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lykaiosthinks · 6 days ago
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journal entry: day 15
halfway 💥
I’m feeling better finally.
Today seems like the first day since I’ve been back that I’ve been feeling okay. Tomorrow I should be able to get back to working on getting us out of here. Sitting around here doing nothing productive but answering the occasional question from Cleo or Jo makes me feel stupid. I guess that means I can still do something though, so it’s whatever.
It feels like we’ve made a lot of progress. We might be able to leave a few days early, if we keep this up. If we don’t find something to get around in, it would probably be better to leave early anyway. I quickly learned that the outer edge of the city is much more dangerous and unpredictable than previously thought.
I think it would be best for all of us to leave in a few days, and try to get everything else we need to leave.
How many times have I said something like that? I’m looking back at this journal, and I feel like I’m just repeating myself. I mean, it’s all I ever think about anymore. It’s all I can really afford to think about, given our situation. I was right about what I said the other day; we need to do something different. Just one day of something enjoyable. I’m not sure if Cleo and Jo feel the same way, but I might go insane if I don’t distract myself just a bit.
I guess I’ll ask them tomorrow.
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lykaios2 · 1 year ago
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Hello! Hope you don’t mind this is short-
Can you do mutant mayhem boy’s x scary reader BUT HAS A HUGE SOFT SPOT OF KIDS?
thank u
auGH im sorry this took so long and its kinda shit i think but im just gonna drop this here and run
hope you enjoy ❤️
Leo:
At first, Leo didn’t really want to associate with you
He was too afraid of your presence
He figured he’d just make his life easier and not hang around you
Whenever you walked by him, he would turn away
He knew that you weren’t a bully
His anxiety just couldn’t handle it
But his worst nightmare came true one day
Leo had run into a little kid and was helping him back up
You noticed him and walked over to help as well
As soon as he noticed you, he froze
You finished helping the kid and sent him on his way, before turning to Leo
You asked if something was wrong, before he snapped back
He started stuttering, trying to explain that nothing was wrong and he was just nervous
But of course you had to ask what he was nervous about
He tried to make up something, but eventually told the truth
You apologized for being so scary to him, and that you didn’t mean to be like that
You and him started talking, and he finally learned after all this time that you weren’t so mean after all
Raph:
Raph could not stand by you and just let you intimidate him like that
So he’d purposefully try and hang out around you to show you up
But being around someone all the time only makes you know them more
Raph often overheard your conversations with your friends
They weren’t of much interest to him, but he wasn’t doing much else other than standing around looking scary so he listened in anyway
He zoned out a lot, but when he heard squealing and giggling from somewhere nearby, he snapped back to reality
He whipped his head around to find out what was going on
Eventually he figured out it was coming from you
Curious, he walked over to see your friend showing you a picture of his new baby sister
He watched, a little confused as you gushed over how cute the baby was (he had to admit it was pretty adorable)
But he still never tried to stop showing you up
He just knew that you weren’t really so bad anymore
Mikey:
Mikey was a bit apprehensive towards you at first
He didn’t really know how to approach you
It didn’t help that you weren’t the most welcoming person
He really wanted to be friends with you
He thought you were cool and he knew you weren’t a terrible person
He had seen you with your friends before, so he just wanted to be like them
He needed to find something to relate to you about
One day he walked up to one of your friends and just asked what you liked
They said that he didn’t talk much about what he liked, but they did tell Mikey about how you had a fondness for kids
So the next day, while you were alone, he came up to you and struck up a conversation
He made a bit of small talk before bringing up a video compilation of babies that he said he found the other day
He played the video and you were immediately in love
He watched and laughed along with you as the video went on
He knew from then on that you two were probably gonna be good friends
Donnie:
Donnie didn’t care much about you
Not in the sense that he hated you
He just saw you as another person
He saw you at school and around the city
No more than acquaintances
One time when he was passing by in the park, he heard a bit of a commotion
He looked around to see what it was, and he happened to see your group of friends
Upon further inspection, he saw that they had stopped for you
He walked over and said hi, there was a few people that he knew there
But he was really surprised to see you
You had stopped in front of a mom and her kid
You were crouched down on the ground, talking to a little kid only a few years old
As you talked and played with the kid, Donnie just watched
He was captivated by your seemingly sudden change in personality
As he eventually walked away, he kept in his mind a changed view of you. One that was more friendly and welcoming
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lykaiosthinks · 11 months ago
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some rise-themed minecraft banners I made
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lykaios2 · 1 year ago
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I open minecraft for the first time in months and this is my skin
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lykaiosthinks · 10 days ago
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you're fighting the person with no time management and an incredible lack of motivation. give me a time and place. and i will be 30 minutes late
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lykaios2 · 1 year ago
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Could we pretty please have all of the turtles with a crush who closes themselves off?
Like- They know the feeling is mutual (they are aware that the reader feels the same way), but the reader is scared of relationships because of the past experiences they've had? So that causes them to kind of shut themselves off emotionally
yes you may! thank you for asking so nicely
THESE ARE THE RISE TURTLES BTW I ASKED BECAUSE IT WAS NOT SPECIFIED IN THE REQUEST
anyway I loved these, writing for the rise boys always hits different (probably something to do with the fact that rise was my introduction back into the tmnt community but whatever) I LOVE THEM SM (mikey my beloved 🧡)
I'll stop ranting now
here you go, hope you enjoy! ❤
Leo:
In the beginning, Leo liked to flirt with you a lot
It was simply his way of showing he liked you, and asking if you returned his feelings without directly asking you
Leo being Leo, you could never tell if he was being genuine or not
But he started to notice that his flirting made you uncomfortable
So one day he found you while you were alone
He sat down next you and asked if you didn’t like his flirting
He explained that he flirted with you because he did actually like you, not as a joke
You replied yes and no, to which he was confused
You admitted to returning his feelings, but then you told him about your bad experiences in the past
Which was the reason for your hesitation
He was very understanding, and listened to the whole thing
He said he was glad you liked him back, but he would lay back on the flirting until you were ready
But you told him that the flirting was okay, now that you knew he liked you back
Raph:
When Raph started to have feelings for you, he starts to do more things for you
 Everything from handing you things to going out his way to getting stuff you liked when he went to the store
You appreciated it, but it also made you feel nervous
Why was he doing it? Did he want something in return? What did he want?
Because of this, whenever he did something for you, your reaction usually came off as a little anxious and rigid
He was confused at your reactions, and a little upset as well
He asked one day if you didn’t like the acts of service, and you told him it made you feel guilty
He could immediately feel his heart sink
He never meant to make you feel that way
He started asking what he could do to fix it
You told him it wasn’t his fault, it was yours
Then you explained to him your past experiences with relationships and how you liked him, so you thought he was taking advantage of you 
He said that he would never do that, and that he genuinely cared for you
He also said he would understand if you didn’t trust him, and that if you didn’t, he would do anything to earn it
Because he liked you a lot, and would indeed do anything for you
Mikey:
Mikey was always naturally affectionate with his family and friends, and you were no different
While you did have a crush on him, his constant affection made it feel like he was guilting you into being in a relationship with him
Whenever he ran to give you a hug, you kinda froze out of fear and anxiety
He caught on pretty quickly
So one time when you came over, he instead walked up and said hello
Which only freaked you out even more
It was almost like he expected you to hug him back, like you owed him one
He could see the discomfort on your face, so he asked what was wrong
You said nothing, but after he stared at you with a face that told you he saw through your lies, you told him everything
All about how you liked him, but his affection made you feel guilty
After you were done, he started profusely apologizing
He never meant to make you feel that way
He only did it because he cared for you…a lot
He asked if you wanted to be in a relationship right now or wait
But after you learned his true intentions, you told him you were a lot more comfortable with him now
Donnie:
Donnie didn’t really know how to act around you at first
He’s never had a crush before
And he also heard from Leo that you liked him back
So now whenever you were around, he was always a little nervous
He started acting a lot nicer around you
And just spending more time with you in general
You were scared because you had started to like him too
And it made you wonder if he had out and was trying to manipulate you because of it
So the tables were turned, now you were often the one to walk away from him
He was concerned because he now wondered if he was being too obvious
Eventually, Mikey helped him build up the courage to talk to you
He asked if you were okay and if anything was wrong
You said no, but he asked again, unsure if you were telling the truth
The silence was awkward, before he started talking again
He apologized for acting weird around you and said it was only because he liked you
You accepted his apology, and told him that it was okay because you liked him back too
You explained you were scared because of past experiences, and he understood
He asked if you'd be willing to start out slow to get used to it again, to which you gladly agreed
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lykaiosthinks · 21 days ago
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new series, journal entries from V's pov pre-roadtrip arc and post-broadcast arc
Day 1:
4:32 - Radio broadcast finished
4:51 - Started prioritizing materials
5:05 - Consolidating stuff
Well, Cleo asked what I was doing, then pointed out that it wouldn’t be much help to whoever read this if it was just a time log, so I guess it’s a journal now.
I guess I should probably explain what happened. That broadcast was the first thing we ever heard from anyone outside of the city after the fallout. Coincidentally, it was also the last thing we heard from anyone while we were inside the city. Reason being that the broadcast was basically our 30 day timer to get out. They were dropping a bomb on the city in an attempt to clear out the infection. I guess that probably means our city was a hotspot, which means that if you’re reading this you’re far enough into the future when this city is finally hospitable again. Or you’re just some insane adrenaline junkie who decided to journey far and long enough to somehow find this. (If that’s the case, please leave this for someone who needs it. You clearly don’t.)
Anyway, I guess this is just a record of what we’re doing, but we haven’t done much yet. Cleo and Jo were quite taken aback at the news, which is understandable. I suppose I’m just numb to everything around me at this point. It took a while for them to calm down and rationalize that we had plenty of time to figure things out. The first thing we did was figure out what we were gonna need to leave this place. Food and water was a must, but the problem was how much? I wasn't sure how soon it would be before we could find another sustainable source of food. I decided that we would bring as much as we could, and dump some if we needed something else. I guess I don’t really need food as much, but honestly what I need is probably more scarce.
I guess I should also introduce myself. I’ve been going by V, for fear of not wanting to reveal my full name. I guess it doesn’t matter so much now that I know Cleo and Jo better, but I see no reason to change anything. Cleo is the youngest of us, and she lost her sister soon after the fallout happened. She’s been looking for her ever since, and the news of the bomb hit the hardest for her. She still believes her sister is okay, but there’s been no evidence of her life or her death, so it’s hard to say. Jo is a little older than Cleo, and they get along very well. A little too well at times, honestly. They can cause more trouble than the infection itself, if given enough time. I think I’m older than Jo, but my memory’s really been going since the initial breakout. I suppose I should mention that Jo and I are both technically infected, but I managed to throw some sort of antidote together. It doesn’t really fix the problem entirely but it keeps it from getting worse, which is what matters. I didn’t really care too much about my wellbeing before Jo and Cleo came around, so I’m basically surviving entirely off of pills and such. That’s my theory as to why my memory is going; whatever is keeping me alive and functioning certainly isn’t normal.
Anyway, the rest of the day was spent packing things up and deciding what would be good to take and leave. I insisted that any personal belongings should be kept to a minimum, but Cleo and Jo claimed there were things that had to be taken with them. I figured it was fine as long as I wouldn’t be carrying anything, which they said wouldn’t be a problem. I suppose this is all we’re going to be doing for the next month, so I should probably get used to it.
I need sleep. Any rest I can get will be crucial to our plans. I should have been asleep a while ago, but I forgot about this journal thing. No wonder, but maybe writing this stuff down would help me remember. Maybe this will all be useless. I’ll forget about it again, maybe. Leave it somewhere no one will find it. I’m not really sure what’s worth my time anymore.
This isn’t good, is it?
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lykaios2 · 1 year ago
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because I forgot to post today
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lykaiosthinks · 5 days ago
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journal entry: day 17
Well, our peace didn’t last long.
To everyone’s horror, I woke up this morning with something leaking from my mouth. Honestly, I would have preferred it if it was red, but I was soon informed that whatever was dripping from my mouth was pitch black. Not sure how I didn’t notice, but that’s not important. After wiping my face and confirming that something was indeed wrong, I immediately started running through any potential causes in my head. I didn’t have to run very far; I quickly came to the conclusion that something more was going on with my injury. A shame too, today was supposed to be the day that I was finally let free from couch time.
After further investigation, I discovered that this new problem originated from somewhere around my stomach. That further investigation being me coughing and a bit more of that black liquid coming out. That’s also about where I was hit by the infected, so it made the most sense to me. My skin wasn’t showing any strange symptoms; all coloration was normal. That likely meant whatever it was had already seeped inside.
I wanted to cut myself up and take a quick look inside, but by the time I realized how long it would have taken it was already pretty late. Cleo and Jo were also a bit hesitant about it. I’ll probably try something tomorrow, but they at least want to supervise if anything goes wrong. That’s fine by me, but it’s not my fault if they get queasy.
Whatever’s going on, I pray that it won’t take up too much of our time.
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lykaios2 · 8 months ago
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little micheal and jello study to signify my return into my creative rut (it was started by unfortunate circumstances
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lykaiosthinks · 13 days ago
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journal entry: day 9
I don’t like it here anymore.
This place is bad. Walking through the city normally doesn’t cause me this much stress, but the level of anxiety that I feel just standing in the street is beyond anything I’d usually experience. I haven’t seen any infected today but the further I travel into the city, the worse it gets. I’m not sure how we’re going to make it out of here without any trouble. I mean, I’d figured we’d run into something on the way out, but it might be worse than I expected.
I’ve found almost enough things to fill my bag, but I found a smaller satchel to bring with me. My plan is to finish filling the first bag, then find something to get around this city in. I’d rather find a car then another day’s worth of materials. It’s possible that I’m not going to find anything, so it could be a waste of time. But I’m weighing my benefits, and making my decisions.
I haven’t found any more evidence of anyone around here, which is both good and bad. I’d rather not deal with anything else than what I know is around here. But I could imagine it might be comforting for Cleo and Jo to see someone else here.
I wonder if they’re doing okay without me. I trust in them, but they were obviously worried when I left. I suppose I’ll see them soon enough, but I could imagine that it might feel like a lifetime for them. Sleep well only bring me closer to them, though.
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lykaios2 · 1 year ago
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a friend of mine was talking to someone else and they got called a "[my name] kinnie" because my friend said they liked tmnt
my influence has been spread
I've gotta say that there is no better achievement as a neurodivergent person than hyperfixating on a character for so long that you are known as "the 'insert character name here' person"
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lykaios2 · 5 months ago
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my life is now complete. TMNT commemorative manhole visited. fear me
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lykaiosthinks · 18 days ago
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journal entry: day 4
I decided to join Cleo and Jo on their outing today. I can’t tell if it’s been too long since I’ve ventured out, or if the outside world has changed. Something feels off.
Maybe I was just too tense. This whole situation has me worried. I feel so responsible for Cleo and Jo. I was the one who took them in and cared for them, but I feel like I’ve been so negligent as of late. I think it’s because I’ve come to terms with the fact that I have so little to lose. I’ve become careless, but in the process I’ve forgotten that Cleo and Jo still have a purpose. They have a plan, something they want to do after everything is resolved. I’ve always thought that everyone I knew had long forgotten about me. I can’t focus on that now, though. I still need to focus on getting out of here.
Unfortunately, we haven’t found much yet. Resources have become scarce around here, so we need to go farther and farther out to find anything new. We might need to start cutting down on rations for the next while to stockpile more food and water. I can’t think of any other options, other than leaving now and taking what little we have with us in an attempt to make a living outside of the city. Neither option is ideal, but it all comes down to picking your poison, I guess.
I might go out for a few days’ time at some point. See how far I can go and how much stuff I can bring back. It’s a long shot, and I would hate to leave Cleo and Jo alone here, but it’s not the worst idea I’ve had. It’s hard to think right now, and there’s so much on the line. I’ll decide tomorrow.
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lykaios2 · 1 year ago
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spirit halloween is quite the place
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lykaios2 · 1 year ago
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last time I checked I was not an online predator
I love mutuals tho 🧡
I have too many and I don't like tagging people on mobile (my phone is lagging from the sheer size of this post) but if you see this and you're a mutual of mine
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many loves
Dear friends of Tumblr,
Today at my school we had an assembly about internet predators and when I had said that most of my true friends are over the internet and they gave me a lecture about how “I don’t know who I’m talking to” blah blah. So please, if you aren’t a predator in any way, please reblog so i can prove a point.
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