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mz4nolove · 5 months ago
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Mahito never did anything wrong! 🥺💖
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after-witch · 5 months ago
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Ragdoll [Yandere Mahito x Reader]
Title: Ragdoll [Yandere Mahito x Reader]
Synopsis: Your back hurts and Mahito fixes it for you. inspired by snatches of conversation with @absolute-flaming-trash as so many Mahito things are!
Word count: 500ish
notes: yandere, kidnapped reader, body modification
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“Well? How does it feel?” Mahito asks, and whenever Mahito asks, you are bound to consider the answer. Whether or not you actually give it depends on the day and time and how much you’re willing to endure.
You’re… Weightless. That’s what you feel–no, no, no. That’s wrong. Not weightless. There is weight to you. You are not some candy floss being tossed in the wind by a child uncaring of the time spent crafting it, hot metal bowls and spinning sticks and carpal tunnel from too many summers on a carnival job.
You have weight, but it is thick and slimy and moveable, like a glob of remorseless slime built up in a forgotten bathroom sink. Or something heavier, filled with beans or sand or stuffing.
A doll, maybe? Oh, yes.
A doll. A ragdoll. The kind your grandparents gifted you when you were little, because it’s what they grew up with on the dusty old farm, and your parents cooed over her yarn hair and homespun look.
But you shoved her onto the decorative chair in the corner of your bedroom and never played with her because you wanted something chic and fun, a doll with brushable hair and clothes that came off. 
Now you’re stuck in that corner chair, or you would be, except Mahito wants to play with you. Likes to play with you. Likes to hold you, like he’s doing now, humming and holding out one hand so all of your weight slides to one side and the only thing keeping you upright is the grip of his fingers.
Then flopping you to the other side, and doing it again, and again. Then holding you close and down, like he’s dipping you in a dance. 
He could let you go and you’d fall, a heap, onto the floor. Would it hurt? Maybe the rest of you would.
But not your back. Not your spine. He replaced it all with gelatin or goo or slime or whatever he’d decided upon, after you’d begged and begged and begged. Chronic back pain was a bitch. Chronic back pain when you were sleeping on floors and hammocks was bitchier. 
“It hurts so much. I can’t stand it. Please, please, please.”
And he’d tickled his fingers up your back–it hurt, too–and smiled down.
“You really want me to fix you?”
And you did, and he did, and here you are now.
Weighty and weightless all the same, his pretty ragdoll. 
Only he can brush your hair and change your clothes and maybe that will keep him from shoving you into the corner and forgetting about you. 
The thought is too far back to be anything more than a gnat you’ll swat when it comes closer, though. Because your spine is jello, sure, sure, sure. But it doesn’t hurt. And you can’t strain a ligament or herniate a disc when there’s nothing there to hurt, can you? 
It doesn’t hurt, for once, and that’s enough.
Mahito drops you low, again, catching you before your head smacks against the concrete.
He smiles. 
So do you.
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kentobb · 15 days ago
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⊹₊⟡⋆ The Bet ⊹₊⟡⋆
Ryomen Sukuna x Female Reader x Gojo Satoru
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⊹₊⟡⋆Masterlist ⊹₊⟡⋆
Warnings: Suggestive Content. Strong Content (Violence, blood, mentions of sexual assault, etc) +18
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Chapter 06
Sukuna stormed through the campus on Monday, the cold air doing little to settle the storm brewing inside him. He hadn’t heard from you in two days. No texts, no calls. Every message he’d sent had been met with silence.
As he walked toward the locker room, his eyes caught Shoko speaking with Geto. There was something in the way Shoko was standing—her posture stiff, brows furrowed in concern. Geto, on the other hand, had a look that Sukuna couldn’t quite place—something dark, almost like anger. Sukuna didn’t have the patience to stick around, though, so he ignored them and continued his path.
He dropped his things into his locker and gripped his fists tightly, fighting the rising anger in his chest. It wasn’t just about the silence from you; it was everything that had happened, everything that Mahito had done, and how it still echoed in his mind.
The door to the gym opened, and Sukuna could hear the distinct sound of footsteps. He turned just in time to see Mahito and Jogo walk in, talking as if nothing were wrong. Mahito grinned, his eyes catching Sukuna’s for a split second
“Yo, Sukuna!” Mahito called out, his voice oozing with arrogance. “You missed the rest of the party.”
Sukuna didn’t respond, just focused on slamming his locker shut. The sound echoed around the room. He wasn’t in the mood for this, not after everything.
Jogo, noticing the tension in the air, stepped slightly in front of Mahito, his eyes darting between the two of them. He tried giving Mahito a subtle look, a warning perhaps, but Mahito didn’t seem to get it.
“Hey, are you gonna ignore me, man?” Mahito said, his voice turning harder. “What’s up with you?”
Sukuna’s patience snapped. With a growl, he hit the locker again, this time harder than before. The metal rattled under the force, and Mahito flinched slightly, but his grin didn’t fade.
“Why the hell are you ignoring me?” Mahito spat, his voice now laced with irritation.
Sukuna took a step forward, his muscles tight, his eyes locked onto Mahito’s with a fury that burned in his chest. “Why did you touch her?” he asked, his voice dark and low, a warning in every syllable.
Mahito tilted his head, pretending to play dumb. “What the hell are you talking about, man? What touch?” He gave a dismissive wave of his hand, like it didn’t matter.
Sukuna’s eyes narrowed, and the fury that had been building in him finally broke. “Don’t make me repeat myself,” he growled, stepping closer. “Why. Did. You. Touch. Her?”
Mahito finally cracked a twisted smile, clearly mocking Sukuna. “Oh, so now you care about the little bitch?” He sneered. “It was a party. She was wearing something short, showing off her legs. If you dress like a whore, you shouldn’t expect to be treated like anything else.”
Sukuna's anger reached its peak, his body trembling with rage. He didn't even think about it; he just swung. His fist connected with Mahito's jaw with a sickening crack, and Mahito's body flew back, crashing to the floor.
The locker room went silent for a split second, everyone freezing in shock. Jogo immediately stepped forward, trying to break them apart, but Sukuna wasn't having it. His rage was blinding. He lunged forward, prepared to land another hit, but this time, Jogo caught him with a shove.
Mahito stood up painfully, his fit connecting to Sukuna’s jaw.
"Enough!" Jogo growled, trying to hold him back but Sukuna swung at him. Sukuna was too strong.
Before anyone could process the chaos, the door to the locker room swung open. Gojo strolled in, his usual carefree grin in place, oblivious to the scene unfolding. But the moment he saw Sukuna standing over Mahito, fists clenched, blood dripping from Mahito's face, his grin faltered.
"What the fuck is going on here?" Gojo shouted, rushing forward, his voice filled with both concern and confusion.
Mahito, groaning as he pushed himself to his feet, wiped blood from his mouth. His eyes narrowed, and with a growl, he swung at Sukuna, landing a punch to his stomach.
Gojo immediately stepped in, trying to separate them, his hands on both their chests as he shouted, "What the hell, Sukuna? What the hell is going on?!"
Sukuna glared at Mahito, his breath coming in sharp, angry bursts. "He groped her, Gojo," he said, the words barely above a whisper but carrying the weight of the world. "He groped Y/N."
The room fell silent. Gojo's eyes widened, and for the first time, he looked genuinely shaken. "He touched... Y/N?" he repeated, his voice almost trembling.
Mahito, still trying to recover, looked between Gojo and Sukuna, his smile faltering as he saw the raw rage in both of their eyes. Gojo's hands clenched into fists. "You're fucking dead, Mahito," Gojo said, his voice ice cold.
Without a second thought, Gojo turned and unleashed a series of punches on Mahito.
Mahito punching back, but after a while failing against Gojo.
Sukuna stood back for a moment, watching Gojo with a mix of concern and surprise.
Gojo's anger, the way he fought-he was losing himself to it, just like Sukuna had moments ago.
Sukuna stepped forward, trying to pull Gojo away, but Gojo's strength was like that of a god-there was no stopping him once he'd snapped.
"Gojo!" Sukuna shouted, grabbing his arm.
"If you don't stop, you’re going to kill him.”
But Gojo didn't stop. He continued to pound on Mahito, each blow landing harder than the last.
Finally, the door swung open again. Nanami and Geto both stormed in, their eyes immediately taking in the chaos. They didn't even hesitate-they moved quickly, using their strength to break up the fight. Nanami grabbed Gojo, pulling him back, while Geto stepped in between Sukuna and Mahito.
Geto surveyed the scene, his eyes flicking between the bloody mess on the floor and the anger in both Sukuna's and Gojo's faces.
"Gojo stop!" Geto demanded, his voice hard.
Sukuna looked at Mahito, still on the floor, his lip split and his eye swollen. Jogo was also down, nursing a bloody nose. Sukuna's fists were still clenched, his chest rising and falling with every breath. His eyes were wild with fury.
"Mahito..." Sukuna began, his voice dark.
"You'll never touch her again. I'll make sure of it."
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Sukuna and Gojo stood outside the dean’s office, their faces bruised, but neither of them seemed to care in the slightest. They leaned casually against the wall, their expressions unreadable, the tension between them thick. Both had their own reasons for being there, but the bruises they sported were a clear testament to the chaos of the day.
As they waited, the door to the dean’s office swung open, and out walked Mahito and Jogo. Both were visibly bruised, their faces battered from the earlier confrontation. Mahito shot a hateful glare toward Sukuna and Gojo, his eyes seething with anger. Jogo, ever the quiet one, avoided their gaze completely, his expression hardened.
The door to the office slammed shut behind them, and the dean’s voice called out from inside, sounding stern and annoyed. “Sukuna, Gojo, get in here.”
The two of them exchanged a brief glance before heading inside, unfazed by the tension in the air. As the door closed behind them, Sukuna couldn’t help but feel a sense of satisfaction—Mahito deserved every bruise.
From afar, Shoko watched the entire scene unfold, her eyes darting between the four men. Standing next to her was Geto, who had been silently observing everything. He crossed his arms, still processing what had happened.
“I didn’t expect anything less from Gojo,” Geto muttered, glancing at the door where Mahito and Jogo had just left. “But Sukuna’s reaction… that’s new.”
Shoko’s gaze was fixed on the floor, her mind clearly somewhere else, her face an unreadable mask. “I don’t know what to make of it,” she said quietly, her voice laced with concern.
Geto raised an eyebrow, sensing something more beneath her words. “I didn’t know they were close. Did Y/N tell you she was close to Sukuna?” he asked, curiosity lacing his tone.
Shoko shook her head, a faint sigh escaping her lips. “You know Y/N. She doesn’t really have friends.” Her words were soft, but the weight of them hung in the air, a reminder of how isolated you often felt, despite the people around you.
Geto looked at her for a moment, then nodded slowly. “How’s she holding up?”
Shoko hesitated for a second, clearly troubled by the situation. “She skipped class today… I don’t think she’s ready to face anyone yet.”
Geto’s expression softened, but he didn’t say anything more. The news of you skipping class was no surprise to him—it was just one more symptom of the aftermath.
Shoko turned her gaze toward the dean’s office again, her expression hardening. “And what are you going to do about Mahito and Jogo?”
Geto’s face was calm, but there was a slight edge to his words. “They’re being kicked out. They don’t deserve to stay here after what they did.”
Shoko nodded silently, her eyes betraying a deep sadness that she didn’t want to show. There was little more to say on the matter. The decision had already been made.
After a brief silence, Shoko spoke again, her voice quieter now. “And what about Sukuna and Gojo?”
Geto tilted his head slightly, almost surprised by the question. “What about them?”
Shoko’s eyes met his, her gaze steady. “Are you going to kick them out too?”
A small smirk played at the corner of Geto’s mouth as he shrugged. “We didn’t see anything, did we?” He leaned in, his tone lowering as if it were a secret. “When the team arrived, all we saw were Mahito and Jogo on the floor, beaten to a pulp. The rest is just… speculation.”
Shoko’s lips curved upward in a small, knowing smile. She didn’t press him further, but the understanding between them was clear.
Geto glanced at her, his face unreadable, but he nodded in acknowledgment. “I didn’t see anything either,” he said flatly, standing up from his seat. “Let’s go.”
Shoko followed suit, rising from her spot. They made their way to the door, and as they left, there was an unspoken agreement between them. They’d cover for Sukuna and Gojo, just as they had done countless times before. But even so, the tension between the two men was far from over, and the repercussions of what had happened today were only just beginning to unfold.
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You sat on your bed, your face red and swollen from all the tears, the weight of everything that had happened feeling almost unbearable. The silence in your room was thick, and you felt as though you couldn’t breathe properly. The faint sound of a knock on your door broke through the stillness, making you flinch. Slowly, you stood up, the sweater you were wearing hanging loosely over your body, paired with sweatpants that did nothing to ease the heavy feeling in your chest. You hesitated, almost as if afraid of what you might see, before you opened the door.
Standing there was Sukuna, his bruised face a stark contrast to his usual cocky demeanor. A small bandage covered a cut on his lip, and his eyes were heavy, as if he hadn’t slept in days. He looked at you for a long moment, his gaze unreadable, before he spoke.
“You don’t have to worry about Mahito or Jogo anymore,” he said, his voice low but firm.
You froze, your heart sinking as your hands instinctively moved to cover your mouth. Your thoughts swirled around, trying to make sense of what he was saying. Slowly, you pieced it together, the fear for Sukuna’s safety seeping into your veins.
You opened your mouth to ask, but the words got stuck. Finally, you managed to say, “What happened?”
Sukuna let out a long sigh, as if the weight of what he was about to tell you was still fresh. “Me and Gojo… we gave Mahito a lesson,” he said, a flicker of something dark in his eyes, like he was trying to downplay it. But the intensity in his tone told you it was far more than just a lesson. It was a warning.
Your mind went blank, the gravity of the situation settling in. The fact that Mahito and Jogo were no longer a threat to you left you feeling a strange mixture of relief and guilt. But then Sukuna’s next words hit you like a punch to the gut.
“I was suspended for a week. Along with Gojo.”
You felt your stomach drop. You had no idea what had happened, but the consequences were real. You felt the sting of his words, and your chest tightened. “I’m… I’m sorry,” you whispered, the words barely escaping your lips.
Sukuna stepped closer, his presence overwhelming, and with surprising gentleness, he cupped your chin, forcing you to meet his gaze. “You don’t have to apologize,” he said, his voice soft, though there was an edge to it—like he was trying to hold everything together. “This isn’t your fault.”
You shook in front of him, your body trembling as you processed everything, your mind racing. The rush of emotions was almost too much to bear. Sukuna’s touch was warm against your skin, but it felt like a world apart from the chaos in your head. His hand lingered on your chin for a moment before he pulled it away, his fingers brushing against your skin as if reluctant to let go.
He took a step back, and for a second, you thought he might say something else—something to break the silence that felt suffocating. But instead, he simply stared at you, his eyes intense, and you could feel the weight of his gaze deep in your chest. It was like he could see straight through you, and for a brief moment, you felt like you were about to drown in the emotions swirling between you.
Then, without a word, Sukuna turned and walked away, leaving you standing there, unable to move, your thoughts a tangled mess. The door clicked shut behind him, and the silence returned. But this time, it felt emptier. More final.
You stood there for what felt like an eternity, the room closing in around you. You wanted to say something—to stop him, to ask him to stay, to ask how he was really feeling—but the words got lost somewhere deep inside you. And now, all you had left was the sound of your own heartbeat and the echo of his footsteps fading down the hallway.
It wasn’t until the door had fully closed, the distant sounds of the campus muffled in your ears, that you let out a shaky breath, your hands trembling at your sides. The weight of everything—what had happened, what was still happening—pressed down on you.
And you couldn’t help but wonder if you’d ever be able to find a way through it.
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Mahito and Jogo limped into the parking lot, their bruises still fresh from the fight. Mahito winced with each step, clearly in pain, his temper flaring with every passing moment. “This is bullshit,” he muttered under his breath, gritting his teeth. Jogo, though just as battered, remained silent for a moment before speaking up.
“They’re going to pay,” Jogo said through clenched teeth, his anger evident in the way his fists tightened at his sides. He didn’t need to elaborate—both of them knew exactly who he was referring to.
As they reached the parking spaces where their cars were parked, the sight that greeted them sent a wave of disbelief through their already frayed nerves. Both of their cars had their tires slashed, the rubber deflated and useless. Mahito stood frozen for a moment, his eyes narrowing as he took in the damage.
“What the hell?!” Mahito barked, looking around, his hands balled into fists. “Who the fuck did this?!”
Before either of them could react further, they saw Shoko standing there, calmly holding a tire iron in her hand, the weapon gleaming in the low light. She hadn’t said a word, but the silence between them was heavy, filled with the promise of something much worse than they could imagine.
Mahito sneered, his usual bravado returning. “Crazy bitch,” he muttered under his breath, clearly not intimidated. He took a step toward her, but before he could get any closer, Shoko moved with surprising speed. Her hand whipped across his face in a sharp slap, the sound of it echoing through the parking lot.
Mahito stood there, stunned, his hand slowly rising to his cheek, where the imprint of her slap was already forming. He was speechless for a moment, his pride taking a bigger hit than the bruise on his face.
Shoko didn’t give him a chance to recover. Her voice was icy and full of authority. “If I ever see you around Y/N or any other girl again, I’ll castrate you,” she warned, her eyes cold and unforgiving. “Do you understand?”
Mahito’s anger flickered for a moment, but the fear in Shoko’s eyes, coupled with the weight of her words, made him falter. He couldn’t bring himself to respond, only nodding stiffly, his bravado crumbling for the first time. He was scared.
Without saying another word, Shoko turned on her heel and walked toward Geto, who had been quietly observing the scene from the side. His expression was unreadable, but there was a calmness in his stance that spoke volumes. As Shoko approached him, he nodded to her, acknowledging her actions without comment.
Geto turned to face Mahito and Jogo, his voice steady but firm. “You’re out of the team,” he said, his tone leaving no room for argument. “Both of you.”
Mahito’s fury boiled over at those words. He slammed his fist into the side of his car, his knuckles cracking from the force of the impact, the sound of the blow echoing through the lot. “This is fucking bullshit!” he screamed, but his anger was hollow, the realization sinking in that their futures were no longer in their hands.
Jogo remained silent, the weight of their actions settling over him. Together, they walked away, their defeat palpable in the air around them. Mahito kicked the ground in frustration, but it was clear that nothing could fix the mess they had created.
Shoko and Geto watched them go, the tension of the moment finally starting to dissipate. Shoko didn’t look back at Mahito or Jogo, her expression unreadable, but Geto couldn’t help but wonder if it would be the last time they ever saw those two again.
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The next morning, Gojo was sitting in the bathroom of his dorm room, his shirt off as he carefully applied antibiotic ointment to the bruises that marred his face. The fight from the previous day had left its mark on him—scratches and swelling from the altercation. As he dabbed the cream onto a particularly sore patch near his jaw, he could hear Nanami moving about the room, probably lounging as usual.
A sudden knock at the door caught Gojo’s attention, interrupting the quiet of the room. He winced slightly as he shifted to stand, his hand instinctively reaching for the bottle of ointment again.
“Hey, Nanami,” Gojo called, his voice muffled as he winced while touching a bruise near his temple. “You mind getting that?”
Nanami, who was lounging in the small living area with his usual look of indifference, glanced toward the door, clearly unbothered by Gojo’s request. He rolled his eyes dramatically, muttering something under his breath about Gojo always being “too lazy” to get the door.
The sound of Nanami shuffling to the door echoed in the room, and Gojo could hear him greeting whoever had come. A beat passed before the sound of your voice reached Gojo’s ears from the hallway.
“Hi Nanami. Is Gojo here?” you asked, your voice tentative but warm.
“Yes… he is here,” Nanami said, stepping aside to let you in. He was surprised to see you, but there was a subtle change in his expression—a slight tension in the way he observed the situation. He gave you a polite nod. “Come in.”
You stepped inside, the air inside the dorm cool and almost too quiet. As soon as you crossed the threshold, the sound of running water stopped, and Gojo appeared in the doorway of the bathroom, towel in hand. His eyes landed on you, and a flicker of surprise crossed his face when he saw you standing there.
The moment your eyes met, something shifted in the air between you two. You hadn’t expected to see him so soon after everything. The bruises and cuts on his face were still fresh, a stark reminder of the events from the previous night. They mirrored the ones you had seen on Sukuna, and the sight unsettled you. It was almost as if the world you had known before everything had started unraveling was suddenly far away, replaced by a reality filled with tension and fear.
Nanami, sensing the shift in the room’s energy, cleared his throat loudly.
“I’m heading out to buy some groceries,” Nanami said, his tone casual but the hint of a knowing glance cast between you both.
With that, Nanami slipped out of the room without waiting for a reply, leaving you and Gojo alone together. The door clicked shut behind him, and there was a sudden, palpable silence between you both. Gojo looked at you, and you found yourself unable to make eye contact for long, as though something was quietly unraveling in your chest.
You stand there, your heart racing as you look at Gojo. His presence is overwhelming, and the tension between you feels palpable. You try to distract yourself, your fingers fidgeting nervously, something Gojo has started to notice every time you’re anxious. His gaze softens as he watches you, and you feel the heat rising in your cheeks.
After a long moment of silence, you clear your throat and thank him, your voice sincere. “Thank you… for everything…”
Gojo meets your eyes, seeing the genuine gratitude in them. He nods, his lips curving into a slight smile, though there’s something more intense behind his eyes. “You don’t have to thank me,” he says, his voice low, the edges softened. “I just did what anyone would’ve done.”
You hesitate for a moment, then add, “I’m sorry you were suspended for a week. I can help you with your studies.”
Gojo shakes his head, waving it off with a dismissive gesture. “Don’t apologize. You don’t owe me anything. I did it because…” He stops, a small flicker of something unspoken passing through his eyes before he continues. “It was the right thing to do.”
You search his face, wondering what else he was going to say, but he doesn’t elaborate. Instead, he looks at you more seriously, his expression shifting. “I wish you would’ve called me. I wish I could have helped you.”
You feel a pang of guilt. “I didn’t have your number,” you admit softly.
He nods, as if expecting that answer. Without missing a beat, he extends his hand toward you. “Give me your phone.”
You hesitate for a moment, then hand it to him. His fingers brush yours as he takes it, and for a split second, you feel your heart skip a beat. He inputs his number and hands the phone back to you with a simple smile.
As you look at the new contact saved in your phone, you can’t help but smile back at him. “Thank you,” you murmur.
Gojo’s expression softens, and he meets your gaze again. “I’m sorry for what happened. You didn’t deserve that. No one does.” His voice is steady, but you can hear the weight of his words.
You shake your head quickly, feeling a mixture of gratitude and unease. “It wasn’t anyone’s fault… just Mahito and Jogo.”
He takes a step closer, his tone more serious now. “But I should’ve been there to protect you. I should have been waiting for you.”
You quickly try to reassure him, shaking your head again. “It’s not your fault, Gojo. You didn’t know.”
But he looks at you, his eyes holding something deeper. “I should have been there. I could’ve protect you from them.” His voice is almost strained as he says this, as if he’s regretting something he can’t change.
Your heart thuds in your chest, the weight of his words pressing down on you. You can feel the closeness between you both, the air charged with something unspoken. He’s standing just a little too close now, his presence overwhelming, his gaze never leaving yours.
You suddenly feel heat flooding your cheeks, your heart beating faster with each passing second. You can’t help but look away, trying to steady your breath.
Gojo seems to understand. He takes a small step back, though he doesn’t look away, his eyes lingering on you with a softness that makes your heart race even more. He watches as you compose yourself, and when you glance back at him, there’s a small, knowing smile on his lips.
“Thank you,” you say one more time, your voice a little quieter, as if not wanting to disturb the fragile peace between you.
“I mean it,” Gojo replies, his voice lower than usual. “Don’t hesitate to reach out if you ever need anything.”
You nod, feeling the weight of the moment. You move toward the door, not wanting to linger longer than you should. As your hand reaches for the doorknob, Gojo steps forward, closing the door softly before you can open it. His tall figure stands in your way, his presence filling the small space. You freeze, looking up at him, your heart suddenly lodged in your throat.
Your face is mere inches from his now. You can feel his breath on your skin, and for a moment, everything else fades away. The space between you both feels electric, like the air itself is holding its breath.
Gojo reaches up, his hand gently cupping your cheek, his touch so soft it almost feels like a whisper against your skin. His thumb brushes your cheekbone, sending a rush of warmth through your chest. He leans in, his lips inches from yours, and just as you think he might close the distance—
There’s a sharp knock on the door.
The moment shatters.
Gojo lets out a frustrated breath, stepping back and pulling away. You can feel your heart thumping in your chest, your mind scrambling to process everything that just happened. Gojo glances at you for a moment, his expression unreadable, before he walks over to the door and opens it.
You look up, startled when you see Sukuna standing there, his brows furrowed. He’s clearly surprised to see you, and the tension in the air thickens again.
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As you stand there in the doorway, just a few feet from Sukuna, his heart unexpectedly skips a beat. He can feel the tension crackling in the air, and for a moment, the world around him seems to slow. You, standing next to Gojo, exude a calm energy that’s at odds with the storm brewing in his chest. Your presence is both grounding and confusing. His eyes linger on you, watching your every movement. His thoughts race, and yet, he can’t look away.
You turn to Gojo, your voice soft but sincere. “Thank you for having me,” you say, your words almost shy as you bow in appreciation. Sukuna notices the way your gaze flickers briefly toward him, and he feels something tighten in his chest—an unspoken question, a twinge of something unidentifiable. Before he can even react, you flash him a quick, small smile, a gesture that makes his pulse spike. Without another word, you leave, walking away and leaving Sukuna with an unsettling quiet.
He stands frozen for a moment, his eyes tracing the space where you just were. The silence in the room is palpable, and it’s as though the weight of everything that just happened has caught up to him all at once. He looks over to Gojo, who’s nonchalantly resuming his task of tending to his wounds, seemingly unaffected. Sukuna narrows his gaze, trying to read his teammate, but Gojo remains as unreadable as ever.
The sound of the door clicking shut behind you makes Sukuna snap back to reality. He enters the dorm, his movements slow and deliberate. He pauses briefly, his eyes scanning Gojo as he sits down, applying ointment to his bruised face with one hand while the other rests on his lap, still unconcerned with the discomfort of his injuries. Sukuna knows Gojo well enough to understand that physical pain has never been something he dwelled on for long, but something about the scene feels different.
Sukuna clears his throat, breaking the silence. “How are you doing?”
Gojo winces slightly as the antibiotic stings his wounds, a rare moment of vulnerability that makes Sukuna’s eyebrows furrow. “It hurts like a motherfucker,” Gojo replies with a light chuckle, trying to brush it off, but his tone betrays the discomfort. “But I’m good.”
Sukuna nods, glancing at his own bruises, which still ache, though it’s not nearly as bad as Gojo’s. “Same,” he replies flatly. “Same as you.”
Another stretch of silence falls between them, thick and heavy, neither of them quite sure how to fill the space. Sukuna can feel the weight of the earlier conversation lingering like an unspoken truth. He shifts, leaning back in his seat, his gaze wandering to the floor for a moment as he gathers his thoughts. After a few beats, the curiosity gnaws at him, and he can’t hold back the question that’s been burning in the back of his mind.
“What was she doing here?” he asks, his voice low, almost casual, but there’s an edge to it that Gojo doesn’t miss. Sukuna watches Gojo closely, hoping to read him, to get some hint of what really went down. Was it just gratitude? Or was there more to it?
Gojo looks up at him, a nonchalant shrug following. “She came by to thank me,” Gojo says. “And apologize. Told her she didn’t have to. It wasn’t her fault.”
Sukuna nods, his jaw tightening slightly. He waits, hoping Gojo will offer more, but the silence stretches on. Gojo doesn’t elaborate. The uncertainty gnaws at Sukuna, but he’s not about to push. Still, the nagging feeling won’t let him go. He stares at Gojo, his mind turning over every possibility. Something doesn’t sit right with him. It feels like there’s more to the story—more than Gojo is telling him.
The jealousy begins to creep in, subtle but insistent. His fists clench at his sides, though he’s careful to keep his expression neutral. He tells himself it’s nothing, just an emotion he’s not used to feeling. He doesn’t like you. Not in that way. It’s absurd to think otherwise. He’s been through too much lately, his mind still reeling from everything, the grief gnawing at him. This feeling, this unease, has to be just that. Grief.
And yet, deep down, where he can’t quite silence the voice, Sukuna knows it’s more. He has started to feel something for you. Something that twists in his chest and causes that strange tightness when he thinks of your smile, the way you looked at him when you left.
But no, he tells himself. He can’t be falling for you. That’s not possible. He doesn’t do this. This isn’t something he should feel.
“Did anything… happen?” Sukuna asks, his voice quieter now, more controlled. He’s not sure what he’s hoping for, but the unease in his gut won’t go away.
Gojo looks at him, eyes narrowing for a moment, but then his lips curl into a slight smirk. “What do you mean?” Gojo’s tone is teasing, his usual flippant nature taking over. But Sukuna sees the glint in his eyes. He knows Gojo is deliberately holding back something. He can feel it, the way his teammate is watching him, waiting for him to crack.
Sukuna doesn’t push further, but the wheels are turning. As the room falls back into an uncomfortable silence, he can’t ignore the growing feeling inside him anymore. The jealousy he’s been trying to suppress starts to swell, but he stifles it, locking it away deep in his chest. He doesn’t need to give in to it.
But no matter how hard he tries, he knows what this feeling is, even if he won’t admit it aloud. He’s falling for you. And that realization unsettles him more than anything.
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shiyorux · 10 months ago
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Jujutsu Kaisen Characters when you faint —
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Picks you up and walks around with you like that on their shoulder all day. (Glares at anybody who questions or even looks at it.)
If you somehow fainted throughout the day, and happened to be around them, they’d definitely take the oppurtunity to just throw you over their shoulder and call it a day. Then would proceed to walk through the whole day with you on their shoulder.
Of course, eventually they’d drop the monotone facade and get a little concerned when you don’t wake up, as they had been under the impression that you’d just exhausted yourself and needed a long good nights rest.
“Brat? Why aren’t you waking up?” He has to check that you’re actually breathing and not dead for a minute, then gets annoyed when you just don’t want to wake up.
“Wake up, don’t leave me here brat.”
GETO SUGURU, Toji Fushiguro, RYOMEN SUKUNA, Naoya Zenin,
Takes a picture of you on snapchat with all sorts of funny filters and sends it to your friends. (They save it too.)
You were probably lounging on the couch with them for whatever reason out of boredom. Maybe you were watching some random movie or tv-series that they had found and wanted to show you, or you were just hanging out.
Or you could've just have been at Jujutsu Tech doing absolutely nothing.
But you were so exhausted from your last mission that you ended up fainting and falling asleep where you sat. And all they did was find it funny, then quietly grab their phone and snap tons of pictures of you, occasionally leaning your head back so they could get a good shot of your face.
So the moment you woke up, your phone was getting spammed with people sending you text messages. Some were trying to jokingly warn you that you were being taken photos of, and some of them were just replies to your story.
Well it's safe to say you're never taking a nap beside them again. (They totally saved all of the photos.)
GOJO SATORU, Yuji Itadori, KINJI HAKARI, Mahito if he had a phone,
Grabs a blanket and tucks you in, doesn’t matter where you are.
The title pretty much states it.
This one also heavily applies to Higuruma, like, the man took a bath in a tub with CLOTHES on... (and in a courtroom aswell???)
This probably takes place when you're fighting curses with them (or sorcerers for that sake)
You faint and their immediate instinct is to make you comfortable whatever place you have decided to leave your consciousness at. They're not entirely sure if they're really allowed to move you around without your consent so they just refrain from doing so, and instead just give you a blanket.
Because, the rubble isn't exactly a comfortable place to be sleeping, right?
But they might have to explain to you when you wake up why you're tucked in a blanket in the middle of rubble and blood. (they were making sure the curses weren't gonna eat you)
CHOSO KAMO, Todo Aoi, Hiromi Higuruma,
Gives you an icepack, because they don’t know what else to do.
Okay lets be honest here, they would panic. Like panic. Like, at first they don’t know what to do. One moment you’re standing with them the next you’re on the floor sleeping.
But the only thing they can wrap their heads around is that something might be wrong with you, so they give you an icepack. Nothing like, maybe carrying you to the infirmary because fainting suddenly definitely isn’t weird, but no. They do that. It doesn’t even have to be them giving you anything, they just stand there, speechless, not knowing what to do.
Poor Inumaki might panic more than the rest and accidently knock himself out too.
TOGE INUMAKI, Hajime Kashimo, Kokichi Muta,
Actually carries you to an infirmary because they are genuinely concerned for your health.
This might've happened while you were on a mission, or when you were just around them outside of Jujutsu work.
You were just casually sitting next to them, doing your thing when you suddenly fainted on their shoulder. In the start they panicked a little bit but they quickly calmed down and realized it might be the best idea to get you some help.
Because, what if you have some disease??
But their worries were turned down when they were told you just weren't watching on how much you were drinking.
Now they won't stop telling you to go drink something. (they have ptsd)
YUTA OKKOTSU, Megumi Fushiguro, KENTO NANAMI,
Honorable mentions:
Kenjaku would either ignore you or just straight up let you do your thing and faint. He wouldn’t bother to disturb you either when you’re sleeping. But he’d probably watch you. (maybe throw you into a river and see what happens but ykyk)
:3
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jujutsukaisenwriting · 4 months ago
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JJK Characters Taking Care of You After a Hard Day
Gojo Satoru:
"Yo, what's with the face?"
Bad day? You know what makes bad days better?
HIS PRESENCE OBVIOUSLY
Also, a shit ton of sweets
Will probably drag you around until you are exhausted
"See, told ya it would pass"
Nanami Kento:
Husband will fill in a bathtub with hot water and will put a glass of wine near it
Never mind, a whole bottle it is
He will either come to sit in the bathtub with you or will just sit on the floor to ask you about the day
After-bath massage is so happening
Sukuna Ryomen:
A bad day? Like, did anyone die?
Will scoop you and will carry you to the bed
"Here, drink wine and let Daddy handle this shit"
Comes back grinning
"Now it's truly a bad day. But not for you anymore"
Yuji Itadori:
"Woah, you look completely worn out"
Leaves and comes back with a bag of chips, candies and soda.
GOLDEN RETRIEVER VIBES
Arranges a perfect blanket fortress on the sofa and throws on it at least a dozen pillows
Will be telling bad jokes and embarrassing stories from his past to cheer you up
Nobara Kugisaki:
She will sit you on the sofa and will bring you a huge boba tea
"Tell me what happened. IN DETAIL"
Will be highly emotional and supportive and will grow furious at those who wronged you
"Want me to use my cursed technique on them?"
"So what if it's your parents"
Will drag you out for a karaoke or a sushi bar once you tell her everything about your day
Megumi Fushiguro:
Is not really used to care about people so at first, poor guy is dumbfounded
"Um...I will make you some tea"
Sits down with you and listens carefully to what you have to say
Suggests you go for a walk because physical activity helps get rid of bad thoughts
Will hesitate for ages whether to take your hand or not
"Here goes nothing"
Choso:
"Bad day like how bad?"
Carries you to sofa, sits down and grabs you in a hug
Once you finish talking, offers to cook something for you
"I can chop them too", says nonchalantly as if discussing weather
Offers to comb your hair and hums lightly while doing so
Mahito:
Presents you a dead pigeon
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devotion-disorder · 6 months ago
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this is so off topic but I needed to vent somewhere, so turns out I am slowly realizing I have a thing for dude with long hair..
My childhood crush was Helia from winx and the only reason I watched winx was for HIM, I loved him so damn much dude.
then I got into vocaloid, who did I like most? GAKUPO fucking KAMUI..
THEN I slooowly got into anime.. who was my next target? FUCKING TOMOE FROM KAMISAMA KISS AND KOKKURI SAN FROM GUGURE KOKKURI SAN, also we can’t forget YUE FROM SAKURA CARDCAPTOR or UNDERTAKER FROM BLACK BUTLER.
All long hair by the way.. Probably white hair too.
now.. who is my new crush? MAHITO. JUST BECAUSE HE HAS LONG HAIR.
honorable mentions to Zhongli from Genshin, Sephirath from final fantasy and Malleus draconia and Idia Shroud from Twisted wonderland and kite from hxh.
LONG HAIR MALE SUPREMACY 🧍‍♂️🧎‍♀️
anon the way our half our tastes overlapped ASDAHLISUDHALAKJD;aWDUH.........LONG HAIR MEN GANG RISE UP 🗣️🗣️🗣️📢📢💥💥💥🚨
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my two faves aka my cutieful amazing wonderful breathtaking pookiebears that did nothing wrong ever actually
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madamechrissy · 5 months ago
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Up in The Air
♡ ♡ Pairings ♡ ♡ Suguru Geto x Fem Reader
♡ ♡ Warnings ♡ ♡ MDNI- Cunnilingus and fingering, and a lot of Suguru eating reader out bc... it's headcanon Sugu loves to eat it lol.
♡ ♡ Word Count ♡ ♡ 7,657
♡ ♡ Summary ♡ ♡ You have been jilted at the altar by your groom, Mahito, who has led you on for years. Your best friends, Maki and Yuta, suggest to go on this Honeymoon alone, to get away and find yourself again. On the plane ride, you run into a gorgeous man on a business trip, who holds your hand when you say that you're terrified of planes, Suguru Geto. You all fall into easy conversation, and there's chemistry, he makes you feel better than you had in a long time. You think to ask his number, when he realizes that his room has fallen through. Well, you have a big honeymoon suite, and you suggest he stays with you. What can go wrong?
Chapter 2 - Masterlist- Playlist
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Chapter 3
You stretch, waking up with the most beautiful view, sunlight streaming in, you sit up and see the ocean outside, the bright sun, the breeze swaying the trees. It is absolutely stunning… and you’re here… With Suguru Geto, at the thought of that alone you hop up, checking your reflection in the mirror, adjusting your top.
You smooth out your hair, brushing your teeth and washing your face in the bathroom mirror, and your eyes… they’re glittering. There’s life in them, life you had not seen in so long. You feel better, you feel so hopeful, and it’s such a new and foreign feeling that it’s hard to take.
You peek out, and don’t see him, your heart falters a moment, but all his things are there, so you breathe easy. Your fear of abandonment is hard to handle. You go and find your phone, checking on texts from Maki and your mom, updating them and snapping pictures. You tell Maki about Suguru, she demands a picture, you muse on how you’ll do that later…
There’s a message from him.
Your stomach flip flops.
Suguru: Headed to do work things… wish I could just lounge by the beach. You totally should. Dinner at 7?
You squeal, you fucking squeal. Are you fifteen again?
You: That sounds perfect! Where should we go?
He’s typing!
“Fuck…”
You nibble your lower lip.
Suguru: There's this little restaurant by the marina that is supposed to have the best seafood. Do you like seafood?
You: I am down for that! Yummy!
Suguru: You are.
You’re flushing, sitting down for this, so nervous… was he flirting with you? Fuck, what even was this? Someone desiring you, someone complimenting you, and he happens to be gorgeous. And his fingers…
Welp.
Your own tremble as you type.
You: You don’t know if I am yet.
Did you just say that? You nibble on your nail nervously, watching the three dots wiggling, freaking out. You take a shaky breath, wondering if that was too far, if it was too suggestive, if…
Suguru: I have a feeling you are. Taste yourself and tell me. If you remember those lessons.
You fall backwards on the couch, covering your face, you’re dying. “Fuck, I need advice.” You call Maki. “Maki, I need you!”
“Oh my god, tell me!”
“Okay… you alone?”
“Just with Yuta. What’s up?”
“Oh god, he can’t hear this, take me off speaker!”
“Okay let me walk out… alright, what is it?”
“Maki… okay… this guy is the dude you said was hot at the airport.”
“What!”
“Yes and… okay… he got me off.” Maki is squealing now too, you laugh, breathlessly. “Nothing went too far. He just touched me…”
“Oh my god. I’m so happy for you! Just marry him?”
“Maki it’s been two days, chill. Okay, so, he wrote me this.” You screenshot the message, and Maki gasps.
“Ooh, he’s fucking sexy too. Bitch! Okay, snap him a pic of your-”
“Maki, no!”
“Trust me.”
“I can’t!”
“Oh gosh… then, finger yourself and taste yourself? We are really being super close right now, you know.”
“No kidding.” You’re shaking nervously, thighs pressing together. “Okay, just tell him I taste… good? The fuck.”
“Yep, if you won’t do the pic. Hmm, wear a cute bikini and take a sexy pic!”
“I don’t know how!”
“Oh gosh. Video chat.” You get on with her now, flushed as can be, Maki is grinning. “You look like you got off.”
“Oh god.” You cover your mouth, laughing, but then you ease your hand down, his words getting you. “Maki, I really like him, and this is stupid fast.”
“Just roll with it. Okay, put me down somewhere.” You do so. “Now, get on your knees. Perfect, arch those tits out. Now, pick me up, hold me up high. Not that high, yep there. Push em together. That’s the shot!”
“How do you know all this?” You ask, giggling again.
“Don’t ask.” She rolls her eyes with a smirk. “Get to it, girl scout.”
“Wait, what do I say with it?”
“Say… that you wanna know if it’s cute.”
“Okay, bet. I love you!”
“Love you too. Kisses!” She ends the call, and you nervously run to get on a bathing suit, finding the pretty pink one she had packed for you. You slide it on, and get another text.
Suguru: Fuck, was that too forward?
Shit!
You go take a bunch of photos, sliding through each one, you end up sending three you like to Maki, asking her to pick. She sends back her favorite, and you flush at how your breasts are on full display. You take several breaths, before sending it to him then.
You: I was getting in my bikini, oh my gosh no, not too forward. I totally kissed you on a plane? So I think there’s no such thing.
You: What do you think? Is it cute?
Suguru: Fuck.
You’re giggling now, and then you go to the bed, sitting nervously, leaning back and cautiously running a hand down your tummy, into the waistband of the bikini bottoms, finding your clit, pressing up. You gasp at it, at something that used to feel so wrong, but now, with Suguru’s help it felt good. So good. Not as good as his fingers, of course, but…
You nervously taste yourself, and it’s sweet and tangy, you are surprised by it, and feel yourself heat up, imagining him tasting you. Now you’re stupidly wet again, something that has been going on since you met him. You struggle to compose yourself, picking back up the phone.
Suguru: You look so good.
You smile.
You: Thank you!! Okay… um, I taste good.
“Fuck… I just did that?” You cover your face, sinking back into the pillows, your cunt is slick, aching, just from the thought of him. You’re having fun, for the first time in so long.
The phone blings, and you eagerly pick it up, rolling on your tummy and nibbling on your nail, swiping it open to read it.
Suguru: I am now hard in a meeting with a bunch of dudes. This is awkward.
You snort in laughter.
You: That’s your own fault! You wouldn’t let me take care of that.
Suguru: I’ll be fine. Okay, I’ll see you tonight… and maybe I will find out if you’re telling the truth.
You: Maybe you will. Okay see you soon!
Your entire body is overheated at this point, the cool water sounds more and more inviting. You throw on a cover up and some shades, grab your sunblock and your things, and go to nibble on something downstairs. You notice some men there are looking at you, some have flirted, and it’s flattering maybe, that you’re getting noticed, but you already have no eyes for anyone.
You may be foolish, but you are too eager to see Suguru again than anything, and even if it led to nothing, for the moment he would be all you would focus on. You were a one person girl, even if the last person was total trash, it did not change that for you.
The sand is warm beneath your feet as you stroll along the shore, your pretty room visible as you turn back to see. The waves are crashing rhythmically against the shore, the prettiest bright blue waters, warm against your feet. You find a quiet spot under a palm tree, spread out your towel, and begin to slather on the sunblock, turning on your little bluetooth speaker.
You pop on music, then lay back, letting the sun bathe your skin, it feels so nice and warm, so comfortable. The salty air carries the scent of the ocean, you inhale it, feeling so peaceful, hearing the sounds of the waves and the birds mixing with your favorite music. You had forgotten what it felt like to be so relaxed, to feel so excited about something.
The day drags on leisurely, and soon you head back, and peek in the mirror, you have a pretty glow from the sun, just a little red on your cheeks and nose. You have about an hour or so to get ready for your date with Suguru. You’re nervous, but the excitement is bubbling in your stomach, so you shower, then blow dry your hair, and start to put on makeup.
After getting dolled up, in your towel still, you go over to the dresser, heart fluttering as you peer through all the lingerie. Fuck. Which one?
He mentioned the white one, so you start putting it on, the white lace so delicate and pretty, and it reveals everything, the color of your nipples, the apex of your thighs, hugging your curves. There are little straps along your breasts, pushing them up, and garters attached. You have never seen yourself look so hot.
You decide to slide on a pretty, thin white dress, perfect for the weather, it gave Marilyn vibes, a halter, cinched in skirt, accentuating everything, and there is a hint of that lacy lingerie. You eagerly peek at the time, it’s a little before seven, and you hear him walk in now, closing the door behind him quietly.
Shit.
“Hey!” You come out of the room to greet him, nervously fidgeting with your hands in front of you, his lips part, his chocolate eyes sliding down your body, caressing it as if it were his very hands. Goosebumps rise everywhere they touch.
“You look amazing.” He says softly, walking to you, holding out his hands. You take them and he makes you spin, whistling, you giggle. “Just gorgeous.”
“You’re too sweet to me. Thank you, Suguru.” You look down shyly, he tilts your chin up, you are breathless, the look on his face so entranced, mirroring your own.
“Let me get ready real quick? I already got reservations.” You nod, smiling, you can’t stop yourself from smiling actually, even if you try to come down to Earth, it’s not working well.
“Perfect! Go right ahead.” He dips into the room, then the bathroom, and you take a selfie for Maki, who replies back with a bunch of heart eye emojis.
After a few minutes, he comes out, dressed more casually than his three piece suit, he had a short sleeve button down, light blue, that revealed much of the corded muscles of his arms. He wore slacks that hung looser over his hips, and your eyes swallowed him in, until they got back up to his face, his hair was fully up, in some little knot, but some fell over his forehead.
“I’d like to see your hair down.” You tease, coming up to him and brushing his hair back. He smirks.
“So bold!”
“I am, huh?”
“I…” He clears his throat, a little pink on his cheeks. “I really liked that picture, I wish I was just on the beach with you.”
You’re blushing too. “That would have been lovely! Does this scare you, Suguru, how easy this feels?” You murmur, holding his hand. His tenses, and you meet his gaze, seeing his jaw clench a bit.
“Yeah. It’s scary as fuck. I’m trying not to look into it too much but, it’s pretty comfortable with you.” He exhales, picking your hand up, kissing it.
“Should I just enjoy it, not look too much into this either?” You ask softly, and he tilts his head a bit.
“You should feel whatever you feel. Don’t hold back just to not scare me away or something. I’m not easily frightened, mind you. If you knew my friends you would understand.” He smirks.
“Maybe I’ll meet them? Fuck, that’s stupid.” You ease back, turning, but he snatches your wrist, coming up behind you. Your pulse races.
“You never know. You might.” His voice is husky.
“You know how to make me feel better.” You smile sadly back at him, as his hard chest is pressed against your back, warmth emanating from him.
“You worry too much.” He kisses the side of your head, at your temple, your eyelashes flutter close in bliss.
“I really do. Sorry-”
“I wonder if I spanked you every time you say that if you’ll stop.”
Fuck you’re wet again.
“Or… if you’d do it to get spanked.” He snorts a bit in laughter, and you glare back at him now.
“You’re cheeky.” You poke at him, turning, he grins.
“A bit. Come on, we can actually just walk there, it’s across the beach just a bit.” You nod, sliding on some glittery sandals, snatching up your purse. “Oh and I’m buying remember?”
“I do! Buying me drinks too?” You wink at him, he grins, and you all step out, arm in arm, walking to the elevator.
“Of course, I’m a gentleman after all.” You’re alone in the elevator now, your mind goes awry, looking down at where your arms were joined up, your hand in the crook of his elbow. “You got color today.”
“I know, I got a little burnt on the face.” He gently touches your nose.
“Should have put aloe on it before we left. It’s cute though.”
“It is? The Rudolph look?”
He shakes his head, rolling his eyes. “You do not look like rudolph. But, you know, he’s cute so.”
“Well thank you.” The elevator dings, and you two walk out the doors, until you’re down on the sand, heading towards the boardwalk.
You walk side-by-side down the boardwalk now, taking in all the sights of the evening as the sun has set. There are stands everywhere, of jewelry, food, paintings, you name it. As you approach the marina, the sweet smell of seafood fills the air, making your stomach grumble.
He laughs at you.
“My tummy tells on itself.”
“Well perfect timing.”
The little restaurant is nestled amongst the colorful wooden boats, all lit up, as a hostess takes you all to your table. There are twinkling lights hanging from the thatch roof above, giving it the perfect beachy vibe. It’s so cozy, with a live band playing local music, everything is wide open and breezy.
Your table is overlooking the marina and the ocean beyond, so peaceful as the evening begins, casting a pretty purple and orange glow across the water. You look at Suguru across from you, sitting your chin in your hand, studying him as he speaks to the waitress, who was fawning over him.
Well, you were too.
The wind is flowing, blowing those little bangs of his, and you imagine him with his hair down, he’d look like some romance cover. Your own hair is in a loose bun with wispy tendrils, that flow, and his eyes seem to watch you then, his lips are moving, was he talking?
Shit.
“What do you want to drink, Princess?” He asks softly, and the waitress swoons, holding her chest.
“Oh, you’re so lucky!” She tells you. “To have such a man.”
You blush furiously, he just grins, wiggling his brows. “He’s not my man… yet…” He raises his brows now. “But I am lucky, this is totally kind of a date?”
“Totally kind of.” He agrees, his broad shoulders shaking with humor.
“Ah, new love. And he’s so handsome.” She fans herself, her accent is thick, and you nod.
“He is.” You agree, winking at him.
“But, you are so pretty too!” You smile at that.
“Yes, she is.” Suguru agrees, leaning forward, his fingers together, that charming smile and his sexy eyes glowing in the soft lights.
“Thank you.” You murmur, and then peek at the menu. “Can you recommend a good drink?” You ask her.
“Absolutely.” She points out some tropical looking drink with a weird name. You shrug.
“Sounds good.” Suguru orders his drink, he is simple and gets a beer, as they bring the drinks soon you laugh at how wild yours looks, all different colors and a big umbrella and fruit on the top. “Okay, that looks good.”
“Let’s try it together!” You scooch it in the middle of the table, and pop two straws in the glass, leaning forward, his amused eyes narrow as they stare at your lips hovering above the drink.
“All right.” He stands up, hands on either side of the table, and you both sip the frozen drink at the same time. You pause as you two just stand there, hunched over, lips on your straws. He licks his lower lip, so full, now glossy and tempting you, and your tummy clenches in desire from the smallest act.
You were simping bad already, shit.
You clear your throat, licking your lips, and his eyes dart back down there, you wonder wildly if he thinks the same. The part of you that is damaged from Mahito and insecure screams that he couldn’t really, that he just feels sorry for you so he is nice, but this other part? The part that used to be you, the part that Geto brings out? It thinks that you’re pretty hot.
It’s fucking nice, to feel sexy, desired, by someone you would kiss right across this table. In fact, you are both staring at each other, paused, as if you both were in some sort of trance. You reach down to sip again, laying your elbows on the table, your breasts are pressed up, and you enjoy his quick look, lingering just a second.
“Are you teasing me?” He asks softly, tugging on one of your strands of hair that has come loose, sipping some again. You cover your face, nodding.
“I don’t know what I’m doing though.” You admit, sitting back, he sits back as well, legs wide you notice, an arm back over the back of the empty chair next to him.
“You’re doing a pretty good job of it.” You look at the seat, then get up your courage and hop up, sitting next to him. He grins. “A very good job.”
“It feels so formal across from each other, doesn’t it? This reminds me more of the airplane.” He brushes the backs of his fingers along your cheek, and you feel yourself aching for more.
“It does, hmm? Not just an excuse to be closer?” He’s teasing you now, and it works, you’re all red.
“I won’t say either way.” You pick up the menu, and you both start choosing different food, crab legs and shrimp, and all sorts of things. You fall into a comfortable conversation, it was always so easy with him, since you’d met, this whirlwind of meeting someone you could be yourself with.
It seemed quick when the food started coming out, but time just passed quickly around him. The moonlight was already rising along the sky, reflecting in the water, and it got a little chilly with the wind, making you shiver. His arm wrapped around your shoulders, big hand rubbing your upper arm, pulling you a little closer, scooching your chairs together.
You smile up at him, and when his eyes catch yours, your breath catches in your throat. “Thank you, Suguru.” You murmur. He just smiles, and you drink in the sight of him next to you, probably embarrassingly so.
“Of course. I should have brought a jacket with me.” His hand runs up your shoulder, then his eyes drop to your chest, where the lines of the lingerie below were just barely peeking out.
“It’s a beach, of course you wouldn’t think you’d need a jacket, silly. It’s just the breeze.” He hums, thumb playing with the strap on your shoulder now, sending desire through you, hot and heavy. Your hand gently goes to his thigh, and you feel the tense hard muscle underneath.
“Is this…” He breaks off as the waitress comes back, and you tense, but he does not take off his arm, as Mahito would. Mahito had not shown public affection towards you, deeming it embarrassing.
“Dessert?” She asks, and Suguru looks at you then, his hand still firm on your shoulder, reassuring you.
“Would you like any, love?” He purrs those words, they send a shiver through your body. You shake your head.
“I’m so full. But thank you!” You smile to the waitress, and she goes off to get cases for your food and the check. You turn back to look at Suguru then, his gaze is back to the straps of the lingerie.
“Everything okay?” He asks softly, you nod, scooching a little closer, he pulls you against him, so warm, you sink into his embrace.
“You’re not embarrassed of me?” You curse inwardly as the words slip out, as Suguru tenses, glaring down at you with those narrowed eyes now.
“What stupid question is that? Why would I be. Why would I ask you to come out with me?”
“I… because you feel obligated? Or sorry.” You feel tears prick the back of your eyes, blinking them back, and his grip grows tight on you.
“No to both.” He says through gritted teeth, and you immediately feel you have fucked something up. “Is this another thing that happened?”
“I don’t want to keep annoying you with those things. Please, forget I said anything, I don’t want to ruin the night.” You put your hand on his chest, looking at him pleadingly, he exhales, grip on you tight.
“You won’t ruin anything. It’s just a little ridiculous at this point, you’re sitting here looking fucking beautiful, breathtaking…” Your cheeks heat up, your tummy flipping as he studies you so intently. “And you think I’d be embarrassed?”
“It was just what I am used to.”
“I’m not him.”
“Not even close. You’re a man.” You murmur, and his jaw eases just a bit, grip easing as well, sighing. “I don’t think you’re anything like him. Just stupid thoughts, I’m so sorry.”
“I’m sorry that you think that way.” He eases away, and you feel the tears burning again, so worried that you’re so damaged you’re fucking up the one good thing you’ve ever really had happen. You look away, clearing your throat.
“I’m gonna go to the bathroom, be right back.”
You ignore him when he says your name, softly, and once you’re in the little bathroom you lock yourself in the stall, feeling the tears start to flow. You curse, yanking toilet paper down, struggling not to fuck up your carefully done makeup.
“Stupid, stupid.” You curse yourself, sighing tremulously, leaning your head into your hands. You’re fucking this up. But how could you just get over everything that’s happened to you?
You stay a few moments, going to the mirror, popping on some concealer to cover where your mascara had smudged from your tears. Suguru had called you beautiful. Breathtaking. And the way he looked to you, you felt that way, you just had to trust this, you had to move on.
Setting your shoulders straight, you walk back out, and Suguru is not at the table anymore, your heart falters a bit when you see him up towards the front, with numerous women gathered around him. You can’t feel anything about it, you barely knew him, and he wasn’t yours, but there was a little odd feeling there, as you see the beautiful women that giggled around him.
You stood there, before slowly walking up, and the women parted. Suguru smiled to you, holding his hand out, and it meant so much to you then, him acknowledging you, looking at you, smiling. You smile, placing your little hand in his own, comfortingly swallowing yours.
“Shall we head out?” You nod. “Perfect, thanks so much for dinner.” He says to the staff, and they all swooned and fawned over him as you all walked out, hand in hand, stepping fully out into the breeze, he looks at you then.
You turn your head, looking up at him, Suguru gently lifts your chin up, wrapping an arm around your waist. You feel yourself heat up at the contact, at feeling his hard, warm body against yours. You shyly look down a bit.
“Look at me.” He orders, silkenly, and you’d do anything he asked, anything he said, if it was like that. You do as he says, eyes meeting his now, your lips parting just a bit. “I’m not upset with you. Promise.”
“You’re not?” Your voice broke just a bit. He sighs, bending down lower, noses nearly touching.
“Not one bit. I just got mad someone made you feel that way. Fuck, I’d be mad that anyone feels this way. But never mad at you.” You exhale, gratefully, nodding and blinking back the stupid emotion.
“I’m so glad. I am having so much fun and I don’t want to ruin it.” He smiles, a little half turn of his lips, thumb tracing your jawline.
“No way, you’ve made everything better.”
“Me?” He nods. “You made everything better.” Your hands go up to his chest, feeling his hard muscles, his steady heartbeat on your palms.
“By what, being here with a beautiful girl? In her fancy fucking suite? While she wears lingerie that’s driving me insane thinking about?” You’re bright red now, and he laughs softly at you.
“I’ve never had so much fun. Please, stay the rest of the time? Even if a room opens up?”
“Of course. I’m having fun too.” He presses a little kiss on your lips, and you wonder if these things only mean so much to you, but for now you shove that thought down, and enjoy his full lips on yours. You moan softly, and he inhales, sharply, easing back.
“Earlier, those texts… they really got me excited. And nervous?” You giggle thinking about it, he grins, easing away now, and you all start to walk. “I’ve never felt like that.”
“You give me too much credit, thanking me for having dinner with you, thanking me for staying, now you’re thanking me for sending horny texts?” You giggle into your hand, then think better, grinning up at him, he pauses on the boardwalk, smiling. “You’re listening huh?”
“You’re a good teacher, you know.” You tease, tapping his lips with your fingertip, he nips it, and your thighs clench together, heat pooling between them. “I think I need more lessons.”
“Oh do you?” His voice is husky, eyes going hooded, you can’t believe you have been so bold.
“Yes, I think I could use one tonight. If you don't need to go to sleep super early? I don’t want to interfere with anything.” You look away, but he stops you.
“Ah-ah.” You peek back up. “I’ll do another lesson, as long as you allow me to see this. It’s been driving me crazy all night.” He murmurs, sliding his fingers under the straps. You nip your lower lip, drawing his eyes to it, you’re growing wet under the lacy panties of the lingerie.
“It has?” He rolls his eyes, sighing, snatching up your hand, continuing your walk back to the resort.
“Yeah.” Was all he said, quietly, and you watch a faint color on his cheeks, making you flush more. “Very much. Is that why you wore it?”
You look down, giggling. “Maybe.”
“Maybe, hmm?” You grin up at him, and he grins back at you, soon you all are back up to the room, you’re taking off your shoes, and he is as well. “I am going to take a shower real quick? Is that fine?”
“Of course! I’ll just get you some towels, hang on.” You murmur, he pauses you then, a hand on your wrist as you are grabbing him towels. “Hmm?”
“Why don’t you…” He trails a hand gently down your straps again, straps he had been teasing all night, backs of his fingers trailing against your sensitive skin, making your pulse race, desire hitting hard. “Get more comfortable?”
You feel everything spinning then, at the deep voice, the suggestion, the look in his pretty eyes. You nervously run a hand along his where it met your skin, rubbing little circles along the back of his hands. “I can do that.”
“Perfect.” He gently kisses your forehead, something you like far, far too much, and heads into the bathroom.
You freak the fuck out.
You text Maki, asking for advice, and then you nervously peek in the mirror as you wait, looking in the mirror, your entire face is pink, a mix of sunburn and being flustered. You nervously take off your dress, revealing the pretty lacy number, snapping a pic and sending it to Maki.
Maki: Bitch you look perfect!
You: Thank you but how do I get… comfortable?
Maki: Get a drink and lounge on the couch, all sexy and shit, I totally believe in you!
You take a breath, doing as she suggested, walking over to the stocked mini bar, deciding to get some wine and pour two glasses. You didn’t know if Geto drank wine, but you wanted to have him something too. You go sit nervously on the couch, positioning your body this way and that, over analyzing everything, trying to look casual, to look sexy…
It ended up being you just leaning against the side of the arm of the couch, legs crossed, and you had thrown on the little sheer mesh cover that hung on your shoulders loosely, not covering anything but it looked so elegant. You hear the water shut off, and busy yourself looking at the phone, trying to control your heated breathing.
This was wild right?
Fuck it.
When Geto steps out, shirtless, your throat goes dry, your heart fucking hammering at the sight of him. It’s not something you could get used to, how perfect he looks, and as your eyes slide up, you see his hair is loose, and soft, fucking shiny and gorgeous. It’s softly falling around his face, making him look even more attractive, and his full lips are parted, staring at you.
You watch his eyes glide up and down your body, your legs, your breasts, until they get to your face finally, and he exhales. You are just sitting there nervously, palms sweaty, you bend over to grab his drink, standing and handing it to him, your fingers brush as you both pause.
“I didn’t know if you like wine?” You ask nervously, he clears his throat then, sitting both of your glasses down, and you frown. “There’s plenty of other drinks, or we could just have water?”
He cups your face gently, bending low, your breaths are mingling, his tasting like mint. “You look fucking…” He trails off, hands trailing down the lace of your lingerie, along your curves. “Yummy.”
You giggle. “Yummy hmm?”
He grins, stepping back and looking down your body. “That fucking describes you perfectly right now.”
You bravely kiss him, on your tip toes, eliciting a moan from him. “Do I taste yummy too?” You whisper, he moans then, and before you know it he’s snatched you up in his arms, you squeak in surprise, wrapping your arms around his neck. “Fuck, you’re super strong.”
“You don’t weigh much. But I do work out.” He teases, and you’ve never been grabbed like this, felt so excited and… safe.
“I see this.” You tease, kissing him again, he is grabbing your ass, moaning, as you wrap your thighs around him, and he’s just carrying you? Like it’s nothing. Until you feel your bed against your back.
“Even prettier on your back.” He whispers, you’re soaking wet now, arching your hips up and whining as he watches you.
“Mmm… Geto…”
“Suguru. Call me Suguru.” He whispers, and you bite your lip, he eases your teeth off it. “You bite it too much.”
“I do, hmm? Well… Suguru, bite it for me.” You whisper, he exhales, gently caressing your face, kissing your lower lip, running his tongue along it, before sucking it into his mouth and nipping it. “Mmnh!”
“Yummy.” He whispers, you moan as he runs his hands down your body, easing off the little mesh top, sliding it off you. His hand grazes the sides of your breasts, thumbs brushing your nipples through the lace. “I won’t go any further than you want to. I promise. You’re safe with me, okay?”
You feel emotion catch in your throat, and you nod, blinking rapidly, holding his strong shoulders in your hands. “I already knew that. I have a feeling you won’t go as far as I want.” You whisper with a smirk, and he laughs a bit, nodding.
“You’re probably right. But I want you to want this.”
“I do, I want this so fucking bad. Like anything you want to give me, or do, I want. Should I show you how much?” You raise a brow, and he nods, you take his hand then, sliding it to where you’re soaked, and he moans as he feels you over your lacy panties, you gasp as his finger grazes your clit over the material.
“Do you just stay drenched?” He murmurs, one hand grabbing your hair, the other stroking your clit, sticky through the fabric.
“This is a new development.” You admit, and he’s kissing you then, drinking in your cries as he tortures you over your fabric, leaving you wanting more, more.
“Hmm… before our next lesson, I should know if you paid attention to the first one.” He pulls back with a teasing grin. You cry out at the loss of contact.
“I did! Kinda.”
“Mmm, let’s see then.” Your mouth is wide open, and he has the biggest grin on his handsome face, picking you up and scooching you further on the bed. You gasp, and he takes your hand, kissing it, then sliding it in your panties. You gasp as your own finger finds your clit.
“Mnh!” You whine, and he eases back a bit, eyes full of desire, hands rubbing up and down your thighs, hooking in your panties.
“May I?” He asks, and you nod, trembling as he bares you to him, and his breath catches when he sees your pussy, slick and shimmering with desire for him, thighs wide open so he could see it all. “Fuck.”
You’re shaking, and feel your chest heaving as he sees you fully, it was something that had not really happened before. You grow nervous, trying to shut your legs a bit, but he spreads them, shaking his head, soft long black hair falling and flowing with the motion.
“Is it okay? I-”
“You’re perfect.” He murmurs, eyes flicking back up to yours, desire heavy in them, reflecting your own. “Fucking perfect little pussy.”
“Yeah?” He laughs a bit at you.
“Yes. You’re… perfect is the only word I can think. And it’s hard to think at the moment.” He takes your hand again, guiding your finger back to your clit, and you rub it, gasping at how good it feels. “You’re fucking beautiful.”
You feel beautiful.
“Th-thank you, Suguru.” You manage, head arching back, hips raising under his gaze, stuck on your cunt like a fucking hawk, flickering his eyes up your body to your face, then back down, his strong hands gripping your thighs.
“That’s it, you have this part down. Now what about sliding a finger in?” He suggests, fucking sexy voice of his like velvet, and you nervously do so, crying out when you slide your own finger in your slippery wet entrance. “Fuck…”
“It’s not as good as yours.” You whine, and he takes your fingers then, bringing them to his mouth, sucking them off, eyes closed, moaning. You gasp, and when his eyes open again, they’re fucking ravenous.
“You taste so good.” He murmurs, then he slides his finger up and down your slit, making you tense in desire, throbbing around him, he slides that finger out and into your mouth. You moan, licking yourself off, then he’s on you, kissing you, his weight pressed on top of your overheated body.
“Mmm! Suguru!” You cry out when he kisses down your throat, to your breasts, and he slides them out of the cups of the lingerie.
“You’re beautiful everywhere.” He whispers, eyes locking on yours when he lavishes a nipple with his tongue, you tense everywhere, the pleasure so good you can’t stand it. “Pretty, perfect breasts.”
“Fuck.” You manage, and he’s kissing lower, your tummy, and you grow even wetter if that’s possible, pulsing around nothing, his silky hair is tickling you, you gently grab it.
“I want to taste you fully.” He whispers, breath against the hood of your clit, you moan at it, hips raising up towards him. He spreads your thighs, and his gaze, seductive as fuck, meets yours. “Do you want me to, Princess, to taste you?”
“Oh please, yes. Please.” You’re begging and you don’t fucking care, he smiles, kissing the hood of your clit, teasing you, then he slides his tongue up your slit, tasting you, and it feels so fucking good you nearly scream. “Fuck! Fuck.”
“You taste so sweet.” He whispers, flicking his tongue up again, spreading your lips apart further, sliding his tongue in your entrance, you do scream now.
“Suguru! So good. So good.” You cry out, tears sliding from your eyes as pressure builds quick, like before, but so much more intense. Your hands grab his hair, pulling him to you, and he moans, vibrating your puffy little clit, and you’re panting, feeling every nerve ending on fire.
“So close already, Princess?” He murmurs, peeking up at you, a mischievous smirk on his face, which is glistening with your desire. You giggle, breathlessly, nodding to him.
“It feels too good.” You murmur, and he grins, kissing your clit again.
“I’m just getting started, love.” You’re surprised at this, but then he’s tilting his head, and holding the hood of your clit up, flicking his tongue on the sensitive bundle of nerves, faster and faster, and you cum hard, so hard, blinding you, gripping the sheets below you, as it rocks you like nothing you’ve know.
“Suguru!” You scream out his name, panting.
“Cum as many times on my face as you want.” He whispers, fingering you then, and you’re rocking your hips against his face, wanton.
“It’s okay?” You whisper. “It’s messy.”
He laughs at you, hot against your aching, oversensitive cunt, thrusting his finger up to that spot that makes you see stars. “I’ll drink it all up, don’t worry, Princess.”
Fuck.
He’s back down there again, using his finger in sync with his tongue, and you’re falling apart all over again, as another orgasm washes through you, hot sticky cum pulsing out onto his hands, onto his face. He’s moaning, and the obscene sounds of him literally slurping you up turn you on goddamn more.
“There you go. Good girl.” He whispers, and now his face is fucking soaked, he licks his lips, grinning.
“You’re really fucking good at this.” You whisper, voice hoarse from how hard you just came.
“I enjoy it. Especially with your pretty, yummy little cunt.” His words bring you up again, as when he slides another finger in you, stretching you out. “Can you take these two, love?”
“I can do it.” You nod, wincing a bit, and he laughs a bit at you, sweetly though, watching you as you adjust.
“You’re so stupid fucking tight.” He is knuckles deep, tilting his fingers up, hitting that spongy little spot over and over, and you’re cumming from just that, making his hand slick as he plays you like an instrument. “So beautiful when you cum.”
“Fucking so good. Mmm.” You lose words, you lose sense of self, and he’s going back down there, you’re not sure you can take anymore.
“Cum one more time for me, Princess. Would you?” He asks, and you whine, brushing back his hair.
“So sensitive. Ah!” He flicks his tongue on you again, you throw your head back in ecstasy.
“One more time, I’ll clean it all up with my tongue.”
“You’re too hot.”
He grins, shaking his head, and then dives back down between your thighs, and his tongue is ravenous, fast on your clit, sucking it in his mouth and humming, and you’re cumming so hard you can’t breathe. Everything fades, your ears are even ringing, your head fuzzy, as you feel so much pleasure it goddamn nearly hurts, cumming all over his face and hand.
He is drinking it all up, tongue lavishing every sensitive inch after you come, he eases up, sucking his fingers of, and licking his lips, as if he could not get enough. He’s so fucking attractive, you’re so sensitive, you sit up weakly, pulling him down, kissing him so deep, tasting yourself all over his soft, firm lips. He moans, returning the kiss, then he’s on you again.
You’re falling into each other as you try to piece yourself back together, your body heaving with the effort, legs trembling how hard you’d come, and he’s kissing you so passionately. His cock is hard and eager on your thigh, you run your hand up and down his abdomen, dying to see it, dying to touch it.
“Surugu, that’s the best goddamn thing that’s ever happened.” He chuckles against your lips, holding himself up on his arms, hand cupping your face.
“You are the prettiest thing I’ve ever seen, cumming, your little face…” He rubs your forehead. “Your brows tense.” He touches your nose. “It scrunches up all cute.” Now your lips. “And you bite the fuck out of this, leaving little teeth marks.” Now he rubs your cheeks. “They’re all flushed. And your eyes…”
“You make me feel so…” You gulp, feeling tears run down your eyes now, he softly swipes them away. “So pretty. Thank you, Suguru.”
“I’m just telling you what I see. It’s the truth.” He kisses your forehead, your eyes flutter shut.
“I’m dumb and feel things. And we barely know each other. Is that stupid?” He pauses, and your eyes meet, more serious now as he studies you.
“It’s not stupid to feel things. But, I just wore you out with orgasms.” You flush at that. “So maybe with a clearer mind we can talk about that.”
“Yeah. Yeah, it’s foggy at the moment. But I do know, you’re absolutely amazing, Suguru Geto. And I’ve never been happier.” You whisper, and watch him tense a bit, looking down at your lips.
“I’m pretty happy at this moment.” He admits, and you exhale, worries shoved back for now of what all this meant. “You didn’t try to reach for my dick hmm?” He is grinning now. You laugh.
“I didn’t know if this was another just my pleasure lesson?” He nods.
“It is. So, good girl.” You moan, and his eyes light up. “You like being called that, don’t you?” You nod, tucking your face into his chest. “I see you’ll be submissive.”
“You think?”
“We’ll find out.” He’s stroking your hair gently, it feels entirely too good.
“I really like you? I’m sorry if that’s weird to say.”
He pauses, it’s quiet for a moment, you tense. “No, that’s not weird at all. I did just have my face buried in your pussy.”
“Oh god!” You both laugh at that, and you look up to him shyly, he’s completely pleased with himself, clearly. “You’re way too good at that.”
“I’m good at a lot of things.” He grinds his cock against you, shocking you, it’s under his shorts but you feel it, huge as fuck and thick, hot and hard. You make a noise from the back of your throat.
“I bet you are.” You whisper, rising your hips up, eliciting a hiss from him. He holds your hips down.
“You tease me.”
“You tease me!” You both sigh, kissing again, and he eases back. “Listen, I’m down for this next lesson whenever.”
“I bet you are. Insatiable little thing.” He sighs, running his hands back down your body, admiring you again.
“Sleep in bed with me?” You flutter your lashes, pouting. He laughs.
“You’re giving me puppy dog eyes!”
“Are they working?”
“Not yet.”
“Well shit.” He shakes his head at you.
“Too hard still.”
“I could-”
“Not just yet.”
“Ugh.” He’s enjoying your torture, smirking down at you, and then he helps you up, on wobbly legs. “Fuck.”
“You okay there?” He winks, and you sigh.
“Fine, totally fine.” You stumble, he laughs as he catches you. “You’re enjoying me being gelatin!”
“Maybe a bit. Let’s get you dressed, you need some help.” You roll your eyes, sighing, and soon he’s exhausted, yawning.
“Need to get up early?” You ask softly, he nods, stretching.
“I’ll be back earlier tomorrow though. We can go to the beach together, if you want to.” He caresses your face gently.
“I would love that.” You cup his face, leaning up. “Thank you so much, that was… well… fucking amazing.”
“You’re very welcome, Princess. I loved it too, so you know.”
“Yeah?”
“Fuck yes. It’s still a whole problem.” He looks down, and you do too, finding him still rock hard, the outline of him making your sore cunt throb. “Don’t look at it so hungry, freaky little virgin.”
“Hey!” You shove at him, and then you end up giggling again, have you ever giggled so much? Ever?
“Good night, Princess.” He gives you a soft kiss, and you linger for a minute, not wanting to ever leave his embrace. “Sweet dreams.”
“Sweet dreams, Suguru.” You head to your own room, turning off all the lights, and you turn on your side in the bed, staring out at the beautiful waves crashing along the shore.
You feel sleep pulling you quick, those orgasms have sapped all the energy you had, and the thoughts of him between your thighs made you so hot you had to shove off the blankets. Suguru was quietly snoring in the next room, and all you can think is how bad you want his arms around you.
Your feelings are scary and confusing.
You’ve got it bad.
But you’ve never felt better.
Chapter 4
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Could I request soft comfort sex with Nanami Kento?
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Kinktober: Comfort Sex
His recovery was nothing short of miraculous.
Everyone had been certain, after his fight with Mahito, that Nanami was dead. But it seemed that Death didn’t like doing overtime either, so he was spared for the time being.
Shoko worked tirelessly along with her team to return the special grade to himself. She did her best, but some of the damage done due to Jogo and Mahito’s technique could not be fixed. Nanami still had several scars, he would have permanent limitations on his left side, and was missing one eye.
But, he had his life. That should be all that mattered.
“You ok, Nanami?” Nanami blinked when he heard his name. Realizing he had been staring at his reflection too long. “You were spacing out on me.”
“Yes. I’m fine.” He assured [Y/N]. Turning off the sink he had left running and put his eye patch back on. “Let’s go to bed.”
He and his partner both slid under the covers to get ready for sleep. Yet it seemed his partner had other ideas. Kissing him softly. Coiling up beside him in a tell-tale way that would usually get him excited. But when [Y/N]’s fingertips brushed over the smooth, part sensitive – part numb, patch of skin on his side, Nanami pulled away.
“Is…something wrong?”
“I’m tired.” He told them.
“Oh…” Was all they said at first. Then added, “Shoko said it would be ok if we wanted to…‘get back to normal’….”
It was true. She had said that. Before he had been limited to much physical stress or strain while he healed. No travel either. Now, since his recovery had been so positive, Shoko had given him the green light to get back to his usual routine. Including being intimate with his partner. Yet, recently, he hadn’t wanted to. “You don’t have to force yourself. I’m fine with things the way they are.”
“Force myself?”
“To be with me.” Nanami glanced over at [Y/N] in the dark. Focusing on their face with what he could see with his one eye. “I know being with someone who’s been disfigured wasn’t what you signed up for.”
“Is that how little you think of me?” Nanami was shocked by their reply. More shocked by their anger. They hadn’t gotten angry with him in a long time. Being very patient and supportive through his entire recovery. “That I wouldn’t be attracted to you anymore now that you look like this? That I’ve just been with you out of pity or something?!”
“Well….no….” Not pity at least.
“I love you Nanami. Yes, things are different, but that hasn’t changed! That never will change! I can’t believe you think I wouldn’t want to fuck you because you look different now!” Nanami laid there frozen. Too scared to move in case they would yell at him again. [Y/N] sighed. “Look, if you don’t want to or you’re not ready, that’s fine. But don’t say I’m ‘forcing myself’ to have sex with you.”
“Do you really want to?”
“Yes.” [Y/N] repeated. “But if you aren’t ready,” they repeated as well, “that’s fine too.”
Nanami reached for [Y/N]. Holding on to them with his good arm. “Ok.” He told them. “I want to.”
“Are you sure?”
He didn’t answer and instead pulled [Y/N] down for another kiss. They reciprocate. Kissing him like before but with a bit more intent.
His hands combed over their body. Realizing how much he had missed them now. But as his hands moved over their smooth skin, he was suddenly reminded of his own inadequate appearance and tried to pull away. [Y/N] wasn’t having it though. Moaning against his lips and urging him on with their body. Clearly missing his touch as well.
Their own hands slid under the bottom of his pajama pants. Clasping his building erection and beginning to stroke him. Nanami moaned back as his cock came up to full mast. Eager, it seemed, even more than he was to be touched again.
They continue to kiss and touch for a long while. Refamiliarizing themselves with each other’. [Y/N] then lifted up to straddle over his hips. Telling him to just lay back. It was the easiest for him, given his condition, but he also felt like they were trying to prove a point by looking at him while they did it. Prove that his new appearance didn’t bother him like he thought it had.
Angling his cock with their entrance, [Y/N] slowly inserted him inside them. The warm, wet vice making him moan as he held on to their hips. They ride him slowly. Deliberate, even. Hands on his chest and seeming unbothered by the scars. As they sped up a little, Nanami pulled them down for a kiss. Tongues melded together as he tried to thrust his hips up as much as he could to meet theirs.
“Ah! Oh god right there!” At least that hadn’t changed, Nanami thought.
Their hips bucked hard as they warn Nanami they were about to cum. Nanami told them he was about to do the same and he gripped their hips hard when he did. [Y/N] laid on top of him for a moment. Catching their breath and just holding each other, before they eventually rolled up. “That was great.”
“It was.” Nanami agreed.
“I missed you.”
Nanami grunted. With his changes and recovery there were parts of his life he had neglected. He didn’t think [Y/N] was one of them, but maybe he had been wrong. “I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be.” [Y/N] told him as they curled up beside him like before. Falling asleep quickly after that while Nanami laid awake. Thinking about his new life and it’s changes, and how lucky he was that [Y/N] was one thing that hadn’t changed.
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niki-phoria · 8 months ago
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Hello! It's one of my first times asking for something, so forgive me if it seems strange or if I spell something wrong! Feel free to ignore this too!
I was looking at your Jjk list and realized that our beautiful boy Yuuji doesn't have a story there yet, so I had an idea!
something like Itadori and Reader (gn or male) were in a fight together, and Sukuna ends up appering to deal with the whole situation, and as a result, he ends up hurting the reader on purpose to bother Yuuji, so he is left feeling very bad and guilty , so ends up “ignoring” reader, because he keep blaming himself
I only thought until this part (srry), I would like an ending with something cute and fluff ig? 👉👈 (i like angst with a happy ending)
WEREN'T WE THE STARS IN HEAVEN?
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pairing: itadori yuuji x gn!reader (no pronouns used) genre: angst word count: 758
warnings: graphic descriptions of violence, mentions of blood, poorly written fight scene
notes: thank you so much !! i hope you like it :)) split this into two parts to make it easier to write lol, possibly ooc sukuna but i did my best, title from adrianne lenker - anything
part 02 here !!
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shibuya is empty. desolate, even. eerily so. even after spending only a few months in tokyo, ITADORI YUUJI had grown accustomed to the noise. the bustling crowds and noisy tourists had become commonplace - almost a comfort at the end of a long night. if nothing else, at least the people were safe. 
until they weren’t. 
your lungs burn as you race through the remains of shibuya station. the walls are splattered with a mixture of blood and curse remains. there are no longer complaints from people about being trapped inside of the station. there are no longer stray groans from mahito’s transformed humans. there are no longer screams of terror. 
you feel sick.
you force yourself to run faster when you see a figure standing in the distance, near what remains of the bathrooms. water seeps across the tiles from nearby, probably damaged in the midst of a fight. “yuuji!”
he doesn’t have a visible reaction. your footsteps slow to a stop as you take in the sight of him. his clothes are ripped and tattered but there are no visible injuries on his body. beneath the flickering lights above, you can just barely make out the blood stains littering his clothing.
“yuuji?” 
he turns to face you, smirking over his shoulder. you take a step backwards, shoes slipping on a puddle of water on the floor. there’s a dark glint in his eyes - one that you’ve never seen before. “not anymore.”
“sukuna,” your breath hitches. 
he frowns, mockingly pouting as he begins walking towards you. “that’s not how you should address your lord.”
anger flares in your chest. your hands curl into fists, nails digging into your palms. you grit your teeth, aiming towards sukuna’s jaw as you swing. 
he evades it easily, languidly pushing his hands into his pockets. “i’m hurt, y/n,” he mocks. “i can’t believe you would hit your own boyfriend.”
“shut up!” another swing. another miss.
sukuna laughs. he watches you with amusement; like you’re an ant beneath his foot he’s pushing around just for the sake of his own entertainment. 
he’s fast. almost faster than your own reflexes. your punches only ever meet air as he dances around you. “does it bother you?” sukuna asks. his breath ghosts against your ear as he leans in. “knowing that yuuji’s power comes from a curse. does it scare you?”
you swallow your insults, instead focusing your attention on aiming your punches at the right time. he frowns. “ignoring me now? that won’t do.”
sukuna raises his leg, swiftly landing a hit against your side. you’re barely given time to react before your body slams into the wall. 
the pain comes hard and fast. it’s agonizing. it feels like you’re on fire. every part of your body begs you to give up; to lay down and crumble into a ball on the ground. but you can’t. you won’t. 
blood pools in your mouth, dripping down the corners of your lips. debris surrounds you. you can feel pieces of rock and concrete digging into your hands as you push yourself up onto your hands and knees.
your attempts are quickly ripped away when sukuna kicks your side once again. you land on your back this time, staring up at the ceiling through blurry vision. your head aches. 
“pathetic human.” sukuna smirks over you. the heel of his boot digs into your chest, pushing your body down further into the rubble. your eyes flutter shut. if you’re going to die, you’re not going to give sukuna ryomen the satisfaction of being the last thing you see. 
the force of sukuna’s weight forces a weak cough out of your lungs. he raises his foot once again before he pauses, humming to himself. “i wonder what the brat would think of this.”
time seems to still as your consciousness begins to slip. you can feel yourself growing weaker. your breaths are shallower. it’s harder to get air into your lungs. your racing heartbeat has also slowed. it no longer pounds loudly in your ears. instead, a dull ringing has replaced the noise.
nothing feels real. yuuji is yelling your name. he’s on his knees; his face hovers over you. 
yuuji looks different. the black marks across his skin have disappeared, leaving only pale skin behind. hands that have the power to snap bones and destroy buildings are gentle as they cup your cheeks. he wipes away blood and dust and tears.
“yuuji,” you whisper. at least, you try to. and then-
the world goes black. 
shibuya is empty.
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mahitomylove · 8 months ago
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Mahito is desperate for your attention - Part 2
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Mahito x Reader, fluff, no smut
Mahito offers to shower with you
Part 1
"How about we shower together? I could wash your back and stuff." Mahito shrugged.
"Are you serious?" you rolled your eyes. You could hear your own heartbeat, loud, against your chest. Part of you could only hope he'd say yes.
"Don't worry," he raised his hands to show you how serious he was, "I won't do anything stupid...!"
You paused for a minute, processing what he said. Did you hear that right? This would be your first time showering with someone else, you were so nervous.
"I heard humans become so flustered when someone offers to shower with them," Mahito thought to himself as he awaited your reply. Kenjaku had told him about it, and he was curious to try it on you ever since. Your reaction did not disappoint, it was just like he expected.
"Well?" he took a step forward, smiling. 'It's okay if you don't wanna."
"No, I d-don't mind."
"Yaayyy!!"
You went to the bathroom, preparing towels and letting your hair loose. Mahito simply stood, the door open, as he watched you. After you got the water to the perfect temperature, you stopped, turning to look at Mahito. It felt extremely awkward, you knew what you were supposed to do, but couldn't.
"Are you just going to stand there?" you asked Mahito, who's lips curled up into a smile after hearing that. He swiftly removed his shirt, tossing it away. The smile never left his face as he ripped off his pants. Your eyes involuntarily went to his crotch, only to find out he had nothing there. You brushed it off, assuming curses didn't need organs to reproduce.
"You didn't need to do that... I'm not giving you any clothes after that."
"Don't worry, I have plenty!" He rushed inside, pushing you aside as he stood in the shower. He joyfully screamed your name. "Why don't you get in?"
"O-okay..." You took off all your clothes, but chose not to remove your underwear.
"You gonna shower like that?"
You remained silent.
"I mean, sure, if it makes you comfortable!" He transfigured his right hand to a weird object looking like a chair. "Sit here!"
"Uhm, that's not necessary," you said, bringing an actual chair as you sat on it. "Do I really need to sit?"
"Yes, you should get comfortable," he answered. You blushed, averting your gaze in embarrassment. It was the first time someone treated you with such kindness. Maybe meeting this cursed spirit wasn't so bad after all.
"You don't need to be so thoughtful, Mahito... You're a really nice person."
"This feels so nice..!" Mahito said with a smile as he used your shampoo to wash his own hair.
You shot him an annoyed expression. "I take back what I said," you grunted. "You're an idiot."
He simply giggled in response, "want me to do the same to you?"
"No- I mean... never mind. No."
"Stand up," he ordered.
"Whatever," you said, rolling your eyes as you stood up.
He hugged your waist from behind; you could feel his breath against your neck. "You know..." he whispered, "you've been very cruel to me today. I only wanted to hang out with you, but you kept ignoring me."
"..."
"It made me very sad."
You didn't know if he was just lying or if he was being genuine, but he sounded hurt. His voice made it clear. He somehow made you feel bad too, even though you objectively did nothing wrong. "Sorry. I didn't mean to," you blurted out.
"It's okay. I'm glad you're choosing to spend time with me."
"Hey, Mahito"
"Yes?"
"You do realize we're wasting water right now, right?"
"Right!"
Mahito let go of you, gesturing you to sit on the chair. He gently rubbed your back with some soap, occasionally playing with your hair.
"Mahito, thank you for everything."
He burst into a fit of giggles. "What's with this sudden change in attitude?" he said, wiping a fake tear off his eye. This annoyed you, so you splashed some water at him. After realizing how silly he was, you decided to go along with him and laughed as well.
"You know, I think we should shower together more!"
"Agreed!"
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mz4nolove · 5 months ago
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Mahito never did anything wrong! 🥺💖
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after-witch · 1 year ago
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Horrorfest: Party Time [Yandere Mahito x Reader]
Title: Party Time [Yandere Mahito x Reader]
Synopsis: Mahito just wants you to have a nice Halloween.
For Horrorfest request: Mahito putting his darling through a House of Horrors.
Word count: 2823
notes: yandere, kidnapped reader, body horror and gore, Mahito is his own warning here
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Maybe it said something about your inherent ghoulishness that, when Mahito granted you the rare favor of allowing you to pick an activity to do outside the damp tunnel where he kept you, you chose this--going to a haunted house. 
A cheap one, too. One of those kinds that was retrofitted into an existing building during October and then packed out like a cheap weekend carnival on November 1st. The kind that ignored safety violations and tended to hire teenagers who showed up high or drunk or both. 
It was more cheesy than anything else. A series of dimmed rooms with strobe lights and spiderwebs, or people jumping out in mediocre costumes or revving up fake chainsaws. No, it wasn’t really scary… but to be fair, your definition of “really scary” had been completely upended the moment that you were kidnapped by a curse with a penchant for torturing people in ways you never thought possible before. 
But it was still a tradition, damn it, and if you couldn’t get through October without at least one Halloween tradition under your belt, you might just lose your mind. Or what was left of it, considering your circumstances.
Still, did Mahito have to be a spoilsport about it? He’d been grinning at the start, one arm slung around your shoulder, even though no one else could see him. By the time you’d gotten to the third room, he was pouting. Complaining. Whining. 
And now, at the end, as you walk out following one last jump scare involving an oversized doll costume, he’s rambling on and on about how these humans were terribly uncreative in their creation of a supposedly haunted house. Like you were just walking through the park and not a poorly lit room blasting spooky ambiance music as some tired teens tried to make you shriek. 
“I know humans are capable of better than this,” he muses, sourly, as you make your way out of the parking lot and back onto the side streets that will eventually lead you “home.” Not your home, never your home. But the only home you’ve known since he took you, and it’s better to consider it something familiar than to fully face the reality of your situation without a gloss of comfort.
“It wasn’t that bad,” you say, lightly, blandly. “I think you’re being too harsh.”
Mahito sighs, and pulls you closer. To anyone on the street without the gift of sight, you might look a bit drunk. Stumbling now and then, leaning into nothing at all. Mahito likes this, you think, and that’s why he does it all the time on the very rare occasions that you’re allowed out.
“But I’m not wrong!” You glance at him. The almost childish expression of disappointment is stomach-turning. “You didn’t even flinch or scream or anything fun. You weren’t scared.”
You start to answer, then stop. He’s right. A year ago you probably would have shrieked yourself silly, as simple and ridiculous as the haunted house was; but that was a year ago. That was before. 
“I’m… not scared of much any more.” Your words come out slow and carefully considered. It’s a habit ingrained in you by now. Mahito did love to take your words and run with them.
“Oh?” Mahito turns his head to look at you, and you catch the last moment of a grin that he pastes over with a solemn expression as soon as he sees you looking.  
“Poor thing,” is all he says. 
You don’t talk much on your way home after that.
--
“Mahito--”
“I promise, this will be fun!”
“Mahito--”
“Don’t worry so much, you’ll get wrinkles! Not that I’d mind, but I read this book from the 1980s on beauty perception and--”
“Mahito!”
Mahito pouts, puffing his cheeks out ridiculously. When he doesn’t say anything, you sit up straighter.
“I’m just saying this isn’t necessary.” You keep your tone gentle, sweet. You don’t want him to accuse you of being ungrateful again. The last time he did that--the less said, the better. “I already got my Halloween fix at the haunted house, really. And we watched a horror movie the other day, didn’t we? And you got me a book…” 
Your hand gestures ineffectually towards your nest of blankets, where a battered copy of Stephen King’s Pet Sematary lay. Mahito found it in a box of books someone threw on the curb and proudly brought it to you, like a cat bringing a dead sparrow to its owner.
Mahito’s expression turns sticky, and his voice coos to match. “Ohh, you’re being so sweet, pet! But I want to do this for you. Since you like Halloween!” He resumes setting out a small collection of large bowls, most with mismatched lids, humming a song you don’t know all the while. “I worked really hard on this, you know!”
“I…” You start to protest, but it doesn’t get far. There was never any use arguing with Mahito or even reasoning with him on most things. Curses did not have the same reason as human beings. That much you knew by now.
So you sit obediently on the ground in front of the beat-up coffee table he dragged in here not so long ago--for this very purpose, maybe?--and try to calm the writhing ball in your stomach.
“Where did you get this idea, anyway?” You ask. Your voice shakes a little, from the cold or worry,  you don’t know. 
Mahito hums, setting down what must be the last bowl and surveying his work. “I read it in a magazine of Halloween party ideas! Some of them look pretty fun. Bobbing for apples…” He looks up at you with an almost hungry smile. “Your hands have to be tied behind your back for that one. Humans sure get kinky on Halloween, don’t they?” 
Your cheeks heat up horribly but you don’t answer. It’s smarter not to indulge Mahito in any questions related remotely to sex. 
The line of bowls on the table looks like something out of a sad potluck. You wonder why he picked this idea, or anything in a book about Halloween parties.
You recognized the idea at once. It was one of those old fashioned party games where the host put food in bowls and told everyone it was something gross, like brains or eyeballs. You remember playing this game only once in your life as a child, and everyone thought it was dumb and boring even then.
Well, it was probably the easiest to do with only two of you; you’re grateful, anyway, that he decided not to go for apple bobbing, if what drew him to it was the rope.
“One final touch!” He practically skips over to you and holds out a ragged strip of black fabric. A blindfold. 
Oh, no. Nope, nope and nope. 
“Um, can’t we just turn off the lights?” There were a few flickering bulbs built into the walls--for service workers, you think, back when this tunnel was actually serviced--and Mahito kept a few battery powered lanterns around that he threw out and replaced whenever the batteries died. 
A pout. A shift on his legs, a hand on his hips.
“It’s more fun this way. Ugh, don’t be so boring…”
Ah, boring. The most dangerous word in Mahito’s vocabulary. And you aren’t being sarcastic when you think that, which is why you sigh and blow cool air out your mouth and nod at him. 
He giggles, and scampers behind you with the blindfold in tow.
“This is going to be so fun,” he says, practically trilling as he ties the blindfold around your eyes. The darkness is quick and artificial and awful. “Have you played it before?”
You hum something like assent. “Just once, when I was little.” 
Mahito presses a kiss to the top of your head and you fight the urge to squirm.
“If you don’t remember the rules, it’s like this: I put your hands in each bowl, and you tell me what you think it is!” 
Your heart begins to speed up, no matter how much you try to tell yourself to remain calm. It was just a blindfold, no big deal. It was just a stupid Halloween party game, no big deal.
It was just Mahito… well, uh, wait a minute. It was Mahito. You were right to worry. 
But you’re trying very, very hard not to--and that was as close as you’d get to remaining calm tonight.
You hear the sound of the various tops being pulled off the bowls, accompanied by little grunts and noises as Mahito perhaps struggled with the lids. 
Someone takes your hands--you jump, and Mahito laughs--and guides them to the edge of the bowl.
Something squishy and a little stiff. Wet, but only vaguely. Round, like bouncy balls. But they feel more organic than that. 
“Grapes,” you say. “They’re grapes.”
Mahito makes a choking sound. Did he not think you knew the tricks of the game? Maybe the first people to play the game decades and decades ago were caught unawares, but the answers were common knowledge by now. Grapes for eyeballs, spaghetti for intestines; some people got creative and made fake brains and stuff, too. 
He pulls your hands out of the bowl and sets them on the next.
Your hands plunge in and find not quite what you expected, but close enough. Instead of strings of spaghetti noodles, Mahito has chosen sausages. You suppose that was more realistic when it came to feel and size, anyway. They weren’t cold exactly, but that was nothing new--there was no fridge around here. 
“Sausages.” When he doesn’t respond. “Like, a whole row of them.” 
Mahito huffs. 
He’s such a spoilsport, you think. Maybe you ought to start guessing around to appease him. Or would he catch on that you were lying and get more annoyed at you treating him like glass? Or would that make him feel good? It was so, so hard to tell what you were meant to do sometimes. 
But he does take your hands, now a little slimy with cooking water, and set them on the next bowl.
This one is… a little different from the rest, and you couldn’t quite place it. It was soft, smooth, but almost sponge-like in texture. Like a gummy or…
”Gelatin?” You’re not quite sure for this one, and it comes through in your tone. Still, your fingers squish the mystery item. “Like, an organ?” You remembered once cooking beef liver for your dad and it had the same gummy, gelatin-like feel before it was cooked. Unpleasant and odd to touch, for sure. You didn't know if it tasted good.
“Yes!” Mahito sighs out the word, and at least he’s no longer acting like a pouty child when you guess right. It makes the ball in your stomach shrink down, just a little. Even if you’re still waiting for something to happen. Maybe he’ll try to jump scare you at the end or something. 
The next bowl is liquid, and you almost jerk your fingers back out by instinct. It couldn’t be water, it wasn’t thin enough. There is even a slight smell to it, almost artificial--red dye. Mahito would dye the fake blood red just to make it more authentic, wouldn’t he? 
“A smoothie, maybe? Or whole milk, or cream…” 
If Mahito cares that you didn’t give a singular answer, he doesn’t let you know. He only lets out a pouty whine and you wonder which of your three guesses was right. 
“Last bowl,” he says, before placing your hands on the edge of the plastic container. 
What in the world?
When you put your hands inside, your fingers are immediately met with a multitude of small, firm… somethings. Your fingers fiddle with one of them, feeling over the grooves. Wood, maybe? Figurines? You’re reminded, suddenly, of when cereal used to come with toys in the box. But you very much doubt Mahito collected a few dozen old cereal figurines. 
“I’m not sure,” you admit. “Really big wood chips? Figurines?” 
There’s a few moments of unusually heavy silence, and then Mahito whines. Whines! 
“You’re awful at this game. You only guessed one of them right! I thought you’d be better at it, since you’re into this human holiday…” 
Huh?
You scoff, though you’re not offended. Just confused. And tired. And wary. Nothing new there, when you think about it.
“What do you mean? The only one I wasn’t sure about was this last one… maybe the one before it, but it’s hard to tell the difference between milk and cream or whatever.”
You feel the presence of Mahito leaning over the table, feel his fingers fiddling with the back of your blindfold, and blink as the artificial blackness drops away to reveal Mahito sitting in front of you with a pouty look on his face. 
And then you look down at the mystery bowl, your hands still resting inside, and bile immediately rises into your throat when you realize two hideous truths:
One. The bowl is filled with transfigured humans. Small distorted shapes of horror. A whole bowl of them, piled high, like a candy dish on granda’s counter.
Two. Your hands are red. Not just red, but red with slick, thick gore. Blood. There was no mistaking the feel of it. The second-to-last bowl is filled halfway with blood. Real blood. Human blood.
Your neck turns slowly, like you’re a broken, mechanical doll that can’t quite complete the movement. The acidic bile in your throat reaches your mouth and you swallow, swallow, swallow. But all you can do is cough and hope the real vomit stays down. 
It shouldn’t surprise you, what you see. But somehow your stupid self thought he was playing a party game, a copycat out of one of his magazines. 
The bowls are not filled with peeled grapes and sausages and blobs of gelatin.
The bowls are filled with eyeballs of all different colors, most of them still trailing red optic nerves like tails; with strings of intestines, thick and slimy and pale; with livers in varying shades of brown and red. 
“Oh,” Mahito says, perking up, when he catches you looking at the bowl of livers. “I wanted to show you, look at this one!” He grabs one of the livers and holds it up for you to see. “He had some kind of disease, I think… see the funny lumps?”
You’re only aware that your body is shaking when your neck jerks and twinges in pain. 
“What the fuck,” you mutter. “What the fuck.” 
Mahito quirks his head. You hate that you know the confusion on his face is real. He really is curious about everything, all the time. Especially human thoughts and feelings and behaviors. A mad scientist if there ever was one; but at least a mad scientist had some sort of lofty, if fucked up, end goal. Mahito just was. 
“What’s the matter?” He scoots on his butt around the table, not stopping until he’s sitting next to you. You don’t fight--you can’t--when he takes your hands and holds them. He doesn’t mind the gore being smeared on his own fingers, you’re sure.
You feel like your eyebrows would fly off your head if they could.
“What’s the matter? What’s the--you… you used real human body parts--real people--for this game. That’s what’s the matter! Christ--”
Mahito’s eyebrows furrow.
“But that’s the game! You put all sorts of creepy things in bowls and people guess what it is.” He squeezes your hands. “Are you sure you aren’t just a sore loser because you stink at guessing?” 
How many people are in that bowl, anyway? The thought comes and goes; it would be like playing some fucked up game of “guess how many beans are in the jar!” Only there is no knick-knack prize if you guess right. Just a solid number to the bowl of horrors sitting only inches away from you.
How many were there, how old are they, do they have family, did it hurt, did they scream--
Your lips are dry when you lick them and speak, voice shell shocked and dull. “It’s a party game. You’re supposed to use things like, like--peeled grapes for eyeballs or spaghetti for intestines. It’s a dumb party game because it’s silly and no one is really freaked out by that if they’re older than 7 years old.” 
The game isn’t meant to end with you realizing that you’d been feeling up the organs of murdered people, is what you should say. But you’re not sure Mahito would recognize that for the rebuke that it is. 
“Ohh,” he says, and you can see it all clicking into place in his mind. After a few beats, he grins with pride. “Well, my version is an improvement.”
You must look incredulous again, because he continues. “See, my version is more fitting ” He nods to himself. “I’m much better at Halloween than humans.”
For once, you can’t disagree--not even in your own thoughts.
His version is really scarier than the original
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sozila · 5 months ago
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convalescence. (sukuna x reader)
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synopsis: convalescence noun. time spent recovering from an illness or medical treatment; recuperation. ryomen s. itadori was a disease that infected every part of your life, and you didn’t notice until it was too late.
pairing: best friend's older brother!ryomen s. itadori x pre-med uni student!fem reader.
warnings: explicit content eventually, mdni. mentions of sexual assault.
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i'm so sorry this took literally forever to release! i was writing parts of the nanami fic and this chapter simultaneously, and then got really busy in between :( as an apology, wc for this chapter is 7.3k!! biggest shoutout to @beeh-ive, my one and only beta reader <3 ilysm and you are my iv, my lifeline. mwahs. anyways i hope you enjoy!!
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incubation. (part three)
sukuna kept the hello kitty band-aids you gave him in his wallet. 
he had no intention of using them, though he kept telling himself they were there if he needed some in an emergency. if that was the case, they wouldn’t be sitting in the photo pocket where he could see anytime he opened his wallet. 
what he forgot was that anyone else could also see them in his wallet, in all their flashy pink glory. that brings him here; when he begrudgingly pulls it out to pay for gojo’s food and he hears the brat start ooh-ing at the sight of them.
“aww ‘kuna, when were you gonna tell me you got a girl?”
he prods around sukuna hoping to sneak a glance at any other evidence. albeit sukuna didn’t hold anything else of yours, he sure as hell didn’t need fucking gojo knowing anything. before he could continue with his trifling, the cafeteria attendant hands sukuna his card back and he shuts the wallet with a quick slap, thrusting the tray into the over-curious man.
“shut the fuck up and eat your damn food. moocher,” he grumbles under his breath as he walks far ahead of gojo, who was skipping behind him like a satisfied child. satoru knew that the band-aids could just be a fluke, but he knew better than to overlook such a detail if it gave headway to bothering his grumpy friend. you think satoru gojo would miss the detail of seeing you on his motorcycle that night? no one was allowed to ride with sukuna minus his family. all he knew now was that he kept an eye peeled for you, the girl that sukuna threw punches for a couple nights ago. 
geto’s eyes flick up from his phone when the two reach the table he and shoko were already sat at and nods in greeting. “got my fries, bossman?” sukuna slides a container of fries to shoko and she puts her palms together in thanks towards him, already digging in. 
geto turns to the older itadori, brows knitted. “i didn’t want to grill you at the house, but todo found out about the mahito shit.” sukuna rolls his eyes and crosses his arms over his chest, sinking more into the chair. “you saw what the fucker did. you think i was gonna let my little bro’s friend get felt up by a frat brother?” geto sighs and puts his phone on the table. “i let you get some in because he touched her. but it’s not a good look when other frats saw an upperclassman beat up his younger out of the blue. todo says he’ll let it slide because of the circumstances, but next time, he’s gonna call an advisory meeting.” 
sukuna was irritated beyond belief. so sukuna was on thin ice, and mahito was facing nothing because he got his shit rocked? he scoffed. this was the exact reason he couldn’t be on the executive board for the organization. “whatever, man. i would’ve done the same even if it wasn’t a brother.” geto nods solemnly. “as a person and your friend, i don’t see anything wrong, trust. but as the vice, i have to tell you this so you’re aware. rules are shitty, i know that the most,” 
geto seemed genuinely apologetic so sukuna lightened up a tad. as the year had progressed, he could tell geto was getting fed up with dealing with social events and conflict resolution at the fraternity house. sukuna was surprised that todo was also slipping in his spirits, considering how proudly he boasted and enacted his duties as fraternity president. there’s no way he was able to make the decision to warn sukuna without feeling bad. todo was big on making the “respect women” rhetoric heavily enforced amongst them– so sukuna boiled it down to the answer that the panhellenic caught drift of the fight and made a push on todo. it checked out. the main board always did drown out scandals and washed blood from the hands of their brothers, unfortunately. therefore, sukuna was grateful this was his last year in the wretched organization as an active. he was only here because his grandpa was an alum anyways. 
“yeah, i don’t give a fuck about that consequence bullshit, geto. mojito got his ass kicked for touching up a girl, the end.” shoko pipes up, not looking up from her food.
satoru bursts into a cackle, his drink spitting out a little. “shoko, his name’s mahito!” 
she gives him a grimace of disgust. “the fuck? mahito, mojito.. bitches need to get better names, i swear to god.”
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“...and then megumi told him to eat a dick, can you believe it? i think the guy was too embarrassed to say anything after that–” 
yuuji was raving about something that happened in his design class that you thought was just so yuuji of him to find hilarious. you laugh at his recreation of the scene, only to stop with the sight you caught from across the pavilion.
it was a familiar 6 foot 5 inches of black leather and faded jeans. your cheeks heat at the memory of your last exchange from the past weekend. his hands brushing yours, your eyes watching the drop of his eyelashes, your lips inches from his enough so you could feel his warm breath– you had to shake the thought away. it was inappropriate to assume that anything was even going to happen. you notice sukuna wasn’t alone. he was walking with the same brown haired girl from the party. the pretty one in the little black dress, you remember. she was in deep conversation as they walked, and sukuna seemed awfully in tandem with her. 
what, why did you even care? it wasn’t like you harbored any interest in the older itadori anyways. he was bad news all around, too brash for your liking. did you forget how every person you knew thought he was an asshole, save for his brother? he’s only ever insulted you! you bet he took you home out of necessity, you would imagine he’d get a scolding from yuuji if he found out sukuna could have helped you and didn’t. he was nothing more than your best friend’s emotionally-constipated older brother. 
but.. you didn’t let your brain register that your heart sank at scenarios in your head between him and that cooler girl. she was definitely more fitting to sukuna’s type, you were sure. her style was more mature, and aesthetically matched his. she wore demonias and you had a collection of mary janes. she probably didn’t even own any pink glitter ribbons, like the ones you liked to wear. 
“aww, you always do this! are you even paying attention to me?” you snap out of the gloomy bubble you were ruminating in. you were too focused on a man that didn’t even appear in the same social circles as you, how pathetic! you had bigger things to worry about, too. your shiny new internship was waiting for you. yuuji gave you a whiny tug and leaned his head on your shoulder, enlisting a chuckle and shove from you. he truly had the face of a puppy. “okay, okay! you have my full presence now, you big baby.” yuuji beams at you with a goofy grin. he continues on, animatedly, distracting you from the revelations you’d made. what you didn’t catch was that he followed your line of vision when your mood dropped, and was well aware it had something to do with his brother..? he had every intention of finding out why. 
the both of you enter the lecture auditorium and you tap into your rhythm again, forgetting your gloom. physics was easy for you to lose your brain into as the subject was satisfying once you got the hang of it. on the other hand, yuuji found it unnecessarily confusing and ended up needing your help from time to time. after the three hour lecture, your professor informed the class that you were to work on a project that weighed a quarter of your grade for the course. it was allowed to have a partner, but you could work individually if you wished. while you preferred doing such high-risk assignments by yourself, you couldn’t say no to the same puppy face that mouthed pleads to you. when you pack your things and go down to write your choice on the professor’s clipboard, you add “yuuji itadori” next to your name. “did i ever tell you i love you more than nobara and megs? you should know that,” he loops an arm around your neck and ruffles your hair, tousling the hairdo you had it in. you chortle. “you owe me like, thirty coffees.” “heard loud and clear, cap’n!” you decide that it would be best to start working right away and yuuji tells you they should work at his place so he could shower you with snacks and things (look at him, already living up to his deal). obviously there was no way in hell you’re passing that up, and you get to hang out with your lovely best friend for another couple hours. a total win-win.
10:00 P.M.
whoever said this was a good idea was a big fat liar. you were on the fifth reiteration of the same problem you were trying to explain to yuuji and he looked like his brain was going to spontaneously combust from the words you were throwing at him. “wait, what do you mean hooke’s law applies here?! i’m so loooost!” he threw his hands up in defeat and slumps on the coffee table, face mushed into the glass.
“we need to take a break or i might die…”
you sigh and shut your laptop. “me too. i think i forgot what i said as soon as i told you.”
you pick up an unopened bag of doritos and toss it to yuuji’s head. “nothing like red 40 to clear your sadness, though,” he moans in agreement and reaches for the bag, his head still stationary to the table. you dig in the tray of snacks for a packet for yourself when you hear the front door unlock.
in comes the same leather jacket and faded jeans, along with a bunch of grocery bags in each hand. they looked extremely heavy altogether, but he seemed to carry them with no real effort. he sets them on the kitchen island and peers at the two of you in the living room. sukuna’s face shifts slightly when his eyes land on you. you turn your head away with a jolt.
“got your shit, yuu,” he calls.
the younger itadori lifts his head finally to look for his brother, throwing him a thumbs-up.
you pretend to be immensely busy with your search for chips when you felt him walk by, and out of the corner of your eye you could see him glance at you as he goes up the stairs.
of course he would stop by when you were trying to forget about his existence. but again, why did you care?
yuuji peeks at both of your reactions and frowns. he didn’t like this one bit. at best, sukuna was just being his usual rude self to you. at worst, something was happening between his best friend and his older brother… eughhh. the thought made him writhe a little. he knew that nothing good would come out of it for either of you. growing up with a brother like sukuna.. he knew how he could get. 
“i hate you so much! you’re pushing dad away!” sukuna throws the first thing he sees at the woman in front of him. her eyes are dim with guilt. “ryomen, you know it’s not like that..” her words fall in nothingness, and she falters. what could she say? her red fingernails fumble with the button on her suitcase. “you’re throwing us away! you’re leaving me and yuuji for that ugly stupid man!” he screams in anger, but tears are flowing heavily over his bruised face. yuuji watched as his brother berated their mother, helpless. he wanted to tell him to stop, that this was too much.. he shut his eyes tightly and imagined the day before, when they were going out for ice cream instead. the giggles they had, his mother wiping his chubby chin with her sleeve, the game of hide and seek he and his brother shared at the neighborhood park. “yuuji, my messy boy,” his mother cooed, eyes crinkling with a smile. her blouse billowed with the summer wind. heavy footsteps broke the evocation, and from the crack of the door he saw another figure. no! he clamped his tiny hands over his ears until they went white, knees to his nose. the smell of his mother’s perfume in the dark closet helped him go back– to tune out the muffled sounds of fighting. the voices of his mother, his grandpa, and that man ebbed away. slowly, he drifted, his mind crystal blue.. the only thought left was the taste of chocolate and his mother’s soft caress; a silent requiem.
yeah, fuck that. and fuck him for trying to mess around with your head.
yuuji throws a dorito at you. you make a sound of annoyance and throw one of your own in retaliation. he giggles. “wanna go get banana milk?” you stretch your arms above your head with a yawn, cracking your fingers. “yeah, we could use some fresh air.” he hops up immediately and goes to put on his shoes. “hey, ryo, we’re going to the convenience store for milk, be back soon!” he yells from below the stairs. you hear him give a grunt of acknowledgement from above and you both make your way to take your minds off things. it wasn’t just physics that lay heavy on your hearts.
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as soon as sukuna’s saw yuuji’s text that he would be studying with “a friend”, he was already speeding through his last repair at the shop. choso, his cousin-slash-coworker, nearly yells at him with the speed he was screwing the bolts back in on the vehicle. no matter. he’d done this same shit a million times over, it was like clockwork. he changed out of the oily uniform and got on his bike before he could get a proper scolding. he shoots a reply.
“bringing groceries. be there in 20.”
he tucks his phone away before yuuji could deny him. and just like that, he was lumbering to the elevator of yuuji’s complex with a giant load of bags in each hand. it was insanely efficient, if he said so himself( sukuna was conveniently leaving out the part where he switched out his bike and borrowed satoru’s camaro to make the aforementioned grocery trip, but he digresses). 
he entered the apartment with a little difficulty, but it was worth it when he saw the mary janes sitting neatly on the shoe rack.
when he sets the bags on the counter, he looks to the living room to see you looking at him with that gorgeous face of yours. something about your complexion was so naturally saccharine, like you radiated sunlight.
he raises his hand to give a small wave but falters midway seeing your expression flip, snapping away from his gaze with your face flushed with an emotion he couldn’t decipher.
sukuna was mildly confused. weren’t you on new terms since that night? not even a bit?
“got your shit, yuu,” the kid throws a thumbs up.
as he takes off his jacket, he finds himself glancing repeatedly at your now-nervous form. he couldn’t help feel a little irritated. sukuna was seemingly the only one exempt from your natural state, for whatever reason(sukuna’s aloofness to the fact 1. you both met officially only two weeks ago and 2. the amount of times he’s argued with you, was borderline insane). 
you were wearing a different set of ribbons today, a pale lavender in hue. he wondered how many more were in your collection. the outfit you wore was simple but flattering, albeit he couldn’t see it properly.
a chuckle rumbles his throat when his focus shifts to see your face was almost entirely inside the tray of chips, doing anything to avoid small-talk he assumed.
his brother was slumped on the other side of the table as well, and he just shakes his head. it always was hard to tutor yuuji, the little brat was just so hyper. he says a silent prayer for you and walks up the stairs without another word.
he’d talk to you tonight eventually, he would make sure of that.
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the street was mostly empty and dark, save for the streetlights marking your path back. the trip was fairly short but you and yuuji were walking at a leisurely pace, sipping on the tiny drinks. yuuji hesitates to ask you about sukuna, so he settles for talking about the party. 
“so how’d you like the party? i was totally shitfaced, so i never got to ask you,” he joyfully perked up. you sigh and look at him with a small accusatory smile. “yeah, you totally left me in the dust, whore. the party was okay, i guess. i did meet this cool guy,” you began. 
yuuji ooh’s and bumps your shoulder with his. “well, don’t just say that and stop! tell me more,” he eggs you on in a lilty tone. “actually, he said he knew you. his name was suguru,” yuuji snaps and shakes a finger in the air. “yeah i do! he’s super chill, one of sukuna’s frat brothers. he’s the vp for the fraternity!” your eyebrows lift in surprise a little. “oh wow. i didn’t know he was the vp,” you murmured, taking the information in thoughtfully. so suguru was more than just affiliated, he was practically running the show. and he was close with sukuna, which was kind of unfortunate. so much for having an interest in someone decent. “yup! he doesn’t seem the type, but he does a good job. or so i’ve been told by gojo and ryo,” he laughs, taking another sip. 
“sooo… anything i missed at the party?” you were hoping he wouldn’t ask, but you assumed it would’ve come up eventually. you nod and sigh, looking up at the dark sky. yuuji slows down to a stop, brows cinched together. “something bad happened?” his voice drops to a lower, more serious tone. 
“when you guys left, i ended up bumping into this really sleazy guy.. i guess he was trying to flirt with me?” you began. 
yuuji looked visibly enraged, his eyes twitching. “go on.” 
“he didn’t end up doing anything crazy because megumi came, but he did.. grope me.” you mumbled. 
this was so stupid, you genuinely wanted to forget it even happened. you hadn’t put a ton of thought on the event until you recounted it, and it left a pit in your stomach. 
yuuji crushed the milk carton in his hand and started walking faster. “i’m calling suguru and figuring out who the fuck that was, there is NO WAY–” 
your eyes widen as his usually innocent and sunshine personality switches to an aggressive demeanor. you catch up to him and stop him from starting a second round of fighting. man, maybe yuuji was related to sukuna– the way both of them reacted instantly was too alike. 
“wait! oh my god, hold on!” your hands push into his chest and he looks at you incredulously. “he got beat up at the party! he got what he deserved,” yuuji looked properly confused. 
“megumi never told me he beat up someone, what?” 
“it wasn’t megumi, yuu! it was sukuna.” 
his face dropped the confusion and something unreadable replaced it. “...oh, i see. he saw that shit happen to you then?” 
your face blanched. you didn’t think about that. did sukuna just watch you get assaulted? you wracked your brain to figure out the chronological order of events, but the adrenaline in the memory made everything a blur. “i.. i don’t know, maybe!”
yuuji’s face hardened.  “and he did nothing to stop it?” 
you had to defend sukuna, he literally beat up the slimeball for you. there was definitely something you were missing, but you didn’t know what. your voice was wavering. “megumi stopped it, so it’s fine, yuu! can we drop it now? please?” 
yuuji notices that this was getting hard for you to talk about, and his anger for his brother was getting displaced onto you. he softens, shoulders untensing. “I’m sorry, [name]. that was shitty of me to grill you.” he looks away, a guilty look falling on him. you wrap your arms around his torso and squeeze lightly. “it’s okay, yuu. i know you’re just worried for me. i really appreciate it.” he squeezes you back tighter. “i feel horrible that i was trashed and did nothing to help you. that’s so not what a best friend should do,” he says into your hair. you sigh, cheek pressed on his chest. “seriously, i don’t blame you. i just.. don’t know how to feel about it yet, so be patient with me.” he squeezes you tighter. “i’m gonna be here for you always, babe. nobara, megs, all of us okay? if you ever need to talk about it don’t hesitate. i love you so much,” your heart swells with warmth. you knew how much your friends cared for you, you never had a doubt about it. “you’re gonna make a bitch cry, yuuji, seriously,” you fake punch him in the stomach and he doubles over groaning, playing along. “now, i’m going to teach you that physics problem and you’re going to understand it,” you pull away from his chest to shake a strict finger at him, lips quirking in a smile. he gives you a firm salute and starts bounding to the apartments. “sir yes sir!” 
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when you entered the flat again, you make a beeline towards the bathroom upstairs. you hadn’t noticed your eyes got teary enough to smudge your makeup during your heart to heart with yuuji. he was bent over with laughter when he showed your raccoon face to you in his phone’s front camera, earning him a smack. 
you’re looking down at your own phone as you walk up the stairs to take a better look, when you’re met with a wall you didn’t notice before. or wait.. a firm surface? sukuna has an arm propped on the wall before the bathroom, and he was looking straight down at you. 
your face goes red immediately, and you can’t back up because you’d end up tumbling down the stairs. a weird checkmate. “so what’s with you avoiding– why are your eyes like that?” his eyebrows go from serious to confused. you frown up at him and start wiping at them. “is it really that bad? god…” a rough hand holds your chin and pushes your head up, the other rubbing under your eye gently with his thumb. 
“you cryin’, sweetheart?”
his voice rumbled in a whisper, breath on fanning on your lips. your heart was pounding so hard in your ears you barely heard him. you were so close you could see his stubble, the scar on his upper lip, even the intricacy of his neck tattoo. 
“no, i wasn’t, well– actually i was, but not for the reason you think-”
 your eyes drift to the bathroom door as you ramble until the hand that was holding your chin is now wrapped around the small of your back, just shy of your ass. 
you shut up. 
he smirks.
“alright, you just look like a panda then. now, are you gonna tell me why you're avoiding me?”
 your face pulls into a mild glower. “i’m not avoiding you, what?” 
“yeah, you are. didn’t say hi to me.” your hands press on his chest to ease from the proximity. you notice he’s wearing a wife pleaser like the first day you met him. what was your mind going to? your eyes flick back up quickly and narrow at him. 
“we’re not even friends, why would i say hi to you?” 
his head leans closer to yours, noses almost touching. "didn't yuuji tell you to get along with me?"
 you glare. "he never said that, asshole." 
sukuna gave you a vexed look. did you expect him to remember the words verbatim? "okay, he said some bullshit about warming up to each other! god, you're so difficult." 
"me? difficult?” a scoff leaves your lips. all you could think was that the audacity of this man was unbelievable. “you are literally cornering me to talk to me!" you gesture to the position you were both in, but he didn’t seem to budge.
sukuna huffs, almost petulantly. you try to push him away, but the grip of his hand on your back wasn’t letting you go. he didn’t get the answer he needed from you, and he wasn’t going to let you leave without it. between the party and now, something had happened for you to act so differently. you were so soft and open with him that night, but now? it was back to square one. 
“...you’re still in the way! seriously sukuna, what do you want from me?” you were exasperated at this point. his insistence would be endearing, if he wasn’t such a major fuckwad. honestly, out of every girl he could have bothered, he had to choose you? where was that other girl he was so stuck to anyway? why couldn’t he have just called her instead of holding you hostage and bombarding you with questions about your attitude? your irritation was growing, and his lack of response only proved to increase your frustration. why was he just looking at you?
sukuna was wracking his brain to form a coherent thought after you dropped that bomb on him. what did he want from you? this was unlike him to chase after a girl, and to almost harass her over a simple ‘hi’? he was obsessed over what? fucking hello kitty band-aids. he’s barely keeping his hands off of you with the way you were staring at him, assessing his every feature. your cheeks were puffed and rosy, your eyes still blotchy with mascara but god, you looked so perfect standing before him. he wanted to kiss you. he wanted to kiss you so bad. he wanted to kiss you that night when you told him his eyes were sanguine red. what the fuck did that even mean? he had to look that shit up and lo and behold, it was the perfect shade match. you were so fucking smart it pissed him off. he enjoyed riling you up by telling you otherwise. he wanted to yank those lavender ribbons out of your hair and never give them back. it was so perverse; the way he was holding you wasn’t enough for him. you smelled like honey and sandalwood, he couldn’t get that out of his head ever since you rode behind him on his motorcycle. he wanted his bed to smell like you. he longed to wake up there and it would be the first thing to hit his senses. this was testing his restraint in ways he didn’t know existed. he knew he couldn’t cross that line, this was mental to even consider doing! what was doing him in so badly?? even he didn’t know what had gotten into him. all he knew was that he felt a little more than just irked you were taking precautions to avoid interaction, especially when he was dying internally to merely hold your gaze.
 “y’know, i really need to go to the bathroom, so if you have nothing to say to me, i’m leaving. stick to teasing other girls.” a pregnant pause. his face fell at your last sentence, it definitely held some edge on your tone. sukuna shifted, a hand going up to your cheek. you scrunch your brows in flushed inquisition. he looks to the side before bringing his eyes back to you. they appeared poignant, almost wistful. you weren’t able to discern why, though. his voice was more delicate this time.
“..did you feel–”
“you okay babe?” yuuji’s voice from below snaps both of you out of your heated exchange. sukuna’s hands drop from you like they never belonged there to begin with. you take the opportunity to finally go to the bathroom, accidentally shouldering sukuna as you push past him. yuuji’s worried expression immediately becomes one of annoyance as he watches his brother come down instead, sourness cast on his rough face. “are you kidding me? what was that about?” yuuji had his arms crossed, jaw ticking. sukuna halts and turns to face him. “mind your fuckin’ business, brat.” yuuji bites back an insult, opting to check up on you instead. he knew he couldn’t start something with sukuna when you were home as well. 
yuuji knocks on the door of the bathroom. “did sukuna say anything to you?” you were in the middle of splashing water to cool your flaming cheeks. “no, it’s fine! don’t even worry,” you call back loudly, drying your face in a manner that was definitely too rough on the skin. 
your mind was racing with images of sukuna, his lips, the feel of him holding you, his cologne stuck in your nose– coming to do physics at the apartment was supposed to be a distraction from what was going on between you two. how come when you threw yourself more into your work, this idiot would weasel his way back to you! 
you look at yourself in the mirror and you cringe at the sight. yikes. the combination of no makeup and your blotchiness was not the best. as you go to pick up your phone from the counter, you see the time flash. 2:35AM. you were an hour past the time you wanted to leave, you had an 8am that next day. technically, it was already the next day.. you wince. sighing and opening the door, and there was yuuji. “i know i said we need to finish the problems, but i’m really tired yuu,” you admit with a nervous laugh. “i have anatomy and physiology at 8 tomorrow, and i can totally explain it to you at lunch! right?” this had got to be the lamest excuse. coming from you, the person who never avoided doing work, it was suspicious to say the least. the morning class was buyable, but procrastination was not in your vocabulary. yuuji suffered firsthand from you about it. he raises a brow. “aaalright, no worries. don’t have to tell me twice.” he laughs back weakly. this was becoming extremely awkward. both of you were acting off and the silence that followed did not help either of your cases. “okay! so i’m just gonna head home, get my things, yup!” your voice was weirdly pitchy and before yuuji could question it, you were already down the stairs in a blast. “wha– girl, it's way too dark out!” he calls after you. 
you start collecting your computer and belongings into your tote bag, quickly moving. you almost trip over while putting on your shoes, slipping them on carelessly. sukuna had rounded the corner from the kitchen upon hearing your commotion, yuuji on his tail. “whoa, you’re goin’ now? it’s too late at night, let me–” you throw a hand in sukuna’s face. “you’re not giving me a ride, i brought my car.” having another experience of prolonged close proximity with him in the same night was too much for you to handle. besides, this time you thankfully had a saving grace. barely. “at least let me walk you down, it’s dark as hell outside.” sukuna looked sincere in his concern, but yuuji was eyeing him indignantly. “you okay with that, babe?” yuuji gives you a face that says it was okay to say no, but you nod your head in reassurance. “yeah, it’s fine. i’ll see you tomorrow, yuu.” you blow him a small kiss with your two fingers like you usually did, and he mirrors it back. sukuna puts on the first pair of shoes he sees, already halfway out the door when you turn back around. he gestures to you to get a move on with his head, earning an eye roll from you. 
you walk out and he closes the door behind you, giving yuuji one last wave. the walk down to your car was wordless, and sukuna didn't look at you once. better than him looking at you fervently, you suppose. when you step into the driver’s seat and reach to close the door, he stops you. his tall figure crouches down to meet your level, now meeting your gawking stare. again? 
“you didn’t let me finish earlier.” 
your eyes dart to the console, fingers fidgeting. “okay, out with it then,” you mumbled. 
“i wanted to ask you if you felt the same shit i felt that night when you told me that stuff about my eyes.” 
his body language was firmly attentive to you, but his voice had a weird waver to it. he remembered what you said about his eyes? what did he mean, feel the same shit? the silver chain around his neck dangled between the both of you, glinting in the streetlight as it moved. you noticed he was breathing deeply. nervously? what the fuck. “what are you talking about?” he silently cursed and readjusted his footing, clearly uncomfortable with the fact he needed to spell it out. he wasn’t exactly in touch with his emotions. “you really are the most difficult fuckin’ girl i’ve ever met, fuckin’ hell. just tell me what you meant by it.” you peer at him from the side of your eyes, trying to search his face. you were pretty confused at what he was trying to get at overall, but you just answered his question. “nothing. your eyes are just sanguine red. i like that color.” his lips quirk up and he angles his head at you. “you like my eyes?” your face flames. “i said i liked the color! what is it with you and mishearing people?” you throw back. with a huff you turn the key to turn on the engine, which prompted him to move out of the way so you could shut the door, him laughing at your irritation. he knocks on the window and motions you to lower it. you oblige angrily. 
“you literally have 10 seconds or i swear to god i’m running over your toes.” you seethe. 
his stupidly handsome face was just egging you on. his hair was tousled, the wind breezing through it gently and he looked unfairly good. you shivered with the chill going up your neck. he licks his lips and you watch it shamelessly. he notes this. 
“just tellin’ you that you got lucky with your car today. whenever you think about getting an uber, don’t. you’re not getting in a car with any other man besides me.” 
your heart skips a beat. nope, that was just a palpitation. your heart does not skip for sukuna, you did not consent to it. before you can register it, he flicks your nose with a grin. you rapidly blink, enlisting more cackles out of him. you punch him in the arm before he’s running back to the apartments. “not fucking happening!” you yell after him, head sticking out of your window. you fume all the way home, your music turned up to drown out the pounding in your chest. 
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when sukuna opens the door, he’s met with a really pissed off yuuji. “you need to leave [name] alone, ryomen.” sukuna knew this was coming given that he witnessed your altercation to a certain degree, but he was definitely overreacting. he’s kicking his shoes off and trudges to the couch, unbothered. 
“i’m not doing shit to her, yuu. it’s just teasing.” 
sukuna leans to grab the remote off the table when yuuji grabs it instead. “i’m fucking serious. stop fucking around with my friends.” 
sukuna looks up at him with a raised brow, jaw flexed. “i said, i’m not doing shit to her.” 
yuuji laughs bitterly and shakes his head. “i’m not four anymore, ryo. i can see what you’re doing and you need to quit now.” he jabs a finger on his brother’s chest, which garners him to stand up and face him, his height paralleling yuuji’s. sukuna was just as irritated now. looking down at yuuji, he takes a moment before he speaks so it doesn’t end up in curses. 
“you forget you’re speaking to your aniki, brat.” he grits through his teeth, fists balled up on either side of him, shoulders tense. 
yuuji’s eyes narrow. “she doesn’t need someone like you fucking her life up, ryomen. i don’t care if we’re brothers, if you toy with her and she ends up hurt, i’m killing you.” 
sukuna suddenly gives him a shove to the chest. “and you need to mind your fuckin’ business like i told you to!” 
yuuji’s face flashes with mild shock at sukuna getting physical, backing up with a stutter. “so what, you’re gonna fucking hit me now? what is wrong with you lately!” yuuji throws his hands up in the air and paces the room intensely. 
sukuna’s stony face falters, his arms relaxing. what was he doing?
 “you always do this shit! you talk about respecting women and you can’t seem to fucking treat one right! is it because of mom? how much longer are you going to hold on to that?!” 
sukuna begins to bound towards him to give him a real piece of his mind but yuuji throws the remote on the couch towards sukuna, cutting him off and gesturing aggressively. “but you know what? that’s not my shit to figure out. if you want to distract yourself from your baggage, that’s fine by me, but like i said, [name] deserves SO much more than someone like you.” he spat, chest heaving from his tirade. “i’m going to bed. you can see yourself out.” the younger itadori brother’s stomps fade into the apartment as the other is left speechless, thoughts muddy with guilt and a reopened wound.
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the next day you had plans to meet with nobara at the university coffee shop, which made you mildly uneasy. with your permission, yuuji had told nobara about the party situation and her reaction was similar to his, and she had approached you at lunch to talk about it. it went rather smoothly so you didn’t feel so horrible about retelling your thoughts– nobara just understood.
what you hadn’t told her was the events of yesterday with sukuna, and those were definitely going to be coaxed out of you over coffee. she had a knack for making you empty your guts with her. it was her evil superpower, you say.  your shoes clack on the tile floor of the small joint that resided by your university as you made your way inside, head flitting to search for your redhead. it was a cozy spot, mostly run by employees that were also students at the university. the owners were an old couple that were alumni and had the place built on the courtyard spot they had first met at. the story was widely known by students and carried the spirit of the place, pictures of them and other former students littering the walls. you found it absolutely adorable as a hopeless romantic. you finally spot nobara waving at you by a window table and make your way towards her. “you look cute today, any special occasion?” you shrug, a small smile on your lips. “it’s 10 degrees warmer today, so i decided to celebrate.” “well i’m loving the skirt, don’t be surprised when i borrow it.” you giggle, sticking your tongue at her. “you mean steal, not borrow.” nobara pretends to weigh the two words with her hands. “steal, borrow, it’s all very subjective babe.” you set your bag down on the chair next to yours, a stray piece of hair falling in front of your face in the process. “hey, you.” your head spins to where you heard the deep voice and finds a tall black-haired man. “oh hi, suguru!”
nobara looks at you with a question mark on her face, eyes flicking to him and then you. you give her a little “stop it!” look with your eyes, hoping he didn’t see it. geto was awfully observant and a smooth talker to boot, so you were generally screwed much to your oblivion.
he leans a hand on the back of your chair and tucks the stray hair piece behind your ear. “you look pretty as per usual,” his grin was mind melting. your clothes suddenly felt too warm even though they were the most ventilating pieces you owned. you throw a hand in flattery at him, gushing. “oh stop, you’re too sweet!”
if nobara didn’t have questions before, she certainly did now. from the corner of your eye you could see her gaping at the scene unfolding before her.
you feel embarrassed with the display you had created and changed the subject quickly. “oh, this is nobara, by the way. you probably didn’t see her at the party but she was the one with the green haired girl.” suguru snaps and points at her. “you were the one fucking up the dance floor! i remember,” he sticks a hand out and nobara shakes it firmly, a too-sugary smile plastered on her lips. you could tell she was assessing the guy to his very bones.
“that’s me! and the girl with me was my girlfriend maki.” suguru nods in recollection. “well it’s nice to officially meet you, outside of the frat stuff! it can be a lot sometimes," he glances back at you and frowns apologetically. “which is technically why i came over to talk. i really wanted to say sorry for what went down. the pres, todo, is handling mahito’s consequences so i hope that reassures you,” he looks at you with a face of worry and concern.
“i’m glad not all frats are shitty,” nobara tells him vaguely, code for “thanks for doing your fucking job for once”. he chuckles nervously and nods in thanks. “well, i’ll leave you guys to your coffee now. sorry again,” he pats your head and beams, vanishing out the door with a jingle of the bell overhead. instantly, nobara slammed questions down back to back in hushed screams. “what the fuck was that?! and he tucked your hair? what is this, bridgerton? you didn’t freaking tell me about meeting a GUY at the party, you bitch!” you begged her to quiet down as people started paying attention to the wild hand movements she was doing. nobara, oh my god please! it’s been literally two days!” “yeah, two days of girl code betrayal! i needed to know this shit like yesterday!” she squealed at you and shook your shoulders. you wince at the bombardment and wave an imaginary flag of surrender.
“okay, okay fine! at least let me order my coffee?” she abruptly stops for a moment and notices that you in fact had nothing in front of you. “oh em gee i didn’t even peep that, my bad.” she holds her hands together in a “please forgive me” position. you both immediately burst into giggles. “buy me a cookie?” “you got it.”
you walk up the register and ask for your favorite drink and nobara’s cookie. the girl that took your order was really nice to you for some reason, but you weren’t complaining. she was giggling a lot when she rang you up, which was odd but.. okay.
“your boyfriend is so sweet, by the way. i wish mine tried half as much,”
ohhhh. she must’ve seen you and suguru talking. you let out a small laugh and brush it off. “oh, he’s not my boyfriend,” you say. her brows furrow in confusion. “the pink haired guy with tattoos? he literally told me to give this to his girl in green ribbons!”
you notice there’s a pain au chocolat on the bill that you didn’t put down. pink hair.. there’s really just two choices in that description. you flip around to see if yuuji or sukuna were around, and from the outside of the cafe in the courtyard, you see sukuna leaned on the bricks, smoking. he gives you a small wave, cigarette in hand. you roll your eyes in disgust and ignore him. insistent asshole and a nicotine addict, great.
you turn back to the girl and give her a nervous smile, awkwardly accepting the free pastry. you didn’t tell nobara about the occurrence because you could handle only so much whiplash from shaking in one day. she just took it as another freebie from you and ate it happily.
you rub your temples and sigh. something tells you you’re going to have to be a lot firmer with sukuna going forward.
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Mahito hears that y/n is bisexual and decides to transfigure himself into a woman 🤭
Smut, smut, smut ✨ just 7,000 words of pure smut
Mahito sat criss-cross on the floor in front of you.
You were perched on your knees, ignoring the burning sensation in your thighs as you worked. It was going to look so cute once you were done.
“Enjoying yourself, y/n?” Mahito mused.
He sounded playful. Ever since you were forced to spend all of your time on him, he seemed to be in a very good mood.
“Absolutely. I love playing with your hair like this,” you replied. “Why do guys always have such pretty hair? You have naturally long eyelashes too.”
Every man you had ever met had nice long lashes. Meanwhile, you needed to wear mascara to even make your own lashes visible to others. It just wasn’t fair. Sometimes you wondered if Mahito had prettier features than you did. He was certainly pleasing to look at.
Mahito snickered at you.
“You human girls are so confusing. It’s difficult to tell what you are attracted to. With curses it’s rather easy, they simply want power and are drawn to it like a moth to a flame.”
He was resting his elbows on his knees as he spoke.
You could feel your cheeks flushing just from the way that Mahito expressed himself. He always sounded so goddamn attractive with that logical tone of his. Just a hint of youthfulness laced in his tone. It was unique and it drove you crazy every time. You could listen to him talk for hours.
“We’re not that confusing! Of course, every woman is different, but most of us can agree that personality is the most important feature in a man,” you explained.
You didn’t want Mahito to start thinking that you only cared about superficial things. Looks were just a nice added bonus in your opinion. Your fingers kept working, gently maneuvering the different strands of hair in order to make a nice french braid. You almost felt like you were at a sleepover. It was kinda fun.
“Hm,” Mahito hummed thoughtfully.
“So things like penis size don’t really matter?”
He kept staring straight ahead, remaining perfectly still so as not to disrupt your work.
You had to giggle at the question.
“Well…It does matter a little bit. But don’t worry, I like your size a lot.”
It was strange how comfortable you felt with Mahito. You weren’t even shy discussing this topic with him. It felt completely natural to do so. As if he was your long term boyfriend or something.
Mahito didn’t say anything after that, so you figured that it was your job to keep the conversation going. Curses weren’t the best at interpreting social cues.
“What’s your favorite color?” You asked.
You grumbled in frustration for a moment. One of the strands was in the wrong place, so you had to undo a row of braids and start over. It had been years since you did a french braid on someone. But Mahito’s hair was so pretty that you just couldn’t help yourself.
“I never understood the concept of picking favorites. There is really nothing to be gained by doing so,” he answered calmly.
Mahito wasn’t fazed by the constant pulling at his hair. He simply allowed you to do as you pleased. And he sounded logical as always when he replied. You sighed at him.
“Come on, Mahi! There has to be a color that you like. Just think about it.”
You found his logical nature to be charming and attractive, but you really wanted to see more of his playful side again.
Mahito giggled.
“Well, your eye color is fairly nice to look at. I think I’ll go with that one.”
He placed his hands in his lap, sitting patiently.
You paused for a moment. That was actually rather sweet of him. It warmed your heart to know that Mahito liked little details like that. But you had to laugh at his answer.
“You know what? You kind of sound like a woman with a response like that,” you teased. “So romantic.”
You knew that men could be romantic too, but Mahito just acted so soft sometimes. It really tugged at your heartstrings. And of course you would take any opportunity to tease him because he never held back with you in that regard.
“…You would like that, huh?”
Mahito asked the question innocently, but with a serious tone.
“I remember what your mother said,” he added. “That you used to experiment with girls your age as a teenager.”
Your hands froze in his hair.
Your eyes widened slightly.
Shit…You had forgotten about that day. But Mahito was right, your mom definitely called you out with zero hesitation. She was always quick to bring up the past.
You definitely still liked women, a lot. Even when you were on dating apps you had the settings adjusted for both genders.
“Y-yeah…I like both genders equally,” you said.
You swallowed thickly before continuing to braid. Shit. Why were you nervous to admit that? It felt a bit scandalous to say it out loud.
You quickly finished up the braid and tied the end with your hair tie.
“Okay! All done,” you practically chirped.
Mahito turned around then.
Only…
Fucking hell.
“Do you like me this way?” Mahito asked. He gave you a sweet smile, his now feminine features full of joy.
But you were more focused on his chest. Or… ‘her’ chest?? Mahito had transfigured his own body to switch genders. She now sat before you as the female version of herself. She looked so goddamn pretty with her cute face and big breasts. They even looked slightly bigger than your own. You could instantly feel a bit of arousal pooling in your groin.
Her breasts were constricted by the fabric of her shirt. Though, obviously she wasn’t wearing a bra. Those perky nipples could be seen a mile away. You seriously had to fight the urge to drool.
“Uh,” you started stupidly. Goddammit. You couldn’t think straight. It had been so long since you had a good taste of pussy. You were practically starving for it. You loved Mahito’s male form a lot. His dominant energy and perfect cock gave you so many orgasms it was ridiculous. But there was something about him turning into a cute woman which made the switch flip in your brain.
You were feeling dominant.
The urge to fuck her senseless was starting to take over. You could feel your cheeks steadily growing warmer just from the lewd ideas which popped into your mind.
“God…” you uttered. “Yes. Of course I like you this way.”
You were shamelessly looking at Mahito’s body. She was definitely curvy in all the right places. You wanted to sink your teeth into the plump skin of her thighs and feel her shivering beneath your touch. It was all you could think of.
Mahito looked so cute when she smiled at you, her hair pulled back in the braid. She tilted her head to the side playfully.
“What do you like the most?”
Her voice was definitely feminine. Fuck. She sounded so soft and elegant when she spoke, like a princess or something. You suddenly felt like some kind of creepy man even though you were also a woman.
You shuddered.
“…I love these,” you said.
You reached forward, grasping both of Mahito’s breasts without an ounce of shame. They felt so soft in your hands. You really wanted to be respectful, but you just couldn’t stop yourself from groping them. You squeezed possessively. God. You wanted to roll those cute little nipples between your fingers but you weren’t sure how Mahito would feel about that. He was usually very dominant and hated being submissive. Maybe that would be different if he was a woman now.
You stared into her face.
…Her cheeks were pink.
She blinked at you a few times, before averting her gaze.
Was Mahito embarrassed…?
You had actually never seen that before. It seriously caught you off guard. You had no idea how to react, but your instincts were screaming at you to just fuck her already. But you needed to be respectful.
You cupped Mahito’s plump breasts in your hands still, squeezing them softly.
“Do you not like this?”
You tried to keep your voice a bit hushed. You didn’t want to overwhelm Mahito with too much at once. But goddamn did you want to escalate things further. You really had to hold yourself back.
Mahito continued to stare at the wall to the side.
“…I-it’s fine,” she stuttered.
You bit your bottom lip, desperately holding yourself back from completely ravishing her. This was just too good. Mahito had no right to look that adorable as she avoided eye contact. And the way her voice wavered was so delicious.
If she was behaving like this now, then you seriously wondered how she would react to a tongue pressed against her clit.
You couldn’t take it anymore.
You leaned forward, stealing Mahito’s lips in a kiss.
“Mh!” Mahito yelped.
That only spurred you on even more. You had never heard such a noise escape your lover before. It excited you to no end. You slid your tongue past her pretty lips, exploring her mouth with no resistance. Your hands dropped down to grip her waist firmly.
Mahito’s body felt weaker…Softer.
You knew that she was still incredibly strong, but she was openly submitting to you. Her fingers latched onto your arm, gently holding you as she returned the kiss. The behavior was so demure that it made your head spin. Your lips glided against hers carefully. It felt sinfully good. You deepened the kiss and Mahito’s fingers tightened against your arm from the sensations.
You breathed in deeply once you pulled away, climbing to your feet and extending your hand.
“Come on,” you murmured. “Let’s take this to the bed.”
You were growing impatient. You wanted to slide your fingers into that tight pussy and feel how wet she was for you. It was all you could think of. The idea of dominating Mahito had struck you once before, ages ago when you fucked his face. You had praised him and even made him blush from it. But he fucked you into the mattress immediately afterward. Whenever Mahito was male presenting, his dominance was unshakable. You were very interested to see just how submissive he could be in his female form. His hormones had likely changed along with the shape of his body.
Mahito nodded at you, taking your hand.
Her hand was quite small, actually. It was delicate looking. You held onto her firmly as you guided her towards the bed. It wasn’t long before you had her pressed against the sheets, impatiently prying at the hem of her baggy shirt.
“Take this off, baby.”
You couldn’t help but call her a cute name like that. Mahito was staring up at you with such a submissive gaze. It made your heart skip a beat. She opened her mouth as if she wanted to reply, but no words came out.
Mahito slowly took off her shirt. She seemed a little hesitant as she laid there with her chest exposed, her cheeks reddening steadily.
“…I have never tried this before,” Mahito admitted softly. “It feels strange not having a penis between my legs.”
She sounded logical still, but there was a certain edge to her tone. She was nervous.
Goddamn. So many sinful ideas began rushing through your head. You wanted to make this good for her. Show Mahito what it’s like to experience an orgasm in a female body. You knew that you could manage it. But you were seriously starting to feel like a pervert for staring at Mahito’s large breasts for so long. The stitch marks ran across her skin in the same familiar patterns.
It took you a moment to process what Mahito said. You stared down at her as you replied calmly.
“Would you like to touch your new parts? You must be curious.”
You really didn’t want to make Mahito anxious. That was not your intention. But what you said must have been too overwhelming for her, as she placed one of her hands over her lips shamefully.
She looked so bashful.
Her rosy cheeks flaring with embarrassment as she covered her mouth with her hand.
“…Can I touch them for you?”
You asked it in a hushed tone. “I promise that I will be gentle. And if I do something that you don’t like then you’re more than strong enough to stop me.”
You smiled as you said that last part. It was true. Mahito was incredibly strong, even in this female form. She had merely changed the shape of her body to be female presenting, all of the power still remained. It actually turned you on even more to think that someone so feminine looking could be so strong.
Mahito giggled at that.
“Oh…I definitely am,” she said. “I’m so strong that I could kill someone if they looked at you the wrong way.”
She gave you a smile, as if she had just said something very romantic.
You blinked at her in disbelief.
You really weren’t expecting that kind of response from this seemingly shy and sweet girl. She looked so innocent as she spoke about potential murder. And she was acting incredibly possessive. Apparently that wasn’t going to end just because Mahito had switched genders.
…It was so fucking hot.
You were actually concerned by how aroused you had become. You could feel your slick coating your inner thighs, but you chose to ignore it. You would have your fun later. Perhaps by using Mahito’s pretty little mouth.
But for now…
You licked your lips as you stared down at Mahito’s exposed chest.
“Yes. You’re a strong girl, Mahi,” you agreed. You found that the nickname suited Mahito even more now that she was female presenting. ‘Mahi’ sounded cuter.
You reached forward, smirking as you took one of her nipples between two fingers. You rolled the sensitive bud carefully, not applying too much pressure. It went erect right before your eyes.
“Do you think you can stay strong and endure this for me?”
You hadn’t felt dominant like this in a very long time. It was actually shocking how steady your own voice sounded as you spoke. The curse mark usually triggered your submissive mindset. But you were beginning to suspect that it would trigger whichever mindset would best fit Mahito’s needs in the moment. That by itself turned you on beyond belief.
Mahito flushed even more. You were almost concerned by how much she was blushing. She didn’t reply to your question at all, instead allowing a cute noise to escape her lips.
“Mh-“
She squeezed her eyes shut, still hiding her mouth with her hand. She looked so shy. Her other hand was gripping your forearm as you continued to tease her nipple.
“How does it feel..? Tell me.”
You weren’t sure how well Mahito would respond to receiving an order. You kind of wanted to test your luck with this and see just how far you could get.
Mahito shook her head, her fingernails digging into the skin of your arm.
“It’s so much more…S-sensitive in a female body,” she explained. Her voice was so soft and hesitant.
You exhaled deeply at that. You wanted to fuck her face so badly, but you kept reminding yourself that there would be time for that later. You began teasing her other nipple as well, rolling them simultaneously.
“y/n,” Mahito whispered.
You furrowed your brows together at the sound of your own name leaving her lips. She sounded so hot and bothered by this. You were beginning to grow impatient, spreading your fingers to grope her breasts entirely. You squeezed them. Fuck, they felt so nige beneath your touch. You were addicted to the feeling.
“Why is it so…sensitive? Please explain,” Mahito begged.
You had never seen Mahi like this before. Begging for an explanation from you. Usually he was so sure of his superior intelligence that he never bothered to ask you for information. That was different now. Female Mahito apparently wanted to seek your guidance in this. You were more than happy to oblige.
You leaned in close, taking Mahito’s earlobe into your mouth. You pulled on it gently with your teeth before whispering.
“Because you’re so aroused, Mahi. I’m making you feel good.”
You slid one of your legs in between her thighs, being sure to press against her core as you loomed over her.
Mahito tilted her head back against the pillow, a muffled whimper ripped from her throat from the pressure of your leg against her clit.
“T-the ten thousand nerve endings,” Mahito gasped.
You held back a laugh, instead smiling down at her blushing face. Of course Mahito would still maintain the same scientific outlook on all this. Some things just wouldn’t change regardless of the gender.
“Yeah…It’s intense, right?”
You pressed your thigh against her core again.
Mahito tensed up, squeezing your thigh with her legs powerfully. She even gave a cute little thrust against you.
“Someone wants attention on her clit, hm?”
You teased hotly beside her ear.
Mahito gasped again.
“Y-yes, I’m curious!” She began defensively.
Her voice was so goddamn cute. It made you feral. You began pressing some sweet kisses against her neck, biting occasionally. Mahito whined beneath you, her hands gripping your shoulders. You had never heard a whine like that come out of your lover before, it made your mind start to go a little crazy.
“God,” you whispered. “You’re way better than any other woman I’ve ever been with.”
You didn’t know why you chose to say that. It just felt right to let her know. You were obsessed with her. You were taking your time, but all that you could think was how badly you wanted to make her come.
Mahito scoffed stubbornly. She wrapped her legs around your waist, pushing up against you.
“I don’t want you to be with any other girls,” she hissed. “You’re mine.”
Her possessiveness was meant to be intimidating, but it sounded so cute in her feminine voice. You knew that she was serious. She could actually fight off another girl if she had to. The combination of possessive and submissive was so unique and adorable. Not to mention it was quite rare. You had never experienced it with anyone else before.
Mahito had her face buried against your neck as she clung onto you. She was scowling, her brows knit together in anger. Just the thought of another girl being under you made her blood boil. She was fantasizing about all the ways she would kill her competition. You weren’t aware of it, but Mahito was more than capable of murder. She had killed people for way less.
She kissed your curse mark.
“My human,” she muttered.
If she ever caught another girl hitting on you then she would start plotting immediately. Mahito knew that you would never cheat, but she didn’t want another girl to touch you. She was tempted to cover every inch of your skin with more curse marks. That way no one would be able to think that you were single.
Mahito whined again. She didn’t know where this submissive mindset came from. She had never felt this way in her entire life. But her pussy felt so empty. That was an entirely new sensation. She thrusted up against your waist to get your attention where she needed it most.
“M-my clitoris…It’s hard.”
Mahito knew that she used the scientific term, but she didn’t care. She could hardly think straight. That tiny bundle of nerves wanted friction so bad. She wanted to touch it, but she wouldn’t dare to do that on her own when she could have you instead.
She grinned to herself.
“I can sense your arousal,” she said. “Come on…Give me what I want!”
Your hands tightened against Mahito’s slim waist.
Fuck.
Why was she so cute when she got all demanding and whiny?? You were quickly losing yourself in the moment, but you snapped back to reality.
“Of course, Mahi… I’ll give you exactly what you need.”
You pawed at her breasts again, this time squeezing them more harshly and pressing them together. You loved how soft they were.
“Do you remember when you touched my breasts for the first time? What did you call them, again? …Jugs?”
You chuckled at her reaction to your words.
Mahito gave you a stubborn glare.
“F-fuck me,” she demanded. “No more talking.”
Damn, she was bold. You were almost surprised by how she spoke to you. You cleared your throat in an effort to compose yourself. You didn’t say anything, you simply began to trail kisses down Mahito’s bare torso. You pulled at her loose pants and took them off completely.
The sight of her wet pussy nearly gave you a heart attack.
Your lips parted as you stared at it.
It was so pretty. You couldn’t control yourself any longer.
“Hurry,” Mahito warned.
But you didn’t need the warning. You practically dived in between her thighs, spreading them as you focused in on her pussy. Your lips made contact with it instantly. You pressed an open mouthed kiss right against her clit, your saliva was sloppy and hot as you made out with it.
Her folds felt so smooth and creamy from how aroused she was. You were in heaven as you ate her out.
Mahito whined again. She bucked her hips up against your face from the sensations.
“T-that’s my clit…Right?”
She moaned during the sentence.
“Mhm,” you hummed.
You poked out your tongue next, swirling it around the bud carefully. You didn’t want to do anything too intense just yet. It was important to introduce everything gradually so that Mahi could get used to the different feelings.
She buried her fingers into your hair, bringing your face closer as she hesitantly thrusted against it.
“Ngh…so good,” she whimpered. She sounded like she was in a daze. You stared up at her.
Mahito’s hair was coming loose from the braid. The baby hairs began to frame her face in such an adorable way. And her expression was so fucking cute. She looked so aroused by all this.
You closed your eyes, focusing as you began to prod her entrance with a single finger. Her slit already felt so tight just from stroking it. Wait…That’s right. Mahito technically has a virgin pussy. Your face flushed from the idea.
She had likely never felt penetration before.
“What do you want me to do, baby?”
You asked carefully. You honestly weren’t sure how far she wanted to go. She said something about wanting to get fucked earlier but you couldn’t tell if she was serious about penetration.
Mahito was blushing so much as she stared down at you with her different colored eyes.
“…I don’t want to feel empty anymore,” she said.
Hm. You knew that feeling all too well. You would be cruel to deny her in such a state. You nodded, glancing down to watch as you slid your middle finger inside. You did it slowly, making sure that she could feel every inch. She was so warm and slick inside…
“So fucking wet,” you whispered.
You pressed a kiss against her clit which made her clench around you instantly.
You chuckled at her again. Mahito was so skittish like this. You could feel how her thigh muscles would tighten and relax. She clearly wanted to come soon. You wanted to help her get there.
You slid all the way into the knuckle, tilting upwards into her G-spot.
“Ha,” Mahito moaned.
She still felt so tight. You were actually afraid to move your finger too much. But she was so wet that it shouldn’t be able to cause any pain. You began to flick your finger back and forth inside of her, teasing that special spot. The resistance from her inner walls was quite strong around your finger. She kept squeezing you. If you had a dick then it would probably feel otherworldly.
“That’s it,” you praised. “Let me in.”
You began to add a second finger. It was difficult, but Mahito was smart enough to try and relax around the intrusion. She even spread her legs wider to get more inside.
“Mm-“
She sounded so desperate as she kept making soft little noises. She gasped once you had two fingers inside, finger fucking her quickly all of a sudden.
“A-ah! y/n!”
Mahi was loud.
You briefly wondered if maybe someone else in the mansion would hear. You certainly hoped not. You only wanted these noises to be heard by you, no one else. You remained focused, sliding your fingers in and out, tilting them upward into that spot of hers. It felt swollen and angry inside, ready to come but not enough to push her over the edge.
“Remember what I said about clit stimulation?” You asked sweetly. “You used to deny my clit all the time. Now do you see how frustrating that is?”
You just couldn’t help yourself. You wanted to get a bit of revenge with Mahito. Whenever he was male representing, he had a tendency to mock your needy little clit or even deny it all together. You could feel a tinge of pride swelling in your chest. Oh, yes. You were giving him a taste of his own medicine now. And you even got to play with Mahito’s cute female body at the same time. This was like your bisexual dream.
You thrusted into Mahi’s cute pussy with your fingers some more, relishing the way that her tight walls clung onto you.
“Who’s the fleshlight now, hm?”
You teased her ruthlessly.
“I bet you love this feeling. Clenching around me so much.”
You completely ignored her clit, instead continuing to finger her and hit that same spot over and over again.
Mahito giggled, sounding out of breath.
“Fine! I’ll just…Turn you into a dildo then…haha!”
She ruffled your hair fondly.
You couldn’t help but laugh with her. That truly was a creative comeback, you were surprised that she could even think much during all this. She seemed to be in a faraway place mentally.
You had always been a bit of a softie when it came to women, Mahito in particular. You just couldn’t deny her pretty clit any longer. Not when it looked so needy and neglected.
You leaned forward and began to suck on it gently.
“Yes,” Mahi murmured.
You loved how helpless she sounded, completely at your mercy. Mahi thrusted against your face, riding your fingers and your tongue at the same time. She just couldn’t get enough, and you were more than happy to lap up all of her juices.
Her slick was coating your chin and your lips. You wore it like a goddamn badge of honor. You were absolutely drunk off her pussy. You could go at it for hours even if you ended up getting exhausted eventually.
“Ha..Ha! Right there, yes-“
Mahi cried pathetically as she thrusted against you. She was completely abusing your face but you didn’t care at all.
Mahi squeaked when her orgasm hit her. She made so many meek sounds, it really drove you insane to listen to it all. You had to contain yourself.
You removed your fingers carefully, the slick covering your fingers. You licked it clean. Mahi tasted perfect. It was a bit different from Mahito’s semen, but that was to be expected.
Mahi breathed harshly as she laid there. She took only a moment to gather herself before she sat upright in the bed.
You stared at her in disbelief. Holy shit. Curse stamina really was something else entirely.
She grinned at you, leaning forward to latch onto your curse mark on your shoulder. She licked it and sucked at it possessively.
“Mine,” she said stubbornly. “Mine, mine, mine.”
You couldn’t help but laugh at her silly behavior.
“Yeah, yeah. All yours,” you replied with a warm smile.
Mahi looked so beautiful sitting there in her naked female body. Like an angel who fell from heaven. Or a demon who crawled up from hell. It changed depending on her mood.
You were happy that you had managed to satisfy her, but you were left with an achy feeling in your core. You needed to come. It honestly wouldn’t take much, either.
Mahi glanced down at her own breasts and squeezed them experimentally.
“…I like it better when I touch yours,” she said.
You blushed from her words and the sight of her touching her own breasts. God, you were such a pervert. For some reason you were starting to imagine what she would look like in the shower, with her chest covered with soap and water. How slippery her breasts would feel in your hands.
Mahi stared at you blankly.
“…You’re drooling.”
She said it so simply, just stating a fact.
“Shit, sorry!” You said suddenly. You wiped your mouth with the back of your hand. Fuck that was mortifying.
“…I want to try something,” Mahito said.
She sounded like she was in deep thought.
“Since the clitoris has over 10,000 nerve endings…And the penis only has 4,000…”
She stared down at her own pussy as if to think some more about her idea. She swallowed the lump in her throat before she looked up at you again.
“I want to transfigure my clitoris into a larger phallic shape. That way I can fuck you with it, and I’m really curious how it would feel for me.”
Mahi gave you a determined look. She kept a steady tone as she said all of that. Meanwhile, your eyebrows nearly shot into your hairline.
“H-huh?!”
You didn’t care how stupid your reply sounded. You were fucking baffled. Flabbergasted. Dumbfounded. You almost forgot that Mahito had the ability to transfigure herself. The possibilities were endless. Your cheeks started to grow red from the thought of that. Hearing Mahi’s cute girl moans as she fucked you. You were about to come in your pants right then and there.
“…Immediately yes,” you said finally. “Let’s do it.”
She giggled at your reaction.
“So eager,” she teased.
You could only nod your head enthusiastically, already taking your clothes off in a hurry. You tossed them to the side without a care in the world. This was going to be fucking amazing. You couldn’t even dream of something like this. Being in a relationship with a powerful demon certainly did have its perks.
You laid down on the bed, planting your head against the pillows as Mahi towered over you. She closed her eyes as she began to transfigure herself. You glanced down to watch.
It didn’t look like a normal penis. It looked like some kind of organ, with soft skin and slick coating it all over. It was actually an arousing sight. You wanted it inside of you so badly. The slight curve at the tip would feel great against your G-spot, you could already tell. And it had a nice looking girth to it as well. Your pussy was already clenching around nothing just from looking at it for so long.
Mahi gripped it to aim towards your entrance, but she immediately yelped.
“You okay?” You asked hurriedly.
Mahi sucked in a sharp breath as he grabbed it gentler.
“Just very sensitive,” she said. “Now…Are you gonna take my clit like a good girl?”
Her feminine voice saying something dirty like that really made your body have a reaction. You nodded again.
“Y-yes,” you whispered. “I will.”
You were already spreading your thighs for her like some kind of whore. Mahi’s face was so pretty. She had soft features and a light blush still. She sighed as she lined up with your slit, rubbing against it.
“I might not last long,” she warned.
You breathed through your lips.
“It’s okay, me neither.”
Your eyes trailed over her body. Her plump breasts, perky nipples, soft stomach. And her raging clit erection. It was such an arousing sight. But you didn’t have nearly enough time to enjoy it properly.
Mahi slid inside.
She didn’t go slow. She rushed into your pussy and immediately began panting desperately.
“Oh fuck! F-fuck, fuck…”
She cried out. It almost sounded like she was in pain, but there was pleasure in her tone as well.
“So hot, fleshlight…Burning me-“
Mahi couldn’t handle it. She thrusted into you, if anything just to get some relief from your heat. You gasped from the sensations, feeling the hardness of her clit rubbing inside of you. You had never heard Mahito react this way when he was male presenting. He rarely ever cursed.
You closed your eyes, moaning softly from the sensations. Meanwhile, Mahi couldn’t shut up no matter how hard she tried to.
“Good girl! Such a good girl… Do you have…ha.. Any idea how tight you are?”
Mahi thrusted her clit into you over and over again, rambling nonsense and praise with her feminine voice. She wouldn’t stop fucking you into the bed. You glanced up at her, reaching forward to grab her tits as she fucked you. You rolled her nipples between your fingers teasingly.
Mahi’s eyes actually rolled into the back of her head as she squeezed her eyes shut.
“Yes…Ha…Geh-“ she rambled gibberish.
She actually sounded like she was completely gone mentally. That had never happened before.
“Mahi-“ you moaned.
Your hand flew down to your clit. You started to rub tight circles against it, suddenly jealous of the pleasure that your partner was experiencing. Something told you that if Mahi was a human, she would have came ages ago from something as intense as this. But she was a cursed spirit. Therefore she had way more stamina.
You moaned under your breath, working your clit faster as you attempted to focus. You could feel yourself getting closer to the edge just from the lewd sight of Mahi fucking you with her breasts flopping around freely. You groaned as she hit that spot inside of you, expertly massaging your inner walls.
“Ngh…Fuck-“ you gasped.
You spasmed and pulsed as you came around her clit. You surprised yourself by how fast you were, but you were extremely worked up from all this tension.
“Ch-“ Mahito rasped. She groaned loudly as she came inside of you.
“Pulsing…can’t take it when you do that!” She exclaimed out of frustration. She made so many lewd and strangely submissive sounds as she fucked into you, riding out her orgasm. She was quick to collapse against your chest afterward, returning her clit back to its normal size.
You breathed heavily, sliding your hand down her smooth back in an effort to comfort her.
“How are you feeling?” You somehow managed to ask.
You traced lazy patterns against her sweaty skin.
Mahi had her face pressed against your neck as she laid on top of you. There was no response from her.
“…Mahito?”
You patted her back gently.
Then you started to hear…
Snoring?
Your eyes widened with shock. Cursed spirits don’t need to sleep. Using her clit as a penis must have been so intense that it actually made Mahito lose consciousness. You hoped that everything was fine. It should be. After all, Mahito was a special grade curse. Something like having sex with a human shouldn’t harm her at all.
You sighed as you pet Mahi’s hair.
Maybe spending a lot of time in the mansion wasn’t so bad.
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notthecutesttrash · 4 months ago
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Stop One
Content: On Halloween night you decide to meet up with your friends. Only to be stopped at the train station by a horrible sight.
Warnings: Drabble! Mahito, dark, blood, death, yandere.
Word count: 1151
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There’s blood leaking towards your feet. You’re stuck in place, wide-eyed. Quivering helplessly as you grasp the scene.
Abnormally shaped figures that were once normal people scatter on the ground. All sickening sizes and colors range from purple to blue.
Your lips are pursed tight, watching as three- no five figures casually huddle around one another. One man has stitches all over his body, another with spiky hair, and the last wore a purple robe. The other two... aren’t remotely even human.
Where did this all go wrong? 
Just a few moments ago you were getting prepared to go out for Halloween. You just got off a call with your friends who invited you to a party, and you got yourself all dolled up, costume on, ready to go to the train station. Everyone around you had the same idea. Occasionally you’d get a nice conversation out of some funny cosplayers or women wearing catsuits. Hands wrapping around the metal bar, you were so captured in your talk you didn’t notice the train skidding to a stop. 
Your eyes are still caught on a lady beside you who is dressed in a bunny one-piece, adorned with matching ears. “I love your costume,” was the compliment you gave her, and she grinned, making a joke about how it was tight enough to rush off to the ER.
She then waved and you reciprocated kindly, mimicking the focus on the sliding doors. A little ding echoed as they opened and you waited patiently for everyone to begin strolling.
However a few seconds passed, and no one was still moving.
You blinked when everyone appeared rigid. Soon after sounds of shock exited people's mouths. Curiously, you had gathered onto the tips of your toes to see past the tall men in front of you.
You weren't able to see much, but your vision managed to catch a small flicker of red before your feet fell. A scream rushed out of someone nearby and you covered your ears at the sound. Ow, sheesh, did they have to do that now? 
Suddenly a figure pushed you to the ground by shoving your shoulders back. With that, the crowd followed, almost trampling you as they ran through the other door. A clear pathway to the scene was revealed, and you gasped in horror.
Blood was dripping down the sides of the pavement, spreading into a puddle that decorated the train tracks. A blue-haired man turned to the panicked crowd. He had a terribly unsettling ear-to-ear grin, and you rushed to your feet, sprinting the opposite way
A slurred mumbled voice erupted behind you. “Kill me, please, kill me.”
A weight slapped your back and you nearly tripped again. Turning, you saw a teal-morphed monster with mismatched uneven lids that were dripping with tears. Its hanging wide mouth opens to repeat the phrase, and you let out a screech as it neared you.
Your palms met the mush and drove it as far back as you could, dashing to the station's stairs. Others were desperately trying to achieve the same goal, and because of the mutual rush, you were pushed to the side.
Mustering a few steps through the mass, a pair of boots eventually slapped you in the ankle. You tumbled down the stairs and your head smacked against the pavement.
Your vision blurred, and the grunts that made their way out eased into nothing as your head lulled to the side. 
“Ugh, why do they always look the same before they die?” 
“Because they’re human.” 
“Yeah, and this is why I hate them.” 
Blinking groggily, you take a moment before managing to notice the ceiling lights blaring into your retinas. There’s an aching throb in your head and the voices that talk nearby have you wincing. Raising slowly to the sight, a small hiss escapes.
The figures ahead of you are too caught in their conversation to notice you.
At the stairs, there are dozens of bodies cascading against each other. All the people you saw shove you out of the way were lying dead in pools of their own blood. Because of the slipperiness, you're not likely to make a prompt escape there. There is a chance you might be able to dart past the group, but to where? The end of the station? And besides, there are 3 men, and 2... who knows what just standing there like nothing happened. That wasn't a good chance. Might even be worse than possibly tripping.
Steadily your palms press against the floor, readying yourself to stand. The movement of your arm shifts something to your side. Something heavy and slimy. You hold your breath as you observe a slain corpse poking your waist. Their neck is twisted horribly, and their eyes are rolled back, only white revealing. The thud of the head falls near you, echoing loudly. Gagging, you stuff your hand to your mouth, the horrified whimper escaping too quickly.
The room has an instantaneous heavy silence, and the group turns to you, a horrifying scowl accompanying their motion.
“Looks like you left one Mahito," one speaks.
“Aw really? I was sure I got them all.” The one with the rampant stitches glances your way. Sighing, he walks towards you. A gasp escapes as he nears.
You rush to crawl back, but you’re promptly halted by a wet squelch against your neck. Squealing out, the man laughs, pausing to watch the pitifulness. It's quiet as your gaze meets his and he smirks. Your pulse stammers and your mouth opens to plea.
He crouches in front of you, features a few inches from yours. It's then you can see the different colored eyes and the stitches clearly that adorn him. He hums, tilting his head.
"I think I like you. I'll keep you."
You're taken aback, completely frozen, yet he grins almost politely.
A scoff sounds from the group. “Don’t be ridiculous, we have no time for playthings.” 
The one with the spiky hair shrugs, “As long as I don’t have to deal with it."
Then another. The robed one beams nicely, though you struggled to find the sweetness in that one. “I don’t mind. Now, as long as you take responsibility and deal with it when she tries to escape.” 
The man in front of you scoffs. "That not's going to happen."
He smiles and leans closer to you, his fingers curling around your stained hair. “Because you’re going to be my pet now. Won't that be so fun?” He chuckles and you're on the verge of tears.
He pets your locks, almost loving the way it feels beneath his fingers and the way you flinch at the action. The tug at his lips stretches wider as he thinks of all the things he’s going to do to you.
And when you stared into those shameless eyes, you knew this was a fate worse than death. 
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sachirobabe · 4 months ago
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Chapter 18
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Satoru Gojo x reader
Wc: 2722
Cursless au
Summary: Amidst the zombie apocalypse, your courage shines as you not only saves lives but capture the heart of Gojo Satoru. Together with his first-year students, you all embark on a perilous journey, not only for survival but in a quest for a cure that adds a poignant layer to the unfolding romance.
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You blinked awake, your body heavy with the weight of reality. The moments from last night flooding your mind, you try to ground yourself and look at Satoru, but his bandaged wound was just another reminder of what you did.
Your hands shook as you gently pulled out of bed, feeling every part of your body react to the memories still clogging your mind. The memory of that moment, the moment you crossed a line that felt entirely different than killing zombies.
You forced yourself to tend to Satoru's wound, the feeling was hollow; a mockery of care. The color of the bandages blinded you, they were too white, too clean. Touching them felt like touching something pure, which you didn't feel deserving of.
As you look down at your hands, you see the faint remains of blood, it wasn't his blood. It was yours. Your nails had dug into your palms so hard that tiny crescents of red appeared.
"Shit." You hissed, the bandages on your palms burned as you wrapped them, a reminder that no amount of fabric could ever hide the stain of one's life being taken in your hands.
Geto and his gang were all monsters in their own right, but what did that make you? You could still remember the first time Satoru spoke of his plan to put an end to his ex-best friend's life. Back then, it made sense, it felt as if justice was going to be served. But now?
Now it felt like you were drowning in filth, you're tainted with what you've become. The guilt gnawed at you. Killing Mahito hadn't made you feel better, it left you feeling like the real monster.
"Don't forget that they've taken numerous lives. It was for the better." Satoru speaks up, he had been observing you for a few minutes and watched you get closer and closer to self destruction.
"Was it?" You ask weakly, was this how it was supposed to feel like?
"You've done nothing wrong." Satoru needs to get you out of this, it's hurting him seeing you put this much guilt and pain on yourself. "If you hadn't done what you did, Mahito would've killed us. Think of it as self defense."
"Geto's still out there." You remind. "People will still die."
"Less people," He pointed out, his body shifts in the bed and he regrets moving. "It had to be done, Y/n. As shitty as it feels, we're bringing more hope to humanity."
You were changing his iv bag when he stops you, a saddened look on his face, "Talk to me, sweetheart. I don't want you to go through this alone."
Tears brimmed your eyes, making it difficult to finish securing the new bag. Your hands trembled that the simple task felt impossible. Before you could gather yourself, Satoru gently pulled you towards him, his touch painfully tender against what you were feeling inside.
He wrapped an arm around you, his hand gently caressing the back of your head, fingers weaving through your hair. Your body, as if on cue, began to shake, soft whimpers escaping your lips, despite your efforts to hold them back.
His breath was warm against your ear as he hugged you closer to him, his own tension palpable as he realized everything that had happened. There was nothing he could do to stem the flood of emotions. His embrace tightened, trying to shield you from the darkness that clung to you.
Despite what he said to make you feel better, he too was hurting inside. Killing people was way different than killing zombies, he knew that, but it doesn't make it any easier to bear.
What helps him process these emotions far better than your state, is that he knows the world will better from those lives lost. He lost track of time, but when your cries come to an end, he realizes you've fallen asleep.
His lips softly press against your forehead, Shoko comes in a bit too loudly for his comfort and he glares at her, then makes sure you haven't stirred awake.
"Just bringing breakfast." Shoko whispers, "How do you feel?"
"I'm fine," He brushes her off. "Y/n's struggling." He sighs and with his free hand he carefully begins to eat, cautious of his movements to not reopen any stitches.
"Geto got away. Who knows where he went." Shoko moves around the lab.
"We need to find him. If he teams up with the other gangs, I'm not sure we'll make it out like we have been." Satoru sighs.
"You need to relax," Shoko looks at his vitals, "Your blood pressure is going up."
"I can't exactly be calm right now." He furrows his brows, but he knows she's right. He tries to think about anything other than the issues at hand.
You could hear what they were saying, being awaken during their conversation. Your head was pounding from your crying, which wasn't a surprise.
"Woah woah, baby, where are you going? Keep resting." Satoru moves and winces, holding his side.
"I'm just getting some water." You say, "Quit moving so much, you'll reopen your stitches—and I won't fix them."
"Ha ha. We both know you would." He says, Shoko finishes finding what she needed and leaves. "It's cause you love me, c'mon say it." You could tell he was smirking from just his tone.
You throw him a playfully glare over your shoulder as you swallow a few pills for your throbbing headache. Satoru sits up in the bed, mischief already dancing in his eyes as he pats his thigh invitingly, "C'mere, pretty girl."
"Nuh uh. I know that look." You can't help but smile, for just a moment forgetting your guilt and pain.
"What look? I'm just admiring the girl I love." He smirks, tossing the blankets aside, letting them fall to the floor.
It's impossible not to notice the growing tent in his sweats. You rolled your eyes, "Now's not the time, Satoru." You say, trying to pull your gaze away from him, but it's almost futile.
"See what you do to me, sweetheart?" His voice dips into a throaty groan, the sound sending a shiver down your spine.
"I haven't even done anything," You retort, placing a hand on your hip. You're still wearing your scrubs from last night, hair in a mess, but despite that, Satoru looks at you like you're the most beautiful thing he's ever seen.
"Just lookin' at you does this to me," He murmurs, his hand trailing down his chest, stopping just above his growing erection.
"This is way too out in the open for anything like that." You say, trying to convince yourself, no funny business in the lab.
"Shoko said my blood pressure is high. You're a doctor, you should know that ejaculating lowers that." He's trying his best to convince you, a playful glint in his eyes.
"You'll reopen your stitches, they're too close to your abdomen. If you flex or even move slightly, I'll have to restitch it." You warn, though it's taking everything in you to not give into temptation. "And don't say ejaculation." You cringe at the word.
He whines, a sound that's more desperate than playful as he moves his hand lazily over the bulge in his sweats.
"I promise, when you're all better, we'll find a right time." You assure him, your voice softer now, "There's too much at risk right now."
He pouts, but he knows you're right. He pulls his hand away and rests his arm behind his head, staring at the ceiling as he tries to banish the mental images of having his way with you.
Shoko walked back into the lab, unaware of the tension between the two of you, she gives a small smile and goes to check on the culture you had been growing. You give Satoru another warning glare, he doesn't seem too concerned as he flashes you a smile.
The two of you wear protective gear, Satoru was forced to be quarantined in his own little bubble as getting him into a hazmat suit was a lot of work and would likely tear the stitches.
"There's no bacteria growing." You say out loud, "That means bacteria isn't the primary pathogen."
Shoko smiles, "Correct. What else?" She encourages and you look deeper at the culture.
You hum and millions of thoughts ran through your brain. You slowly rule them out and give her another observation. "There's no growth under aerobic or anaerobic conditions, we can rule that out, too."
"You know your stuff." Shoko chuckles, "I'm impressed. I cheated through medical school, which is why I'm having to read a ton about the specifics."
You try to contain your own laughter, but it bubbles out of you and she grins. "You're joking, right?"
She shook her head. "If you don't believe me, ask Gojo. He helped."
"No way." You laugh, "I mean, you had to have had some sort of understanding to graduate."
Her eyes squinted as she laughed. It took her a few seconds to contain herself. "Fungi takes longer to grow than bacteria, so we'll have to keep a close eye on them still."
You hum, "If no fungi or bacteria has grown, we could be looking at a virus." Shoko writes down your words into her notebook and clicks the pen when she's finished.
"Looks like it's a waiting game again." She leaned back in her chair. "Who disinfected the lab last time?" She smirks, knowing it was her.
You groan as you grab the cleaning supplies, "You."
She's satisfied at your sighs and does her own thing to take her protective gear off and heads to the showers. Satoru pouts in his own bubble, watching as you clean and disinfect everything.
"I'm gonna die in here." He says, getting your attention. His arms are crossed, like a toddler throwing a tantrum.
"You're fine." You deadpan. "I'm almost done you big baby."
"Can I have a kiss when you're done?" His bored voice distracts you again and you sigh.
"I need to shower." You remind and he groans, throwing his head back. "Keep doing that and you'll get a conclusion."
"That means you'll have to keep your eyes on me 24/7. Sounds perfect to me, sweetheart." He smiles widely, he quickly gets distracted by his wound and lifts his shirt and peaks inside his bandages to reveal the red, still throbbing injury.
"Don't touch it." You sigh, "You're like a child, I have to monitor you every second of the day, otherwise you act out."
He pouts at your lecturing and puts his shirt back down, "That was my first time looking at it." He huffs, his hair moving as he looks off to the side, avoiding your gaze dramatically. "I've never gotten stitches before."
"Not too bad, right?" You say, remembering your first time getting stitches, which was a few months ago when you got caught on barbed wire. The thought alone sends a shiver down your spine at the reminded pain.
"I'll have a sick ass scar." His eyes found yours again, his earlier tantrum dwindling.
"We'll sorta be matching." You say, getting ready to head out.
He notices your movements and pouts. "Can't you take me to the shower with you? I gotta shower eventually, yeah?"
You nod, "Yeah, but we need to cover your injury. No water can get into it."
"So, I can come with?" He asks hopeful. "I'll sit and be quiet while you shower. Promise."
"Oh my—Satoru, I'm leaving." You laugh and he whines, his attempts at getting to watch you were now diminished—for now.
Oddly enough, you were starting to feel a little better about the whole situation as a whole. Of course, not every moment will feel like this, but it slowly will heal. The shower did wonders for you, clean body clean mind. If felt so refreshing to step out.
Now it was Satoru's turn to shower, which you were slightly dreading because you knew he was going to try some funny business, and you weren't sure if you could contain it this time. "This isn't comfortable." He says, his shirt was off and you were covering his injury.
"That's unfortunate." You answer, adding some finishing touches. Making sure it was waterproofed enough so he could wash himself.
"I think I need some assistance cleaning myself." He mischievously smiles.
You rolled your eyes at him, "Just don't lift your right arm and you'll be fine." You pat his chest twice and go to leave the bathroom.
"Wait!" Satoru calls out and you stop in your tracks.
"What's wrong?" You ask.
"Stay in here." He says, his eyes staring deeply into yours.
"What?" You felt your heart racing and your skin felt hot at the mere idea of seeing him naked. It's just now that you realize you haven't seen all of him.
"I want you to stay in here." He pleads again, his left hand finds itself on the back of your neck, pulling you closer to him. His familiar lips on yours are something you think you'll never get used to. Every kiss with him feels like a first, filled with the same sweet anticipation and tender, fluttering emotions that make your heart feel like it's going to explode.
His touch is both comforting and electric, a gentle reminder that he loves you. It feels like that still hasn't settled in your mind either. "You don't have to watch me, but please stay." He mumbles against your lips.
"Okay." You shiver at his touch, your lips tingled and it feels like the moment is too short when he pulls away.
"I need some help." He says, his sweats were untied, but it was difficult for him to push them fully down. You nod and step close to him again, his scent filling your nostrils. You shut your eyes helped him step out of his sweats.
He thinks it's amusing to see you like this, he really couldn't care less if you looked at him. He was not ashamed of his body at all, if he had it his way, he'd force your eyes on him as she showered. A reminder that you're the only one who can see him like this, he's annoyed that he still can't have sex with you yet.
You step back until your hands touch the counter and you turn around. You thought it was safe to open your eyes, but the mirror above the sink was facing him as he turned on the water. You took a long stare at him, and looked off to the side quickly, feeling that it was wrong to stare.
Your heart was racing at seeing him fully nude. The mental image of him will be cherished in your mind and put away for safe keeping—only to be brought back out for special occasions.
You thought about his body the entirety of his shower. It wasn't fathomable how one could look so good so effortlessly. He really had no shame, nobody would if they looked like that.
"You're awfully quiet back there." He calls out, his voice alone making your thighs clench together.
"Just thinking." You vaguely say, hoping and praying he doesn't ask any further questions.
"Yeah?" He asks, "Care to let me in?"
You curse to yourself mentally, knowing how nosy and involved he likes to be. "The..um—" 'Think, Y/n, think!' You say to yourself in your brain, but your brain apparently wants you to look back at him and you glance in the mirror again.
This time, there was a cloud of steam on his lower half. He was careful as he washed his chest, he leaned his head back a little and shut his eyes, letting the warm water cascade down him.
He was too tall for the shower, and bent his knees a little so he could get the water on his face. "You alive, baby?" He calls out to you again.
"Yeah, uh—yeah, I'm okay." You lie, "I'm gonna step out for a little, I think the warm air is making me feel funny." You lie again.
"Okay, I'll be finished in a few." He reluctantly lets you step out.
This was going to kill you.
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