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@lupiinee said:
“You’re right, I don’t understand, yet. Will you help me?”
THIS WASN’T A CONVERSATION HE IMAGINED HE WOULD EVER BE HAVING WITH REMUS. Or with anyone, for that matter. Severus still isn’t sure whether or not he considers him a friend. Delivering his potions for a little over two years now, he certainly sees him in a different light now. Still, there are things he doesn’t think he will ever forgive Remus for. But did any of that really matter anymore? Neither of them was likely to survive this war. If he remains silent now -- he might have to take that silence to the grave.
❝ My father was a cruel man. My mother was w e a k, ❞ he begins.
❝ He had her wand broken the day they were wed --, it was the only way he could control her. He did unspeakable things to her. To both of us.❞
inspired by: Noticing Trauma sentence starters.
status: open.
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𝓢𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐮𝐬 𝓢𝐧𝐚𝐩𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝓡𝐞𝐦𝐮𝐬 𝓛𝐮𝐩𝐢𝐧'𝐬 𝐃𝐄𝐅𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐈𝐈 𝓓𝐞𝐟𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝓐𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭 𝓓𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝓒𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐬, 𝓟𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝓙𝐢𝐧𝐱𝐞𝐬 𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐅𝐘 , 𝐃𝐄𝐅𝐄𝐍𝐃 , 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐑𝐌
❝ Consider everything you’ve learned thus far — And consider that you’ve hardly learned anything at all, ❞
↳ ** ༉‧₊˚✧ 𝓢𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐮𝐬 𝓢𝐧𝐚𝐩𝐞 adored by @goeticapothicaire ↳ ** ༉‧₊˚✧ && 𝓡𝐞𝐦𝐮𝐬 𝓙𝐨𝐡𝐧 𝓛𝐮𝐩𝐢𝐧 perfected by @lupiinee
#lupiinee#( oops )#( yes i did make a whole promo themed around that one plot )#( don't look at me my hand slipped okay )#shameless self promo.#promo.
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@lupiinee liked for a starter
It’s late in the evening when she pads her way into the room, taking a cursory look around before making her way to the sofa and climbing up to start butting her head against Remus’s arm.
Sol demands attention.
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@lupiinee gets shepherds pie
James hates the Hogwarts kitchens, just a bit— They’re dark and huge and it’s nearly impossible to have any space to yourself. It’s not remotely fun or meditative like cooking at home can be. ( And, frankly, why would you want to cook for yourself? Not when they eat so well in the great hall. )
But cooking for someone else...
It’s Remus’ birthday, after all. Home cooking is important for special occasions, he’s decided. He certainly can’t imagine his own birthday without a pile of treats and comfort food from his mum and dad. And there’s something deeply rewarding about turning simple potatoes and lamb into such a comfortable, happy dish; one of his favorites, as well as Remus’.
“Hope you like it,” he beams, setting the dish down with a beam. “I know it’s not exactly a cake, but... Seemed homier, y’know?”
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* @lupiinee — I’M NOT GOING ANYWHERE UNTIL YOU GET SOME SLEEP ( REMUS & SIRIUS )
THE ICE CLINKS IN HIS GLASS AS HE MOVES THE SCOTCH BACK AND FORTH. still the same place — still the same order, the same gaudy decanters. “ well, you ought to have a drink with me then, ” he replies with a sharp grin. “ courtesy of my dearly departed father. ” if he has to stay here — if he has to live in this house again — he’ll find ways to enjoy himself. stealing from his father beyond the grave helps, even if only a little. “ a miserable bastard, of course, but he always had fine taste in drink . . . ”
#★ ∗ ∘ ∙ 026. sirius black ( asks )#lupiinee#thanks for sending this in !#rip you only getting ootp content from me rn#from harry and from sirius#the worst timeline lmao#drinking tw
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@lupiinee said : a moan sounded from his lips, head pressed hard against the wood of the door as another painful rip ran through him, stifling his breath and making him lose all sense of self, a cry, a sob, fingers dragging down the pine , fingernails pulling off && the weak attempt . " sirius , sirius , please open the door , i can't do this ---- " bent double , an echoing cry sounding from him, " sirius ! OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR, I NEED ---- fuck . " tears rolling down his cheeks, remus let out a terrified cry. don't open the door, don't open the door. don't listen to him. don't do it sirius. don't do it.
even if he lived up to an unthinkable age, having to do this every month for the rest of his and his friend’s existence, sirius thought, it would still not be enough time to get used to this. in fact, and he was quite certain of it, there was no amount of remus’s suffering he could endure that would desensitise him to the horror that was the transformation itself.
he sat on the cold wooded floor on the other side of the bedroom door, knees drawn halfway up, elbows resting atop them in what appeared to be a lazy sort of comfort. though if one were to look closer to the hard set of his shoulders, the tension in his fingers as though he was fighting the instinct to ball them up into fists and dig his fingernails into the palms of his hands to offset the crawling sensation that travelled in waves throughout his body, then they would know this was the stance of a boy who was itching to listen and cede to his friend’s request. if for nothing else but to at least be in there with him.
the tips of his shoes were touching the door, ready to push against the wolf’s attacks. sirius squeezed his eyes shut and sucked in a breath before shaking his head. as if remus could see. as if remus could look into his pained expression.
❛ you know i can’t do that, remus. just a few more minutes and it’ll be over. then i’ll see you again, yeah? ❜ he called out, clicking his tongue when his voice broke mid-sentence. ❛ we’ll have lots of fun, you’ll see. and then tomorrow morning i’ll tell you all about it. every little thing that we did, i promise. ❜
#lupiinee#❛ writings › we’ve all got both light and dark inside us#❛ worlds › where dwell the brave at heart#oh you think yourself a comedian huh?
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@lupiinee continued from HERE
SHIT .
he hadn’t been expecting anyone to be in the kitchen . let alone grab him . sirius wasn’t speaking to him since their argument earlier that month && only merlin knew where about his old friend was within the house . && shit , remus didn’t even know if sirius was really CONCNERNED about the full moon in a few days . no doubt the other had lost track since his days in azkaban && his time on the run . remus had hunched over himself , breathing hard as a SUDDEN , but not unexpected wave of pain hit him , causing him to lose his balance .
��� SEVERUS ? ” he glanced up , && breathed hard before trying to stand again , stomach churning inside && not sure if he could stay standing for much longer . “ oh shit , shit — ”
HE MOVES SWIFTLY -- almost i n a u d a b l e -- when he notices Remus starts to sway. He is all but certain he would have fallen down had he not reacted, judging by the fact that he was supporting most of Remus’s weight at present && that it took several seconds for him to regain his b a l a n c e. It’s clear he is in A LOT of PAIN. Why was he left a l o n e? With nothing useful to occupy him, one would think Black could find the time to at the very least accompany his friend.
❝ Sit down -- ❞
Severus doesn’t let go of him -- even though by now he is painfully aware of how close they were. He has never been particularly comfortable touching other people, but it was something he could push past when the situation demanded it. Despite his commanding tone, he is patient, allowing Remus to lean on him rather than trying to FORCE him to move. Once the other is seated, he takes a step back, glancing at the porcelain cup abandoned by the sink. With a flick of his wand, a second floats down from the cupboard above. Once the kettle is heating, he sits down opposite Remus, meeting his eyes.
❝ What do you need? ❞
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.·゜-: ✧ :- @lupiinee | birthday edit !!!!
“ You don’t need to wear a party hat, despite whomever has told you otherwise, ”
“ —- What ? … But I — Minerva and I shall be having a conversation. ”
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Starter for @lupiinee
"Thank you for inviting me to your new home." Hermione said to him with a smile. She had just heard that Lupin had even offered the position of Defence Against the Dark Arts teacher once again and that he had accepted the offer. She was happy for him and wanted to go to him personally and congratulate him. She had always loved visiting Hogsmede and it was comforting to see that hardly any damage came to it during the war. Nothing had changed it was just as picturesque as before.
"I wanted to see you before term started again and congratulate you." She said softly. "If you need any help then just ask. I will be happy to help." She continued. Hermione still had some loose ends to tie up but once she has done then she will probably apply for a job at the Ministry.
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continued. @lupiinee
REMUS FELT HIS HEART DROP . watching the blonde haired teenager carefully pin up another flyer asking for her things back . he had heard the same words pour from his mouth too . he had told mcgonagall the same thing . told madam pomfrey the same thing . told dumbledore the same thing . && it wasn’t ... it somehow made it worse to hear it out of someone’s mouth who clearly did not DESERVE to be bullied && broken up like this . remus let his expression soften gently before then taking some of her flyers .
“ at LEAST let me help you get them back , ” he said quietly . “ come on , && then afterwards we can go for some supper . ”
luna refuses to feel sorry for herself , not when there are so many others that are far worse off . she’ll see the good in everyone around her until it kills her . even if that is what kills her . after her mother passed , it would have been so easy to be consumed by darkness . it takes far more strength to insist on staying in the light . so if occasionally she hides behind her quibbler or passes off her missing possessions onto nargles just to keep a smile on her face , then who could really blame her ? “ that’s awfully kind of you , professor . but i’m sure you have more important things to do . ” her wide , silvery eyes look up into his . an open book , truly not expecting him to care about her missing things or to help her find them .
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a hand absentmindedly comes to rest on the barely there swell of her belly . lily keeps one eye on the crack between the curtains and the other on remus . he looks skinnier than the last time she saw him , the circles under his eyes are darker too . she won’t be able to rest until the other boys are back from the meeting , poor remus having been left behind to keep her company , but fretting over her friend should prove to be a decent distraction . “ when was the last time you had a proper meal ? ” she asks with one eyebrow raised . “ we should have a family dinner tonight , the five of us . ” worrying about remus’ state is easier than worrying about what is being said at the order meeting .
#this is set just before she and j.ames go into hiding#i hope this is okay!#lupiinee#* interaction ; we can go where our eyes can take us .
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the damp weather sends her toward the cover of the wooden bridge . the hood of her cloak is pulled over her hair but it’s already begun to soak through . morwenna comes to a startled halt when she sees professor lupin’s form only a few feet before her . if she were any other student , professor lupin might actually be her favorite teacher . but she’s not . the sadness that she feels from him seeps into her body , making her already overwhelmed mind drag further into despair . morwenna does her best to avoid him , something that she feels rather guilty about . her parents were friends with him during their days with the order , she knows it’s rude of her to not reach out on their behalf . “ professor , ” her greeting comes out as a squeak , “ i thought i was the only one that ventured from the castle on days like these . ”
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❝ true friends are never apart —
@lupiinee && thewrongsorts | anti jkr, fanon noncompliant, mixed canon remus john lupin && james potter i
— maybe in distance, but never in heart ❞
#promos.#self promo.#// a little simple but i'm happy w it anyhow#lupiinee#dual promos.#rugged heart [james & remus | lupiinee]
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* @lupiinee — YOU KNOW MY DOOR IS ALWAYS OPEN TO YOU ( REMUS & HARRY )
IT ISN’T EASY FOR HARRY TO TRUST ADULTS. there have been few he’s known that cared for him — that wanted to be trustworthy. he doesn’t matter to so many of them — expendable to the best, worthless to the worst. but professor lupin has already proven himself different. he’s actually helped harry — helped all of them — more than any other teacher ever has, except for perhaps professor mcgonagall and miss lainey from year one in the muggle world, who’d insisted on harry receiving an eye examination when the dursleys dragged their feet.
harry nods. “ i know that, professor, ” he replies. “ thank you. ” but that familiar bit of suspicion at kindness, at openness, creeps in, and he wonders: is lupin only offering this because he thinks harry, ron, and hermione might be up to something?
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“ i’m broken. and i don’t need anyone to try to feed me white lies about it. something inside me is broken and it isn’t just going to be put back like it was. ”
@lupiinee
"So you're broken, big fucking deal."
It comes out a lot more harshly than she intended, words bursting out before she has the chance to bite them back, but she's annoyed. Why can't, no, why won't he see what it is that she his friends can see?
But she can admit that that was over the line, and she huffs out a grunt of frustration - this one more at herself than at him. "I just mean- Look, life decided to beat you over the head with the shitty end of the stick, I know, but Jesus Christ, Remus, that isn't all you are! You're the smartest man I've ever met, god knows you're the best wizard and you have a wicked sense of humour. You're more than just broken, and telling you that isn't a lie."
Char sighs, deflates almost as if the act is draining the air from her tires. "I just wish you'd see that."
#lupiinee#((one day she will learn tact))#((one day she won't be an asshole))#((that day is obviously not today))#from beyond the grave | QUEUE
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@lupiinee liked THIS for a starter.
REMUS LOOKS LIKE SHIT - but that was somewhat to be expected after a few weeks with Greyback’s clan. Fenrir was one of the few people that could genuinely make Severus uncomfortable. There was something off about him -- about the way he gave in to the beast inside of him even when in human form. He definetly didn’t envy Remus for being forced to spend time under his rule.
❝ I didn’t know you were back in London - ❞
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