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i’m so sick of this fandom i swear why are y’all NEVER PLEASED WITH ANYTHING BROOO who actually fucking cares about the abundance of smut. who cares if someone indulges in a headcanon that wouldn’t exist in the actual game. who cares if people are shipping ellabs. WHO CARES ABOUT THE OVERUSE OF STRAP-ONS IN FICS BRO. how much fucking time do you have to be complaining about this mundane shit. i am literally begging y’all to merely take pleasure in the FREE CONTENT y’all are receiving and kindly stop shitting on a community of people who put their TIME and EFFORT into their work. now, if a piece is wrong—morally, legally, etc, that’s different, and to be honest, that’s where our focus should be. but are you really getting on people’s lives for putting what THEY like into a fic? idk when this turned into a discourse and not a place to just have fun. jfc.

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ihaveathoughtihaveathoughtIHAVEATHOUGHTIHAVEATHOUGHTIHAVEATHOUGHT

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jfc, this is actually fucking crazy 😭 but maybe i should do this again … ?

edit: you’re welcome 😊

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i’m sorry but to be honest, i feel like the people complaining about writers on tlou tumblr only uploading smut have never written themselves or at least never written angst or fluff 😭 ‘cause girl whenever i write either genre, i get too into it! ‘cause someone explain why the fic i wanna post today (mainly fluff) is 1.8k words? and it’s JUST BACKSTORY? just backstory. not the plot or premise of the actual fic. are y’all picking up what i’m putting down LMFAO like i feel like you can write a short smutty fic quickly and it’s fine, but i’m just not, i don’t know, satisfied when that’s the case for angst and fluff? like, one thing about me, if i’m writing angst, i’m trying to rip your heart out. if i’m writing fluff, i want you to smile so hard it pains your face. and i can’t really do that if it’s a short fic, so i put all my effort in, you know? DOES THIS MAKE SENSE LMFBDJ or am i just yapping rn

edit: a few years ago, i read an angst fic (different fandom) that had me feeling numb for three days. three days. and i still think about it. three years later. THAT is how i want people to feel when they read my angst. and if you think it's easy to do, respectfully, you're incredibly mistaken!

[abbyshands]

she’s talking about me just so y’all know <3

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i’m having such smutty ellie thoughts about this song

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little teaser for what is (hopefully) coming soon … ♡

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guys i’ve been converted into a fluff and angst writer smut is banned now

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Can I say something really quick? The person who wrote that post complaining was just trying to shame smut writers 😭 I did stalk them and had porn links of "Ellie and Abby" so I really don't understand from where she came from. Aldo you are right, writting it's such difficult and more difficult write fluff things. At the end of the day please mind your business and write whatever you want bc no one pay you for it, it's a HOBBY

i've seen sooo many people talking about it so i'm not sure which account originally said it, but !!! regardless of who did, i absolutely agree. i'm just wondering why it's a big deal for people to make and post smut? i'm not a big fic reader at all, but if i ever feel like reading and i check a fic's warnings and i don't want to read it, i just ... scroll? is that not what you're supposed to do? why do we have to bring down people in the process? that's what makes me upset. i write for my job in real life as well, just like the fiction i write here, and i can tell you that, with the amount of angst and fluff i've written for work, it's tiring to come up with ideas, and executing them is even more exhausting. don't get me wrong: i'm grateful for being able to make money by doing what i love. but i get really hard on myself with all that i write, especially those two genres. it takes a long time to write, which is why i never want to rush it, and i always want it to be presentable. smut isn't like that for me. i'm okay with making a quick drabble. but for me, genres like angst and fluff, or even dark content (which i have also written) is where i feel like my skills as a writer truly show. so when i send it over to clients, or when i post it publicly in general, i want it to be perfect, at least in my eyes. you know?

and you're so right! any genre you write should be for fun. that's all. like, when did we lose the "fan" in fan fiction? so much more to worry about than a bunch of sapphics just having fun. unless what you're uploading (mainly smut wise for this take, but also in general) is wrong (morally, legally, ethically, etc), then i don't understand why you need to feel ashamed about posting it. this in mind, write what you want to write.

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my brother coming home after months to talk about how repulsive being a lesbian and same sex marriage is is so not where i thought my night was going! 😁

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if y’all are wondering why i never post angst fics, let me inform you on the angst n’ smut fic that i’ve been working on for a month, that is 3,000 words when there’s no smut yet. no smut. just angst. i rest my case.

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me: why do i get nauseous when i think about my partner

google:

LIKE OH OKAY !!!

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abby one shot at over 5k words…who cheered…

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weights are so bad ABBY ANDERSON SAVE MEEE

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crazy night yesterday and allergies this morning so … writing butch4butch with abby for comfort 🤍

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guys please send me ideas because i’m blanking like crazy and i wanna write but fuck idk, please help a girl out <3 it can be smut fluff angst idc 🙏🏽