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Yongguk - Honeymoon  ♥

Member: B.A.P’s Bang Yongguk Pairing:  MafiaLeader!Yongguk & Wife!You [Takes place right after Epilogue] Genre: Something short, fluffy and a bit smutty

I just felt like writing something short - really held back on the smut due to me not understanding tumblrs guidline change (anyone can explain) Please read Dangerously Innocent first before reading this!

Words: 2,180The two of you return to the tent where your wedding celebrations are currently taking place. Yongguk is holding your hand, keeping you close to him until you finally enter the tent, where he feels a bit safer, the walls of the tent were made of some sort of special fabric and really thick, to no allow bullets to go through too easily. You knew that this location was not the first choice for your husband – the tent has multiple openings and is not made out of real walls – another safety issue in his eyes. But you wanted this and he wanted to make your dreams come true and allow you to get married the way you always wanted to – despite marrying the head of a mafia clan. Yongnam runs towards you, a big smile on his face and – to your horror- chocolate all over his hands. Yongguk quickly catches him, before he can get said chocolate all over your shiny white wedding dress. “Hey big boy!”  He kisses the top of your sons head and turns toward you. Your heart still skips a beat whenever you see the two of them together, looking so much alike. It’s like Yongnam is a smaller version of your husband. “Daddy tired!” Yongnam whines and pouts. It’s already 2 hours past his bedtime and you look at Yongguk, who calls Melody. “How about the two of you go to bed?” He could see that the young girl was getting tired as well. Three Bodyguards accompanied the two children home and promised to keep you updated once they arrived home. You and your husband joined the crowd on the dance floor.

The hours flew by and after what felt like an hour, the crowd began shirking. You said goodbye to your parents, guests and lastly, the inner circle before Yongguk and you are left alone - if you deduct the three security men that were now following you into the small wood close to the beach. “Where are we going?” You ask Yongguk, who has an arm wrapped around your waist. “To the Honeymoon suite” He smiles to himself. Soon, a small house comes into view. “What is this?” You want to know and stop walking once you were pretty close. “It’s my present to you. Thank you for marrying me. ” He kisses you softly and you smile into the kiss, leaning your head against his. “I love you” you whisper and he hums softly at you. The two of you enter the house, leaving the security men outside. You look around inside the house, which seems to have two stories as well as a cellar. The A/C inside is on and running, keeping it nice and cold. From the outside, the house looked like it was completely made from stone – you couldn’t even remember if there were any windows, but from the inside it seems like it was mostly made from glass. You walk around the rooms, Yongguk following you around, watching you. “Do you like it?” You nod and stretch. “tired?” he adds and you nod again, kissing his jaw. “Let’s get you into the shower and then go to bed.” He takes you hand and kisses the ring on your left ringer finger. After a hot, relaxing shower you find yourself beneath the sheets of a comfortable bed, your dress discarded on the bathroom floor, along with Yongguks suit. Speaking of him, he is currently kissing the side of your face, holding your close to him, his hand resting on the small swelling of your baby bump – you were sure that you wouldn’t be able to hide it much longer, since you were showing quicker this time. “Are you feeling good?” He whispers into your ear, moving back to look at you. You nod and smile softly at him.  “I hope this was just as you had planned it to be.” Your now husband whispers and kisses your nose softly. You couldn’t believe that this man had killed countless men and women. His hand were so soft and light, brushing over your skin, going lower and lower, until they made you moan his name.  You looked at him in shock, not having expected his slender fingers to slide in without any warning. The look on your face made him smile a devilish smile, pulling the two fingers out and rubbing the wet digits over your lower lip. You pulled them in, sucking on them, making the man next to you gasp. He pulls the fingers out and kisses you. You roll him over and sit on his upper body, leaning down to kiss him , your lips wandering to his neck, leaving behind violet bruises on his skin, marking him as yours. “Y/N.” He gasps, you know that he is not used to you taking over. You look at him, the smile on your face almost sheepish as you slide down his body, your core gliding over his, making him gasp and moan as you kiss down his body. “God had I known that being my wife made you do this.  . . ” he couldn’t  end the sentence  because you suddenly sucked him into your mouth, tasting the saltiness that came with his arousal .  You carefully sucked on hi, making him fist the sheets tightly. “Babe” he gasped as you used your hand and bite the inside of his thigh, carefully sucking on the tender flesh, leaving behind more bruises. Losing patience, he pulls you up rather harshly and pushed you into the mattress, his eyes wild. He enters you without much of a notice, making you gasp and moan. His movements are sweet and slow first, but increase in speed until the two of you were close, his hand never leaving the bundle of nerves at your core. You scream out his name, praying that the house is soundproof.   The two of you came together, his body collapsing on top of yours, quickly rolling off you, in order not to suffocate you. He lays next to you, panting and pulling you into him. You curl into him, kissing his jaw as you watch him fall asleep next to you, his arm wrapped tightly around you.

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Yongguk - Hide & Seek ♥ [Song Drabble]

Song Drabble to Monsta X - Blind [Can’t remember who sent in the request, sorry]

Member: BAP’s Bang Yongguk

Pairing: Mafialeader!Yongguk X FemaleAssassin!Reader

Genre: Smut, Fluff, Angst.

Warnings: Mafia stuff - Once again. Swearing, Mature stuff. Dominant Yongguk. Mentions of orgasm denial.

Words: 1,283

Summary: You had been running from him for too long. If you had known that being with him felt so much like home, you might have never left.

A/N. Although this is Mafialeader!Yongguk, it’s going to be in another “universe.”

It felt like a game of hide and seek. Whenever he got close to you, you would pull away. You’re always just a few millimeters out of reach. His arms always just a bit too short and you knew that this kept him awake at night and you would lie if you would say that it wasn’t the same for you, but you needed him to stay away from you. He wouldn’t be able to deal with you, even though he’s Bang Yongguk – the famous mafia leader.

You met him in a club while you were on a mission, trying to seduce the most famous drug baron of the entire state, wearing an outfit that was way too slutty for your liking, barely covering your ass and showing most of your stomach. You were talking to him, laughing at all of his stupid jokes that weren’t even funny. You ran your finger along his neck and played dumb because you knew that he preferred people who didn’t ask. You weren’t planning on asking questions. Your only plan was to put the poison into his glass, leave and watch him die from far away. You had been feeling itchy all night, like someone was watching you, and when you turned around you were met by those dark, intense eyes. It looked like he wanted to eat you alive and you turned back to your target, putting on a fake smile. “Do you want something to drink?” Your question sounded innocent but it made him sigh, sounding disappointed. “It’s game over, sweetheart.”It took you a few seconds to realize what he had told you but you immediately jumped into action, backing off and running directly into the arms of his bodyguard. “I know who you are. Everyone knows, Y/N. You’re a famous assassin. You would need plastic surgery in order to not be recognized anymore.”  His words were harsh and you realized that there was no way out of this situation until. “You should not talk to a lady like that.” Yongguks dark voice made you shiver. He and the rest of his inner circle – the BAP – were each standing next to a bodyguard, the metal of their guns pressed against the back of their heads. When the drug baron told them to let go of you, you moved away, standing behind Yongguk who grabbed your hand to hold you tight. “Gentleman. I guess it’s time for us to leave.” His right hand – Zelo – explained as everyone moved backwards, still aiming at the bodyguards. The entire club was watching you now, but no one was making a move. You excited the club without any hassle and when Yongguk dragged you to his dark, black transporter, you looked at him. “You should show your appreciation.” He explained and you did. You went home with him and the two of you fucked all night. You’d lie if you’d say that you forgot anything about it. You could still vividly remember hearing your naked footsteps on the hardwood floor while listening to Yongguks even breaths.

Ever since then you have been running from him, hiding in the shadows but it felt like you were hiding behind transparent blinds. You could only stay one night at your new hideout, because the next night Yongguks men would be so close, that they could almost touch you, so you had to run again. You missed home. Missed staying at a place for more than a week; but being caught by him ment being his. Yongguk didn’t play around with you. You knew that immediately. The way he fucked you that night wasn’t just a mindless fuck. You marked him and he did the same to you. You were sore for days, feeling his hot touch on your skin. You take the black key card to your new hotel room. You chose to treat yourself this time and decided to book some wellness treatments. After bringing the few things you have to your room, you walk to the basement to get a massage. You undress yourself, only leaving your panties on and lie down on the massage bed. You’re in a private room, something you had asked for. Your masseur enters the room and you can tell by his steps that it’s a man. Wordlessly he starts massaging you, pressing a bit too hard and you hiss, whipping your head around only to be met by those dark, intense eyes you had been hiding from for weeks. “Found you.” His voice his soft and you turn around, now facing him with only your panties on. His eyes immediately move down to your chest and he swallows. “Why the fuck did you run?” He pulls you to the edge, pressing your legs apart, standing in-between them, moving your chin up. You don’t resists, because this is what you have secretly been craving for weeks. “I had to! We can’t be together! This is not going to work.” You say and he silences you by pressing his lips to yours, suffocating all your protests. “I am going to make this work.” He looks at you and presses his jean clad erection against your wet core. “I will fuck you senseless and this time you are not going to run.” He opens his pants, taking his big, hard member in his hand, pushing the fabric of your panties aside and entering you mercilessly. “Ah!” You exclaim and he moves hard and quick inside of you, punishing you for running. You don’t do anything against it, because this is what you want and you knew what you were getting yourself into that night. “Yongguk!” He looks up at you, his eyes wild and full of lust. “I don’t want to hear any protest from you. You ran away from me. You will suffer this time.” He keeps moving until he cums inside of you, not caring about your orgasm. “Suck.” You whine, because you were so close to your release and now he just stops. Despite your neediness you kneel down in front of him and take him in to your mouth, cleaning him up first and then sucking gently on him until he grabs you by your hair and makes you move quicker until he comes in to your mouth a second time. You look up at him and see that his face has softened now. “I think you now deserve to cum.” He lifts you up as if you weigh nothing and sets you down on the edge of the massage bed. You are already exhausted from being on the run for weeks, not sleeping more than 4 hours per night and now him fucking you, denying your orgasm. You moan his name and grab his soft, curly hair. “I’m close” you whimper and he pushes you over the edge, making you collapse on the massage bed. You eyes are closed when he carefully wraps you up in one of the hotels bath robes, picking you up and pressing you against his hard, muscular body. “No more running, okay?” You nod, keeping your eyes closed and kissing his neck. You were tired of running and the way you body fits into his perfectly, makes you want to stay wrapped up in his arms forever.

“By the way, how did you find me?” You ask as he lies you down in his comfortable bed, the sheets smelling of him. “I just took a guess and when you actually checked in and booked the massage, I knew what I had to do.” He kisses your lips softly and takes off his clothes, lying down next to your tired body, wrapping you into his arms so tight, that you think you might suffocate but that doesn’t matter anymore, cause you’re in his arms and you don’t need to hide anymore.

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Yongguk - Dangerously Innocent ♥ [Part 14]

Member: B.A.P’s Bang Yongguk

Pairing: MafiaLeader!Yongguk &  You

Genre: Angst-ish

Warnings: Swearing, Blood, Shooting and other Mafia stuff. SMUT (WILL MAKE A LINE BEFORE AND AFTER SO YOU CAN SKIP)

Words: 3,016

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13, Part 14, Epilogue.

A/N: I just finished the Epilogue. I hate to say good bye.

“Us. I need to save this. Save us.”

A shiver runs down your spine. “Yongguk. You don’t need to feel forced to make this between us happen.  I won’t leave and I won’t tell anyone. I won’t endanger any of you.” Suddenly you’re pressed against a wall and Yongguks left hand is pressed against the wall, one of his crutches on the floor. “Listen Y/N. every single second you weren’t with me was a fucking nightmare. I hated it. When you left I felt like my life broke apart. You didn’t trust me anymore. You thought that I had cheated on you.” You can feel his breath on your skin. “I don’t want you to ever think of me not loving. You. I love you. So goddamn fucking much. I can’t even put it into words. When Youngjae told me that they had kidnapped you I wanted to storm out of that room and safe you. Only Himchan stopped me because he told me that they’d be waiting for us. That they might kill you.” His eyes are staring at you intensely. “When I saw you on that floor I thought you were dead for a second and I swear to whoever is holy to you that I would have killed myself right then and there if you wouldn’t have been breathing.”  You touch his cheek softly. “Yongguk.. .” his second crutch falls to the floor and the other hand slams against the wall next to you. “I don’t want you to ever doubt my love for you again. I will never let you leave like that again. That was the biggest mistake in my live and I will never be able to forgive myself.” You raise your second hand to caress his cheek and just a second later you gasp for air. “Yongguk. . ” It’s only a murmur against his lips. You hesitate for a second but then you kiss him back with so much force. He tries to lift you up but winces in pain. “Stop!”You gasp and look at him in panic. “I’m fine. I’m just. . Not myself yet. . ”He looks at you and you kiss his nose. “Soon.”

It has been 2 months since the two of you made up and it’s almost Christmas. You wake up in Yongguks arms and look at him for a second. The last two months have been good for him. He has gained weight and muscle mass and is slowly returning to his old self. But those two months have been hard on the two of you. Because of his injuries you told him you wouldn’t sleep with him until Himchan gave you the okay. They hit his liver and other internal organs and Himchan told you in the beginning that it would take months for Yongguk to return to his old self. He’s mostly back there but there are times when you notice that something’s wrong, although he’s trying to hide it. You unwrap yourself from the blanket and look at the alarm on your nightstand. It’s 4 am. Ever since the kidnapping it has been hard for you to sleep through the entire night.  You once told Yongguk that going outside relaxes you(He insisted you should wake him up but you told him that you couldn’t) so he replaced the glass in his room with bulletproof glass doors and the blinds with thick curtains that keep any light out as long as they are closed. You walk over to the windows and carefully push the blinds aside. It’s almost full moon and you have to blink a few times to adjust to the light. A small squeal escapes you and you turn around to see if you woke up Yongguk but sigh in relieve when you see that he is still asleep. You turn back around and fumble with the heavy door that leads to a balcony he built for you. The balcony doubles as a safe space. In case of an emergency it will transform into a sort of bunker with water, food and blankets. As soon as it transformed into the bunker you can crawl into the actual bunker of the building through a small tunnel with a ladder. But today you won’t need to use it as a bunker.  The first thing you feel is the cold air, but that doesn’t stop you from placing your feet into the soft, white snow. It started snowing last night, but you expected it to melt again. Thick snowflakes are falling from the sky and the snow is at least 15 – 20 cm high. A gasp escapes your lips when you feel the coldness on your feet. You’re only wearing one of Yongguks shirts that reaches your mid-thigh. You try to catch a snowflake with your tongue and when you turn around you see Yongguk standing in the doorframe, smiling at you. “You’re silly.” He says, but he’s smiling. “It’s snowing!” you squeal again and he starts laughing. “I see. And you’re trying to get Pneumonia. ” He reaches out for you and you quickly run inside, shivering. “I can’t touch you! I’m really fucking cold!” You say, giggling the entire time; Yongguks only wearing boxer shorts and you stare in awe at the tattooed god in front of you. “Stop staring and go to the bathroom.” He slaps your butt and you run to the en-suite bathroom.  You hear him close the door and pull the curtains shut. “Turn on the shower!” You do as he says and strip yourself naked. “God you’re so hot.” His voice sounds raspier than usual and you shiver. He takes off his boxer shorts and you can see that he thinks you’re hot. “Go inside.” He says with authority and you do as he said, the scalding water almost burning your skin. You gasp in pain and feel him pull you out of the shower again. The floor in front of the shower is now soaking wet and he brushes your hair aside with one hand while the other hand turns the temperature down. You can feel his arousal against your stomach. He lifts you into the shower and this time the water is actually quite nice. The shower is quite large and actually requires two huge showerheads. Most of it is ground level but there is one spot that is a lot higher. It’s large enough for you to sit on it, maybe even lie down and curl up. He sets you down on that spot and kisses the tip of your nose. “You have to be careful.” He scolds you lovingly and carefully turns the temperature up step by step so your body can get used to it first. “I’m sorry for messing up the bathroom.” You pout and he shakes his head. “Don’t worry about it. I’ll call the cleaning personnel. They’ll clean everything up.”

He kisses your jawline and you sigh in pleasure. “Yongguk… we still have to wait.” By now, your willpower is almost nonexistent. “But I feel great. I just want to feel you again.” he kisses his way down to your breasts and leaves hickeys all over them. Then he takes your nipple into his mouth and sucks, causing you to become wet instantly. “Yongguk.” It’s only a whisper but it must have sparked something inside him as he immediately presses his lush lips to your core. You moan in pleasure and lean back against the shower wall, granting him better access. “You’re so goddamn fucking wet. Tell me that it’s for me.”  You raise your hips. “I’m only wet for you.” You put your hands in his hair to keep him in place but he carefully moves back, making you groan. “Are you fucking serious?!”  You almost shout and he leans back to let out a laugh. “You have to be patient baby.” One of his hands glides down your body to your core, playing with your clit  and then he carefully and slowly inserts a finger. “God. You’re so fucking tight. I can’t wait to be inside you.” You can almost feel yourself cuming already just from his words. It has been more than four months since the last time Yongguk and you had sex and touching yourself just didn’t have the same effect. You gasp and Yongguk immediately knows that you are close.  “Nu-uh.” He pulls the finger out and you sigh in disappointment. He raises the hand to his mouth and puts the finger in there, eyes locked on yours. You squirm in front of him and he smiles. “We have to wait. . ” you try one last time to do the right thing, but when Yongguk brushes the tip of his finger over your lip, opening your mouth carefully, your head turns off. The finger carefully slides between your lips. “Suck baby.” You do as he says and hear him gasp “You definitely have to do that to my dick later. Your soft lips wrapped around me. ..”. He removes the finger from your mouth and picks you up, pressing you against the wall. “Fuck this.” He says breathlessly and you giggle for a second because he will fuck this and you but your giggle is replaces by a gasp when you feel him enter you. “Oh god! I forgot how huge you are!” He stops moving for a second and gives you a chance to adjust to him before he starts moving. “I won’t last long. .” worry is written on his face. “I don’t care.” You kiss him and he enters you completely. He moves quickly and you can feel him stretch you. You actually need to stop a few times because the two of you are so close. He presses you against the wall, his moves hard and quick. His mouth is on your breasts again and when he takes your nipple into his mouth, you feel weak again. “I can’t anymore. . .” you say in-between moans and he presses you harder into the shower wall, his moves now more precise. Trying to hit your sweet spot – and he does. You fall apart around him and he follows you shortly after. He stays inside you a little longer and when he sets you down his eyes are sparkling with mischief. “You remember me. . .” he doesn’t even need to end his sentence. You’re already on your knees and take his dick into your hand, looking up to see his eyes fixed on you. “I missed seeing you do that. . ” He whispers and you lick his full length once, making him moan. “Be a good girl and suck.” The entire sentence is said with a sweet voice until the last word. You take him into your mouth and start sucking him. He moves his hands into your hair and guides you, but you notice that he’s a bit shy and doesn’t want you to take him in deeply after not doing it for so long. You look up at him, lock eyes and take him in as deeply as you can, you can feel yourself gag but try to suppress it as much as you can. He leans into the shower wall behind him and you can feel him grab your hair fast, a sign that he’s really close. Move back a bit, only his tip in your mouth and swallow every single bit of his cum. A few drops run out of the corner of your mouth and he looks back down at you, moves his finger to catch it and removes his dick out of your mouth, just to replace it with his finger. You smile at him as you suck him clean, swirling your tongue around it, making him remove it immediately. “Stop babe. Now it’s your turn.”Yongguk has always been really persistent that you should be pleased as well. “I’m fine.” You smile and go onto your tiptoes to reach his lips. “But Now that I’m warm again and hopefully won’t get pneumonia, I’d like to go to bed, have some after sex cuddles and sleep some more to continue in the morning. After we spoke to Himchan ” he sighs at your response and turns around once.. “See. I’m still in one piece.” He says cockily and immediately grasps his stomach. The romantic atmosphere is replaced by panic “Yongguk!” you look at him and touch his shoulder, trying to stay calm. He stands up straight again, mischief in his eyes. “Just kidding. I’m fine.” You hit his shoulder and he laughs. “Don’t scare me!” The pout in your voice is obvious. “I’m fine babe. Good as new.”

He kisses you and starts washing your hair, massaging your scalp. When is done with you he starts washing himself and then turns off the shower. “Let’s dry your hair and get you to bed.” He dries your body and takes your hand, pulling you back to the bed. Your wet feet leave small prints on the hardwood floor and you hesitate for a second but he just says “don’t worry” and pushes you onto the bed. “Lift your arms.” He commands and you do as you are told. He pulls a thick pullover over your head “we don’t want you to become sick.” He carefully rubs your hair dry and you hum in pleasure. “You like me playing with your hair?” you giggle carefully. “I like you touching me.” at first it hurts when he brushes your hair but as soon as it’s untangled you enjoy him brushing your hair. “Do you have a hair tie?” Nodding, you point at the nightstand. His slender fingers take one out of it and he starts French braiding your hair. Melody fell in love with him on first sight and she made him braid her hair many times. By now he is actually quite good at it and likes to try on you too. He ties the end and you touch the braid, impressed by his skill. “Thank you. ” You whisper and kiss his soft lips “let’s go back to sleep.” He lies down beneath the blanket and pulls you down next to his naked glory.”No clothes?” You ask and he shakes his head. “I want to feel your skin.” You smile, kiss him and fall asleep with your head resting on his shoulder.

 “What do you mean we could have had sex for weeks?!” Yongguk almost screams at Himchan and you actually have to physically hold him back from attacking the doctor. “I thought the two of you would last a week, maybe two. So I didn’t say anything. You lasted 8 weeks. That must have been a new record Yongguk. 4 month without sex.” You look at him “4 months?” Yongguk scratches the back of his head. “He wouldn’t even look at another woman. Let alone touch one.” You are surprised but pleased. “Don’t act so surprised. I love you. I can’t sleep with another woman.” His voice is low and you lean over to kiss him. “I love you too.”

 “Thank got you’re back. I don’t know how you’re able to do this, but I am not!” Zelo slaps Yongguk on the shoulder and presses a kiss to my cheeks. I’ve grown quite close to the other members over the past few months. “Leave my woman alone.” Yongguk growls and you look at him judgingly. “Your woman?” He looks at you sheepishly. “Not like that. Just saying that you’re my girlfriend. Not his.” You shake your head and run your hand through his hair. “Idiot.” He smiles at you. “Your Idiot.”

 “Yongguk brush my hair!” You sit in a chair on the other side of the room and watch Yongguk play with Melody. “But I have been brushing your hair all day!” He exclaims but grabs the brush and starts. The young girl has a serious crush on him and you hope that she falls for someone else soon. You’re not jealous of her, but you’d like to have your boyfriend back. “What about Y/N?” Yongguk asks and Melody looks at you. “Y/N brush Yongguks hair!”She instructs and you stand up. Today you are particularly tired since Yongguk kept you awake for the entire night, pleasing you in every way possible. “I think Y/n should go to bed. She seems tired.” You laugh and look at him. “I don’t know why I would be tired.” You reply sarcastically. You still feel sore and grimace when it stings a bit. Yongguk tips his finger on his lips, showing you to kiss him. “I’m sorry.” He whispers and looks you in the eyes. He hates seeing you in pain. “It’s fine. We’ll have to be careful tonight.” He nods and kisses you once more, before Melody reminds you that you are supposed to brush his hair. This almost feels like a small family and you ask yourself if this might be you, Yongguk and you daughter one day in the future.

“We have to leave now.” Yongguk voice booms through the big room.  It’s Christmas eve, almost Christmas day, and Yongguk walks over to you. “Why?”You were talking to Himchan about something you read in a medical book. “Because Santa will be here soon.”  He grins and bends down in front of you. You expect him to lift you up as usual, but he actually throws you over his shoulder. “Yongguk! Are you insane! I’m wearing a dress!”You scream and smack his butt. He holds your dress in place and carries you to his room and throws you onto his bed.

This might not be the dream of every single girl. And if someone would have asked you months ago, you would have said that it’s definitely not your dream. But now you can’t imagine anything other than your life with Yongguk. Your life as a part of this mess.

In the beginning you were 100% certain that you were at the wrong place at the time, but now you are sure that it was actually the right place and the right time.

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Yongguk - Dangerously Innocent ♥ [Epilogue]

Member: B.A.P’s Bang Yongguk

Pairing: MafiaLeader!Yongguk &  You

Genre: Just fluff.

Warnings: Barely any. Some smut, talk about dying during Child-birth

Words: 3,016

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13, Part 14, Epilogue.

A/N: It’s time to say good bye ♥ Thank you for being a part of this.

~6 years later~

“Mommy!”  You look up to see you two year old son standing next to your bed. He looks like the beautiful man whose hand he is holding. “Babe. It’s time to wake up.” You sit up and look at your beautiful fiance. You still remember the moment he asked you to marry him…

I can’t believe we are here! You look around, the Eiffel tower to your right, your favorite person on the planet to your left. “We are.” He kisses your temple and you look at him in awe. “How did you actually make time to go here with me?” He kept the entire thing a secret for at least two months. “I know we can only stay for three days, but I hope that’s enough for now.” You kiss him carefully. “Of course it is. Let’s go sightseeing!” Yongguk laughs at you excitement and you two start at the Eiffel tower and make your way through the city of love. When you arrive at the Notre Dame, Yongguk points at a small, round thing on the floor. “That’s the Point  Zéro. Its full name is Point  Zéro des routes de France.” You look at him and smile at his French. “What does it mean?” he smiles at you and brushes your cheek. “It means point zero of the roads of France. Legend says if you stand on the Point Zéro with your lover and kiss, your love will last forever.” You smile at him “well, we don’t need that, but it’s still cute, right.” You pull him over to stand on it and he leans down to kiss you. “Now our love will last forever!” You peck his lips once again and want to take a step back but Yongguk pulls you close again. “I actually want our love to last forever. .” he takes something out of his pocket and goes down on one knee. You gasp for air and people start staring and you, building a crowd. “And that’s why I would like to ask you, Y/N, if you would like to marry me.” You feel tears sting in your eyes and nod “Yes. Oh god yes!” The people around you start clapping and cheering as Yongguk slides the ring onto your finger. It’s beautiful and simple and you love it. He lifts you up and spins you around, kissing you before he sets you down onto the ground. “I love you.”

“What are you thinking about?” You’re eating breakfast with Yongguk and while Melody takes care of your beautiful baby boy. “How you proposed to me.” He smiles his gummy smile. “I was so relieved when you said yes.”  He takes your hand over the table “Yeah and I was so fucking terrified when I met your mother!” he laughs “it’s weird to hear you swear. You barely swear anymore since we had him.” You nod in agreement. “Yeah but I was terrified!”

You just left the airplane and return to the mansion. Yongguk steps out of the van first when you arrive and helps you out of the van. “Yongguk!” it’s a female voice. You hear heels running over to the two of you and step aside to see who’s there to find a beautiful middle age woman. It’s obvious that it’s Yongguks mother – Their eyes are the same. Your blood freezes and your body does the same. “Mum.” Yongguk says breathlessly and hugs her carefully. “Why are you here?” His voice is unsure. “I wanted to see you baby!” she looks over at you. “And who are you?”  There is clear disgust in her voice. Yongguk steps in front of you and shields you from her. “Mum. You shouldn’t talk to her like that.” He takes your hand and squeezes it. “Yongguk I told you that you should find someone you love.” She says in clear disapproval. “She is that person. Mum that’s your future daughter in law Y/N.” you step to his side and hide your face in the side of his body. “You proposed to her and didn’t even introduce her to me ?” You look up at Yongguk and now although you don’t want to show it,  there is clear disappointment in your face. He looks down at you as he feels the change in your emotions and raises your head to look  at him. “Babe. You know everything was quite stressful. I wanted to introduce you to each other but with you being kidnapped and everything I. . just forgot I had other priorities.” He kisses you and you calm down a bit, understanding why he forgot. You barely left his side after the incident. You were part of almost every single meeting, even if you just sit by his side, play with his hands and distract him. His mom clears her throat and you look over at her. “I’m Y/N by the way.” Your voice is small and Yongguk smiles at how shy you are. “Y/N? That’s a. . weird name. Yongguk are you sure you want someone like her by your side?”you don’t know why, but you always expected  Yongguks mother to love you as well. Just like her son does. Disappointment fills your every cell and small tears fill your eyes. You feel childish, because it’s just his mother and she won’t change anything about the two of you. But you want his  mother to like you to make it easy on him. “Mom. I don’t think you’re in the place to say something like that to my future wife. I love her. With everything I have and more. She’s everything I want in my life and if you don`t like her I have to ask you to leave her alone. . ” He pulls you into his side. “Yongguk…” you don’t want him to argue like this with his mother. She just gasped and now looks disapprovingly at her son.  “I’ll go inside. . ”you whisper and Yongguk just nods. You almost run inside and hear Yongguk and his mother argue outside. “Y/N what’s wrong?” One of your Bodyguards – Daehyun – looks at your face and immediately knows tht something’s wrong. The boys all love you and you are almost sure that Yongguk told them to stop you from leaving if anything should happen because whenever you are just remotely upset one of them is immediately by you side. “Yongguks mother is outside. And she doesn’t like me. . ” You sigh and look down. “Oh princess.” The others usually call you that because Yongguk teats you like one. If he could he would carry you everywhere.”She will fall in love with you like everyone here did.” His arms wrap around you. “and now don’t worry. Our chef prepared brownies and I think they are still warm.” You smile sadly at him and follow Daehyun to the kitchen where the two of you start eating the soft, warm brownies. “Do you really think she’ll like me?” you ask in-between bites and he just nods. “Y/N there you are!”Yongguks voice is full of relieve when he sees you and his arms wrap tightly around you. “Yongguk. I can’t breathe!” You squeal but he doesn’t loosen his hold. “God I was so scared you’d leave. .” He sounds like a young boy and your heart melts.” I wouldn`t“ You assure him and he let’s go to look at you. He’s slightly out of breath and you can see him running through the mansion, looking for you. “I know. I’m just so scared to lose you. I love you so much.” His voice is low and you hear a chair behind you. “I think that is my signal to leave.” Daehyun takes the left over brownies and leaves the room. “Why were you here with him?” Yongguk isn’t jealous. “Daehyun told me that the chef made brownies and said that they would cheer me up…” You smile shyly because the chocolate really did cheer you up. “I should thank him later. And you don’t need to worry about my mother. She’ll stay for a while and she’ll fall in love with you just like I did.” He rubs his nose against yours and as it turns out, he was right. Just a few days later his mother apologizes to you and says that she couldn’t think of a better person to be with her beautiful boy.

“But you didn’t need to. I told you that she would fall in love with you and she did.” Stands up and presses his lips to yours.  “I sometimes miss the two of us alone. Don’t get me wrong. I love our son just as much as I love you. But I miss our nights alone. I miss the sex.” He nips at your lip and you sigh quietly. He lifts you onto the table and you start deepening the kiss when. . “MOMMY!!” He’s crying. Thankfully it’s not the sort of cry that makes you run over to him, taking two steps at a time. Yongguk sighs and steps aside. Little does he know that you have a surprise waiting for him. “I’m on my way Yongnam!” You walk into your son’s room and see him on the floor,  the Ironman figure in his hand is missing its head. “Oh baby what happened.” You lift you son up and brush the small, round tears off his chubby cheeks.  He just shows you his ironman and keeps crying. “Yongguk? Can you stick its head back on?” You look over at your beautiful fiance. Melody is standing next to you. “He pulled it off accidentally and when I wanted to take it from him to fix it he started crying.” You pat the girls head. “it’s okay darling.” Yongguk walks over and takes the Ironman figure from Yongnams hands. “Look baby. Daddy fixed it.” Yongnam looks at it and smiles his gummy smile, the same exact smile that made you fall in love with Yongguk. He’s so much like your fiance. Yongguk takes him from you and hands him to Melody, kissing your nose. “Do you think we’ll have some time for us?” You both look at your son, who’s busy with his toy.  “I need to tell you something.” You tell him and he looks at you questioningly. “Let’s go to our room.” You both walk there and you sit down on the bed. “what’s up babe?” he sits down next to you and kisses your hand. “Do you remember when I told you about Yongnam?”

You’ve been staring at the small stick in your hands for the past 30 minutes. “I can’t believe it.” after not being sure about the past 3 tries, you bought one of those that tell you if you’re pregnant or not. And this one 100% says “pregnant” You and Yongguk both have been talking about children. You both want them and recently decided that you’d stop taking birth controlbut what if he didn’t expect it to happen so soon?     Yongguk is currently in a meeting and you told him that you didn`t want to go. That you didn`t feel well. At first you thought that you were just gaining weight. The two of you had been eating a lot recently and you had a weakness for sweets. But that is more than a weight gain. “How am I supposed to tell him?” you whisper “Tell me what?” You turn around. “Yongguk…” He looks at you and at the small stick in your hand. ”Are we?” he looks at you in disbelieve and you just nod slightly. “It seems that way.” In a few long steps he’s in front of you and lifts you into his arms. “I’ll be a Daddy?” you nod at him and he kisses you. “You’re not lying?” You shake your head and he smiles his gummy smile. “Can we keep it a secret. Until the second trimester? I want to be. . sure.” He looks at you again and nods. “We’re having a baby. .” He whispers in awe.. “I’m having a baby and you will bring me all the ice cream I want to have!” He smiles at you and  nods. “I will.” He agrees and 1.5 months later you tell the other members that seem to be more excited.

“Of course I remember that. I also remember almost losing you.” Yongguk says and brushes your cheek. You almost died during childbirth but thankfully everything went well and you guys are now a happy family. “Well … What do you think about another child?” Your question sounds innocent and Yongguk smiles softly. “Well. . . I’d love another child. You were so goddamn fucking beautiful when you were pregnant.  And when I first felt Yongnam kick; I swear my heart stopped beating for a second..” He kisses the back of your hand. “But we need to get married first. It’s only another month until we get married and then we can talk about it again.” He smiles at you and your heart sinks. He immediately notices that something’s wrong. Although he’s not really sensitive when it comes to other people’s feelings, but with you it’s different. He can sense the smallest change and won’t let it go until you’re happy and relaxed again. “Are you…?” The end of the sentence hangs loosely and you pull your hand out of his and look down. “I’m sorry if you think it’s the wrong timing. I’m also not that far along. I think I forgot  to take the pill or something when Yongnam was sick. I was just so stressed..  . ”Tears start pooling in your eyes and Yongguk takes you hand. “There is no bad timing for something like that. Don’t be mad at yourself. I’m excited… I really am. .” He pulls you into his lap and kisses your temple. “I just want you to be able to enjoy our wedding and not be sick.” You look at him, teas on your cheeks. “You don’t seem excited.. ” You explain and he laughs quietly. “I really am. I can’t believe it. I’m going to have another child…” You take a deep breath “I know. You are. And I will have to bring you ice cream. . ”He kisses you and you nod. “Better.”

A month later is the day, after more than 5 years of being engaged the two of you finally get married. “You look beautiful Y/N. . ” Your mother comes in and looks at you; she doesn’t really know Yongguk and you kept her out of everything to keep her safe. She knows who he is and keeps her distance from the two of you. Sometimes she’s disappointed in who you chose. Although she doesn’t tell you, you know that. “Thank you mum.” Yongguk and you get married on a beach. The last two years have been good to the Bang Mafia. There are now over 600 members and most of them are bodyguards today. Only a few selected people other than your family and the inner circle take part in the wedding. You look at your father, who walks in a few seconds after your mother and smile. “let me look at you. God you’re beautiful! What happened to my baby?” You see tears in his eyes and walk over to him “No crying! We Need to walk down the aisle now!” he nods and you kiss your mother on the cheek. You’re wearing a beautiful white dress. You are not yet showing, so you didn’t have any trouble fitting into the dress. You father and you walk over to the beach and wait for the music to start. You’re not wearing shoes and can feel the sand between your toes. “calm down Y/N.” You tell yourself and start walking towards Yongguk. At first, he doesn’t turn around and you almost feel a bit disappointed. But then he does and looks at you in awe, tears in his eyes and a smile on his face. Your father hands you over to Yongguk. “Take care of my baby!”He instructs and Yongguk just nods, taking your hand into his. You look him up and down, enjoying the sight of you man in a suit, something he rarely wears. “You look so beautiful… ” He says in awe and you could swear that he just wants to throw everyone out and fuck you on this beach, right here and now. The priest – an old friend of Yongguks father- starts talking again and you turn to him. When it’s time to say your vows you do so and watch your beautiful baby boy walk down the aisle with your rings. Then, the priest finally allows Yongguk to kiss the bride and he’s more than willing to do so. He was itchy the entire time, looking over at you, shuffling closer to you one baby step at a time and now he kisses you passionately. You can barely breath anymore and when he let’s go of you to lock eyes on you, you feel your knees wobble. “Mrs Bang.” He says those two words so lovingly that you feel tears coming to your eyes. You have been able to control yourself the entire time but now your tears start flowing.  “Babe…” His deep voice is soft as he brushes away your tears. „I know i said i wouldn’t cry but … “You hiccup and he starts smiling. “Thank you for becoming my wife.” His words just make you cry even more and since there’s no chance that you’ll start moving by yourself any time soon, he lifts you up bridal style and walks you down the aisle. Your friends and family start cheering and you can even hear some of the security guys cheer.

Later that night everyone is in a huge tent, music is playing and many of the security people are among the guests. They still have their guns with them – just in case.  You changed your dress and are now wearing a simple, white A-line dress that perfectly hugs your waist. You step away from the party and walk through the sand. “What are  you doing here?” Daehyun is walking up to you. “Nothing. I’m just thinking how it’s your fault I’m married.” You look up at him and he laughs. “Don’t talk like that. You’re glad, be honest. You’re married, you have a son, a loving husband…” the two o you start walking along the beach, the water tickling your feet. “Well. Actually I might have another daughter or son soon…” You say quietly and he stops walking. “You’re pregnant again?!” Excitement is written on your face. Daehyun loves your son almost as much as you. “Yeah. Thirteen weeks.” You blush and run your hand over your still flat stomach. “And you have not told us?!” he grabs your shoulders. “What if it’s a girl!?” Daehyun wanted you to have a girl back then, so he could shower her in gifts. “Does Yongguk know?” He asks and looks at your stomach. “Of course I know. . ” You hear the raspy voice of your husband and look to your right to see him walking towards you. “I told him a month ago.” You explain and Daehyun hugs you and then hits your husband’s shoulder. “Good job! That also explains why you have been so protective of her!” Yongguk nods and wraps his arm around you. “I have been looking for you. I was worried. “he kisses your temple and looks at Daehyun. “Let me leave the two of you alone. .” He walks away, back to the tent.  “Are you okay? You should have told the bodyguards. Or at least me.” if anyone else would have said that, it would have sounded like scolding, but Yongguk just sounds worried. “I know. I just needed some air. .” You are now looking out on the ocean and Yongguk stands behind you, head resting on your shoulder, his hands on your stomach. “I can’t wait for you to actually show.” He whispers and you smile. While you were self conscious throughout the pregnancy, Yongguk made it his mission to tell and show you how beautiful you were in his eyes. He enjoyed the fact that you were even hornier that usual and that your breasts were bigger. “You are just looking forward to us not leaving the bed until noon because we’re…Busy.” you say and blush. He turns you around and leans down to your ear “Don’t be shy babe. I’m already looking forward to it.” His hand brushes the curve of your butt, and carefully makes its way up the front of your dress. “I am really looking forward to it.” he brushes over your wet panties and you moan quietly. “Not now babe.” You say, using all your willpower. “Just because it’s your wedding day. Later tonight I won’t be so nice. ” He promises.

It’s one of many promises he has told you. And there are many more to come. He will promise you pleasure. He’ll promise you his time. He tells you late at night before leaving on a mission That he’ll be back alive. That he’ll never leave you alone. But most importantly, he promises you that he’ll love you forever

The end

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Yongguk - Dangerously Innocent Drabble ♥ [Request]

Member: B.A.P’s Bang Yongguk

Pairing: MafiaLeader!Yongguk &  You

Genre: Smut Like Basically only smut. Can someone hand me the holy water [Tho i’m still rly timid with smut ‘cause I don#t want y’all to think badly of me :D]

Warnings: Well It’s smut.

Words: 1,143

CONTAINS SOME SPOILERS FOR DANGEROUSLY INNOCENT SO READ IT FIRST ♥  Masterlist

It’s one of those days again. Ever since Yongguk took over the role as a mafia leader again, he has made sure that you feel loved and are by his side as much as possible. Yet, in the beginning, he was strictly against you joining him during the meetings. That lasted only about 5 weeks, when Himchan called you in for one particularly difficult topic that resulted in Yongguk losing his temper not even halfway into the meeting. Ever since then you have been a regular to the meetings. You don’t voice your opinion often, but mostly just sit next to Yongguk, his hand on your thigh, most of the time a medical book in your lap to keep you busy.

Today they spoke about the left over members of Black Widow – the group that kidnapped you what feels like forever ago and held you captive for over a month. Whenever they start talking about them, Yongguk loses his temper. “Just kill them. They don’t deserve to breathe the same air as Y/N.” His hand is on your thigh, close to your knee, and wraps tight around the soft skin. You rest your hand atop his and look at him “Yongguk. Be reasonable. I don’t want you to kill them.” You say quietly. There are women among them that probably started just like you. His forehead wrinkles and they start discussing the situation again, while you study the book Himchan gave you. When they notice that they won’t reach a conclusion today, they move over to the next topic – Something Zelo seems to be passionate about as his voice is raised. Yongguk leans back in his chair and his hand rises on you thigh until it touches your core. He’s just resting it there at that point and you swallow. The others are far enough away not to notice when his hand nonchalantly disappears in your pants and a finger enters you.  You gasp and everyone looks over to you, resulting in you blushing. “Sorry. Paper cut.”You explain and Yongguk takes your finger and kisses the invisible paper cut. The others fake gagging noises and you blush harder. “Let’s end his here.” Youngjae says and everyone stands up quickly and leave the room, leaving the two of you alone. Yongguk pulls his hand out of your pants and you pout at him. You get picked up by him and he sets you down on the huge, wooden table in front of you, kissing you hard and passionately. “Yongguk. What if someone comes in?” you whisper and he just opens your pants and pills them down. “I don’t fucking care.” His voice is rough as he runs his hand through your hair and tips it back, kissing your neck. You feel the pull on your hair and gasp. His mouth on your neck makes you gasp and press your legs together in order to get some kind of friction. You feel him mark you, leaving hickeys at the curve of your neck, making you sigh in pleasure. “Yongguk please!” you beg and he just shakes his head, kissing down to your breasts painfully slowly. He pulls your shirt down along with your bra and kisses the soft skin carefully. “You’re so fucking beautiful.” His left hand starts massaging your right boob as he starts sucking on the other nipple, making you moan out his name.  “Again. Say my name again.” He demands and when you down he stops and looks down at you. You pout and stretch to kiss him. He hastily pulls down your pants and opens his zipper and enters you without any sort of warning. “Fuck!” He growls and presses you down onto the table, grabs your legs to grant him better access and enter you deeper. “You’re so fucking tight.” He rests his hand between your breasts to keep you down – carefully but with pressure. He starts picking up a quicker pace and enters you as deeply as he can. You moan his name and he grabs you by your hips to move even quicker. “I’m so close” you almost scream and he just moves faster, wanting to make you cum around him and you do. He moans and empties himself inside you. You’re still laying on the table in post orgasmic bliss when he picks you up, sits himself down on the table, everything while not pulling out of you. You start kissing him and move your hips, making him moan. You kiss down to his neck and start sucking on the tender flesh, leaving your mark there. Yongguk has been possessive over you ever since the beginning and enjoys marking you, loves you wearing his shirts or when you smell of his cologne because you spent so much time close to him. “Yongguk. I can’t anymore.” You say and let go at the same moment, feeling him deep inside you while you cum again. He keeps rocking his hips and cums inside you for a second time. You rest your head on his shoulder and lean against him. “Babe?” Yongguk whispers, a smile in his voice.  You just mumble something and sit there with your eyes closed. He moves in order to pull out of you and you whimper because of the overstimulation. “I’m sorry.” He whispers and picks you up, setting you down on the table. You open your eyes and look at him; his eyes are fixed on you hungrily but he pulls his pants back up and helps you put yours back on to carry you safely to his bedroom; setting you down on the bed and taking your clothes off again. “Someone’s tired…” Yongguk whispers and sits down next to you. “Well I didn’t sleep all night because SOMEONE kept me busy.” You say and he smiles softly. “Well who?” He asks, taking his clothes off and laying down behind you, spooning you and kissing your neck. “we’ll continue later, okay?” You promise as he hugs you close to his body. “You don’t need to feel forced. Plus I won`t be home tonight. We planned something. I will only be able to stay with you for another few hours and then I’ll have to get up and leave.” You cuddle into him and pout. “I know babe.” You close your eyes and fall asleep only to be taken up what feels like a few seconds later by Yongguk moving. “Go back to sleep.” He whispers and kisses you lips. “When will you be back?” He shrugs and smiles at you. “Don’t know yet. I hope it won’t take longer than a few hours. I want to be back before you wake up.” He bushes through your hair. “Promise me.” He sighs and smiles at you. “Again?” You nod and he kisses you once more.

“I promise I’ll be back in one piece.”

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Yongguk - Dangerously Innocent ♥ [Part 10]

Member: B.A.P’s Bang Yongguk

Pairing: MafiaLeader!Yongguk &  You

Genre: This was hard to write. Poor Y/N

Warnings: THIS CHAPTER MIGHT BE HARD FOR SOME PEOPLE TO READ AS SHE WAS KIDNAPPED

Words: 1,179

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13, Part 14, Epilogue.

You wake up in a dark room that looks like a prison cell “This is so cliché” is the first thought that crosses your mind.  You left Yongguks side less than 24 hours ago and manage to get kidnapped. Just because you were stupid enough to follow a stranger to his car. Just to get Youngjae to tell Yongguk. Just so Yongguk realizes what he lost. And now you’re inside a dark room with no windows, your short dress –that actually was way too short, now that you look at it – is ripped and you’re freezing. “Sleeping beauty woke up. Hi there” A male voice says and footsteps walk over to the cell door.

“Did you sleep well? I know, this is no 5 star hotels and no mansion, but it should be quite comfortable.” He says with a smile. You can see him through the metal bars and have to admit that he is rather handsome. His face is slim with high cheekbones. His eyes are as light as honey and dark lashed frame them, but they are not as dark as his thick, curly hair. His body is fit. The black dress shirt fits him perfectly, as if it is tailored for his body.  “I guess you are one of Yongguks enemies and are trying to get to him through me?” You say, sounding almost bored. Yongguk was right, it was too dangerous to leave, but you didn’t listen and now you’re in a cold, dirty cell. It makes you angry that he was right. “You are such a criminal master mind. Are you sure, that you want to stay with that loser? You could always just change sides. Join us.” It sounds like a joke but your response makes his jaw drop. “There are two problems. I actually don’t want to have anything to do with this entire mafia business and second Yongguk and I broke up and he won’t care if you have me.”He quickly calms himself down and looks over to you with a frown on his face. “You’re lying.” The statement sounds so convinced and you are aware that he is telling the truth, but you keep a straight face. Although you broke up with Yongguk less than 24 hours ago you feel your heart screaming for him to safe you. “Do you think he would have let me leave the mansion without him?” You have a point in this and you pray to god that he realizes the same. “Youngjae was watching you.”  This catches you off guard. “He was just making sure that I’m not telling everyone about them.” You pray to god that he believes you and relax slightly when he swears under his breath. “That means you actually are useless to us.” The door opens and you think that your prayers have been answered until he hits your cheek. Hard. You scream and he pushes you to the floor, your head slamming into the hard material. “You are fucking useless. Just another nameless slut he fucked and then threw away.” A foot kicks you into your stomach and you can’t breathe anymore. “FUCK!”The man screams and you flinch. This is not good. You realize that by admitting this you actually became worthless to them. Just a toy. His rage scares you but at the same time you feel like a weight has been lifted off your shoulders. He will leave Yongguk alone. You just hope than Yongguk won’t care and won’t bring himself and the others into danger. “Why didn`t you know?!” He screams at the handsome stranger that picked you up at the club. Park. . Something. You can’t remember his name. Your stomach still hurts from the kick and the person who kicked you – the leader apparently – turns around. “We will find something for you. Just stay here for now.” He kicks you another time and you cry out in pain. He leaves the cell and turns the small light outside of the cell off as he leaves you alone in the darkness.

You don’t know how much time goes by. You know that they came back to hurt you 10 times – not counting the first time. They would hit you, pull your hair, kick you and do other stuff. The leader had other people with him and one of them liked to strangle you. They wanted you to tell them stuff about Yongguk but you wouldn’t tell them anything. You broke up because you felt like he didn’t care for you anymore, but that doesn’t mean that you don’t love him. Cause you do. And you can’t betray him like this. Because if you actually survive this you would never be able to forgive yourself. They would always scream at you, insult you and do unspeakable things to you. And you were so close to breaking down. Every day they were eating away at your will power. The only thing that kept you strong was the young girl that would bring you your food every day. She was about 6 years old and had bright blonde hair with blue eyes. You knew that she didn’t belong to them and you didn’t dare to ask her where she was from. She would come in every now and then. Sometimes she would carry a bottle of water and other times she would bring you food. The food wasn’t bad actually but you couldn’t force yourself to eat it, so you offered most of it to the young girl. She was painfully thin and you prayed that they weren’t treating her as badly as they were treating you. One day they took you out of your cell to take a shower. They actually left you alone to wash yourself and when you were able to look at your body in the mirror you broke down. You lost a noticeable amount of weight and there wasn’t a part of your body that wasn’t covered in bruises. The hated Yongguk for what they did to you, but at the same time you loved him enough to keep quiet.

Today was the 21st time they came in to beat you and by now you were sure that your body would give up soon. You felt incredibly weak and could barely move anymore. Their leader – Jumin – was inside your cell today when you heard gun shots.  “What?” He mumbles and steps back. He closes the door to your cell behind him. More shots can be heard and you hear the door to their small prison open. “What are y-” A gunshot shuts him up and you hear something tumble down the stairs. You are lying on the floor, facing the metal bars. A stranger steps closer to your cell and gasps as he sees you. He does not look familiar and the gun in his hand looks so out of place. His face is young, almost childish and innocent.  “Boss! There is someone here! A girl!”  

You hear many footsteps run down the stairs but you lose consciousness before you could see them.

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Yongguk - Dangerously Innocent ♥ [Part 12]

Member: B.A.P’s Bang Yongguk

Pairing: MafiaLeader!Yongguk &  You

Genre: Angst-ish

Warnings: Swearing, Blood, Shooting and other Mafia stuff.

Words: 1,113

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13, Part 14, Epilogue.

A/N: GUYS WHO DO YOU THINK I AM HOW COULD I KILL MY HUSBAND?!

Your POV

You are sitting beside Yongguks hospital bed, and now that you are thinking about it, you haven’t done anything else ever since they brought the two of you back. You still remember that day vividly.

“Please save him!” you screamed at Himchan, tears streaming down your face. You were in Jongups arms and looked at the doctor in panic. “I will. Don’t worry. He will be as good as new when I’m done with him.” He told you, but you could see the worry in his eyes. He didn’t believe himself.

“What do you mean I can’t see him?” You asked him. You were lying in a hospital bed, a drip attached to your arm. “He’s in something like an ICU. You will be able to see him tomorrow. We need to watch him for now” Himchan explained “But I need to see him. I need to know that he’s alive.” You stutter and tears start rolling down you cheeks. “I know Y/N. And you’ll be able to do so tomorrow.”You started crying heartbreakingly and fell asleep a short time later due to exhaustion.  

Zelo is currently taking care of internal affairs, Youngjae, Daehyung and Jongup as well as a few other bodyguards – you think that one is called Shown –are keeping everyone safe, Himchan is taking care of everyone who got injured during the mission and Yongguk is still unconscious. He lost a lot of blood and his body needs time to recover. At least that’s what Himchan keeps on telling you.

 Back when they first brought Yongguk out of the ICU they wanted to put you into separate rooms but you insisted that you would probably go crazy without Yongguk. The first 5 days, you spent mostly asleep, eating or drinking. Apparently you had lost 12 kilograms and were severely malnourished and dehydrated. Your inner organs are unharmed, but you had several broken bones and ribs.

On the 6th day you were able to walk for a bit – your legs were mostly unharmed - , but you were still weak.  “You need to rest more Y/N.” Himchan scolded you and you just ignored his words. “I will. I just want to be with him” He accepted that and you sat down next to Yongguks bed.

That’s where you spent you time for the next 7 days. While your health increased day by day, there was almost no change to Yongguks state.

That day was one of those days. “You know, I’m getting scared Yongguk. I want you to become better. But I’m scared you won’t and I will be unable to forgive myself if you won’t wake up. . ” You were sitting in the chair they had brought you. It was fluffy and comfortable and when you asked Zelo why they had brought you that chair, he told you that Yongguk had asked him to take care of you if something would happen to him. “I regret everything. . .”You told Yongguks still form. “I left you because I was scared that you fell out of love with me. That you stopped caring.” You sighed and brushed his cheek. “You know, when I first met you I was so, so scared. When you sat next to my hospital bed you looked so intimidating. But only a few weeks later you were in my house and needed me. And then you were in my bed. And oh my god you looked so handsome. I think I fell in love with your face that day and with your soul. One moment you were a badass mafia leader and just a few seconds later you turned into the soft Yongguk that would cuddle me to sleep. And leaving you hurt so fucking bad. I cried so much. And later, when they had kidnapped me I cried more because I should have listened to you.” You took his soft, pale hand. His skin was so unnaturally pale. Usually he had a soft tan but now he looked ashy.  Your lips touched his knuckles and you felt yourself hiccupping. “I’m so fucking scared.” You started crying and tears fell from your eyes to his cheek. You overheard the knock on the door and didn’t notice Himchan entering the room until you felt his hand on your shoulder. “Y/N. . .” His voice sounded sad. You looked up at him and he squeezed your shoulder. “He will wake up soon. Just give him some more time. . ” You hiccuped once more. “I want him to wake up now! I’m so scared Himchan. .” He crouched down to you and smiled. “He will soon. And then you can go back to his room and I can take care of him from there.” You shook your head. “Show me how to take care of him!” You plead with him and he nodded thoughtfully. “It would really be of help to have you take care of him. He doesn’t really listen to me but it seems like he listens to you.” He thinks about it for a second and nods to himself. ”I will show you. But it will take a lot of time until you can take care of someone in his state on your own.” You nodded thankfully, tears still running down your cheeks. “I will do everything I can!” You exclaim and over the following two weeks he took you with him to visit the injured. He was surprised by how quickly you could learn everything and at the end of those two weeks he let you stitch up Youngjae, after he got shot in a small incident. “You’re doing incredible Y/N.”He patted your back and you smiled to yourself.

It has been a month since they got you out of Black widows hand and Yongguk has yet to wake up. You pray every day to someone that he needs to wake up and today – 34 days later - it is time. You sit next to his bed and tell him about your day. “That sounds amazing babe.” A dark, hoarse voice says and you jump up to see Yongguks eyes look at you. “Yongguk!” you lean over his body and brush his cheek. “You’re awake.” Your tears fall onto his cheek and he closes his eyes again.

Over the next few weeks he would wake up every now and then. Every time he would stay awake for longer and talk to you about nonsense. You wanted to wait a little longer until you would talk to him about the two of you. About what you would do in the future. If there would be something like an “us” between the two of you.

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Yongguk - Dangerously Innocent ♥ [Part 11]

Member: B.A.P’s Bang Yongguk

Pairing: MafiaLeader!Yongguk &  You

Genre: Someone stop  me

Warnings: THIS CHAPTER MIGHT BE HARD FOR SOME PEOPLE TO READ AS SHE WAS KIDNAPPED

Words: 1,268

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13, Part 14, Epilogue.

A/N: I’m sorry for any typos, but I actually wrote that at 1 am without my glasses on  & I still don’t have someone to proofread ♥

Yongguks POV

The day Y/N left wasn’t a good day. Everything inside my body hurt and it was painfully hard to not crawl into her bed and smell the sheets. I told Youngjae that he should follow her, take care that nothing happens to her, but he couldn’t even protect her for 24 hours. No one can properly protect her but me. Late on the first day he comes in to report to me. His report is not what I expected- “Y-Yongguk. Y/n was kidnapped. . ” I sit up straight in my chair and stare at him in disbelieve. “You are lying. Tell me that you are lying.” I don’t want to believe him.” One of the members of Black Widow started flirting with her in a bar and she followed him to his car. They drugged her. I tried to stop them but they were too many. At least 10 or 15 people. But I was able to follow them to their hideout. “He tells me where it is and I stand up. Himchan, who was sitting in the corner of the room, stands up and clears his throat. “I know you want to go and get her right now but we should wait a bit. They will be alert now. Prepared for us to go there. Too many people would die. They might even kill her.” His words just make me more angry, but my father’s voice tells me to calm down and sit back down. I need to get her back and I will, even if it’s the last thing I’ll do.

The next month is filled with meeting and preparation. We successfully smuggled one of our new members into their rows. He was able to find out that she has to be somewhere in a prison like cell and that she’s alive. They won’t let him go to her because they don’t trust him enough yet. “Multiple people go to her cell regularly. I don`t know what they do, but I don’t think that they are being nice to her. ” His report makes me shiver. I now know what love means and I am 100% sure that I love her. The thought of her has not left my mind yet. I can’t look at women, I can’t fuck them, even thinking about another woman feels wrong. My entire day is consumed by thought of how I can get her out of there. I haven’t touched her room and I miss her. I don’t think you can talk about missing anymore. It’s more intense. Not being with her feels wrong and painful. I never imagined that a person can hold such a power over me. I hope that she can forgive me for everything she had to go through one day

It’s been 35 days 3 hours since she left the mansion and today is the day. We have prepared everything  and are now driving to their hideout. The others suggested that I should not go with them, but I have to. I have to see her and get her out of there. Our spy is on gate duty today and opens them for us. I look at Zelo - my right hand – and rest my hand on his shoulder. “If this goes wrong, I trust you to take over. You have to guide them. And take care of her. That my only request. Keep her safe. ” He looks at me and I can see the different emotions in his eyes. “Hyung. Don’t say that. Everything will be okay.” I nod my had and pray to god that he is right, that everything will go right. “Just in case I get injured or worse. Take care. I trust you to take care of them, either until I’m better, or permanently.” He looks me in the eye and nods. The door opens and immediately know that it’s time to leave. We all wear bulletproof vests. I insisted they’d wear them. I wanted to keep the casualties on our side as low as possible. We march to the entrance as quietly as possible and when we stand in front of the door I kick it open and we all open fire. Our spy already informed us that the foyer also acts as some kind of room for meetings and just to spend time. Several people go down and we spread immediately throughout the entire building. Gunshots can be heard everywhere, but I honestly don’t care. I open one door after another, praying to see a prison like room. About 10 minutes into the entire mission I hear someone scream for me. “Boss! There is someone here! A girl!” I immediately storm to where the voice should be located and run down a few stairs. At the end of them is a dead body and I recognize their leader. I guess there is one worry less for us in this world. I walk over to Kyungsoo, one of our new members, and follow his gaze. My blood freezes when I see her on the ground. It’s definitely Y/N, but she is barely a shadow of herself. She’s thin and I’m sure that she lost at least 10 kilogram. Her beautiful, smooth skin is covered in dark purple bruises. My body acts on its own when my hands raise themselves and shoot open the lock that is attached to the door. My legs storm over to her lifeless body and I can only relax when I feel her breath. My arms lift her up and my heart breaks, because she’s so weak. I carry her out of the cell and walk up the stairs with her, when I feel something move behind me. I turn around and see the leader raise his gun and aim at me. I want to run, but I know that I can’t outrun him. So I can only turn away and hide Y/N from him. I can feel the bullet enter my body through my lower back. It gets stuck somewhere inside me and I can feel that it made a lot of damage. A quiet “Fuck” escapes me and I fall to my knees. Jongup is immediately by my side, screaming for Himchan to safe me. Now that I think about it, this is the first time I hear him scream. “Take her!”I say as loud as I can and motion to Y/N inside my arms. He takes her into his arms as delicately as possible and steps aside to let Himchan take care of me. “If I don’t make. . .” Himchan interrupts me. “You don’t need to ask me to take care of her. You will be able to do so yourself.  You won’t die under my care.” I smile at him. He always knew what I wanted to tell him. “Still. Please take care of her. She’s so weak.” Someone lifts me up and they rush me back to the mansion.

“Where’s Y/N?” I ask while we are driving over. “I’m here.” Her voice is a whisper, but I can hear it. I can feel my blood oozing out of the gun wound and can feel myself getting weaker by the minute. “Where?” My voice is only a whisper. Jongup leans back in his seat across from me. I can’t believe I didn’t notice her. “Here, Please Yongguk. Don`t leave me.” Her voice is horse and weak. “I won’t.” but I honestly don`t know if I’m lying, because after those words leave my lips I’m consumed by darkness. At least the last thing I saw was her face. .

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Yongguk - Dangerously Innocent ♥ [Part 8]

Member: B.A.P’s Bang Yongguk

Pairing: MafiaLeader!Yongguk &  You

Genre: THE ONLY THING I KNOW IS FLUUUUUUUUFFF

Warnings: Swearing, Blood, Shooting and other Mafia stuff.

Words: 2,265

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13, Part 14, Epilogue.

You wake up later, disoriented and unsure of how late it is.  The spot next to you is empty and cold, which means that Yongguk must have left long ago. This doesn’t make you anxious however, as he probably has a lot to take care of after tonight’s incident. You stand up and crawl out of his bed, carefully walking over to the curtains, pulling them open to reveal a beautiful, blue sky that is free of clouds. Your face scrunches because of the bright sun and you immediately flinch when your cheek hurts. “Outch.” The whimper escapes you without your permission and you right hand rises to cover the painful bruise. “This is going to take forever to get back to normal.” That is the first thing that goes through your head as you make your way over to the en-suite bathroom to check yourself out in the mirror.

Your cheek is blue and it almost hurts to look at it. Your neck, however, has it worse, as the handprint is clearly visible on it. “Yongguk will go crazy.” You whisper and as if he heard you say his name, you hear him open the door to his room. “Y/N?”  Shivers run down your spine, whenever his dark voice calls out for you. “Bathroom!” you call out and realize that you are only wearing your lace underwear. “You know that I love this view, but it would probably be better if you would wear something when you’re in my room. The others tend to come in without knocking and it would be a shame if I would have to hurt them because they saw you naked. .”He casually walks over to you and kisses the unbruised cheek. “This will take some time.” He mumbles as he rests his palm flat against the other cheek. “I know. It hurts when I talk or smile.” His forehead wrinkles and his hand moves down to your neck. “This one looks worse than it is.” You assure him and remove his hand from your skin, only to press a kiss to his knuckles. “Don’t be mad. I’ll be back to my old, unbruised me in a week or so. Until then you’ll have to be gentle with me. .” He shows his adorable gummy smile and kisses your lips softly. “I will-. .  Well I’ll try.”  He says, smiling. “Do you know anything about the . . .  man from last night?” Your voice is low and all the sweetness in his face is replaced with coldness. “Don’t worry about it. I’ll take care of this. . Situation. ” His voice is deadly and a chill runs down your spine, making you shiver beneath his fingers. He notices and wipes the expression off his face. “You should get dressed. I’ll get breakfast and then we’ll have Himchan check out your bruises. I want to be sure that there isn’t any more damage that we might be unable to see.” His eyes are fixed onto the bruise on your neck and you place your hand onto his chest. “I know a lot of other things I’d like to do now instead of eating breakfast.” He clears his throat and steps backwards, clearly aware of what you mean by this statement.  “I-Um.”  He coughs and adjusts himself.  “Fuck. Not now, okay. Not while you have a bruise on your neck and cheek.” It is visible, that this is hard for him to say. “When you’re better Y/N. I swear. I just. . I don’t want to hurt you even more. And it is hard for me to control myself around you sometimes. Control my emotion.” His confession catches you off guard and you look up in surprise, your hand drops from his chest to your side and you are speechless. “I. I know this is a lot. Maybe too much even. And I know that I am too much sometimes. But. . . Whenever I think about you leaving me – and believe me that thought crosses my mind more often than you think – I feel so lost. So please just. . help me figure this out. Please help me become better at this.” You stare at the man in front of you, speechless after what he just said. “Yongguk. . .” he clears his throat once more and steps back. “I’ll go get breakfast.” Seconds later you hear the door to the room close. “Help me become better at this.” You mumble to yourself as you realize that this is probably the first time Yongguk is faced with this situation. That he has never fallen in love before. That he might not even know what real love is, since he grew up in a world that doesn’t allow love. Where someone you love is a weakness and needs to be avoided at any cost. Your heart hurts for the small Yongguk that had to grow up surrounded by death and loss. The young boy with the full hair and the bright smile that never had a normal live and couldn’t play outside like others. You walk over to his closet and choose a black sweater that reaches your mid thigh. You can’t imagine him wearing something like this. You realize that you can’t imagine him wearing comfortable clothes all day, staying in bed with you. You can’t see yourself going out for dinner with him. But you can see yourself with him in your future. And that picture is what you’re going to hold on to. .

Yongguk’s POV

I leave the room quickly, trying to collect my thoughts. This has never happened before. I told her everything. And I showed her how lost I am. I think this is what falling in love feels like. I’ve never felt something like this before in my life. My parents always warned me, that I must not fall in love under any circumstances.  That the person I’d fall in love with would immediately become a target for our enemies. I forgot how many times they kidnapped my mother in order to get to my father. Now that my father is dead I made her move to another country. She has bodyguards with her all the time and I know that this is what I need to do with Y/N. The bodyguards at least. I hope that the situation will cool down in the very near future since I’d hate to have her leave the country without me by her side. And I am more than 100% sure that she will hate it even more. I hurry down the corridors and walk over to the kitchen. The kitchen staff looks at me in shock since they usually don’t see me. I always send someone to inform them on what I’ll be having for dinner. “M – Mr. Bang. It is an honor to have you here. How can I help you?”The chef – a small, overweight, but clean cut man – looks at me nervously. “I would like something for breakfast. Pancakes should be good, right? For two people. ” I have never thought of what people usually choose. I’ve been skipping breakfast for most of my life due to the busy schedule. “Pancakes are good.” The chef informs me and immediately starts rummaging through the ingredients. “And fruit?” I add. I can see Y/N liking fruit. “Yes sir.”The chef says. “I don’t want to ask personal questions, sir, but I’d like to know if this is for the young lady that is staying here.” He looks at me knowingly and I know that this is none of his business, but the idea of talking to someone who knows more about the topic than any of the others sounds good. “Do you have family?” I ask in return and he immediately becomes nervous, making me realize that this could sound like a threat. “Yes sir. A wife and two daughters.” Children. I never thought about having children. “How do you know that you love someone?” My questions make it obvious to him what I feel for Y/N and I see him smile knowingly. He continues to prepare breakfast, not once looking at me.  “You can only think about that person. They are on your mind 24/7. You even dream of them. You want to be with them all the time. Want to keep them save. Only the idea of them loving someone else or getting hurt makes your heart speed up in panic.” His words make me realize that I really am in love with Y/N. “How can I make that person. . . Love me?”  There has to be a way to make Y/N love me back. “There is no certain way that makes a person fall in love with someone else. Treat them with respect and hope for the best.” The chef says and places a huge plate with pancakes and fresh fruit in front of me. I look at him and nod. In the blink of an eye I go back to the cold, professional me. The one Y/N seems to be scared of. When we talked about the intruder earlier I turned this way out of reflex. I didn’t want her to see how intensely this affects me. And in response I felt her shiver beneath my fingers. Not in the way a person does when they are cold, but in a way I´ve seen more often in my life than I dare to admit. She was scared of me.  I shake my head to get rid of that thought and return to my room with the plate in my hands. The guards in front of my room open the door for me and I almost drop the plate when I see her sitting on my bed in one of my old, comfortable sweaters. I don’t know if she realizes that it is one of the few things left from when I actually went to school. My name, along with the number 0 – My lucky number – is printed onto the back. The possessive side of me bangs its chest and looks at her with pride. She looks insanely beautiful in it and it drives me crazy. “Y/N. Breakfast.”I say softly and she jumps and looks over. “I didn’t even hear you come in. . .” she says thoughtfully and stands up from the bed. The sweater reaches her mid thigh and I want to lock her up to keep her from the prying gazes of the others. I’ve heard the guards talk about how “hot” she is and I have to admit that they are right, but the thought of her with anyone but me drives me crazy. She walks over to me on naked feet and takes the plate from me and her eyes light up when she sees the pancakes. “I love pancakes!” She says and walks over to my desk with the plate, seemingly forgetting that I am in the room with her. I’ve noticed that she seems to love food a lot and I make a mental note that I should take her out for dinner as soon as everything has calmed down. “You have to try the pancakes! They are to die for!” She exclaims as she walks over to me with a piece of pancake on a fork. “To die for?” I echo and she nods, making the sort of “Ahhhhhh” sound you usually do when you feed a child. The thought of children crosses my mind. Again. I open my mouth and try them.  “They are pretty good.” I agree, “But I know something better. . .”I lean in to kiss her and she squeals. “You’re so cheesy!” she says and runs – limps – away from me while giggling. I limp after her and catch her around her waist a few seconds later. “Only with you” I whisper into her ear as she cuddles up to me. “I hope so! Otherwise I’ll be angry.” She says, blowing up her cheeks. “And we don`t want that, right?” I growl into her ear and carry her over to the desk, setting her onto it to step between her legs and feed the pancake and fruit to her. When all the food is gone I kiss her cheek. “I need to go to a meeting now. Please be good, okay? No leaving without a bodyguard. To be honest I’d prefer it if you’d stay in here for today. At least as for long as I`m not with you. If you need me please just inform the guards outside. I will be there immediately. I’ll send Himchan over to look at your bruises once more.”She nods and presses a soft kiss to the corner of my lips, making them curve up slightly.”Thank you” I say and take a step back to take a last look at the beautiful human being in front of me.  In a weird and twisted way I will always owe something to that motherfucker that pulled her into this. “See you later. . .” she whispers, a barely noticeable smile on her lips. I burn that image into my memory and pray that those meetings will be over quickly and that everything will go smoothly. The door clicks shut behind me and I make my way over to my office. If I had known what would happen just a few months later, I would have stayed with her. Wouldn’t have left her alone. Would have kissed her once more. I would have done everything differently. But unfortunately you can’t turn back time and fix everything. You just have to try to figure it out yourself.

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Yongguk - Dangerously Innocent ♥ [Part 7]

Member: B.A.P’s Bang Yongguk

Pairing: MafiaLeader!Yongguk &  You

Genre: Angst-ish

Warnings: Swearing, Blood, Shooting and other Mafia stuff.

Words: 1,451

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13, Part 14, Epilogue.

You wake up later that night, covered in sweat and shaking because of the nightmare you just woke up from. Checking the side of your bed, you note with disappointment that Yongguk left your side and that he must have left a while ago since the bed is now cold. Crawling out, you make your way to the door until you realize that your body is naked. You remember what you did last night and blush a bright red. Two minutes later, you are dressed in an oversized shirt and tight leggings and return to the door, quietly twisting the knob. Sleeping without Yongguk seems to trigger your nightmares, so the only thing your tired mind can think of right now are his strong arms wrapped around your waist.

You walk down the dark hallways and when you’re about halfway to his room, when hands wrap themselves around your neck and mouth. The heavy smell of that persons perfume or aftershave tells you that it’s not Yongguk or any of the people from his inner circle. You try to scream and kick the person behind you, but unfortunately the man - you guess it is one by the built and smell – presses his hand closer to your mouth. Panic bubbles up in your body and your breath is coming to quick. Too flat. Not enough oxygen is reaching you lungs and you see the corners of your vision turn black. You fight the urge to just give in and sink down into the numbing darkness. As you are trying to control your breathing, you feel the person stiffen for a second. You guess that this isn’t how he planned this to go down. You use this small moment of confusion to twist your body slightly to your right and ram your elbow forcefully into the man’s stomach. The stranger lets go of you and your first reflex is to gasp for air, while your mind tells you to “scream as loud as you can!” and you comply. Just a second later you start screaming as loud as you can and everyone else in the mansion – including Yongguk – must be able to hear your scream.  The man in front of you – green eyes, brown hair, tan skin and a scarred face – stares at you, almost disappointed. “You shouldn’t have done this.” He pushes up the sleeves of his black pull over, revealing a black gang tattoo on his forearm, and slams his fist into the side of your face, shutting you up immediately. You fly to the floor, the impact catching you of guard, but it is already too late. You hear people running and shouting, the familiar voices of Daehyun and Youngjae are amongst them. They end up standing just a few feet away, looking at the scene in shock. Your attacker quickly collects himself and lifts you up, wrapping an arm around your neck and depriving you of the much needed oxygen. This time it wasn’t your panic, but the arm pressing against your windpipe. Everyone stands still, when heavy steps are making their way through the small crowd. Your attacker stiffens when he sees Yongguks dark eyes fixed on you. He’s wearing loose pants and a long, black Shirt and you think that he must have been awake. “You must have a death wish.” His dark voice rumbles when he takes one step closer to you, resulting in the arm around your neck tightening, making your vision turn black at the edges once more. You release a strangled sound and the man behind you chuckles. “If I were you I would let go... NOW” Yongguk looks scary, his voice is now loud and everyone except for you and your attacker jumps in surprise. The arm loosens for a second and you gasp for air, but then he muscles tighten again and you are now completely unable to breathe. Your vision turns black and when Yongguk notices that your body goes limp, he moves fast. A few seconds later you are in Daehyuns arms and Yongguk is on top of your attacker, throwing punches at him. “Yongguk” you whimper and your scared, breathy voice must have reached his eardrums, since his movements halt and he turns around. Yongguks eyes are wild for a second, but when he sees your hands on your neck, your fingers brushing over the soft skin that slowly turns blue and his eyes turn soft. “I’m not done with you” he whispers, shooting one last glance to the stranger before he stands up, putting all the pressure on his uninjured leg. Zelo hurries over and helps Yongguk stand up, and the moment the older man stands upright, he shakes of the helping hands and limps over to you, taking you from Daehyun’s arms and wrapping you up in his own. “Y/N. . .”It is only a whisper but it makes you let go of all the pent-up anxiety, resulting in large tears rolling down your eyes. You are shaking now and the gentle giant wraps himself around you, whispering soothing words into the shell of your ear.  When he realizes that you won’t calm down any time soon, he starts barking out commands to the others. They drag your attacker out of your sight and a few minutes later you are left alone with Yongguk. “Let’s get you to my room.” He whispers and glides his hand over the curve of your butt and to the bend of your knees, lifting you up as if you weight nothing. Then he carries you over to his room where you originally wanted to go. “Why were you outside of your room?” Brown eyes look down at you and you open your mouth, but cannot seem to find your voice. Hiccups are escaping every now and then, echoing through the empty halls. You feel the soft fabric of Yongguks blanket beneath your skin and watch him kneel down in front of you as well as he can. “Your neck is turning blue . . . So is your cheek” he brushes over the bruising skin and looks into your eyes. “I woke up. . From a nightmare” you close your eyes momentarily before continuing “And you weren’t there. So I started looking for you.” Your voice is only a whisper. Yongguks eyes are full of affection, as he takes your hand in his and kisses your soft knuckles. “You did great Y/N” you feel his breath against you skin as he says those words. You softly pull on his hand and he stands up, his movement extremely slow.  “Let’s try and sleep some more.” He takes off his uncomfortable pants and lies down next to you, wrapping himself in the soft blanket, waiting for you to join him. You decide that your pants need to leave as well as you shirt, wanting to feel his skin against your own so they soon accompany his clothes on the floor. The blanked is already lifted up and you only need to crawl beneath it.  Yongguks hand strokes the curve of your butt softly, his lips finding their way to yours and pressing soft kisses onto your smiling ones. “I’ll make sure that bastard will never be happy again.” He mumbles against your lips. Your eyes flutter open and you see the rage in his stare. The usually well-collected mafia leader is burning with anger. “Don’t use your energy on him.” You whisper back and lift both your hands to cup his cheeks. His stare softens again and he kisses the tip of your nose. “He hurt you. He deserves to be punished. They should know that I’m not joking around with you. They need to know, that everyone who touches you will have to deal with the consequences of it.” You smile at his words and carefully shake your head. “And now we need to sleep, okay? And just so you know. .  You are definitely not going to work tomorrow” You nod carefully. “I guess it wouldn’t be the best idea. I’m just… Scared that they will fire me” He frowns at you, nodding carefully. “Don’t worry. You won’t need to worry about money anymore. Ever again.” He assures you. You smile at him lovingly. “I want to go to work.” You voice is only a whisper. “We will talk about this issue later. You need to rest for now. Your cheek probably stings.” He presses a kiss to the bruising spot and lays down next to you, pressing your body into his. “Good night.” His lips are brushing against your ear, as he whispers those sweet words to you, his warmth lulling you in, making you fall asleep immediately.

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Yongguk - Dangerously Innocent ♥ [Part 6]

Member: B.A.P’s Bang Yongguk

Pairing: MafiaLeader!Yongguk &  You

Genre: Angst-ish

Warnings: THIS IS SMUT GUYS

Words: 1,260

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13, Part 14, Epilogue.

A/N: This isn’t necessary for the plot, since it’s basically smut. But Let’s be real, I can’t suddenly turn a mafia leader into a saint. So If you don’t feel comfortable with the smut, I’d love it if you’d come back later next week for the next chapter. Otherwise - Enjoy ;3

You can feel the fabric of his bandage on your thigh and his hardness against your hip. “Yongguk” the whimper leaves your mouth involuntarily. “I know babe.” He replies, panting. You can feel a strange, wet sensation between your legs and you know that you need him to touch you there. “Yongguk please. . ” You say breathlessly and he presses a sloppy kiss onto your neck and starts to suck on the tender skin. You gasp and lift your hips up and feel his hardness against your core, immediately feeling better but also wanting more. “Calm baby.” Yongguks dark voice whispering into your ear doesn’t calm you at all. He rests his hand onto the side of your hip and presses it back into the mattress, only to press his hips against yours. You had never been a girl that would go this far this easily but everything with Yongguk felt so right. Nothing felt rushed or pressured but just right. As he trails kisses down to your collarbones, he pushes the fabric up your body and over your head. Your panties are soaked by now and you want him to touch you there so bad that you move your hand down your body only to be stopped by Yongguks hand. “Patience, baby.” He takes one of your fingers into his mouth and sucks on it carefully and it feels like he has a direct connection to your core because you feel a pull which makes you gasp for air again.  “Aren’t you a naughty little girl?” He whispers and kisses his way along your arm to your collarbones and then down between your breasts to your stomach where he stops for a brief second to look up at you. “Are you sure?” He mumbles, pressing a kiss to your belly button. The way he looks at you makes your inside melt, like you’re the most precious person in his eyes. You sit up and lean down to him to kiss him carefully. “I am Yongguk.” You whisper quietly and he kisses you back. “Okay.” His dark voice makes you smile as you lean back again, your hands in his hair. Yongguk continues his trail down until his lush lips are hovering right over your center of lust, only the lace fabric of your panties separating you. “You are so wet for me Y/N.” His voice seems even deeper now and when his breath touches your wetness you take a deep, shaky breath. One of his hands makes its way up your leg and touches the lace panty and tears it into shreds. The cold air touching your core is immediately replaces by his lips and you gasp for air when you feel his tongue on your skin, working skillfully, driving you crazy. His name is on your lips, his hands in your hair as he drives you to the point of no return. “Come on baby. Let go for me.” You hear his voice in your ears and you let go, whining, whimpering and screaming out his name. Your mind is clouded and you can only feel his soft lips on your skin and you hands in his hair. He kisses his way back up and looks at you, licking his lips in the most sinful way possible. When you realize what you just did with him your face turns bright red and you cover it with your hands. “You weren’t shy just a few seconds ago babe.” Yongguk whispers and carefully removes your hands and kisses your lips carefully, his hardness resting on your hip again. “You were so beautiful when your came.” He whispers and you just let out an embarrassed squeal. “Yongguk!” He laughs quietly and kisses the top of your nose. He is now back to being the sweet person he always is with you but you could still feel his arousal. Your hands made their way down to his pants and you carefully took it in your hand, the fabric being the only thing between your hand and his naked member which was way bigger than you could have imagined. “Are you for real?” You ask and he bursts into laughter. “That is not the reaction I imagined” His laughter was short lived when you make your way into his boxers and wrap your hand shyly around his thick, long member. Yongguk could sense your uneasiness and lifts your chin up to meet your face. “Have you ever done this before?” He demands to know and you shake your head no, feeling even more embarrassed now that he knows. “Are you sure you want to?” You nod and he lies down on his back carefully, not to scare you. “Remove my pants.” His voice is shaking and you do as you are told, his member now demanding your full attention. “Take it in your hand and move it up and down.” The skin of his shaft is soft and you move your hands up and down, wrapping your hand around it a little tighter when you notice his moans. “Do you want to try to take it in your mouth?” This suggestion catches you off guard and your movements halt for a moment. “You don’t need to. I won’t force you. You can also stop whenever you want.” He assures you and you look up at him. He is breathing heavily and fisting the sheets of his bed, staring down at you with lust in his eyes. “I want to try” you whisper and he runs his hand through your hair. “Just take the head into your mouth and. . . use your tongue” he says, his cheeks are now turning red in embarrassment.  He probably never had an inexperienced girl in his bed and never had to do this before.  Your lips touched the tip of his head and you carefully take it into your mouth, tasting something slightly salty. Your tongue carefully touches his skin and you courageously decide to take him deeper into your mouth. Moving your head up and down, you use your tongue along his shaft. “Y/N I’m about to. . ” He gasps when your teeth slightly touch the sensitive skin of his dick. You know what is about to happen. “If you don’t stop now. . .” you keep going until he cums into your mouth, quickly trying to swallow everything. Yongguk rests his head in the pillow and you lean back to look at him. His eyes are closed and there is a smile on his lips while sweat is covering his temple. His eyes suddenly open and he smiles a big gummy smile at you, admiration evident in his eyes. “Wait a second” Yongguk is making his way out of the room and into his bathroom, only to come back with a warm cloth covering his hand. “Spread your legs” You do as he tells you to and he carefully cleans you up. You gasp for air, still feeling sensitive and he just smiles to himself. When he is done he throws the cloth into the laundry basked and lays down again in his bed. “Come.” He whispers and you lay down, your head on his naked, tattoo covered chest, your fingers drawing invisible patterns onto it.  The blanket is covering you two up until his waist and his arm is wrapped around you. You yawn and stretch you heavy limbs, cuddling deeper into the soft blankets. “Go to sleep, Y/N.” He whispered and you nodded, pressing deeper into his side and falling asleep.

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Yongguk - Dangerously Innocent ♥ [Part 1]

Member: B.A.P’s Bang Yongguk

Pairing: MafiaLeader!Yongguk &  You

Genre: Angst-ish

Warnings: Swearing, Blood, Shooting and other Mafia stuff.

Words: 1,940

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13, Part 14, Epilogue.

It all started with an accident. Just a coincidence. You were at the wrong place at the wrong time. Or was it the right place and the right time? You are just walking down the street after buying something at the grocery store when a person dressed in all black brushes past you, ripping the plastic bag from your fingers and spilling its contents all over the street. The person stops abruptly and looks at you- and that’s a big mistake. Heavy footsteps are behind you and you turn around to see who is apparently following him since he seems to be running from someone, when you suddenly feel an arm wrap around your neck and the cold metal of a gun pressing against your temple. Your pulse speeds up as you look at two young, beautiful men. Almond eyes, one of them has dark hair and one of them bleached blond hair. They are slim but don’t look fragile at all in their black dress shirts and matching pants. “Oh come on” the blond one says and cracks his knuckles “Pulling an innocent bystander into this? You know Mr. Bang won’t like this” he says and pulls out a shiny black pistol. The other man has a fox like face with a sharp jawline and his eyes are clear and his hand is silently hovering over his pocket where you could see the shape of another gun. The street is empty and you are currently in a relatively bad neighborhood so even if you would scream people would probably just ignore it. “Let this poor girl go and you will make it out of this alive. . maybe.” The blond says and aims his gun at you. . Or the person behind you. You aren’t quite sure. When the man behind you doesn’t let you go you hear a sigh and then a loud bang followed by a sharp pain in your ankle and the hand around your neck is gone immediately “Well done Dae you hit her.” You hear another voice say. It has to be the brown haired man. You fall to your knees and look at your ankle. There is blood. So. So much blood. You feel black creep in on you vision but try to fight it – Unfortunately you aren’t strong enough and you feel your body go limp before the darkness consumes you.

“What did I tell you?” A dark, angry voice says. It is raspy and velvety all at once and has to belong to someone of power because the voices that reply sound sheepish. “Not to pull anyone else into this” they say in unison. You recognize them as the two men that were following your kidnapper. “And what did you do?” The dark voice doesn’t leave them any time to reply “You shot an innocent girl!” “It is only a graze! And it also wasn’t us who pulled her in-” the voice belongs to the blond one. “I don’t care. Now we have to make sure she won’t tell the police” The dark voice says cuts his excuses off and a wave of fear rushes through your body. The beeping that you haven’t noticed until now speeds up and you hear heavy steps walk over to you. “She can hear us” Your body reacts to the velvety voice without your permission, your heart calming down again and you now have goose bumps all the way down your arms and legs. “I will take care of this Yongguk” the fox-like man says but the dark voice- Yongguk? - Only takes a deep breath. “You take care of this piece of shit that pulled her into this.” The order doesn’t leave any place for discussion and two pairs of feet leave the room. Now you are left alone with the stranger and his dark intriguing voice.. “What are we going to do with you?” He asks himself and sits down on something. It has to be a plastic chair as you can hear its feet screech on the floor. You are once again consumed by darkness but only to wake up after what feels like a second. Your eyelids flutter open and you carefully look around. Next to your bed is a sleeping man that can only be described as beautiful but even this feels like an understatement. Rough but beautiful.  His hair is a soft, curly, dark brown mess, his skin is clear and looks as soft as silk and his eyes –despite being closed- look like they are sharp and clever. His lips are full and look unusually soft for a man. Next to the corners of his mouth are small wrinkles that indicate that he laughs a lot. His neck is long but slim and suites his tall body just perfectly. He is wearing a white dress shirt that is slightly see-through and gives you a glimpse of a tattoo that seems to reach from his left shoulder to his right one. It looks complicated and there are definitely letters in there but due to the fabric of his clothes.  His long slim legs are clad in a black pair of pants. He looks slim but muscular and would definitely clean up well in a suit.  Just as you are done studying him, he opens his eyes and stares directly at you. His almost black eyes seem like they hold no warmth in them but they suit his beautiful face perfectly. “Fuck” he mumbles to himself while stretching. His voice was unusually deep while he was awake but now, shortly after waking up, it is raspy and even deeper. “I hope you haven`t been awake for long.” He says while sitting up straight, his posture oozing authority and leans forward, resting his muscular arms on his knees. “Are you alright?” Asking this seems ridiculous since you are currently in a hospital bed with a shot wound on your ankle but you still nod as you try to get into a sitting position and immediately realize that - in fact- you are not alright. You gasp in pain and rest backwards on your forearms. “That is going to hurt for a little longer. But our doctors will take care of you.” The beautiful man tells you and lays his head to his side. “What’s your name?” He asks and you pant out your name. Your ankle still feels like it is on fire and you would give a kidney to make it stop. “Y/N it is. . .” he says thoughtfully and looks at your leg. “You should rest” A recommendation that seems stupid to you, because what else were you supposed to do? But you just ignore it and watch him as he stands up. “We will talk about all this later.”  He motions around and leaves the room quickly, leaving you behind with even more questions. People come inside and leave your room again. The one who shot you – Daehyun - and his fox-like partner – Jongup- come in to say sorry. They are even more handsome than you remember them but can’t quite compare to their leader. You are overwhelmed with everything happening and just quietly nod and answer the questions they ask with a small nod or a shake of your head. After a few minutes and awkward silences they leave again and soon after, a man with brown hair and a soothing but silly smile comes in. “How is my patient doing?” He asks you and pulls back the blanket from you injured ankle. “This looks really good. You are an exemplary patients. Other than a few others in this building.” He mumbles to himself. “I’m Kim Himchan. I am you doctor in here. And since you are doing so well we can finally move you to a nicer room.” Adding this he makes his way over to a wheelchair - that you haven`t seen yet –and rolls it to your bed. Himchan helps you into it and stands behind you to wheel you to your new destination. “Where are we going?” You ask and look over your shoulder at your nice doctor. “We are going to see Mr. Bang.” He says cheerily and you look ahead again, nervous as to whom exactly this “Mr. Bang” is. When you come to a huge pair of heavy wooden doors, two men with short black hair, which can only be described as a military cut, and similar looking suits immediately stand up and open them for you. Inside the room is the beautiful man, sitting at a solid wood desk with beautiful decorations on it. Today he isn’t dressed in a white shirt but in a wine red one. He looks up as you enter and gesture for you to sit in front of him. “I will take care of her from now on” he says to Himchan who just leaves the room again without arguing, the heavy doors falling shut behind him. “How are you doing?” Mr. Bang – Yongguk? – asks and looks at your face. “You look exhausted” He adds almost worriedly and you nod. Your eyes are heavy and you feel the well know tiredness behind them. “My ankle is better. But I’m exhausted.” He nods and looks you in the eye. “You know that you can’t talk about meeting us. About knowing us. It would not only be dangerous for us but for you as well.” He says and waits for your answer. “Do you understand what I’m saying?” He raises his voice and makes you flinch. You nod quickly and look at him, now feeling nervous. He rubs his forehead and runs his hand though his hair in distress. “We will keep you here until your ankle is better and you will come back to get your stitches removed. After that you will act like you do not know us. If you see any of the people you met here on the street you will ignore them. If you are asked by anyone you will say that you fell and cut your ankle on a stone. If we find out that you did talk about us – and believe me, we will – you will deal with the consequences” he informs you strictly and you just nod and whisper a small “Yes.” He then stands up and wheels you out of there, along the dark wooden halls and into a lovely black and white room. “You’ll be staying in here. You won’t leave. There is an en suite bathroom over there” he points at a door “your doctor will come over once a day to check on you.” And with that he leaves and everything was exactly like he said. Once a day Himchan comes in to check on your foot and you would soon look forward to those times. Himchan is nice and it feels good to talk to someone like him. This continues for five days. You would have lost track of time ages ago if not Himchans daily visits. After those five days he checked your stitches once more, telling you to come back a week later to get them removed, and Jongup, who doesn’t say a word to you on your way back brings you home. You don’t know how he knows where you live but you also don’t dare to ask. As you leave the black car with those tinted windows Jongup immediately speeds off, not giving you enough time to say “Thank you.” You enter your house, ready to leave this incident behind and continue your life as you had before. At least that is what you planned to do. .  

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Yongguk  - Dangerously Innocent ♥ [Part 5]

Member: B.A.P’s Bang Yongguk

Pairing: MafiaLeader!Yongguk &  You

Genre: Angst-ish

Warnings: Swearing, Blood, Shooting and other Mafia stuff.

Words: 1,705

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13, Part 14, Epilogue.

Yongguk.

She is right. We are behaving like we have been together for a long time. Her power over me scares the hell out of me but also gives me new strength to deal with this situation. Before Jongup and Daehyun brought her here I was bored out of my mind, another nameless girl in my bed each night just to distract me from the endless routine of dead people, gunshots, injured friends and loss. Money and drugs. Gang wars. Every day was the same until they brought Y/N into the house. Her innocence made me want to keep her safe and now I finally have the chance to do so. When I was little this was my father’s job.

He was the head of the Bang family and a well known gangster in the entire country. But his fame brought enemies and when I was just 18 years old he was killed cowardly by a traitor in our rows. After that I was expected to take over the family business and I did but it took years for me to grow into my position and during those years people, who were my father’s closest friend, left and our once so strong family name became forgotten. Nowadays we work in the shadows. The people who surround me are not my blood related family but they are like brothers to me and I trust them with my life. It has now been almost ten years and the surrounding mafia families just realized that we are back and are trying to stop us from rising to our former position. This is what happened when Y/N was pulled into all of this. The person who threatened her is a spy from one of the other gangs. He had been following Jongup – my most competent spy – for weeks now. Jongup had noticed in the beginning and told me about it but I told him to wait for the spy to grow confident. One day he would drop his guard and I had been right. He did. And when Jongup and Daehyun wanted to catch him he ran away, right into Y/N and pressed his fucking gun against her temple. It’s one of our main rules – never pull a bystander into it. And when Daehyun wanted to shoot him he must have moved. Or Y/N did. Daehyun is our best gunman – almost as good as me – and his family has been part of this for three generations. He is one of my two personal bodyguards along with Youngjae. I hate to have them with me all the time but I know it is necessary to keep me and this family alive. After my father had died, our numbers had decreased to about 10 people.  It was only the six core people and 4 other members that are now retired and get generously paid by me. Many people tried to come back after they noticed we were rising again but I didn’t let them. They are traitors in my eyes and don’t deserve to be in our rows. With them we would be at around 45 people but without them we are at only 30 members and every now and then people come over and try to join us but only few of them make it through the complicated entering process. Only the elite can join this family and come face to face with me. When we were fewer people I would take care of this process but now my right hand – Zelo – does it. He might be young and sometimes he really is an idiot, but I trust him with my family. His father had been my father’s right hand and the same counts for our grandparents. He knows exactly what I expect from everyone and knows what to look for in the recruits. I finally reach the heavy doors of my office and everyone stands up as soon as I enter the room. Only the core is part of this meeting: Zelo, Youngjae, Jongup, Himchan, Daehyun and me. When I was young my father used to call himself and his core the B.A.P. The Best Absolute Perfect – the elite – and we chose to call ourselves the same in his memory. Everyone reported what had happened since the last few meeting but only one thing sparks my attention. Zelo reports that he has two promising recruits that might make it and brought promising resumes. Daehyun tells us that the people we took captive during the attempted attack are still not telling us anything and we discuss our next step when noise can be heard outside. I can hear a small “No…” It sounds hesitant and definitely comes from a female voice which sounds somewhat familiar to Y/Ns. The door opens and there she is, dressed in one of my comfortable burgundy sweatshirts covering her body down to the curve of her butt and I’m glad that the others only get to see her naked legs. As I look her up and down, first hungrily, something catches my attention and I look at her face to see tears pooling in her eyes and wet trails down her cheeks. Hiccups are escaping those soft, silky lips as she just stands there and stares at me. “I walked over to your room and, and, and I accidentally hit my ankle on something and now it’s bleeding again.”She hiccups through the entire speech and I look back at what had caught my attention – her bloody bandage. Himchan is the first one to move – even before me. He immediately becomes professional and guides her to my desk and lifts her on top of it, exposing more of her skin as my sweatshirt rises up her body. I look at the others who immediately move their gaze to the other side of the room and stand up to make my way over to her. I always forget that this is not her world and that she didn’t grow up with shot or stab wounds surrounding her. The worst thing she probably had while growing up was a broken arm or maybe even a broken rib. She whimpers as Himchan removes the blood-soaked bandage and reveals that one of her stitches must have cut into her flesh somehow. Himchan leaves to get his stuff and I lean against the table directly next to her upper body. “It’s alright. Himchan will fix it.” I tell her and turn her face towards mine and as I look into her eyes I can clearly see that she didn’t cry because she was in pain but because she didn’t know what was happening with her wound. Her hiccups could be heard in the quiet room every now and then. Himchan returned and pulled her stitched, noticing that he didn’t need to restitch it completely but that only the newly injured part needs new stitches. “I’m sorry about interrupting you.” She whispers and I just awkwardly lean in to kiss her temple. “It’s okay. Don’t worry. We are almost done either way.” Himchan looks over to me and informs me that she is done now and I help her down the table. The rest is now staring at us again and Y/N squirms because of the attention, trying to quickly make her way out of the room but I am actually not planning to let her go. “Nu-uh” I mumble and catch her around the waist, carefully lifting her into my arms. “Yongguk!” I hear Himchans angry voice to my left but my attention is now fully on the small, warm bundle in my arms. I carry her over to the rest and place her on my left leg, indicating for the others to continue talking but they just stare at us alienated. “I. . What is going on between y’all?“ Zelo just asks and Y/N covers her face with her hands but that doesn’t stop me from seeing her ears turning red. I moved slightly and removed the smile from my face. This is important and they need to know what is going on with her. “To be honest I don’t really know either. But she is now a part of us and I expect you all to treat her that way. Especially you two” I shifted my gaze to Daehyun and Youngjae “At least one of you will be with her at all time whenever she leaves. Being with us makes her a target.” They all nod and I know that everyone is curious about what this was. I ended the meeting about 30 minutes later and Y/N had grown sleepy in my arms and I carefully lift her up to carry her back into my room. Himchan just looks at me strictly but I ignore it and make my way down the dark corridors to my bedroom and lay the sleepy bundle in my arms on the covers. Her eyes flutter open and she stretches her arms. “Is the meeting over?” Her soft and sleepy voice makes me swallow. My body reacts to her on its own and I remove my pants and shirt, standing before her in only my boxers as her gaze wanders over my body painfully slow. I crawl under the blankets and feel the soft skin of her legs pressing against mine, seeking for warmth after being exposed to the cold air in my office without any fabric covering them. Her cold feet stretching out towards mine but only the tips of her toes can reach my ankles. I kiss her cold nose and she scrunches it in the cutest way possible. I move my hand up her thigh and rest it right under her butt, teasing it with the tip of my thumb. She giggles and looks at me with those bright, intelligent eyes that are now wide awake again. “You promised to continue” The taunting tone in her voice makes me smile and I push her over onto her back crawling over her, my hand now on her hip, pushing up the fabric of my sweatshirt on her body. Her naked skin on mine drove me almost crazy but I tell myself that I need to go slow. For her sake.

PLEASE REFRESH THE BLOG FOR PART 6 IM NEVER ON MY COMPUTER AND CAN'T RLY EDIT ON MOBILE, I REBLOGGED IT

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Yongguk - Dangerously Innocent ♥ [Part 2]

Member: B.A.P’s Bang Yongguk

Pairing: MafiaLeader!Yongguk &  You

Genre: Angst-ish

Warnings: Swearing, Blood, Shooting and other Mafia stuff.

Words: 2,530

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13, Part 14, Epilogue.

Three days later - it is Monday already - you prepare yourself to return to work and beg your boss for forgiveness after missing 1.5 weeks of work without an excuse.  You arrive at work a bit early and immediately enter your boss’s office. “Uhm.” You clear your throat. “Mrs. Oh?” You ask and look at your boss who just started noticing you. “Y/N! Oh my God are you alright? I couldn’t believe when your brother came in and told us that you actually slit your ankle on a stone and had to go to the hospital! We wanted to visit you but your brother said that you weren’t allowed any visitors because you had lost so much blood and were on strict bed rest!”She carefully pulls you over to a couch in the corner of her office and sits you down. ’My brother?’ You think to yourself. You are an only child. “Talking about brother. Why did you not tell us that you had such a good looking brother!” she wiggles her eyebrows at you and looks at you again worriedly. “Are you sure that you can work again?” You nod and stand up, assuring her once again that you are sure and that she doesn’t need to worry. As you leave her office you think to yourself that those guys are better than you had thought.

They stocked up your fridge so you would come back to a full one and made sure that your workplace was familiar with their cover up story. What you don’t know is that the man who kidnapped you has friends and that those friends are watching your every step. You walk over to your desk and immediately your colleagues come over to talk to you about your injury. You have to tell the story about seven times and at the end of your shift you almost believe it yourself. You go home after 8pm that day because a lot of work had piled up on your desk and you need to catch up on it quickly. The neighborhood that once seemed safe to you despite its bad reputation now, after it had happened, makes your blood run cold and you are quickly limping through it in order to leave it behind as fast as possible. You don’t know that people are following you silently. Quickly entering your apartment you lock the door after it was falls shut and feel sick with fear after walking through the same street alone in the dark, so you just remove your makeup and go straight to bed, trying not to think about what happened. Ever since Mr. Bang brought you into this black and white room you have nightmares every night and this wasn’t going to change tonight.

You throw yourself from one side to the other and wake up to a loud banging on your door. Sitting up, you are still covered in cold sweat as you scramble to your feet and quickly grab your keys while running to your frontdoor. As you look through your peephole you see dark, curly hair and those cold eyes that are now obviously in pain. You quickly open the door and he stumbles inside and falls onto your couch while you are still closing the door behind him and locking it once again. “Mr. Bang” you gasp and hurry over to him. His thigh is covered in blood and he is swearing under his breath with that dark voice of his. “I need your help” he says and looks at you. “Well, obviously” you reply sassily, feeling more confident now that you are in your own home and not in his office. He gives you a death stare. “You need to remove that bullet out of my thigh and stitch up the gun wound.” He tells you straightforwardly and you just nod, suddenly feeling scared again. “Get you first-aid box.” You hesitate for a second and he just screams “NOW!” You nod and get the first-aid box that you found in your bathroom. Yongguk must have put it there. “Take the scissors and cut my pants open.” He calmly instructs and you do as you are told, your fingers shaking the entire time. There is so much blood on his smooth skin that you aren’t even sure where exactly he is shot. “Now clean up the wound. Carefully.” He tells you and quickly adds “Please.” You do as you are told and clean the wound with a soft, wet towel. “Fuck!” He groans and fists the blanket that is on your couch. “Can you see the bullet?” He wants to know and you carefully feel the wound. “Fuck Y/N careful!” he yells and you look at him angrily “Just Shut up and let me take a look if you want me to remove this thing!” You tell him and he growls at you deeply but keeps his mouth shut. You imagine what the situation would be like if he doesn’t have a bullet stuck in his thigh. Him sitting in front of you with his pants cut all the way to his underwear, growling at you with that insanely deep voice. The thought alone made even more adrenaline pump through your veins. And that has to be the only thing that keeps you going because under normal circumstances the amount of blood would have made you faint long ago. When you carefully put pressure onto the sides of the wound, you can see a small silver piece of metal. “I can see it now.” He hisses in pain and tells you to grab the tweezers and carefully remove the bullet. This is easier said than done but as you finally pull it out you hear him sigh in relieve.  He then tells you exactly how to close the wound and disinfect it. When you are done he looks you deep in the eye. “Thank you” he says and you smile tiredly, sweat running down his forehead as well as yours. “Let’s get you to bed” You say and with your help he makes his way to your bedroom. “Sorry for bleeding all over your stuff.” He says and you sigh. “You’ll pay for it.”Is the only answer he gets and he just agrees. You help him out of his blood-soaked pants and his equally soaked shirt until he is left in his snug boxer shorts; the tattoo on his chest is now clearly visible in the dim light the moon provides. You ignore your burning cheeks and help him remove some of his blood from his body and later put the covers over him. As you sit down next to him you feel his stare on your face. “I won’t call the police. I promise. Just rest.” You assure him and he nods tiredly, a small smile spreading across his face.”Night” he mumbles and you just nod and watch him fall asleep. You quickly follow his example with your head rested on your bed and your arms beneath it. Your eyes are heavy again, now that the adrenaline has left you and you feel worn out.

After resting on your forearms for a few seconds you fall asleep only to wake up hours later by a hand brushing against your cheek carefully. “Your alarm has been ringing for the past four minutes, Y/N. You need to wake up.” His voice is heavy with sleep and sounds strained. You sit up and stretch, trying to get the soreness out of your muscles. He smiles at you tightly as you stand up, shaking out your muscles once again. “I will be gone when you are done with your shift.  But I’ll have Zelo pick you up from your office.” You look at him questioningly. “Why should someone pick me up from work?”  You enquire. “I haven’t been in your neighborhood by accident.  We got a letter yesterday that … friends of the person who pulled you into all this sent. . They are trying to threaten us though you. Kidnapping you, having you tell everything to the police. I will have someone watching you the entire time and take you to our place after work. We will take care of everything else afterwards.” He is already back being the leader he obviously was born to be. “You can’t just pull me out of my everyday life! I have this apartment, a job, friends and a family I need to take care of.” You argue and he sighs. “But without us protecting you there won’t be a you to take care of all those things.” He suggests and you nod thoughtfully understanding how important this is Fortunately your family lives across the country and should be save, but in order to keep it that way you should probably follow his instructions. “Can I at least like… Pack some stuff. Like clothes and you will take it with you.” He nods and you quickly stand up. “I will pack now and then go to work.” You say quickly and pack all your favorite clothes and everything else that is necessary to go through the day comfortably such as your laptop, a cable to charge your phone, your toothbrush.  You then take a quick shower and dress in one of your favorite dresses that you would regularly wear for work. As you come back to the bedroom, your hair in a high ponytail, Yongguk looks at you in awe and can’t do anything but smile. It is the biggest smile you have seen from him until now “I got you some pain meds. They should numb the pain for a while so you can get back without screaming down the entire neighborhood” He quickly thanks you “Bye Mr. Bang!” you say “Yongguk. My name is Bang Yongguk” he answers and you smile at him. “Goodbye Yongguk” you correct yourself and make your way out of your apartment, rushing to work as quickly as possible with your leg.

Your colleagues all look at your bandaged ankle with pity and help you whenever you need to crouch or pick something up. When work is finally over at 5pm you walk outside, expecting to find another man dressed in a black and white suite to pick you up but are surprised to find a young, mischievous looking boy with black hair standing outside, leaning against a black motorcycle, a helmet in his hand and another one on the machine. “Zelo?” you ask, remembering the name Yongguk told you. “You have to be Y/N” He says and bows lightly. Your Boss comes outside at the exact moment and looks at Zelo, smiling brightly. “That’s so nice of you to pick up your sister! But next time you should take the car to do so, young man” She says teasingly. You look at him with big eyes and mouth “Sister?”At him but he ignores you and just smiles brightly at your boss. “I will remember to do so Ma’am.”  He says playfully and waves his hand at her as she makes her way down the street. “So you are the one who told them about everything?” You ask and he just nods, handing you one of the helmets. “Yup.” He says, smiling cheekily. Zelo looks more like a young boy than a member of a mafia group. You take the helmet awkwardly and look at it questioningly, not entirely sure how to put it on safely. Zelo sights and grabs it roughly from your hands and put it on your head, pushing the visor back. “Let’s go.” He says, helping you onto the bike and shouting. “Hold on tight!” Over the roaring of the machine. You do as you are told and as soon as he feels your tight grip around his waist he rushes off. You press your eyes shut and wait for it to be over, fearing for your life. Sooner than you expected Zelo turns off the bike and helps you off it, pulling the helmet off your head. “Here we are.” He says and you look at the familiar building. Your frown quickly changes to a smile when you see Himchan waiting for you at the door and you limp over as quickly as you can. “Doctor!” You exclaim and he smiles back at you warmly. “How are you doing Y/N? And I told you when you left that you should call me Himchan” he scolds you jokingly. “I am fine. It still hurts but it’s fine. Himchan” you add and he smiles, feeling satisfied. “Let’s go. Yongguk is waiting for you.” He says and you are being guided down the halls.

He isn’t taking you to Yongguks office but to another room. When the single, wooden door open you enter another black and white room, but other than the one you stayed in, the bed sheets are a deep burgundy red. Yongguk is covered in those sheets and fast asleep. You grab Himchans arm “He’s asleep. I should come back later.” You say and Himchan just shakes his head. “Yongguk asked to be woken up if something happened or when you returned” he explains and carefully shakes the man’s arm to wake him up.  “Did something happen?” Yongguk asks, immediately wide awake, his voice so dark that shivers run down your spine and arms. Himchan just steps aside to allow their leader to look at you. “Hi” You whisper shyly and he smiles at you, bigger this time. More cheerful. You walk over to his bed and Himchan claps your shoulder as he walks past you out of the room. “How was work?” He says and lifts himself up into a sitting position. “Okay. Busy and my colleagues asked a lot of questions regarding my ankle.” You answer and help him up. He pats the space next to him on the bed and you sit down carefully, brushing you dress straight beforehand. “How are you doing?” You ask, looking at his leg that is covered by the blanket. “Better, thanks to you. I got good pain meds and Himchan checked the wound again. You did good work. He was really impressed by it.” He tells you and a warm, proud feeling fills your chest. “I did my best, despite my grumpy patient” You tell him, smiling down at your hands. “Thank you.” He says again and covers your fumbling hands in your lap with his. You look at him, his good looks and unexpectedly warm smile making you blush furiously. “Your room is just down the hall. It’s the one you were in last time. I would keep talking to you but I’m on strict bed rest and those meds make me feel dizzy. If you need anything just ask someone. They are all prepared to help you with whatever you need.” He explains and you stand up, leaving the room, but not without taking a last look at the handsome man in this burgundy bed sheets, remembering how he colored you couch a similar shade of red last night. You eat a quick dinner and go to bed early that night, trying to make sense of this mess.

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Yongguk - Dangerously Innocent ♥ [Part 3]

Member: B.A.P’s Bang Yongguk

Pairing: MafiaLeader!Yongguk &  You

Genre: Angst-ishWarnings: Swearing, Blood, Shooting and other Mafia stuff.

Words: 1,980

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13, Part 14, Epilogue.

You wake up in the middle of the night, once again covered in cold sweat, the last pictures of your nightmare still shining vividly behind your eyes. You quickly push your covers off your body, feeling too warm and make your way out of your room and down the hall right to the heavy wooden doors you had walked through earlier the day. Your feet take over and you brain blanks. There are men sitting in front of his room but they don’t mind you turning the doorknob and entering the room on quiet, naked feet, moving quickly to the bed and just sitting down on it. Your rushed movement must have woken him up because his eyelids flutter open and he looks around in alert until he sees your pale face. “Y/N? What’s wrong?” He asks and you just stare at him. “Y/N. Tell me what’s wrong. You look as if you’ve seen a ghost.” He explains. “I’ve been having nightmares for days. I just…” You don’t even know what you want to do and he just looks at you and moves the covers aside, making space for you to lie down next to him and you quickly follow his invitation, crawling under the sheets and resting your head on his outstretched arm. “What are they about? The nightmares” he asks and you explain how the moment the cold metal of the gun pressed against your temple comes back to your mind every night. He soothes you and brushes your arm with his hand. Everything about him is surprisingly soft compared to your first impression of him. His cold eyes look at you worriedly while he is thinking about how he can make you feel better. His strict but full lips are slightly frowning and those strong arms of his, that hold enough force to hurt someone badly are now wrapped around you carefully, keeping you safe from everyone else while his hands, that probably pulled the trigger on someone many, many times before, are so soft and caring that you can’t imagine them doing anything but brushing your arm soothingly. “I won’t let it happen again Y/N. Don’t worry about it” Yongguk whispers and you just try to relax and slow down your breathing. “Just go back to sleep” he whispers and you nod, immediately closing your eyes and slipping deeper under the covers of the soft, velvety blanked which smell of man and something fresh that you had only smelled on Yongguk until now, falling asleep without  being woken up by the nightmares.

Voices are creeping into your ear as you wake up, immediately stretching your hand out to feel for Yongguks warmth but only finding the slightly warm bed sheets. “What happened” a deep, familiar voice asks. It obviously belongs to Yongguk. You open your eyes and stretch your head, looking for the man who should be lying next to you.”The tried to break into the building. Thankfully no one was injured and we captured one of them.” Daehyun replies. He notices you moving and leans over to look at you. “I think we woke her up” He motions over to you and Yongguk turns around. He’s now wearing a deep burgundy T-shirt and sweatpants that are loose on his thigh so that his wound wouldn’t be pressured. “Go back to sleep” He says strictly turns back around, having more important things to do. You push the covers off of your body and stand up to make your way over to the two men. “I’ll go back to my room.” You look at the clock on the wall to your left and frown “I need to get ready for work in 30 minutes either way.” Yongguk just shakes his head. “I know you don’t like it but you can’t go to work. The situation is more serious than we expected it to be.” He is right, you definitely don’t like to stay home and you cross your arms over your chest. “I don’t care. I will go to work. I can’t miss any more of it.” You argue but Yongguk just stares at you, his eyes growing cold and dark and nothing reminded you of the person that had held you in his arms last night.  “I’ll better go. . ” Daehyun says and carefully moves backwards. “No.” Yongguk opens his mouth after you say this one word but you don’t give him a chance to say something. “I will  now get ready for work and no one will stop  me from doing so” turning around on your heel you make your way to the room you were told to use and get ready to go to work. The door to your assigned room opens and you immediately recognize Yongguks heavy steps. They are full of confidence and power and you don’t bother to turn around. You are still mad and you want him to know that you don’t think that it’s okay for him to tell you what to do, so you don’t acknowledge him entering the room while you’re in the bathroom, getting ready . “Y/N” Yongguk says, stepping behind you, trying to take the mascara brush from your hand but you don’t let him and continue to put on makeup. “Y/N please. It’s only for your own good.” He says and you just look at him angrily through the bathroom mirror. “I don’t freaking care and you don’t either” you hiss at him and turn around, making him stumble backwards because of you quick movement. “What do you mean by “you don’t either”. I care Y/N.” He replies but you just shake your head. Reality had rushed back to you during the argument and you now only have hot anger in your heart and it has completely replaced the warm, fuzzy feeling that was there this morning. “Just be honest. I’m probably just another girl in your bed to keep you company. I’m vulnerable and it was easy to get me under your covers last night. Unfortunately I didn’t do what you had probably expected me to” You spit. It seems insane to you that a mafia boss would like a person like you. His eyes grow big and then cold. “Y/N. That was not what I was thinking about.”He calmly tells you and you just shake your head. You don’t want to listen to what he is saying. “Y/N listen to me!” He says, his voice louder than before, trying to get you to listen to his words but you just want to curl up in a ball. Yesterday was. . nice. His arms had been warm and everything was so… nice. No nice isn’t the right word. It had made you feel warm and fuzzy and you know that you are crushing on Yongguk and you’re crushing hard. You feel tears burn behind your eyes because of this realization and you keep shaking your head. “Y/N listen to me!” He now screams and holds you head to stop you from shaking it. He sees the tears and brushes the one that escaped your eye away. “hey what’s wrong?” He asks and you just press your lips shut. “Y/N I care about you. I usually would agree to what you’re saying.” He sighs and makes you look at him. “But something about you is different. I felt it when you were lying in that goddamn hospital bed. So small and fragile and I wanted to kill that motherfucker who pulled you into all of this. . ” He takes a deep breath “But at the same time I was so thankful and I hated myself for being so selfish. But I was so thankful that he brought you into my life because now I can take care of you and keep you safe.” He says and looks at you but he still has more to say. “And to be honest I don’t even know what this is!” He gestures between himself and yourself. “But although we only met about a week ago, seeing you in pain makes me want to tear the world down and hunt down whoever did that to you.” He sighs and brushes another tear away. “And knowing that it is me … who places these tears there makes me hate myself. I am not a good person and I know that. I won’t even try to convince you of something else.  I just want you to believe that I will try to be the best me I can possibly be for you. . ” He finally shuts up and you look at him in disbelief. This is not what you had expected him to say and you couldn’t even think of what to say after this speech so the only thing you could think of is pressing your lips onto his and that is exactly what you do. You press your lips onto his and at first he doesn’t react because he’s surprised but after a few, painful seconds he kisses you back with so much force that  your heart starts to do little turns in your chest. “Y/N” he whispers against your lips and kisses you again, this time softer. He soon lets you go and looks at you, his chest rising and falling quickly. “What are we going to do now?” you ask as he tries to pick you up but you stop him from doing so because of his leg. A frown starts to form on his face. “I don’t want you to pick me up because of your leg. You got shot two days ago. You need to rest. . ” This made sense to him and he just smirked at you. “But I don’t care about my leg.” He says and lifts you up despite your protest. “I need to go to work Yongguk!” you squeal as he puts you down on the bed and crawls over you, putting most of his weight on his uninjured leg “You are  not going to work today. In fact you are not leaving this motherfucking bed ” He kisses your jaw and growls those words  against your skin. “Not without me at least”  He presses sloppy kisses against your jaw and you sigh contently.  “Yongguk. . ”You whisper and he looks at you, his eyes now warm and soft, not cold at all. “I really need to go. I will be back later.” You brush away his messy curls.”You can only go if I can bring you there and place someone in front of your workplace. It’s not a permanent measure. We will only keep doing that until the problem is solved” He tells you as you are trying to interrupt him, saying “Only for now.” The reply makes him smile and he stand up, helping you up quickly and taking you outside to another big, black car with tinted windows. You enter the car  after him and he takes you to work, making sure to walk you to the front door of your office, holding you hand all the way there which makes your bodyguard – Youngjae, a young, soft  looking man with sensual lips – smile stupidly, as if he is holding in his laughter. As you stand in front of the door Yongguk leans in awkwardly and presses a soft kiss on your forehead and then turns around to Youngjae. “If something happens to her I will personally make you responsible for it and I swear to god it won’t be pretty” Youngjae swallows and looks at you, then turning back to Yongguk and smiling again. Yongguk leaves quickly, slightly limping with his injured leg and after the leaves your sight you turn around and enter your workplace, hoping to get through the day quickly because you definitely want to get back into bed, wrapped up in his arms.