#made me wanna cry a little. i was like thank u mom

[britneyshakespeare]

you know at the end of the day today i was chatting w some other paras. i was a special ed para for a seventh grader today that's what i did. and the last block for them is just learning center and it's chill and it's friday and some of the kids were making pizza and no one was really doing anything or stressed or bothered so the kids and the adults just have various little shooting-the-breeze sessions although im usually not that active in these bc Im Shy, And A Substitute so i feel very out of place a lot of the time. but anyway i had never really talked much w either of the paras i was with today and we struck up a conversation about some stuff and one of them says to me "you know just so you know i LOVE your hair" and she turns to the other para and she's like "isnt it gorgeous? dont you love her hair?"

and i kinda blushed and said thank you a couple of times and looked down bc that's what i do when i receive a sincere-sounding compliment unexpectedly. and then i chatted a little more before i kinda drifted out of the conversation and opened my book and after a page or two one of them asked me about what i was reading (it's Song of the Cell: An Exploration of Medicine and the New Human by Siddhartha Mukherjee if you were wondering and i started it a few days ago). so i told them a bit about it and started chatting again on the topic of reading and i guess i was just naturally smiling and the same one who complimented my hair said "look at those dimples. i just can't w you"

[possessedartist]

i also really like yukino and nanjo i think they're my favs so far and im warming up to mark but i feel really bad that i had to turn hidehiko and ayase down for spots on the party for reiji D: but when I finish the SEBEC route hopefully ill get to see more of them (either when i do snow queen or just in another playthrough) but yeah yukino and nanjo are so silly (i cant believe what happened to yamaoka omg) also feel free to ignore this one/not reply i just wanted to say a little more about it cause im really enjoying p1 so far!! thankyou again :D

YUKINO AND NANJO FANS RISE UPPPP i hav been. a nanjo kei fan since day one (this is a lie i played p2 first and liked him enough from that and then i played p1 and went crazy 😭) THEYRE SO SILLY AND MARK TOO i love in the beginning of the game how they’re like constantly bantering and poking at eachother though that kinda goes for the whole group whehe . ALSO YAMAOKA :’((( it’s so upsetting wahdh… When i tell you i’m so serious, Nanjo’s shit is so sad throughout the entire game like yes he’s like voice of reason but even he has his moments.. poor guy..

BUT YEAHDD Brown and Ayase are super fun too!! I’ve been replaying the sebec route with brown and i haven’t finished (im like in the last 3rd of the game bc im on hard mode and doing the bad ending so it’s taking a sec lol) but his dialogue is super funny, him and nanjo banter a bit for the most part through the whole route loll. Ayase and Yukino (and everyone else lol) are really good in the snow queen route too so I’m sure you’ll like it!!

THANK U AGAIND ALSO SORRY I LOVE RESPONDING TO EVERYTHING SO U GET. TWO RESPONSES ✌️ WHEHE

[sinsandsweetness]

Please can u do a rickyl breeding kink. Like they see how she looks after Judith and it makes them want to take turns filling her up ❤️❤️

TAKING TURNS

(Rick & Daryl x fem!reader)

warnings- 18+ content, breeding kink obv, smut, creampies, FMM threesome, taking turns, mentions of getting reader pregnant, pregnancy and unprotected p in v. kinda fluffy and not rlly proofread…

notes- first time writing a breeding kink so… let me know how it is:) reblogs and comments are very much appreciated <3

Daryl nudges his friend, taking a sip of the bottle of water in front of him. “Quit starin’ .” He hisses, breaking Rick’s gaze away from you. Sitting all pretty, on a rug in his cell. Judith sitting right in front of you, a little, blue rattle keeping her attention as you talk to her. Your sweet, soft voice, mumbling quiet little praises at her. And she won’t stop grabbing for your hand or your hair or the rattle as she babbles away.

“M’not… staring…” Rick mumbles.

“I can practically see your dick getting hard. Pick your jaw up off the floor, yeah?” Daryl says, pretending that he’s not just as guilty. They both glance back over and rake their eyes over the shape of your body. The way your tank top cups your breasts, and your shorts hug your hips. And most importantly, how fucking attractive you are, smiling and blowing kisses at the 5 month old in front of you. How… maternal. It was driving both the boys a little crazy.

Daryl can’t help but imagine you holding his own mini me. A little boy with his eyes and your hair. And definitely Daryl’s attitude.

For Rick, seeing how good you are with his baby girl, it made his heart swell. Feeding her and playing with her, always being the one to know exactly what she needs. Seeing just how natural it comes to you. How he knows you’d be a good mom one day. How he wants to be the one to make you a mom one day.

“Like you’re any better.” Rick shoots back, his voice tearing Daryl out of his daydream. Both men still staring. And as you look over, they both straighten up. You wave the rattle at them and give a sweet smile, returning your attention to a talkative Judith quickly after.

“Fuck.” They both mumble in unison.

“It’s hard enough having no condoms around here. And then she’s gotta go ahead n’…”

“Make you actually wanna put a baby in her?” Daryl finishes Rick’s sentence for him. Whether it was what he was going to say, or just what he’s really thinking, it didn’t matter. It was true.

Ricks jaw clenches at the thought and he actually has to look away. The front of his jeans are all tight and his cheeks turn warm.

“She’s gettin’ a little fussy,” Both boys turn around to you walking over, holding a crying Judith. “Think she might need daddy to put her to bed.”

Rick has to bite his tongue at that comment. Taking his baby girl from your arms, and she seems to calm down fairly quick in his arms.

“Thanks,” he shifts Judith onto his hip and leans down to your ear to whisper, “You, uh… you stayin’ up or headin’ to bed?”

You smile at him all knowingly. “I could stay up if it means I get to see you a little longer…”

Rick nervously chews his lip and gives you a weak smile as he heads off to his cell, to calm Judith down and put her in her crib.

Daryl clears his throat and you turn to face him.

“What?” You kind of half laugh, as his hand starts playing with the hem of your shorts. “Nothin.” He bites back a smile. “Wanna get outta here?” He jokes, hand making it’s way up your waist, thumb brushing your nipple through the thin fabric of your tank.

“Um…” you look over, distracted by the curtain closing in the doorway of Rick’s cell.

“Hey, look.” Daryl grabs your attention and your hand, starting off towards your own cell. “He’s gonna be a minute. We’ll just get started without him. I’m sure he won’t mind.”

And he didn’t. Didn’t mind at all. Walking in on the two of you. Laying on your back, shorts already gone, with your legs wrapped around Daryl’s waist. An elbow by your face, propping him up so he could kiss you all slow and sloppy. Little grunts and moans falling from the two of you as he ground against you, nice and gently. The lace of your panties rubbing so deliciously in between your clit and his crotch.

“M- more-” you stutter, not realizing that you have extra company.

“Think that can be arranged, don’t you Daryl?” Ricks voice startles the both of you, turning to see him unbuttoning his dress shirt, knee dipping into the mattress, dangerously close. You swallow hard, lips all wet and swollen. Daryl’s shirt already peeled off and on the ground.

“One’s not enough for you is it, baby? Gotta have two cocks filling you right up. Ain’t that right?” Rick asks, leaning in for a hot, open mouthed kiss that you accept so graciously, hands going to the back of his neck and pulling him into the tangle of limbs on the squeaky bunk bed.

“Mhm.” You agree against his tongue, Daryl pulling at your panties and the two men take their turns. One kissing you, lips trailing down your neck and nipping little marks on to your breasts as the other fucks you so good and hard. And your begging for them as quietly as you can, hoping not to wake anyone up.

“What’s that? Gotta speak up, sweetheart.” Daryl tells you as Ricks dick pumps in to you at a harsh pace, a little whimper leaving your mouth before you can even answer.

“Want you- wanna cum.”

“I didn’t get quite that, did you?” Rick turns to Daryl, who’s biting his lip, trying not to laugh, “You wanna cum, sweetie? Or you want us to?”

“B-both please. Please.” You whine, grabbing onto both of their arms, grip tightening as you feel your orgasm begin to approach.

“Gonna fill you up nice and good, baby. Get you so full of cum, you won’t even know which one of us got you pregnant.”

And your eyes widen at Ricks words. Starting to shake your head ‘no’ but Daryl interrupts you with a kiss.

“Don’t you want it? Tell us how bad you want it, princess.” He orders against your lips. Demanding a price for your orgasm.

“Yes… I want it, Dare,” you whine, arching your back as Ricks tip continues to abuse your g-spot.

“You can do better then that.” He says, leaning back and admiring the sight of you getting absolutely railed. Legs folded to your chest, and your pearly, white juices dripping onto the sheets.

The sight makes his cock twitch and he thinks he could cum right there.

“Want it so bad. Want your cum, Dare. Want- uh- want you to fill me up, please.”

“Mmm, that’s better.” Daryl says, grabbing you by the foot and kissing the inside of your calf. Spreading you open to watch you get cream-pied by his best friend.

“Put- put a baby in me, Rick.” You whimper, eyes rolling back and you reach your climax. Feeling his own hips stuttering immediately, the comment clearly sending him over the edge. Burying himself deep in your cunt as he cums with a groan. Pulling out and switching positions with Daryl. A little grumble of, “I’m going first next time, asshole.” Coming from his lips, before he slides right into you. Giving you zero recovery time before he starts fucking you, the sound of your juices and Ricks cum, squelching and mixing, fills the air. And you can’t help but moan. Ricks thumb makes its way to your clit, rubbing from side to side as Daryl whispers filthy praises, telling you how pretty you’d look carrying his baby. How nice and pregnant you’ll be as soon as their done with you. And you go along with it, too fucked out to argue. Reaching another quick and shaky orgasm. Daryl following immediately after, plunging his own seed into you.

A sticky mess coats your thighs as the two start to get all dressed. A slight flash of worry on their faces in realizing what they actually did. Having come down from their highs, and thinking a little clearer.

You try not to laugh as the two of them chew their lips, grabbing a blanket and cleaning their dirty, little mess up from your thighs.

“What?” Daryl asks, noticing your shit eating grin.

“You guys know that I’m on the pill right…?” And you can’t help but giggle at their reaction.

As much as the the thought of getting you pregnant got the two men going, relief flooded their faces as they both leaned in to attack your cheeks with kisses.

“Some day though, right?” Daryl asks, hoping that your words earlier, weren’t just for show.

“Of course.” You peck both men’s lips, and pull on their arms, forcing them to snuggle up on the tiny mattress. They chat among themselves and trace little patterns onto your back as you try and fall asleep. Dreaming of someday, when a little Rick and Daryl will be running around and causing chaos in your future home.

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[ashwhowrites]

eddie x cheerleader (strangers 2 lovers)

she had an awful fight with her deadbeat dad when she got out of work at the diner he told her he would try to take dustin away from her and her mom and when she refuses he slashes her face with a beer bottle 3 times ,

shes not close with the other cheerleaders so shes having a bad day

she chooses to sit with hellfire cuz dustin is her brother

eddie gets mad cuz he thinks its a joke to humiliate them so he tells her to go away

she listens but shes crying even more

she apologizes to everyone including dustin when she leaves & leaves him half her sandwich

dustin mike and lucas all say something mean to eddie and they follow u

they find u sitting in ur car and they join u

u and the boys avoid eddie for the rest of the day and he ultimately feels horrible when he overhears u crying to dustin , lucas and mike about why ur upset & then he hears u say he made it worse

he tries to talk to dustin but dustins crying too cuz we’re his best friend and he hates his dad he would never wanna leave Y/N and mike and lucas tell eddie he needs to figure it out how to apologize on his own so he does and u guys get close and both fall in love eventually

⚠️mentions of abuse- no detailed descriptions of the action.

⚠️Eddie is an asshole but he slowly figures it out

Thank you sm for your patience as I worked to get this out💕

Y/N woke up sore with puffy eyes. Her reflection wasn't ever a pretty girl anymore. It was a girl who was abused, hurt, and drained. She gently cleaned the three new marks on her face. Her skin slashed open from her dad. She felt tears falling down her face as she was reminded of last night. Him waiting for her to finish work, threatening to take away Dustin from her. She'd never let that happen. She refused to let her dad ever see Dustin. She'd take the abuse, but she will never let Dustin be the target.

"are you sure you're okay?" Dustin asked from behind her. Sadness in his eyes as he watched his sister place band aid patches on her cheek.

"yes, don't worry about me dusty" she said, she gave the best smile she could. The bandage stopped her from making a real one.

Dustin knew not to try to fight with her. Nodding as he kissed her hurt cheek, heading to get ready for school.

She felt everyone staring at her cheek and she hated it. Luckily everyone in this school was an asshole. None caring to ask if she was okay or what happened. That included her cheerleading team. A group of girls she was with constantly but didn't have a real single friend on it.

She didn't want to deal with them so she headed to where she knows Dustin's table is. Seeing only Mike was seated, she took the spot across from him.

"hey Y/N, you okay?" Mike asked gently. Being closest to Dustin, he knew all about Y/N's relationship with her father.

"not today Mike" she said as gently as she could. Opening her lunch box, dividing her sandwich in half and digging out Dustin's half of the brownie.

She ate silently as the table filled up. Dustin still wasn't arriving yet, so she left his parts of lunch near her lunchbox.

"and who the fuck are you?"

She looked up to see a taller and much older boy, compared to the rest of the table. He had long hair and deep brown eyes. She's definitely seen him with Dustin, but couldn't recall his name

Before she could even answer, he spoke again.

"I don't know what game your little cheerleader ass is playing. But we don't allow stuck up assholes to sit at our table" he barked out, very harshly.

So harsh that she felt like her dad was standing across from her.

"Eddie stop" Mike said harshly as he could see Y/N's eyes watering.

"Mike shut up. I'm handling this" Eddie, apparently, said.

His brown eyes, glaring daggers at her softening slightly when he noticed her bandaged cheek but moved on. Figuring it was some cheerleading accident. She sat quietly letting him continue his rant.

Letting him call her every name in the book. A bitch, a princess, stuck up, rich, and shit she's never heard of.

She sat there and silently cried. Head down as she tried to take deep breaths. Reminding herself this was a random boy, it wasn't her dad and he wasn't going to hurt her.

She panicked when she felt a hand grab her shoulder. Flinching as she flew out of her seat.

Eddie quickly withdrew his hand as she practically sprung out of the seat. His eyes softened once again when he saw tears working down her face.

"Y/N, what's wrong?" Dustin quickly dropped his tray on the table and walked closer to her.

She shook her head and wiped her tears.

"nothing dusty. See you at home" she said quickly, handing him the sandwich and brownie. Racing as fast as she could out of that cafeteria.

~~

"dusty?home? Who is that?" Eddie asked

"that's my sister. What the fuck did you do?" Dustin snapped, Lucas walked up confused at all the tension.

"what's going on?" He asked

"Eddie just totally freaks out on Y/N for no goddamn reason" Mike scoffed. Standing up as he grabbed his backpack.

"really Eddie. What did she do to you?" Lucas added in

"what you say to her?" Dustin said filled with anger. He didn't take that Eddie could easily kick his ass. He can't protect his sister from their dad, but he can protect her from Eddie.

"I didn't know she was your sister! I saw a cheerleader sitting here and I just got pissed" Eddie tried to explain. But seeing all three boys staring at him with the most pissed off look he's ever seen, he had a good feeling he fucked up.

"so you lashed out on her totally unprovoked? I mean did she even say anything to you?" Dustin argue.

"well no...she just kinda sat there and before I knew it she was crying. I didn't think she'd be so upset. Usually the jocks are cold-hearted assholes." Eddie tried to defend his stance

"SHE'S NOT LIKE THEM!" Dustin screamed.

"she only joined that stupid team to get a scholarship so she can leave this hellhole of what she's forced to call home. Fuck you Eddie" Dustin snapped as he grabbed his backpack. Marching straight to the parking lot.

"dude you know nothing about her. If you did, you'd feel like the biggest ass right now" Mike sighed, following behind Dustin.

"well I already feel like an ass" Eddie sighed

"that's a shame. She was excited that Dustin found a new friend. After this, I don't think he's going to ever want to see you again" Lucas added, following behind Mike.

Eddie decided to follow the group. At least he could apologize for being an asshole. He found all of them standing in a circle against her car.

Eddie gave them their space but waited to talk to her. With being so close he could easily hear their conversation.

~~

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to interrupt your guys' lunch. Go eat, I'm fine" Y/N said as she wiped her face. Carefully not to touch her bandage.

"you didn't. Let's take deep breaths and talk a little bit. I know you don't want to talk about last night but may-"

"Dustin! I told you last night never happened and we don't speak about it." She snapped

"you can't let dad abuse you like this" Dustin said softly as he touched his sister's cheek.

Mike held her hand softly and Lucas rubbed her back.

~~

Eddie felt a very bad feeling in his gut.

He's been abused, he knows what it felt like. He didn't ever think twice about a girl being on the cheerleading team would struggle with the same shit he has. Eddie wanted to be better than the jocks but he proved he was just like them. Judging someone based on how others perceived them.

"I don't know what happened. But the way he was calling me names made me think of dad. And I shut down. But then he touched me and my brain was screaming at me to prepare for another blow."

Eddie could feel his own tears in the back of his eyes.

Eddie can't believe he allowed himself to be something he hated.

He was abused, he should have noticed the signs. He should have stopped talking the second she got quiet and didn't say a word.

If it was a joke, like he thought. She wouldn't have sat there and taken every word.

He was an idiot.

He took a deep breath and wiped his eyes. Putting his hands in his jeans as he walked towards the group. All seated in the car, except for Dustin.

"hey Dustin can I talk to her?" Eddie asked softly.

He watched as her eyes snapped to him through the windshield. He wanted to offer her a small smile but his heart shattered at the fear that rested as she quickly looked away

"hell to the fucking no. Leave her and us alone. We won't be at hellfire tonight" Dustin snapped as he slammed the car door.

Eddie watched as she drove out of the parking lot.

~~

Dustin stook to his word. Not a single one of them showed up to hellfire. And Eddie wasn't even upset he had to cancel the campaign. He was more upset with the fact he put himself in a position that he wasn't sure he could get out of.

~~

A few days past and the three little sheep, and Dustin's sister hasn't looked in his direction. They all sat at a table in the back corner, smiling and laughing.

Eddie noticed her cheek was no longer banged. Small marks left in her cheek but she smiled like she wasn't bothered.

Eddie thought she was gorgeous. He thought she was gorgeous when he first saw her at the table but watching as she laughed so hard, she had to clench her stomach. He realized how beautiful she really was.

She didn't deserve what he said to her and she deserved a real apology.

~~

Y/N was searching through her car when she heard someone knock on her window. She jumped and quickly looked to see Eddie standing there.

She rolled down her window

"can I talk to you?" Eddie asked as he peaked his head in

"um I guess" she said quietly.

Eddie hated how closed off her body was. She didn't feel safe near him and he gave a good reason for that.

"I wanted to say I'm really fucking sorry. I was completely wrong. I should have never spoken to you like that. I should have never put a hand on you. You didn't deserve any of that"

She nodded with a small smile. Showing that she appreciated his words.

"I also overheard you talking to Dustin about your dad"

Her body stiffened quickly and Eddie noticed

"it's okay. I actually have been there before" he said softly, pulling out a piece of paper.

"I used to call this number every time my dad got done hitting me. No matter the time, they will pick up. And I added my number at the bottom. In case you need someone who can slightly understand." Eddie smiled as soft as he could.

"thanks Eddie" she said tearfully. Putting the piece of paper in her backpack

~~

She calls Eddie every night, and he always picks up. He listens and listens. He never hangs up first or says he has to go. He devoted all his time into her calls. Speaking of things he buried down to forget. But allowing himself to open it back up for her.

The more she called, the less it was about her dad. She just loved hearing his voice. It made her feel giddy and excited. She was terrified the first time she called without wanting to talk about her dad. Afraid he'd hang up because that wasn't the reason he gave his number out.

"hey Eddie. I'm actually doing good tonight but I still wanted to talk to you. Maybe about happy things? I know it's stupid and that's not why you gave me your number but i-"

"shh it's okay. I gave you my number because I wanted to. And I'll gladly sit here and listen to you talk about anything you want gorgeous. Hit me with it"

After that call, she screamed into her pillow and kicked her feet. Dustin teased her for it for weeks. Making kissy faces at the lunch table when Eddie looked away.

"OW!" Dustin screamed as she kicked his leg under the table.

Eddie turned to the noise, "you good Henderson?" He asked as he looked at Dustin concerned

"totally" Dustin huffed out as he rubbed his leg.

Then she wanted more. She wanted more than phone calls

"random question but would you maybe want to go eat sometime? Talk in person instead?" Her body was shaking with anxiety. Preparing for a no

"only agreeing if this means I get to finally take you on a date"

And after that, there were many more dates planned.

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[babydollmarauders]

MEDIA MANAGEMENT — JACK HUGHES (23-24 SZN PART 13)

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y/ndevils00 DOWN WITH THE WILD!!

oh hello, welcome back to y/n’s post-game show! i’m your host, y/n! today i’ll be discussing the New Jersey Devils vs the Minnesota Tame (because they weren’t very “wild” tonight!)

for the first time of the season, the Devils scored first with an opening goal from my sweet “bord och stolar”! (isn’t that cute?! Bratt-man is teaching me swedish nicknames! that one is “angel baby”!)

we didn’t get any more goals in the first, but dig-Doug DID get a penalty for tripping! he was reprimanded thoroughly!

however, we got not one, not two, but THREE goals in second period! giving us a 4-2 lead!! Uncle Tyler the Smiler got our first goal of the period, and less than a minute later, Uncle U-Haula gave us a goal! i love my uncles!! and late into the period, we got ANOTHER goal from my sweet Bratter! I LOVE THIS TEAM SO MUCH!

and no goals for us in the third, but that’s okay because we still won 4-3!!

Lukey assisted TWO goals tonight and was a star of the game for the first time ever!! i couldn’t be prouder of him!! he is NOT proud of me though, because i tripped on the way to the car and knocked him down like a domino… I’M SORRY, SMUSH! PLEASE FORGIVE ME! I’M WEARING HEELS AND YOUR BROTHER WOULDN’T HOLD MY HAND!

p.s. i miss my slut and i need my bestie number 1 to do something so i can be proud of him too

p.p.s. Maraschino Cherry would like me to inform you all that he, too, got an assist tonight and i’m very proud of him… kiss-ass

p.p.p.s. @/vlaroseefleury tell flower that it was nice seeing him again and thanks for not going too hard on us! i did not, however, appreciate him flirting with my boyfriend! please get ahold of your man, Veronique!

tagged jackhughes, john.marino97, dougieham, jesperbratt, tofff73, ehaula, and lhughes_06

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user83 aww why wouldn’t Jack hold your hand?!

y/ndevils00 because he was intimidated by my tallness 😪

jackhughes i was not! i wouldn’t hold your hand because you smacked my ass in front of the whole team and then said “it’s okay, my little red m&m, you’ll get a point next game!”

y/ndevils00 @/jackhughes so you decided to blast THAT on my insta comments rather than let people think you were intimidated by me wearing heels that made me your height???

jackhughes i never win this mind game

_quinnhughes is this a show now? i thought it was a recap post

y/ndevils00 please don’t kill my vibe. i don’t wanna be miserable like you

jackhughes you keep saying you wanna get married, but i don’t think you’re realizing there’s only one kind of hughes: miserable

y/ndevils00 @/jackhughes i’ll be the happy hughes! i’ve met your mom plenty, she’s happy! the MEN are miserable, and that’s the way it always should be!

john.marino97 jumping up and down in front of him and trying to kiss his forehead was not “reprimanding”

y/ndevils00 you worry about your punishments and i’ll worry about mine!

john.marino97 it wasn’t a punishment! he was laughing and eventually had to bend down so you could kiss his forehead cause you almost twisted your ankle! then you told him in a creepily happy voice “don’t do it again, hammy! okay?”

y/ndevils00 you’re just jealous that i love him more than you

john.marino97 i already know that’s untrue because you got drunk the other night and wouldn’t let me go and kept crying and saying you loved me and i was your best friend and that you would give up everything in the galaxy for me if i ever “wanted my teeth back”

y/ndevils00 well if i were you, i would want MY teeth back— i’d be pretty pissed if mine got knocked out

john.marino97 well you’re not a hockey player, so i would hope yours never do get knocked out

user02 DID SHE JUST TAG FLEURY’S WIFE AND DISS HIM?! 😭

user27 it seems like she KNOWS them?! HOW DOES SHE KNOW THEM

vlaroseefleury i’ll let him know! wish i could’ve seen you as well! and i apologize on the flirting, i’m working on that!

y/ndevils00 i appreciate it! miss you!

user15 why was jack watering his LEGS?! 😭

y/ndevils00 he’s trying to grow!

tofff73 did i just get a new nickname?

y/ndevils00 you did! do you like it?

jackhughes if you don’t like it, lie to her

tofff73 i love it!

y/ndevils00 oh yay!!

holtz_10 tablespoons and chairs.

y/ndevils00 excuse me?

holtz_10 you just called Jesper your “sweet table and chairs” . “angel baby” is just “ängel baby”

y/ndevils00 I’VE BEEN BETRAYED! @/jesperbratt HOW COULD YOU?!

jesperbratt Jack made me?

jackhughes @/jesperbratt hey! i didn’t do shit this time! this was all you!

jesperbratt yeah, i’m sorry, i couldn’t resist, it was too funny. i love you!

y/ndevils00 @/jesperbratt i’m telling Nicole!

jackhughes i wasn’t even acknowledged but i earned 3 pictures! i love you, pretty dove!

y/ndevils00 that’s what happens when you’re sleeping with the host! aww i love you too, babygirl!

jackhughes and there it is!

nicohischier how do you miss me? you saw me today

y/ndevils00 am i not allowed to miss you being on the ice? jeez! a girl can’t spread love, i guess!

nicohischier fine, i miss you too?

y/ndevils00 you literally saw me today, why are you so obsessed with me?

dawson1417 next game!

y/ndevils00 next game! for sure!

dawson1417 or the game after!

y/ndevils00 no. NEXT GAME!

dawson1417 oh, okay- copy that 🫡

trevorzegras ya know, i got a goal last night

y/ndevils00 nobody asked

trevorzegras actually, you did, last night. you texted me “DID YOU GET A GOAL YET? I COULDN’T WATCH! I WAS BUSY [MAKING OUT WITH] YOUR BEST FRIEND!”

y/ndevils00 i mean, that wasn’t entirely what i said, but sure, i guess i asked

trevorzegras i couldn’t say a direct quote, it was rated R for raunchy

dougieham that was a horrible reprimanding! VERY scary!

y/ndevils00 mhm! that’s how you know i mean business! i’m glad it worked though!

john.marino97 a kiss on his forehead means you mean business?

y/ndevils00 @/john.marino97 GET OUT OF HERE!

lhughes_06 i’ll forgive you, but next time, just hold MY hand if you have to! you almost broke my nose!

y/ndevils00 okay :( i’m sorry

lhughes_06 @/jackhughes go hold her hand, she’s sad

jackhughes i’m eating?

lhughes_06 @/jackhughes so you can’t multitask? what a boyfriend you are

jackhughes shut up, she’s cuddling LSH, she’ll be okay for 5 more minutes

ehaula i love you too, niece!

y/ndevils00 adopt me?

jackhughes once again, you have parents. AND a cousin who would lay me out if i ever let you get adopted by someone

ehaula yeah, i’m sorry, no adoption! we need your boyfriend!

y/ndevils00 why does no one love me?

jackhughes i love you very much! that’s why i cannot, in good conscience, let you get adopted

y/ndevils00 @/jackhughes that sounds a lot like you DON’T love me

jackhughes please just get off instagram and cuddle with the cat

y/ndevils00 @/jackhughes you can’t make me

lhughes_06 he’s coming to your bedroom, hide the phone!

[onmyyan]

Hi I just wanted to make a request to ask if you could make a Drabble to ask if you could make a gabe x reader as you when you talked about caspians family you mentioned how gabe is compared to his brother caspian or possibly someone else I would like to know more about him in general and about what would he do with a clay maker s/o who secretly knows about the family business and is an insomniac and also likes to sleep a lot but tries to do the most that they can and won’t fall for the manipulation tactics he uses and just says “ you know if you wanted me to stay home you could��ve just said so?🤨

sorry if your burnt out also have as much fun as you can as a 22 year old !!! You don’t have an obligation to answer this but thank you.

A/N: Ello bby i am soooo happy you asked about Gabe omfg im kicking my feet rn!!! I tried to check all the boxes of the request i apologize if i missed any, Also I'm not burnt out thank you for your sweet words i wanna give u a forehead kith anyway!!!! Heres Gabe! NOT EDITED

T/W: YANDERE, MURDER, GABE IS FUCKIN CRAZY LMAO,CURSING

Gabrielllll Mi Amor omg where do I even begin?!

Standing at a proud 6'4 this mf is big. He's the strongest of his brothers physically, and has always used it to his advantage.

Early on in his life he was being compared to Caspian. They looked so alike it wasn't hard to see why people brought it up the way they did but it still bugged him.

Subconsciously he began to act anyway his brother wasn't. Be it avoiding the kitchen like the plague or gluing himself to the workshop downstairs.

Has a voice like warm butter and can sing stupidly well.

Sings/hums little tunes whenever he's working.

Love languages are acts of service and gift giving, he just wants to take care of you.

Terrified of spiders, he will call you crying to come get it.

Loves tinkering with things, surprisingly delicate hands for such a rough guy.

He laughs with his whole body, the kinda loud boisterous one that made other people start.

Snorts when he finds something especially funny.

He has a hard time reading social cues so he's constantly making dumb jokes, especially when he's not supposed to but he's so funny it's hard to stay mad at him.

Charm up the wazoo, the kinda guy where no matter where he goes, someone's coming up to say hello to him.

He's really good at pattern recognition and it makes him come off a bit psychic at times

Like how he'd clock someone's bad mood the second he seen them, notices details most people wouldn't.

Himbo.

The kinda guy where if you accidentally burn yourself he'll do it too just so you could be in equal amounts of pain, is it dumb as hell? Yeah. Is it also the sweetest thing ever? Absolutely.

Wants the kind of love Mortica and Gomez have, unfiltered raw passion.

Morbid sense of humor.

He's always warm no matter the temperature, comes in mad handy during the colder months and means he wears the smallest amount of clothing when it's hot out which is just a win for everyone.

Scorpio male I repeat Scorpio male. Do with that what you will.

Believes in love at first sight, he's such a big softie.

Had his tongue pierced in his friend's dingy kitchen when he was 18, a secret to this day his mom doesn't know about it.

His canines are a little longer than most and he absolutely had a vampire phase.

Likes to bite. A lot. It's a love language.

He confides in Caspian for everything, expect his envy of him. For that he talks to Ricky.

He can knock someone out with his right hook and has many times before.

He grew up working for his dad's approval and that meant getting his hands dirty.

At first his was a bit weary of using his strength to hurt people but that all changed when his Father put things in perspective for him.

"Everything we do- it's to keep food on our table, to keep us safe- your mother safe." And it all clicked.

Violence for the sake of violence wasn't okay. But violence for the sake of love? That shit was poetic.

He's essentially the family's guard dog. If anyone fucked with them? You told Gabe and suddenly the problem was gone.

He loves the color red, specifically the shade of red that came outta' the first guy his Father sent him after.

He was just supposed to rough him up a little but had too much fun caving in the dude's face.

Thinks killing in the name of love is the most caring thing you can do for someone.

Lil bit of a masochist streak. Likes when he gets to fight someone who can actually keep up with him cuz that little jolt he gets down his spine when he gets hit is addicting.

Animals love him, like you got a cat that hates everyone? Loves him.

Likes preening himself, takes about an hour in the shower everyday, since he dyes his hair so often he takes extra special care of it.

He has a beauty routine and he never skips it, definitely sets up self care spa days with the two of you once you're together.

Really good at videogames, like don't let him goad you into any sort of bet around gaming bec you will lose.

He's the second oldest but carries a lot of the weight of the older brother title since Cas wants nothing to do with the family business

Loves taking things apart to see how they work then putting them back together. He's done this to his PC a lot.

Really such a sweetheart but he has a dark side that feels a lot like a caged animal.

He's not afraid to show you this side because he's proud of it, it's kept him and his kin safe time and time again, why wouldn't he want you to know he'd do anything for you?

Does not like large public spaces, he needs to have a clear way in and out of any area.

Has mad anxiety, takes meds for it.

Works out every day, his favorite way to do so is jogging, he loves being able to just turn off his brain and go.

He meets you on one of those jogs!! Runs right past your art studio but stops when he sees you about to drop this heavy ass box you're attempting to move in a truck.

"Woah- I got you don't worry." He said in an attempt not to scare you as he was some random man running at you from across the street.

You'd peak your head out with the sweetest smile he's ever seen. The honest gratefulness in your eyes warmed him to his core.

"Oh thank you!- I appreciate it." Sure the words were simple but paired with that sheepish little laugh brought heat to his cheeks, he had the sudden to urge to fix his hair, make sure he looked presentable because holy shit were you gorgeous.

You're in a dust covered pair of overalls, your hair is windswept, and you still knocked the breath from his lungs.

"Whatcha' got in there?-god sorry if it's personal you don't need to, I'm sorry." He was very obviously flustered but he was so cute it only added to the charm.

"It's some clay my friend asked for- I had some extra from this project I'm working on- anyway thank you so much.." She trailed off waiting for his name. "Gabriel, you can call me Gabe." His voice was deep and warm like molasses on a hot cookie.

He asks for your number then and there and your fate is sealed.

He runs home faster than he's ever run before, like straight to his apartment, straight to the laptop, doesn't even close the front door kinda rushing.

You only gave him your first name but since he knew you most likely worked at the pottery studio he met you outside of he could find what he needed easily.

He wasn't the most technology savvy man out there but he managed to find a few of your socials and made a quick call to a friend, he has a lot of connections and it was nothing to get the info he needed.

He's a straight shooter and texts you asking for a coffee date that night.

You accept, and despite not usually entertaining men you'd only met that day, he had this captivating energy that had you accepting before you could talk yourself out of it.

The date would be dummy cute, he shows up with flowers and what was supposed to be a quick cup of coffee turns into an all day adventure where you just talked and talked about everything and nothing.

He has you laughing the entire date, blushing from the sheer intensity of his gaze. He was blunt in the way where he said whatever was on his mind.

"I'm sorry- Ima be real I didn't catch a word you just said- the sun hit your face and I had to take a second. Holy shit- you're stunning." His genuine disbelief along with the way he shyly inched his hand to interlock your fingers had your heart skipping a few beats.

He's so into love and the idea of being entirely wrapped up in it.

Before you know it it's getting dark and if he's not walking you to your door he's politely demanding you let him know when you're safe and sound.

The kinda person who makes sure your seatbelt is on or if you're walking on the sidewalk he'll always take the street side just in case.

Would jump out of his coat if you gave the slightest inclination you were cold.

He once balled up his hoodie and threw it at you from across the room like a basketball, like he jumped and dunked.

If you wear fake lashes first time you take em off he the type of dude to be terrified thinking you're just yanking out your real one's.

If he has stuff in his hands and you jump at him he will launch the items if it means catching you better.

Definitely the type to randomly come up to you and silently demand affection.

He wants you to go with him to the gym just to see him be hot. N like maybe give him a reward kiss every time he completes a set.

Surprisingly graceful for such a big dude.

He's an all or nothing type, makes that abundantly clear on the phone one night as he'd gotten in the habit of falling asleep to your voice.

"I want you. Entirely. And I've never been good at denying myself." He'd sound so sure, so certain in his words it made your brain go a bit fuzzy.

Possessive in a hot way not an icky controlling way.

Like if someone hits on you in front of him he has to physically distract himself so he doesn't commit a crime in broad daylight.

Instead whenever his jealously is triggered he becomes a koala, latches himself to your back like a demon, his massive form hovering behind you whenever you went.

"My girl can dress however she wants. I can fight."

Does not tolerate any disrespect towards you or your relationship.

Some girl tried to grind on him at the club and he threw his drink at her.

Petty as HELL when mad, he has a shit list and you do not want to be on it.

Protective as hell, if you indulge his little tendencies (putting sunblock on you if it's warm out, always bringing extra snacks incase you get hungry when you're working) he will start talking about marriage lmao

Speaking of he loves to linger around your studio whenever he can, be warned he will distract you by being adorable so working will be hard but it's totally worth it.

Nicknames for you are : Baby girl, Ma', WIFEY,(almost always followed by a kiss) Darlin', Mi Amor.

He's struggled with insomnia before so he knows a thing or two.

Once you start sleeping over more he notices your nocturnal habits and quickly adjusts.

If you ever get up because you just can't sleep and need to get some energy out he always wakes up.

He can't sleep without you so if you're gone longer than a minute sirens go off in his mind and he's wide awake.

If you wanna watch TV until you can finally rest you know he's right there with you, likes to have you resting in his lap so he can wrap himself around you entirely.

If you simply want to exist in silence he can do that to, so long as he's with you he knows peace.

It wouldn't take long for you to realize his family's secret.

Gabe can keep a secret from anyone.

Except you.

Sometimes his Father would call for him at odd hours of the night, and he'd have to shoot out of bed with little explanation.

You'd wake up to the lightest pressure on your forehead as he kissed you goodbye.

"Shit- go back to sleep Baby, somethin' going down at the shop, they need me." He'd say this cradling your still half asleep face, gently thumbing over your cheeks before stealing another kiss.

He'd come back hours later, the sky still dark and he always showered and put his clothes in the washer before he came to lay back down.

After a while these constant exits would have you a little worried, while yes he was the single most loyal man you'd met and the idea of him cheating seemed laughable, especially considering how seriously he took you, you knew he was hiding something.

Eventually our boy slips up and leaves some blood on his shirt, it was splattered on like paint and yeah at first you were a bit terrified at the concept of your boyfriend being violent then you really started to think about it.

The way he talked about people he didn't like, that look in his eye whenever you told him someone had upset you, how he seemed almost eager to fight at any time.

It made sense.

Then there's the way he talks about his family's shop.

"It's kinda' fun working down there- yeah it can get messy but that's my favorite part."

"I mean Jimmy knew what kinda' businessman pops is- no wonder he die- retired. No wonder he uh, retired. 👀"

It's embarrassing how slick he thinks he is.

It all comes to its boiling point when one day you two are out and bump into a smaller, who at the sight of your loving boyfriend, goes pale as a sheet, nearly dropping the bags in his arm.

"H-Hey Gabe! Boy it's been a minute huh? Listen tell your pops I ain't ducking him or nothing I swear!-" The man said practically vibrating in place, sweat pooling down his flustered face. He was petrified.

Gabe cut him off with a look, his eyes glancing between you and the vermin across him.

"It's Gabriel. Only my friends get to call me Gabe. Do you think we're friends Joey?" You'd never heard this tone from your boyfriend before, it was cold and dry, as if was an entirely different person speaking.

His hold on your waist would tighten when the trembling man looked to you.

"Aye don't look at her look at me, I'm the one talking to you right?." He sneered down, he didn't move and still had the stranger flinching. "Your mama never taught you manners or somethin'?"

"My apologies- really Gabriel, I didn't mean nothin' by it." And with that he'd practically run away, checking over his shoulder every few seconds as if he though Gabe would be following.

"Forgive me, Amor. Some people-" he sucked his teeth before shaking off his nasty look. His fingers began dancing against your side.

"He owe your dad some money?" You'd ask figuring the interaction far too intense to be about a late car job or something.

Gabe would respond honestly before thinking, "Yeah, little bastard has been dodging me all week now he wants to come up to us- nevermind that, let's go were gonna miss the movie!" His flustered response would break all tension, but you'd gotten all the confirmation you needed.

All in all this big bad bastard just needs someone to hold his leash and accept his particular brand of love.

[sungbeam]

[𝟏𝟎:𝟓𝟕𝐏𝐌] — lee hyunjae x gn!reader

0.6k words, idol/pre-debut au, comfort, i think it's soft 😃, hj and reader are bffs (u can interpret it however u want tho)

a/n: requests now closed! also, i think the last time i purposely wrote something under 1k for tbz was ,,, a jacob thing?? wow that was so long ago 😭

"You're coming to the debut show, right?"

The question cracked the silence between you and Lee Hyunjae. There was a gentle breeze where the two of you sat on the stairs outside the mall doors, overlooking the Han River. Your breaths came out in visible puffs in front of your faces—the smoke of dragons, he liked to joke. The two of you were out here in the depth of autumn, bordering on winter. You were lucky it was too early for snow.

He scooted closer to you. "Yn?" He asked, voice quieter.

Your eyelids fluttered. "Hm? Yeah, of course. Why wouldn't I be?" The two of you were classmates at South Korea's well-known Hanlim Arts High School, clinging to each other through years of schooling and training. But while Hyunjae was on the cusp of debuting into the glamorous world of the Korean music industry, you were about to embark on your own audition journey.

"I just wanted to make sure," he replied quietly. He tentatively looped his arm with yours, and when he tucked his head into your shoulder, you shifted slightly to accommodate him. Together, you could both generate a little more body heat. "Couldn't have done this without you."

Your heart palpitated in your chest. You patted his arm gently, turning your head downward to feel the fluff of his hair. "Not you being sentimental now, Jaehyun," you teased. "You could've totally done this, even without me. Give yourself some credit."

The two of you were quiet again. It was late, but this moment had been a rare sliver of time the two of you could be around each other. All of his preparations for debut soaked up his time, not to mention the jobs he was working, and your own occupations. You had dropped everything when he asked to meet you at your "spot" by the river.

Your eyes focused on a glowing orb of light on the opposite shore of the Han. "Are you scared?"

Hyunjae didn't reply for a moment. "What if we don't make it?"

There was a loud pang in your chest—you felt for him. Even though you were still undergoing your own audition process, you feared the unfathomable intimidation of failure. "You will make it," you assured him, cheek pressed against the top of his head. "I believe in you, like I always have. And your mom believes in you, and Jieun believes in you…"

"Thanks," he murmured. A small smile curled onto his face and he squeezed your arm a little.

"You're not gonna forget me, are you?" You laughed quietly. "After you become famous and successful?"

"Are you kidding?" You met his grin as he pulled his head out from your shoulder. His smile reached his eyes and turned them into beautiful, upturned crescents. Eyebags hung beneath them, but no one could weigh that happiness down. You memorized the curves and edges of this expression, even if you could already draw him with your eyes closed. "You're—you're my best friend, man. How could I forget you?"

You punched his shoulder. "I'm just making sure." You didn't want to confront your insecurity out loud, but he could see it in your eyes.

His smile softened, eyes melting like molten chocolate. He poked your cheek. "Hey… you feel like home to me. I'll always wanna come home, at the end of the day."

His words made your lip wobble and you knew he could see the lights across the river reflect in your eyes. "Don't cry; you're gonna make me cry," he chuckled, grabbing your shoulder and hauling you to him.

You buried yourself in the cold surface of his winter jacket. "I've never seen you cry."

"There's always a first for everything," he sang. He gave your back a little pat. His touch and embrace were fond; he'd always been so fond of you. "We're gonna be okay."

You found yourself nodding. "Yeah," you smiled, closing your eyes to bask in this moment. Who knew when the next time the two of you could hang out like this was? "We're gonna be okay."

a/n: okay, ik no one in this fandom cares to read the non-specifically-romantic plots, but i want a hyunjae bff hug 😭🤧

tbz m.list

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[ribbonsandhair]

Hello! Glad to see this!

In that case I'd be happy to request for Valeria with a bestie readerrr YESYESSS😈😈

Tbh I've been starving for this for months.

Idk, just them bonding so well, maybe the reader is in the cartel with her, or is a simple civilian that valeria ended up being deeply fond of!

A kind-hearted and kinda dumb-ish(not naive though) reader and her just being like, "[name], please💀"

And reader having this really gen-z-ish humor, i just think she'd be so confused and pissed cuz she doesn't get the joke sometimes. Maybe reader is just like 2-1 year(s) less than her? + If they're hispanic too!😭😭😭

Sorry for my rambling💀💀💀

OH MY GOD HELLO AGAIN!!!! I LOVED WRITINF THIS SO MUCH I WAS ON A RAMPAGE 😭😭😭 I hope you enjoy this just as much as I enjoyed writing this!! Thanks for requesting babes!!!

Valeria Garza

Where do I START.

So, first, you’re Latino. Duh.

You’re a civilian that was lucky enough to meet Valeria.

You two probably met while getting coffee. You thought she looked pretty, so you complimented her.

“Hola, nada mas quería decirte que me gusta tu cabello!”

She was a little confused why a random person just complimented her hair. She still liked it, nonetheless.

“..Gracias.”

You were a little scared that you made her u comfortable, and after you got what you wanted from the cafe, you went home to cry.

“SOY TAN TONTA. OSÉA!”

You went back to the cafe, since it was your regular spot to just hang out to read a book. You were familiar with most of the employees.

And then, you saw HER.

YOU SAW VALERIA.

You didn’t know if you should just go up to her and apologized while making yourself look even more stupid, or just sit there.

She just SUDDENLY SAT DOWN IN FRONT OF YOU AND YOUR MIND WENT INTO PANIC MODE.

“AY! Oh. Hola!”

She just chuckled and said hi back.

And that’s how your closest friendship bloomed.

Since you’re younger than her, it’s most likely your humor is pretty deranged.

You’ll send her random pictures of god knows what, and say hi right after.

“[Name], por favor.”

You text her super late at night, like three AM.

“Si no te chingo por despertándome en las tres de la mañana–”

Either that or you rant about how you’re glad that she’s your friend because you just finished watching a super sad movie.

“[Name], are you fucking crying.”

You playfully scold her everytime she curses. Which is like in every sentence.

You’re a little dumb, so you end up being pretty clumsy. Without her, you’d be dead by now.

She uses that against you every time you don’t wanna do a favor for her.

“Remember that one time I saved your ass from falling face-first into the concrete? Yeah, that’s what I fucking thought.”

You aren’t aware of her being the leader of the cartel that has corrupted Las Almas. So sometimes she’s hesitant with you.

She won’t respond to your messages for days due to work, so you end up worrying about her. If you ask her why she was gone for so long then she just responds with, “I was pretty busy.”

But she makes it up by hanging out with you for a while, specifically drinking.

On a similar note, you invite her over to have a few drinks with her. Just chill.

When you drink, you become more jokeful and just insane overall.

“Haha, kinda wanna kill myself. Anyways, how’s your day?”

Sometimes concerned with your humor. Can’t tell if it’s just how Gen Z humor is or if you’re that mentally I’ll.

And whenever you two drink together, you guys turn into those Latina moms that will go insane at parties. (I have a good amount of experience with this as a Latino myself.)

Dancing together, blasting music, it’s entertaining.

You also end up talking about chisme.

“Did you hear that my neighbors just got a divorce?”

“Dime más.”

And whenever she goes to your house, she always has a gift. Especially an expensive one.

It can be from some good wine, to straight up clothes and perfumes.

“How did you get the right size?”

“… Instinct.”

(She somehow got information about you.)

Valeria just hopes that she can keep you safe from her job, and doesn’t get you killed. She tries to avoid starting anything that’s super close to you.

[gadriezmannsgirl]

hi! if u write for eric garcia could pls write about being pedri's sister and dating eric behind his back until pedri finds out? fluffy ending pls thank you !

G-lou! I do can write for him and here you go! Hope you like it! Tell me what you think!☺️

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The Other González - Eric García

Being Pedro González younger sister, it was one of the best things ever, you could see your brother achieve all of his dreams, making you incredibly happy.

Although, it came with a disadvantage. One of the first things Pedri told his teammates was "My sister's off-limits"

When the boys still hadn't met you in person, it was something like "Chill out, hermano" and "Don't worry 'bout it". That changed when you moved to Barcelona along with your two older brothers

You begged your mom to let you move in with them, you missed them terribly and they missed you. So, after some talks, begs and crying (not literally), from the three of you, your parents accepted and let you move in with your brothers.

Pedri had made a little celebration party for you, inviting some of his friends and of course, some of his teammates. That night, you didn't dressed up, you didn't felt like it, they were just normal guys who played alongside your brother and hopefully they'll like you and be your friends too.

So, putting on some red cargo pants, a black long sleeve body and some white sneakers with your hair in a ponytail, you made your way out to met the guys your brother has been telling you stories about.

You were nervous. You wanted to make a good impression.

"Here she comes!" Your brothers yelled when you made your way out to the backyard.

Instantly blushing and wanting to turn around, they never failed to embarrass you.

"Hola" You said waving a bit with both of your hands to end up practically hiding yourself in Fernando's body

"She's usually this shy when she mets new people, after a while knowing her and getting her to open up and show her truly self, you'd like her to come back to the shy-era" Fernando said making the guys laugh a bit

"I'm not that bad" You said pinching his nipple making him yelp, the guys laughing even more

"No, you're worst" Pedri said making you bring your hand up to his nipples but he swatted it away making you giggle "No. She's precious. Guys, this is my little sister Y/N González"

They started to present themselves one by one

"Eric García" A really cute guy said with a smile making you mirror it while taking his hand and giving you two kisses on your cheeks "Nice to finally meet the other González"

That was the start of something with Eric. That entire night he was by your side, chatting and making you laugh; when you visited at prácticas he often got distracted while talking to you, even thought you tried to not talk back to him that much so none of you got whisteled at, but he still kept on it.

Eventually after a year, he asked you out, you thought it was in a friendly way and that the guys were also going to be there so you didn't surprised yourself from it.

"The guys are coming too?" You asked while walking besides him to enter the restaurant

"Mmm... No, it's just us"

Your eyes widened a bit as you let out an "Oh!"

"Why? You don't wanna-?"

"No! Don't get me wrong, I'm fine, this is fine, really. I just thought it would be kinda like a whole-group sort of thing"

"I'm sorry, I should have made that clear-" You cut him off grabbing his hand in yours

"This is fine, Eric" You said with a smile and he nodded smiling back at you

That night, he told you what he has been feeling all these past year and you smiled reciprocating those feelings.

Dates were common, from that moment until he asked you officially to be his girlfriend.

That was seven months ago and you were the happiest you've ever been with Eric at your side, although, you did felt kinda bad, lying and sneaking around your brother, Pedri; wasn't great.

At first yes, it was the excitement, the hurried kisses, long waited touches and gently hand rubs that were too quick for you to enjoy. But then, after the fifth month, you just wanted to let it out, kiss your boyfriend in front of everybody, hug him whenever you wanted it to, take his hand while walking around.

But you couldn't.

"We need to tell him" You said for the third time separating yourself from Eric's lips

"We will"

"When?"

"Soon"

"When the hell is soon coming?" You asked separating yourself from him but still sitting on top of him

Pedri and Fernando were both out. Fernando was with his girlfriend and Pedri was at Gavi's house, both brothers told you they would come back late so you invited Eric in for a lil while

"Nena, I want the same things you want. But I'm afraid how Pedri will react, he's a scary fucker little thing while angry and I don't want him to hate you and cause your relationship with him to break"

"I don't care about it, Eric. I'm not a little girl anymore, I can choose who I date with and he should be happy about my happiness, even if it's with one of his teammates. Besides, if we sit him down and talk to him. He'll get it"

"How would you know that?"

"It's Pepi. I know my brother" You smiled at him leaning up to kiss him

The kiss at first was a cute one but passing time it became more heated and passionate when an angry yell made both of you separate instantly

"¿¡Qué carajos pasa aquí!?" (What the hell is going on here?!) You heard your brother, Pedri

"¡No, no, no! ¡No es lo que crees!" (It's not what you think!) You yelled out

"It isn't?! Weren't you exchanging saliva with one of my friends and teammates?!"

"Pedro, let us explain" Eric said calmly

"Explain what? I told you guys to stay away from my sister and you just come in and do this?! I can't believe you, García"

"Pepi, por favor" (Pepi, please) You asked

"No, Y/N. I really don't want to hear anything from both of you right now" And with that your brother left to his room, the only sound you could hear was the slamming and the door locking.

When you turned around to see Eric's face, his heart broke a bit, watching you with teary eyes and sad expressions was the worst for him.

"It wasn't supposed to end this way" You said before Eric grabbed you by the arms and pulled you into him, letting it out.

After a while, Eric decided the best was the leave, even if he didn't wanted to. This still was your brothers house and he had to respect that. He only could hope, Pedro would come soon to his senses and let you speak.

A week and two days have passed. Nine days in total and Pedri still hasn't spoken to you or to Eric.

It drove you mad. And it drove Eric mad to see you mad.

That's when he decided, he would put an end to all of this.

Coming over to yours after practice, he thanked his lucky stars to see you there. And to see Pedri's car

"Y/N" Your brother, Fernando called "You're needed" He called you downstairs while flashing a warm smile to Eric "I will only say this once... You broke her heart, I will break your legs" Fer said letting him in

You came downstairs, just as Pedri was leaving the kitchen the fourth of you in an encounter.

"Cariño, what are you doing here?"

"I actually..." Eric trailed off looking at Pedri "came to talk with you"

Your brothers, along with you, shoot your eyebrows up from the way he was directing at Pedri

"Pero yo no tengo nada que hablar contigo" (But I don't have anything to talk with you about)

"Of course you do" Eric said "I'm here to tell you to grow up and realize you're hurting your sister with the way you're treating her"

"Eric, don't" You said trying to cut your boyfriend but he shook his head

"I can't count the amount of times you've broken down in tears, sad that your brother isn't talking to you, practically not recognizing your presence just because you've a boyfriend that's his friend and teammate"

Eric continued "I know I said I wouldn't date your sister, but I'm not sorry about it. She had me at her knees only with the fact she pinches both of her brothers nipples to make them stop" Fer laughed lightly as you smiled "After I got to know her, I knew I was gone for her. I fell in love with my friend's sister and I know that you must have felt really bad when you knew it, but you also have to know that she felt horrible lying to you. We were trying to find a way and tell you but that happened"

"And that's why I'm here. I'm here to tell you I'm Y/N's boyfriend, that I love her, I will take care of her and respect her, with my everything. But please; not for me but for her, stop whatever this is. I don't care if you won't talk to me ever again but I will not stand her crying over her own brother"

You were looking ar Eric with teary eyes but a small smile on your face, Fer was stood over the door with a smile too and Pedri was shocked to hear those words come from his friend and teammates mouth.

"Have you really felt this bad because of me?" Pedri asked you as your eyes left Eric's and land on him, softly looking down and nodding "I'm sorry" You looked up

"And I'm sorry too" You said "I didn't wanted to make you upset and I also didn't wanted to lie and hide my relationship with Eric for so long"

Pedri looked at you for a long while and opened his arms with a smile on his face, you smiled and ran to him, hugging your brother tightly

"I love you" You heard Pedro say

"I love you too" You replied

"Is he treating you well?" Pedri asked as you nod lightly

"He better" Fer chimed in

"Yes, he better" Pedri said still with his arms around you "If he doesn't you need to tell us"

"Will definitely do" You say in between laughs

"You break her heart and not only I will break your legs so you cannot play anymore but also I'll chop your dick off" You and your brothers laughed at Eric's reaction

"Don't worry about it. I can't stand a sad expression onto that pretty face" You got out of Pedri's arms and launched yourself at your boyfriends

"I will allow a few kisses but that's it. Don't go crazy, ok, thanks, bye" Pedri and Fernando both left to go towards the living room

"Thank you" You said after separating from him

"No need to thank me, amor. I really can't stand seeing you sad and after all this came out really good"

"With a probability of a dick being chopped off" Eric shrugged with a smile

"Doesn't really bother me" He looked down at you "Why would I ever hurt you if you're my everything?"

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@gaviypedrisbride

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Some assumptions I've made about you + Asks and A moodboard<3

Hates waking up early but lovessss sunrises

Favorite soda is sprite

Big fan of princess movies like Tangled and Cinderella

Good at math but hates studying for it

Laurie and Amy defender

Doesnt like cake idk why I just get the vibe you don't like it

Favorite color is any shade of blue/green or pink

Favorite march sister is Amy or Meg

Cannot standddd any music by Travis scott

Hardcovers>>>>>>Paperbacks

Favorite ttpd song is either so long london or so high school

Hatessss gore in movies

And despises sex scenes in media (me too)

asksss

Which celebrity would you choose for your best friend?

What’s your favorite playlist you've ever made?

What’s the last book that made you cry?

How do you like to spend a rainy day?

What’s one opportunity you feel like you missed out on?

Do you have a favorite kind of flower?

What’s your favorite meal?

If you could live with one friends character, who would you choose as your roommate?

What do you wish was a school class that currently isn’t?

What do you do when you need some inspiration?

Who is your role model?

moodboard based on your theme<3

xoxo avaa

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ava ava ava oml !!

i love this sm thank you for the moodboard and for this ask in general <3

assumptions:

this is so true.I despise waking up early but i almost always do 😭 and sunrises are the loml fr

i honestly don’t drink sodas and stuff cause ion really like them but you’re right,if i had to choose one,i’d say sprite

princess movies are my fav(i’m in my nostalgic era rn lol)and my fav princess movie would be either brave or moana (u can consider them princess i believe?)

yes yes yes

course they’re just so cute yk i luv them sm (little women>>>)

i eat cake sometimes but i’m not a big fan of it nor of sweets in general lol

i like all of these and honestly yea rn they’re my favs but i also love maroon n black !!

my fav match sis is indeed amy and then my second fav is meg

reallll just not my typpa music yk

yes oml i hate paperbacks (i end up literally tearing them up or cutting them w scissors when im mad oops)

love them both and they were my favs when ttpd was just released but rn my favs are clara bow and the alchemy

half trueee.i have a love-hate relationship w that shit

yes oml like ew?

asks:

might be considered basic but i’d either go with olivia rodrigo,sydney sweeney or alexa demie.liv seems like that one person w the best humor ever,sydney seems like such a sweetheart and alexa is so cool,literal icons.

oml i have this private playlist on spotify named “in my feels” and it’s my fav thing ever (crying playlist lol)

it’s been a while since i’ve finished a book with school and all but the last book that made me cry was it ends w us,it wasn’t rlly what it’d be but the ending made me cry

if i’m at school,i’ll be praying it doesn’t rain so that my hair doesn’t get ruined lol.If im at home,i might either go outside in the rain (if my mom isn’t home) and just stand there or stare out the window while drinking tea and watching a (comfort) movie

dunno if it’s considered an opportunity but i had the chance to see coldplay n maisie live and i didn’t (cause there were no tickets and none of my acquaintances like them,only my english teacher lol)my current biggest regret

i love roses and tulip sm atm 🌷

i luv kfc sm so id say hot chicken wings but if we are talking bout homemade food i like pasta (lowk a picky eater lol)

hmm prolly monica,i believe we’d get along well

smth i’d love to do at school as a class is analyze lyrics of my fav songs or just cool pop songs

i usually scroll on pinterest or on youtube

i have a few.in rl,my role models would be my physics n english teacher,along with an old family friend whose a pediatrician and my mom.If we’re talking about celebrities/characters,i wanna have the personality of maddy perez lowk like some of her feautures are so cool i luv her !!

the moodboard omfg !! i luv it ty <3

[karizard-ao3]

Im sooo excited for single parent to come out! Are u almost done with it?? And ca we get a sneak peek 😫🙏🏼

I would say I'm about two thirds of the way through? It's kind of a slice of life so there's a few more things I want to happen and then I can wrap it up. That's not to say that won't take months but I believe I'm closer to the end than the beginning.

And of course you can have a sneak peek!

BEGIN SCENE(S) (sorry for the weird spacing. I won't be fixing it)

“Are you going on a date?” said Carla.

Eren hesitated for a second. He wasn’t actually sure. He’d just sort of invited Mikasa out to eat because he wanted to see her. He hadn’t put any thought into his intentions. Did she think it was a date? He pressed his fingers to his lips, his heart racing. What if she did? But, also, what if she didn't?

“Eren?” said Carla. “I asked you a question!”

“No!” he said. “We’re just old friends catching up!”

“Oh?” said Carla, her voice whetting to a dangerous edge. “Do I know this old friend?”

“I don’t know!” said Eren. 

“Did she make you cry once, perchance? For instance, every day for the last month before you left for college?” said Carla. 

“I told you then! That was allergies making my eyes water!” Eren protested, frustrated that he could not shave with a level of aggression that would vent his building panic. He hadn’t meant for Carla to find out he was hanging out with Mikasa again. He’d known she wouldn’t approve. Although… “Hey! Wait a second!” he roared, flinging the door open, half shaved and half lathered. “I’m a grown-ass man! I can eat lunch with anyone I want!”

“I am still your mother and it is still my job to protect you!” said Carla.

"Protect me from what?" said Eren.

"Your terrible taste in women!" said Carla.

The violent patter of little feet thundered down the hall from Adri’s room. “Wait! I wanna perteck you, too, Daddy!” Adri shouted, halting between Eren and Carla and striking a very cool pose indeed.

“Thank you, peanut,” said Eren, ruffling her hair. “Protect me from Gigi. She won’t let me live my own life.”

Adri let out a battle cry and charged.

“Eren,” huffed Carla, dodging Adri’s blows. “I just don’t want to see her hurt you again.”

“I told you, it’s not like that this time!” said Eren. “Besides, I don’t think she meant to, you know, crush my heart and grind it into a pulp. We were eighteen. Who even knows what they’re doing when they’re eighteen?” 

“Probably thought she was too good for you once she became a world traveler,” Carla muttered. “Thought she was too cultured to waste her time on a meathead jock.”

“Mom!” said Eren, insulted but unable to suppress a laugh as he grabbed Adri and held her and her flailing fists away from Gigi. “What the hell?” 

Carla scoffed. “Oh, calm down, Eren. I know you’re not a meathead.”

“Oh, thanks!” said Eren. 

“Let! Daddy! Live!” Adri howled, kicking her feet. 

“Attagirl!” said Eren. “You tell her.”

Carla sighed, tapping her knuckles against her forehead with a rueful chuckle. “Whatever. You’re right. You’re a grown man and I can’t stop you. Be free, son. Do what you want.”

“We did it, peanut! We vanquished Gigi!” Eren cheered, setting Adri back on the ground and turning back to the sink to finish shaving. “You know, I thought you liked Mikasa, Mom.”

“Makaka?” said Adri, nose wrinkling. 

Eren didn’t hear her. “You were, like, her biggest fan when we were kids,” he continued.

“I hate Makaka,” said Adri. 

“I did like her. I absolutely loved her,” said Carla with a wistful sigh. “She was such a dear and she was such a good influence on you. I wanted you two to get married.”

Eren and Adri both made matching choking sounds. 

“What?” said Eren, grabbing a piece of toilet paper and using it to staunch the bleeding where he had just nicked his face. 

“Daddy… marry… Makaka?” Adri ground out, her back hunching as if she were about to transform into a miniature werewolf and attack. 

“Oh, you know,” said Carla. “I thought you two were so cute together when you were kids, and you were so sweet to her, and then you both got older, and you were always blushing at each other, and I just thought it would be nice if you got married.”

Eren was also blushing now. “Oh my god, Mom!”

“No, Gigi. Makaka is married to her boy’s daddy. My daddy is married to Mommy,” said Adri. “Dat’s da rules.”

Eren and Carla exchanged a glance and mutually decided not to get into it with her right now when Eren had to leave so soon. “Well, it’s not like I’m trying to…” Eren glanced at his daughter. “You know. I told you. It’s not like that. I just like being around her. You know those friends you have where it doesn’t matter how long it’s been since you’ve seen each other? It’s like the time just disappears? That’s what it’s like with her. Like, there was a little slot in my life that was reserved for her, and, now that she’s back in it, I just feel…” He sighed, rinsing his razor under the faucet. “Alive,” he finished. 

Carla folded her arms across her chest, leaning her shoulder against the bathroom door frame and watching her son treat the nick on his chin with a styptic pencil. She thought he was being an idiot, but he did look brighter than he had in years. She groaned. “You should change into that green button down I bought you,” she said. “It really complements your eyes.”

“You think so?” said Eren, rubbing his chest and eyeing himself in the mirror.

“Yeah,” Carla sighed. “If you’re going to insist on getting lunch with her, you might as well look nice.”

***

“Hi!” Mikasa called, stepping forward and waving at Eren as he put his minivan in park and got out. 

“Hey!” he said, checking both ways, then jogging across the parking lot towards her and wrapping her in a hug. 

“You didn’t get lost?” she asked, gesturing towards the door to the Eastern European deli and market she had chosen for lunch. It was one of those places that Google maps could never seem to generate directions for, spitting most people out at a dry cleaners about a half mile away. 

“Nope,” said Eren, grabbing the door handle before she could and holding it open for her. “Your directions were good.”

“I’m glad,” said Mikasa, leading the way into the shop and making a beeline for the deli counter. “I know what I’m getting, but take your time.”

Eren came to stand just behind her, looming at her shoulder as he studied the menu. “What are you getting?” he asked. 

“The bacon pierogi,” she said.

“Ooooh,” he said. “That sounds good.” He eyed the rest of the options. “Are the mushroom ones good?”

“Not as good as the bacon ones,” said Mikasa. 

“What about the cheese ones?”

Mikasa bit her lip. “I like those ones, too,” she said. “Shoot. Now I don’t know which ones I want to get.” 

“Get the bacon, I’ll get the cheese, and we’ll split them,” said Eren, poking her in the back. “Like we used to do with the chips.”

Mikasa twisted around to smile at him, her pulse quickening when she realized how close they were standing. The impish curve of his grin threw her back into the past, plunging her into the memories of her old crush. They had often taken a snack break during their after school study sessions, abandoning their worksheets and textbooks inside the school library to walk to the vending machines nearby, where they would each pick a flavor of chips and share them, dipping their hands into each other’s bags as they took the long way back, licking the mingled flavors of the chip dust from their fingers after the empty pouches had been thrown away and it was time to buckle down again. It had made Mikasa giddy back then, their little ritual, and she was unreasonably pleased that Eren still remembered it now, even though she was sure it hadn’t meant nearly as much to him. “Okay,” she said, tossing her head to get her bangs out of her eyes, trying to hide her pleasure. “Deal.”

A short while later, they were each in possession of a lidded, styrofoam cup packed to the top with steaming hot pierogi, fried onions, and dollops of sour cream. Eren snagged one of the pierogi from Mikasa’s cup and popped it in his mouth as they headed back out the door to walk around and enjoy the last of the good weather before fall frosted the air and winter froze it. “Oh, shit, that’s hot,” he garbled around his mouthful, letting his jaw hang open to cool the dumpling. “Fuck,” he hissed.

“Are you okay?” asked Mikasa, her hand hovering halfway between them, uncertain how to help. 

Eren pointed to her large shoulder bag. “Do you have any water in there?” he mumbled, not enunciating a single bit around the piping hot pierog. 

It took Mikasa a moment to realize what he wanted. “I do!” she said, stabbing her fork into a dumpling for safekeeping and reaching inside her bag. She emerged with a reusable metal bottle. She shook it. “Oh, good. I refilled it,” she said, wrangling everything in her hands around so she could twist off the cap for Eren. She held it out to him. “Here.”

He took a swig, groaning with relief when the lukewarm warm water doused the burning coal of a pierog that was blistering the roof of his mouth. “You should let those cool down before you eat them,” he advised, handing the bottle back. 

“I will,” said Mikasa, screwing the cap back on and tucking the water bottle away in her bag. She eyed Eren. “That shirt looks really nice on you,” she said, adjusting her glasses on the bridge of her nose and wondering if that had been too forward.

“You think so?” said Eren, smoothing the shirt down across his front, pleased. “Not to sound like a baby, but my mom picked it out for me. She said it looked good with my eyes?” He peeked at her, wondering if perhaps he was impressing her with his peepers right now.

“She was right,” said Mikasa. “I’ve always thought your eyes were so pretty, but I don’t think I’ve ever seen them look so green. That shirt really makes them pop.”

“Thanks,” said Eren, looking down at his feet and blushing, simply because he held Mikasa’s opinion in such high regard and not for any other, romantic reasons. “You know, my mom is so funny. She thought we were going on a date today.”

Mikasa began fidgeting with her glasses as if her life depended on it. “Oh, did she?” she choked out. “That’s so… ha!”

“Right?” said Eren, hyperventilating a little. “Just… I was like… you know. I was like, ‘Mom!’”

“Yeah, when I dropped Mason off this morning he was like, ‘If- If Eren kisses you that means he’s in lo-’” Mikasa turned bright red. “Oh, well, he was just being silly. You know how he’s always trying to get me m-married off. Don’t take him too seriously.” She sucked in a deep breath. “Gosh! Can’t two friends go out for a meal without everyone getting the wrong idea!”

“Right!” said Eren. “Exactly.

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Thank you @dangerliesbeforeyou for tagging me, im mentioning all kinds of media bc I love to rant, I have a lot of love in my heart and I have trouble choosing just 8: (im making this on mobile hope it's readable).

Howl's moving castle (2004)

My first experience of gender envy, gender fascination, gender emulation for Howl, at a time I didn't even know that gender was a thing because I was like idek 7 years old.

Kiss of the rabbit god (2019)

A short movie, stumbled onto it bc of Tumblr. You honour, I simply love it.

Shrek (2001)

I'm not being ironic I'm very serious about this one. My mom used to braid my hair weekly when I was little and I constantly played this one, I know it by heart and I'm not joking. I freaking love this movie. Same goes for Mulan, Beauty and the beast, Charlie and the chocolate factory, and the whole Shrek franchise up to the 3rd one. (Gotta watch Puss in boots 1 and 2 tho.)

V for vendetta (2005)

This is a shout-out to 14 years old me who might have at some point based their personality around this movie or maybe they didn't, who's to say. I'm not sorry. Kinda still like it tho.

Corpse bride (2005)

There is an independent cinema in my hometown and they did run it often over the years. Bestie I don't know how many times I went to see this movie with my mother as a child. Recently learned about the Jewish origins of this myth and im a lil upset about the stolen storyline without the context. But some will say it's a Burton movie and they're right.

Valentine's day (2011)

First movie I went to see alone with my friends, I was like 12yo. Rewatched it again like 2 years ago, yeah it ain't that great but it's the memories right.

Father and soldiers (2022)

The last movie that made me cry. I hate war movies but my friends convinced me to go because it was less than 2 hours and I've been mad at movies being more than two and a half hours lately (looking at u House of Gucci, Doctor Strange 2) yeah, I cried my eyes out. It's not a perfect movie but the message is great and very moving. I don't like the English title because the original/French title directly refers the name of a group of African soldier recruited by France in its colonies during WWI -> "Les Tirailleurs" (if I remember well, the soldiers were recruited in every colonies but they left Africa from the Senegal and so all these soldiers are referred as Senegalese regardless of their actual origins). The English title is more fitting thematically wise I'll give you that.

Fulmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood (2009)

Knew about it, was recommended by a dear mutual of mine on this very hellsite and yeah, ppl keep saying it's good because it just is.

I told sunset about you/ I promised you the moon (2020-2021)

If you read my tags u know how I rant about this show often. Watched it 2 years ago thanks to someone i follow on Tumblr (but im not really sure who it was anyway if you're a mutual thank you sm). My first foray into BL (back when I didn't even know what it was) and I couldn't be happier that I started with this. I don't have enough words to praise it. (currently writing a post about it tho, stay tuned for whenever I get around to finish it (tell me if u wanna know when it's up), big up to Bad Buddy and To My Star too)

Honoured mentions bc I started making a list and had more than 8 and couldn't not mention them:

Other movies: O'brother, Love and Leashes, God's own country, Jackie Brown, The big lebowsky (idek if I like this movie but I needed something to base my personality around when I was 15yo)

The book The Hunchback of Notre-Dame by Victor Hugo, I'm gonna keep my rant about how the English title is a misunderstanding of the book locked and not even start it.

Alice isn't dead and The Magnus archives (although they're podcasts and I haven't quite finished them, the first seasons are exquisite)

Welcome to Night Vale, I have a lot of episodes to catch up on (currently working on that) started listening like in 2016 then stopped around idek 2 years ago. Some of these episodes are masterpieces ( some I know by heart: Guidelines for disposal, Love is a shambling thing, What happened at the Smithwick House, If he had lived, and The Pilot ofc)

the ballet Swan Lake (1995, 2012) by Matthew Bourne. I don't have enough words. I'll just say it's on youtube.

.....and many more im not think abt rn

*acts surprised* this became a real long post, real quick

(That's why I take a lot of time to answer those lmao, shout out and thank you to the ppl who tag me in these and then I take a lot of time to answer)

Tagging these people and anyone who wants to do it can mention me: @sherlockig @dontbesoevil @lordmeowdemort @namelessbeing @hairbackc0llarup @comrademichael @johnlockdynamic @lovelywickedsoul @frenchsiren

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<CH 554. EP 1. WE ARE BACK IN SUFFERING TOWN BITCHES.>

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translation provided by the lovely @lee-hakhyun go follow them or I’ll beat u up <3

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[“This is a story of unreadable despair.”]

•

Yea thanks for the heads up. Totally not an ominous beginning to this side story (sequel)! There’s also ch 553 (prologue) but it’s free so anyone can read it for themselves!

• Lee Hakhyun and his neck being grabbed caught uhh

We’ll definitely be seeing more of that heh

So Lee Hakhyun, the writer of orv and his editor, Ji Eunyu are invited to go to a fan event by a reader who goes by the name of “Representative Kim Dokja”. Totally not shady at all…

• Take note of this Chungmuro Theatre. We’ll be seeing more of it shortly.

<Kim Dokja’s Banquet> (more like it’s a fucking trap)

• Ugh I think of this convo more than you can think… LHH… you’re not gonna be left out, you’re also a reader. A reader who loved the characters and wrote a story for them. You wrote out of your love for this story. You’re a “writer” who thinks from the perspective of a reader, and that is why you’re not Han Sooyoung.

>> ‘I also laughed bitterly. “I did.”’

I wonder when he’s gonna feel that extreme existential and identity crisis. Surely it’s not his story, but can that really be said after he spent 3 years of his life writing this story? Is he really not the writer?

• HELPPP HOPE IT DOESNT HAPPEN HERE LMAO I WANNA SEE SOME SCENES—

Is this a sign that if the webtoon stops updating we’re all gonna die?

There’s no way our horny-for-kdj webtoon writer is gonna stop drawing that wais— *gets shot*

• I—

well this is proof that dreams are real right? *insert MoM reference*

you readers better dream your happy ending or I’ll shoot you down

• oop so they saw Cheon Inho in the line of life sized cutouts as well? yep this is definitely not foreshadowing.

• ARRGHWGEGHW I WANNA GO TOO THERES GONNA BE LIKE HUNDREDS OF FANS IM SURE

• “I’m so proud of you, Kim Dokja.”

I,,, I’m so,, soft 🥺🥺🥺 I’m so proud of you too LHH, both you and KDJ came so far…

• STFU STFU “disappeared” WHAT,,??? I read everything so quick the first time that I didn’t catch the little lines. THIS IS WHY LHH THOUGHT ALL HIS READERS MOVED ON FROM THE SERIES? NAH FAM THEY JUST GOT TRANSMIGRATED INTO ORV

There was a mention of a famous writer disappearing in SS’s first novels “How to Become a Star Writer” as well. And it was Lee Hakhyun’s story.

Surely this is not foreshadowing…

• JUDGE HEEWON MY BELOVED,,, ANOTHER BIG STRONG PUPPY MAN,, I LOVE YOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOU

We’re slowly gathering our main trio. Rereading this scene makes me giggle.

• LHH THINKING OF KDJ WHEN HE THINKS OF HOW TO INITIATE CONVO. BROTHER DO YOU THINK A MAN WHO READ A NOVEL FOR 10 YEARS TO AVOID SOCIAL INTERACTION WOULD KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO A STRANGER LMAOOO 😭😭😭 HES SUCH A KDJ KINNIE I LOVE HIM

• THEYRE SO FUCKING PRECIOUS OMG NO I— MY BABIES FUEHUSUEHFHWJJEKEKFJEJWJDJWJJDJW

• AHHHWHDHE JUDGE HEEWON BADMOUTHING CHEON INHO HES GONNA DO THAT LATER IN THE APOCALYPSE TOO WHDHWJDH WHAT A TRUE HEEWON SIMP

>> “Hello I’m Kim Dokja, and I’m the MC.”

REPRESENTATIVE KIM DOKJA EW FUCK OFF NONE OF MY HOMIES LIKE REPRESENTATIVE KIM DOKJA.

>> “It’s Kim Dokja’s birthday.”

>> “It really snowed in Seoul that day, too.”

• no shut up. you don’t understand how important this is. snow,, snow field,, a place for the reader to hide in,, in the margins between the words on the page lay his own personal snow garden. in that white space from where he supervises everyone’s suffering. white blank space. with no words. no rules. he stands alone. FUCKRHHFJFIIWJCJWJ UGH

• “tear spots on white skin” WHO MADE MY QUEEN HAN SOOYOUNG CRY??? WHAT— WHAT POINT IN TIME IS THIS HSY FROM? could she be the hsy after the end of the side story? she saw his story and now writes it for him? but I’d hope that it’s LHH himself who writes this side story ykwim? WHY WAS SHE CRYING?

alas, this is the end of the first chapter. reading this side story always makes me feel like I wanna scratch my skin off. but I’ll do it again.

[gggoode]

a tiny tiny little christmas thing I started to write then stopped bc it was too sad then cleaned up and posted anyway :) hope ur all having a lovely Christmas if u celebrate and if not, hope ur having a lovely day!

“What did you do for Christmas last year?” 

Gigi kept looking into her coffee cup. She knew Crystal really liked Christmas but she didn’t think she’d ever had a Christmas she’d really enjoyed.  

The word Christmas didn’t fill her with festive cheer. She associated it with awkward visits with grandparents, family fights, her or her mom crying. Not her favourite holiday, all in all. 

Crystal didn’t seem perturbed by her lack of response. “I didn’t know if you’d be visiting your grandparents again but it was right after you told your parents about being trans, right?”

Gigi nodded and Crystal reached over to squeeze her hand, linking their fingers together. 

They’d become girlfriends just that weekend and Gigi had been a bit terrified that things would change between them but it was only Tuesday and they were already out for coffee, just like always. 

The only thing that had changed was Crystal kissing her cheek in greeting and holding her hand, and Gigi liked that. 

“It was,” she agreed. “I spent it alone with my mom. And spent most of the day crying.” 

“Oh my god, Gigi,” Crystal cooed, shifting closer and wrapping an arm around her. “Why were you crying?” 

Gigi shrugged and rested her head on Crystal‘a shoulder. “I felt like I’d caused mom’s divorce. And I missed you, and I kept thinking about how you invited me to spend Christmas with you the year before and how much I wished I was there.” 

“You should have just come over,” Crystal sighed, pressing a kiss to the top of her head. 

Gigi glanced up at her and scrunched up her nose. “I was really a mess.” 

“I would’ve been happy to see you,” Crystal said anyway. She held onto her for a moment before moving onto the question she’d clearly been leading to. “What are you doing for Christmas this year?” 

“Probably the same but hopefully with less crying,” Gigi said. 

Crystal squeezed her tight. “You know my order still stands. My parents would love to have you.” 

Gigi sighed and tilted her head to kiss Crystal’s cheek. “I don’t wanna leave my mom by herself.”

“Bring her. My mom loves her too.” 

Gigi bit her lip. “They have to cook extra food for us.” 

That made Crystal laugh out loud. “There’s three of us and they already cook enough to feed like ten people. We eat leftovers for weeks.” 

Gigi thought about it for a moment. “It would be nice to spend Christmas with my girlfriend,” she said, which made Crystal beam at her. 

“Ask your mom. And don’t try and be polite about it because my parents will be so excited if you both come over.” 

Gigi didn’t really care about politeness at this point. She’d had enough shitty Christmasses at this point that she thought she deserved a good one with her girlfriend. 

~~~~~~

Gigi woke up on Christmas morning to someone stroking her hair. 

“Crys?” she mumbled, shifting in the bed. It still felt weird waking up in Crystal's childhood room.  It always kind of made her feel like a teenager again, but in a good way. Like she was safe and had nothing to worry about. 

“I’m not usually awake before you,” Crystal said cheerfully, kissing the back of her neck. “Merry Christmas, Geege.” 

Gigi couldn’t help smiling. “Merry Christmas,” she murmured as she rolled over. “This is already the nicest Christmas morning I’ve had.” 

“Me too,” Crystal whispered, pressing a kiss to her lips. “I love waking up with you.” 

Gigi could already hear voices downstairs. Usually that would make her anxious but today it was just Mateo and Linda talking and laughing with her mom. Gigi hugged Crystal tight and sighed. “Thank you for having us over,” she whispered. 

Crystal squeezed her. “It was selfish of me. I just wanted to have you here for myself.” 

“So selfish, wanting me to have a nice Christmas,” Gigi agreed sarcastically, brushing her fingers through Crystal’s hair. 

“Do you want some presents?” Crystal asked brightly, sitting up and dragging a stocking up the bed. 

Gigi tucked herself up against Crystal and smiled to herself, watching as she dug some presents out. “You’re such a cutie,” she mumbled. 

Crystal hummed. “I dunno. These are the presents I didn’t wanna give you with our parents watching,” she said, putting a couple of small wrapped gifts on her chest. 

“Is it naughty?” Gigi asked, sitting up a bit straighter to look at the presents. 

“Open them and see,” Crystal said innocently, wrapping her arm around Gigi. 

Gigi smiled at her for a moment longer before starting to open the gifts. One of them was a little set of flavoured lubes which made her snort. 

“I thought the pumpkin spice might be good,” Crystal said, tapping one of the bottles lightly. 

Gigi laughed. “Sounds delicious,” she agreed. “I’m glad you didn’t give me this in front of our parents,” she said softly, tucking the lube bottles in between them. 

“I just know my mom would have asked what it was,” Crystal agreed, kissing her temple. “Then she probably would have wanted to open them to smell them or taste them or whatever.” 

“A lovely family sharing experience,” Gigi mumbled. 

“I definitely didn’t want them seeing these ones,” Crystal said, putting two more little wrapped squares on Gigi’s lap. 

She opened them carefully. One was a bra and the other was a pair of lacy panties, and when she looked at the label it was from a very trans-friendly company she’d been following on Instagram for a while. 

“These are expensive,” Gigi breathed, running her fingers over the material. 

“You kept saving them to your wish list on Instagram,” Crystal said. “I wanted to treat you. And treat me because I get to see you wearing them. If I’m lucky.” 

Gigi pulled her in for a kiss. “Thank you, Crys,” she mumbled. She dug out her presents for Crystal, putting them on her lap. “If you don’t like them I can get you something else.” 

“I’m sure I’ll like them,” Crystal laughed. She tore open the first gift, which was a little bundle of vintage patches Gigi had been collecting for a while. She seemed delighted as she flicked through them, snuggling up against Gigi. “Where did you get these?” 

“Here and there,” Gigi said fondly. “Even when we weren’t talking. I just got them when they made me think of you.” 

Crystal grinned as she tucked them in beside the bottles of lube. “Because you knew we wouldn’t always be apart.” 

“Exactly,” Gigi agreed. She gave her a card too, looping her arm through Crystal’s. 

It was silly. It was a picture of both of them from the Christmas party Jaida had hosted a couple of weeks ago, and Gigi had written ‘Merry Crysmas’ at the bottom. 

“To Crystal,” Crystal read aloud. “Thank you for everything, I can’t wait to spend all my Christmasses with you for the rest of my life,” she continued. 

Her voice broke halfway through the sentence and Gigi pressed her face into her shoulder. 

“All my love, Gigi,” Crystal finished. She set the card aside and turned to wrap Gigi in a cuddle, rocking them back and forth gently. “I love you so much,” she whispered tearfully. 

“I love you too,” Gigi murmured. “But I don’t think my presents are quite as exciting,” she said apologetically. 

Crystal kissed her cheek. “They’re perfect, Geege. You’re perfect.” 

There was a knock at the door as they cuddled. 

“Come in,” Crystal called. 

It was Linda, because of course it was. She beamed at the sight of them and came over to the bed, perching on the edge and pulling them both into a hug. “My two girls,” she said softly. “Merry Christmas.” 

Gigi was busy tucking the lube and lingerie beneath the duvet. “Feliz navidad,” she said, only hugging Linda back when they were hidden. 

Linda squeezed her tight. “You just come down whenever you’re ready, we’re having coffee so there’s no rush,” she said. 

“Thanks, mom,” Crystal said cheerfully. “We’ll be down in a bit.” 

Linda kissed both of their cheeks before standing. “Okay! Just take your time,” she said fondly as she left the room. 

Gigi shifted to sit up straighter. “Shall we go?” 

“She said there’s no rush,” Crystal said airily, pulling her back down to lay against the pillows. Gigi had a second to grin before Crystal was kissing her, making her sigh. 

~~~~~~

Christmas with the Methyds was very different. 

Gigi tensed whenever there was a disagreement, expecting it to blow up into a huge argument that would ruin the day and make everyone cry. 

But it didn’t. Of course it didn’t – when Mateo and Linda disagreed on how they were supposed to cook the turkey, they didn’t fight about it. 

They’d started laughing about a previous Christmas when they’d overcooked it and it had been dry, and another Christmas when they hadn’t defrosted it in time and it hadn’t been edible at all. 

She’d spent the day trying and failing to offer help in the kitchen. Her mom was helping Linda and Mateo but they kept sending Gigi back to the living room to sit with Crystal, insisting that they should enjoy their first Christmas as a couple. 

And that they did. They drank a lot, ate a lot, and spent almost the entire day cuddling. 

It was perfect. By the end of the night she was full of food and more than a little bit drunk, and she couldn’t stop smiling even as she snuggled into bed with Crystal in the new pyjamas Mateo and Linda had bought her. 

“Do you like Christmas now?” Crystal asked, holding her close and tangling their legs together. 

Gigi hummed. “I dunno. I can see why you like it so much,” she murmured. She tilted her head to kiss Crystal, sliding her hands up and under her shirt to touch her back. 

“I love you,” Crystal whispered. “Just wait until I take you to spend Christmas with the rest of my family in Mexico.” 

Gigi gasped. “Yes please,” she agreed eagerly. “I’ll even practice my Spanish if it means Christmas in Mexico.” 

Crystal snorted and rested their foreheads together. “Just wait until you meet my cousins. And you’ll get interrogated by my aunts and uncles.” 

“Worth it to spend Christmas with you,” Gigi whispered, tilting her head until she could kiss her again. 

[todayisawthewhxlewxrld]

Someone anyone pls. My boyfriend has unfortunately had his phone broken so I haven't been talking with him, and I feel so lonely 😞 Also ALL OF MY FRIENDS LIVES ARE CRUMBLING APART?? My friend just broke up with her boyfriend, because of her mental health, but I suspect that it might be because of the boy she's been flirting with on the side. My other friends sibling is breaking up with their douche of a man, thank goodness. Two OTHER friends, who are literally bestfriend and have been for years, have been fighting eith eachother amd separating from our little group?? Also my dads been talking about death and I find myself looking at baby pictures of me and him with my grandma and great grandma, crying about thinkinf that I'm gonna be the only one alive in that picture some day. It also dawned on me that he's like the only person that I KNOW I'll have until we perish. We were watching mamma mia, and the whole time I kept thinking that I wished my mom loved me like Donna loved her daughter, and mentioned how I'd like to move into a little island or something. I guess my dad saw me holding back tears during the "slipping through my fingers" song, because he told me we could move to Alaska just he and I. (That's his dream place) PLEASE IM SOBBING THINKING ABT THE FACT HES NEVER BEEN.

Anyways, it made me think of my goal in life, and its to someday bring my dad to Alaska with me. Regardless if hes with me, just inside an urn. (I'm being so dead serious, I love my dad even if I went through some shit for most of my childhood. He's like the only person in my life who has stepped up, and made an actual change in his behavior for MY sake. It's admirable, and I've always been my fathers daughter. I'm just more proud to say it now after everything hes been through, and the changes hes gone through for my well being.)

I apologize about the rant, I fear that I've been holding that within me for so long. My friends don't really care about my personal life, and sometimes I'm glad that I keep it that way. ANYWAYS.

I realize that I haven't been in your asks, but I did follow through with that strike. Stayed off my phone unless it was to check about the updates for Palestine, and reposting. Didn't buy groceries, I even stopped going to classes for the time being. I'm sad to know that it's not getting any better, and I'm ashamed to say that my little town has very little businesses that DON'T support Israel. So I can't really avoid buying things from those places :(

Been keeping up with your writing though, for the most part. I'm very sad that it will come to an end, but I'm excited to see the ending. I'm ALSO EXCITED FOR INUMAKI 😻😻😻😻😻

Anyways, gonna go shower because I feel like a dirty corndog that was dropped at a fair. Wish me luck that I don't run out of warmish water, I always seem to do so because my hair is so hard to manage and I have like 10 different products that I have to put in it. (I'm being dramatic, I usually sit and let it do it's thing while I sing the weekend and deftones. 😞)

GOODNIGHT STAY WARM!!!!

Xoxo 👽

don’t wanna be mean but i’m glad ur bf broke his phone 😊 BUT JESUS WHY R ALL UR FRIENDS LIVES SIMULTANEOUSLY IN SHAMBLES ??? LIKE WHAT IS GOING ON HERE ???😭😭 that’s crazy… hopefully the two that have been friends for years figure their stuff out…

mamma mia will get u… it always will… (i’ve never seen it) BUT HE SAID U COULD MOVE TO ALASKA JUST U N HIM STOP IM SOBBING OH MY GOD??? that sounds like a very good life goal bae!! i’m sure he’d love that whether he’s actually with u or in an urn like u said!! and i’m super glad you have him and that he stepped out to make a change in himself for u i love that for u bae :( DONT APOLOGIZE FOR THE RANT ITS OKAY I DONT MIND !!

u haven’t but it’s okay!! i know you’ll pop up eventually LMFAO and yay for following through with the strike!! i really hope a lot of other people did as well.

YAY SO GLAD YOUVE BEEN KEEPING UP WITH MY WRITING N ARE EXCITED BAE🤞🤞🤞

A DIRTY CORNDOG THAT WAS DROPPED AT A FAIR HELEOEMEME LMFOAOA ENJOY UR SHOWER!! (whats ur favorite the weekend and deftones song…)

[wilkp]

Five favourite songs at the moment and why? By the way, i love your theme<3

omg thank youuu sm and hiii

these are in no particular order btw bc i don't think i could ever do that lol also my reasons are so so so stupid sorry

now that we don't talk by taylor swift, reasoning:

everything abt it, it's perfect

the ending is sooo good

makes me want to scream

fun but cryinggggg

mentions of mom, which makes me so happy

is it over now? by taylor swift, reasoning:

i figured this would be my favorite vault track and i was pretty much right. it's the one i've listened to the most

also makes me want to scream

it's made me cry a lot

"i think abt jumping off of very tall somethings" MEEEEE

paul revere by noah kahan, reasoning:

i live in a small town i feel like this is a good enough reason

i want to leave and if i could i would but also would i???

just like all of the lyrics ig

once again the fantasy of being somewhere where nobody knows me or just never staying one place again, to just like disappear

the ending is sooo real omg

also the dog part hurts sm

the last one by maisie peters, reasoning:

I LOVE THIS SONG SM

IT MAKES ME HAPPY

CANT HELP BUT DANCE

A LOST CAUSE IN LEVIS BUT ILL ALWAYS SEE GREAT HEIGHTS IN YOU

IF YOUR THE SYD BARRETT OF THE BAND IM THE GIRL ON THE TRAIN TRACKS HOLDING YOUR HAND

YOU WERE SEEING CASTLES THEY WERE SEEING SAND THEYRE NEVER GONNA GET IT NO THEYLL NEVER UNDERSTAND

it just makes me feel like things might be okay idk

after midnight by chappell roan

FUN FUN FUN

DANCE DANCE DANCE

CAUSE AFTER MIDNIGHT IM FEELING KINDA FREAKY MAYBE ITS THE CLUB LIGHTS I KINDA WANNA KISS UR GIRLFRIEND IF U DONT MIND I LOVE A LITTLE DRAMA LETS START A BAR FIGHT

CAUSE EVERYTHING GOOD HAPPENS AFTER MIDNIGHT

IM FEELING KINDA FREAKY MAYBE ITS THE MOONLIGHT I KINDA WANNA KISS UR BOYFRIEND IF U DONT MIND I LOVE A LITTLE UHHUH LETS WATCH THE SUNRISE

HANDS APPRECIATION SONG!!!!