#making these scratches an itch in my brain idk
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Low-key love how the ultimate boss for Chapter 4 was the world's most tragic piece of Play-Doh </3

Anyways, i like doey's monster design :)
I offer a rough doodle of my interpretation of it😭🤲
#poppy playtime#poppy playtime chapter 4#poppy playtime fanart#doey the doughman#he gives moreau from re8 vibes and it scratches a very niche itch in my brain :3#poppy playtime doey#maybe i'll get around to making a polished piece but idk :')
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I need a shen twins moment that just goes
Sj: I buried you.
Sy: you didn’t dig deep enough.
#I have more to say about this but my brain is melting as I type [head in hands]#shen twins#shen jiu and his villain halo making everything worst#I haven’t really read too many shen twin fics so idk if there’s a fic out there to scratch this itch
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okay not to pit bad bitches against each other again, but if you're here and you enjoy bee gee three but for some reason have not touched the pillars of eternity series, let me just tell you:
you deserve to play those games, don't settle for bee gee three just because it's better than dragon édzs, treat yourself, nurture your soul, play pillars of eternity, light of eothas be upon you all
#hablaty#dgmw i do enjoy bee gee three#just not as much as poe#poe is... special one day I'll sit down and make a big comprehensive ramble about how it approaches not just old school rpgs#but rpgs in general and fantasy in general#and just... idk it is eye opening in the sense that you get a glimpse of what rpgs *could* be even if poe too falls short of it at times#the more i play those games the more they rewire my brain istg#bee gee three doesn't scratch the same itch but it is fun
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The guitar melody on jackboot jump is so good i moaned a little listening to it in the car today. Who said that
#songs that make me want to learn instrumence#idk what it is in that tune that makes it go so hard. was scratching the right itch in my brain or smth#well really i just need to listen to more blues#hozier#my shit
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Ok so I was wondering like

Top 0.005% of listeners. That's Pretty Damn Small. But I was wondering Just how small...

357.1k monthly listeners

0.005% of 357.1k is... just under 18...
Guys. I'm within the top 20 listeners for IAMX. Period. 🫣
#speculation nation#16K MINUTES OF MY 59K TOTAL MINUTES FOR THE YEAR...#A LITERAL 27% OF ***ALL*** MUSIC I LISTENED TO THIS YEAR........#cant help gettin emo i guess#like i knew he'd be indisputably my top artist but. holy fuck.#THIS ALSO ISNT INCLUDING THE SNEAKER PIMPS ALBUM... which ive listened to obsessively too#as an extension of the obsession with his music. bc he sings in it.#SOMETIMES AN ARTIST HITS U LIKE A FREIGHT TRAIN and ur left like. yeah. yeah .#helps that hes got so many albums so i spent Months slowly making my way through them all.#but then i just kept listening to him bc his music just... scratches an itch in my brain idk.#in part it's the grief. Metanoia was a crutch of an album after my uncle died.#and also with my cat... it was just. nonstop IAMX. for Months.#ive been branching out more again recently bc i do like some variety in the music i listen to#but if i want music but dont know what to play it just always ends up going back to IAMX#because it's dependable. it's enjoyable. it's Comfortable.#his music feels like a reset button for me. like returning to a dark room to sleep at night.#it's not dark for the sake of darkness. but for the comfort of it. existing honestly. existing without fear of judgement.#and bringing the analogy together i really have listened to his music to help me sleep a few times#not often just bc i usually dont listen to music as i sleep. im a light sleeper so i need white noise.#but there were a few times i found myself without a working fan. so i turned to his music to act as white noise instead.#not actual white noise of course. but the function of it. the Comfort. the familiarity.#pick one of his lowkey albums and just let it keep going. and it works. it does.#so like. it makes sense. it does. i understand entirely why i rank so high in his monthly listeners.#it's just a bit mind boggling to actually see the tangible numerical value hfkshdjd bc. man. man...
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Like. I dunno. I have ten billion years of psych ward esque mental health lessons because I’ve been hospitalized like a dozen times. And like I did treatment through school and 90% of alcohol treatment bullshit is the same as suicide treatment bullshit except Killing Yourself is replaced by Getting Shitfaced so they would not tell me anything new at rehab
#the exact number of hospitalizations is Exactly 12 + a 13th one where I didn’t do psych inpatient because what good would that do#rehab would do NOTHING for me#and my mom lords this over me like you know the skills use them :)#but the skills are for staying alive not for not feeling dogshit miserable#not cosmere#luke.txt#drunkposting#addictionposting#I’m usually very happy in psych ward type environments which I don’t know why that is but it scratches an itch in my brain#but I do NOT want to be in one of those long term#and once again literally all rehab would do for me is make it so my 10 week tolerance break resulted in the best couple days of being drunk#that ever existed#idk. sorry.
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bonerattle arena fucks severely. i was not expecting it to rival my love for jammin' salmon junction, but wow. this map feels like a love letter to people who love and enjoy salmon run. (i ended up playing the rotation for around 3.5 hours... which you can watch here if you like!)
the map's circular shape on normal/high tide effectively makes the spawns from this map come from every angle. it's a test of awareness and movement skill- and the walls + inkrails really, really make rotating around the map feel so fluid and easy.
and low tide's hexagonal two-ring design is so fascinating too! instead of testing movement, it tests your team's ability to make judgment calls on luring and making sure you don't overwhelm basket from luring too much.
i also feel that every special in salmon feels really rewarding to use on this map- even reefslider! i've played enough to see that most specials bring so much utility and value, and i just love that no special feels like it's "useless" on this map.
there's also a few flyfish tech on this map that echoes the bomb tricks on jammin' salmon junction and spawning grounds (and i guess gone fission too), it feels really intuitive on what spots can pop two baskets at once (it's the grates and the rails) and i just? feel really rewarded for playing as much salmon as i do.
i feel that the map's inclusion of the ink rail mechanic evokes a lot of similar vibes to ruins of ark polaris- and i really liked that! there's definitely some things i want to fine tune and understand better about them, but they're really fun.
i still need to see how other weapons feel on this map, but it feels like both mobile and stationary weapons can exceed here- there's nice perches for long range weapons, lots of walls for quick weapons to use to escape situations... it's so swag...! a very good final map, i think!
#lizzy speaks#OOOUGH I LOVE THIS MAP SO FUCIG MUCH I NEEDED TO MUSE ABOUT IT ON TUMBLR#i streamed it on twtich cos iknew that i lked the weps and what i saw of the map.. oh its so good it made me so talkative#i won like 91% of my shifts (21/23) and idk I JUST FEEL LIKE MY practice on other maps and every weapon has paid off#the only real waves that i had trouble with was the night ones mostly in respects to quota. i think it was grillers/glowflies that made-#me have those losses so it wasnt a full sweep to evp 450#but also the map's new so i can forgive ppl for that. i definitely felt i needed to pay more attention to snatchers on night waves#there's also the question of whether or not using the ink rails as a wall clinging equivalent 4 glowflies is a good idea (eggs inthe pits)#ough. i love video games. this map feels so polished TO ME... anyone who likes salmon should give this a try#ALSO THE NEW DUALIES. GOOD STUFF. i really enjoy it's turret mode against king salmonid it helps shred soo nicely#it feels like a nice hybrid of dualie squelchers (the range) and dapples (the fire rate) like OHHHH. idc if its bad in pvp if its good in s#ok thats all :) im gonna play more tomorrow :D maybe i can get to 600.... or 999 (if i am lucky) (i am over my head)#splatoon scratches an itch in my brain for sure this game is soo fun.... YIPEE! i hope everyone has smthn that makes them happy gn!!
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The Devil May Cry series has some of the best video game music of all time
#brought to you by me prince who has been listening to the dmc series soundtrack on repeat#its so addictive and it helps me fight my demons fr 🙏#i think it might be my fav collection of music from a video games series ever#although it has stiff competition with loz#purely because loz music is soo nostalgic for me#but yeah if i randomly go through a dmc phase y'all know why the music makes me like#idk it just scratches an itch in my brain#my favs are devil trigger silver bullet and taste the blood#OH AND BURY THE LIGHT AND DEVILS NEVER CRY#absolute bangers#i should go back to my dmc3 playthrough#i finished 5! (albeit on easy mode because i really suck at the combat but it is soooo fun im playing on normal difficulty now)#but yeah. so good listening isnt enough i need to inject this stuff into my veins
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already trying to decide what i wanna do after im done w this fob albums as tour posters series and i think it would be soooo cool to try my hand at like. redesigning their album covers... we will see >:3
#getting very into like more actual graphic design stuff it's been Very fun#collages are also very fun to make but idk something abt these posters is scratching an itch in my brain#txt
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I seriously hope Oda pulls a The Spot from Spiderverse type moment with Zoro’s direction impediment at some point in the manga
Where we go from laughing about how directionally challenged he is to feeling some type of way, because it has life or death consequences
#idk i love when a story takes a goofy trait and makes it tragic or#takes sth tragic and makes a funny joke out of it after some time has passed#it scratches my adhd brain’s itch for novelty and subversive storytelling#one piece#roronoa zoro#zoro
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Dude I cannot wait for artfight I am going to go soooo ham... My goal is at least one attack per day, but depending on how Im feeling I might go for 3! I will definitely do way more than 3 for the first few days at least, I am going to kill every last one of y'all
#rat rambles#Im also gonna be doing more friendly fires I think#idk Im just gonna draw whoever I feel like#also Ive said this a million times but Im sooooo excited to see who gets drawn if my guys this year with the expanded list#Im hoping to get more variety than any year before! Im optimistic too since I have way more furried up now#my main two I need for completionist reasons are pent and crust but otherwise I dont have strong prefferences so Ill be happy with anyone#godddd Im finally gonna be able to make the sorta attacks I wanna make Ill finally feel confident with the quality of my attacks#I genuinely rly love my art now and Im excited to show it to the world!!#and who knows maybe Ill get another mutual from it!#dude Ive been looking forward to this all year Im so so excited#artfight is just genuinely so much fun to me it scratches an itch in my brain like nothing else rly#cant wait to see what teams everyone picks!!#also seeing everyone scramble to make refs is funny to me Im the guy who is sitting there in febuary like omg artfight is just around the#corner I need to start remaking refs soon#I still have a few I probably Should do but. I dont rly Need to so I might not
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God those cgi trailers for Dark Souls 2 fill me with such yearning for the Dark Souls 2 That Could Have Been
#I've still never really found a game that fulfills that yearning I think#Like obviously Fromsoft games come close but not quite close enough#That itch still isn't quite scratched#but I don't think it ever will be tbh#closest I've come to scratching that itch is to venture out into the woods alone in the rain in actual real life#tbh I don't actually think the Dark Souls 2 That Could Have Been could have actually existed the way it does in my brain#idk if it'd even be achievable with modern present day technology#let alone tech from like a decade ago#Sometimes I wish I had infinite money and resources so I could take a shot at making it#to capture that vibe I've been seeking for so long#pun's text posts
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this is me giving yall permission to hmu with a "hey bro, just thought of something that will give you a boner, check this out"
lol this is so true. and also really cool in a way i could never explain to anyone who isn't Like This
#preferably abt azris#I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO FIND ANY AZRIS FICS THAT SCRATCH THAT ITCH IN MY BRAIN#im just v picky w the way fics are written and like#man idk im not saying this to be mean i promise i PROMISE#just a lot of them are not in as much of a mature and practiced author's voice as i tend to prefer in fic#it makes me sad bc the plots sound v good but i just cant read them#anyway#all this to say#azris fic recs.......send them my way
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Me: *listening to my mother talk about her latest style of "old lady craft™" (affectionate)*
I can understand the concept and the end results look cool but I just don't get it or think I'd enjoy it.
Me: *after finally agreeing to try said "old lady craft™" (affectionate)*
Ohhhhhh I get it now. This is the kind of "old lady craft™" (affectionate) that I want to do at 3am when I can't sleep but want to and need to do something that won't make me more awake but will instead tire my brain out enough to actually sleep.
#old lady crafts™#old lady crafts#old lady crafts ™ (affectionate)#yes this is how i refer to many of my hobbies#mother took offence to me calling it old lady craft the other day and i was like#i mean it in the nicest possible way#i love doing pld lady crafts#i always have#yes i know anyone and everyone does this stuff but it'll always be old lady crafts to me#like some of my foundational crafting/ creative memories are of when i was around 7 and making my first proper old lady craft item#a porcelain doll btw#and i went to dolls with mum to work on it#she was already the youngest person in the room by a good 30 years#and I'm abother good 35 years younger than her#and like the level of warmth and support and assistance i got from this room full of old ladies doing their old lady crafts#they were delighted that i wanted to try it and were so helpful when i got frustrated#old ladies doing old ladt crafts are generally so lovely#so are other aged ladies doing old lady crafts#and non ladies doing old lady crafts#i mean i am one of those non ladies doing old lady crafts these days#but yeah idk where i was going with this#oh yeah “old lady crafts™” (affectionate)#the current old lady craft I'm doing is slow stitching#specifically hand sewing the background panel together once I've kinda laid it out and pinned it#i expected it to be tedious and annoying and not have enough structure to what i should be doing and to thetefore hate it#it is all of those things tbh#but in a way that does scratch a very specofic itch my brain sometimes has#slow stitching#fiber arts#sewing
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i don’t think i’ve ever felt this deranged in my entire life
can't get you out of my head
member | fwb!vernon x f reader genre | smut, like a little tiny bit of angst? with a happy ending word count | 2.4k synopsis | so what if calling your fuck buddy every other day is a little excessive? maybe you're just in love with him. smut warnings | descriptions of female anatomy, lots and lots of kissing, some dacryphilia, multiple orgasms, begging warnings | vernon is called hansol - i don't usually do that but just go with it; vernon is kind of a sweetheart tbh this ended up being pretty soft notes | june is back !! i've really been struggling to write these past few months so i'm actually super proud that i was able to sit down and write this as fast as i did. i can't promise another fic anytime soon or any kind of consistent uploads, but i hope you enjoy this meager offering! thanks for the support even while i've been gone :) also this is based on a dream i had about vernon the other day and i could not stop thinking about it it was driving me crazy, so everyone say thank you to my brain or the sandman or whoever put that idea in my dreams because this fic is a result of it. if there are mistakes pls ignore i wrote this at 2am
the thing you remember most about hansol is his lips.
the first time you kissed him was like opening a door to a world you'd never known existed. your past hookups had been terrible kissers, or even worse—hadn't even tried to kiss you at all. you were sick of the boring, underwhelming sex with men who couldn't care less if you got off or not. but some god or being in the universe must've been looking out for you, because finding hansol was nothing short of a miracle.
it was so good, you weren't even that embarrassed when you'd desperately texted him a couple of nights later, practically begging him to come over and fuck you again. he was burned into your brain, the feeling of his mouth locked with yours seared so deep in your memory you couldn't erase him if you tried, but it wasn't exactly like you wanted to.
he hadn't explicitly said you would only be a one night stand, but you usually didn't hang around the same guy for too long, and he didn't really seem like the commitment type anyway. but when you find something this good, you don't let it go, and somehow you both knew that whatever this was, it was too good to pass up on.
so it wasn't really a surprise when you found yourself on his couch, straddling his lap in the late hours of the night for the third time this week.
like you remembered, his lips were warm and soft, his cheek brushing against yours as you melted into him. you could kiss him for hours and not notice the time passing at all, so focused on the rhythm of his mouth working you up more than anything you'd done with man you'd slept with before.
the heat of his hands resting on your hips sends shivers up and down your spine, unconsciously arching towards him as his tongue pushes into your mouth.
one gentle hand travels carefully up beneath your shirt, tracing the skin of your stomach before stopping at your breast, your heartbeat racing beneath his palm.
your breath is hot on his cheek as you readjust your position, slipping your knees onto either side of his hips and sinking down to straddle his lap. your clothed cunt throbs as he presses his bulge against the inside of your thigh, and you don't hold back the open-mouthed moan that escapes you as his other hand quickly reaches up to angle your jaw and guide your lips back to his.
you push your hips down a little harder on him and his nails dig into your breast. his grip tightens a little as his hips cant up against you, desperate for more pressure against his strained cock.
your eyelids flutter as his other hand tilts your chin upwards, finally breaking away from your mouth only to reattach his lips at the base of your jaw. his tongue laves over your skin before he starts to suck, and you shiver when he pulls back and cold air hits the wet patch of spit on your neck.
you have to focus hard not to drool when you open your eyes and catch a glimpse of his face, lust-glazed eyes staring up at you through his long, thick lashes, his intense gaze fixed on you.
if you ever get past this weird in-between stage of talking but not talking, maybe you'll tell him how jealous you are of his beautiful, natural eyelashes. if you ever actually get to have a conversation with him outside of calling to hook up, maybe you'll tell him how nice his lips are. you'll tell him how soft his hands are and how he's by far the best person you've ever slept with, leaps and bounds better than all the rest, and—
before you fully realize what's happening, you feel your shirt being pulled over your head and hansol's lips have made their way down to your chest. without a sound his hands roam your body, fingers drawing invisible lines over your bare skin and leaving trails of goosebumps with every touch.
he doesn't talk much during sex, or maybe you just don't know each other well enough yet for him to have much to say. aside from the way he occasionally murmurs about how perfect you are — an oddly intimate thing to say to someone who's just a friend with benefits, but coming from him it sounds so casual — the only words you ever get out of him are curses and whimpered pleas.
the only words he ever gets out of you are shamelessly begging him, please kiss me again, please, hansol; and you're always too far gone to care about how whiny you sound, because you need his lips on you so fucking bad you think you might just die without them. but he always obliges, quickening the speed of his thrusts and wrapping his arms around you tighter so he can kiss you deeper, until your lips are numb and you can still feel the weight of him holding you even hours after he's gone.
so maybe you do have a teeny tiny crush on hansol. anyone in their right mind would, and when he's finished with you tonight you're sure you won't have much mind left to even think about it. certainly this is a problem for another day, a day when you'll inevitably call him again so he can make you lose your mind all over again and you won't have to think about how much you like him, and you'll continue like that for who knows how long.
maybe he'll get bored of you, or find someone else, or move to another city too far for you to justify travelling for a relationship that isn't even a relationship…
… but then he lets out a little groan and you fall back into reality, the reality where you've been making out with him for the past half hour and he quietly but confidently lets you know if he doesn't get his dick out soon he's definitely going to cum in his pants and not only will it make him look like a loser but he also won't get to fuck you, which is the whole reason you asked him to meet up tonight, right?
well, yeah, you guess, but a part of you knows there's more to it than that. but that's not really a conversation for right now.
you lean down to press another chaste kiss against those lips that you can't stop thinking about, and your fingers pull his t-shirt over his head before finding their way down to the button at the top of his jeans.
you've had his cock inside you more times than you think you deserve, but still your stomach bubbles with excitement as he lifts his hips and shimmies out of his pants, the outline against his briefs more than enough to make your mouth water before he slips those off, too.
for tonight, you're the recipient of his undivided attention. you alone get to have him and his perfect cock all to yourself; maybe not forever, but for right now, and that's all you really need.
he presses his hand against his bulge, eyes squeezed shut in pleasure as you stand up from his lap to kick off your pants and underwear.
you must have been taking too long for his liking, though, because as soon as you're fully nude his hands tug impatiently at your waist and pull you back down onto him.
he lets out a heavy sigh, the head of his cock pressed deliciously against your clit as you start to rock your hips back and forth.
but before long his hands bring you to a stop and he lets out his usual string of pleas to let him fuck you, and now it's your turn to sigh in relief as he pushes into you, the stretch so natural like he was the only one who was made to sit you on his lap.
he doesn't move right away. he never moves right away, whether to give you a chance to adjust or maybe because he himself can't handle the feeling. either way, you always struggle to take in a shaky breath as your walls flutter around him, perfectly thick and long that you could probably cum untouched like this if you sat there for long enough.
but as badly as you want to never move and let him cockwarm you for hours, he always eventually moves.
he starts out slow, just a few inches at a time, a gentle in and out that's almost romantic until you feel like you can breathe normally again— right before he knocks the breath out of you, increasing his pace until the room is filled with the loud sounds of skin against skin.
he always fucks you like it's been months since he's came, even though you know for a fact it was last thursday and all over your stomach. all you can do now is hang onto his broad shoulders for dear life, nails scratching helplessly at his muscles as he carries you up and over the edge, pushing you into the first of many orgasms tonight.
sometimes he'll make a comment about how wet you get when he fucks you like this, rough and fast as he pounds into you like there's no tomorrow. and that's when you'll agree, yes you love it so much, yes he's so good, yes you need more and please, please keep going.
if it were anyone else they'd probably smirk at that, satisfied with the momentary boost to their ego. but that's what you love about hansol, is that he's not anyone else: he'll take those words and use them to somehow fuck you even rougher and even faster, so rough and so fast that sometimes tears will start to roll down your cheeks, and that's usually about when you start begging him to kiss you.
you can't help it. the way he bounces you so effortlessly on his cock, his lips parted and beads of sweat trickling down his neck, you need him bad. you want to be closer to him, closer than you know is physically possible but damn if you won't try anyway.
throwing your hands around his neck and falling against his chest, tears still streaming from your eyes as you plead with him, repeating his name over and over and over like you've lost your mind and he's the only thing left. in all honestly, maybe he is.
he quietly shushes you and tilts his chin up to capture your lips in the kiss you so badly crave, and it's everything you need and more and somehow still not enough but you can't think straight anymore when his cock is hitting you just right and his mouth is also just right and each vein, each curve, each ridge, drags perfectly along your walls and he's splitting you open and goddamn you are ruined for anybody else.
you feel like you're skirting in and out of consciousness when you cum again, squeezing around his cock so tight that even his powerful thrusts can't continue at their current pace.
it isn't long before he lets go too, holding you flush against his body as he fills you up, painting your insides white with a breathy moan, and in a weird way it makes you feel kind of proud.
you both sit there for a moment, panting as you start to come down.
without even standing up you already know your legs are jell-o, but you don't really have time to think about that as hansol lifts you off his lap and sets you carefully on the couch, leaving you with another kiss before he stands up and disappears down the hall, returning seconds later with a towel that looks suspiciously new.
you'd asked him about his bathroom towels last time you'd been over at his place. a mismatched collection of white and brown and aquamarine that he'd taken with him when he'd moved out of his parent's house, he said, he'd never really had a reason to buy a set of his own.
the grey cloth in his hand now that he uses to gently wipe between your legs is one you don't remember seeing.
he finishes and you want him to kiss you again, but you're too shy to ask now so he leaves you again with just a kind smile this time.
you've put most of your wrinkled clothes back on by the time he comes back. he offers to drive you home every time afterwards, but you always insisted you were fine, already feeling like you'd overstayed your welcome.
this time he doesn't offer, though, just quietly sits down next to you to pull on his own clothes until you're both fully dressed.
he speaks before the awkward silence has time to set in.
"have you been seeing anybody else?" he asks, and it's probably the longest sentence he's spoken to you outside of when he's fucking you.
it takes you a couple seconds to say no. god, you sound like a loser, but you couldn't lie to him. since the very first time with hansol the thought of seeing anyone besides him hadn't even crossed your mind. just like you thought; ruined.
it takes him a couple seconds to reply, too.
"good," he says, and you could almost swear his cheeks are pinker than usual as he admits that he hasn't been with anyone, either. "could we keep it that way?"
your breath catches a little. "yeah?"
"yeah," he answers. "whatever… this is, i like it. and i like you."
and just like that, things make sense.
"maybe, would you, y'know, wanna stay this time?" he asks, and you can't hide the grin on your face as you lean over and kiss him again, your answer evident in the way your hand falls against his warm chest and your fingers weave gently through his hair.
everything is so simple with hansol.
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#j recs.#vernon rec.#j’s favs.#lying in the dark with a hot water bottle over my sore belly feeling like absolute CHEEKS and I think smhow this has healed all my ailments#like i am a new woman right now#i might’ve just died & been reborn idk yet. will feed back.#THIS WAS SOOOOOO GOOD??????#stream of consciousness inbound im Very Sorry i just. have to yell about this oh god#I feel like. the kissing part. is so easy to skim over. I’m the worst for it I hate writing kissing scenes they’re so hard BUT I WOULD READ#5K OF THEM JUST MAKING OUT AND I WOULD NEVER WANT FOR ANYTHING FROM THIS WORLD AGAIN IM SO SERIOUS#the way reader is down So bad for just smooching him UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH ME WHEN#you write so so so so beautifully. like this wasn’t just insanely hot (it was that) (it was so very that) but it Felt Like a Brain Treat#sometimes I read things and peoples prose & their structuring scratches the itch so mf WELL and that’s this. this is that#I don’t have good words to use. I rly could not do this justice in a million years no matter how hard I tried.#but hi @ everyone you have GOTTA read this#oh I’m gna be thinking about him for weeks. it’s that serious.#thank u so much for this. it is lovely gorgeous beautiful wonderful mwah mwah mwah. I love it so much#1000000000000/10 <3
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I read happy hardcore hexidream last night, and on the one hand I can absolutely see the horror elements, the abusive behaviors, the trauma responses.
On the other hand. Agere braincell looks at Hexi and is like 'oh but that could be a good caregiver right there'
#ig if i can hc a fictional murderer as a cg why not this...? just feels different tho so im just squinting at my brain like. I Guess?#i think it's bc the same behaviors that make hexi dangerous are the ones also hitting the cg idea for me#like in the case of s!3v3n he murders out of scarring grief and loss. he cares deeply and you can trust that#hexi on the other hand has some classic emotional abuse tactics mixed in with their excessive doting and actions of affection#so im just raising an eyebrow at my brain on this one. esp since usually we react with more wariness to charas like that jsjfjsjf#also hexi Is a pokemon. clearly sentient and capable but a pokemon.#idk. i can see ways to spin it tho bc a lot of the behavior seems to stem from a sense of abandonment (whether real or imagined)#twisting into a need for control and then further into a desire for Life. but it stems from issues w the trainer#in Theory it could be isolated#that and/or.... maybe hexi's. just an unhealthy chara that has a cg streak. it's not like cgs have to be morally pure tbh#who knows. just fascinated by this response in my brain. even read the fic twice to sort out why that was the angle#maybe my brain just Really likes the idea of a sylveon-based cg chara based on details written with hexi#i Could just make my own sylveon cg oc maybe and see if that scratches the itch or if it's specifically hexi#also unrelated but hexi's a cute name. anyways#txt#bebbypastas#sure why not lol
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