#lusthurts

[sandy1907]

New ‘Until We Burn Out’ Chapter who cheered????

[lusthurts]

so i discovered this headcanon generator on tiktok and im a big fan of the results (yes i’ve included my ocs, why wouldn’t i???)

[kayla6]

I’ve been rereading How Bright We Burn and I’ve noticed a few things that probably mean nothing but it’s just in my head for some reason

- while Jeff and Nick were figuring their shit out Jeff probably thought Nick had a little crush on Blaine. Like Jeff noticing Nicks arm around Blaine shoulders or when he offered to be Blaines new years kiss. Jeff was probably wishing Nick would be comfortable expressing attraction to him like he is with Blaine. To Jeff, Nick was probably giving him so many mixed signals 😭

- As I’ve been rereading this I’ve noticed Dylan is literally lurking in the shadows but yeah he obviously watches Blaine from afar, he said something about going to the Christmas holiday concert and being dressed in disguise so no one would know he’s there or that they’re friends and at first I didn’t think anything of it but now that I know he likes Blaine (or at least he’s shown interest) I’m rethinking all of it. Him watching Blaine and Sebastian during dinner… he must like Blaine so much.

-i know Sebastian views his mom better than his dad but I also wonder if he views her more of a friend than a mother. Like assuming Sebastian probably started having sex early (with older men as well at that) like does he ever have moments where he resents his parents for not paying closer attention to him. (like protecting him from the men who where way older than him, he also probably didn’t have any REAL friends his age) His views of life and relationships are most likely reflective of his parents relationship which he probably sees everything wrong with it but at the same time it’s normal/comfortable for him because that’s all he knows, the thing is he obviously cannot continue that cycle with Blaine, so in the sequel is probably gonna be really hard for him (assuming he’s going to have a hard time communicating that with Blaine or moments where he kind gets closed off or pushes Blaine away) it’ll be interesting to read anyway, but yeah I think way too much.

[lusthurts]

LOVE THIS & PLS WRITE IT !!!

stealing the idea ofc also using my seblaine playlist (and I wasn't gonna post it unless it was really good, and guess what?? it's really good)

premise - I Can See You by Taylor Swift

main character - Yours by Conan Gray (I have no idea which character this would be tbh but it feels very much like both of them pining to me, honestly probably Sebastian while Blaine is with Kurt)

vibe - Back To You by Selena Gomez

ending - Supercut by Lorde

this seems like it would be full of angst but also smut and im so here for it

music (fanfiction) writing challenge!!

use your music taste to write a fanfiction or any story in this challenge!

first open your music app of choice and make sure your playlist is on shuffle -- then the first 5 songs that pop up will determine your:

Premise -- What your story is going to be about in the first place. What is going to be the main "selling point" of the story that sets it apart from the rest.

Main character -- Your main character's personality or inner struggle.

Main conflict -- The main conflict that drives your story and becomes an obstacle for your main character.

Vibes -- Is this going to be a light-hearted story? Angsty? Romantic? Whatever matches the vibe of the song.

Ending -- How this story is going to end.

yes, this is very vague, but that is the point! this can give you some ideas of what to write while also leaving plenty of room to be creative. feel free to switch up what songs represent what or even shuffle them a couple more times!

[daisyishedwig]

Holy shit, am I writing again? Perhaps for a bit. Anyways, who wants some kid Kurtbastian from my Love Stage rewrite?

“You,” the Director said, zeroing on Kurt, kicking his legs in his aunt’s makeup chair, “can you act?”

Kurt blinked at him, “I do plays for my mom,” he said hesitantly.

“And I thought it was the little girl you were looking to replace, not the boy,” Kurt’s mother said, resting a hand on Kurt’s shoulder. 

“He’s already got makeup on, throw a wig on his head, he pass for a little girl easy. Face like that…” he’d trailed off and Kurt’s mom had frowned, but Kurt did not understand what he meant. He would later, as insults about his feminine features and high voice abounded, but at the time he hadn’t know he’d just experienced his first microagression. 

Once he was in the dress and standing in front of the cameras he’d felt his first taste of stage fright. There were so many people than his usual audience of his parents and his stuffed animals, and the lights were so bright. His eyes flitted around the set, wide and scared, his whole boy trembling. 

His mother, now in the group of adults “attending the wedding”, stepped forward and he knew she would stop this and take him back to the safety of the dressing room if he asked. But then another young boy stepped in front of him. He was taller than Kurt, limbs almost too long for his body, like they were growing faster than the rest of him.

“Hi,” he said, smiling warmly, “is this your first time on a set?” 

Kurt nodded shakily.

“Bit scary, isn’t it? But that’s okay, I’ve done lots of acting, so I’ll be here for you.” The boy shoved his hand in his pocket and dug something out. “Do you want to see what I use when I’m scared?” He held out his hand to Kurt and he peered down at a marble in his hand, green and brown with a little swirl of blue and golden flakes flecked through it. 

“It’s my lucky charm,” he whispered, “kinda looks like your eyes, doesn’t it?” Kurt smiled softly and took the marble from him to inspect it closer. “Would you like to use it today?”

Kurt looked up at him in surprise. “But what will you use?”

He grinned and grabbed Kurt’s free hand, squeezing it tight. “I’ll use you.”

I'll tag @kurtsascot, @backslashdelta, @fallevs, @lusthurts, @annepi-blog, @bitbybitwrites, @calsvoid, @cryscendo, and @wowbright

[seblaineaffairs]

Seblaine Week 2022 - Masterpost*

What a way for @seblaineaffairs to go out, with a WHOPPING 70+ NEW ENTRIES IN THIS FANDOM! Big thanks to everyone who contributed to making this an AH-MAZING week yet again, for all your continued love and support honestly we’re getting better with age.

Below is a handy list of everything posted over the past week. Give it a peak, leave it some love, like, reblog, or kudo!

day 1 - reunion

fic: 2am, Who Do You Love? by @why-therapy-when-ships (ao3)

fic + graphic: And All This Time You Held My Heart by @seblaineaddict (ao3)

fic: Begin Again by @andyandersmythe (ao3)

fic: Burn Baby Burn (8) by @pseudowoodo (ao3)

fic: Cities of Love by @nightbirdssidekick (ao3)

fic: Dalton Boys by @akfanficlove (ao3)

fic: Every Night that Summer Just to Seal My Fate by @endiness (ao3)

fic: Gardens of March by @arwenp (ao3)

fic: I'm Proud of You Today by @wren-stirlinglove (ao3)

fic: Journey's End by @imogenlefay (ao3)

fic: You'll Always Find Your Way Back Home by @mollyellee (ao3)

fic: Reconnection by @sperrywink (ao3)

fic: Royal Purple and Dove Gray by @whatdiditellyouflawless (ao3)

fic: The Beat that Won't Leave Me by @xonceinadream (ao3)

fic: The Scent of Home by @anisstaranise (ao3)

day 2 - amnesia/memory loss

fic: Amnesia by @imogenlefay (ao3)

fic: And When I Felt Like An Old Cardigan by @andyandersmythe (ao3)

fic: Champagne Supernova by @lusthurts (ao3)

fic: Didn't Mean to Fall by @merry_mint (ao3)

fic: Forget Me, Forget Me Not by @arwenp (ao3)

fic: I'd Move the Earth and Lose the Fight by @xonceinadream (ao3)

fic: Soon You'll Get Better by @akfanficlove (ao3)

fic: What You Don't Know Won't Hurt You by @endiness (ao3)

graphic + fic: A Month to Remember by @seblaineaddict

day 3 - detective au

fic: Celebrity Island by @merry_mint (ao3)

fic: Champagne Supernova by @lusthurts (ao3)

fic: Charade by @merry_mint (ao3)

fic: Dissecting the Details by @justapassingglance (ao3)

fic: He Was A Detective, He Was A Musician by @arwenp (ao3)

fic: I've Been the Archer, I've Been the Prey by @andyandersmythe (ao3)

fic: The Best They'd Ever Seen by @mollyellee (ao3)

fic: The Case of the Missing Diary by @xonceinadream (ao3)

gifset by @endiness

graphic: We Are Detective by @seblaineaddict

day 4 - free

fanart by @amy-arts

fic: Cities of Love by @nightbirdssidekick (ao3)

fic: Coffee Order by @imogenlefay (ao3)

fic: Flour Powder by @akfanficlove (ao3)

fic: Half and Half Makes One by @arwenp (ao3)

fic: Safe and Sound by @andyandersmythe (ao3)

fic: Some Nights (I Hold You Close) by @mollyellee (ao3)

fic: When You Cry Diamonds, Yeah, They Shine by @xonceinadream (ao3)

gifset by @endiness

graphic: Dancing in the Light by @seblaineaddict

day 5 - time travel

fic: Back to November by @jammie3132 (ao3)

fic: Keeping Time by @merry_mint (ao3)

fic: Like There's No One Else But Us by @xonceinadream (ao3)

fic: The Devil's in the Details by @andyandersmythe (ao3)

fic: The Past Stays in the Past by @arwenp (ao3)

fic: Thirty, Flirting, and... Thriving? by @wren-stirlinglove (ao3)

fic: Time's Arrow by @nightbirdssidekick (ao3)

fic: Today, Forever by @mollyellee (ao3)

fic: When the Dance Is Over by @akfanficlove (ao3)

fic: Yesterday by @amy-arts (ao3)

graphic: The Quantum Bridge by @seblaineaddict

day 6 - exes with benefits

fanmix by @secretseblaineshhhhh

fic: A Season Finale (This Isn't A Breakup) by @justapassingglance (ao3)

fic: Back to You by @mollyellee (ao3)

fic: I Didn't Know What I Was by @xonceinadream (ao3)

fic: I Won't Let Go by @akfanficlove (ao3)

fic: In the End They Always End Up Together Anyway by @arwenp (ao3)

fic: The Way I Loved You by @lusthurts (ao3)

fic: We Never Go Out of Style by @andyandersmythe (ao3)

gifset by @endiness

graphic: It's (Very!) Complicated by @seblaineaddict

day 7 - years and years/years later

fic: A Single Thread of Silver by @akfanficlove (ao3)

fic + graphic: A Most Unexpected Turn of Events by @seblaineaddict (ao3)

fic: Are We Out of the Woods Yet? by @andyandersmythe (ao3)

fic: Hold the Line by @nightbirdssidekick (ao3)

fic: Kiss Me Like Your Ex is in the Room by @xonceinadream (ao3)

fic: No No Never by @imogenlefay (ao3)

fic: No Time Like the Present by @lostintheread (ao3)

fic: Of Complicated Internships and Long Summers by @arwenp (ao3)

fic: Something More by @lusthurts (ao3)

fic: To the Future by @mollyellee (ao3)

gifset by @anisstaranise

*Entries are organized by (alphabetic) type, then title, then username. Titles link to tumblr posts, other links are self-explanatory. Please do let us know if we missed anything, or if any links are wrong/broken.

[lusthurts]

I wish I got as much validation from my real job as I do from ao3 comments

[lusthurts]

PLS they've taken over my entire brain too I've been trying and FAILING to write seblaine lmao - although I do appreciate the appreciation for the who touched it last line lol I giggled while writing that one

physically cannot get nick “it’s a who touched it last situation” duval out of my head right now @lusthurts i’m in the middle of finals and niff has taken over my entire brain

[lover-praxis]

@lusthurts latest until we burn out chapter has me spiraling ab chicago!seblaine where sebastian also goes to joffrey and becomes besties w mike and this is how i get the blaine and mike friendship i need in my life

[calsvoid]

first line tag game

Rules: post the first line(s) of your 10 most recent WIPs

thanks @daisyishedwig for the tag!

1. Most people Blaine knows would describe Sebastian as frustrating. He thinks he’s starting to get it.

you’re my best friend and i love you [s4 au]

2. nickstake: fuck marry kill finn hudson, quinn fabray, rachel berry

ring ring, it’s your worst nightmare [chat fic]

3. The last letter he gets is a suicide note.

erase my name from this damned history [childhood friends au]

4. There’s always some twist when it comes to Sebastian.

it’s never just ‘just’ [working title] [songfic]

5. Sebastian realizes that Blaine /gets/ him when he hasn’t slept in two days and Blaine’s the only one to have noticed

to know is to love [standard sad bullshit turned seblaine week work, actually that applies to a lot of these]

6. This scene’s so familiar it’s practically a memory—the wounds, the yelling, the tears.

men, they’ll drive you away [maddie buckley gets the acedisgrace treatment]

7. “Sometimes when you love someone, their happiness takes priority over yours.”

investments in happiness [again my standard bullshit]

8. Blaine’s found his soulmate. Except he hasn’t.

uncage your mind (and i’ll give you the key to mine) [working title] [my like one super fluffy cliche soulmates au fic that i can’t write because i suck at writing fluff without angst]

9. Deception’s a tricky thing.

a fight against morality [blaine’s a loser for his unofficial side hoe]

10. “You shouldn’t jump, y’know. If you survive, you’ll probably end up disabled and your life will suck, like, a million times worse than it already does. It’s honestly a pretty stupid way to die.”

the bridge [working title] [wip that was its own thing before i decided to make it an outtake for erase my name]

i’ll tag @nicoise @lusthurts @unholybinchicken for this one!

[seblainelyrics]

hello internet !

I (and a lot of us) have a constant stream of lyrics in my brain, and I am embarrassingly capable of linking almost every single one of them back to Seblaine! So I’ve taken it upon myself to create a silly little tumblr page dedicated to posting daily lyrics that remind us of them.

I encourage you to submit your own as well! As long as I receive enough, I'll try to post one of your submissions once a week ❤️

this blog is run by @lusthurts

[lusthurts]

omg I actually love this comment structure, there's nothing like a line by line thank you so much for taking the time to share!! am I about to line by line your line by line? yes I am 

Somebody I Fucked Once is the most Seblaine song ever, I think about it all the time and desperately needed to fit it somewhere in this fic haha I’m glad you appreciated it 

I love that you love Ethan and Emma, they are my babies and I love them so so much as a reference point for Seblaine 

I actually laughed out loud at your commentary about the baby names lol I had so much fun writing that scene because it’s just these boys being tone deaf and ridiculous 

The “hattie you’re so unhelpful i love you” is so real, I wrote her in then contemplated deleting her but I enjoyed her commentary far too much to take her out of the story 

also yes Applebee’s is fantastic and so nostalgic lol 

anywayyyy this was probably unnecessary of me but I couldn’t let this be with zero commentary so here u go haha thank you again for sharing, this made my day :)) 

@lusthurts this was gonna be an ao3 comment because i decided to write out my thoughts while reading the latest chapter of how bright we burn, but it would’ve been kinda annoying to scroll through on ao3, so i’m just posting it here instead

for anyone else seeing this, go read how bright we burn it’s so fucking good and ignore this if you don’t want spoilers

omg they’re going to do the health class thing aren’t they

OMG SOMEBODY I FUCKED ONCE IVE LISTENED TOT HAT SONG DAYDREAMING ABORJ SEBLAUNE SO MUCN I LOVE THE TRILOGY OF SONGS

my baby he so sad give him love

ally todd anderson

sebastian’s a nerd but god is he fucking dumb

let’s go niff at least we have one happy couple

they truly will be like a real couple, unhappy and stuck with a child

ethan and emma my beloved he is so in love with his girlfriend good for him

oh my fucking god is her baby actually named apple

APPLE AND MOSES GWYNETH WHAT THE FUCK this is not ever after high gwneyh what were yih tninkigng

TREE

i love unhinged trent

please let none of these people near a birth certificate

god he just like me i would also pretend i was living a happy life with my situationship

not the fight club

gay

hattie you’re so unhelpful i love you

i hate rich people applebee’s is good???

he’s so preppy

once again please never let anyone of these people near a birth certificate

ethan and emma <3<3<3

horny drunk blaine let’s go

yay they’re actually princes of dalton

god they’re so bad at this

no no no no no no

y’all suck at talking about your feelings oh my god

[daisyishedwig]

Name Meme

look up your name (real name/online name/nickname/whichever name you are comfortable with) in the GIF search and show the first GIF that comes up

tagged by @annepi-blog

Yeah, that feels apropo. I'll tag @calsvoid, @shame-is-a-wasted-emotion, @kurtsascot, @lusthurts, and @wowbright

[lusthurts]

Chapters: 5/20 Fandom: Glee (TV 2009) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Blaine Anderson/Sebastian Smythe Characters: Blaine Anderson, Sebastian Smythe, Jeff (Glee), Nick the Warbler (Glee), Hunter Clarington, Original Male Character(s), Original Female Character(s), The Warblers (Glee), New Directions (Glee), Kurt Hummel, Trent (Glee) Additional Tags: Dalton Academy, Season 4 AU, Established Relationship, (but also somehow still a slow burn), dalton academy is a queer utopia, hunter clarington is a menace, show choir politics, college admissions trauma, asexual trent nixon, bisexual nick duval, bisexual jeff sterling, Smut, sometimes (a lot of the time) it's a replacement for talking, Found Family, Past Blaine Anderson/Kurt Hummel, Breaking Up & Making Up, Power Couple, Background Nick Duval/Jeff Sterling, sebastian is having an existential crisis about his future, they are teenagers who cannot communicate their feelings to save their lives, Angst with a Happy Ending Series: Part 3 of The Slow Burn Series Summary:

It's time for his senior year at Dalton, and Blaine couldn't be happier. Honestly. He's with Sebastian, he's planning for college, and the Warblers are planning how they'll win a national championship. It's just that there are things he and Sebastian don't talk about, and there are people and forces that keep getting in their way, from exes to show choir rivals to the college admissions process to the fact that Sebastian still hasn't said "I love you" back...but it's fine. Honestly. They have each other, and they have their friends, and this is going to be a great year. Honestly.

[lover-praxis]

woke up and remembered that @lusthurts is possibly dropping the halloween chapter of until we burn out today and all of a sudden it's a good fucking day

[lusthurts]

reblogging bc this will bring you to my spotify acc lol

do you have a seblaine spotify playlist?

omg yes and funny story - my spotify account is followed by people I work with so I actually have just created a brand new spotify account to be public and feature all the playlists I'd rather my coworkers/the students I work with don't know about lmao

so anyway, you can now follow me/my playlists on spotify <3 here is a link to the seblaine playlist: