#making these scratches an itch in my brain idk
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another! will i continue with this project??? who knows
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#making these scratches an itch in my brain idk#i can't promise that i'll get em all in order or anything#i might bounce around and do the ones i rly enjoy first lol#BUT i'm still having fun so i'll share em as i go#i'll prob compile em all for youtube eventually if i get a good amt of them done so. something to look forward to ig#ace attorney#aa#gyakuten saiban#undertale#toby fox#music
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I need a shen twins moment that just goes
Sj: I buried you.
Sy: you didn’t dig deep enough.
#I have more to say about this but my brain is melting as I type [head in hands]#shen twins#shen jiu and his villain halo making everything worst#I haven’t really read too many shen twin fics so idk if there’s a fic out there to scratch this itch
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okay not to pit bad bitches against each other again, but if you're here and you enjoy bee gee three but for some reason have not touched the pillars of eternity series, let me just tell you:
you deserve to play those games, don't settle for bee gee three just because it's better than dragon édzs, treat yourself, nurture your soul, play pillars of eternity, light of eothas be upon you all
#hablaty#dgmw i do enjoy bee gee three#just not as much as poe#poe is... special one day I'll sit down and make a big comprehensive ramble about how it approaches not just old school rpgs#but rpgs in general and fantasy in general#and just... idk it is eye opening in the sense that you get a glimpse of what rpgs *could* be even if poe too falls short of it at times#the more i play those games the more they rewire my brain istg#bee gee three doesn't scratch the same itch but it is fun
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The guitar melody on jackboot jump is so good i moaned a little listening to it in the car today. Who said that
#songs that make me want to learn instrumence#idk what it is in that tune that makes it go so hard. was scratching the right itch in my brain or smth#well really i just need to listen to more blues#hozier#my shit
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Ok so I was wondering like
Top 0.005% of listeners. That's Pretty Damn Small. But I was wondering Just how small...
357.1k monthly listeners
0.005% of 357.1k is... just under 18...
Guys. I'm within the top 20 listeners for IAMX. Period. 🫣
#speculation nation#16K MINUTES OF MY 59K TOTAL MINUTES FOR THE YEAR...#A LITERAL 27% OF ***ALL*** MUSIC I LISTENED TO THIS YEAR........#cant help gettin emo i guess#like i knew he'd be indisputably my top artist but. holy fuck.#THIS ALSO ISNT INCLUDING THE SNEAKER PIMPS ALBUM... which ive listened to obsessively too#as an extension of the obsession with his music. bc he sings in it.#SOMETIMES AN ARTIST HITS U LIKE A FREIGHT TRAIN and ur left like. yeah. yeah .#helps that hes got so many albums so i spent Months slowly making my way through them all.#but then i just kept listening to him bc his music just... scratches an itch in my brain idk.#in part it's the grief. Metanoia was a crutch of an album after my uncle died.#and also with my cat... it was just. nonstop IAMX. for Months.#ive been branching out more again recently bc i do like some variety in the music i listen to#but if i want music but dont know what to play it just always ends up going back to IAMX#because it's dependable. it's enjoyable. it's Comfortable.#his music feels like a reset button for me. like returning to a dark room to sleep at night.#it's not dark for the sake of darkness. but for the comfort of it. existing honestly. existing without fear of judgement.#and bringing the analogy together i really have listened to his music to help me sleep a few times#not often just bc i usually dont listen to music as i sleep. im a light sleeper so i need white noise.#but there were a few times i found myself without a working fan. so i turned to his music to act as white noise instead.#not actual white noise of course. but the function of it. the Comfort. the familiarity.#pick one of his lowkey albums and just let it keep going. and it works. it does.#so like. it makes sense. it does. i understand entirely why i rank so high in his monthly listeners.#it's just a bit mind boggling to actually see the tangible numerical value hfkshdjd bc. man. man...
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Sydney Theatre Company - Strange Case of Jekyll & Hyde // Sally Rooney - Normal People // Christian Lee Hutson - OCDemon // Anne Sexton - A Portrait in Self-Letters
#0 note post incoming#you know it was bound to happen! you know it#because i can't be normal about anything i consume#making web weave style posts about a production that isn't available to view online anywhere was. fun. (:#so the images i can use are VERY limited#but this isn't meant to be taken seriously in any way shape or form this was just me scratching an itch so to speak#i guess that's more or less what this side blog is for now#but yeah whatever this production did to my brain chemistry is something that can be diagnosed in the dsm-v#strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde#stc jekyll & hyde#henry jekyll#edward hyde#quotes#web weaving#kind of? idk man i have an essay to write#but on a brief side note#it's about the idea of you being so ashamed of these parts of yourself#the deepest darkest parts that are fundamentally who you are. at your very core#and how repressing it is only going to cause it to fester#constantly being at war with yourself because you are terrified that if the people you care about see the real you#they'll turn away with disgust#the idea of desperately wanting someone to love you not in spite of the worst parts of yourself#but because of them. because the worst parts still make up the whole of who you are as a person#you cannot have the one without the other. there is no me (jekyll) without them (hyde)#anyway i'm bordering dangerously close into having an overlap between character thoughts here so i should stop#or else it'll spiral into au territory
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Okay now for something different (... not really, in the grand scheme of things.)
But I have... big thoughts and feelings.... about a specific post and I was initially just gonna gush in the tags as usual but. What if I have Things to say.... too many things to say.........
#i only give a warning cause like. it feels extremely disorganized and also. i mean i'm certain i've added to posts before.#but i feel like every time it was like a reply to something i started.#IT'S LIKE.... actually what if i just barge in and say something stupid. will i be killed on sight#a. phenomenon. i've discovered w moe. is that i treat it as if it were a canon chara at this point.#in my heart and in my mind i treat it w the same level of legitimacy and analysis as any other chara i'm in too deep for#which is all well and good when i'm just playing by myself in my corner!#but i do worry about coming off as rude or like. making things about me instead of the topic of the post.#but like geniunely i feel like i need to pick this other post apart point by point bc it scratches EVERY.#EVERY SINGLE ITCH. IN MY BRAIN#idk maybe i'll fine a way around it.#respectful non intrusive style ect ect
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Like. I dunno. I have ten billion years of psych ward esque mental health lessons because I’ve been hospitalized like a dozen times. And like I did treatment through school and 90% of alcohol treatment bullshit is the same as suicide treatment bullshit except Killing Yourself is replaced by Getting Shitfaced so they would not tell me anything new at rehab
#the exact number of hospitalizations is Exactly 12 + a 13th one where I didn’t do psych inpatient because what good would that do#rehab would do NOTHING for me#and my mom lords this over me like you know the skills use them :)#but the skills are for staying alive not for not feeling dogshit miserable#not cosmere#luke.txt#drunkposting#addictionposting#I’m usually very happy in psych ward type environments which I don’t know why that is but it scratches an itch in my brain#but I do NOT want to be in one of those long term#and once again literally all rehab would do for me is make it so my 10 week tolerance break resulted in the best couple days of being drunk#that ever existed#idk. sorry.
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honestly i love all of BSD’s openings, but openings 2 and 4 (reason living and true story, both by SCREEN mode) really nail the essence of what BSD is about somehow — not just through the lyrics, but the overall sound and musical quality of them just feel quintessentially like bungo stray dogs.
and like, i’m sure that part of this is just coming from my own musical biases as well as the obnoxious music student urge to dissect every piece of music i hear — but like, SCREEN mode’s songs just have the tension, drama and flair and snappiness that just fits so well for BSD. and there’s even kind of a desperation in it, too, which lines up so well with the series’ themes. and there’s the grit, too, which openings 1 and 3 excel at —
but the way that SCREEN mode’s instrumentation choices (like the absolutely delectable piano writing in their songs, choosing when to use flourishes at the right moments. it gets me every time), harmonic and rhythmic elements combine to create this kind of rushing, tense grit and sparkle to their songs, just feels very stray dogs-esque. and their sound for the openings is modern and also… not antiquated, but there is a certain classiness to their music that gives it this elegant, bygone-days feel which is, and i cannot understate this, perfect for the series and its setting and aesthetics.
and to be fair, it doesn’t just apply to the openings. wright left which we hear in S3 E12 is sublime. the style and drama is just… very BSD. the jazzy piano (especially that solo section), the guitar riffs, soaring synth string melodies, push and pull of the drums in the refrain before it truly settles into a groove for the verses — it all works together in organised chaos to create this classy, sharp, dynamic sound which feels very characteristic of the show. and it’s a similar thing for season 2 and season 4’s openings.
and you know, these things are not necessarily revolutionary nor unique — it’s just that, in my humble opinion, the show offers the perfect backdrop for this kind of music to really shine. like, SCREEN mode somehow perfectly encapsulate what makes BSD… BSD in the music they’ve written for the show, which, honestly isn’t an easy task, given just how spread all over the place the series is. and for that, they have all my praise and respect.
very excited to listen to the full OP, ED and the rest of the soundtrack for this season!
#jem rambles#idk if this makes sense to anyone else but i just had to put it out there#i could have gone into more theoretical analysis but that would get complicated andldhjgw#but in general BSD's music choices are *chef’s kiss*#could genuinely write a whole essay about it#it scratches this musical itch in my brain#i heard the S4 opening and went OOOOH the whole time it’s so good#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#bsd s4#bungou stray dogs season 4#bsd analysis#kind of?#ehhh it’s not really musical analysis but oh well#screen mode
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bonerattle arena fucks severely. i was not expecting it to rival my love for jammin' salmon junction, but wow. this map feels like a love letter to people who love and enjoy salmon run. (i ended up playing the rotation for around 3.5 hours... which you can watch here if you like!)
the map's circular shape on normal/high tide effectively makes the spawns from this map come from every angle. it's a test of awareness and movement skill- and the walls + inkrails really, really make rotating around the map feel so fluid and easy.
and low tide's hexagonal two-ring design is so fascinating too! instead of testing movement, it tests your team's ability to make judgment calls on luring and making sure you don't overwhelm basket from luring too much.
i also feel that every special in salmon feels really rewarding to use on this map- even reefslider! i've played enough to see that most specials bring so much utility and value, and i just love that no special feels like it's "useless" on this map.
there's also a few flyfish tech on this map that echoes the bomb tricks on jammin' salmon junction and spawning grounds (and i guess gone fission too), it feels really intuitive on what spots can pop two baskets at once (it's the grates and the rails) and i just? feel really rewarded for playing as much salmon as i do.
i feel that the map's inclusion of the ink rail mechanic evokes a lot of similar vibes to ruins of ark polaris- and i really liked that! there's definitely some things i want to fine tune and understand better about them, but they're really fun.
i still need to see how other weapons feel on this map, but it feels like both mobile and stationary weapons can exceed here- there's nice perches for long range weapons, lots of walls for quick weapons to use to escape situations... it's so swag...! a very good final map, i think!
#lizzy speaks#OOOUGH I LOVE THIS MAP SO FUCIG MUCH I NEEDED TO MUSE ABOUT IT ON TUMBLR#i streamed it on twtich cos iknew that i lked the weps and what i saw of the map.. oh its so good it made me so talkative#i won like 91% of my shifts (21/23) and idk I JUST FEEL LIKE MY practice on other maps and every weapon has paid off#the only real waves that i had trouble with was the night ones mostly in respects to quota. i think it was grillers/glowflies that made-#me have those losses so it wasnt a full sweep to evp 450#but also the map's new so i can forgive ppl for that. i definitely felt i needed to pay more attention to snatchers on night waves#there's also the question of whether or not using the ink rails as a wall clinging equivalent 4 glowflies is a good idea (eggs inthe pits)#ough. i love video games. this map feels so polished TO ME... anyone who likes salmon should give this a try#ALSO THE NEW DUALIES. GOOD STUFF. i really enjoy it's turret mode against king salmonid it helps shred soo nicely#it feels like a nice hybrid of dualie squelchers (the range) and dapples (the fire rate) like OHHHH. idc if its bad in pvp if its good in s#ok thats all :) im gonna play more tomorrow :D maybe i can get to 600.... or 999 (if i am lucky) (i am over my head)#splatoon scratches an itch in my brain for sure this game is soo fun.... YIPEE! i hope everyone has smthn that makes them happy gn!!
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The Devil May Cry series has some of the best video game music of all time
#brought to you by me prince who has been listening to the dmc series soundtrack on repeat#its so addictive and it helps me fight my demons fr 🙏#i think it might be my fav collection of music from a video games series ever#although it has stiff competition with loz#purely because loz music is soo nostalgic for me#but yeah if i randomly go through a dmc phase y'all know why the music makes me like#idk it just scratches an itch in my brain#my favs are devil trigger silver bullet and taste the blood#OH AND BURY THE LIGHT AND DEVILS NEVER CRY#absolute bangers#i should go back to my dmc3 playthrough#i finished 5! (albeit on easy mode because i really suck at the combat but it is soooo fun im playing on normal difficulty now)#but yeah. so good listening isnt enough i need to inject this stuff into my veins
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already trying to decide what i wanna do after im done w this fob albums as tour posters series and i think it would be soooo cool to try my hand at like. redesigning their album covers... we will see >:3
#getting very into like more actual graphic design stuff it's been Very fun#collages are also very fun to make but idk something abt these posters is scratching an itch in my brain#txt
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I seriously hope Oda pulls a The Spot from Spiderverse type moment with Zoro’s direction impediment at some point in the manga
Where we go from laughing about how directionally challenged he is to feeling some type of way, because it has life or death consequences
#idk i love when a story takes a goofy trait and makes it tragic or#takes sth tragic and makes a funny joke out of it after some time has passed#it scratches my adhd brain’s itch for novelty and subversive storytelling#one piece#roronoa zoro#zoro
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I hate my gender I hate it I hate my gender this is fucking stupid I hate it I hate it I hate it could I be literally anything fucking else I’m so goddamn sick of this
#I’m like 99.9999999% sure I am genderfluid#which is all great and fine when I go like literal months#being perfectly happy and content being feminine and being called a girl and enjoying she/her pronouns#until all of a sudden I’m just vibing on the couch last night and the dysphoria just fucking SLAMMED into me#and it was so Fucking Stupid too I just saw a buff shirtless male video game character and my brain was like#‘kinda bullshit you don’t look like that huh’#and now I hate everything and I get my five millionth ‘am I trans man’ crisis#except at this point I KNOW I’m not cuz this is the pattern#I’ll be uncomfortable for several months like two ppl I know will use he/him pronouns for me and I’ll enjoy it#and then eventually I’ll decide THAT now makes me uncomfortable and I’ll go back to either hyperfem or androgyny#whichever is scratching the itch at the time#and I’m so…. so fucking sick of this pattern#cuz say I DID do anything to transition then whenever I inevitably wanted to look like a woman it’d be the same thing just reveresed#AAAAHGGGHHHHHHHH#I want it to stop I want stable feelings about gender one way or the other this is so fucking stupid and unfair#I hate it I hate it I hate it#this is the worst way to experience gender ever I literally can do NOTHING about it#and these intense switches are just gonna keep happening#like idk at least I’m self aware enough I’ve figured out the pattern but honestly I think that kinda makes it worse in a way#androgyny is my go to and has definitely never made me feel Bad#but life certainly is fucking easier when I’m happy with and leaning into being more fem aligned than masc aligned#bye I’m gonna go die in a hole now#kaz rambles
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In today's Drawfee: one of the characters Jonah assigns to Karina "IS IT A YUGIOH EPISODE WE'RE DOING??" Farek is Genshin's walking-talking Yu-Gi-Oh reference Cyno.
And then they proceed to make no mention of it during her drawing whatsoever.
(I think it's hilarious, yes)
#drawfee#like. idk if jonah did that intentionally or not but it's so funny for some reason#and we got some basically cyno fanart from karina!! he looks so good in her style i can't#thank u for giving him nipple(s) karina he deserves it#this whole episode was a banger but i made a separate post for this bcs. two interests vaguely crossing over? scratches an itch in my brain#i know they make a yugioh mention later in julia's drawing but. still pretty funny
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Dude I cannot wait for artfight I am going to go soooo ham... My goal is at least one attack per day, but depending on how Im feeling I might go for 3! I will definitely do way more than 3 for the first few days at least, I am going to kill every last one of y'all
#rat rambles#Im also gonna be doing more friendly fires I think#idk Im just gonna draw whoever I feel like#also Ive said this a million times but Im sooooo excited to see who gets drawn if my guys this year with the expanded list#Im hoping to get more variety than any year before! Im optimistic too since I have way more furried up now#my main two I need for completionist reasons are pent and crust but otherwise I dont have strong prefferences so Ill be happy with anyone#godddd Im finally gonna be able to make the sorta attacks I wanna make Ill finally feel confident with the quality of my attacks#I genuinely rly love my art now and Im excited to show it to the world!!#and who knows maybe Ill get another mutual from it!#dude Ive been looking forward to this all year Im so so excited#artfight is just genuinely so much fun to me it scratches an itch in my brain like nothing else rly#cant wait to see what teams everyone picks!!#also seeing everyone scramble to make refs is funny to me Im the guy who is sitting there in febuary like omg artfight is just around the#corner I need to start remaking refs soon#I still have a few I probably Should do but. I dont rly Need to so I might not
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