#ly impacts u and everyone else bc were in 1 body and ur literally a trauma holder n u literally just described being triggered numbly
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Can you belIEVE ME. ZIM(a trauma holder) would have a fucking trauma response(im a trauma holder)?! UNFATHOMABLE (i carry the majority of the bodily trauma including emotional shit).
#im an idiot#mitten in headspace meeting with my family at the cabin like muttering betweenst each other “im worried about zim”#“i knowww hes been in front for a WHILE this shit doesnt happen”#“its gonna be just like October” “i knowww something must be building” and i enter the apartment from taking the trash out.#so i feel like i have enough privacy to actually enter innerworld and ask hey wtf guys what#and they all look at me like hey buddy. wide eyes. “you okay?” like yeah what the fuck is going on???#and im like last time i fronted this long no one had any issues!! and they just kinda.“you know thats nOt true. there was so many”#and i just silence bc idk what to say bc they're right Nd im like. but im fine? isn't kiba the one???? and they're like yeah but. he direct#ly impacts u and everyone else bc were in 1 body and ur literally a trauma holder n u literally just described being triggered numbly#and im like psshhhhhh *goes and has a full body trauma meltdown shaking and hyperventilating and groaning incoherently bc it hurts and i can#t speak or breathe or think and they have to soothe me thru it* and then go back to what i was doing like huh. huh. hm. im. here for a purpo#im traumatized LMFAO and anyway im using this blog as it's supposed to finally#got a lottt done today im proud but goD my body did Not Like that#zims stink#actually plural#osdd#traumagenic#invader zim#fictive#vent#cptsd#trauma response
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