#lumi’s rbs

[courtofwonder]

no propagandart from me, just banners to root for your favorites >:D

apply them easily on twitter !

[illuminiscentboba]

no one can imagine the disappointment I felt when winter hit and he didnd't have this scarf,,,,curse 1.5 (incoherent sobbing)

save me winter elliott stardew valley... winter elliott stardew valley save me......

[illuminiscentboba]

Behind the scenes <3

hi guyssss!!! tysm nohr for the tag !!! <3333 this is my behind the scenes expernece as illumminiscentboba !! prepare yourselves bc this is gon be personal~~~

Started writing: I've been writing on and off since middle school, and have been posting works since that time on quotev <3 i actually still use quotev to this day and im so thankful that it was a safe space to write fiction, fanfiction and participate in random writing challenges :)

Started blogging: I starting blogging here around 5 years ago, using this acc to just bingeread fics and repost art! i didnt originally plan on writing on here until I read a few HQ fics and ichiruki fics from bleach on fanfiction.net that had me like..,,in awe, I wanted to replicate that awe and here I am.

Followers: i've been around 179/180 when I was more active around 4-3 years ago but have been on hiatus up until this month so now im at 113 LMAOODSBHDSBJ HELPPPPP followers did mean a bunch to me in the earlier years but now i'm just happy i enjoy my own work

Communication: ahahaa,,,about this,,,as of late I have been going nonverbal more often and just been a lot less social. The later is for no reason beyond not wanting to give anyone the illusion that I am very active here esp bc I havent been publishing work for such a long time. but now that I've mentioned it here and once I get my tags reorganized, I'll reblog a lot more...prepare to be sick of me.

Likes: I actually was surprised about how much more interest people had in headcannons than fics or blurbs but that aside I don't really have an opinion on likes but to those who do leave likes on my work, I appreciate it a bunch :)) likes used to help me define how much people enjoyed my writing style/the characters which is sooooo wrong and quite a damaging mindset to have. I don't share this sentiment nearly as much as I did in middle school thankfully but it does suck when I feel like i'm the only one that enjoyed smth i cooked

Requests: for a long time I got such little request, my inbox deadass had tumbleweeds skipping past everytime I opened it but then around the time I was beginning to feel burnt out here...i actually got a bunch...(i hate it here) a lot of the requests are so cute and sweet, I'll fulfil them in my own time and space :) but i appreciate them soooooo much i love silly billies in my requests

Writing: the hate love relationship I have with writing...i have quite a lot of ideas but putting them into works is....something else HELO doesn't help that I've got ADHD and keep getting ahead of myself when writing...but yeah I have been writing things as of late that Ive been enjoying and playing around with diff au concepts (which im quite excited for) that aside, one of the ultimate contributers to my hiatus was the change in environment and in myself a few years ago. Many of my friends happen to be ace and a lot of my other friends at that point in time had aversions to affection? strongly disliked verbal affection, physical affection, you could name it and they were not about it. It did actually effect my behavior in a sense where to this day I instinctively hold back on hugging hand holding, arm linking etc. and it feels so weird now bc some of my friends now are the opposite LMAO its very jarring, the sudden change and realizing that to make my writing flow better I would put myself in the situations and id do the same with dialogue which made writing for characters i didn't feel much for harder to digest, and constantly writing romance prompts also made things hard for me because it felt quite repetitive and made me lose touch with what writing was for me which was like the final straw for me at the time. Some things have changed since then, especially my life cirumstances and preferences. you guys can request as you like but I hope that there is understanding if i'm unable to fulfil the requests, some of many of my works that are romance may have other genres with it like thriller, mystery, fantasy or villainess concepts, and/or historical time period fics. and since my program is keeping me busy asl I wont be able to update as much as I hope but i'll likely be more active now that there are some things cleared up :))

once again, tysm nohr for the tag and this oppurtinity to rebrand and I'd love to see @cloudyevaa @cup-of-fluff @kaeyazuha @sexyandcringe @anyone else who see's this to do it :)) I actually deviated a bit from the normal format so here is @alienaiver 's who ate it up :))

[illuminiscentboba]

Tagging anyone that views this 💞💞💞💞💗💗💗

hii i recently fell in love with movies again so i made a uquiz where you can find out which actor would play you in a film about your life.

[severevoiddragon]

Handing you this, also sleep!

It is a fish :O

Yes I will I just had to do smth n now I am awaiting lumis RB (assuming it is. Planning on telling me which bit of ABZU-) but I promise I will as soon as that is done

[lumi-dollie]

Yellow + Beige Len / Rin Matching Graphics!! --- ✧.*

-ˋˏ✄┈Requested By : no one // self-indulgent

≡;- ꒰ °Doll's Notes ꒱ DOLL LOVES HOW THESE TURNED OUT RAHHHHHHHHHH they're SOSOSOSO cute best vocaloids fr

credit @/lumi-dollie + rb if using~

[solaniumwisteria]

lumi ☆ 23 ☆ they/pup/he

nonbinary omnisexual aka just a little guy :)

☆ artist + streamer, adhd n possible autism (please use tone tags with me)

☆ special interests: animals, botw, minecraft, theme parks, fantasy worlds, the dark crystal

☆ hyperfixations: updated in bio !

☆ land back, acab, fuck landlords, decrim SW, fuck genai + nfts, bodyposi, eat the rich :)

DNI: minors + bigots + caithe haters /j

GW2:

i made this blog originally for gw2 content, so thats a lot of what i post/rb about ! below are my toons/characters:

solanium wisteria: sylvari mesmer - my first <3

ceridwyn hafpaw: charr ranger

[illuminiscentboba]

omggggggg moonflowers suit him smmmmm visually and lorewise, op u devoureddddd

Shin-Ah & Moonflowers 🌕🐉

[junnyh-o]

Pinned!

About Me

Cassius Ashborn Fenrir

23

Polyam Nonbinary Butch Lesbian

BPD with a dash of adhd/autism

Stuff I Like

You'll see me rb a lot of shit, but i deeply enjoy:

Baldur's Gate 3

Destiny 2

Castlevania

Witcher

Darkest Dungeon

Many more I don't remember

Tags

Tags are broken btw. I can't fix em! Click the tag in search, then the tag on the posts to see everything!!

#Ref: References for writing/art or anything i deem important

#A reminder. for myself: Reminders for mental health

#*Insert Name* Behavior: Posts that remind me of my ocs! There's Rara, Reid, Doc, Lumi, Vera and Ashes (I have more, but these 6 are my faves)

For curious, there's more about my ocs under keep reading!

OCs

Rara, Reid, Doc are the protags of my wip book series: Of Gods and Mortals! Lumi and Vera are my DND OCs, Lumi being in a Star Guardian campaign and Vera in a Vermintide! Ashes is my BG3 Durge~

Rara (she/her): Most tired and done witch in the world. Monster slayer with a huge passion for cooking. A softie underneath that armor.

Reid (she/her): Silver tongued former pirate with an ego that would put the gods to shame. Femme fatale but make her a butch. Secretly a dork AND a nerd.

Doc (she/her): Your grumpy, neurotic doctor who has seen too much. Feels like she's a wolf in sheep's clothing. Hater of gods.

Lumi (he/they/she): The irritable smart asshole with a god complex. Wicked observant, reads people like a book. The most non magical girl-y magical girl.

Vera (she/her): Softest and sweetest paladin you'll ever meet. Would move the mountains and conquer the seas to protect you. So, so, emotional and caring.

Ashes (they/she): A somber, stoic paladin who seems... A bit off. Extremely devoted to their girlfriend, would do anything for her, and destroy the whole world if someone dared to hurt her. Tries so hard to be soft and gentle with bloodied hands.

Note: Vera and Ashes are each other's unintended mirrors! Reid and Lumi on the other hand would be each other's (sorta) mirrors.

[ablast6]

Grinding a bit of Yggy Arbos to prep for gw instead of getting my 3rd lumi gun lol

My (manadiver) grid works but feels so slow to burst versus light (hFlorence RB) or Dark (I have Eresh lol) and i feel so out of my element here its unreal. I shouldve done more Tia Aura,,,,,,

[chiistarri]

@pianowaifu69

headmates who don’t come out very often are actually the unspoken mvp’s of systems because every so often they have to emerge and relearn all the bullshit that’s happened since they left

[huggingkoalas]

oh, lumi, i just love the way you rb my stuff. you make it look like it's so amazing 😭 (i don't even like it sometimes) you seriously don't have to say all those things. but i am glad you do, thank you. you give me faith there's still people here who values non-sexual stories (which is something that makes me so sad. smut fics get thousands of notes, but when i write something different, it doesn't get the same recognition from people.)

i don't know if you still consider me as an anon since we spoke. but if you do (i hope so ^^) i'm gonna use the emoji "🎬".

(never used anon emojis with anyone, this is so ekdjwjsjjwjsjsnsn)

- 🎬

hello again sweetheart!! <3

awww, honestly i just love how amazing you are with your words. your words just flow really nicely in your fics. and your fics are amazing! i’m still in the middle of reading all the work you’ve put out, but i really love all the works you’ve put out so far <3 they’re just... wow. i’m honestly speechless at how good they are.

and you’re a great writer, let no one else can tell you otherwise!

i’m just being truthful with my words :) and yeah, it’s sad how underrated angst fics are. of course, smut is great too, but smut doesn’t make me feel things like angst does. and it’s hard to find writers that write angst fics too... :(

just because your fic doesn’t have a lot of notes, doesn’t mean that it’s bad! people have preferences and tastes, that’s all. please, never let anyone else tell you that your work is bad. keep doing what you’re doing. i’m rooting for you, sweetheart <3

awww, of course! it’s fine to want to be anon when you send me asks. and i had such a great conversation with you in our dms :) and ooo, nice choice of an emoji! :3

[luminouslotuses]

icon art by gwumby and dividers by pink-sugar!

welcome to my blog! she/her, minor– you can call me lumi :D

✦ filipino & white/norwegian, unprofessionally professional niche au maker, and your favorite socially anxious mutual (debatable).

✦ posts and rbs mostly about sanrio, danganronpa, and mcyt (ccs, qsmp, and a little🤏 dsmp), as well as miscellaneous music artists like mxmtoon, bini, katseye, etc.

my sideblogs / ao3 acc / my web weaves

✦ i talk about my faves a Lot. don’t expect me to be rational either i am literally ride or die for them in all circumstances❤️

✦ i don’t have a specific dni (i’ll block you if you’re being a dipshit👍), but i will say that any dream/dteam stans and any lingering wilbur supporters are not welcome here. get off of my porch<33

✦ my inbox is always open, so if you ever want to chat, send in an ask for an ask game, or just say hi, i’m here!

i use a variety of tags, but here are my personal ones:

✦ my ted talk - my original text posts & rambles

✦ fever dream - miscellaneous posts/rbs with media

✦ kaleidoscope - my creations, such as web weaves, fics, or edits!

✦ cliché - banger posts💥

it’s another perfect day to not feel that perfect 🫶

[severevoiddragon]

. I'm scared

(just got a bungled connection notif when I tried to spam rb lumi)

[illuminiscentboba]

i love this and how you encompassed the fact that hes far from perfect, and has so much hurt and pain to deal with but is still trying and is more accepting of his feelings and emotions

Aizawa Shouta x GN!reader

content: you're married to aizawa and he takes you to meet shirakumo for the first time.

wordcount: ~900

notes: the anniversary of a friend's passing is catching up to me. aizawa helps me cope so heavy on the comfort <3 written entirely on my phone and with no beta reading. i hope you enjoy <3333 (genuinely not sure if this is coherent. its missing people hour<3) spoilers from season 4 and up? to be sure!! ill come back and format this post when i have more than 3% battery 🫡

"i'm married."

"married!" the voice is at the cusp of a scoff, but excitement shines through.

"yeah, i know. wasn't the most emotionally available back then."

"good for you, man! is it them standing over there?"

aizawa turns his head to look back at you. you're a distance away with a small bouquet of flowers, all in white and blue. you're looking up at the huge, cumulonimbus clouds. you're meeting shirakumo for the first time.

aizawa turns back to the cold, unliving stone with his friend's name engraved, together with the dates. he hates the last date; that day had nothing to do with shirakumo, he's not attached to that particular day in any way. it was just... the day aizawa, yamada and his family lost him. nothing else, nothing important or personal that'd invoke feelings in shirakumo himself.

he hears the comforting words of his friend, "hey man, it's alright. we're okay."

he never pictured himself as a person talking to graves, imagining the voice of a deceased. it's irrational. completely irrational. there's no one there. least of all his friend. but showing up periodically and giving his friend his life updates eases a weight in aizawa that he's barely able to grasp otherwise.

but he hasn't been here for quite some time. with the war, the amputation, the restoration of society, his marriage, it hadn't really seemed like an opportune time whenever he thought of it. always so much to do, so much to run after.

the days blurred more and more often for aizawa; all the things and jobs and shifts and teachings that he always had the upper hand with kept slipping between his fingers now. fatigue making him forget to grade papers after patrol, night shifts at the dorm disrupting his already fragile sleep cycles, medication after medication turning his stomach around while wrestling with medical training, physio and therapy.

aizawa's not young anymore; hell, he's never felt young. not quite like his peers and he's never really been able to recognize himself in his students. he may see a glimmer of himself here and there, but never quite does he relate to their motivations. he bites his lip.

"they're nervous about meeting you." he admits, even if he finds your fear irrational. shirakumo would never judge anyone.

he imagines his friend's laugh like a caress on his cheek, "i've already met them. i'm with you all the time, remember?"

aizawa snorts, "god, i hope not."

there's a beat of silence before he imagines shirakumo's next words, biting his upper lip and tensing to prevent tears.

"they take great care of you, like you deserve."

aizawa's lost so much. over the years he hasn't always been able to rationalize how he keeps going. surely, anyone going through all that he has is bound to suffer a mental break, right?

he thinks he almost did. but then you showed up, bright and warm. you offered a hand right before he'd resigned himself to stay alone.

to stay alone for everyone else's sake. he knows he'll become more and more of a burden as age grapples his torn body, as disability lets things slip.

he's been more nervous about seeing shirakumo today than you.

what if his friend isn't proud of him? what if he's disappointed? what if he pities him?

he grits his teeth and apologizes to the grave in a strained voice. reprimands himself for ruining the moment.

"they're coming over."

he tenses up when he hears your footsteps nearing.

why?

"i told them to."

aizawa's stays squatted in front of the grave, afraid to turn to you. you don't see this side of him often.

he can feel you right beside him, and after you've taken a steadying breath to gather courage, you bow low to the grave and introduce yourself like you would to someone above you in a hierachy.

"thank you for taking care of my husband. i'm deeply grateful to be able to meet you."

you squat down next to aizawa and put the flowers gently on the grave, and he observes as you trace your fingers over the bluest of them all, the muscari, before you lean into your husband's shoulder. aizawa doesn't want to admit it, but he relaxes instantly at the gesture.

there's a moment of silence, like you're both soaking up the moment. when you rise and speak again, aizawa isn't able to hold back his sniffle as gracefully as he hoped. if you hear it, you don't comment on it.

"i promise to take care of him, in your stead. and send him here more often, with some salmon nigiri to enjoy with you."

the last part makes him laugh, letting his head fall into his open palm in a sort of flustered embarrassment stemming from all the overwhelm of emotions. aizawa imagines the gleeful laugh of his best friend, the puffed up chest and the hand to your shoulder, telling you to do your best, and that aizawa can be a handful.

"he's a handful sure, but there's nothing about him that doesn't make it worth it."

aizawa feels his heart soar as he looks up at you straightening your pants. when he catches your eye, you give him a thumbs up and a big, sunny smile matching the bright blue sky and white clouds behind you. the clouds perfectly shapes themselves and centers around you, like you're embraced by those, too.

[lumi-dollie]

pink Kanon Matsubara icons / graphics --- ✧.*

-ˋˏ✄┈Requested By : @demeurel (does this count as a request? it was suggested.....)

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AAAAAAAH PINK PINK PINK ♡ Doll loves the colour pink <3 hope u like it!! f2u as it is experimental~

credit @/lumi-dollie + rb if using~