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shikasual · 1 year ago
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was geht’s?
(outfit based on acnh lmao)
21.03.2022
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radiation · 2 years ago
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I’m soooooooo hungry I want domios pizza I want talkoyaki I want anything. Get me some fettuccine alfredo gimme that uh, that spicy spaghetti that ramen noodles anddddd I’d like a glass of milk please and some peanut butter and crackers and strawberries and a grille cheese… don’t forget the red pepper flapes…. I have a sweet tooth a salty tooth a sour tooth, all of my teeth all the food all for me I’m the delightful foodie with so much to see gimme a little bit of rice and sushi I want it now… a burger of a medium size a side of cruspy yumbly fries give it to me as I please and I’ll show you the Foodie’s Fantasy I’ll eat anything for dinnerspiration….a fond milkshake a BLT even though I don’t care for bacon … hot dog you name it i crave it, I save it I’ll savor it with an open mind I’ll try and I’ll and find , my food joy , the hidden glee , I haven’t been able to see , and for the record I wanna say I’m sorry, for Eating that tomato past when I should, it wasn’t good but I’ve learned mh lesson I won’t be messin if it’s past its due date, I know I don’t wanna waste but there’s danger in that taste, so see me turning over a whole new leaf, spinach leaf, romaine , I’m back to real life again and I just wanna give a shout out to those who believed in me even when I made food mistakes, you gave me a break and I will forever appreciate the kindness it took to see me at my worst , But now I’m well versed so PASS THE BRATWURST shout out to German ancestry, shout out to every country everywhere reppping best foods, I’m talking india ethiopia a foodie’s utopia. Let’s make dinner let’s make a move let’s make a stand let’s go international hand in hand eating every dish we can and when the plane lands - back in america that freedom land they’ll look at me and say, what a truly Hungry man.
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lovelytsunoda · 2 years ago
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one of the boys // charles leclerc
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summary: she's worked for ferrari for four years now. four years that only let her feelings for their number one driver grow stronger and stronger, until she wishes that charles leclerc would stop seeing her as just one of the boys, and start seeing her the way that she sees him
pairing: charles leclerc x mechanic! reader
warnings: ferrari fuckups, sexual tension, sad charles, actually charles goes through a whole range of emotions, matchmaker seb, mentions of workplace harassment, set in the 2022 season when charles won australia, sexual innuendos and references.
she sat on the halo, her feet resting against the seat as she leaned over the engine compartment, her boiler suit tied off around her waist and her hair pinned to the back of her head as the bahrain sun beat down.
ferrari had bottled it again. which meant double-duty for the pit crew to fix it for jeddah.
the radio hummed softly in the background as she cursed, losing her grip on the ratchet. when the engine fried itself, it had also made the parts a lot harder to take apart.
"fucking hell." she groaned, resting her head against the cool, red body of the car. "vasseur was supposed to fix this."
"what are you still doing here? you should have left at least an hour ago?"
the movement in the garage, as well as the voice breaking the almost-silence was enough to get her to look up, heart hammering against her ribcage.
the same annoyingly alert reaction that she'd had to his presence for the last two years.
"charles. what are you doing here?"
"hiding." the driver smiled sadly. the balaclava lines had faded fomr his face, but she could still see the sweat in his hair, the scent of the race mingling with his team-sponsored cologne. "you know how it is after a weekend like this."
"yeah, i do." she could feel the blush creeping onto her face, and she subtly pinched herself to try and make it go down. charles leclerc couldn't give her butterflies, it wasn't right. technically speaking, he was her superior.
but that didn't change how much she cared about him, how much she longed to feel the monegasque's lips against hers
"you should not be working. come out with the rest of us, we're getting drinks and commiserating. did i use that word right?"
it was hard for y/n not to smile at charles' attempt to learn the english language. he had a fantastic grip on the language, but when he tried to use larger words to sound cooler, it was usually followed up with uncertainty, all adding to what she liked to call his 'boston terrier energy'.
"yeah, you got that one right." she chuckled, dismounting the car, pain rocketing through the nerves in her feet as she hit the ground too hard. "that's a beauty of a car. such a shame that the scuderia doesn't know how to treat it properly."
standing next to charles, she was all too aware that she was wearing nothing but a sports bra on the top half of her body, and she wondered if she could pull her boiler suit back on without charles noticing.
charles snorted. "try driving that thing."
she patted him on the shoulder, a sad smile on her face. "give me ten minutes to go put some proper clothes on, and then we'll go out somewhere. drinks are on me, god knows you deserve it."
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"seb, i don't know what to do!" y/n groaned, face against the tabeltop as the german man laughed.
sebastian vettel had been the closest thing she had to a father when she was on the road with the scuderia. in all fairness, the job with ferrari hadn't even been what she went to school for. she had picked engineering at college because it was what everybody else was doing, and she'd stumbled upon this job by accident with the promise of travel. when she was starting to regret everything, it had been sebastian who had convinced her to stay.
"ugh, this is so not funny!" she shouted, throwing her arms in the air and wincing as her knuckle banged against the shop window. they were in a quaint little café in fiji ahead of the australian grand prix, and y/n was in need of some serious advice.
but to get advice from seb, you needed to bribe him with coffee first. hence why they were in the rustic cafe, every bare surface covered in plants that sebastian had spent ages talking to the manager about.
sebastian vettel was a nerd. in a good way, of course.
"you're a lovely young woman, y/n. you have a nice figure."
"does hanna know you're out here complimenting younger women?" she joked, taking a sip from her strawberry lemonade.
sebastian laughed, shaking his head. "you need to let everybody else see that side of you, y/n. let your hair down, wear a nice pair of jeans for once instead of that boiler suit. let the world see the lovely girl that we all know is there."
"i'm going to miss you when you retire."
"i know, kiddo. listen, we're all going out after the race, to have drinks and whatever. go out with hanna, buy yourself a nice new dress on my credit card, and then come out for drinks with us. i guarantee that one look at you will whip charles into shape. you're a catch, y/n. i think that charles would be lucky to have someone like you in his life."
"i'm already a part of his life. as a work friend. and i'm accepted that i'm not likely to be anything more."
seb raised an eybrow. "doesn't sound like it."
in another bar, on another part of the small island of fiji, carlos and charles were having a very similar conversation.
"carlos, i can't make a move! technically, i'm higher ranking at ferrari than she is. there's a power imbalance, what if she feels like she can't say no? it's a harassment case waiting to happen!" charles whined, a pint glass clutched in his hands.
carlos shook his head, an annoyed sigh escaping the back of his throat. "you're an idiot, hermano. she's in love with you! you think you're the only person who sees her staring at you in the garage?
"forgive me if that's not something i want to be wrong about. i could be staking our careers on your little hunch."
groaning, carlos buried his head in his hands. getting through to his teammate was a hopeless and futile affair. once charles leclerc was set in his ways about something, there was no changing his mind.
"what about the party in australia? ask her to dance, buy her a drink? you're not getting any younger, charles. you need to get back out there and start dating again."
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as f1 descended on albert park, the glitz and glamour taking over melbourne, y/n y/l/n and hanna vettel were standing in a small, glitzy boutique, armed with hanna's husband's credit card. the young ferrari mechanic was standing in front of a floor-length mirror, her hair falling around her shoulders.
"hanna, i don't know how i feel about this." she inhaled, staring at her reflection and the ferrari red dress that hugged her figure. "i love it, honestly, i do, i just cringe at the thought of ever wearing it outside of the house. especially if i;m in front of charles!"
hanns sighed, brushing her fingers through the younger girl's hair. "have a little bit of faith in yourself, darling. you look stunning, this dress shows off all your best physical attributes, and charles already knows your best qualities."
"yeah, because who else is going to sing nineties stoner rock songs in the car on the way to the track with me?" y/n laughed, remembering singing ‘teenage dirtbag’ with charles on their way to the track in jeddah, a carpool with some of the other mechanics. charles barely knew the words, but then again, y/n got them wrong a lot as well. “yeah, okay. lets do this fucking thing.”
hanna grinned. “that’s our girl!”
hours later, she was regretting her decision, standing in front of the club in her baggy leather jacket, shaky knees knocking together as she stood outside the front door in her heels and that tiny little dress, voices and laughter wafting through the walls as the inside hummed with the rarity of a ferrari victory. she nervously tapped her fingers against the side of her purse as a group of haas mechanics crossed the parking lot, wolf whistling at her before she flipped them both the bird.
“are you coming inside, or are you just going to stand there and freeze your balls off?”
“oh, if only I had balls to freeze. and this is bloody australia, its not even that cold.” y/n chuckled to herself, turning to look at jessica hawkins, one of the aston martin young drivers. “I need someone to remind me that I dont look stupid in this goddamn dress that hanna vettel picked out for me.”
jessica cocked an eyebrow, looking the mechanic up and down. “babes, you look hot! who are you trying to impress?”
“charles.” y/n mumbled, her face flushing pink before she cleared her throat. “its stupid, isn’t it?”
the other young woman shook her head. “not at all.” she grinned, linking her arm through y/n’s. “come on, lets go get you your man!”
the inside of the club was crowded, yet closed to the public as f1, f2, and the w series descended on the establishment. all of the f3 drivers were too young to legally drink, and had made their displeasure quite clear as they were herded away to an italian restaurant instead of the club.
"drinks for the lovely ladies?" abbie eaton chortled, bringing tequila shots over to where the mechanic and jessica were standing. "cheers on three, yeah?"
jessica sounded off with the countdown, the three women tapping the tiny glasses against each other before throwing back the burning alcoholic drink.
"if i'm going to do this," y/n began, raising her voice to be heard over the drake song that was playing. "i'm doing it right!" she took off her jacket, throwing it over a chair before she made her way over to the dj booth, her ballet flats sticking to the floor.
after a whispered conversation (and a monetary bribe), wheatus' 2000 hit 'teenage dirtbag' began to play over the speakers as y/n and jessica took to the floor, champagne flutes in hand as they began to dance.
from across the way, under the deep blue lights, charles leclerc was in a trance as he watched the way she moved, laughing and giggling as she sang along, finally getting each word right. adn charles would be lying if he said he didn't love the way her legs looked in that short little dress, how full her breasts looked in the red fabric that cradled them.
"is he still being a pussy?" pierre gasly groaned. "come on, man! you won the fucking race, and that's still not giving you the confidence you need to tell her you have a crush on her?"
"i'd rather not embarrass myself too much, thank you pierre." charles grumbled, taking another sip of his fruity mixed drink.
"he won't even drink proper alcohol." carlos commented. "i think she broke him."
pierre shook his head. "i will not stand for this, i am not letting it go on any longer. ilies!" he shouted, waving over his best friend- save for charles of course- and social media manager. "we need you to do something for us, for charles."
ilies nadri nodded. "it's about that girl he keeps talking about, isn't it?"
"exactly. so here's what you're going to do."
back on the dancefloor, y/n was beginning to forget that charles was watching, laughing and singing with jessica as the dj began to play 'toxic' by britney spears, at a drunken lando norris' request.
"looks like you've got an admirier. and it's not charles." nerea marti pointed out, nudging her head in the direction of ilies nadri, who was beginning to make his way over to the girls.
"well, if charles isn't interested." jessica shrugged, calpping her on the shoulders. "you look too pretty tonight to go home alone if you don't want to, and it looks like there's a good looking bloke who wants to join ya."
moments blurred as nadri took y/n's hand, pressing a kiss to her knuckles and making her laugh with a french come-on, and before she knew it they were dancing to britney.
and she had forgotten about him, about the reason she wore that red dress in the first place.
but charles never forgot about her, his eyes boring into the back of ilies' head as he watched them dancing to a christina aguilera song. his grip was steadily tightening on his glass, and carlos looked over at him with a concerned glance.
"are you sure that getting her to dance with ilies was the smartest idea?" carlos whispered under his breath, raising his eyebrow at pierre. "he's going to break the fucking glass."
"or, he'll get jealous and go over there." pierre reasoned.
"how the fuck do you have a girlfriend, gasly?"
but pierre's reasoning must have been rooted in proof, for charles put down his glass and tromped over to the dance floor, his eyes a certain shade of jealous as he prepared himself to finally make a move.
he didn't speak, sweeping over the dancefloor to grab y/n's arm and pull her away from ilies and away from the dancefloor and it's illuminated vinyl flooring.
"charles, what is wrong with you?" y/n shouted, tispy on her feet and buzzing from alcohol as she tried to ignore the way her chest tightened and her heart skipped a beat at charles' possessiveness.
"i'm in love with you." he blurted out, desperation in his voice. "and i'm tired of hiding how i feel. i don't care how it looks to the outside, or to mattia, but i want to be with you. you were never just one of the boys to me, y/n. you were just you. and i like who i am with you. i want to be able to be that person for you, all the time."
"charles." she said softly, heart softening before starting and stopping again in an erratic beating pattern that would have worried her if she could have heard the beating over the refrain of charles' confessions playing on loop in her mind, louder and louder each time. "just kiss me."
and that's what charles did, an *nsync song playing in the background as he mashed his lips to hers, backing her up against the wall as she giggled, wrapping a slender, bare leg around his own, arms looped haphazardly around his neck and over his shoulders.
"charles, your phone isn't in your front pocket, right?" she panted.
charles looked confused, resting his forehead against hers. "no, i always put it in my back pocket."
"fuck." y/n all but moaned, arousal pooling in her own thighs as she thought about what was in between charles'. "that means that it's your rock-hard cock that's pressing against me right now, and that's so fucking hot."
grinning to himself, charles pressed up against her even more. "whay don't you join me at my hotel, and i'll show you just how fucking hard you make me."
"is that a threat or an invitation?"
"it's whatever you want it to be, mon cher."
"kiss me one more time, and you've got a deal."
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vampsquerade · 2 years ago
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CAN YOU PLEASE GIVE US HARD DOM KÖNIG WITH A FEMALE READER i just need that big hunk of man meat to dominate me- dies
DOM KÖNIG YES I LIVE FOR DOM KÖNIG SO FUCKING MUCH UGHHHH I WANT HIM TO CRUSH MY HEAD WITH HIS THIGHS AND BICEPS UGHHHAVBAHSHSH THANKS ANON I KINDA WENT WILD WITH IT
(also pls forgive there might be some annoying mistranslations istg i’m learning german i promise also sorry for not answering dms and stuff you’re gonna have to give me a minute cause i’m very prone to anxiety after being off my meds for a bit)
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König x Female!Reader: Royalty’s Cruelty
Trigger Warnings: NSFW, smut, rough sex, dom!könig, sub!reader, spanking, bondage, fingering, orgasm denial, degradation, asphyxiation, aftercare
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Wanton and loud cries of pleasure for your beloved military boyfriend fell from your lips each and every time his large, callous hands came into contact with the skin of your ass. “I thought I warned you about what would happen if you teased me while I was on a mission—you know damn well you deserve this kind of punishment.” König scolds venomously, pure malice and sadism dripping as he speaks. “I-I’m sorry!” you cry out as his hand smacks loudly against your skin once more. “Halt deine Hurenmaul! I don’t want to hear you telling me you’re sorry!” He commands. Tears stream down your face pathetically, whimpering in pain as he stops momentarily. “The very knee you’re bent over is the same one I use to kill my enemies—do you want to hear just how exactly it is that I do it?” he says coldly.
“H-Hah…~ What do you do to them with this knee..?” you ask softly, not wanting to further incur his wrath. König’s hand then tightly grips at your flesh with the strength of a hawk’s talons, making your severely sore ass sting even more. A sob emits from you, turning your head slightly so you can look up at him, “I snap their spines and necks on here…I even go so far as to cave their heads in…” He says in a chilling tone, chuckling darkly. His eyes are shrouded with the mists of sadism, relishing in the sight of you pathetically bent over his knee. “Now tell me—just because you’re my cute little liebling, do you think I should offer any semblance of mercy to you? Do you think you really deserve it even after I warned you?”
You hesitate on what to say, swallowing your saliva hard. Your mind is racing as you try and get a hold of yourself as you hear just how evil König’s voice sounded. “Don’t make me impatient, liebling. Your punishment is just starting and you know how much I hate wasting my time.” König warns. Body tensing in anticipation, you just nod, “N-No…not even I deserve your mercy…I willingly put myself into this position…” You whimper softly, yelping loudly once he begins to fondle your flesh. “Good girl—not even my liebling deserves my mercy…” König says. His hand then travels off your ass and to your dripping cunt, gently stroking his hand from your clit down to your core that twitches with each and every movement.
“Mmpf..!~ König…~” you moan softly, not even able to hold yourself back. “I don’t think I gave you permission to speak. Not a single sound is to fall from those whorish lips of yours—you don’t want it to get worse.” König seethes. He then fully pulls your panties down and discards them somewhere across the floor, his gloved fingers then letting go of your ass and continuing to tease your dripping cunt. You bite your lip and smack your hand over your mouth, letting his large gloved fingers continue its work against your clit. “Unless that’s exactly what you want…” König whispers. You can hear the sickeningly malicious chill in his voice before he speaks again, “Want me to show you just how ruthless and unrelenting I can be? Does that thought excite you?”
You hesitate, unsure if you’ve been given permission to speak, so you nod your head sheepishly. Behind his sniper’s hood, you can just see how excited he is about this. You could see the sadistic smile he always gives whenever you misbehave; it’s a pleasantly frightening sight when you get the chance to see it. You practically drip more at the imagination you have, biting your lip harder as you stare up at him. “You do? Mein Gott, you really are a degenerate…to think I'd never imagine seeing someone as sweet and as caring as you to be into this kind of thing…” König breathes, degrading you. His hand then stops what it’s doing, as he brings his fingers up to inspect them. His eyes seemingly squint even more out of pure delight as his sadistic smile only widens.
“But yet here you are—bent over my knee and getting wet at the thought of me absolutely ravaging you…proving me wrong to think you would never be so depraved…” He chuckles, licking his gloves clean, “Such a naughty, naughty girl…” König then pulls his glove off with his sharp teeth after bringing it under his hood. He then spits it out of his mouth, and puts his hand back in between your legs. Now feeling his warm hand right up against you instead of the gloves, it makes you shiver at the sensation of skin touching skin. You try to moan as his middle finger strokes up and down your even wetter cunt, eyes screwing shut to focus on keeping yourself quiet as his finger drags itself up and down. “So wet…You have no idea just how addictive it is to watch you squirm and try to keep yourself quiet.” König purrs.
His middle finger soon dips inside of you and you can’t help but clench around him. Your eyes open wide at the feeling and it just gets harder for you to keep quiet. Agonizingly slow, König begins to pull his finger out before pushing it back into you with enough force to drive you crazy already. Your bottom lip was bleeding from how hard you were biting it, keeping yourself as quiet for as long as you can. You huffed out a puff of air with every other breath each time he teased you, pushing his fingers in a little faster with little effort before slowing back down. The limit was getting closer and closer every single time but right when you were going to reach it you were forcefully pulled away in an aggressive manner. And not even realizing, you had let out a loud whine from your bitten lips behind your mouth.
König stops his fingers after having just added a second one inside of you. The air becomes so thick it’s hard to breathe; either because of that, or because his other hand was gripped tightly around your throat. “Ich habe dich verdammt noch mal gewarnt – jetzt wirst du unter den Konsequenzen leiden, du dreckiger Degenerierter.” König seethes in a tone you had never heard before. Suddenly, you were lifted up by his right hand’s vice grip around your throat before he lightly let you go once you were safely over the mattress. “You had better appreciate me not downright slamming you onto the bed. That’s going to be the only time I’m nice to you tonight—I’ll fuck you until the only thing that’s on your mind is your broken obedience.” König seethes.
The towering man then climbs over you and rips off your bra before pulling you up by the nape of your neck. “Do you really want this? Once we do this,” his striking blue eyes hold bolts of lightning within them as he stares you in the eyes, “you can’t go back ever again,” König warns you. Though it doesn’t sound like it, he seems to be offering one last chance to save yourself from the wrath that’s coming. More intrigued at just what is in store, you decide to just open up Pandora’s Box. “I do…” you mumble. König then lets go of your neck and pushes you back down on the mattress. Sitting atop your abdomen, he unbuckles his belt and removes it from the loops in one swift motion.
He’s quiet and focused, gripping both your wrists tight before putting them between the bars of the headboard. König then tightly wraps his belt around them, “No escape for you, little rabbit—you’re all helpless and exposed for the big hunter. Aren’t you excited?” he asks. Feeling a sense of genuine fear, you can’t help but whimper softly. “Oh, don’t be so scared all of a sudden,” König chuckles, getting off of you to undo the button to his pants as well as his zipper, “you asked for this.” He then lifts your legs up and closes them, pushing them up to your chest. “As much as I’d love to fuck those cute thighs, I’ll settle for what you’ve got right,” König says as he pushes in already, making you cry out for him, “here.” he growls as he forces himself inside you.
You expected it to hurt because of how big he is except this time around, the pain makes you moan loudly. “A-Ah!~” you cry out. “You filthy degenerate…just listen to how loud you’re moaning for me already. Do it some more—let me hear you scream for me.” König demands. His large hands grip your calf and thigh on each of your legs tightly as he pulls himself out just so he’s barely inside of you. He doesn’t even look at you when you stare at him with wide eyes and shaking your head no; he’s purely driven by the desire to show you just how ruthless he can be with you if you misbehave. König disregards your silent pleads before pushing back in. “Mmpf!~” You moan, biting your bottom lip hard for a moment before opening your mouth again.
Each harsh thrust from him gets you a loud groan and growl, as he feels you convulse and quiver beneath him. Your eyes roll back slightly as the pain now completely subsides as the way he thrusts his massive cock in and out of you over and over again. “Tell me…how does it feel, little rabbit?” König asks. You try to look at him, but once the tip of his cock starts hitting your cervix you can’t even respond. He then strikes your thigh hard, forcing you to pay attention, “I thought I fucking asked you a question. “How does it feel, little rabbit?’” he seethes. You cry out, eyes rolling back down to look at him, “Feels so good!~ God—König!~ I already feel so close..~” you moan loudly. “Oh do you now?” König asks before laughing maniacally. His thrusts are no longer as fast as they were, much slower and more forceful.
He built you up so high and forced you back down, making you whimper and whine. “I’m not done with you quite yet. Hold it the fuck in.” König says. You whimper and whine even more now, and König appears to be getting annoyed by it. He then leans forward and as punishment, decides to only lightly grind himself against you before then wrapping a tight hand around your throat. You strain to breathe now, his crushing grip once directed to your legs has now focused on your throat. “Moan like this—I want to watch you writhe and squirm before you lose consciousness.” König says as he continues to grind into you. Even like this he manages to be forceful, his tip still rubbing right up against your cervix. This alongside the vice grip he had on your throat, it was just driving you further into the stars, moaning louder and louder despite rapidly losing consciousness.
Your eyes start to flutter shut as a dark vignette begins to surround the corners of your vision. Before you could pass out, König’s hand comes up and shakes you to make you come back. “Keep your eyes open. Breathe for now before I crush your trachea again.” he threatens. You nod, regaining your breath as best you could before he started again. “Güt?” He asks, his hand creeping up to grip your throat against. “Y-Yes…” you mumble softly. “Louder.” he says as he slowly begins to apply pressure. “Yes!” you exclaim much louder. “You’re very obedient—maybe I should let you see my face, ja? Or do you prefer the sniper’s hood while I’m deep inside you, pounding away at you like you mean absolutely nothing to me?” König asks as he starts choking you again.
“K-Keep it on…” You strain as his hand crushes your trachea. “Filthy whore…” König growls as he starts thrusting into you harder and faster than he was before. You wail and cry out on pleasure, being able to slightly breathe a little better as you do since he wasn’t choking you too hard. That previous build up to an orgasm was coming dangerously close, as you stared pathetically into König’s sharp blue eyes pierced into your own. Behind the sniper’s hood, his jaw was clenched tight as he growled deep within his chest and throat. His breathing was heavy, focused on just finally pushing you over the edge. “Want to cum, little rabbit?” He asks, unrelenting with his thrusts. It seems König was already at the edge himself, and wanted to finally get over it with you.
“Y-Yes! Please…please let me cum, König! I-I promise I won’t misbehave or be disobedient ever again!” you moan loudly as König’s grip on your throat becomes tight once again. “Then cum…cum for me…” König growls softly. As if right at his command, you scream his name so loud that it manages to catch him by surprise. His hips stutter as you start to cling to him tightly and he spills himself deep inside with a soft moan of your name. The two of you stay like this, catching your breath as your bodies seemingly melt into each other now. “Fuck…are you okay..? Did I hurt you too badly? I’m so sorry if I went overboard today…” König apologizes, breaking the silence. Seeing his demeanor change completely like this, it just filled your heart with a warmth you’d always held for him.
“I’m pretty sure I’ll be really sore tomorrow…” you say softly, laughing breathlessly. König’s hands begin to gently caress your legs as he pressed gentle kisses against your calves. He pulls himself out of you slowly, sighing contentedly once he watches a bit of his semen drip out of you. “You did really good today…I’m so proud of you for holding it together…I’m still really sorry if it hurt…do you need water? A massage? I’ll give you anything to make sure the slaps and spanks I gave you earlier…would ice also help?” König suggests, praising you for how well you did. “Maybe a nice shower with my big boyfriend would be much more helpful…I feel so sticky.” you day, laughing softly. “And don’t be worried about hurting me too hard—if it was too much for me, I would’ve used our safe word. You did fine, alright? Don’t feel guilty about it. I love you, and I trust you, König.” You reassure, giving him a pleasant smile.
König nods before then removing his sniper’s hood, tossing it somewhere in your shared room. He puts your legs down to properly kiss you, his hand that once held a crushing grip on your neck now gently and lovingly strokes your cheek. You kiss him back, smiling softly as you bring your own hand up to caress his as he gently holds onto your face. After a bit, he pulls away and peppers your jaw, face, and neck in little kisses. “Ich liebe dich, kleines Kaninchen…” he whispers softly against the crook of your neck. “I love you too…now let’s go take a shower. We can come back and cuddle for as long as we need to,” you say, tilting your head downwards to kiss the top of his head. “O-Okay…I’ll carry you and make sure to hold you up, I don’t want to risk you falling over and getting hurt.” König says, giving you a soft smile.
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reshinless · 5 months ago
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may i ask (politely) for a chuuya x reader where his lover is just like- in the nicest way possible, a mix of a german shepard person and a calico cat. They are just the sweetest person, yet also can get upset if called out or someone insults those close to them (as in full on plotting a murder but is too sweet to actually go through with it) like just a normal day story pls- if they were also a pm member I'd love you to the moon-
─── my only one, moon and sun..
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𝜗𝜚 synopsis. the sweetest ever!!!... plus chuuya i guess /j (chuuya x really nice reader
𝜗𝜚 pairings. chuuya x gn!reader
𝜗𝜚 director's notice. HIII I LOVE THIS IDEA SM. ty for sending this in. IM SO SORRY THAT I COULDN'T MAKE READER A PM MEMB I COULDN'T FIND A SILLY NICE CUTE WAY TO WRITE FOR THEM :( i wanted to do like a lil story b4 the actual thing so i'm sorry.. you can say i got a little carried away (i forgot the prompt) follow & rb to support ʚ(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )ɞ
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pre-relationship!chuuya who was surprised by how undeniably sweet you were to him. didn't you know how dangerous he was?
pre-relationship!chuuya who had just helped you from a robber who tried to snatch your bag. you were just sweet enough to invite him out for dinner as a thank you
and boy was pre-relationship!chuuya all over the idea. although enamoured by the mere thought of being out with someone who was everything he ever looked for in someone, he kept refusing, not wanting to take up any of your precious time. but you were stubborn, and firmly insisted on taking him out. and god did he like that.
pre-relationship!chuuya who'd already forgotten the meeting he was supposed to attend at 7:00pm sharp. it's already 8 and he's still talking with you. but of course, he didn't wanna make the interest too obvious, but subtle enough to notice.
and finally when you two exit the restaurant, pre-relationship!chuuya's eyes can't help but broaden as you tell him 'thank you'. damn he hasn't heard that in forever. awkwardly had to look away, gosh this was the first- no it wasn't even a damn date! and his face was already dusted with pink.
"look it's fine.. really it is.. it's what any good person would've done seeing your situation." ( ˶°ㅁ°) !! "but i still want to say it. i still want to tell you thank you. not many people are good nowadays, you know." (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ )
although before pre-relationship!chuuya didn't wanna make it obvious, definitely wanted another dinner like this with you.
"...say how about i walk you home? the least i could do after dinner. wouldn't want your purse/bag to get stolen again do we?" (˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧ a brief chuckle from you, and a smile forms. damn is it just him or were you just smiling at him? "sure! chuuya right?" "y-yeah! yeah! yes!"
safe to say that wouldn't be the last time pre-relationship!chuuya walked you home. he'd make sure it wasn't at least.
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boyfriend!chuuya who suddenly had the need to let you spend all his money. even if you refused. that's so honestly why he fell for you in the first place.
boyfriend!chuuya who followed you into any store you went to, card in hand, and suggested to buy anything you picked up.
boyfriend!chuuya who was minding his own business while accompanying you to the cute little fruit mugs over there 'till two rude girls who were suddenly arriving in the same aisle as you both were in
"oh my gosh.. no way that girl is going out with a man so small.." "yeah literally.. i would never have said yes. can't believe there are actually women that prefer men below 6ft!"
boyfriend!chuuya's whose eyes twitched hearing what they'd just said, but then decided not to mind them. if he'd learned anything from you, he wouldn't say anything back.
but you never said you wouldn't talk back.
"what do you mean? he's nicer than your deadbeat father for sure."
the two girls gave a look of disgust but quickly left. and your expression, well more like your demeanor changed as they did.
"we should get the banana and strawberry ones, right? let's match!" "huh? oh yeah sure."
boyfriend!chuuya is still stunned from what you said, but ended up just muttering an "yeah sure" before you both paid and left the store.
boyfriend!chuuya who asked why did you defend him, even when you weren't trashtalked about, after you both left and got ice cream.
"well we're partners now right? no one should talk about you like that. besides, you aren't that short." ٩(^ᗜ^ )و ´- "of course i am not!!" ୧(๑•̀ᗝ•́)૭
boyfriend!chuuya who loves it so much when you defend him after that interaction. you aren't afraid to assert yourself to others. you aren't afraid to tell them something bad in return. and damn was it hot to see how you looked confronting anyone who had insulted either of you two.
boyfriend!chuuya who's so in love with you what a silly little guy
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GN ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I'VE WRITTEN FOR BSD..! i hope this was somewhat coordinated with the prompt dear anon
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compacflt · 2 years ago
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For the requests/open inbox, this may not be the lane you're looking for, but you made a throw a way mention in a response to the ask about Ice's enforcement of DADT that Bradley and Ice probably got into it at one point about Ice being totally okay with DADT as a policy (which I love your read on Ice being like, 'yeah, nobody should ask and nobody should tell. what's the problem here?') I would love to see that argument go down. Or honestly, just any Ice and Bradley interaction after the reconciliation that suits your fancy. I find that dynamic in your world super interesting. Bradley sees him as a father, Ice sees him as the person whose father I killed. I love the drama.
Five times Ice was so obviously Rooster’s dad + one time he explicitly wasn’t.
[Carole. 1994.]
He’s such a nervous man. Usually that’s not the word people associate with him. Nervous? Never! But he is. Carole Bradshaw’s more a religious woman than a spiritual one. She’s never put any stock into “chockras” or “ouras” or whatever the other girls her age were fooling around with in the late sixties and early seventies. But she does believe that you can understand a person just by looking at him or her, and when she looks at Tom Kazansky, she sees a little anxious creature, shivering in the cold, like one of those tiny spindly dogs who always needs a sweater. Maybe it’s her southern maternal instincts, something primal and animalistic inside her, I need to take care of you—and when he nudges her with a nervous shivering shoulder and whispers, “Can I bum a smoke?” —she reaches down to take his hand and says, “I only have one left. We’ll have to share.”
She knows she makes him nervous. His ears are red, and so’s the back of his neck. It’s early on a Saturday morning, and the church is crowded, and he’s self-conscious about the fact that she’s holding his hand. Good. It’s so rare she gets to make a man nervous anymore. She waves to Bradley, proud in his little striped button-down and his little blue bow-tie, where he’s lined-up with all the other aspiring pianists against the stage along the far wall, under the bare postmodern crucifix. The recital isn’t going to start for another five, ten minutes, and it’s organized by age, so Bradley’s somewhere in the middle. If Tom Kazansky needs a smoke, Carole Bradshaw will bum him a smoke.
They exit out the side door, and the low murmuring of the other proud parents in the church fades to the quiet of the alley. Birds chirping nearby. The sound of a latecoming car on gravel somewhere far away. Her cigarette and the flick of his lighter, her eyes on his mouth and his puff of smoke—it’s lit. He takes a drag, closes his eyes, then passes it to her. “Sorry to make you share,” she says, and she’s watching the red flush creep up the side of his throat with a silent pleasure. When she takes her own pull, she looks down to see that the filter’s gone the sweet red-pink of her old lipstick. Kind of like a kiss, sharing a cigarette.
“That’s okay,” he says. Nervous spindly little dog. “Uh, what’s he playing?”
“Beethoven. ‘Für Elise.’” Then, before he can think to judge, she goes on quickly: “It’s more complicated than you’d think. Goes up and down and all over the place.”
“It’s a good song,” Tom Kazansky says, “though I don’t know too much about piano.” He pauses. “I’m learning a little German, though. I think it’s E-leez-ah. She must’ve been an alright girl if Beethoven wrote a song for her.”
Carole Bradshaw doesn’t know what to say to that. So she says this instead: “Thank you for coming. It made Bradley—well, over the moon, I guess.”
Tom Kazansky smiles shyly. “Sorry Maverick couldn’t come. I know he wanted to.”
Of course he brings up Pete Mitchell. Drags her back into reality. “He’s in Washington again, isn’t he?”
“Correct.” He reaches out for the cigarette; she gives it to him. “TOPGUN’s biggest advocate. I keep telling him he should go into politics. I just talked to him yesterday—he told me he went to the Natural History Smithsonian on Wednesday—he bought Bradley a dinosaur picture book, I think. Does Bradley like dinosaurs?”
Carole Bradshaw shrugs. What nine-year-old boy doesn’t like dinosaurs, but… “He’s more into sea life these days. Whales, sharks, fish.”
“Some fish used to be dinosaurs, they think,” says Tom Kazansky, clearly just trying to fill the silence. Ears red, lips red. Smoke out of his mouth like a fire-breathing dragon.
Carole Bradshaw doesn’t know how much dinosaur history she actually believes. So she says, “It’s still really nice of you to come. You know, Bradley—Bradley thinks of you and Maverick as his—well, his fathers, I s’pose. So it’s nice for you to be here.”
She watches his reaction—just nervousness. Straight anxiety. He doesn’t meet her eyes, like she’s just kicked him in the ribs. He does not want to be Bradley’s father. 
She says, “You don’t have to sign any papers, Tom. You don’t have to put a kid seat in your car. I’m just saying. Don’t worry about it.”
He says, “I can hear the kids starting inside—we should probably go back in.”
So Carole Bradshaw drops the cigarette butt to the ground and steps on it with the bottom of her flat. They go inside, and wait for a kindergartener to finish an overly simple “Canon in D” to take their seats again. She takes his hand. He lets her. After another half-hour, Bradley sits down on the bench in front of the hand-me-down Steinway and busts out “Für Elise” without a single missed note. It still shocks her, sometimes, to watch him play—it still shocks her, sometimes, that she is the mother of all that talent. And now maybe Tom Kazansky is the father of all that talent. How did that happen?
At the end of the recital, Tom Kazansky lets go of her hand. She knew he would. Knew his fatherhood is only temporary. But he lets go of her hand to accept Bradley’s great-big hug in the parking lot: “Gosling, that was so good.” Bradley’s proud smile is missing a few teeth. It makes Tom Kazansky laugh.
And after he drops them off at home, and peels away with a wave and a smile, Carole Bradshaw lights another cigarette from the half-full pack she’d brought with her to the recital and brings Bradley out to the backyard so he can play and she can watch him. But before she lets him go, she looks down at him and says flatly, “If kids at school ask you about Uncle Tom and Uncle Pete—you need to tell them they’re just friends.”
And in his eyes, she can see the confusion of a little boy who hadn’t been aware that Tom Kazansky and Pete Mitchell were anything other than just friends—the confusion of a little boy learning about duplicity for the first time in his life. 
“Okay,” he says, so she lets him go.
[Maverick. 1998.]
“Don’t go easy on him,” Maverick hollers breathlessly over his shoulder, fishing around in the ice chest in the sand for two cans of Coors; “He just joined the J.R.O.T.C.; don’t go easy on him; he’s tougher than all your squadrons combined; beat him into the dirt…”
“Thanks, Uncle Mav,” shouts Bradley from across the volleyball court, where he’s getting initiated into one of the volleyball teams of younger fighter pilots. 
Maverick flashes him a thumbs-up and finds his T-shirt on the first bleacher bench, pulls it on with one hand, and then hops up the rest of the benches to sit with Ice, who’s got his CVN-65 ballcap on and a book open in his lap and is offering informal career advice to one of the other lieutenants: “Yeah, so, in my opinion, it’s all down to what you think you can stomach… If you want me to look over your C.V., I can totally do that—I think I’m free Monday at around thirteen-hundred, if you want to stop in to talk. Not a problem. Not a problem. Alright. See you later.” He watches the lieutenant go, then lolls his head over to look at Maverick, who’s tossing an ice-cold can of Coors up and down. “Hey. Good game. —Coors, Mav? This is an insult.” But he takes the offered can anyway, looking out onto the court, where Bradley—fourteen and just entering his beanpole phase of evolution—is currently spiking the ball. “Cool.” It’s a nice summer Saturday, a casual opportunity for the officers of Miramar to socialize with their families (Ice is wearing a golf shirt and jeans), and by now pretty much everyone knows that Maverick Mitchell’s raising his friend’s kid and that he and Captain Kazansky are good friends, so this is pretty nice. Not much to hide.
“C’mon,” Maverick says, popping open his own can, “you and I were having a scintillating conversation, a few minutes ago.” He’s hunting around for the sunscreen so the tops of his feet don’t burn to ashes in the sun.
“Scintillating. That’s a big word for you. Wow.”
“You’re rubbing off on me, Sir Reads-a-lot—”
“See, that’s funny,” Ice interjects, “because I seem to recall, before you so-rudely interrupted me to go play volleyball with the kids, I was telling you that it’s really not that interesting. It’s actually, Maverick, quite boring.”
“Well, I’m intrigued now. Go on. Finish it off, I wanna know.”
Ice slaps his book shut and gives the long tired sigh of a man who is very self-conscious about the fact that he’s about to turn forty. He pops the tab on his can of Coors and huffs in exasperation when it foams all over his hand. “I mean it, my family history’s really not that interesting. Typical eastern-European immigrant shitshow. U.S. officials change one letter in our last name and everyone loses their goddamn minds… Actually, that story might be apocryphal, I keep forgetting which former Soviet Socialist Republic I’m actually from, I just can’t remember, all the borders got redrawn so many times, one of ‘em…”
Maverick smiles and pulls his TOPGUN ballcap back down onto his head, tugs the brim down low over his eyes so he can tip his head back and not go blind from the summer sunshine. He’d thought Ice would be reluctant to share his family history, but it turns out that most people are just afraid to ask him, and he’s actually pretty eager to talk, if you just ask. Maybe over-eager. He’s rambling. Maverick cuts him off: “Yeah, you do have a left curve to you, don’t you. Genetic.”
The dirty joke strikes Ice dumb for a second, but then he forges ahead, wisely choosing not to engage. He keeps going, oblivious to the fact that Maverick’s not really listening… “Anyway, my grandfather was Jewish, but he died literally the second he stepped foot in America, so it doesn’t count…my grandmother was Orthodox, crazy story how they ended up together; actually, that story’s probably apocryphal, too…she’s the one who raised me, pretty much. I told you that. She brought my dad out to Southern California when he was a little kid, but I don’t know if you’ve noticed, So-Cal’s not exactly the Mecca of Orthodox churches or anything, so he wasn’t very religious at all… My mom was from Milwaukee, I think. Or maybe Minneappolis. Some kinda Protestant. Forget which kind. The preachy kind. But then she died and I didn’t have to go to church anymore, so I didn’t.”
“You just never believed?” Maverick mumbles, half-joking.
“Nah. I mean, I always had too many questions no one wanted to answer. For instance: okay, say you’re bad. Say you commit sin…”
“I’ve never sinned, sir. You’re talking hypothetically.”
“Right. Me, neither. Hypothetically speaking. So you go to Hell. Well, the devil’s there, too, ‘cause he’s a sinner, too. But why’s he want to punish you? What does he get out of it? You’re both in the same boat!”
“Probably a sexual thing,” says Maverick, watching the purple-green imprints of the sun dance around behind his eyelids. “He probably gets off on it. The devil, I mean.”
Ice laughs and laughs. “Sure. Try saying that in front of my mom and see if you survived. I learned pretty early on that they don’t want you to be too curious. So I kept all my questions to myself.” He’s also joking, not taking this super seriously, but that’s a pretty in-character answer. “What about you, Mav?”
“If I’ve told you my family’s history once, I’ve told you a thousand times…” That’s a joke. Maverick’s the one who doesn’t like talking about his family history. Ice hasn’t heard any of it, and for good reason. Maybe someday he’ll tell him about it. “Later. But, remember, I used to be Southern Baptist? Jesus, I was serious into that shit, Ice.”
Ice snorts. “Yeah, right. You.”
“Not joking. I had about eighty girlfriends between fourteen and eighteen, but that’s the most pious I’ve ever been. Lotsa loopholes to make my relationships biblical. Was thinking about being a youth pastor. —I’m not joking. It was my whole personality, for a while. Most of my childhood, anyway.”
Ice is still laughing in disbelief. “Oh, yeah? And then what happened?”
Maverick smiles. “…Got hooked on sinning.” 
“…Yeah,” Ice replies, and Maverick can hear the nervous smirk in his voice, “I guess I’d know a little something about that.”
And normally that would be the end of the conversation. But Maverick’s feeling a little sun-drunk, a little giddy, and he’ll never, ever, ever grow out of instigating stupid arguments with Ice just for the fun of it. From beneath the brim of his ballcap he mutters, “…You think Carole’s brainwashing her kid?”
Ice huffs a laugh, and says through a lazy yawn, “I’m not militant in my atheism, no.” But he, also, will never, ever, ever grow out of instigating stupid arguments with Maverick just for the fun of it, and his curiosity’s clearly been piqued. He stews in it for a second before he snaps, “Do you think Carole’s brainwashing her kid?”
“I’m just saying she has him readin’ outta the Bible, like, five times a day. She sends him to church camp. Does something to a kid.” He has no dog in this fight, but this is fun.
“And what did it do to you?” Ice says, reaching down to shove his shoulder good-naturedly. “Weren’t you just telling me not five seconds ago how you used to be the perfect model of Christian charity?” Maverick mumbles a retort sleepily; Ice pushes on through it: “Bradley’s a human being. Either he grows out of it like you did, or he doesn’t, in which case, whatever, land of the free. That’s the First Amendment. You swore an oath to the Constitution. Maybe you should read it.”
“I’ve read it. I’m not Congress, shithead. How’s it go, you want me to cite it to you directly, ‘Congress shall make no law…�� actually, I don’t know what comes after that. Got me there.”
“Don’t call me shithead, dipshit. And whatever. Good thing he’s Carole’s kid and not yours, then. He’s got a mom who wants him to go to church. It’s up to him if he wants to listen to her or not. That’s growing up.”
Maverick tips up the brim of his ballcap to look at him, sprawled out in the bleachers very unprofessionally for the CO of this entire volleyball court, and snaps back, “Well, he’s a little bit my kid. The same way he’s a little bit your kid.” 
Ice just flicks his sunglasses down onto his nose and purses his lips and neither confirms nor denies this allegation. 
They watch the game together for a while, Ice’s toes pressed against Maverick’s lower back discreetly, trying to work their way under Maverick’s T-shirt. Until one of the young pilots approaches a few minutes later: “Sir!” / “What’s that kid’s call sign again?” Ice mumbles to Maverick, prodding him with his foot. / “Hooker.” / “No shit.” / “Sir!” says Hooker again. / “Which one of us, kid?” says Maverick. / “Captain Kazansky, sir. We’ve got a spot opening up. Wanna play?”
Maverick looks up at Ice expectantly. Ice sighs and harrumphs and waffles for a minute— “I’m too old for this shit.”
“Sir,” says Maverick, “it’s not a competition, but if it were, I’d be winning.” 
Lighting the fire of competition under Ice like that is always a good strategy. He rolls his eyes, but immediately stands and tugs off his shirt and rolls up the cuffs of his jeans; “I’ll only play if I can play with the kid.” 
So Maverick watches the teams get scrambled again with a smile, and sits up to watch Ice join Bradley in the sand. Bradley’s only just now taller than Ice, and Ice clearly isn’t used to having to reach up to curl an arm around his shoulders to strategize, his eyes narrowed like an eagle’s, staring down the competition. Maverick can read his lips from across the pitch: Alright, kid, I’ve been watching for a while, and I think I know these guys’ strengths and weaknesses…okay, here’s what we’re gonna do… And the game begins when Bradley spikes the ball.
Ice won’t always be this fun, this down-to-earth, this human. The admiralty and the guilt and the grief of the years to come will strip it all away from him, bring him back to the cold, remove him from his own humanity. And maybe, even if it isn’t conscious, Maverick can recognize that, right now, watching Ice dive into the sand with a laugh: this summer sunshine is only temporary. It’s gonna have to end at some point. So he doesn’t take it for granted. He keeps his eyes open and watches and tries to commit it to memory.
And after the game, Ice and Bradley come over so Ice can finish his beer and put his shirt and his baseball cap back on, and Maverick can make fun of them for losing. And: “What were you guys talking about for so long before the game?” Bradley asks Maverick with a grin.
“Whether or not your mom’s brainwashing you,” Maverick says.
“Oh!” Bradley says mildly. “…No, I don’t think so!”
“Oh, that’s a great start,” Ice laughs. “You would’ve made a great Soviet. No, I don’t think I’m getting brainwashed. Hey, by the way, Gosling, if you want a beer, Maverick and I won’t tell anyone.”
“Aw, really?” whispers Bradley. “Thanks, Uncle Ice!” And he races down the bleachers towards the ice chest in the sand.
Maverick watches Ice watch him go, fingers still pinching the brim of his CVN-65 ballcap, clearly worrying about something the way Ice always is. 
Then he looks down at Maverick, stares openly for a minute, and says, “You don’t think we’re teaching him to rebel too much, do you?”
[Bradley. 2000.]
“Kiddo! You’re here early!” It was Uncle Ice, walking through his own front door, catching a glimpse of Bradley watching the Astros-Nats game on the TV. He was still in uniform, but smiling wide, and he set his bag down near the couch and leaned over to ruffle Bradley’s hair goodnaturedly.
“Practice ended early today.”
“Oh, okay. Cool. Maverick should be home soon, still at work—your mom’ll be here in about an hour—she told me to put the chicken breasts in the oven, but you know me, every time I use this oven I set off the fire alarm, so you oughta help me with that…”
“And,” Bradley said, watching Uncle Ice wash his hands in the kitchen sink, “I got here early because I wanted to talk to you.”
“Oh, sure!” chirped Uncle Ice. Then he paused, sensing a trap. “What about?”
“Advice,” Bradley mumbled. He took a deep breath, and stood to follow Uncle Ice into the kitchen “I was just—I was just curious. If you had any advice for me joining the Navy. You know, with me being gay, and all. How do I—I don’t know. I’ve been thinking about it a lot. It’s kinda been weighing on me. Do you have any advice?”
Uncle Ice was still drying his hands off on a kitchen towel. Rubbing them red and raw. And when he raised his head to speak, there was something dull and startled in his eyes: “I don’t, um—no, I don’t—I don’t know anything about that. —You should ask Uncle Maverick about that.”
“I did,” Bradley said desperately, because he had. Yes, he’d gone to Uncle Mav first. “He—he told me to talk to you.”
“…Oh,” said Uncle Ice, now standing in front of a shelf to return one of his books to it. This surprised him. Maybe hurt him a little. “No. I—I, I wouldn’t know anything about that.”
“But—”
“And there are probably better people to ask than me or Maverick. I—I don’t know—that’s not really my…I don’t know.”
“Okay.”
Uncle Ice swallowed, put the book back on the shelf, then clasped his hands together and set them on the shelf, too, as if leaning over his captain’s desk to chastise someone. He blinked for a long moment. Clearly shifting gears. Becoming someone else so easily. Why couldn’t Bradley do that? “But I can tell you this,” he said, and his voice had gone grave and dim, “and I know you and I don’t always see eye-to-eye on politics—but I can tell you this, professionally, because I respect you, and I care about you, a lot—you’re going to have to keep it a secret.”
Dismayed, Bradley said, “Why?”
“Why’s a funny question to ask about something like this,” said Uncle Ice curtly. He shrugged. “Why? Because it’s the law. That’s why.”
Bradley swung his bat at the hornets’ nest. This was always dangerous with Uncle Ice. “It shouldn’t be a law. Don’t you think?”
“Doesn’t matter what I think. It’s the law. And we get paid to enforce the law, internationally speaking. And the military doesn’t work if personnel refuse to follow the rules in broad daylight. So.” He trailed his fingertip along the spines of all his precious books, then eventually found a different one, started flipping through it absentmindedly. “And even if it weren’t the law, it’d still get enforced extrajudicially. You know what that means?” He did that, when he was intentionally being cruel; used big words that Bradley didn’t know to make himself sound smarter. “It means outside the law. The way people talk to you. The way people respect you or don’t respect you. And this business, the one you want to go into, is all about respect. Being a pilot is kind of like being a knight: you have to be noble, you have to be honorable, you have to respect your service and your adversaries and yourself. And because I respect you, and because I care about you a lot, I’m just telling you the truth—you’re going to have to keep it a secret.”
Bradley blinked. There was something crushing and overwhelming about the truth—maybe the fact that it was the truth, maybe the fact that he hated the fact that it was the truth. It made sense. But it also meant his future was unspeakably bleak. He tried to speak over the lump in his throat when he said, “Yeah. That’s what Maverick told me, too.” And what he’d wanted to hear from Uncle Ice was that Uncle Mav was telling a lie. 
Something went soft and slightly wounded in Uncle Ice’s eyes. “I’m sorry,” Uncle Ice said gently. “I wish I could give you better advice than that. But that’s all I know. I don’t know any more than that.”
“Don’t you want to know more than that?”
“No.”
And thus did the generational gap widen into a chasm. 
[February 2003.]
Dear SN Bradshaw, / Please call/email/write me back when you get a chance. / Love Uncle Iceman.
[August 2003.]
Dear AN Bradshaw, / I hope you’re doing all right. I hope at some point you and I can get in touch to talk. Please let me know if there is some other address I should be sending my letters to. I am not sure if they are finding you. / Love Uncle Iceman.
[May 2004.]
Dear AN Bradshaw, / I wanted to congratulate you on your acceptance to college. Yours is a very good AE program & you should feel very proud. Please let me know if there’s anything you might need as you prepare to start your first year. / Love Uncle Iceman.
[August 2010.]
Dear LT Bradshaw, / I wanted to let you know that I’ll be at NAS Oceana for a conference from December 6-9. I understand that’s your neck of the woods—would you be interested in having dinner with me on either that Tuesday or Wednesday night? I would love to hear how you’ve been doing. You can reach my secretary at the number below. / Love Uncle Iceman.
[October 2014.]
Dear LT Bradshaw, / We Maverick and I want to wish you a Happy Birthday 30th Birthday. We heard you are deployed out in the Atlantic now—we hope you will be able to enjoy the enclosed gift card when you make it back to terra firma. Our updated personal cell numbers are below. / HAPPY BIRTHDAY! FROM UNCLE MAVERICK & Uncle Iceman.
“Haven’t heard back from the kid yet.”
“…You think we ever will?”
The longest silence.
[Pacific Air Type Commander Beau Simpson. 2016.]
You could see it in the way they held themselves. An utmost similarity. Aristocratic propriety. Maybe a little sense of entitlement: look how hard we’ve worked to be here. All three of them had it. More accurately: Captain Mitchell and Admiral Kazansky both had it, and had passed it down to their son.
“Captain Mitchell.” Everyone was watching. The sun had only just set; the sky was melting from horizon-red through orange and yellow and teal up to midnight black above them.
“It’s an honor, sir,” said Captain Mitchell, accepting Admiral Kazansky’s handshake. God, you’d never know it by looking at them. Half the people here on this Roosevelt flight deck knew about them, but they were so convincing that more people weren’t sure. TYCOM Simpson glanced at Rear Admiral Bates, who glanced back in confusion—I thought they were…? They were, TYCOM Simpson signaled, just abnormally good at keeping it a secret.
“Honor’s all mine, Captain,” said Admiral Kazansky, and he passed by without a second glance.
And when he made it down the line of aviators to Lieutenant Bradshaw—you could see it. The similarity in the way they held themselves. Straight and rigid and unyielding. Cold and dismissive beyond belief, even to each other. Admiral Kazansky held out a hand. Lieutenant Bradshaw took it, but refused to make eye contact. Quiet rebellion under the radar: Admiral Kazansky had taught him well. 
TYCOM Simpson glanced at Captain Mitchell, to gauge his reaction. And for once, he and Captain Mitchell were clearly thinking the exact same thing.
Like father, like son.
You could see it in their stubborn determination. How far they were willing to go. How hard they were willing to push. How long they were willing to hold their own hands to the fire, if it meant the familiar painful comfort of staying warm. “Ice-cold, huh?” TYCOM Simpson asked him the next morning, trying to pin down their strategy, trying to secure a guarantee that their family would do what their country asked of them, even if that meant death. Even if that meant the ultimate sacrifice.
“Only when I have to be,” replied Admiral Kazansky, which meant always, and—soon thereafter, he ordered Lieutenant Bradshaw to his death.
But also, Lieutenant Bradshaw went willingly, too.
“Dagger One is hit.”
“Dagger Two is hit.”
Loss is supposed to hit a man in stages. Isn’t that the truth? —Not so for Admiral Kazansky, whom grief obviously swallowed whole in just an instant. He did not break, or bend under its weight. Just stood there staring at the E-2D AWACS screen with wide wounded eyes—not disbelieving eyes. They were gone. Captain Mitchell and Lieutenant Bradshaw were gone. He was in no denial whatsoever. He had leapt straight to acceptance.
“Sir,” said TYCOM Simpson hesitantly, and he reached out to touch him—the stars on his shoulder—guide him back to reality—what must it be like, to lose a son?—to willingly forfeit your family?—
But before he could make contact, Admiral Kazansky drew a breath, moved away, and closed his eyes for just a second. Perfectly composed, even with the waters of grief closing over his head, even with three dozen observers in this C2 room all scrutinizing him for his response. Perfectly composed. How did he do it? How could he manage? How was he possibly still this proud?
“Vice Admiral Simpson,” he said calmly, “I relinquish my command to you, until you deem me necessary to return to my post.”
“Sir,” said Rear Admiral Bates, darting panicked, sympathetic eyes to TYCOM Simpson, but it was too late—Admiral Kazansky was already leaving the room. Head held high and steady. 
Some confusing weeks later, after Captain Mitchell and Lieutenant Bradshaw returned from the dead, TYCOM Simpson and Rear Admiral Bates would casually debrief the mission together in the lobby bar of the Waldorf-Astoria in Washington, D.C. No hard liquor, just beers. Just barely enough alcohol to give them an excuse to philosophize. “You think pride is a sin or a virtue?” TYCOM Simpson found himself asking, tracing the rim of his gilt-edged Stella Artois glass with a finger, after having recounted the above testimony.
“Neither,” said Rear Admiral Bates. “Gotta be a vice.”
“A vice.”
“Yeah. Good men die because of pride, bad men die because of pride��we send our sons to battle because of pride…wars are fought and won and lost because of pride… every war in human history, when you boil it down, begins when someone says, ‘You’re wrong and I’m right, and I’m proud of my own righteousness, proud enough to kill, proud enough to die, proud enough to send my sons to die…’”
“Oh, okay. That’s the root of all human conflict, then, according to you, Warlock. Okay.”
Rear Admiral Bates smiled and laughed at himself, too. Pride, he mouthed. Then shook his head. “We’re a proud species. It’s our vice.”
TYCOM Simpson was thinking about the two proudest men he knew, Admiral Kazansky and Lieutenant Bradshaw, and wondered what it was, exactly, that had driven a wedge between them, you’re wrong and I’m right and I’m proud enough of my own righteousness to send you to your death/inflict my death upon you… And then he remembered the warnings he’d previously received about Lieutenant Bradshaw and Lieutenant Seresin and their open relationship, and then he remembered Admiral Kazansky coldly shaking Captain Mitchell’s hand… and he wondered if the wedge between them was exactly that: the matter of pride.
[Tom. 2018.]
“Merry Christmas and a happy new year, and all that,” says Pete, raising his glass and reaching over the dining table to clink rims with Tom and then Bradley. “A good year! A really good year! —Sorry your guy couldn’t be here, Rooster. We’ll call him tonight before you go. Tell him we miss him.”
“Where is he again?” Tom asks.
“Washington,” Bradley says with a smile. “Big conference at the Pentagon. I’ll see him next week.”
“You know,” Pete says with a sly grin directed at Tom, “I’ve never actually heard the story of how you two got together.” 
“Oh,” Bradley says, shrugging as he tears open a dinner roll, “not that interesting. Pretty much what you’d expect. Inter-squadron competition-turned-sexual tension. Not exactly within regs, but we did meet each other before D.A.D.T. got repealed, so it wasn’t like we’d’ve ever been within regs, either…” (All the while, Tom’s smirking over the rim of his wine glass at Pete, No, Mav, I’m not gonna tell him I had them reassigned to the same boat…) “We broke up when I got sent to TOPGUN. But we figured it out eventually.”
“Glad you did. Sorry he couldn’t be here.”
Bradley hesitates, then says, “You know what I just realized? I never heard how you two got together…! You’ve never told me that story!”
Tom glances over at Pete, do you want to take this or shall I, and when Pete motions all yours, he sighs and says, “Uh, we don’t really know. We’ve just been telling people nineteen-eighty-six because it’s easy. But in a much more real sense…” He thinks about it, then shrugs. “Whatever. If you really want to know. In nineteen-ninety-three, right after I came back to San Diego to take command at Miramar, he and I had a drunken one-night stand. By accident. Which then turned into twenty-five years of accidental one-night stands. So.”
“Oh, c’mon. You guys bought a house together.”
“Yeah, that,” says Pete, “that was, uh, to facilitate the accidental one-night stands. Make it more convenient for everyone.”
“Cut out the middle-man,” Tom supplies, then shrugs again at the look on Bradley’s face. “That’s our story, kid. It’s not super romantic. We weren’t thinking about it that way. We didn’t know how.”
Pete raises the wine bottle to refill Tom’s glass—though it’s still halfway full—and then raises his eyebrows when he “notices” the bottle’s empty. Changes the subject as he stands: “Okay, what’s everyone feeling? Red, white, what’s next?”
“Red,” Tom says absently. “Anything big, I guess—first cab you see…” But then he thinks about it, and he amends his order before Pete leaves earshot: “Actually—we’ve got that petite sirah we gotta drink—two-thousand-four. Israeli. Might be somewhere in the back, sorry. But now’s a good occasion, I think, to bust it out for the holidays. No reason to save it.”
“Israeli sirah two-thousand-four,” Pete repeats, “okay. I got that.” 
Then he steps outside, leaving Tom and Bradley alone. It’s not awkward—they’ve worked really hard over the last two years to make it not-awkward, after the mission—but human beings are human beings. Prideful, stubborn creatures. There will always be a little guilt between the two of them, and a little blame.
“I have to be honest,” Tom says after a moment, interested in being honest for Bradley’s sake, “sorry we don’t have a better story to give you, about us. It is a little hard to talk about.”
“Why?”
“Well—we don’t know the words we’re supposed to use, for one. It’s your generation who sets the standard for that kind of thing. You young people. We’re a little out-of-date. And…well. I guess we’re just jealous of you. It’s hard to talk about.”
“Jealous?” Bradley repeats quizzically. “Why?”
Tom leans back in his chair and really thinks through what he wants to say. This is one of those impromptu speeches you never really intend to make, but are probably still important to get off your chest. “Maverick and I,” he starts carefully, “will never stop feeling guilty about what we did to you. Ever. You need to know that.” And when Bradley scoffs and huffs and tries to interrupt, he goes on, “Not just pulling your papers from the Academy. It goes back further than that. We will always feel like we deprived you of your father. The merits of that feeling are debatable, sure, but it’s a fact of life. A fact of our lives, anyway. And it’s dictated so much of how we live, and how we’ve lived, over the past thirty years. Part of the reason I came back to Miramar in nineteen-ninety-three was to be with you and your mom. Because I felt I owed you that, in return for what I’d taken.”
“You didn’t kill him,” Bradley says. “Or, at least, I never blamed you for killing him. You or Maverick both. You guys were my dads. You didn’t take anything from me. —Excepting the obvious, the Academy, but that was mostly my mom, I guess, so, whatever.”
“I’m just telling you what our lives have been like since the day I met you. Why we did what we did.”
“Okay. But I still don’t understand why you’re jealous.”
Tom smiles, a little faintly. “Because the other part of the reason I came back to Miramar in nineteen-ninety-three was to be with Maverick,” he says, “and I’m jealous of you because I didn’t recognize that at the time. —Everyone hopes, when they have kids—because, look, I’m not your dad, but you are my kid, really—everyone hopes they can bring their kid into a better world than the one they had when they were a kid, and we did. But no one prepares you for how jealous you get when your kid grows up in a better world than you did. I’m not sure people your age understand how hard it was for us when we were your age.”
“I do.”
“Sure, but I don’t think you do. I—I didn’t…” He sighs. “I never meant to fall in love with Mitchell. He never meant to fall in love with me. There certainly were men in relationships in the Navy back then who could make it work—we weren’t those guys. We looked down on those guys. Most people did. And when you were an officer, your job security and your paycheck relied on your subordinates’ respect for you. If we’d rocked the boat, traded away our respect for our relationship, well, we’d have each other, but we’d be out of a job. And then, if we’d been fired—what did we kill all those people for? For nothing! What a waste of all the lives we took! It wouldn’t have been honorable. Would’ve disrespected the Navy, our careers, the men we killed. So we didn’t talk about our relationship. You know that. Didn’t talk about who we were, or what we were doing, or why, because we were afraid of losing our own honor. Didn’t talk about it until the day you two died and came back from the dead. That’s what it took. Maverick still hates talking about some of that stuff, all the labels, all the words—that’s why I sent him to get a bottle at the back of the fridge, he might be out there a while…”
“Cunning,” Bradley says softly, but leaves the space open after he speaks.
Tom looks away. “Maybe this is getting too deep into the weeds. I’m just trying to tell you what it’s been like for us. Not sure how much of this you want to hear.”
“All of it. —All of it.”
Tom clears his throat. “…Well, Maverick keeps trying to convince me that we never wasted any time. And I know there is some truth to that—we didn’t start out liking each other at all—even if we’d been as brave as people your age are nowadays, even if we’d been open with each other about that kind of stuff, we still probably wouldn’t have ended up together. I mean, we really didn’t like each other. Especially right after your dad died, and especially after you left, in two-thousand-two. So maybe it was better for us in the long run that we didn’t talk about it. But I look back on the thirty years I’ve spent with him, and…it still all feels like a waste to me.” Maybe he really is too deep into the weeds. But he just wants Bradley to understand. “Look, Mitchell is, beyond any possible shadow of a doubt, the love of my life. Always has been and always will be. Right? —I just wish I’d known that at the time. I’m jealous of you because you’re exactly the age I was when I came back to Miramar to be with you and your mom and Maverick, and you’re already married, and you won’t ever have to sacrifice any of your honor for your marriage. You’re one of the most respected men in the Navy.”
“So are you, Ice, and you’re also married to another man.”
“I’ll remind you, though it hurts a little, that I’m almost exactly a quarter-century older than you, and you and I got married within a week of each other. I had to wait for times to change.” He holds Bradley’s gaze for a moment, then finishes the last of his dinner and sets his fork down on his plate. “So, if you were ever wondering why Mav and I are a little bitter around you and Jake, well, it’s because we are.”
“Oh,” says Bradley. “See, I always thought it was just because you and Maverick are both notoriously bitter people.”
“We are,” Tom admits through a laugh. Then he continues, “But—you should also know how proud of you we both are. How proud of you we’ve both always been. We’re not very brave men—well, we are, of course, but maybe not in the way that matters. It’s pretty gratifying to have a kid who’s braver than you are. Every parent’s dream, whether we want to admit it or not. You’re brave enough for all of us.”
It’s at this moment that Pete opens the garage door and sticks his head inside and hollers, “Ice, I can’t find it. What about a merlot? Can we do a merlot?”
“No, baby, the sirah,” Tom answers without turning his head. “It’s on the second shelf, you might—have to rearrange some of the bottles—we have too much wine. We need to drink more, me and you.”
“Not a problem,” says Pete, and he shuts the door again.
“It’s on the third shelf,” Tom tells Bradley in an aside. “He’ll find it eventually. He would’ve tried to change the subject six times by now. —The previous Secretary of the Army—he actually just got married this week, I think; I need to send a card—also gay. He and his partner invited Maverick and me out to dinner the last time we were in D.C. Most uncomfortable I’ve ever seen Mav in my whole life. Asking us questions like, ‘How did you guys get together…?’ ‘Was it easier for you guys because you were in the Navy…?’ ‘When did you…know…?’” When Bradley laughs, Tom does, too. It’s really nice, it turns out, to joke about this stuff with someone who understands. “We just made our answers up out of thin air. I was uncomfortable too, admittedly. That’s what I’m saying. Mav and I never learned the vocabulary to answer questions like that.”
Bradley starts taking their plates to the sink. What a good kid. “You know,” he says from the kitchen, glancing over his shoulder when Tom joins him at the counter, “it’s so funny you bitch that you and Mav don’t have a romantic love story, or whatever. When I was a kid, you and him were literally the pinnacle of romance.”
“Oh, really.”
“Yeah. There’s something romantic about the secret, too. When Jake and I made our relationship official—the first time—I begged him to keep it a secret just for a little while. You know; it was sexy, for a few minutes! Something only he and I knew!”
“And you immediately discovered how awful it is, I’m sure,” Tom says noncommittally. “I’m jealous of you that you learned that lesson young. —Yeah, real romantic. Maverick and I could’ve ended each other’s careers fourteen thousand times over. Real romantic.”
“And trusted each other not to,” Bradley points out—
—which makes Tom reconsider. 
Yeah, okay, maybe it’s a little romantic. The way Grimm’s fairytales, once you wipe away all the blood, are just a little romantic. “I’m of the opinion that the only thing getting old is good for is looking back on your life through rose-colored glasses. Sure. Historical revisionism it is. It was a little romantic.”
“What’s a little romantic?” says Pete, stepping into the kitchen and triumphantly brandishing his 2004 petite sirah; “Have I missed something funny? —It was on the third shelf, by the way. Could’ve told me that before I went and reorganized the whole fridge.”
Tom graciously accepts the half-annoyed kiss to the cheek, and answers, “Nothing you would’ve laughed at, I’m afraid.”
“Oh, one of those conversations,” says Pete, hunting around in the drawer for the corkscrew. “If you were planning on continuing, I can go out and rearrange the wine bottles by region instead of by year—” and scoffs when Tom kisses him back to reassure him, conversation’s over.
“Did you know,” Bradley says, “your husband is now openly calling you the love of his life?”
“Oh, yeah,” says Pete with a smile, popping the cork from the bottleneck, “he tells me that all the time. Nothing new.” Tops up their glasses, then deftly changes the subject: “Oh, gosh. I never asked. This is the big news. How are you and Hangman enjoying SOUTHCOM?”
“Oh, God,” says Bradley, rolling his eyes. “Let me tell you…”
“I think we did good,” Pete says later that night—they’re alone now, so he’s fine talking—as he tugs loose the tucked sheets to clamber into bed, and when Tom moves to turn off the light he adds, “No, you can keep reading.”
Tom sets his book down onto his chest and pulls his glasses off anyway. “Well, you and I are known for doing ‘good,’” he muses after a second. “We’re pretty universally renowned for being good at stuff. But, regarding what in particular? —Raising our kid?”
“Yeah. We did good.”
Actually, they didn’t do very well at all. But of course that’s not what Pete means. Pete means: it’s shocking and stunningly fortunate that they did as poorly as they did and still somehow ended up with such a good kid. Tom’s looking up at the ceiling and feeling very small. “How did that happen? Genuinely, how did that happen? I did always build getting married into my plan for my life—but I never thought far enough ahead to consider having kids. And now you and I have a kid who’s in his thirties. How’d that happen? I remember when he could barely walk!”
Pete yawns and rolls over onto his side and closes his eyes. “You and I have a kid who earned a Medal of Honor.”
“I know exactly how that happened” —and doesn’t like to think about it too much. “I suppose we’re just a family of overachievers. A lot of failing upwards, you and me. Somehow we failed our way upwards into a very happy lifelong relationship, a superstar kid…a few dozen medals each, ourselves…”
“That’s life,” says Pete sleepily.
“That is not most people’s lives. You’re aware that our lives look nothing like the average person’s life, right? You understand that?”
“That’s our life.”
Tom considers this. Yeah, it is their life. Wild how that happens. 
He smiles at the singular word life, sets his book on the nightstand, presses a kiss to Pete’s bare shoulder, and turns off the light.
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your love is king II [könig x f!reader]
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▸pairing: könig x f!reader ▸words: 2,592 ▸warnings: domestic könig!!, könig helps you with your anxiety, he is turned on by thinking about you lying in the prone position with your sniper rifle, SMUT (unprotected p in v sex, shower sex, spooning sex, woman on top, reverse cowgirl) ▸summary: you are the most important thing in könig's life, and he has different ways of showing you that.
▸a/n: a little more plot this time? honestly i just want to think about making love to this man in all types of ways.
▸[part one] ▸[masterlist]
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König could no longer keep his mind off you. Every waking moment on this earth was now spent thinking about you. Of course, he did not let this distract him from what needed to be done to his enemies, but you had become his reason to survive. He had something to fight and live for now.
“What’s on your mind, König?” you asked as he stared down into his cup of tea. “You need something stronger?”
He chuckled. “No. I’m just…thinking of you.” He finally looked at you.
“Good or bad?” You tilted your head.
“It is never bad when I think of you, liebe.” He put his hand over yours. “I hate leaving you. I hate being separated from you and not knowing if you’re okay. I want to ask if they can put us on the same operation.”
“Are you sure? I mean, I don’t want you getting in trouble if someone finds out….” You gave him a nervous smile.
“If they find out, let them. The way I feel about you, and my need to protect you is much stronger than any fear I may have.” He pulled you to him.
“There’s my romantic,” you teased.
“Yes, we have established that I am a romantic,” he said, “But I see that you love to tease me.”
“Yes, my King.”
“You should not call me that,” he said in a low tone, “You know what it does to me.” He kissed you softly, and you pressed your body to his.
“Do I?”
“Unruhestifter…” he said quietly.
“I am not a troublemaker,” you giggled.
“Ah, learning more German, hm?” His fingers pressed into the small of your back.
“Yes. For you,” you told him.
“Oh,” he breathed before kissing you again. “I don’t care what anyone says, I’m taking you with me. I cannot leave you here.”
“What if I become a distraction?” you asked.
He pulled back from you with a pout, and you cupped his face. You will never forget the first time he showed you his face.
“You could never be a distraction. Never call yourself that.” He turned his head and kissed your hand.
“I just…”
“I’ll talk to the captain,” he said before you could finish.
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“Are you sleeping with him?” Price asked after calling you into his office.
“Sir…I…yes…” you said without looking at him. He sighed and rubbed the bridge of his nose.
“Does anyone know?”
“No, sir. Well, just you.” You shook your head. “It wasn’t planned.”
“I know that. Look, if I send you two out on reconnaissance, will you promise to actually get some work done?” he asked, and your face grew hot.
“Y-Yes, sir.”
He pointed at you. “No one finds out about this.”
“Sir.” You nodded.
“Fucking lovebirds,” he complained, and you laughed quietly.
“Thank you, sir.” You left his office with a smile that made your cheeks hurt.
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König could not stop kissing you when he found out that Price agreed.
“I want to make love to you to celebrate,” he murmured against your lips.
“I think you’re addicted,” you teased.
“Who wouldn’t be? I am addicted to being inside you, the way you feel around me. I want to live inside you,” he admitted.
You never had someone want you so much and so badly. You also never had someone who had so much stamina.
“I love to hear you call out for me. It lets me know that you are real, I am real, and we are together.”
“Come on.” You took him by the hand and led him to the bathroom. You turned the shower on and undressed. He smirked and did the same.
You stepped in first, and he followed.
“Will you moan for me, my King?”
He pressed you to the shower wall. “Yes, meine Königin.” He had taken to calling you that. “Why do you like it so much when I moan?” He slipped a hand between your legs.
“It tells me that you’re enjoying it—that I make you feel good,” you moaned.
“The way I make you feel good?” He pressed his teeth to your jaw as you threw your head back.
“Yes. God, yes,” you cried.
“I need to be inside you. Are you ready for me?” he asked.
“You tell me.”
He took his fingers from inside you and brought them to his mouth to taste. “Mmm…sie sind bereit.” He lifted one of your legs to his waist and bent his knees enough to line himself up with you, kissing you deeply as he pushed himself inside you with one hard thrust.
“Ah!” you whimpered.
“Yes, let me hear you,” he groaned. “You take me so well after all our practice,” he joked.
“I love the way you take me. Harder, please,” you whined.
“I need both legs around me.” He quickly hoisted you up, and you wrapped both legs around him. You pressed your forehead to his as he pumped in and out of you faster.
“Fuck,” he moaned. “I want you so full of me that you feel it all day.”
You looked into his eyes. “Do it, please.”
“You beg so well for me.”
You wrapped your arms around his neck to keep yourself steady against his thrusts. “Don’t stop, König.”
“I wish I never had to,” he said. “Touch yourself.”
Something you had discovered about König is that he loved to watch you touch yourself. He looked down as you slid your hand between your slick bodies. You were sure to make sure your fingers brushed along his cock as he pumped in and out of you.
“So good for me,” he breathed. “Cum for me, beautiful. Look into my eyes.”
His eyes were your favorite thing about him. “So handsome,” you moaned.
“I can feel you squeezing me. Go on.” He pressed himself deep within you to feel you pulsing around him as you came undone.
You dug your fingers into the muscles of his back and cried out. Now that you had finished, you knew to hang onto him for dear life because he needed to finish, and you always told him not to be gentle.
His fingers dug into your soft thighs, and he squeezed his eyes shut. There was nothing more euphoric than watching him lose himself inside of you.
He moaned with every thrust and said your name and a litany of curses. It sounded like his version of a prayer, and you were the goddess he worshipped.
Suddenly, he shouted and pressed you against the shower wall hard. You could feel him filling you as he sucked on the sensitive skin of your neck. He mumbled something in German against your skin before resting his head on your shoulder.
“Are you okay, my love?” you asked him.
“I am afraid to move. My legs do not feel strong enough right now.” You could feel him smile against your skin.
“How do you think I feel?” you joked.
“I can carry you,” he offered.
“We need to bathe first,” you reminded.
“Oh, yes, that’s what showers are usually for.” He chuckled. You loved his humor.
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After actually showering, König insisted on making breakfast. He loved hearing what you thought of his cooking.
“I tried something different with the pancakes this time,” he said proudly. He watched as you took the first bite. “Well?”
“Delicious,” you told him, and he smiled brightly.
“I love these moments,” he said, looking at you dreamily. “We don’t have many of them.”
“That makes them so much more special,” you told him.
“You always know what to say to make me smile.”
That’s what you try to remember the most—his smile. Out on the field, he is hidden from you, and the love between you is hidden from everyone else. The only thing shared is glances here and there and subtle brushes of arms and hands. A quick ‘beautiful shot, königin’ shouted over the sound of gunfire.
“Where did you go, my Königin?” He grasped your hand and rubbed a calloused thumb over your knuckles. It was a soothing action that had you on the verge of tears.
You shook your head. “I’m just being silly.”
“The stress is getting to you again. I can tell.”
“König—”
“Come,” he said in a way that left no room for argument. He tapped his large thigh. You moved slowly to his thigh, then buried your face in his neck, his stubble tickling your cheek.
“Can we stay like this forever?” you asked.
“If it were in my power to make each of your wishes come true, I would,” he said, pressing a kiss to your temple.
“König…” You sniffled before kissing him deeply.
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König sat across from you on the helicopter, which was full of a flurry of excitement and preparation. He could see your leg bouncing, and he held a hand out, silently telling you to be calm. You breathed deeply and nodded once.
How badly you wished that he could hold your hand right now. You wanted to be beside him—breathing him in, getting doused in his scent of cedarwood and petrichor.
“Königin,” he called over the comms. “Ready?”
You nodded and forced out a curt “Yes.”
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Being on the cusp of life and death almost every day was frightening. All it takes is one thing to go wrong; that could be the end.
But that wasn’t what you were afraid of. You didn’t fear the darkness or death; you feared those around you dying. No matter how many times König would tell you that he would be fine, your heart ached with the fear of losing him right before your eyes.
“We might be here for a while, Königin.” His voice crackled to life in your headset, and you sighed in relief.
“Yeah,” you said quietly. He would know something was wrong by the way you responded.
“We are alone on this channel, Königin. Talk to me.” He talked in hushed tones, dulcet and soft even in this wasteland.
“I want to be with you,” you said. It sounded like whining, and you hoped he wouldn’t think you were a brat.
“I know, liebe. Me too.” He went quiet for a moment, then, “What are you doing?” he asked, which seemed a little silly.
You chuckled. “What do you think I’m doing?”
“I know, but…describe it to me,” he said eagerly.
“Prone, elbows dug in….”
“Ah, but…”
“But not too much,” you added.
“Continue.” His breathing was slow and steady, but there was a hint of desperation in his tone.
“Breathing is slow and calm.” You demonstrated for him.
“My Königin,” he said lowly. “You must look beautiful right now.”
“König…are you…”
“No! But my mind is occupied with thoughts of you lying there…so focused…that lovely bottom of yours….”
“König!” you scolded playfully.
“When we make love again, I will take you just like that. Would you like that?” he asked.
“Yes,” you breathed.
“That is all I need to hear. I will live through this just to feel you again,” he rasped.
It fell silent between you two then.
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There was a heavy but comforting weight on your back—one that kept you anchored to the bed and to the earth itself. A big hand enveloped yours, and you brought it to your lips to kiss. You could taste the salty tang of sweat from exertion and passion.
König pumped into slowly whispering things in German—some things you understood and others you didn’t. Just having his voice in your ear was enough. You two were together again, and, as he promised, he was making love to you the way he said he would.
Lying prone, there was no target for you this time. The only thing in front of you was the headboard, and one of König’s hands pressed flat against it while the other moved to hold both of your hands together by the wrists.
And instead of the dark and desolate feeling of dread, you were surrounded by warmth and the comforting scent of cedarwood, petrichor, and sex.
“Ah, Königin,” König moaned against the back of your neck. “So warm, so tight.” He pressed himself deep, and you pushed back against him.
“Harder,” you whined.
“Whatever you want,” he said before thrusting into you hard. You both cried out, and a thrust punctuated each moan.
The sound of his hips against your ass was deafening in the best way. You arched your back a little more, and he groaned at the feeling of being even deeper inside of you.
Suddenly, he rolled over with a grunt, and you gasped. You were on top now, reverse cowgirl style.
“Don’t stop now,” he said breathlessly. He grabbed your ass with two giant hands and squeezed, helping you move on him.
You held onto his thick thighs to keep yourself steady as you bounced on him. The feeling was overwhelming. You had never been this full before.
“Fuck!” he groaned before sitting up and pressing his chest to your back. “I need to be close to you.”
You continued swirling your hips on him, and he put a hand between your legs so he could touch you. He found your clit with ease. You nearly fell forward when he did, but he held you close and steady with one strong arm, refusing to let go.
All those little magazine articles and even your friends would tell you that what happened tonight wasn’t possible, but you’ve found that with König, everything was possible.
You came together in a whirlwind of pleasure, pain, lust, want, and need. Love.
He cried your name loudly, whimpering into the skin of your sweaty shoulder. You cried out to him, for him, with tears in your eyes.
His thighs trembled under you, and your body went limp. After a few moments, he laid down and took you with him—staying inside you as he turned you on your side. You wriggled a bit, and he hissed.
“Cheeky little Königin, hm?” He bit down on your shoulder gently, and you giggled.
“Cheeky?”
“The English guys say it a lot,” he told you, and you laughed even harder. “Stop moving,” he grunted, holding you tightly.
“Why?” you asked, being bratty.
“Because…I am still inside you and want to stay inside you until I am ready again.”
You turned your head so you could look at him. You met his green gaze and realized that this was the first time you had looked into his eyes since the night began.
“König,” you whispered, tucking your fingers into his hair. “Kiss me.”
He touched your lips gently before kissing you, groaning as his cock grew hard again inside you.
“Who’s cheeky now?” you teased.
“Maybe I am.” He grabbed your leg from the back of your knee and put it over his before pulling out of you, then pushing back in slowly but deeply.
“Ah, yes,” you whimpered, still sensitive.
He made love to you languidly because there was no reason to rush. You two had each other for as long as forever. There was no one to hide your love from here. There was just you and him and a love that radiated from every nerve in his body for you; you felt it in every thrust, every whisper of your name, every kiss, and nibble on your neck and ear.
“Ich habe mich in dich verliebt,” he whispered, bringing tears to your eyes.
“I have fallen in love with you too.”
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ureternalmajesty · 1 year ago
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Hypnosis
summary: You are a medic König's best friend and he's hypnotized by her.
Warnings: confession, smut, slight size kink, biting, marking, google translate German, I headcanon that König has a tongue piercing and more but I'll get into that later, is not proofread, p in v, cumplay, reader can understand german
authors note: @nuhteyam as soon as you left the request I started working on it knowing I had to be up in 4 hours. I saw your profile and I went with your pronouns. I hope you like it. This is based on a sleep token song. This is not proofread at all so if there is a mistake I'll go back and fix it later.
MDNI 18+
You and König have been friends for 7 years. It started off as you just wanting to learn German then you both enjoyed each other's company. You were his nurse in the field and on base and he made it known. All his appointments were with you—even his little pop-up visits. It was late and you just finished cleaning the last rooms for the nurses. Once mopping the last room you locked up making your way to your room for a shower. The smell of antiseptic was still lingering. You smelled of it and it was another reason to take a shower.
You were a combat medic your time split between fighting and helping your squad or helping the nurses here at base. So you should be used to the smell of antiseptics. But no the smell made your skin crawl. Making your way to your door you noticed a familiar figure with their hand raised going to knock on your bedroom door. “König? Are you alright?” I asked as he stood straighter to his full height. The black paint that surround his blue eyes made them pop. There were very hypnotizing. The tall colonel shifted from left to right. “Ich brauche deine hilfe, hase.” He mumbled avoiding eye contact. 
“Okay come in and make yourself at home.” Giving him the best smile you could and opened the door to your room letting him in and closing it behind you. He sat on the end of your bed leg jumping slightly. His eyes stalked you like a predator stalks his prey. Eyes watching as you shed the jacket you were wearing off ur curls bouncing as you walked over and sat next to him. “What’s the matter Kö?” Looking towards him. “There’s something wrong with my heart…it’s getting faster hase am I dying?” he spoke as you shook your head chuckling. 
Eyes burning into the side of your head while you laughed. “What’s so funny?” You could hear the irritation in his voice. “There’s nothing wrong Kö. I think you have a crush. Shoving him slightly was not enough to move the tank of a man. “I thought you were hurt!” Slapping his arm. “Who said I was hurt?” He looked at you. “Where are you hurt big guy?” He points to his heart. “I told you it was a crush Kö.” You go to turn away from the man only for him to grab you by your wrist turning you to face him.
“wenn ja, dann küss mich, Schatz.” You chuckled and rolled your eyes. A gloved hand coming up making you look directly into his eyes. “Küss mich” he spoke again dropping his hand. You reached and lifted the hood only so much. Before you could kiss him a hand came to the back of your head and your lips intertwined. The kiss was soft and gentle before it grew sloppy and lust filled. 
Pulling away from the kiss his mouth placed kisses along your neck sending a shiver down your spine. “König.” You whined, eyes dilated looking at him. The corner of his eyes wrinkled, giving away the smile you couldn’t see. “Yes, Schatz?” He paused for a bit before continuing to place kisses along your neck, hands gripping onto you like you were his lifeline. “Please.” You begged hands gripping his shirt.  “Please what y/n?” His eyes bore into yours as his hands dropped to your waist. “Please need you.” You pleaded. “Need me to what Schatz?” You could hear the smirk in his voice and it made you more frustrated than you already were. “Touch me. Please touch me Kö.” Hands moving to lift your shirt off your body, throwing it somewhere in the room.
The other hand reached up and unclipped your bra flinging it in the same direction before cupping both your breasts and a glint caught his eye. “Naughty girl y/n nipple piercings?” He pinched one of your nipples and pulled up the hood and popped your other nipple in his mouth arching into him at the feeling of metal meeting your nipples. He continued this for a while with you squirming in his arms and your panties soaked. His hand dropped from your breast as it made its way down unzipping your tactical pants pulling them down the best he could as you shimmed and stepped out of the pants before straddling his lap. Your clit bumped against causing you to let out a loud moan. If no one heard you before they surely heard you now. “Ready Schatz?” He turned, tossing your body up the bed and your head a few inches away from the pillows. Climbing between your legs and sliding your panties down and throwing them somewhere his eyes were glued to your dripping pussy. “Wait Kö what about your crush?” You were oblivious to what was going on. “You.” He answered as he threw your legs over his shoulders. “What?” You are confused by what he said. “It’s always been you. You know you make me hypnotized.” As you went to speak he licked a stripe between your folds before sucking on your clit making you cry out in pleasure feeding his ego.
“F-fuck Kö more.” He sucked and rolled your clit between his teeth, feet digging down on his back, and your head was thrown back as he happily ate you out. “Don’t stop! Fuck please don’t!” He continued to keep building your pleasure adding a finger which soon became two then three. You were close and he knew taking his fingers from your dripping pussy you immediately raised your head and looked down at König. He moved your legs from his shoulders and pushed himself off the bed standing and stripping off his clothes. Reaching a hand down dipping your fingers in only for them to be snatched out. “Keep your hands off what's mine.” His tone was stern as raised your fingers to uncovered lips slipping both fingers in his mouth as he groaned at the taste of you. Dropping your hand you looked at him with widened eyes as he sat on his knees between your legs. You gave him a small nod and watched as he slowly bullied his way into your pussy. Hands gripping his forearms as your mouth drops in a silent moan. Lifting up your head you look down at your stomach seeing the bulge. “Oh fuck me.” You mumbled.
You knew Konig was a big guy but you didn’t think he would be so fucking big. He was thicker than anyone you’ve been with. “Oh, I will don’t worry hase.” His hips moved at a slow pace slowly getting faster and rougher moans spilled from both your mouth and his. “Sorry Schatz can’t help it.” He groaned as he caged you in with his forearms his mouth placing kissing and leaving marks along your neck. Where your shoulder met your neck he bit down making you scream out. “Fuck Konig!” He lifted up and threw your legs over his shoulders once more folding you in half and continuing with his same pace just deeper. “Gonna cum! Can I please?” Your hands gripped the sheets as your breast bounced with each thrust. “Cum for me.” He grunted his thrust becoming sloppy back arching off the bed legs shaking. Dropping your legs from his shoulders he pulled out and thrust into his hand as he released all over your stomach. He leaned back against his legs admiring his work. You reached down dipping your fingers into the cum that was on your stomach and spreading it around before bringing it to your mouth sucking it off your fingers. “You look so beautiful, Schatz.” He mumbled as he grabbed his shirt using it to wipe the cum off your stomach then pulled you on top of him and the blankets over the both of you. “Did you mean what you said earlier?” you asked him drawing shapes on his chest. “Yes, I meant it. It will always be you and only you.” He spoke arms wrapped around you placing a kiss on your forehead.
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alisbackalleybbq · 2 months ago
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Hands
@bravosierra6 I finally finished the first chapter
Bode Donovan/Leone x OFC Arizona Telford
Summary:  After Bode left Edgewater, he thought that was his rock bottom.  He moved away, started going by a different name and started working construction.  One day he ended up getting hurt and landed himself in the emergency room where he met Doctor Arizona Telford.  It was a whirlwind romance and they were married after being together for eight months.  Then Bode relapsed.  He ended up disappearing, robbing a store, and going to prison.  Arizona was surprised to see her husband in the newspaper for robbing a liquor store. She tried to see her husband in prison but Bode never put her on his visitor list.  Arizona learns that her husband is at the CalFire con camp in Edgewater and decides to go see him.  Will Arizona have it in her to fight against naysayers, Bode’s family, a new love interest for her husband, and against Bode himself to prove that she’s in this thing forever?
A/N:  AZ is pronounced like Mazie, except without the “M”
Face claim:  Camilla Luddington for Arizona; Lauren German for Lilith, Christian Kane for Dean
TW:  cannon danger, violence, mentions of gun violence and death
Arizona huffed out a nervous breath as she walked towards the inmates scattered around the Three Rock CalFire con camp where her husband was housed.  It had been three and a half years since she’d seen her husband, Bode Donovan.  Arizona remembered the day she saw his picture in the newspaper for robbing that liquor store.  She went to every court date and tried to support Bode the best she could with him doing everything in his  power to push her away.  It broke her heart when he refused to let her visit him in jail and then in prison.  She’d thought about divorce.  Her sister, Lilith, and her brother, Dean, suggested it any time Bode’s name came up in a conversation.  But Arizona needed to talk to him first.  She needed him to know that she still loved him just as much now as she did on their wedding day. 
“Can I help you?” A voice pulled Arizona back to the present.
“I’m looking for Bode Donovan.”  She smiled at the man with blue eyes and a fu manchu.   
“You’re not on his visitors list.”  The man responded.  Arizona gave him a questioning look.  “I’m Captain Manny Perez.  I know every one of my guy’s visitors.  You’ve never been here before and there’s not a name on Bode’s list that I don’t know personally.”
“Captain Perez,”  Arizona started, wringing her hands together, “I really need to speak to Bode.  I haven’t seen him in three years.  It’s important.”
“Who’s my dad talking to?” Gabriella asked Bode.
“Whoever she is, she’s beautiful.”  Sharon said.
Bode’s breath left his body and all the blood drained from his face when he saw who Manny was talking to.
“Bode, are you okay?”  Vince asked him.
“Y-yeah,” Bode nodded numbly.  “Give me a minute.”  He didn’t give anybody a chance to respond as he walked towards Manny and his wife.
“Arizona?”  Bode asked, not quite sure he believed what he was seeing.
“Bode,” Arizona gave him a small smile. 
“What are you doing here?”  He asked, the words coming out harsher than he intended.
“I should be asking you that question,” she shot back.  “It’s good to see you’re not dead.”
Bode closed his eyes and took a calming breath.  He never imagined seeing his wife at Three Rock.  In fact, he never imagined seeing her again.  His eyes traveled to where she was twisting her wedding band she still wore.
Arizona’s hands were Bode’s favorite part of her body.  Sure, his wife was gorgeous with a great body but her hands were his safe place.  He was honest with Arizona from the beginning about his past.  He told her about the accident that caused Riley’s death and how Vince blamed him.  He explained that his dad told him to leave Edgewater and never return.  Any time they talked about the hard stuff, Arizona’s hands were there to calm him.  She’d stroke his arm, play with his hair or his beard, rub his back, twist their fingers together.  Those soft caresses calmed the noise in his head and started healing the hole in his heart.  
When Bode relapsed, he was ashamed of himself.  He knew he didn’t deserve a woman like Arizona.  He didn’t deserve love.  So, he did what Bode Leone did best:  he left.  He robbed a liquor store and found himself doing three to five years in prison.  On those long nights in prison, he’d think about her hands.  How they made him feel alive, wanted, cherished, loved.  He thought about writing to Arizona so many times but he just couldn’t think of what to say.  How do you apologize to the love of your life for letting them down so badly?
“Bode, who is this?”  Manny asked.
“This is Arizona.”  Bode said, his eyes never leaving her fingers.
“I can’t authorize a visit.  She’s not on your list.” Manny sighed.
“Manny…” Bode trailed off, not sure what to say.  “She’s…she’s…”
“She’s his wife.” Arizona finished for him.  “I know it’s been a long time, Bode.  But I’m still your wife.”
“I’ll give you two a minute.”  Manny clapped a hand on Bode’s shoulder before walking off.
 “How did you find me?” Bode asked her.
Tears pooled in Arizona’s eyes.  “After all this time and that’s what you want to know?” 
“I never wanted you to see me like this, AZ.”  Bode could never imagine how much it hurt to see his wife like this.
“You never wanted me to see you, period.”  Arizona sniffled.  “You shut me out completely.  I would have been there, Bode.  I would have been with you through it all.”
“I don’t deserve that.”  Bode answered simply.
“And I don’t deserve to have my husband abandon me without so much as a letter telling me it’s over.”  Arizona glared at him.
“I…” Bode looked up at the gray, California sky, trying to find the words to convey what he wanted to say.  “I never wanted to hurt you, Arizona.  I fucked up.  I ended up in prison.  I waited for divorce papers from you every day for months.”
“Well, if you would have let me see you, I would have told you that I wasn’t going anywhere.”  Arizona crossed her arms over her chest.
“It’s been too long.” Bode said.  “We can’t go back to what we had before.”
“I didn’t come here to have some big reunion, Bo.” She tucked her hair behind her ears.  “I came because…”  She swallowed thickly. Arizona shifted from foot to foot not wanting to say what she had to say.  She knew it would devastate him.
“Because why?” Bode said quietly.  “What happened, Arizona?”
Arizona’s eyes met Bode’s.  “Jesse…”
“What about him?”  Bode asked, fear running through his body.  Jesse Tulane was Arizona’s best friend.  He was also a cop in the small town where Bode and Arizona had lived before Bode fucked it all up.  Bode and Jesse became really close through their mutual relationships with Arizona.  Jesse had been the closest thing to a brother Bode had had since he left Edgewater.
“We lost him, Bode.”  Arizona whispered, tears streaming down her face.
“What do you mean we lost him?” Bode demanded.  “Isn’t there people out looking for him?  He’s a smart guy, Arizona.  He’ll find his way home.  He’s been lost before!  He’s taken me out hiking plenty of times.  He knows how to get out.”
“Bode!” Arizona said in a commanding voice to stop his words, her hands resting on his biceps.  “He’s dead.”
“No,” Bode’s brain refused to accept her words.  There was no way Jesse was dead.  He’d kept in contact with Jesse throughout his incarceration.  “I just talked to him!  You’re wrong, Arizona!”
Arizona broke down sobbing.  “I want to be, Bode.  I really want to be.  He’s gone.  He’s gone and I just…I want him back.”
Bode hugged her against him tightly.  Tears streamed down his face as she sobbed in his arms.  After a few minutes, he led her to a picnic table near where he’d been visiting with Gabriella, Sharon, and Vince.  He sat across from  her and took her hand in his.  “What happened?”
“He was serving a warrant on that sketchy house on the corner of 4th Street.  Somebody pulled a gun.  Jesse got shot in the neck.”  Arizona explained.  “We did everything we could but there was too much damage.  I pronounced him dead at 3:43 this morning.”
“You pronounced him?”  Bode asked, wiping the tears from his face.
Arizona gave him a small smile.  “I knew the team wasn’t going to stop with me in the room.  They know how close Jesse and I are.  They know how much he means to me.  I also knew that there was no getting him back.”
“I’m so sorry, Arizona.”  Bode whispered.  
“Me too,” Arizona squeezed his hand.  “He told me just yesterday that he was looking forward to you getting out so he could take you fishing in a new spot he found.”
Bode gave her a lopsided smile.  “I’m surprised he even still wanted to talk to me.”
“He said there was no way he was giving up on the only guy who could outfish him.” Arizona chuckled lightly.
“What now?” Bode asked.
Arizona shrugged her shoulders.  “I haven’t really thought about it.  I took a shower after I got home and came straight here to tell you.”
“How did you know where to find me?” 
“Dean called in a favor.” Arizona answered.
“I’m surprised he was willing to do that.”  Bode shook his head.
“You know Dean.  Anything for his youngest sister.”
Bode nodded.  “This doesn’t seem real.  I feel like I’m about to wake up back in prison.”
“It’s a lot to take in.”
“How long are you staying in town for?”  Bode asked.
“I got a room at the hotel in town.  I’m going to get some sleep then I have to head back.  There’s a lot to do.  I have to pack up Jesse’s things, find a new place to live.  I can’t stay in that place.  There’s just too many memories.  You, me, and Jesse had some great times in that place.”
“We did,” Bode smiled.  “He always said he was going to marry the manager of the bar that our apartment was above.”
“He never even got her number.”  Arizona laughed.  
“Of course,” Bode chuckled.  “He talked a big game.” 
“Yeah he did.”  Arizona nodded.  
It was quiet between the pair for a long beat.  “I don’t want to leave you.” Arizona whispered.
“I don’t want you to leave.”  Bode admitted.
“How about you finally put me on your visitor list?”  Arizona suggested.  “That way I can come back.”
“I’d like that.”  Bode said.  
Arizona cupped his face in her hand.  “It’s good to see you, Bode.  I’ve missed you.”
“I missed you too.”  He admitted.
Arizona dropped her hand from his face, gave him a small wave, and walked back towards her car.
“Who was that?”  Vince asked once Bode had rejoined them.
“An old friend.”  Bode answered.
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stuff-i-found-while-crying · 6 months ago
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A stage of fire and dreams
inspired by @gwandas and they post: modern Neris AU where Eris is a trust fund asshole at Harvard Law, Nesta is a professional ballerina with the Boston Ballet
anyway... the idea stuck with me and now im making it your Problem... this could be the first part of many. (or it will be another story idea that never learns to walk)
Also! English is my second language and I might accidentally mess it up.... just believe that my writing would be better in German and we can be friends
WITHOUT FURTHER ADO! PLEASE ENJOY THE SHOW
main role: Eris (xNesta)
also appearing: his mother, his younger brother, Odette/Nesta
Chapter one - Giselle
Eris hated the Ballet.
He hated it so much, that he bought front row tickets. At least that way his critism would be honest. Brutal, maybe a bit irrational, but also honest. And no one could argue with that.
"This will be a wonderful performance", his mother said next to him. "I heard the new ballerina is quite unique. Nesta Archeron. Don´t you think it will be wonderful?"
He hummed in agreement. For her Ballet was beauty. Stories told in movement and rhythm. She could gosh about the grace of dancers for hours.
Once Eris had done the same.
His father hadn`t liked it. And what his father didn`t like he would not tolerate.
"At least it will not be as sappy as the last one", his brother Cyrus said, leaning over his mother to wink at Eris.. He had the same red hair as Eris and their mother. A trate she had given all her children. But Cyrus wore it long, while Eris at least tried to keep his curls tidy.
"Hush you", his mother swatted at her son. "Sleeping beauty is one of the most perfect, romantic,…"
"flowery", Eris added.
Cyrus laughed.
His mother did not. She just looked at him. "When have you become so cynical?"
When indeed?
Eris grinned at her and leaned closer. "I´m sorry. I am sure Giselle will be more interesting."
The spark of excitement returned to his mother. "It will. She turns mad at the end and dies. So tragic."
Cyrus raised his eyebrows. He never read the stories before.
Eris did. He read them all. And he memoriesed them to see if the dancers did them justice.
They never did.
Before his brother could ask another silly question, the lights dimmed.
And Eris leaned back to pass Judgment.
That was until she appeared.
Giselle.
His mother was right. Ballet was beautiful.
She held her gaze steady. Her grey eyes piercing the entire audience at once. One heart beat the world stopped turning. Then it started again.
His heart beat in the rhythms of her Pirouttes. He forgot who he was and why he was here.
All that matteres was Giselle. And her small body that danced passionatly the story of love.
A love so powerful that it would turn her mad.
His Giselle should not turn mad. He wanted to safe her.
But how could he safe her? He had to also keep watching her dancing. And both at the same time seemed impossible.
Then she was gone. Someone else had a Solo and Eris fell back into reality.
"She is extraordinary", his mother whispered next to him.
He just shrugged. "A bit small."
But his mother knew him better. Eris hated that. Nothing could get passed her.
"I need the Loo", Cyrus whispered.
Luckily for him there was a break. And while his brother ran to the restrooms, Eris took his mother to the bar.
"I think i would like to meet her", she said.
Eris nodded to one of the employees who stood near by. The man nodded back and dissapeared threw a door. Arrangenments would be made. His mother would meet his Giselle and he would pretend to be bored.
He shook his head.
Not his Giselle. The Giselle. The dancer. The small tiny woman with the grey eyes.
"Maybe he needs a drink", Cyrus said way to close to his ear.
Eris shuffed his brother off. "What the hell."
His brother laughed.
"You do look a bit out of it", his mothers brown eyes scanned him. "Are you feeling well?"
"I´m fine", he said. Normally he would smile for her. He always tried. But his Giselle had messed up his head and he was still trying to gather back his thoughts.
Her tiny frame spinning on stage. The way she fell into the arms of her partner. He was certain that at one point she had looked directly at him. She had to!
"It´s like he can´t hear us."
"Oh dear, we should go back to our seats", his mother grapped his right arm. "Seond half is surelly as beautiful as the first one." 
His brother threw back his drink. "The things I do for you, mother."
Eris threw him a look. It was worse than the drink for his brother started coughing. They had agreed, although more in silence than in words, to not say anything to upset mother.
No. They would make her happy again. Truly radient and joyful, as she used to be.
That was the only reason Eris let his mother guide him back to his seat.
The second half would start. And His Giselle would turn mad.
He was still contemplating how he could safe her. In real life he would never let her become so mad. He would never let her alone.
The lights dimed. And for a while Eris forgot how much he hated ballet.
Because Giselle was dancing right in front of him. What would he give to hold her in his arms. This late in the story the dancer had let her hair fall loose. Honey blond curls fell down her back. It was made to run his fingers threw it.
If he ever found his Giselle, he would never let her go. He would guide her threw her dance for eternity.
But Giselle died.
Her grey eyes found his for a moment and he almost jumped on stage. Anything to get that sad look out of her eyes. But he was just a man. And she was perfection.
With a soft sigh she dropped to the ground.
His mother cried next to him. She silently gave him a tissue, too. He discreatly whiped his eyes. 
Something in his chest was moved. During the performance she had touhed a part of him, that Eris had thought dead. Ironically her death had awakened him.
What was he even doing with his life?
He had to find his Giselle.
And luckily his mother hat already requested a meet up with the dancer.
Part 2 here
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ladyvlolypop · 2 years ago
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Bucky Barnes Headcanons
these are both dating and overall head canons, if you think the writing is a little out of my usual type it's because I wrote these while
My Masterlist
Bucky Barnes x gn!reader; sfw
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Very gentle, his touches are very soft and he tries to avoid being harsh with you, knowing he’s way stronger than you(and because he’s unsure of his metal arm).
When he passes you he gives you subtle touches, his hand on your hip or waist for a brief moment.
He used to smoke when he was a soldier. Heavy smoker and drinker but he never touched a cigarette again after he became the winter soldier, not because he didn’t want to but he just didn’t want to be addicted to anything.
He can definitely speak and understand bits of german and italian because he was stationed in Austria and Italy during the war. He speaks french as well but much better(we love a multilingual king)
He understands russian perfectly but struggles to speak or write/read it. He understands bits of other slavic/balkan languages as well(if you speak russian freshen up his skills a little pls)
He sometimes still stares in awe at modern things, he imagined the world differently in the 30's. Will sometimes tell you how certain spaces changed and how they used to look like back in the day.
He likes to tell you about his childhood, liking to compare how you two grew up
Has lots oft things to catch up to
Has a flip phone w a loud ass ringtone
Jumps a little when hearing his ringtone
He has a smartphone for work but he barely uses it
Loves fantasy shows/movies and reading
LOTR and GOT fan honestly
Likes baking and cooking but he’s not good at it, he’s thankful for microwaveable meals and your cooking
Can’t ride a bike
Can’t drive, learned it just before infinity war happened
He probably let his his metal arm get hot in the sun and cracked an egg on it with sam
It fried
You only call him 'James' if it's serious or if it's to tease him
will use nicknames like "Doll", "Babygirl", "Honey","Darlin'(g)" or "Dear" for you
Uses lotion for his scars
would fold if you did it for him, def will offer to do the same for you(he gives really good messages let him)
Has a routine for his beard when he lets it grow out, likes to keep himself groomed
Same for his hair
Has insane home remedies
Pulls out chernobyl broth when you have a feet ache(boils sprite)(He read about it on facebook)
Doesn’t trust italians
He’s such a dad
Dad jokes all the way
Enjoys shopping for home gadgets
Knows how to haggle and will show his skills when he can
Will often come home with surprise groceries or gifts, things or snacks you like or some other stuff he got on sale
Likes to go to flea markets
Sometimes comes home with large amounts of certain products
Man will come home with 3 boxes of fruit because there was a sale
Love language is definitely gift giving and acts of service
Carries your bags or groceries for you without asking, pretty good at fixing things around the house
He’s good with kids, wants his own but unsure when the right timing for it would be
He sometimes shows them tricks with his metal arm
He’s not much of a talker unless you two are alone
Often rants about work
Good listener though, very attentive listener
He sleeps like a bear, very warm and keeps close to you, his arm cools down at night though and you might wake up with the feeling of cold metal against your belly
He started sleeping better when you were with him, still you will sometimes find him sleeping on the floor in the mornings, old habits die hard.
He’s very stubborn, especially if it's about your safety but he hates arguing with you
He hates the possibility of you getting hurt in any way
You're on his mind all the time
walks around with the thoughts of "would Y/N like that? Should I buy them that?"
first thing he does when coming home after missions is give you a tight hug
if it's really bad all he wants to do is hold you closely and cuddle for hours
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if you think the writing is a little out of my usual type it's because I wrote these while on a call with my bsf and she was poorly singing lana del ray songs in my ear, some of these hc were even here ideas
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sgiandubh · 1 year ago
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Cut the (Ghenea) crap
I have been anticipating since at least last Friday the very recent rumor overdrive about S and Mrs. Mădălina Ghenea, Romanian Horizontal Extraordinaire and I howled like a pack of hyenas in the dull silence of my flat.
Of all the rumors featuring S and divers representatives of the International Fitness Harem, this one stroke me as the most ridiculous ever. Downright scraping the bottom of the barrel, here, to be honest.
Now, as all of you know, I happen to be Romanian and if anything, you should at least grant me the benefit of a flawless knowledge of the terrain, so to speak. And as far as erotically ambitious Romanian chicks go, let's just say I am a sweet summer child, compared to this one.
Mădălina hails from Slatina, a small town in Oltenia, one of the most fascinating parts of the Romanian Southwest (I have a good quarter pint of Oltenian blood myself, so I think I know what the hell I am talking about: quick-witted, ambitious people, with a devastating, sarcastic sense of humor). She comes from virtually nothing: a working-class family of former farmers drawn to the nearest town by the quick and demented industrialization of the country during the Sixties, which is to say, the Lumpenproletariat our German friends can immediately relate to. But when you spend your childhood in the dull and poor anonymity of a non-descript block of flats (matchbox upon matchbox upon matchbox - think of it as a dignified favela of sorts), the only thing you want to do is to get the damn out of there, at all costs. Which, I have to say, she brilliantly and ruthlessly managed to, almost in record time. Granted, she is beautiful (to me, she is very cliché, but for any foreign male she is a Wanton Goddess of Sex, I suppose) and she does have the street smarts to safely get her through any urban jungle of this planet, too.
You can peruse her war credentials here, for a quick overview of the character, if you really, really, really need to: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/M%C4%83d%C4%83lina_Diana_Ghenea.
I will just add (and you will have to trust me on this one), a couple of things:
Cynically speaking, she could be a decently plausible beard for S. After all, she did beard for di Caprio (an info I just corroborated over the phone with a friend who is a cinema & TV journalist, back home). Problem is, a woman like this is way over budget. I am afraid The Boy doesn't qualify, bless his heart: too meh for her eclectic, but high-end tastes (local cardboard millionaires, Bulgarian tennis players of the light mafioso type, Philipp Plein, Italian TV beaux and yup, Gerard Butler - but it did not end amicably, enough said). You have to understand that woman saw it all and she won't settle for a pap walk in the pishing drizzle of GLA, or even NY. This one knows perfectly well diamonds are a girl's best friend. And if you doubt me, maybe you won't doubt her, when she declared three days ago for the Daily Fail something along these lines:
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[source, LOL: https://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-12681539/EDEN-CONFIDENTIAL-Sexiest-woman-world-Madalina-Ghenea-yearns-real-man-stealing-hearts-Leonardo-DiCaprio-Gerard-Butler-Michael-Fassbender.html]
Read my lips: not going to happen. Not in a million years, not even for the sake of the fucking Narrative. Not even on a desert island. Never. Nuh-oh. No way.
At any rate, if God knows what sick plot twist happens, you'll learn it here first, probably: the Romanian gossip press would put to shame poor Deux Moi, with its needlessly chatty, exuberant, salaciously detailed style.
So I will say again here what I did say in a comment to an Anon who brought it up first @bat-cat-reader's :
TERMINAȚI CU TÂMPENIILE. Which is simply translated as CUT THE CRAP.
Of course.
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drvirgus · 1 year ago
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The Idol who cant Smile
Minji X Fem! Reader
Description: You are the oldest Member of New Jeans, but Fans Never saw you Smile once. Why don't you Smile? Who's the Person that can bring back a smile to your Face?
Chapter 15:
"Baby?" I said softly into the phone. A yawn escaped me as I continued to push my suitcase ahead of me. I had a mask on my face and a cap pulled low over my face. I recognized Minji on my phone and immediately smiled. Minji was in our bed, her face nestled in the pillow, and her eyes only half open.
"I miss you," Minji said as she looked at me, still half-asleep. I smiled and replied, "I miss you too." My AirPods were in my ears as I followed my manager. However, I stopped in my tracks when my manager did. I furrowed my brow in confusion. The older man gestured towards the crowd of people in front of the airport.
I sighed and looked back at my phone. Minji was nearly half-asleep, and I said, "I have to hang up. I'll text you when I'm at the hotel." I heard Minji start to mumble sleepily, and I chuckled softly before ending the call. I put my phone in my pocket and removed my mask. My manager immediately grabbed my suitcase.
With a smile on my face, I walked out of the airport. The cold wind enveloped me, but I didn't mind because, as usual, I was wearing a sweater. I smiled and greeted a few fans as I made my way to them. Some of them spoke in German, but it didn't bother me since I could also speak some German.
Apparently, my mother had grown up in Germany, so I was determined to learn the language as a child. I waved to my German fans with raised arms and took some photos with them, signing autographs. I had some free time despite having landed in Germany, but I didn't want to disappoint my fans.
There was only one good reason for my visit to Germany. It turned out... I had an aunt. A maternal aunt... My father had confessed this to me on my last visit. He even gave me her email address. I had written to her right away, and now I was standing here.
My manager quickly got us a car as I communicated with my fans. A smile played on my lips. It seemed that not many idols came to Germany. After saying goodbye to the fans with a wave, I got into the car my manager had arranged for us.
I immediately fastened my seatbelt. My manager drove out of the airport. "First, we'll check you into your hotel. You have a few interviews tomorrow and the day after, but overall, you'll have a lot of free time, as agreed," my manager said. I nodded in agreement.
"Could we go to a specific address afterward?" I asked. My manager glanced in the rearview mirror to look at me. He hesitated noticeably. "You look tired. You should rest for today," the older man advised, but this time, I shook my head.
"I'm fine," I replied, which made the older man sigh and focus his eyes on the road. Soft music was playing in the background. I looked at my manager curiously, wondering what he was getting at. "I've been your manager since your debut," the older man began. He occasionally glanced at me in the rearview mirror. "But I still know nothing about you," he said with a sigh. He looked at me repeatedly through the mirror.
I opened my mouth to speak. "It's not that you don't tell me enough... I'm just... I find it a shame. I hope to continue being your manager for the next few years," he said. A smile formed on my lips. To be honest, I was quite cautious with him. I'd heard stories about managers selling photos, information, or who knows what else. Perhaps... I was being a bit too cautious.
"I'm going to meet my aunt," I said after a short pause. My manager's eyes widened. We were stopped at a red light, and he turned his head to look at me. He seemed surprised. After a car honked at us, we saw it overtake us. "It won't get any greener!" the driver shouted in German as he passed us.
My manager shifted gears and started driving again. "On your mother's side?" I nodded in response. My manager nodded in understanding. "Does she know you're coming?" he asked, and I made an affirmative noise. My manager smiled. "Okay. We'll check you into your hotel, drop off your suitcase in your room, and then I'll take you to her," the older man said, his voice gentle.
I smiled and said, "Thank you," quietly, but my manager immediately shook his head. "No. Thank you," he replied and laughed nervously. "Thank you for trusting me. I know it's difficult for you," he added with a smile. I simply chuckled.
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"Oh my God," I heard in German. My aunt's eyes widened as she held her hands in front of her mouth. Her hands began to tremble as she looked at me. I smiled as I looked at the older woman. "Hello, I'm Y/n L/n," I said in German, bowing out of habit.
My aunt awkwardly imitated my bow. "Oh, um, yes. Come in, dear," she said as she opened the door a bit wider for me to enter. I nodded and took off my shoes before stepping into the apartment. I followed my aunt into the living room.
There, I spotted another person, seemingly around my age, sitting on the couch. The girl briefly looked at me, then back at her phone. A moment later, her head snapped back towards me, and her mouth dropped open. "MOM!" she practically yelled when she turned to her mother, my aunt.
My aunt looked confused. "What's going on? Why are you shouting?" she asked. The girl, my cousin, was clearly shocked to see me. She knew exactly who I was. "What? What's Y/n doing here?" she asked, her voice trembling as her eyes remained wide open.
My aunt turned to me and then back to my cousin. "Oh, you already know each other?" she asked, making me chuckle. My cousin, however, shook her head, rolled her eyes, and answered, "No, Mom. This is Y/n from Newjeans. K-pop, remember?"
My aunt made a noise and looked at me. Luckily, I could understand German, as this whole conversation had been in German from the beginning. "So, you're a pop star?" she asked, which made me laugh. My cousin approached me and started to nervously laugh. "Um, I'm Lena. Nice to meet you," my cousin introduced herself in English. My aunt looked at her daughter, clearly baffled. I chuckled and nodded my head.
"Nice to meet you, Lena. I'm Y/n," I replied in German, which seemed to shock Lena. My aunt let out a sigh and explained, "This is your cousin, Lena. Your Aunt Michelle's daughter."
"In Korea, my mother's name was Ji-a," I added with a grin as my aunt attempted to pronounce the name, and it didn't sound quite right.
"Here, have a seat," Lena said, using both hands to gesture toward the couch. I smiled and thanked her as I took a seat. My aunt went into the kitchen, leaving Lena to observe my every move.
"So... you're my cousin?" Lena asked nervously. I smiled and nodded, and she followed with another question, "Can I tell others about it?" I couldn't help but laugh. It was sweet that she asked instead of just doing it. I nodded, which seemed to relieve her.
"What's it like being an idol?" Lena asked, clearly interested. Her blue eyes were locked onto me. I smiled and replied, "Hard, but at the same time, it's beautiful. If you don't love what you do, it's just hard for you."
"How is Minji?" Lena asked, her cheeks turning slightly red. I raised an eyebrow and teased her, "What? Is she your bias?" Lena laughed and said, "Well, to be honest, it's Haerin, but... I might have a little crush on Minji."
I immediately pulled out my phone to check the time. Minji should be awake by now. "Should I call her?" I asked, which only made Lena grin even more, her cheeks now completely red. It seemed that my cousin had a crush on my girlfriend.
I chuckled and called Minji, turning my phone away from Lena for security reasons, and she understood. After a few rings, Minji answered, and I greeted her. However, instead of calling her "baby," I addressed her by her name, "Minji-ah." Minji furrowed her brow, noticing the change. I chuckled and explained, "My cousin wants to meet you. Do you have time?"
Minji's expression changed, and she smiled and nodded. I turned the camera towards my cousin, and they began communicating in English. I smiled broadly. After a short while, my aunt emerged from the kitchen with some snacks and tea. I introduced Minji to my aunt as well, but my aunt didn't seem to understand any English, so I translated everything for her.
After a brief conversation, I turned the phone back to face me. "I'm flying to Paris today. I'll be with you tomorrow," Minji said in Korean. My eyes widened in surprise. "What?" I asked, and Minji just smiled and hung up.
So, Minji was coming to Germany?
I watched as my aunt took a seat across from me, handing me one of the cups, which I graciously accepted. There was a hint of laughter in her eyes as she examined my entire face. "You look so much like your mother, Michelle," she said with a gentle, somewhat sad smile, her voice soft and tinged with sorrow.
I chuckled and nodded, "Yes, I've been told that before," I replied, smiling at my aunt. My gaze remained fixed on her, though I refrained from mentioning that my father often used this resemblance as a means of torment and emotional abuse.
Lena turned to her mother, then back to me, her curiosity apparent. "Aunt Michelle's real name is Michelle too?" she asked.
I couldn't help but smile as my aunt nodded in response. "Well, in Korea, she went by Ji-a. I, for example, have both an English and a Korean name. Don't ask me why, honestly," I added with a laugh, and Lena joined in the laughter.
Taking another sip of my tea, I turned my attention back to my aunt. "Tell me more about her," I whispered. My aunt smiled wistfully, and she seemed lost in thought. Evidently, she was reminiscing about the past. "Your mother was an amazing woman. She had this incredible passion for music, just like you, Y/n. She was a talented pianist, and her voice... it was like an angel's," she said with a smile.
My eyes widened in surprise, and I remained silent, my curiosity piqued. My hand cradled the teacup as I took another sip. Beside me, Lena seemed equally absorbed in learning more about her aunt, someone she had never met.
"Aunt Michelle was a bit of a mystery. I remember, back when we were young, we'd sit together at the piano for hours, making music. Her laughter was infectious, and her presence lit up any room she entered," my aunt continued, laughing softly. There was a sweet smile on her lips as she looked at me. It seemed like I reminded her a lot of my mother.
Lena smiled too, taking a small sip of her tea. "That sounds wonderful," she said softly. She looked at me with a smile on her face and then back to her mother. Her mother's gaze, however, held a tinge of sadness. The moment seemed bittersweet. "It was. We had dreams of pursuing music together, but life took us on different paths. She moved to Korea, and I stayed here. We lost touch over the years."
My eyes dropped to the floor, and I could feel my heart racing. I took a deep breath and said, "I wish I could've known her better," a faint smile playing on my lips. I swallowed hard, feeling a lump in my throat. My aunt smiled at me, her eyes shining.
"She'd be so proud of the person you've become, Y/n. You carry her spirit with you," she reassured me, and I couldn't help but be moved by her words.
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indzae-mayumi · 25 days ago
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The Emperor, The Princess, and The Hero
(Kaiser x Chigiri x Kunigami fanfic. "Blue Lock" is by Kaneshiro Muneyuki, and illustrated by Nomura Yusuke)
(Timeline is after my NanaRin fic "The Stars We See.")
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Chris Prince heard of the news that Loki had requested Ego to set up a planetarium in the monitor room of the French sector. He called his team and had a meeting, telling them excitedly that they should ask for a planetarium too. Unlike the people in the French sector, almost everyone in the English sector cheered. Most especially, the Blue Lock guys who only had two weeks vacation before the NEL missed stargazing.
Nagi gently pulled at Reo's sleeve before whispering that should the planetarium be up, he'd want to hang out with Reo in the dark and sleep on the other's lap. Reo, who was a bit still smarting from Nagi leaving him before and manipulating his feelings, hesitated. Much as he wanted to give in, he wanted to have Nagi a taste of his own medicine.
A few days later, Chris got an email from Ego, stating that the planetarium had been set up. But there was another parcel for Chigiri Hyouma, who also made another strange request.
"Will he be crossdressing again?" Chris asked himself, remembering Chigiri in his French maid costume.
He sent a blast message to everyone and told them that the planetarium was up, and another message to Chigiri that his parcel also arrived.
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Chigiri excitedly brought out the content of the package. Reo and Nagi, who he shared a room with, gasped in awe, especially Reo, who mostly put his heart on his sleeve.
Chigiri had asked for a light blue off-shoulder floral dress. He wanted to try putting it on after seeing his nee-chan wearing a pink one during their two-week break from Blue Lock.
"Wow, that's so cute!" Nagi said in awe.
"True that!" Reo seconded. "For sure, Kunigami's eyeballs will drop to the floor if he sees you wearing that."
Chigiri smirked sassily. "There's some development already between us when I went there the last time while wearing the French maid costume. But of course, I had to fend off more admirers."
"The Germans?" Reo asked.
"Yep. And Raichi started to fanboy over me," Chigiri shared. "He used to swear at me during our Team Z days."
"And then, your insufferable fanboy, Michael Kaiser?" Reo asked.
Chigiri rolled his eyeballs. "Ugh! I can't with him! He is just too comfortable to invade my personal space. I had to box him in the face."
Reo laughed so hard when he heard that. Well, that Michael Kaiser deserved it. He heard rumors that the German blue rose would get out of his way to bully his teammates, and maltreated his midfielder Ness in front of everyone. Maybe only the princess could put him in his place.
Later on, Chigiri came back, stating that his request to visit the German sector was granted. So early the next day, he got ready and put on the dress, with Nagi assisting him in putting his hair up.
"Why do you put your hair up?" Reo asked in curiosity. "You can wear your hair down when visiting your prince."
Chigiri shared that Kunigami liked napes, and that he wanted to show off his.
"You should learn to put on makeup too," Reo said. "Yukimiya learned how to since he's a model."
"Reo, if I ever do that, every young man here in Blue Lock, except for you two, Isagi, and Bachira, will be on their knees for me," Chigiri said before laughing. "Then Barou will lose his kingdom, and Kaiser, his empire."
"Ah, I'd love for the king to lose his kingdom," Nagi drawled. "And he will serve me and take care of my Choki."
Despite the fact that the cactus really did not need any watering, Nagi still wanted Choki to have its own butler. And he wanted it to be Maid Barou.
"We also know Otoya is into you," Reo said while watching Nagi putting a hair pin to seal Chigiri's bun.
"Ugh, I can't forget when that stupid flirty ninja kabedoned me," Chigiri said as he swept his bangs to one side and examined himself. "Hmm. I'm done and ready."
Nagi and Reo clapped their hands excitedly as Chigiri exited their room.
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It was at breakfast time when things exploded. The news of Chigiri wearing a cute off-shoulder dress caught the attention of the editors of BLTV. And so, they got photos of him from CCTV clips, and the social media team posted on the official website and on SNS.
Those in Ubers were caught off-guard to see such a beauty strutting towards the German sector. Barou, who was done brushing his teeth, checked his phone. He almost choked on his spit when he saw Chigiri looking so pretty. Damn! He and Chigiri had been teammates in the Second Selection, but never had Chigiri tried to look pretty like this.
Meanwhile, Aryu collapsed in happiness to see Chigiri's extreme oshaness. A part of him regretted not choosing Chigiri for the 5-man team because Rin chose for them. Had he asserted his right over Rin, he could have had an osha beauty party with Chigiri back then.
In the Spanish sector, Bachira grinned when he saw the pretty princess. He thought he should also try dressing up when visiting Isagi in the German sector. And so, he posted in his request to Ego, wanting an outfit that he knew will make Isagi weak on his knees.
Otoya had to be brought to the facility infirmary for a nosebleed. After the nurse gave him first aid, he showed her the reason for his nosebleed. The nurse said that Otoya's girlfriend is pretty, but Otoya corrected her, saying sadly that much as he wanted Chigiri as his girlfriend, Chigiri is a guy and belonged to someone else. The nurse gasped, stunned to learn that such a pretty young man played in Blue Lock.
Those in the English sector barged in Chigiri's room and demanded an explanation from Nagi and Reo, telling them why they withheld the information that Chigiri would be wearing a cute dress. They could have had a selfie with him, or a group photo at least. But Reo told them to just wait because Chigiri will return anyway.
Those in the French sector were in uproar. Zantetsu was blushing so hard when he saw the photo of Chigiri in his cute dress. He, Tokimitsu, Rin, and Nanase were in their room when Zantetsu became a blushing mess. Tokimitsu said that he should have an autograph from the princess. Nanase gushed and said that Chigiri is so pretty, and he wondered how it would feel like to confidently pull off wearing a cute dress like that, since the last time he wore one last year, he was too embarrassed of himself because of his broad shoulders and muscular arms. But Rin leaned closer to him, whispering that if ever Nanase would wear a cute dress, it should only be in front of him. Nanase blushed and hid his face with his hands.
Meanwhile, Karasu who was drinking his morning coffee, choked when he saw Chigiri's photo. Shidou, who saw the photo, grinned and wondered aloud if he should tell his Sae-chan to cosplay as Hatsune Miku for him.
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"Oh! Pretty, pretty!" Kurona said to Hiori over breakfast as he showed his phone to the cyan-haired guy.
The news of Chigiri in his dress was already on the internet, and the two guys read the comments from the netizens. Many of it were praising Chigiri for his beauty, and some proposing marriage. Isagi, Raichi, Gagamaru, and Igaguri later joined them.
And Kurona showed them his phone. Isagi gasped and ran off without touching his meal. The guys knew that probably, Kunigami had not checked his phone, and it was Isagi who would tell him the news. Raichi was so tongue-tied that he forgot he was about to sip his soup. Igaguri stated that should Kunigami and Chigiri get married, it should be in his family's temple. Gagamaru simply replied that Chigiri is osha like Aryu, and the rest of the guys wondered where in the world the feral bear boy learned about being osha.
Kaiser, who was about to close the door of his room to go to the cafeteria to eat, saw Isagi running in haste. He stepped forward and blocked Isagi's way.
"Out of the way, you stupid blue rose!"
"My, my, Yoichi, what's with this... impatience to go somewhere?"
"I said, out of the way!" Isagi said before finally pushing Kaiser out and running off.
Kaiser seethed in anger, but his quick ears heard something interesting from Grim and Ali, who passed by while talking about a certain redhead wearing a cute dress, and that he was coming to the German sector.
The mention of redhead piqued Kaiser's interest. After Chigiri outran him during the game between Bastard Munchen and Manshine City, Kaiser realized he had a crush on the redhead. His crush eventually grew whenever he thought of Chigiri, much to the jealousy of Ness. He learned, however, that the reason Chigiri came to their stratum many times was because of Kunigami. He felt a pang of great jealousy, knowing that his heart had started to grow some kind of affection for the pretty speedster from Manshine City.
Instead of heading to the cafeteria for breakfast, he went to the portal where visitors were to enter and wait at the lobby. His heart skipped a beat when he saw Chigiri in his glowing beauty, and Kaiser thought he saw sparkles all around the beautiful redhead in his cute blue dress.
Unfortunately for him, it was Yukimiya who entertained Chigiri. And fortunately for Chigiri, it was Yukimiya who entertained him. Kaiser hid and heard their conversation.
"Good day, Chigiri-kun," Yukimiya greeted. "Shall I call Kunigami-kun to come here?"
Yukimiya did not know that Isagi was on his way to report to Kunigami.
"Yes please," Chigiri said cheerfully.
Kaiser noted the tone of Yukimiya's voice. Megane-kun talked to Chigiri casually, like he was not affected by such beauty at all. Kaiser learned early on that Yukimiya was a model, and perhaps, Yukimiya had met men and women far more beautiful than Chigiri.
"By the way, do you want to be a model?" Yukki asked. "I can tell my agent about you."
Chigiri blushed in front of Yukimiya. As Yukki's back was facing Kaiser, the German ace did not know how Yukki looked like while looking at Chigiri blushing.
"Uhm, no thanks," Chigiri said. "I am camera-shy. You can ask Aryu."
"Oh, I have already introduced Aryu-kun to my agent. He has projects lining up for him after NEL."
"Aryu who?" Kaiser asked himself. He had to do his research who this Aryu guy is, and why he had already modeling projects lining up for him. Lucky dude.
"He has?" Chigiri asked in shock. "He should have a shampoo commercial, to be honest."
Yukki only laughed heartily. He did not know what future projects were waiting for Aryu outside of Blue Lock.
"All right, then, I shall go," Yukimiya said with a smile before turning around to go his way.
Kaiser watched Yukimiya going to the same hallway where Isagi ran earlier. He went out from where he hid and showed himself to Chigiri, who was not pleased to see his face. Kaiser smirked sexily and scrunched his nose as he looked at the redhead.
"Hi hello there, Red," Kaiser greeted Chigiri.
Being a civil human being that he was, Chigiri smiled at Kaiser and greeted him, though the bitch in him told him to smile sarcastically at the German blue rose. And once again, Kaiser approached him, his distance too close for Chigiri's comfort. The redhead could feel Kaiser's warm breath, and he could sense the faint scent of something like cologne that Kaiser wore too early in the morning.
Chigiri thought his own self was the the vainest person in Blue Lock. Oh, probably, second to Aryu. But he realized that Kaiser was vainer than him and Aryu combined.
"You know, you should break off with Rensuke Orange," Kaiser advised Chigiri as he drawled in his sexy voice. "And be my cute boyfriend. As your emperor, I'll make you happy, however you want it."
"Uhm... you already have a boyfriend," Chigiri pointed out icily in a deadpan voice.
Kaiser feigned shock. "Who? Ness?"
"Isn't Ness your kareshi?" Chigiri said in exasperation. "Seriously, that guy follows you around and serves you faithfully. You should be contented with who you have, you know?"
But Kaiser smiled even more, "Well, I am the bad boy in this facility. If I could get someone away from a lover to make them my lover, I will. After all, I am extremely handsome and charismatic."
Chigiri fumed, annoyed at Kaiser praising himself excessively. But what he said made Kaiser surprised and giddy.
"Well, I am starting to like you."
"You do?" Kaiser asked. "See? I know you are attracted to me. I don't mind sharing you with Rensuke. Like, how would you like having two boyfriends?"
Chigiri was seething inside. There's no way he'd want two boyfriends. If he wanted another one, the second should not be Kaiser.
"Do a high-five with me?" Chigiri asked with a fake sweet smile as he raised his right hand.
"Oh, I shall," Kaiser said as he started to raise his hand.
As Kaiser was about to give Chigiri a high-five, the redhead smacked him on the face. Kaiser gasped in horror to have been treated like that. Chigiri smirked this time, wanting to share this funny information to Reo and Nagi. He couldn't wait.
"It counts as a high-five, does it, German Emperor?"
Finally, Chigiri's eyes caught sight of his orange-haired boyfriend, so he grinned as he pranced towards the moody guy.
"Ohayou, my Hero Boyfriend!" Chigiri said aloud such that Kaiser could hear.
Kaiser fumed when he saw Chigiri putting an arm around Kunigami's waist and leaning on the fallen hero's chest. He knew that the redhead intended to make him jealous and angry.
"Did that German fool hit on you?" Kunigami asked Chigiri in a husky voice, his malevolent eyes gazing at Kaiser.
As Kaiser was wearing the AI-powered earbuds from Mikage Corp, he frowned as he heard what Kunigami said about him.
"As usual," was all Chigiri said.
Kaiser watched as Chigiri held Kunigami's hand and led him to the hallways. The German ace of Bastard Munchen fumed in insecurity, seeing how familiar Chigiri was with the hallways leading to Kunigami's room.
In his anger, he walked in haste to the cafeteria to eat breakfast instead.
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Kurona and Hiori were about to enter their room when they saw Kunigami and Chigiri dancing along the hallway. The two guys stood still, mesmerized at seeing the two other players like the two in question were in some sort of a romance movie.
Kunigami twirled Chigiri gently, and the princess then landed his hands on the fallen hero's broad shoulders. The princess, then, leaned on his boyfriend's chest as the latter swayed them gently from side to side, a romantic embrace in a romantic dance.
"Ah, feels like watching a movie. Damn, damn," Kurona said in a half-whisper.
"I didn't know Ego was into Disney," Hiori whispered back. "This feels like we are watching 'Sleeping Beauty' in the flesh."
"Kaiser-san will explode if he sees this," Kurona whispered again. "Fun, fun."
"Better let him be jealous, then," sadistic Hiori replied with a grin. "I side with Kunigami in this."
"Me too, me too," the introverted shark boy remarked.
Finally, Kunigami and Chigiri noticed the two guys and stopped dancing.
"Oh, it's fine, really," Hiori said with an embarrassed smile. "We are okay with you flirting in front of us."
"Yep, yep," Kurona said too.
Chigiri smiled sheepishly, while Kunigami only stared at them with no emotions in his eyes. The two other guys went inside their rooms to get ready for their day. With Hiori and Kurona gone, Chigiri and Kunigami continued dancing until they decided to get inside Kunigami's room.
Kaiser only had a piece of toast and dark coffee, and he was not in the mood. So by the time he went back to the halls leading to his room, he saw Kurona and Hiori looking at Kunigami and Chigiri doing their fairytale dance. He felt another round of jealousy in his heart.
If only it was him holding Chigiri in his arms...
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As the athletes had their schedules for the day, Chigiri did not take that long in Kunigami's room. Kunigami said he would visit Chigiri tomorrow night, which made Chigiri smile from ear to ear. Finally, his Rensuke would visit him in the English stratum. And it would mean that Nagi and Reo would have to room in with other Manshine members for the meantime.
Chigiri was about to exit the German stratum when Kaiser called him. To the German ace's dismay, the Manshine redhead still looked at him with disdain.
"Now what?" Chigiri asked impatiently.
Kaiser knew it might be the last time he would see Chigiri in his blue dress, with his feelings for the other. He knew he had to let go, seeing how sweet Chigiri and Kunigami were earlier. He knew that should Chigiri be coming back to the German stratum cosplaying, for example, Mikasa Ackerman, he hoped there will no longer be feelings involved in his part. (And though he was aware of "Attack on Titan" because of the Japanese members who talked about it, he was not aware it was Chigiri's favorite anime). Kaiser was an a**hole, but all that getting another's lover was all talk. He knew that if someone belonged to another, there was no way he would be a couple's villain.
Chigiri's eyes narrowed when he saw the German ace, but his eyes turned curious soon when he saw something he could not decipher from Kaiser. The other looked wistful.
"You know I like you."
"I know."
"Very much."
"Obviously," Chigiri said as he flipped his red hair. By now, after his rendezvous with Kunigami in the latter's room, he let his hair down.
"But seeing how you look so intimate with Rensuke Orange, I figured out I have to let you go."
Chigiri was speechless. There was no way this German blue rose was backing out. He did not like the attention, of course, but he was stunned because unlike Kaiser's demeanor in the field, the German seemed to back out that easily. He was glad, in a way. He thought he had to suffer for a long time and put up a fight every time he'd visit the German stratum.
"Sweet. I suggest you be contented with who you have by your side," Chigiri said.
Kaiser nodded wistfully. "I know."
They both know who Chigiri was referring to. But before Chigiri could walk away, Kaiser called to him again.
"What is it again?"
"Don't be so mean to me, Red. I'm not eating you alive. I have my first and last request, if it's fine."
Chigiri huffed before asking what Kaiser wanted. But he was shocked to learn that all Kaiser wanted was to hug him.
"Yeah, sure, come here," Chigiri said coolly. He was secure with his relationship with Kunigami, but a platonic hug from his end would not be too bad. "It's for my notorious fanboy."
"I'm not notorious," Kaiser replied.
"Yes, you are," Chigiri said.
Kaiser stepped forward and gave Chigiri a hug. It seemed like just a minute for the redhead, but for Kaiser, it was a treasure worth a lifetime. He did not know what love or a crush is, but having this giddy feeling towards the redhead must be it. Sadly for him, he had to let it go.
After the hug, Chigiri gave him a smile and walked away. Kaiser learned that losing someone like this and letting go must like be losing in the field to an opposing team.
As he was pondering over the end of his puppy love, he heard a familiar voice calling out to him casually. He turned around and saw Ness standing behind him. There was nothing like eye hearts in Ness' eyes. Only that kind of look that the other Germans would give Kaiser when they talked to him.
"The cafeteria has a new vending machine, if you have noticed."
Kaiser ate his breakfast in anger earlier, so he did not notice the vending machine.
"I haven't. Why?"
"I got you chocolate milk," Ness said nonchalantly. "I placed it in your room."
And Ness walked away. In an instant, something lit inside Kaiser. Ness had always been by his side, and yet, he maltreated his midfielder a lot. But then, Ness had never forgotten that Kaiser never liked milk or any white food. The midfielder getting him chocolate milk instead was... sweet.
Someone really did care for him.
"Alexis, wait!"
Ness turned around and asked. "Why?"
"Where are you going?"
Ness gave him a confused look before replying, "Back to my room with the guys. You told us we will be having practice this morning, and our gym workouts in the afternoon, remember? You switched the schedules yesterday. I'm getting ready."
Kaiser smiled. He had forgotten about it. He went to Ness and gave him a hug, which made Ness blush and very confused.
"Did... something happen, Michael?"
The midfielder felt that there was something in Kaiser's embrace, but it made his heart flutter.
"You really remember many things I say, Alexis," Kaiser whispered before giving Ness a tighter hug. "You're the best."
Ness wanted to cry. He did not know what happened, but having Kaiser's undivided attention for once was making him happy.
"Let's go," Kaiser whispered. "Let's practice."
He walked Ness to the room the midfielder shared with the other Germans in Bastard Munchen before Kaiser went to his own room to get ready for practice. And right there on the bedside table was the chocolate milk Ness got for him. He took the milk from the table and looked at it, a smile painted on his face.
****
Indeed the next night, Kunigami visited Chigiri in the English sector. Nagi and Reo were kicked out of the room, so they stayed in the planetarium the whole night, enjoying the artificial stars and talking about their lives in Hakuho High.
Whenever Chigiri would visit Kunigami in the German sector, Kaiser still felt some regretful longing, but he was doing his best to really let it go. Besides, it was only recently that he realized that Ness was cute, and instead of bullying Ness like he used to, he preferred pinching and squishing Ness' cheeks, much to Ness' annoyance at times.
****
Bachira got the parcel he asked from Ego, and went to the German sector to visit Isagi.
The first person who met him at the entrance was really Isagi, who just happened to pass by.
Isagi's jaws dropped upon seeing Bachira. The bumblebee from Barcha stood with his legs spread, right hand in salute to Isagi, left hand on the waist, a wide smile on his face. Bachira cosplayed as Tiffany from SNSD's "Genie" MV.
"Isagi, I’m genie for your wish," Bachira said.
--end--
PS:
Up next is the planetarium at Bastard Munchen
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esotericas-sims · 3 months ago
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Chapter Six
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Magda left me a series of directions to get myself back to Villa Battaglia. They were, apparently, a rather well-known family, in Rome. I passed by a girl as I left, though I do not now recall if we spoke. Hers was a face I will remember forever; even now, with her blood on my hands. Round and soft, with large, sleepy blue eyes. She was always barefoot.
Mischa.
We must have met, that night, because no formal introductions were ever made between us. She simply knew my name, and I hers.
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As I walked, I heard my name called from somewhere beyond me - distantly, accented.
"Marie?" It was a young man, voice deep but without the gravel of proper adulthood. And he was as un-Italian as I was - a German, I thought.
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Perhaps my father had sent people to look for me. That would be a pleasant surprise.
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I set off in the direction of the voice. My arm still ached, but the wood remained, even out of the strange little paradise of Magda's home, magical. And indeed, the person I found when I arrived was not a man, but a teenage boy - fifteen or sixteen, sandy-haired.
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"Bist du Marie?" [ Are you Marie? ] He asked me. Certainly a German. I did not know the tongue then - I still only know the beginnings of it. Hideous language, German - but I knew enough to understand him. I nodded.
"Mein Name ist Wolfgang. Mich hat dein Vater geschickt, Conrad. Ich soll dich zurückbringen." [ My name is Wolfgang. Your father sent me, Conrad. I'm supposed to bring you back. ] The words washed over me, alien in my ears. I stared at him for a moment, and then caught my father's name. Again, I nodded. What was a German doing in Italy? What was I doing in Italy, for that matter? This all seemed so odd. Contrived; a German and a French girl walk into a bar. The bar is in Italy. The year is 1790! What an absurd turn of events. This felt less believable than the beast in the woods, or my dreams of fire.
Still, I had already lost track of Magda's directions, and was hopelessly lost. There was nothing to do but follow him.
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It was some time before we reached Villa Battaglia again, longer than I remembered walking. But perhaps Magda had walked some distance when she saved me? I could not say. A guard allowed me in, and I barely had a chance to bid Wolfgang a clumsy "Danke-" before I was dragged off.
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My father waited within, I was told. And he was not pleased. Above us, though I learned this only later, was a gallery of observers: the children Battaglia. We will meet them formally later.
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I tiptoed over to my father, cautious of the mud on the hem of my dress, and nervous of what he would say about my new wooden limb. Still, I was glad to see him. The house was warm and beautiful, a beautiful terrarium in which I was a butterfly, protected from the night and the elements outside.
I sat down next to him, and he turned to face me.
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"That was utterly irresponsible of you, Manon! I can not believe you would do such a thing. Disobeying me, and wandering off. You could have been kidnapped, or attacked." I did not know how to tell him that I was attacked. How could he not see the heavy, glaring wood of my arm? But he didn't seem to notice.
"If you pull something like that again, you'll be sleeping in the stables with Ophelie again. Do you hear me?"
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"I did not get lost on purpose!" I said. "You should have let me come in. What sort of father leaves his daughter alone at night?"
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"What sort of daughter-" He began to retort, but fell silent. He just stood, and turned away from me. "We were going to leave in the morning, but we are leaving now. Come."
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Our spectators watched from above, silent.
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theherdofturtles · 9 months ago
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Hi @hwsevents I'm late I learned about mythtalia march today weee but ah well I merged Tannhäuser and Hetalia. Hopefully the Pope's staff blooms flowers and I get forgiven unlike Tannhäuser.
For slight background, Tannhäuser is an old Germanic myth about Venusberg. In the mythology, all the old pagan gods have retreated into a subterranean world when Christianity overpowered and replaced them. A man, referred to as Tannhäuser, is tasked with guarding the entrance to the subterranean world to ensure the pagan gods do not return to the land. In some versions of the legend, Tannhäuser fails his task and is seduced by the goddess Venus and pulled into the subterranean world (sometimes his memories are fogged and he forgets the world above, less commonly this doesn't happen and he's just fully okay with going to Venusberg). One day, Tannhäuser successfully makes an escape and goes to Rome to ask the pope for forgiveness which in any version never goes well.
Anyway, here's my poke of fun at the beginning of Wagner's version of Tannhäuser:
The mist sunk into the ground around the quiet grotto… all was peaceful. If you considered bathing naiads, sirens flopping around on the grotto edges, a group of dancing nymphs and centaurs very peaceful. Honestly Arthur didn't know why or how he'd fallen asleep in this person's lap. Especially with this whole chaos around him.
Then, suddenly, Arthur snapped upward. You know he'd just had the most awful dream where he was… somewhere… a whole lot different than this place. Yeah. This place made him feel super misplaced. He couldn't quite recall why the dream made him so sad but it made his whole being shudder and he thanked the Lord that the dream was over.
A hand grabbed his shoulder and Arthur jumped. "Wha-"
The hand pulled him backwards, back into their lap, and then he heard the person speak… "Tell me, beloved, what's wrong?"
Oh… Francis? What the hell was Francis doing here— oh! Yes, he recalled. Francis was the… uh… god of love? Yeah, something like that. Arthur nodded to himself in confirmation. It made sense that Francis was Venus.
"I had this terrible dream," he said.
"Tell me about it?"
"Sure. I remembered the sound of church bells… voices, of people I think I once loved. Uh… how long have I been here?"
Francis suddenly looked nervous. "Don't worry about that."
"No, I could swear I'm not supposed to be here. It's a feeling that goes three meta layers deep. What happened? Wait a second… AHA!"
Arthur whirled around and cracked Francis's nose with his fist.
The satisfying way Francis’s eyes widened a half-second before contact, and the pop of his fist against his face, it was the most cathartic thing on earth.
Arthur shook his hand off as if to shake Francis's icky contact from it.
Francis flinched backwards from shock while clutching his nose. "My love," Francis whined, "what was that for!"
"Somehow I forgot you were a bitch."
Francis's affronted expression said he’d never expected Arthur to disrespect him despite all past history and experience Francis should have down by now. Wait… what past history? Arthur was just supposed to be the guard of Venusberg, he'd never had a past history with the god of love.
"How dare you!" Francis gasped, "how dare you insult all the sweet wonder my love devises for you! I made you immortal like me! In the mortal realm everything sucked for you, but here you can delight in my pleasure forever~"
"Gross…" Arthur scrunched up his nose.
"So just forget everything again about the world above the subterranean realm which the old gods have been banished too according to germanic folk mythology, my love, and sing about how beautiful and great and perfect I am," Francis wiggled his eyebrows.
"I'd rather marry a pig. By the way, wasn't I supposed to be guarding the entrance of this place to make sure you didn't escape?"
"Well, yes, but don't you recall in WWV: 70, Overture, when you're off-stage, the music is supposed to recall the Tannhauser folk ballad to the audience's mind so they'll know that I seduced you by the time the Opera has begun?"
Suddenly Arthur remembered who he was and why he felt so misplaced.
"Damnit. I'm stuck in a Wagner opera with you of all people. Does that mean Italy is the pope?"
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