#malevolent ep 18

[coulson-is-an-avenger]

Arthur: I have decided to finally trust you with my life's greatest secret and guilt, and in my vulnerability, you have seen me and understood me. Thank you for being kind to me in my moment of need. I have never called you friend before and so I shall do so now. I trust you, my friend.

John: Cringe. Ratio. Plus beating you to death beating you to death beating you to death beating you to d

[shrimpingintherain]

Malevolent ep 18

Okay can someone tell me wtf is SELENINE - the bottle with a liquid from Frank’s bag in episode 18???

[ty-bayonet-betteridge]

arthur: john is my friend now :)

arthur 0.5 seconds later: i have decided Not to tell john about this mysterious voice

[bisexual-caleb-widogast]

Just finished epsiode 18 of malevolent and wow, that was incredibly intense and overwhelming. It was the first episode I've had a visceral physical reaction to so far. I feel... hurt? betrayed? confused? proud (of arthur)? worried? Uneasy. My chest hurts from holding my breath and panicked breathing and the pit in my stomach. I can't believe John said those things. And while I'm relieved they're back together I'm uncertain on where they stand with each other and scared for whats to come.

Damn this podcast has reeled me in.

[mifink]

i think ep46 is the closest thing we will ever get to the nightmare blunt rotation being canon

[ananxiousgenz]

every time I hear lena talk I think of tumblr user @thermodynamic-comedian. the separation is impossible at this point.

[croh3]

speaking of malevolent, i miss their fucked up divorces where they just yelled at each other and promised to kill each other and separate

[gelukart]

The madness?? More like uhhhh rrrr ummmm errr idk John is jealous

Malevolent doodles

Pervious - Next

[sludgeguzzler]

I'm listening to malevolent and so far every time something is revealed or something major happens I feel like this

[coulson-is-an-avenger]

one thing about malevolent is that arthur picks up so many different outfits in the randomest, shadiest places. this guy is the world's most anguished dress up doll

[mushroom-circles]

Arthur in episode 17:

[nerves-nebula]

every time John gets really mad at Arthur he just admits to another murder and tells Arthur he's an IDIOT for trusting him. relatable.

[coconut530]

Me trying to draw: A saga

[oflgtfol]

arthur just called john a parasite #venompilled

[ananxiousgenz]

AUGUSTUS IS BACK!! HEY GRAMPS I MISSED YOU KING!!

[izel-scribbles]

FINALLY FINISHED MY RELISTEN YIPPEEEE I HAVE THOUGHTS (not including the new ep sadly)

oh my goodness. john's s1 voice. i know everyones always talking about it but omg. he sounds like a used car salesman or something i love him

THE BUTCHER BOTH INVOLVED IN ONE OF THE FIRST EPIS???? not by name obvi but "he died quite gruesomely" i completely forgot about that ghsdnflkj

im gonna be honest i skipped ahead to part 6 last relisten but hearing the first few again was so cool

"more writing in polish" wow!! it me!!!! polish!!!!

s2 was. wow. ough. fjaslkdj.

that was actually when i painted the kiy,i was just relistening to those during art class

the vibes were immaculate

godddd i forgot how painful part 18 was

and 19 for that matter

i can't even begin to coherently word my emotions about part 20

arthur's poem. the poem. but also "i am clawing my way towards a better version of myself!" aSLKJDL

john and lilly john and lilly joHn and lilly jaohnd alihdl ully

i also skipped 21 + 22 last time because i couldn't bear the yellow parts they made me too sad BUT i soldiered on this time around

yellow,,,, he sounds like john when he is curious about humanity

like all the cruelty and intimdation drain away and he just wants to know what evrything means

LARSON SLDKFJLSK I NEED TO HIT HIM WITH A SEMI TRUCK I NEED TO RIP HIS ORGANS OUT I DESPISE HIM WHY DOES HE HAVE A SOUTHERN ACCENT. HE ONLY GOES TO MASSACHUSETTS AND NEW YORK. URFLKS I HATE HIM

KAYNE TOO BUT THATS ANOTHER THING

s3 in general had me shellshocked-soldier-memeing in the hallways at school

part 24 i thinkw as when arthur said "i killed myslef for a voice in my head. do you know how mad that sounds?"

AND HOW YOU CALL IT MADNESS KEEPS RANDOMLY CROPPING UP JSLKDJ

ughhhhh part 26 i can't

i was bawling in the bathrooms (in spirit)

and 27,,,,, 28,,,,,

THEN PRELUDE <3333333

MY GORGEOUS WIFE

I HADN'T HEARD HIS VOICE IN TOO LONG JSLKJFLKSJDLKJLKJDLK

why must i be this way about the middle aged irish serial killer. cmon now brain what the hell

anyways. i need to draw lilith too

scratchhhhhhhh

oscar. hmm. might be understanding why everyone loves the sad little gay priest more and more

he has his charms i suppose

john during s4 slkfjl;jlajsdl;fjasrigofecrjaksmlfekjs

relate to him a normal amount sure mhm

NOELLLLLLLLL I LOVE NOEL hES SO EVERUTHGING

GODDDDDDD

i would do unspeakable things to be the waitress he calls doll in one of those episodes

i need him in ways that are detrimental to feminism /ref

i will never be normal about part 40. both my wives dying in the same episode

i had a whole chunk of dms where i raged about how much i loathe, abhor, and despise kayne for that

MALEVOLENT HAS SO MANY MARVELOUSLY EXECUTED CHARACTER DEATHS. THE BUTCHER WAS NOT ONE OF THEM. IT DID NOT MOVE THE PLOT FORWARDS WHATSOEVER. WHY??!?!??!?!?!?!?? HARLAN WHEN I FUCING GET YOU

why would you kill our coolest antagonist??????? literally never getting over him :(((

the part 41 divorce got me ripping my hair out on the bus

trying so hard to keep a straight face when all i want to do is scream and throw shit

john doe trans allegory my dearly beloved <333

part 45..... hrngslkjdf

so so so excited to hear 46 you guys have no idea