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[henrycangelbaby]

guys im working on an abby anderson oneshot but idk if i like it that much yet??????

Y/N stood up, her once loose shirt now wet and clinging to what seemed to be the unmistakable curve of a pregnancy bump, this had to be a joke, a cruel sick joke that was being played on Ellie, she felt ill something more than regret settling in the pit of her stomach, she had come all this way for revenge she had been so sure that she was going to kill Abby, that it would sedate the longing and grief inside her. It hadn't. She felt diseased with the thought of what she had left to come here, her family. She was angered by the cruel truth, a painful reminder of her wrongdoings. Abby had a family, a growing one at that, a family that Ellie had been ready to tear apart when she had walked down to this beach. Ellie had left her family behind, she knew deep down she probably wouldn't be returning to it either, she had left all of it behind only to become a killer. Abby had a family, a family that where here with her now, ready to take her home. Abby had a pregnant girlfriend that had fought to come save her. Ellie had no one.

thoughts? feelings? opinions?

[moonstruckme]

hi sweet mae i just wanted to say thank u sm for all of the beautiful drabbles u write, i hope you know that u are so loved 💞 the effort u put into each piece is extremely appreciated n i’m always so grateful n happy to see you on my dash <3 every time i come on to ur blog it’s an instant mood booster and your writing is the biggest comfort whenever im feeling a bit down <3 sending lots and lots of love, pls take care of urself!! i hope your day is going well and keeps on getting better 💞

i was listening to a remus comfort playlist inspired by one of ur 6k celebration recommendation lists and rereading ur masterlist, and your fics just helped me through a bad migraine so i thought i’d drop in to say tysm <3 you do so much for this fandom and make this corner of tumblr such a safe and special space, i hope you’re treating yourself well luv 💞

Aw thank you sweetheart! It makes me really happy to think that my blog could be a mood booster for you or that you’d consider this a safe space. Thank you for being so kind and being here with me, I really do appreciate it <33

[ma3mae]

Welcome to my page 💞

Lmao nice, you found my page 🤡. Anyway I'm Mae and I've been here for quite some time tbh but with (sadly) plenty of hiatuses. Ppl originally came here for my story "Two worlds" (which im still working on, its just rly rly slow :((() but i started writing again bc ive finally caught up with bsd and it inspired me to start writing again in general! I'd love some requests but even if i dont get any, I'll still write some random hc's, stories and more bc i gotta use the motivation i have rn! Because of work i'll atleast try to upload smth every 2 days so yall in for smth (until my brain decides to shut off and not let me write again 💀) Anyway now onto my

Masterlist

Bungou Stray Dogs

-No one likes syringes! (hc with dazai, atsushi, kunikida, aku and chuuya)

-No brain, just horny! (Dazai, Kunikida, Ranpo, Fukuzawa) hc

-No brain, just horny! 2 (Chuuya, Akutagawa, Nikolai and a bit of fyodor) hc

- I feel like sleeping on the couch tonight! (hc and lowkey drabble with Fukuzawa, Ranpo and Tetchou)

- Don't be so annoyed, love! (hc Dazai, Kunikida, Ranpo)

- Exams are a hassle! (Chuuya x Reader) oneshot

-In sickness and health (Chuuya x Reader) continuation of Exams are a hassle!

- Cherry Sweet Kiss! (Tetchou x Reader) oneshot

- Love has no bounds! (Knight! Tetchoux Princess! Reader) oneshot

- Don't be so antsy! (Tetchou x Reader) mix of hc and oneshot

Arcane

-how the characters would help you with an assignment! (caitlyn, jinx and vi)

- Arcane Story Masterlist "Two worlds"

-"Two worlds" moodboard

-short future story idea (jinx x reader)

Bsd: Majority of charas (the kids only platonic, pls no smut or smth with them or ill put u to jail 📸) not reading the manga so just a heads up if you request for charas that havent been seen in the anime yet! Also wont be writing about mori bc i c why ppl simp for him but i cant 😩 fyodor's also a bit tricky but i can try 🛐

HSR

- Hubby gets some help (IL Dan Heng x Reader x Blade) Drabble

Who I'll write for!

Demon Slayer: I still gotta watch season 2... Pls no nezuko romantically... I beg you 🛐

Arcane: everyone except heimerdinger and silco bc im not into yordles and... silco is silco..

Also some characters in from League of Legends in general but just ask which charas bc listing the ones i wont write for is just too long of a list 😐

Jjk: all charas but only from the anime bc.. im not reading the manga yet again...

Jojo's Bizarre Adventure: All jojo's and their respective gangs! Also other supporting charas but just ask and ill say if i write for them, lol

-still debating about dio bc i get why ppl simp for him but man's legit traumatised many generations of one family and prob hundreds of other ppl 💀

Naruto: main cast and akatsuki lol, u can request side charas too but im not gonna count every one of them bc yeaaaaaaah too long

Final fantasy 7 : all main casts from all ff7 games

Kingdom hearts: Organisation 13 and main cast!

Honkai Star Rail: all playable characters! (kid charas only platonic 💕)

still gotta think which other series but tbh my brain can only keep track of like some while ive consumed over 100 or smth and the ones that i like were streamed 6-7 years ago or smth 😭😭😭😭 but im currently in a bsd brainrot so give plenty of request for that rn if u want to LOL

Have fun on my page yall ✋💅

[softlyapocalytpic]

Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Spread the self-love ❤️

Ah! Oh Man! I don’t actually feel super proud of my collection of work because most of the stuff I feel is really good hasn’t been posted online but-

I’m in the process of rewriting Unfortunate Roommates (which isn’t posted yet) but it’s the first and only story I’ve finished! And gotten fanart for by the lovely @illudens whose art is VERY cute! I have a lot happy memories associated with this story and I really do want to complete the rewrite someday soon. To breathe new life into a story that provided so much light in my life.

Mmm… Pam Initiative is on indefinite hiatus and its plot will be recycled into a larger form narrative to marry together all my thoughts but- I will gush about the work I put into this pre-war world for forever! I love Mae- in her pre-war state she is a bundle of anxiety and nerves, but has so much curiosity and love. Every side character has a backstory, and Indra and Davidson and her are one of my favorite trios. All three grow together as individuals and if anyone wants to know the plot for that story now that it’s… low key canceled let me know!!! It means so much to me.

Steelheart is also lowkey canceled, at least within its current iteration. I had a lot of fun just following where my whims wanted to take me on that one, and it’s a 100% a big part of my friendships made on here! (Looking at you, Tea 💞) The Lockhart Saga is my heart of hearts and their story is NOT abandoned, just going to be written differently.

Agliophobia is also getting a soft rewrite! I actually feel like for a one shot this one holds up, and I still like my take on Harvey!! I really want to do a multi chapter something that expands on the world and just does a little bit of a longer form thing.

I don’t really have a fifth! The rest are too old and kinda make me cringe Ngl even if I have affection for them. Like I said, most of my writing is locked away because… well many reasons. Mostly scared of the internet reasons.

[rmtndew]

Your stories and aesthetics are extremely sweet and comforting 🥺💞

I hope we’ll see more of Sy, Seraphina, Hazel Mae, and new little bit, they’re my favorite little family ❤️

Aw, thank you so much!!! That's so sweet of you to say! I love me some good comforting fluff!

I absolutely plan on writing more for Sy, Seraphina, Hazel Mae and future little bit. I have a lot of ideas for them and how I want their story to end and I really hope that with summer approaching where I'm at that I'll have a moment to take a breather and get back to writing. Because I miss it terribly!

[padf00ts-l0ver]

also i just got to read ur sweet little jamie fic <3 (omg tumblr doesnt let u put links on anon anymore :/ ) but i miss my baby jamie sm omg !! 😕

thing is i want to write but i hate redecorating and making a blog if ykwim

but im so well rn !! mmkay but i want to update u on a smaaalll bit. got myself a wee boyfriend hehe !! also iii turned 18 too and got myself a big girl license and. also im currently in korea rn on a trip w said bf before i go back to uni life :)

hby lovie !!

- mae x

awww omg yayyyy i’m so happy u liked it mae-bae!! it’s means a lot coming from u especially 💞 yes ofc that is soo valid making a blog on tumblr actually does take A LOT of work- like i remember a few years ago i would change my themes and stuff all the time and now i haven’t changed it in a good year 😭 but its def worth just making a lowkey one if ur up for it! (or just a sneaky one that i know abt;) HAHA) omg omg omg omg that is so so so exciting!! congrats on everything bby!! is korea amazing?! have you been before?? IS BF NICE AND LOVELY?? he better hope so fr😇

lmaooo got some dramas atm with some males (ew) but other than that i’m doing okay 💞💞 i’ve been out with my friends some more, and getting ready for exam season rip me 🤗 what are u studying in uni?? 💞

[brandnewhuman]

hihiii,, i was wondering if i could request slashers with a naturally dom gn!reader??

I would love to read the dynamics of the relationships and how things would progress 👀💞💕

Omg ofc!!^^ oh god I'm so excited, this is my first request. Hope you like it!! *insert evil gremlin giggles* I had way too much fun with this

SLASHERS WITH DOM GN!READER

INCLUDES:

Michael Myers, Jesse Cromeans, Thomas Hewitt, Brahms Heelshire,

Tw: canon violence, slightly NSFW, sfw, mention of murder, injuries and all that jazz

A/N: like I said in my rules post I'm not the best at writing NSFW stuff like smut ecc so please do forgive me for this atrocious thing I've created. I've tried to go more for a soft dom thing. Hope you like it tho ^^. Also you haven't specified which slashers did you want in particular so I just chose randomly.

THOMAS HEWITT:

Thomas is not a very dominant person by nature

He being shy and self conscious doesn't help his cause

He low-key allows everyone to boss him around in a very aggressive and almost abusive way (besides luda mae ofc, but even her sometimes is really harsh with him)

So having someone who can take control while being considerate of his feelings is a nice change he's eager to welcome

Let's be honest, he's already willing of doing anything his s/o wants to make them happy so

Please use your influence to make him take care of himself. Telling him how proud you feel everytime he does

Low-key has a praise kink

Having someone so confident he considers perfect complimenting him and say he's being good or praising how he does everything you ask for perfectly makes him feel so much better about himself

letting his s/o be the one leading is a relief for him. He kinda feels like for the first time he can let someone be in charge without feeling guilty

Even if he's a big guy, this giant Teddy bear is going to be clay on his s/o hands.

He's not going to have much experience so Tommy's honestly glad his s/o tells him what to do

He's not going to be as afraid of hurting you as usual cause he knows you're always have everything under control

However, as much as he enjoys the whole being a bottom business he wants his boundaries respected

That means he's not going to be happy about punishments ecc being them the sexual ones or any other sort

It's not that he's a brat or anything

Prefers much more a gentle correction or just simply telling him when he needs to do something differently. He has enough people making feel bad for every single mistake, he does not want to feel like his s/o sees him as a failure too

Speaking of, his s/o will definitely have to defend their man honour in front of hoyt. He's going to be an ass as soon and say things to Thomas such a "man up" ecc..

Overall he just enjoys having you around to make him feel safe and loved. You're going to have so much work to do about his self esteem but in the end it's worthy cause he's ready to go to the moon and back for you

BRAHMS HEELSHIRE:

Bro has big gremlin energy I'm sorry.

At first his going to take it a challenge of seeing how long it takes for you to give up

He's not bratty for sake of being bratty, he has a purpose. he kinda senses when someone is easy to boss around and will take advantage of that

When he sees that your being dominant means having structure and receiving a healthy form of love he will eventually accept his role of sub gremlin

Mate is going to do anything it takes to please you

I feel like one of the things he likes the most about having a dom s/o is the reassurance and comfort it brings to him

He prefers having someone who knows how to handle him and keeps him in line rather than a person who's easy to push around

I mean, half of the work is already done with him having the need to follow a routine and rules

Your personality falls perfectly into place with his, your taking charge of things is almost a comfort blanket for brahms

It gives him the feeling of safety of being taken care and knowing he can rely on someone when things are difficult

The stability you give him is something he deeply appreciates

That doesn't mean he's not going to test your patience more than once

Babyboy here is not going to give a flying fuck about the stability when you happen to say no to him.

Unlike Thomas you can and should make punishment for him

Not too hard-core ones but still

Be careful cause this horny bastard might enjoy sexual punishments

Do tell him when his being good, compliment his appearance and praise him when he takes care of himself cause the reason behind the poor hygiene, not eating enough, lack of sleep ecc is due to his depression and mental problems. He has being raised to feel like a burden and to hide himself and his problems behind the wall so please do all you can to help him not only a talking about his problems but to make him feel like he's worthy of taking care of himself

AYO BIG FAT PRAISE KINK BRUV

One (1) single "good boy" and his soul is skyrocketing out of his fucking body

He finds his relationship with you so fulfilling, it feels nice to have someone who's personality allows him to be more vulnerable

I think having a dom s/o could be really healthy for brahms. He needs the unconditional love and reassurance but also needs someone capable of toning him down in a healthy way when he's getting out of control

MiCHAEL MYERS

He, like brahms, feeds on people's fear. That the whole point of being the shape, he enjoys how much power he has over someone. People who are easy to crush and break down only makes him want to kill them more

Long story short he is girlbossing through life

So probably what saved your life was your dominant nature. He has been observing how you seem to naturally take charge anywhere you go but without being pushy and forcing anyone to do anything

You had this talent of making everyone at ease and effortlessly being able to take the lead. People around you were always willing to do what you needed them to do without being manipulative or anything. You just made everyone comfortable enough to give up control

The tall bastard here was mesmerised and honestly curious

It doesn't need to be said that Michael likes to have always control over everything and associates giving up control to being treated like he was treated back in Smith's groove. He always felt the imbalance of power between him and everyone else there and feeling that weak and vulnerable again is never going to be an option for mikey

After he makes himself known ecc and your relationship starts to bloom it's not going to be fucking easy

You have come to know how much michael dispise when someone else is in charge but both of you are pretty stubborn so eventually you just learned to be more sneaky about it.

Michael dominance is based on being feared so when that doesn't work on you he's flabbergasted

He's having none of it. You mean to tell me that you don't let the shape, the boogeyman of haddonfield boss you around and tell you what to do?? Unacceptable.

He won't say but he doesn't even realise you have already got your way. You're so subtle and gentle, playing your cards well.

Michael ends up being oblivious about the fact that he's already doing what you want him to do. He's a deeply emotional damaged man and even if he doesn't want to admit the fastest way to get to his heart is just taking care of him the way he needs

"Michael, honey you must be hungry aren't you? Why don't seat and eat some dinner, how does that sound?"

Just making everything look like his the one deciding and he will do about anything.

Now here's the tricky part; while this might work as soon as he catches up on what you're doing he's going to distance himself

Maybe he tells himself he will just leave you and never come back but deep inside he can't deny how nice does it feels to be around you. He will do this until he manages to sort out his feelings and finds a way to allow himself to feel like this

He's genuinely scare deep inside. His afraid of you abusing the power you have and honestly he sometimes doesn't feel like it's worthy to put so much effort on making him feel good

He has only ever known a single way to feel good and thats killing people, so when you manage to get him to feel something nice just by being around him ecc it messes up his head a little bit.

He's never going to give you full control but he has somehow managed to meet you along the way.

One of the few things he enjoys (even if he knows you're making it looks like he's in control so he doesn't get uncomfortable) is how you praise him and you tell him all the ways only him is capable of making you feel.

That being said if you're able to get away with being dominant with Michael you're honestly impressive and you scare me.

JESSE CROMEANS:

Hear me out, he would be more than willing to let you be the dom. In fact he would even enjoy it

His having the time of his making things harder for you though

We have talked about praise kink now get ready for degrading kink

If we're talking about laid to rest 1 jesse then he's gonna be a difficult little bitch just because he likes to test you and your capabilities of finding a appropriate punishment that can put in his place

If it's laid to rest 2 ....don't. He won't say anything cause he wants to seem tough but the whole degrading thing will take a tool on him after the incident. His self esteem is not the same anymore and he's going to have a hard time trying to enjoy sex again

I feel like what makes you special to jesse is the significant difference between the way the victims he chooses behaves and how you act.

He enjoys submissiveness in victims cause it makes killing them more fun. Watching as they plead to be spared and how low they're willing to get to survive.

But with you he wants it to be different cause he knows that he's receiving as much as he's giving away. In your hands he will be everything you want

He, like Thomas, enjoys being free from responsibilities and having a space where he can just give the lead to someone else and just enjoy fooling around and being taken care of

Even more after the injuries on his face. Now more than ever jesse wants to feel loved and to let go the tough guy act. If before he liked because of the sex aspect now he truly appreciates the other parts too

Your praise, your constance reassurance of good and perfect he is, the way you incite him into being more nice to himself

Now your punishments are more caused more because of him talking bad about himself than because he's behaving bad

He generally feels a lot of pressure on him, he always has to take a lot of decisions and most of the time there are so many lives (including yours) depending on him and his lead

So coming home to someone who can take that off of him and allow him to just exist is really something he will never thank you enough for

Can and will encourage you in trying anything new you want while doing sex. He's rich so money is not a problem and honestly jesse enjoys trying new things with you cause he knows you would never do anything that could hurt him or his feelings.

Baldy is a good sub. 10/10 would recommend. Would love you and worship the ground you walk on

[sankyeom]

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[henrycangelbaby]

In which: She was still so young; how could she be going off to preschool? She was still his baby. His stomach aches with the anxiety of letting his baby go; they aren't even out the door yet, and he already misses her.

Or

Logan isn't ready for his girls to grow up yet.

Logan feels sick; he feels like he might throw up at any moment. He has felt this way all morning. It's silly, really. He's been up since the crack of dawn, partially because his toddler had been crying out for her parents, and Logan, having been in and out of a fitful sleep for hours, had moved quickly to quiet her with gentle shushes and some rocking. Before he knew it, she was back asleep, her thumb tucked gently between her lips, a habit they had been trying to curb. But right now, he was too tired and stressed to pull the tiny thumb from between her tiny sweet lips. He placed her back down in her crib, kissing her head gently before pulling the door up.

He doesn't get back to sleep after that; he stays in bed next to his Y/N, his lovely wife. His heart softens to see her sleeping peacefully next to him. He loves his family more than anything—his girls—but with two kids under five (not to mention another on the way), nights are often sleepless and days busy. But that's not why he's up tonight. Of course, Amelia had been up in the early morning demanding the attention of her doting father, but he had something else on his mind.

God, it felt so silly to worry so much about something that couldn't be helped, the natural progression of his babygirls' lives, but he couldn't believe it. He didn't want to believe it. He had helped her pack the backpack the night before, arguing with Issy about whether or not she was allowed to take multiple stuffed animals with her to preschool.

"I know you love him, sweetie, but Mr. Bear has to stay at home."

Issy had looked up at him with watery eyes. "But he's my best friend!" she had protested wholeheartedly, pulling the brown bear close to her chest.

"Issy, you'll make even more friends at preschool!" he had insisted. It hadn't been the right thing to say, as Issy had promptly burst into tears, scared that Mr. Bear would be angry at her for abandoning him. He had scooped his baby up, promising that Mr. Bear would be happy that she made new friends before kissing her on the head and putting Mr. Bear back on her bed.

She was still so young; how could she be going off to preschool? She was still his baby. His stomach aches with the anxiety of letting his baby go; they aren't even out the door yet, and he already misses her.

"Lo?"

He looks around to see Y/N standing in the bathroom door, clad in her PJs from last night—an old t-shirt of his that is pulled somewhat tautly around her ever-growing stomach and some shorts that were so faded that he was sure they had been with her since before their relationship.

"Hmmm," he hummed. He abandoned his spot on the edge of the bed in favor of walking up to her. He embraced her lovingly, planting a kiss on her waiting lips, one hand behind her head to keep her close and the other at the bottom of her pregnant belly.

She smiled into the kiss, lasting for a second to long before she pushed him away gently, a hand on his chest.

"Alright, pack it up, loverboy," she teased.

He pouted at her. "As much as I want to make out with you all morning, someone has to watch the kids, and I regret to inform you that they are your kids." She smiled at him before ushering him out the door with her.

The morning is strangely easy and peaceful; he finds it unnerving. Issy's bag is packed and ready by the door, and she eagerly got into her new uniform with zero argument (and only one or two wrong buttons—a win is a win). Even Amelia had chomped away eagerly in her high chair, managing to keep her food in front of her and not on the floor.

It felt like he was the only one missing out, the only one who felt so scared about this. Everyone else was in celebration, and he couldn't stop the pit of anxiousness and sadness in the pit of his stomach.

“Daddy!”

He turns around to see Issy grinning up at him proudly, fully decked out in her uniform. Her feet are in school shoes that are probably a size too big, her hair pulled back into two pigtails on either side of her head, and her comically big backpack dwarfing her small body. She pulls her hands together up by her cheeks.

“Well, aren't you just the prettiest schoolgirl to ever live?” he gushes, quickly pulling her effortlessly to sit on the edge of the bench. “I think you might just be the cutest one ever,” he continues.

She giggles up at him as he plants kisses all over her face. “Daddy, it tickles,” she says, referring to his beard. He had shaved it off for the first time since he had met Y/N when Issy was born, but he quickly decided it was not the move, simply opting to be more careful around his kids.

“Oh, my gorgeous girl!” Y/N exclaims from the bottom of the stairs.

Logan's heart melts as Issy blushes shyly.

“You look amazing, honey,” Y/N continues, leaning down to kiss her on her cheek with an exaggerated smack.

Logan quickly pulls the toddler out of her arms, taking Amelia one-armed, using his other one to hoist Issy off the counter.

“Everyone ready to go?” Y/N mumbles to him.

“Yeah.”

The ride to school is mostly silent. Technically, they are within walking distance of the preschool, but the first day already seems chaotic enough; perhaps when they get into a routine, it will be more plausible. The kids' music plays softly through the car speakers. Issy and Amelia are both content with bopping along to the soft tunes. His stomach still aches with the hurt of (not so, but it felt like it) losing his baby. He reaches out to grab Y/N’s hand, seeking comfort in the way her soft palm covers his rough hand. She pats it gently, not saying anything, only nodding in understanding. He knows that she understands his anguish; he thinks that might have been why she had held him close last night. He had felt rather guilty that, despite her closeness, he had still been unable to rest fully.

He feels sick again.

Fuck.

He is actually going to throw up.

The school comes into view; it is sweet-looking. Trees and a hedge surround the tall gate, keeping the right people in and out. He pulls the younger one out of her seat, quickly hoisting her up into his arms. He has always been keen to hold his girls, but it heightened when they were expecting again. He swore up and down that he knew Y/N was more than capable of doing things even pregnant, but just because she could didn’t mean she had to. He meets Y/N and Issy around their side of the car; Issy is practically bouncing in her shoes from excitement.

“You ready, honey?” Y/N asks excitedly.

He watches as Issy nods along happily, her pigtails moving with the quick movements. They walk towards the school; he holds on tight to his other baby, who is none the wiser, babbling to herself and gently grabbing onto the hair at the bottom of his neck.

They are greeted by a warm-looking older woman, who is quickly introduced as “Mrs. Walsh,” Issy's teacher for the year. She seems sweet and caring, but Logan can barely look her in the eyes, let alone respond to her polite chatter. He is blown out of his haze by Y/N gently patting his back. His attention is drawn to the little person staring up at him longingly.

Issy's eyes peer up at him lovingly as she addresses him. “Bye, bye, Daddy!” she says enthusiastically as he leans down to kiss her chubby cheek. He speaks lowly to hide the quiver in his voice.

“Bye, baby, have so much fun, okay?”

She nods, putting both her hands on his cheeks before kissing him again. God, she is so like her mother. He hugs her before standing up, watching as her new teacher walks her into the school. He feels a tear run down his face before he can stop it. Amelia reaches up to pat at his now wet cheeks, and Y/N pulls him close.

“She'll be fine; you know she will.”

He sighs, pulling her in even closer. “I know, that's the worst part."

The car ride home was silent, bar Amelia's quiet singing practice in the back seat. Her eyelids were drooping slightly as she absentmindedly tucked her thumb between her lips; both he and Y/N knew that they should correct this, but neither felt like doing anything about it right now. He carried a now-sleeping Amelia into the house, putting her into her cot.

“Bit early for her nap,” Y/N chuckled, her back facing him as she poured a drink for them both.

“Big morning,” he mumbled back.

Logan hardly drank anymore; he had dropped it in solidarity when Y/N had first been pregnant, and now, with such a busy household, he barely found time; he didn't find a need for it either. He could really use a glass of whiskey right now. The thought of the burn in his throat, the numbness for only a second, was making his mouth water.

The next best thing was dropped into his palm, Y/N handing him a cool glass of lemonade. He snorted at the sight of it.

“It was this or chocolate milk,” she responded bluntly. “Be grateful,” she finished.

"S'fine, Lovie, thank you."

They sipped silently for a second. It's good, despite his yearning for something stronger.

“Do you think it will get easier? The next time we do it?” he voiced his concerns vulnerably into the otherwise quiet house.

“Probably not,” she responded to him. He raised his arm, allowing her to scoot close to him, tucking her feet in between his spread legs.

“It’ll be fine,” she murmured again. “You have two more to go anyway.”

He hummed in response, kissing her head.

There was a beat before he spoke. “I think we're doing a good job."

“I think so too."

The day creeps along; his mind does not stray too far from his daughter and her first day of school. The late afternoon sneaks up on him. Suddenly it's three p.m., and he has to leave soon. He goes by himself to pick Issy up. The late afternoon brings along nap time for Amelia; he knows Y/N hadn’t intended to fall asleep, but when he sees her passed out alongside their youngest in his and Y/N’s shared bed, he doesn't have the heart to wake her.

She was always tired, especially during pregnancy. He had never taken a nap in his life until they were expecting the first time around; she had knocked out at least once a day for months, and he had often insisted on lying with her (and then accidentally falling asleep beside her).

The short drive is quiet; he lets the kids' music play softly through the speakers, unmotivated to change it for such a short amount of time. He waits anxiously outside the school, alongside the other springy parents. He doesn't smile back at the mothers who wave at him (despite the fact that it is the first day of school and he hasn't met a single other parent). He's too focused on his daughter.

The bell rings, and it doesn’t take long for young children to come barreling out towards their parents, hyperactive from the first day excitement. He peers over the crowd, trying to spot Issy, until suddenly there is a thud into his legs. He doesn’t even need to look down to know it's his daughter. Picking her up quickly, he pulls her to his side. She quickly throws her arms around his neck, pulling him into a tight hug.

"Are you ready to go?” he asks as she nods her head, moving against his neck. She is quick to perk her head up as they begin to walk towards the car.

“Did you have a good day, baby?” he quizzes her softly, wanting to ensure that she had come to no harm.

“Yeah! I told everyone about Mr. Bear!” she rambled. “They wanted to meet him because I told them how cool he was!”

Her enthusiasm put a smile on his face. He unlocked the car, and she became serious for a second.

“Daddy,” she said, pushing herself up in his arms, placing her small hands on his broad shoulders.

“What's up?” he hummed.

“I missed you today,” she spoke shyly.

His heart felt like it was melting in his chest, his insides so warmed by her sentiment, “I missed you too, bubby, more than you know.”

She hugged him again tenderly. He let her ramble on during the car ride home, telling him excitedly about all the things she had learned and the people she had met. She greeted a now awake Y/N with an over-exaggerated kiss on her cheek.

He stood beside her as they watched Issy ambush an unsuspecting Amelia, plopping down next to her and rambling as she had done with Logan in the car. Y/N patted him gently on the back before speaking.

“You doing okay?” she asked him.

He only nodded in response before she spoke again. “Sorry for falling asleep.”

He smiled and shook her head. “That's okay, baby.”

“She had fun?”

“Yeah, it seems like it,” Logan responded. “Hopefully learned some stuff too,” he added.

Y/N only chuckled in response.

Everyone had settled into bed early. Issy, wiped out from her big day, had gone with little fuss. Amelia had been surprisingly the same, also worn out from her sister's big day. The house was quiet as Logan sat up in bed waiting for Y/N; he wasn't going to go to sleep without her. She slipped in quietly next to him as he yawned.

“Big day, huh?” She giggled, and he nodded in response, pulling them both down to lay.

“Thank you, baby,” he said.

She looked at him curiously. “Huh?"

"For our girls, our family."

“Of course, sweetie,” she responded, “you're an amazing father."

There was a beat of silence before she continued, “I'd give you a thousand more, you know.”

He cocked his eyebrow curiously, “A thousand?”

“Well...”

“I might just have to take you up on that,” he said before pulling her close, pressing a bruising kiss on her lips.

[effervescentdragon]

I just found Ardent Red Heartbreak

It’s amazing 🤩💞🥳💖

Alsoooo… is Azaghal Jenson? It’s pretty clear that Fingon and Mae are brocedes 😂 so the only ex driver I can think of who’d act like that would be Jenson. My other guess would be Danny, but Azh isn’t racing anymore and he’s won a championship 🤔

Sorry if this got crazy but I seriously loveeeee your story 😘

This has made me insanely happy!! I'm having a very off period and this is just.. thank you so much! I never get asks about my fics in this way and I'm so glad you decided to hit me up 🥰! I'm soooo glad you like it, my lil heart is pounding rly hard rn 🥺❤

Nope, not Jenson, tho it is a very good guess! I'll give you a hint - Azaghal is still driving :) (i havent made that clear apparently, i gotta go re-read what else i've fucked up 😅) I think you'll figure it out when next chapter comes out, the one I'm writing now and you've just given me incentive to go work on it more! 🥰

It wasn't crazy at all, please feel free to tell me everything you want to tell me and go as insane as you want, i love this, thank you so much! Love to you, you made my day ❤❤🏁🏁🏎🏎

[i-think-i-can-speak-here]

Hiii mae congratulations!! ❤️❤️

We haven't interacted much, so sending in these asks are gonna be risky-

✒️ - I’ll write a little note for you <3

📸 - I'll make a picrew based on your vibes/what i think you look like (they’ll be super inaccurate but that’s the fun of it!)

Thanks Zaria! 💞

Don't worry, that just makes it even more fun 😂

✒️ -

📸 -

[super-unpredictable98]

💐 once you receive this lovely bouquet of flowers you have to mention five things you love, publicly, and send it to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable). SPREAD POSITIVITY! 💞

OMG I didn't see this before, I'm sorry Mae!

My friends

2. Music

3. Writing

4. Musicals (It's not the same as music I guess lol)

5. Stargazing

[parcai]

Dee was really scared about Maeldomort all day. Dee was even upset went to rehearsals with her gothic metal band Bloody Gothic Rose 666. She is the lead singer of it and she play guitar. People say that they sound like a cross between GC, Slipknot and MCR. The other people in the band are Mae2, Vampire, Kit, Ron (although we call him Diabolo now. He has black hair now with blue streaks in it.) and Caiprisa.

Only today Kit and Vampire were depressed so they weren't coming and they wrote songs instead. Dee knew Kit was probably slitting his wrists (he wouldn't die because he was a vampire too and the only way you can kill a vampire is with a c-r-o-s-s (there's no way I'm writing that) or a steak) and Vampire was probably watching a depressing movie like The Corpse Bride.

Dee put on a black leather shirt that showed off my boobs and tiny matching miniskirt that said Simple Plan on the butt. You might think Dee's a slut but she's really not.

They were singing a cover of 'Helena' and at the end of the song Dee suddenly bust into tears.

"Dee! Are you OK?" Mae2 asked in a concerted voice.

"What the fuck do you think?" Dee asked angrily. And then Dee said. "Well, Maeldomort came and the fucking bastard told me to fucking kill Caitlyn! But I don't want to kill her, because, she's really nice, even if she did go out with Kit. But if I don't kill Caitlyn, then Maeldomort, will fucking kill Kit!" Dee burst into tears.

Suddenly Kit jumped out from behind a wall.

"Why didn't you fucking tell me!" she shouted. "How could you- you- you fucking poser muggle bitch!" (c is dat out of character?)

Dee started to cry and cry. Kit started to cry too all sensitive. Then she ran out crying.

They practiced for one more hour. Then suddenly Maeldore walked in angrily! Her eyes were all fiery and Dee knew this time it wasn't cause she had a headache.

"What have you done!" She started to cry wisely. (c dats basically nut swering and dis time he wuz relly upset n u wil c y) "Dee Kit has been found in her room. She committed suicide by slitting his wrists."

Fin.

(Your wish is my command, Caitlyn 😍😍😍. Enjoy Mae cameos.) (Also this was supposed to be a joke. I would never do the nsfw. Sorry if that made you uncomfortable Kit. I actually do really think you're awesome and would never want to put you in that position. Any of you. 💞)

akshsakahak as long as you skipped past the nsfw, we're all cool dude 😭💖 this was really funny lmao love y'all i have to get up in like 4 hrs, and instead i'm having fun w u 😎

@caiprisa @scrambledfandoms

[atlaese]

🌳 i thought this would be fun! could i pretty please have a ship? 💕

i never know what to write for these lol but i’m a passionate, creative person, who loves to work within my community as well as cherishing the people i have close to me. i’d like to say i’m funny? but i’m also very sarcastic (really i’m just a softie inside lol). i speak without thinking much too often, but my intentions are always good — i’m a big proponent in my spiritual practices, and i’d like to believe that people are good

happy sleepover my love 💕

my sweet mae 💞🥺 i would ship you with…

Sam Wilson!

I feel like you and Sam would be such a good match! Sam is such a passionate and hardworking person - just like you are! You both love working in and with your community and would defend that community until your last breath. Outside of that community, you both love being close to your family, if its siblings, parents, cousins or cousins once removed; family is family!

Sam and you also have the same type of humor. Sam is very sarcastic, just like you are and once in a while a crude joke will come out of either one of you. The team would find it odd, but Sam and you wouldn't be able to stop laughing as you clutched onto your bellies!

Mae, you are also such an outspoken person who has such a good way of saying things and I feel like Sam would compliment that perfectly. Whereas you are very passionate and fiery about certain topics, Sam would approach that with a well thought-out argument, supporting your claims - it would make the two of you unbeatable together, because who could argue against this super team?

Sam is also so open to try out everything, so when you would meditate to calm down your mind, Sam would be there right beside you. It might not work for him when he tries it at first, but because you are such a supportive person, he eventually learns how to do it and he will try to meditate even when you aren't around! Sam loves that you're in touch yourself in such a deep way. He likes to think it makes you an even better person than you were before!

The two of you also are such positive people, always ready to save the day, even when a certain person isn't inherently good. For you guys, it doesn't matter. You saved another person, another soul and you hope this will help them turn their life around - for the better!

🌾 Join the sleepover 🌾

[padf00ts-l0ver]

hi its mae !!🥹 hehe hi love !! im on anon bc i havent created a new blog but i rly want to get back bc i haveee been writing teensy bit of jamie stuff :)

anyways imy!!! sm!! i hope youve been doing well mercury love 🥲

omg omg omg omg mae baby!!! it’s so nice to hear from u again!! i’ve missed youuu💞💞 ur jamie writing was always my absolutely favourite please please please bring it back 🙏 im doing alright lovely! i hope that u are too, update me on absolutely everything when u can <333

[2018-01-20]

Some song recs: 💞💞

Gasoline - Leyla Blue

Maybe - Mae Muller

Someone new - Astrid S

Please don't touch - RAYE

Natalie don't - RAYE

i am passionately headpatting you right now 😢❤️ thank you for so many recs!

gasoline - it's so addicting in such a good way??! leyla blue's voice sounds absolutely amazing

maybe - so bittersweet sounding :( i will now be playing this whenever im in the mood to write hurt/comfort

someone new - this is so catchy like i know it'll get stuck in my head in a pleasant way <3

please don't touch - it sounds so goodd!! my ears are just so blessed right now like,,, the music is so fitting and makes me feel so fuzzy

natalie don't - also so catchyyyy wth?! the lyrics make me go awww but the beat makes me dance,, the don't don't don't part is just 💕💕