot.â
You grinned. âTakes one to know one.â
You suddenly sighed dramatically, stretching your arms above your head before letting them drop. âYou know, you didwake me up in the middle of the night. And I did drag myself all the way here, just for you.â
Rafayel arched a brow, skepticism flickering over his face. âYou just said you came for me.â
Before he could go any further, you reached out, cupping his jaw with one hand and pressing his cheeks together, effectively smushing his lips into a ridiculous pout. âShhh.â
His brows furrowed, a muffled noise of protest escaping him.
You smirked. âSee? Much better.â
His eyes burned into you, but the effect was entirely ruined by the way his lips were puckered like a sulking child. You had to bite back a laugh.
Rafayel made another unintelligible sound, hands coming up to pry yours away, but you held firm, tilting your head. âNow, are you gonna make it up to me or what?â
Without letting go, you leaned in, pressing the softest, most fleeting kiss against his ridiculously pouted lips.
The reaction was instantaneous.
Rafayel tensed, his entire body going rigid beneath your touch. And thenâ
His face erupted in color. A deep, searing red that bloomed across his cheeks, climbed to the tips of his ears, and even dusted down the length of his neck. His eyes widened, pupils dilating, mouth parting slightly as if his brain had short-circuited entirely.
You pulled back just enough to see the full effect, utterly pleased with yourself.
His hands, which had been trying to pry yours off a second ago, twitched uselessly before dropping altogether.
âWhaââ His voice cracked. He cleared his throat, glaring at you as best he could while still blushing furiously. âWhat the hell was that?â
You grinned, finally releasing his jaw, tapping his cheek lightly. âYou looked too cute not to.â
His lips pressed into a thin line, eyes narrowing. But the red across his face refused to fade. If anything, it darkened.
âI hate you,â he muttered, voice thick with embarrassment.
You hummed, utterly unbothered. âNo, you donât.â
He didnât respondâbecause he couldnât. Not when his body betrayed him so obviously.
Before he could recover, you leaned in again, this time pressing a soft, lingering kiss against his flushed cheek.
Rafayel froze.
A sharp inhale, his fingers twitching against your waist as if debating whether to push you away or pull you closer. The warmth of his skin burned beneath your lips, the heat radiating from him palpable.
And thenâ
A strangled noise. Half a scoff, half something else entirely. âYouââ He cut himself off, exhaling sharply, tilting his head away as if that could somehow hide the deepening red overtaking his face.
His ears. His ears were burning.
You smiled against his skin. âYouâre really easy to fluster, you know that?â
His hand curled into the fabric of your sweater. âShut up.â
You kissed his other cheek just to spite him.
Another sharp inhale. Another full-body flinch.
âCutie.â His voice was strained, and when you finally pulled back to look at him, his eyes were dark, unreadable, something perilously close to desperate lurking beneath the surface.
It sent a shiver down your spine.
You swallowed, suddenly hyper-aware of how close you were. The way his breath fanned against your skin. The way his grip on you had tightened, like he was afraid youâd slip through his fingers if he let go.
And then, quieter and lowerâalmost hesitantâhe spoke.
ââŚYouâre doing this on purpose.â
You barely had a second to process the way his eyes darkened before he moved.
A sharp tugâyour breath hitchedâthen suddenly, the world tilted.
Before you could react, you found yourself toppled onto the couch, your back pressed against the cushions, Rafayelhovering above you. His grip on your waist was firm, his body heat overwhelming, and his beautiful eyesâflushed with something you couldnât quite nameâdevoured you.
You blinked. âRafââ
And then he kissed you.
No hesitation. No teasing remark. Just desperation, raw and unfiltered, poured into the space between you. His lips found yours in a feverish press, warm, insistentâtaking.
Your fingers curled into his shirt instinctively, anchoring yourself as he deepened the kiss, as if trying to chase away something neither of you had spoken aloud. His weight caged you in, a solid, unrelenting presence above you, his hand sliding from your waist to cradle your cheek.
It was different from beforeâthis wasnât just his usual playful antics, wasnât just him indulging in his own flirtation.
This was real.
A shuddering breath left him as he pulled back just an inch, enough for your lips to part but not enough to create space. His forehead rested against yours, his own breath uneven.
ââŚYou came for me,â he murmured, almost like he still couldnât believe it.
You smoothed your hands over his back, feeling the tension in his frame, the way he was holding himself back. âI did.â
His lips brushed against yours again, softer this time. âSay it again.â
You smiled, breathless. âI came for you.â
His exhale was shaky, his hold on you tightening. Then, he kissed youâslower, more lingering, like he was memorizing every second.Â
For a moment, it was like that.
His lips pressed against yours againâharder this time, more forceful, less patient. The teasing, the usual playful give-and-take between you, was gone.
This was different.
His weight pressed you down into the couch, his hand sliding from your cheek to the back of your neck, fingers threading through your hair, keeping you exactly where he wanted. His other hand curled around your hip, firm, possessiveâdemanding.
You barely had time to breathe before he was kissing you again and againâdeeper, slower, like he was trying to carve the feeling of you into himself. There was heat, unmistakable and consuming, but also a quiet desperation simmering just beneath the surface.
His lips left yours only to trail along your jaw, then lowerâlowerâpressing against the sensitive skin beneath your ear.
âYou always do this,â he murmured, voice rough, breath warm against your throat.
You shivered. âDo what?â
He pulled back just enough for you to see his face, still flushed, ears burning, but his gaze? That wasnât the usual playful Rafayel staring down at you. It was something deeper. Darker. Unrestrained.
âMake me want more,â he said, his thumb tracing slow, maddening circles against your hip. âAnd you donât even try.â
Your breath hitched as his lips found yours again, more insistent, more relentless. His grip tightened, keeping you right there, letting you feel every bit of his warmth against you.
Your breath was unsteady as you tilted your head back against the couch, your fingers clutching at the fabric of his shirt. His lips ghosted over your jaw again, trailing lower, unhurried, like he had all the time in the world to make you feel him.
âWhatâŚâ Your voice came out weaker than you intended, a soft, breathless thing. âWhat are you doing?â
Rafayel huffed a quiet laugh against your skin, his lips brushing against the hollow of your throat. When he pulled back just enough for you to see his face, his smirk was smug, but his eyesâhalf-lidded, dark with heatâbetrayed something else.
âMaking it up to you,â he murmured. âLike you asked.â
Then his lips were back on youâpressing, dragging their way down the curve of your neck, slow and deliberate. His hands, warm and steady, slid along your sides, mapping out the shape of you through your clothes.
You barely had time to breathe before his kisses wandered lowerâjust beneath your collarbone, just above the fabric of your sweaterâhis fingers toying with the hem as if debating how much further he could push.
He wanted to push.
You could feel it in the way his grip flexed against your waist, the way his breath came out uneven, like he was barely holding himself together.
But he was waiting.
Waiting for you to stop him.
Waiting for you to tell him no.
And when you didnâtâwhen you stayed still beneath him, your own breath shaky, your fingers curling into his shirt like you needed him thereâhis smirk faltered for just a second.
Rafayel barely gave you a second to register what was happening before his arms wrapped around you, strong and unwavering. A startled gasp left your lips as he lifted you, pressing you flush against him as he rose to his feet.
Your arms instinctively tightened around his shoulders, legs curling slightly, but he carried you with easeâhis grip firm, his body heat seeping into yours through the fabric of your clothes.
He didnât stop kissing you.
Even as he moved, his lips barely left yours, stealing breath after breath, deepening the kiss with each slow, deliberate step. His pace was unhurried, almost lazy, like he was indulging in every second it took to drag you both toward the bedroom.
His fingers flexed against your thighs, pressing you closer, and you could feel the way his heart poundedâjust as wild, just as reckless as yours.
Somewhere between the hallway and the door, you tried to murmur his name, but he swallowed the sound with another kiss, tilting his head, teasing you, taking you apart one stolen breath at a time.
By the time your back met the soft sheets, Rafayel was hovering over you, eyes dark and heavy-lidded, his lips swollen, his breath uneven. His tousled hair framed his face, a few strands falling over his forehead, and his cheeksâhis earsâwere still red.
But his expression was different now. Not the usual playful teasing. Not the embarrassed flustered mess you were used to. Something deeper.Â
And he was still looking at you like he was starving.
You felt yourself shrinking under his gaze.
But he doesnât let you.
Instead, his fingers trail up your skin, his touch searing, possessive. âDonât hide from me,â he murmurs, voice low, thick with something you canât quite name âYou said I had to make it up to you. What, getting shy now?â
You barely have time to react before his fingers curl into the fabric of your sweater, tugging it up with slow, deliberate intent. The air kisses your skin as he drags the material higher, his fingertips brushing along your sidesâlight, teasing, making you shiver.
His gaze never wavers. Heavy-lidded, sharp with intent, the dusky pink in his eyes darkening like the sky before a storm. He drinks in every inch of you as more of your skin is revealed, his breath coming a little heavier, his lips parting just slightly.
âSee?â His voice is low, almost coaxing, though thereâs an edge of something darker beneath it. Hungrier. âNothing to be shy about, cutie.â
The sweater slips over your head in one smooth motion, and before you can even process the loss of warmth, his hands are on you againâthis time against the curve of your waist.
His hands move with unhurried precision, fingers slipping beneath the waistband of your pajama pants. The fabric bunches under his touch as he drags it down, knuckles grazing the curve of your hips, the dip of your thighsâhis touch light, but purposeful.
He doesnât look away, doesnât give you the chance to hide. His eyes drink you in, dark with something unreadable, something smoldering beneath the surface.
âStill with me?â His voice is lower now, rougher, as if heâs feeling the weight of this just as much as you are.
You nodded.
The fabric pools at your ankles, and his hands return to your skin, smoothing over newly exposed warmth. His thumbs press gently into your hips, grounding, as if savoring every second. As if making sure youâre not going anywhere.
âYouâre perfectâso perfect.â he mumbled.
âRafââ you murmured, skin flushing at his words.
His lips curved, fingers tracing slow, reverent lines over your skin, as if memorizing every inch. He leaned in, pressing a kiss just above your knee, then another, his breath warm against your skin.
âYou donât even know, do you?â His voice was quiet, almost in awe. His hands skimmed higher, thumbs grazing your hip bones, his touch a slow burn. âHow impossible it is not to want you. Not to need you.â
Your breath hitched. He was everywhereâhis warmth, his presence, the way his eyes pinned you beneath the weight of his gaze.
âRafayelââ You swallowed, trying to steady yourself, but he only hummed, the sound deep, pleased.
âI know,â he murmured, pressing another lingering kiss to your skin. âYou donât have to say anything.â
His fingers curled against your thighs, his grip tightening just enough to make you shiver. His touch was deliberate, lingeringâlike he wanted to take his time. Like he had no intention of letting you go.
You shuddered as he hooked his fingers into the waistband of your panties. With a slow, deliberate tug, he began to drag them down, inch by excruciating inch, his knuckles grazing against your sensitive skin.
You could feel your heartbeat pounding between your legs as he finally eased your panties off completely, leaving you bare and exposed before him. His gaze was intense, almost reverent, as he took in the sight of you, his eyes darkening with desire.
Without saying a word, he parted your folds with his fingers, exposing your glistening, needy flesh to his hungry gaze. You felt a rush of heat flood your cheeks at the intimacy of the moment, your body trembling slightly under his touch.
Rafayel traced a single finger along your slit, not quite penetrating, but teasing you mercilessly. He gathered the moisture that had already begun to gather at your opening and brought his coated finger to his lips, his tongue darting out to taste you.
His eyes fluttered closed briefly at the flavor, a soft groan escaping his lips. âGod, you taste so good, cutie.â he murmured, his voice rough and low.
A whine bubbled at your throat, âRafayel, y-youâŚâ
He dipped his finger between your folds once more, gathering more of your essence, before smearing it along your sensitive flesh. He didnât push inside, didnât give you the satisfaction of penetration just yet. Instead, he simply smeared your arousal along your slit and around your clit, teasing you with the lightest touch.
Rafayel reached for your hand, his fingers curling around yours as he guided it between your legs. He pressed your palm against your slick, heated flesh, urging you to start touching yourself.
âTouch yourself,â he commanded, his voice low and rough with desire. âI want to watch you pleasure yourself while I undress for you.â
With his other hand, he began to unbutton his shirt, his fingers working slowly, almost teasingly. He shrugged the garment off his shoulders, letting it fall to the floor as he revealed his toned, pale chest.
His eyes never left yours as he reached for his belt, unbuckling it with deliberate slowness. The clinking of the metal made your heart race, your breathing growing more ragged as anticipation built.
âI want to see you touch yourself, cutie. Come onâŚâ he murmured, his voice a low rumble.Â
He shoved his pants down his hips, his hard, thick length springing free, already visibly aroused, slick forming at the tip. He wrapped a hand around himself, giving a single, slow stroke from base to tip.
âTouch yourself,â he ordered again, his voice leaving no room for hesitation. âShow me how much you need me.â
With trembling fingers, you began to touch yourself, tracing your slick folds and circling your aching clit. Soft mewling sounds escaped your lips as you pleasured yourself, your hips rolling instinctively into your touch.
Rafayel loomed over you, kneeling between your spread thighs, his gaze riveted to your face. He stroked himself slowly, his eyes dark and intense as he watched your every expression, every flicker of pleasure that crossed your features.
His other hand gripped your thigh, spreading your leg further, opening you more to his hungry gaze. âThatâs itâŚ.â he murmured, his voice a low, approving rumble. âTouch yourself just like that.â
You could feel the heat of his body, the way his skin seemed to burn against yours. Your breath came in short, sharp gasps as you circled your clit faster, your fingers slick with your arousal.
Rafayelâs strokes grew more purposeful, his grip tightening around his thick length as he watched you. The sight of him touching himself while he stared at you with such raw, unbridled lust sent a surge of heat through your core.
âRafayel,â you gasped, your back arching off the bed as you felt the first flutters of your impending release. Your fingers moved frantically over your clit, your body tensing, your thighs trembling.
âDonât stop,â he commanded, his voice a low growl. âI want to watch you come undone. I want to see your face, cutie.â
His words, his intense gaze, the feeling of your fingers on your clitâit all pushed you over the edge. Your orgasm crashed through you, your body shaking and convulsing as waves of intense pleasure consumed you.
Through it all, Rafayel watched you, his strokes growing more urgent, more desperate as he chased his own release. The sight of your pleasure seemed to drive him wild, his chest heaving, his grip on himself almost punishing.
As your orgasm subsided, leaving you trembling and gasping, Rafayel let out a guttural groan. His strokes became erratic, his grip tightening around his throbbing length as he found his own release.
âLook at me. Just m-me.â he moaned, his voice cracking.
Your eyes locked, and almost immediately, thick ropes of his hot seed spilled from the tip of his cock, painting your stomach and thighs with his essence. The sight of his pleasure, the feeling of his warmth coating your skin, sent a fresh surge of desire coursing through you.
Before the last waves of his climax had even subsided, Rafayel pressed the swollen head of his cock against your sensitive, dripping folds. He coated himself in your arousal, mixing your fluids together as he teasingly parted your lower lips.
âRafayel,â you whimpered, still sensitive from your own intense orgasm. The feeling of his hard, hot length pressing against your core made you clench and quiver with anticipation.
He didnât push inside, not yet. Instead, he simply rubbed the head of his cock along your slit, up and down, coating himself fully in your slick heat. His eyes, dark and intense, stayed locked with yours, watching your every reaction.
âTell me you want it,â he murmured, his voice rough and low. âTell me you need my cock inside youâŚâ
His words, the feeling of his hard length stroking your most intimate place, made your heart race and your breath come in short, sharp gasps. You could feel the heat of him, the way his skin seemed to burn against yours.
âI need it,â you breathed, your voice barely above a whisper. âPlease, Rafayel. I need you inside me.â
Rafayel cursed under his breath, âFuck. Youâre driving me insane.â
Agonizingly, he pushed the head of his cock inside you, a low groan rumbling in his chest at the feeling of your tight, wet heat enveloping just the tip. He paused there, his hips pressed against your inner thighs, as he savored the sensation.
Your back arched off the bed slightly, your hands fisting in the sheets below you. The stretch of you around him was delicious, the way your walls fluttered and clenched around just that small part of him.
âYou feel incredible,â Rafayel breathed, his voice strained with the effort of holding back. His fingers dug into your hips, his grip tightening as he fought the urge to surge forward and bury himself fully inside you.
He rolled his hips forward just slightly, the head of his cock pushing in a little deeper, stretching you just a fraction more. The movement made you gasp, your fingers scrabbling at the sheets as a jolt of pleasure shot through you.
Rafayelâs eyes were glued to your face, watching every flicker of emotion and sensation cross your features.Â
He let out a breathy chuckle, his lips curving into a smirk even as his cheeks and ears burned red. âLook at you,â he murmured, voice laced with amusement and something darker, more indulgent. âClinging to me like this, and Iâve barely even started.â
You glared at him, your body trembling, âS-Shut upâŚâ
His breath hitched, the smirk on his lips faltering for just a second before he leaned in, pressing his forehead against yours. âCanât,â he rasped, his voice unsteady, tinged with something raw. âNot when you feel this good⌠not when youâre making it so damn hard to hold back.â
Rafayel couldnât hold back any longer. With a low, guttural groan, he surged forward, burying his hard, thick length deep inside your tight, wet heat. He didnât stop until he had pushed in to the hilt, his hips pressed flush against yours, his heavy balls nestling against your skin.
âSee?â he murmured, voice rough, uneven. âTold you⌠I need you. Donât everââ His lips found your temple, your cheek, anywhere he could reach. âDonât ever leave meâŚâ
You bit your lower lip, before gasping, âI-I wonât Rafââ
Slowly, almost torturously so, Rafayel began to move. He withdrew until just the tip of his cock remained inside you, before thrusting forward again, burying himself to the hilt. He set a deep, powerful rhythm, each thrust pushing you further up the mattress.
His hands gripped your hips, his fingers sinking into the soft flesh as he held you in place. âIf I ever tell you to leave me alone for a week againâŚâ He let out a shaky laugh, pressing his forehead against yours. âSmack some sense into me, alright? Because thatâs not meânever me.âÂ
He angled your hips to take him even deeper, his cock kissing your cervix with every driving thrust. The room filled with the obscene sound of skin slapping against skin, punctuated by your gasps and his grunts of pleasure.
His lips brushed against your ear, voice raw, pleading. âLet me hear you, c-cutieâoh!â A pause, a sharp inhale as he held you closer. âDonât hold back.â
Your breath hitched, fingers clutching at him like he was the only thing keeping you grounded. âIâIâm not⌠justââ Your voice wavered, breaking into a gasp as heat curled in your spine. âRafayelââ
His breath was hot against your skin, ragged and uneven. Thenâsharp. A gasp tore from your lips as his teeth sank into your shoulder, not hard enough to hurt, but enough to make you shiver.
âMine,â he mumbled against your skin, lips brushing over the fresh mark before he soothed it with his tongue. His grip on your waist tightened, like he wanted to pull you even closerâlike even now, even here, it wasnât enough.
He pressed another bite just below the first, this time lingering, as if engraving himself into you. Then he pulled back, gaze hooded, cheeks flushed, lips red. âThere. Now you really canât leave me alone for a week.â
Rafayel drew back, breathless, his lips hovering just above your skin. His eyes were heavy-lidded, dazed, his flushed cheeks still burning with heatâbut then you saw it.
The mark.
Faint at first, but unmistakable, glowing softly against his chest, just above his heart, near his collarbone. It pulsed in rhythm with his ragged breaths, a delicate yet unyielding reminder of something ancient, something that had endured beyond time itself.
Your fingers lifted before you could think, youâve always been drawn to it. Even more so now. The moment you touched it, Rafayel shudderedâa full-body tremor, like you had reached inside and wrapped your hand around his very soul. His breath hitched, eyes snapping to yours, wide with something raw.
âCutieââ His voice was hoarse, almost pleading, but he didnât move away. He couldnât.
Itâs like something in him snapped. Suddenly, Rafayel gripped your hips tightly, his fingers sinking into the soft flesh hard enough to leave bruises. He used the leverage to pull you towards him, meeting each of his powerful thrusts and pressing you even closer.
Your own body moved with the force of his actions, your breasts bouncing with every slam of his hips against yours. You could feel the coil of pleasure winding tighter and tighter in your core, your walls beginning to flutter and clench around his pistoning length.
âThatâs it, c-cutie,â Rafayel grunted, his voice thick with desire and impending release. âTake it. Fuck, I canâtâyouâre too much.â
He drove into you harder, faster, the bed creaking beneath the force of his thrusts. His balls slapped against your skin, the obscene sound spurring on his lust.
Suddenly, with a roar of your name, Rafayel slammed into you one last time. His cock jerked and throbbed as he found his release, thick ropes of his hot seed painting your insides. He ground his hips against yours, pressing as deep as he could go, making sure every last drop of his essence was buried inside you.
âCutieâ!â he bellowed, his body shuddering and convulsing above you.Â
You could feel the heat of his release flooding your core, filling you up. Your own body responded in kind, your orgasm crashing over you like a tidal wave. You cried out, your voice joining his in a symphony of pleasure as you came undone around him.
You both stayed like that for a while, the sound of your breaths mingling.
As Rafayel finally pulled away, you shuddered at the sudden loss of warmth, your body still thrumming from him. He huffed out a breath, his forehead dropping against yours as if gathering himselfâhis flushed cheeks and dazed eyes making him look almost boyish, despite everything heâd just done.
Then, in true Rafayel fashion, he smirked. âTired, cutie?â His voice was hoarse, but smug.
You scoffed, swatting weakly at his shoulder. âYouâre seriously asking me that?â
He chuckled, pressing a lazy kiss to your temple. âJust checking. Wouldnât want my bodyguard passing out on duty.â
You rolled your eyes but didnât protest when he eased you onto your back, his hands already reaching for the discarded sheets to pull over you both. His fingers were surprisingly gentle as they traced over your skin, smoothing over every mark heâd left.
A comfortable silence settled between you as he ran his hands over your arms, your waistâtouches more soothing than teasing now. Then, quietly, âYou okay?â
You softened at that, at the way his usual bravado slipped just enough for you to see the raw concern underneath.
âIâm fine,â you reassured, brushing your knuckles over his cheek. âThough I think you owe me a weekâs worth of massages for all that.â
He let out an exaggerated sigh, flopping dramatically beside you. âDemanding, arenât you? First, you drag me out of my self-imposed exile, now you want labor?â
You smirked, shifting to drape yourself over his chest. âShouldnât have woken me up at 3 AM, then.â
Rafayel clicked his tongue but didnât push you off. Instead, his arms curled around you, holding you so close it was almost suffocatingâbut in the best way. His lips ghosted over the crown of your head, lingering there.
âNot gonna make that mistake again,â he muttered. âNext time, just smack me back to my senses.â
You laughed softly, pressing a kiss to his collarbone. âDeal.â

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