#m: kim ga on

[hemaris]

“Kim Ga On! Don’t attack me ever again. Ever.”

[lienwyn]

Look. I think we all knew this would happen eventually. And by "this" I mean both someone pulling on those suspenders AND Ga On getting railed on top of that desk.

You're welcome.

[amethystina]

Kang Yo Han is the little spoon

Like, at least 80% of the time. Probably close to 90%.

Because while Yo Han might be bold when he's awake, I'm pretty sure he's a lot more hesitant when it comes to soft, intimate cuddling in the dark. It requires a lot of courage to both offer and ask for that kind of affection. And he's just not used to doing it — too awkward and, in many ways, too scared. What does he know about gentleness? And what would happen if Ga On said no? Or stiffened when Yo Han tried to hold him?

Ga On, though? He's the opposite. He's the kind of man who's more affectionate and confident without an audience, when it's just him and the person he cares for. So he would have a much easier time initiating that kind of intimacy after he and Yo Han get together. And, let's face it, if Ga On wants to cuddle, it's easier for him to just wrap himself around Yo Han than try to manoeuvre that unit of a man into being the big spoon.

And, deep down, I think both of them would revel in it.

Because Ga On is such a caring and nurturing person and he'd treasure the opportunity to be the one to offer that kind of warmth and comfort. Especially in such a simple yet honest way, one that also gives him a chance to bury his face against Yo Han's neck and just hold him. To, for once, be the one to take charge and have the answers to what they both need.

And Yo Han? I mean, imagine the relief he'd feel to have Ga On mould himself against his back and instead of phantom pain from his scar, he feels Ga On's heartbeats. And how much sweeter it would feel, that Ga On is the one holding on to him — tightly, fearlessly, of his own choice, and with so much tenderness. That has got to make Yo Han pretty damn euphoric some nights.

In short: Ga On, please give that touch-starved disaster of a man some hugs — he needs it.

They would never actually talk about it, of course, because Yo Han is a very prideful (and silly) man, but they both know. For all his power, strength, and darkness, when it's time to sleep, Kang Yo Han is the itty bitty spoon.

And they both absolutely love it.

[theworldisabrokenbonebutitishome]

Yeah, we know we shine, born out of a fire And we're burning through, through...

Oil & Water - PVRIS

[zorokashi]

@usergif 1 year celebration: shuffle challenge day 1: color manipulation | typography | time

"two things i'll never forget: the way you looked at me for the first time and the last time" (insp)

[qpjianghu]

Yes yes you’re all irredeemable and unhinged and sociopathic but what if Mr. Sunshine Boy Kim Ga On cooked everyone dinner. What then

[clawbehavior]

what i truly appreciate about TDJ is that gaon grows to love yohan -- platonically for sure, romantically given the subtext -- because yohan allows gaon to show him his ugly. he encourages it! and vice versa. there's no intimacy like the intimacy that comes from unconditional acceptance.

it's such a wholesome message considering the number of love stories which feature a fundamentally changed character who through that sacrifice becomes worthy of that love and partnership. meanwhile yohan is smiling goofily at his injured hand and pressing it for blood like that's going to bring his health bar up to 100% before he smacks down enemies in the prison courtyard while gaon searches for his former mentor with only murder on his mind. love it

[tortibomb]

Ga-On is going to destroy the world with kindness! I am crying right now. This mother fucker could have been a murder kitten but he took the better road. Ga-On giving back to the fraud victims pulled on my heart strings. That had to be healing. I am sure it didn’t fix everything on the inside, but it definitely had to help. His little smile. 🥹

Ugh!!!!! He is so precious. He has such a good heart. ❤️

[lienwyn]

@sofapup17 and I were talking and decided that it would be very interesting to see Ga On wear this sweater (which was originally worn by Woo Do Hwan's character in the drama Mad Dog). And, being the responsible artist that I am, I of course had to draw it.

And, I mean, with Ga On looking like that?

Yo Han won't stand a chance.

[amethystina]

Thou Shalt Not Covet

Fandom/Pairing: The Devil Judge - Gahan

Length: ~ 11 000 words

Rating/Warnings: T / Jealousy, Angst, Emotional Hurt/Comfort

Additional Tags: Pining, First Kiss

Summary: Ga On isn't a jealous person. Or at least he's never considered himself to be a jealous person. And he certainly never expected to end up in a situation where he finds himself feeling possessive over Yo Han, of all people.

But, somehow, he does.

And, suddenly, all the emotions and unspeakable desires that Ga On has spent weeks ignoring begin to rise to the surface, as unstoppable as a tidal wave. It doesn't take long at all before Ga On is forced to admit that what he's feeling for his chief is neither professional nor platonic.

A revelation he is in no way ready or equipped to handle.

GO HERE TO READ

[edwardallenpoe]

well now I have to know your top five gahan moments

Gosh, I haven't watched TDJ since the first watch

My favorite scene is when Ga On turns to the Dark Side and is dressed all in black turning down the professor before he gets in Yo Han's car, it's giving son tells homophobic dad he's not gonna marry a girl and is gonna be gay and drives off with his bf fr fr

Then when they go to the gala and Yo Han doesn't leave the room when Ga On was changing (INTO HIS CLOTHES) and Ga On has to tell him to go lmao

Then ofc the iconic ending when they just fucking stare at each other for two minutes before Yo Han runs off to Switzerland (most homoerotic scene i've ever witnessed)

I can't remember much else tho, this is making me want to rewatch the show now;-; (I shan't I'm watching house rn but hhhh)

[theworldisabrokenbonebutitishome]

can't shake the devil sitting on my shoulder

You First - Paramore

hey @mid-n0vember, does this work for you?

[zorokashi]

that awkward moment when you find out your co-worker idolizes the boss you just had an intricate ritual with in his office... #just kim gaon things

[dreamingkdrama]

Kim Ga-On

Appreciation post

Drama: The king's affection

Status: Side character

Portrayed by: Choi Byung-Chan

Side character, but he can make a big impression. He is the kind of mysterious character that appears to be bad guy but you hope that he is a good guy. He is cute, brave, great fighter and has the best whump scene in the show.

[starsstardust]

Excuse me, sir? What do you mean by that? What or rather who do you like? I need answers.

[clawbehavior]

gaon curls into himself in the passenger seat and bites his fingernails, foot jittering and hair damp over his forehead.

when yohan was a child, his father used to beat him publicly as a means of disciplining the staff. any master who whipped their child black and blue wouldn’t show restraint, let alone mercy when disciplining an unruly or incompetent servant. hence the beatings that took place in the study at the center of the house.

but when kang jisang was truly furious at yohan, when he wanted to hurt yohan bloody to his heart’s content away from isaac’s pleas and bodily intervention, he took yohan to a parlor room on the first floor. nobody could hear yohan crying in there. it was so well insulated.

after isaac’s death, when yohan became the keeper of the mansion until his niece turned of age, he had most rooms covered with dust cloths to preserve them. the other areas were the ones ms. ji cleaned routinely. besides bedrooms, bathrooms, the kitchen, there was yohan’s (inherited) study, and elijah’s art room; for some reason, yohan had added the parlor room to ms. ji’s list of duties. it was the same reason as to why he occupied the desk that he had been whipped over as child and the master bedroom that was haunted by his father’s miasmic hatred -- because being close to his roots reminded yohan of his purpose. of his monstrous self. it was his way of disciplining himself.

he takes gaon to that room.

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a snippet from 'my heart is going back to you, i just don't know' gifted to the anon who sent me an ask on tumblr to tell me they would read more chapters of this fic. i keep that ask within reach on the days this story feels a lot like slogging through a swamp, so thank you.