#madax answers

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this with priests ✌️😌

i have a mighty need to strip a man of his faith in the most painful manner possible and then fuck him nasty style

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How am i supposed to act like im Okay after that episode????? LIKE!!!!!WHAT?!?!?!? It was gorgeous and my heart is ripped in two and trampled onvthe floor and each of this two buttholes have half

And Fizz looked So Good oholy fuck i love him and the crew fucking up cherub shit im dead i love them all so much im gonna go cry on the floor until the next episode bye

would the compilation of Stolas saying Blitzy i just found cheer you up?

but yeah no i am so beautifully devastated. i reblogged something earlier about how much more satisfying it is that this mess was them reacting to sudden emotional confrontation rather than just a general misunderstanding.

like i was stunned when Stolas actually explained his full feelings and thought for a hot second that they'd really get together. Like maybe Blitz would need to work through it, but the way he clearly thought Stolas was saying it disingenuously and then fell back on his old habits to cover the hurt???

Like I bet you even if he never could admit it to himself, Blitz was dying to hear Stolas confess to loving him. But it's so impossible in his head that anyone could care about him- i mean, hell, Loona makes a fucking point about it earlier in the episode- that he just plain doesn't believe it could be real. and it fucking hurts. but to hide that hurt he mocks it and wraps it back into sex and roleplay. he says he loves him back but only in this safe pretend space. but when Stolas doesn't go for it, and continues to be genuine, it clicks that it's real.

"What, what? You were serious!?" [20:50]

it's all hitting him so fast and so hard. love is too complex and it's left him fucking shattered too many times. and if he can't deflect into jokes or horny, if he can't keep up the defense, he switches to offense. now it's anger. and he lets out all of the doubt and hurt he's been carrying.

maybe he needed space to process, but he was so startled and hurt initially that when he deflected, Stolas, understandably, took it as a rejection of his feelings.

"I have wanted you for so long. The fact that you couldn't believe that I might have these feeling about you, that your first instinct is that it's always about sex, that's enough to know what this is."

i am dead. i am on the floor. deceased.

because now Blitz is being told that he's the one whose feelings are disingenuous. and he lashes out with his first direct FUCK YOU at Stolas.

"You spring this feeling bullshit on me, are you fucking kidding?"

kudos to Brandon Rogers because the anger is just so fucking genuine and raw. all of the hurt comes out, and it's directed at the only other person in the room. and he ends it with "Let's go!" like he's expecting a full-on fight. he's expecting a back and forth screaming match, though maybe not actual thrown hands. he's so clearly not expecting to have made Stolas cry. he's not expecting the calm, if sorrowful final goodbye.

Blitz is used to yelling and screaming and throwing hands. Stolas is used to being hit, and submissive and quiet. even at his most angry at Stella, he barely raises his voice to her. he regularly dodges her throwing things at him. and the one time he touches her in an altercation is to prevent her from hitting him. what must he feel to have Blitz, the man he loves, following him around his home and screaming at the top of his lungs?

the conflict between them is one i didn't see coming but was just so fantastically played out like i am floored. i really do hope to see them overcome it in an equally satisfying way.

i really did love seeing Fizz this episode too. he looks so genuinely happy! i really hope we're gonna get to see more of him. maybe him and Asmodeus nudging them back together? as another open goetia/imp relationship it'd be really great to see them supporting each other.

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which of your ocs has the wildest set of kinks? 👀

(im going to interpret "wildest" as "most socially taboo")

knee-jerk answer is Colovan.

that little fucker is the biggest red flag sub you've ever met. when he says he has no limits, he really means it. or rather, he doesn't respect his own limits. but he will do anything, even if he is actively disgusted by it, as long as it get you off and he gets fed.

but that's not technically him having the kinks. it's just him doing whatever kinks his possible meal has.

so next i'd say Arro, because he's the one most into pain. like Adrian is also a masochist, but Arro likes even more extreme forms of pain than him. if you branded him with iron (by which i mean literally any iron object, not a literal red-hot brand) he would cum just from the pain alone.

but the real winner here is Faith, who i still have yet to really introduce. most of her stuff is highly self-destructive, both due to her really rough childhood (i didn't list her as having a tragic backstory in that last ask bc i haven't even written a piece featuring her yet but... yeah), and because she just knows her Mommy will heal her up again.

so y'know, lots of masochism, knife play, blood play, cigarette play, vore, but it can reach extremes like in one scene i have planned where

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she goes to hell with Brizeth and, upon learning that she can't die in hell and will just be reincarnated as she is the next morning like nothing happened, promptly volunteers to be that night's dinner, bends over to fuck B's head chef (who is a Gluttony demon resembling a large white grub), and tells the him to slit her throat when she cums and to not stop fucking her body until he cums too. needless to say, he happily obliges her request, and B saves her a plate to try when she wakes up.

so yeah. i'd say she's a wild one.

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okay so fuck me Blitz the fucking ø is silent is my new/current comfort character, i dont know how but im blaming you, i cant stop fucking thinking about this dumb idiot demon imp man he makes me so happy and he loves his friends and his daughter and hes hot even when hes falling on his dumb stupid face and i wanna cry over this idiot with stolas cause fuck i Get It bird man, and this is all your fault so i hope youre fucking happy sorry for the ramblerant

i am very evilly rubbing my gremlin hands together and cackling

we shall suffer in glorious agony together

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what is your favourite type of monster that is a bit obscure/not commonly popular/you don't see people posting about very often? what do you like about them?

oooo tough question. i hope you don't mind but i couldn't decide between three.

not obscure but i don't see nearly enough love for: Harpies it's all about the sharp, quick movements and the alien intelligence of birds that can be adapted well into a being of pure malice. plus tits out and wings sexy.

obscure monster i think a lot of people forget about: Scorpion Men same general idea and sexiness of a drider, but they have those big beefy pincers and that elegant tail that makes for a great emotive device. tail up: ooo big scary intimidating/protective. tail down: scary monster being actively non-threatening and calm and trusting in your presence.

pretty well known (i think) cryptid that i think people need to do more with: Jersey Devil i don't even live that far from the pine barrens where it's from, which is pretty cool. it's got the more fucked up kind of demon look that i prefer, and, not to make this too dark, i think there's a lot of potential for connection and emotional catharsis as an unwanted child born to parents who only had you under societal pressure to produce children and/or because they didn't have any other options for birth control. also scary monster in the woods. classic.

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14?

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14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson?

of those 3? merperson. no contest. incredible amount of variation from seals to squids. could be a huge whale mer and let intrepid adventurers have fun trying to fit my huge dick in them. could be a deep sea giant isopod mer and avoid all of my responsibilities in the crushing black depths. 10/10

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i like the shadow guy and clementine (i think that her name, its been a while since i reread their story 😓) i love love love a shadow/immaterial entity and voyuerism and the backstories you were developing in the story were intriguing

Arro is fun too, but tbh i like the reader character in that story more haha 😅

Hulo and Willow? yeah they're a lot of fun. i promise i do have more planned for them but first i need to chip away at my current to-do list.

i will say the next chapter for them involves Hulo learning he can both enter and (eventually) manipulate her dreams.

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7. What type of porn does the world need more of?

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More whimpering and whiny tops. Like esp big dudes, but really just anyone. More people sticking it in and forgetting how to think. If they can talk at all it's to beg to be allowed to cum while their bottom coos and maybe degrades them a lil

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what made you decide to have a go at making zines, and how did you find the process? fun? frustrating? new hobby unlocked?

it's been a lot of fun and is super satisfying to hold a finished booklet in my hand. new hobby unlocked for sure.

in fact i'm going to ramble about it under the cut.

i'd been looking into on and off for over a year, and, frankly, i've been going slowly mad at having normal levels of focus and productivity dangled in front of me, only to be snatched away AND put on bed rest without even jacking off as an outlet.

i did a bunch of painting, but i've run out of canvases and focus. and while i really wanna sculpt, 1) i just haven't gotten my brain to switch to that track, 2) i've only just recently been able to tolerate standing at my usual work counter again, 3) having a small child who wants to mirror everything i do is fun when i'm physically able to handle it, but i am not physically able to handle it. i can do a craft myself OR i can set them up with supervised craft time. not both.

that leaves my writing, but i haven't been able to focus enough to write. so what to do with all my old stuff? may as well take that last leap into making zines! it's also an excuse for me to break out my drawing tablet to make cover art (i'm not good but they're small and it adds to the charm i think).

overall it's been shockingly easy. the hardest part was making a format template, but once i had that figured out i was set. i conveniently already had a laser printer, and considering i can't go anywhere (like a place with a public printer) i wouldn't have been able to do this otherwise.

the most expensive thing i had to buy for this was a nice paper cutter, which was $24. it honestly wasn't necessary. i could have just folded the paper or cut them with scissors, but imo it really goes a long way in making them look nice. i also have a long reach stapler that's made for making booklets and magazines coming in that will be really nice for putting them together neatly and consistently.

i still dont know what i'm going to do with them tbh. i have some friends that are gonna get free copies of their favs, and at least the poetry one i'm going to have out if i'm able to do the craft fairs this year (fuck me i hope i'm better by then), but i need to see what kind of stuff they allow. even if they allow sexually explicit material, i'll probably still leave stories like Red Hot at home.

i could do an online shop for the rest, but i'm not sure where. i already have a kofi account for commissions, and they have a shop feature, but at the same time they say in their TOS they don't allow any form of sexually explicit material. and last i heard about etsy they were being shitty about charging for advertising you didn't opt into. so i'd need to do more research into that.

say what you want about whether or not i should be able to make a profit off of little homemade porn booklets, but i'd at least need enough money to buy the toner for my printer by the time i ran out, which is hella expensive. i think back when i got this thing it was like $70 a pop. it lasts a lot longer than ink but it's more expensive up front.

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HELLLUUVA BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH WJHDJSHAJDHXUDJEMMEJCH SHEKHEGSBS

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If you could, would you ever fuck a Transformer? 👀

in a fucking heartbeat. i would so fuck those robot men with their slutty little waists. love that the majority of fanfics give them both valves and spikes. big fan of that!

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Do you have a favorite OC?

it varies. sometimes an oc is my favorite because writing them is coming really easy at the moment. sometimes they're my favorite because im currently obsessed with their story or a scene i can't stop rotating in my head.

for the sake of answering this simply. Hector and Adrian have the most chapters planned, which should speak to how much i love them and the story i have planned for them.

like. omg so many chapters.

as of this ask i have 38 chapters planned with those two as the main relationship. send help. of those two Hector is easily my favorite. he's so sweet and perfect and i do love to corrupt a man

second favorite is Arro just because i'm forced to be really creative with the sex and the second person narration just flows so easily. he also has the second most amount of planned chapters atm, which is a whopping 6, but he already has a bunch of chapters and i'm always thinking up new scenarios for him.

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Im dead, im hollow, im torn, i want them together but they NEED time apart, self-reflecting blitzø hurts me on a personal self-reflective level, verosika is a star she deserved this episode as much as the boys did, i am empty i dont want to hurt for these idiots anymore, theyre so real and precious and fucking fictional im Dying im gonna have to rewatch series just to feel joy lol

STOLAS DIDNT FUCKING KNOW ABOUT STRIKERS FIRST ATTEMPT IM SCREAMING

WHY are these episodes so fucking jampacked with shit to deal with

HELP

HELP YOU!? YOU WANT ME TO HELP YOU!? BESTIE WE ARE IN THE SAME CRISIS. WE ARE BOTH FIGHTING FOR OUR FUCKING LIVES HERE

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12. What’s a kink or sexual niche that you think is highly underrated/appreciated?

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hmm... Betas. that's the only term i really know them by as part of A/B/O BDSM dynamics, thought not just in petplay groups/packs.

basically someone who, when co-domming, is submissive to the head dominant. or as a sub in a scenario with multiple subs, is dominant over the other subs.

not that i've posted any writing exploring this dynamic, but basically my werewolf OC, Theodore. he's under Sasha in rank, but he's still in charge of everyone else. when Sasha isn't around, he's the one everyone else defers to, and everyone else is sexually submissive to him.

i realize the irony of picking my werewolf pack as an example right after i said it doesn't necessarily have to be in a pack dynamic lol, but the role could also apply to Faith and where she's ultimately going to sit between David and Brizeth. still a sub to B, but dominant over David.

i feel like that particular niche isn't explored enough and really deserves more love.

[Evie Lupine] talked about it in a video on A/B/O pack dynamics and it's just got me thinking about it.

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Hi, what's your OC's (Arro, the icon) lore O.O very cool design btw

Thank you!!!💕💕💕 Arro is my pixie OC! he's based on a cecropia moth!

you can find more about him on my [Arro OC] tag, but the long story short is that he's one of my characters that i made for my various teratophilia stories. he features in my multi-chapter story, Flame with a gender neutral reader. Chapter 1: [AO3][Tumblr Post]

i'm happy to answer pretty much anything about any of my OCs ever, so if there's anything specific you'd like to know about him please do ask. anon is on too if it's something you don't want your blog attached to. if it's something i've already answered i can link the post, and if i can't answer for spoiler reasons (since i have lot more chapters planned for his story) i'll just say so.

(before i post this i actually found his [og lore] ask)

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🛼 ⇢ describe your latest wip with five emojis

latest as in the most recent i've worked on: 💀😱➡💀🥰 latest as in the most recent start date: 🦋😴👅🍆💦

🥤 ⇢ recommend an author or fanfic you love

[When An Unstoppable Force Meets An Immovable Object] it's a transformers Megatron/Rodimus Prime series that's a "slow burn but they're fucking the whole time" kind of drama. the tension is so good it frequently makes me put my phone down just to stare at the wall for a hot min. it's still getting updates and fuck the last one hurt so good!

🏜️ ⇢ what's your favourite type of comment to receive on your work?

i really love when people point out a part or a line that they really enjoyed or wonder about what happens next!

🪲 ⇢ add 50 words to your current wip and share the paragraph here

it is v late and i just got railed so i am eepy, but i will rb this tomorrow one i have that done lol. i just wanted to answer this asap bc ask games fun.

🧩 ⇢ what will make you click away from a fanfiction immediately?

when it's an unformatted wall of text or there's immediately glaringly bad grammar. i don't mind needing to stop and figure out what the author was trying to say here and there, but every paragraph just makes it impossible for me to enjoy the story.